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๐๐๐ ๐๐ค๐ข๐ฅ๐ก๐๐ญ๐๐ฉ๐ฎ ๐ค๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ฅ๐๐ง๐จ๐ค๐ฃ๐๐ก๐๐ฉ๐ฎ. ๐๐๐ ๐ซ๐๐ง๐๐๐ฉ๐ฎ ๐ค๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐๐ค๐ฃ๐ฉ๐ง๐๐๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ค๐ฃ๐จ. ๐๐๐ ๐๐ฃ๐ฉ๐๐ฃ๐จ๐๐ฉ๐ฎ ๐ค๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐๐๐๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐จ. ๐๐๐ ๐ซ๐ช๐ก๐ฃ๐๐ง๐๐๐๐ก๐๐ฉ๐ฎ ๐ค๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐จ๐ค๐ช๐ก. ๐ผ๐ก๐ข๐ค๐จ๐ฉ ๐ก๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ง๐ฎ.
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I have become so independent and satisfied with being by myself alone, that getting used to new people is becoming harder and harder;
to the point, where I donโt even understand why they are needed to be around me anymore.
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I draw in every gaze. I linger in peopleโs minds. I collect the desire of others on my skin. But I never stay in their lives.
I am fleeting oblivion; a temptation that flickers in bright red through the half-dark, like a neon sign outside an expensive bar, where eyes blur and bodies tense with sweet anticipation.
I am a fragrant, poisonous bloom; a flower one longs to pluck, only to toss away after or just stare at it โ but also a creature that protects itself from being ruined by others.
I am always the desire;
but never the permanence.
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I crave intimacy; but I have no one to share it with.
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I need a pause from my rumination, and instead, โ passionate dark hickeys all over my neck from a butch.
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Iโm drowning in my own chaos of thoughts.
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Like a phoenix, I perish and rise again each time,
losing more and more of my humanity with every rebirth.
And yet, even so โ
I am still full of it.
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My want to destroy someone and to love them with me being loved back, switches in between so much, that I almost yell in agony,
trying to find my own peace in this world.
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i wanna be loved so genuinely;
to be hugged so tenderly;
to be spoiled so gently;
to be adored so dearly.
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I will watch your every move โ you canโt hurt me anymore. My snarl has become permanent; my instinct to strike now comes first. You can no longer tame me (could you at all?). I no longer care how mad my gaze has become, how sharp and frantic my movements now seem.
My thirst for blood can wait no longer. Iโve endured for far too long.
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Marcel Roux (1878โ1922) - โPiece for Four Handsโ (Death plays with us)
from the series โDanse Macabreโ, etching, 1905
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I want your gaze to linger on me every minute.
I want you to search for me among strangers, remembering me in even the smallest things.
I want you to try and catch the scent of my perfume in the air, piecing me back together in your memory.
I want your heart to beat for me alone among others โ
for me to be the only one who exists for you, like a muse.
I want you to protect me like a delicate flower, even if Iโm strong enough to stand on my own.
I want your genuine tenderness.
I want the truest and the most sincere version of you.
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I regret trusting you.
Sincere and innocent in my intentions, I failed to see your true motives.
Your gentle touches clouded my judgment, starved as I was for affection and warmth;
I overlooked the lack of significance of my presence in your life, reveling in nights with you and moments of fleeting intimacy.
I was intoxicated by you โ or rather, I allowed myself to be deceived by you. And no matter how new it felt to wake up in your bed in your embraces โ
I donโt want to be your pastime and entertainment, another passing someone, waiting for you to finish playing.
Or rather,
will you ever be done doing so?
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It breaks me, when your attention belongs to someone other than me.
It breaks me, when you give your gaze to everyone besides me.
You exist among other people โ and while that may be logical, it unravels my mind all the same, โ you are meant to be mine, wholly and without question.
You are meant to be only with me; to hold only me in your hands; and to keep yourself always, only, by my side.
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Illustrations by Stephen Gammell for Scary Stories To Tell In The Dark
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Crawl beneath my skin, and stay nestled between my ribs.
Grip my heart so tightly it hurts to even breathe โ from the endless rush of your love flooding into me.
Make my eyes chase after you endlessly; make me crave your touch, your presence, your very being.
Fill me with yourself โ be jealous, possessive, never let anyone else have me. Take my worries as your own.
Forget the world โ make me your own one.
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