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“In the darkness, two shadows, reaching through the hopeless, heavy dusk. Their hands meet, and light spills in a flood like a hundred golden urns pouring out of the sun.”

The sentence that made me cry. This book is underrated and one of the best reads :,)

Book: The Song Of Achilles

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When patroclus said "I'm made of memories"

And when Hozier said " She likes to roll here in my ashes anyway"

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Love him... love mr. cool...

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Of course! 🥰

People I can understand:

✅Queer people

✅Other autistic people/ aspies

✅Introverts

✅people w/adhd

✅my friends who I know well

People who might as well be speaking Old English bc Idk wtf they’re on about:

❌my family (I do not understand how I have managed to upset you with my tone or whatever neurotypicals communicate with)

❌authority figures (I’m sorry if my expression offends you but this is just my face)

❌mysogynistic Marvel/Star Wars fanboys (I will NOT be naming this characters parents or whatever)

❌ my mf parents (asking for help, clarification or saying ‘I don’t know’, ‘I don’t remember’ or ‘I don’t understand’ is not ‘bad attitude’ I just dont know what’s going on dude genuinely)

❌ mansplainers (WeLl AcTuAlLy-💥🔫😐)

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hi hello can u perhaps draw a moobloom pleas

yeas

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I think it’d be funny if for the whole multiverse thing Marvel has going on that they release a film with like 12 different endings. It’s only available in cinemas for the first two weeks. Each cinema/region is showing a different ending. Some endings are really common. Some are ultra rare. Marvel does not speak about this. Can you just imagine the chaos? Can you imagine TWITTER? The fans would have to work it out that there’s a multiverse? It would directly implicate the fandom? I would LIVE for the chaos this would cause

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Loki (2021) is actually an AU. The main timeline is where sylki didn’t happen. This is canon there’s a multiverse now everything is canon

They really did huh

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I just want him to be happy :,)

I think everyone deserves to see this

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People I can understand:

✅Queer people

✅Other autistic people/ aspies

✅Introverts

✅people w/adhd

✅my friends who I know well

People who might as well be speaking Old English bc Idk wtf they’re on about:

❌my family (I do not understand how I have managed to upset you with my tone or whatever neurotypicals communicate with)

❌authority figures (I’m sorry if my expression offends you but this is just my face)

❌mysogynistic Marvel/Star Wars fanboys (I will NOT be naming this characters parents or whatever)

❌ my mf parents (asking for help, clarification or saying ‘I don’t know’, ‘I don’t remember’ or ‘I don’t understand’ is not ‘bad attitude’ I just dont know what’s going on dude genuinely)

❌ mansplainers (WeLl AcTuAlLy-💥🔫😐)

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I forgot to look at the url again

I know that the affair is “just a rumor” but it’s pretty much confirmed at this point

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why are u gay

i wanted to make my life more difficult 

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When I was like 12 I wanted a phone for Christmas but I already had a phone? (Not sure why I wanted a new one then) so I got my phone and wrapped it in a sheet of a4 paper and put it underneath the tree and did not use my smartphone the WHOLE of December until I unwrapped it on Christmas Day in front of my unknowing family and I think about that a lot

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Sometimes I straight up forget ab straight people like wym most people are straight bc that doesn’t sound right to me??? Like so many people I know are lgbt+ I forget we’re a minority. Lmao

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Fun fact of the day

Uhhhh

Women <333

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I was talking ab uni options and me mum said I should pick a uni that offered ‘masculine courses’ like engineering even tho I won’t be doing that bc ‘otherwise there won’t be any boys there’ lmao the hets are wilding

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Me: I’m bi, so I like women and men and enbys too

Brain: mhm ok

Me: this woman is attractive omg hnng literally step on me I have butterflies aaaaaa

Brain: lesbian??? internalised homophobia??Just accept ur gay lol?? Heteronormativity????

Me: no bc look there’s a man and omg literally murder me he’s so cute omg

Brain: straight??? Are you a lying bitch??? Straight???? Performative bisexuality??? Are you a liar?? Straight???

Me: -_-

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Being bi is literally so exhausting I’ll simp over a woman for two hours and have a crush on a woman and watch edits of female characters which make me smile and have to look away bc I get butterflies and not even two minutes later a voice in my head goes ‘what if ur straight and ur just pretending to be quirky ’ like go away??? And then it goes ‘what if ur a lesbian and u just have internalised homophobia’ but like... I KNOW I’m bi??? But the voice in my head doesn’t. Does that make sense?