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Letter for my mom

It's been a year and a half, and I changed a lot since then. It's crazy to think that you'll never know the new me, or maybe you do?

I still miss you everyday, I think it's normal. It's weird, for other people, it was just a kinda sad event? They probably don't even remember it anymore. I miss telling you about my day, it's not the same with dad, he takes it all too seriously. It's not the same with anyone. I miss laughing about my classmates with you. I miss telling you about my favorite anime of the moment. I miss the way you listened even tho you hated anime. I miss you making me hot chocolate every morning. I miss you laughing with me when I was walking away from home to my bus stop. I miss the way you just knew when I wasn't fine. I miss the way you understood me without a word. I miss the way you covered me when I was too tired to go to school. I miss the way you comforted me. I miss how you invented words with people's last name. I didn't use "Rossomesque" or "Langier" since you. I miss how you called Aizawa the "Chinese Sirius black". I miss how you planned St Nicolas, how you bought me the most perfect gift. I miss how you knew me better than anyone.

I regret a lot of things. I regret every mornings I watched my phone instead of talking to you cause I thought we had all the time in the world. I regret not comforting you more. I regret the fact that we didn't hug more often. I regret not telling you how great of a mom you were. I regret not helping you more with the chores. I regret that I was too scared to stay with you when you took your last breath.

When I'm thinking about the way you never met the girl I like. You never knew that I told her I loved her and that we stayed friend. You never met one of my now best friend. You never heard the countless gossip about my friend's psycho ex. You never saw me with my mullet. You never saw me act on a scene. You never saw my huge lesbian flag. You never heard me talk about banana fish.

I thought about you during the pride walk. You said you went once and you adored it. I thought about you when I had math classes with this teacher you'd laugh about with me.

I still imagine that one day I'll see you again, and just run into your arms. I love you, so so so so much.

Lately, I noticed that I didn't remember your voice anymore. It hurt, a lot. I cried so much when I realized that.

I still read the letter you gave me. I cry everytime I read the words "je t'aime jusqu'à la lune... et retour!" (I love you to the moon... and back!).

Mom, I love you to the moon and back, I think a part of me went away with you.

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Update !

Tommy cash

Shorter from banana fish

Aled last from hearstopper

(I'm not really truly attracted tho? It's hard to explain)

I identify as a lesbian with exception, I must make a list of these said exceptions :

Rock Lee

Yuga Aoyama

The jester oc from @oblivionsdream

Willy Wonka, but the one from the Wonka movie

Newt Scamander

Enlighter from to be hero x

Young Remus Lupin

Lee Yut Lung from banana fish

I almost forgot my king L Lawliet

Mettaton ex

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I am currently trying to find an actual story for my OCs, but I have too many ideas and none of them are coherent

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Please someone ask me about my OC's or I'll go mad

Please please please please please

Please

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Le jour où le soleil ne s'est plus levé (the day the sun didn't rise anymore)

If you see this you’re legally obligated to reblog and tag with the book you’re currently reading

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Lily is literally my wife

Ac: sophithil

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One day, I'm gonna grow wings in a way that I'm too iconic to stay on the ground

-my oc probably-

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I didn't understand the hype for bill cipher and stanford.

Then I read the book of bill and I understood.

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I thought I was bi for so long cause I was scared to never be loved by a woman. What if the only person who love me is a man?

Now I realised than anyway no one love me so I might as well slay as my inner lesbian want.

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Antagonists/monsters that don't hurt you physically (yet) but destroy you mentally are the best and the scariest one. I dont know if this post is meant for Mandela Catalogue or bill cipher tho.

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Im a lesbian but mettaton is fine as FUCK. cmere lemme mess around with your wires

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Cheese: cheese

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They are roomates, childhood friends, besties and partners in crime

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My OC's

They are besties!

It's a girlboss and a twink.

I still don't have a name for the one on the left (please give me name ideas) but the second one is called Andrew.

I have a very clear idea of how they look in my mind but I don't manage to make them look like I want them to look when I try to draw them

Some facts about them!

The girl is a year older than Andrew

They are childhood friends, they met in kindergarten

They tried to date when they were 14 and stayed together for almost a year cause neither of them wanted to break up and hurt the other.

That's when she realized she was a lesbian

And that's when Andrew start questioning if he was aromantic cause if he can't fall in love with this perfect girl, with who could he fall in love with?

They are each other's priority, no matter what

They pierced each other's ears with a needle during a sleepover (The girl's one aren't symmetrical)

Andrew bleaches his hair

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Mine canonically can't cook

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One of my favorite book has barely any fandom, it makes me soooooo mad, I don't even know if there's an English version. It's called "la nuit ou les etoiles se sont éteinte", translation "the night in which the stars turned off".

This book is soooooooooooo sad, too much traumas. Then the second one ("le jour où le soleil ne s'est plus levé" or "the day the sun didn't rise") is even worst. And God Finn doesn't deserve Nate AT ALL. Finn is so egotistical, selfish and all, yes he has a lot of trauma but I won't forgive him to have hurt Nate the first part of the book.

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Some things never change. Fiddleford has always been my favorite gravity falls character. Exepted that I liked him for his sillyness back then. Now it's because he has such a great backstory, he is a litteral genius, he has such a great bond with Stanford, ...