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me finding out there are people out there dnfing books because they can't relate if the main character is blonde, meanwhile the character i relate the most is a privileged white male with enough money to buy me and my family

and yes the character is gansey

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guys i don't give a FUCK about Vaughn

can we PLEASE talk about Gareth? it's HIS book release week

he deserves so much better

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lmao no wonder Gareth didn't have time to go beat up Landon with the heathens

homeboy had something bigger going on the whole time

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the fact that gareth's relationship will be the first one landon has no business meddling with 🙏 we're freee

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Victoria Schwab - Shades of Magic; Donna Tartt - The Secret History; Victoria Schwab - Vicious; Alphaville - Forever Young; Queer as Folk; Shaun David Hutchinson - We Are the Ants; Laini Taylor - Lips Touch; Fall Out Boy - Immortals; Homer - The Iliad; William Shakespeare - Sonnet XVIII

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gap between uni and high school is wild like students at my uni are protesting because the other day a tree fell on campus and almost killed 3 guys while at my old high school people are protesting because they removed vending machines

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ao3 original work section so poor it has me reading fanfiction about stray kids (i've never listened to one of their songs)

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one of my favourite past-times is making men hate me by saying Andrew Garfield is the best Spiderman, referring to Ronaldo as Irina's ex, and playing Taylor Swift

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i know acotar has many problematic things, but what buggers me the most is that those damn fae are acting like werewolves.

fae aren't supposed to mate for life and be all possessive and loyal. fae are supposed to be elegant, cunning, tricky, mysterious. they're supposed to deceive you without uttering a single lie.

if i wanted to read "you're mine" kind of shit i would go read omegaverse on ao3 ffs

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truly a robbery that we cannot get an interaction between these 2

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thought about enjolras for 2 minutes. now i'm deeply unwell

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love how different Adam is in fanarts

he's brunette. he's blonde. he has blue eyes. he has dark eyes. he's tan. he's pale. he has muscle. he's skinny. he has freckles. no he does not

all I know is that if he's wearing a coca cola shirt or Ronan is making heart eyes at him then that's Adam Parrish

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hennessy really went from "what's your boy like? have you considered that he might not love you and that he's only using you as a pasttime?" to "uhm. so. I saved your boy's life so you 2 could be in love and happy together forever"

love her sm

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everyone talks about how in love Ronan is but was no one going to tell me how smitten Adam is in the dreamers trilogy???

"you smell like home"

"what's the face for?" "i want it too much"

"tell me to go to school closer to you and i will"

"i saved your life because i love you"

"i just want to know that when i come back for break, you'll be there"

driving a motorcycle for 8 hours while listening to his sociology notes to spend 3 hours with Ronan and then go back for his test the next day

"i need to take off your clothes"

"i'm coming back. be here for me"

"actual closeness and truth had been reserved for only one person"

"why does Adam keep trying to find you in the dreams?"

breaking up with him while being so gentle and making sure the strap of the watch wasn't too tight on Ronan's wrist and still saying tamquam alter idem

and then coming back to him RIGHT AWAY

"you were, like, the place i stored all the reality in"

scrying even though it's dangerous just because he misses Ronan

"Adam had come for him. all this way. he had not given up. he had risked everything"

"he couldn't talk himself out of it. he tried each night he was alone in the apartment over st. agnes, and he failed every time he saw Ronan again. he was in love with Ronan"

"i know i'm going, but i'll always come back, as long as you're here"

im sobbing

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if they were shadowhunters ronan and gansey would be parabatai, i can't prove it but i don't have doubts

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everyone makes fun of Ronan for going crazy over Adam not texting back but I've spiralled much worse over a guy who wasn't even my boyfriend not texting back

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i love Blue and Gansey so much but Adam really got the best partner of the whole series

like his bf isn't only hot-funny-and-millionarie but also a literal god who dreams magical and thoughtful gifts for him, looks like a bad boy but huge softie for him, never been with anyone but him, never uses the phone but always answers when he calls, has only ever had eyes for him since the moment he first saw him, and would prefer dying over hurting his delicate wrists even for a moment

and you know what? good for him, he deserves nothing less <3