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I’m just so tired. I feel like no one would notice if I just stopped talking. Maybe it would be for the best if I did.
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it feels so weird to be an adult with an ed bc its like “shouldnt you be too old for this shit get your act together youre not a kid anymore”
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feeling tempted to eat because you smell someone else's food? why? you've chosen your path. stick to it. someone else eating a bowl of evil doesn't mean you should too. you're stronger, better than them. you're in control of yourself. you're gonna be thin, unlike the gluttons you see stuffing their faces like pigs. choose to eat better, choose to be better. eat like a thin person and you'll become a thin person.
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TW ED vent\thoughts
I was thinking to myself, Do I want people to really care that I am underweight? with them noticing it comes forced feeding, them being annoying , standing in your way etc.
On the other hand your suffering is showing , no one will doubt it .
I dot know what i want .
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TW ED weight update, vent, food.
TW ED day 3.
Weight update everyone, I am now sitting at 53.75 kg only 2.75kg to go and I can come back to instagram without being ashamed..
of how much I weight, i feel like i am letting everyone down, so I aim for a new lw and then I can act skinny XD.
52kg was once my lowest but now I am a fat pig, hopefully i can lose this weight soon.
This is what I've been eating to lose 1.5 kg in a week.
Morning coffee
lunch 250g of whatever but max 500cal
Dinner skip
Tw ed thoughts I feel so fat and all food is disgusting. I dont think there's a way out , I must be sick enough for them to care. but being normal weight and mentally ill doesnt make anyone take you seriously
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TW ED VENT
tw ed vent.
Do not read if you're recovering.
after 2-3 months i got an update, not good tho.
i just checked and i have 428 followers , so it'd be a shame to let everyone down. I need to lose this weight If i would like to stay here. On tumblr , insta, twitter . I am now at 55kg . again , this weight isn't getting lost , but i will do something about it. when i am 52 or 51 kg i shall return to instagram because even there i have a large following , it must be so demotivating for them to know i am just one morewanna be 4norex!c . they only way to prove them , and everyone i am really sick is to be like under 50kg.
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TW ED!!
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I think the funniest thing we do is use skinny models for our pfp but look like Tess holiday irl.
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TW ED TW ED TW ED TW ED!!
MAYBE MEANSP9 IDK TW!!
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There are 21 weeks left for summer.
You really think you have THAT much time?
Skinny people Will be wearing shorts and tops in 10-15 weeks and you may now find comfort in baggy clothes but once the warm days come in you'll be sweating like a dirty pig.
#tw ed diet#i need to lose this weight#4norex1a#tw ana fast#tw ana related#an0r3xic#only pr0 for myself
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Lmao if i gain weight this week and I waste a perfectly good week that I could be losing weight for summer I am going to follow my unalived cat .
#tw vent#tw ed diet#i need to lose this weight#4norex1a#tw ed descussion#tw ana fast#tw self destruction#tw ana related
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Here are some motivational quotes that keep me going. I hope that they are helpful.
Food is temptation. Once you overcome food, you can overcome anything.
-I don't care if it hurts. I want to have control. I want a perfect body. I want a perfect soul.
-When you start to feel weak and dizzy, you're almost there.
-Nothing can't be fixed with hunger and weight loss.
-Those who risk going to far can possibly find out how far one can go.
-I'm not there yet, but I'm closer than I was yesterday.
-The difference between want and need is self control.
-You will be FAT if you eat today. Just put it off one more day.
-We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence is not an act, but a habit.
-I don't take orders from cookies!
-Don't do anything today that you'll regret tommorrow.
-You can't achieve your goals without discpline.
-A wise man will make more opportunies than he finds.
-Life is full of obstacles and optical illusions.
-Once I set my heart on something, I won't stop until I get it.
-You can always go farther than you think you can.
-Some of the world's greatest feats were accomplished by people not smart enough to know they were impossible.
-Life's problems wouldn't be called hurdles if there wasn't a way to get over them.
-God gives us dreams a size too big so we can grow in them.
-Between the great things we cannot do and the small things we will not do, the danger is that we will do nothing.
-Everything I want is buried under a layer of fat.
-Food is a hindrance to your progress.
-You're not defeated when you lose. You're only defeated when you quit.
-Re-measure, Re-weight, try harder.
-Sucess is determined by how determined you are to succeed.
-If you imagine it, you can create it. If you can dream it, you can become it.
Good luck guys. We are strong and we are skinny. We are perfect. ✨💀✨
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TW: ED VENT
i feel like I can't let go of this whole thing...
The only time my mom has showed me to her friends proudly was when i lost a lot of weight..
I feel like im nobody to anyone if i don't lose weight. Losing weight must have been the most impressive achievement of mine.
Recovery doesn't even benefit me. i don't want to do it anyways so why don't you let me, do whatever the fk I want , I'll figure it out. I always do.
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TW ED TW ED PIC TW
Welcome to a new series i call it "diet review"
Where i do diets and write reviews about them.
Today's diet is CAT DIET (pic below)
Cat diet is super easy, if you combine it with exercise and have only one meal a day and an apple for dinner followed by green tea and 3L of water you can lose up to 2kg a week.
I did it last week and I lost 2.2kg bringing me to 58.4kg from 60.6kg .

Stay safe everyone <3
#th1n$po#tw ed diet#i wish i was thinner#i need to lose this weight#tw ed descussion#4norex1a#tw ed relapse#tw ed in the tags#tw ana diary#tw ana fast#tw ana mention#tw ana related
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Maybe TW a bit th1nsp∆ , sweetspo?
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Open your Christmas presents in a skinny body
Instead of the current you. Your delicate fingers will go under the wrapping paper, tearing it apart your family/friends gifted you with a size Small pants, rings for your beautiful hands, an oversized hoodie which actually looks good on your pretty skinny body.
You sit in the living room, the skinniest of the group, listening to your favourite music drinking low cal chocolate milk looking outside of the window knowing you've won, in your fluffy size small pijamas they are not tight anymore.
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The sooner the better girlies. <3
#th1n$po#tw ed diet#i wish i was thinner#i need to lose this weight#4norex1a#tw ed relapse#tw ed in the tags#tw ana fast#tw ana thoughts#tw ana related
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