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Baby Xia (Ren)

So I made baby Xia (Ren) from my story "Chaos in the Game"

Be hold Xia (Ren)!!!!

She was reincarnated into an otome game with her best friends (Ren doesn't know either of that at the moment 🤫✨)

She is aroace because there aren't enough aroace characters in media at all :'D

Here's the story if you guys are interested.

Basic summary of the story:

Two best friends have died but what's this!?

They got reincarnation?

Not only that they reincarnation into the otome game they played as the original female mc and the original villainess!?

And to top it all off, the two friends don't know the other reincarnated with them!?Now that's just a mix of chaos. Will our protagonists ever find out each other's identity? Or will they remain behind a deceitful mask?

(Note: after the prologue chapter alternate with Ren's and Lia's point of view. But I wrote it kinda like a third person from the beginning :p)

Ps: I finally got it how to put link here!!! Ig not sure anymore :p

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The main story of the story of the reincarnated best friends, which I named "Chaos in the Game".

The link is here:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/63027067/chapters/161413054

Put that in chrome and it will work. If you have any questions about anything in the two stories feel free to ask me! :D

I created an ao3 account cuz the voices said so

So the voices said to make an ao3 account and I did it.

Here's the link:

Just wrote a story idk where it will lead to tbh.

Made it a part of a series connecting to my reincarnation story.

Will probably post the reincarnation story too but not now. Maybe later idk

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New pfp cuz why not

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I created an ao3 account cuz the voices said so

So the voices said to make an ao3 account and I did it.

Here's the link:

Just wrote a story idk where it will lead to tbh.

Made it a part of a series connecting to my reincarnation story.

Will probably post the reincarnation story too but not now. Maybe later idk

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What did I sacrifice!?

Ok sth crazy happened at EXACTLY 4:58 pm yesterday and I don't know how to feel about it. ( 0 - 0 )

So I was walking home from college, talking to my friend about how I wanted the new 4 star character, Lan Yan but I was on like 76 pity and did not want arlecchino. I had a gut feeling that I would lose the 50/50 and said I wanted tighnari.

After I reached home and changed my clothes, I obviously opened genshin and opened the banner one pull and I lost the 50/50 to tighnari.

I was relieved because I now had guarantee on the next character and 10 pull and skipping the animation. But I later on did single pulls and skipping the animation.

And somehow I got arlecchino on like 20 pity!?

I was like dang how is that possible and continued to do single pulls and pulled a keqing on 2 pity.

I was SHOCKED. 3 five stars on 25 pulls!?

I don't remember doing a blood sacrifice.

WHAT THE HELL DID I SACRIFICE TO EARN THIS TYPE OF LUCK!?

And I was legit scared to do another pull cuz idk!? What if I get another arlecchino!?

Looks like I stole someone's arlecchino

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SoOoOo i made a quotve

I got bored so I just made a quotve account :p so I wrote the story I was kinda sorta writing here.

Due to a lack of aroace characters/representation in many shows/ stories/mangas/manhwas/ etc, my brain went "if there is no representation, just make it yourself"

Hence, the creation of this story which doesn't have a name yet! I thought that I would name this story after I finished it like an idiot :D

{ basically what the story is about: two best friends who died and got reincarnated as the original mc and original villainess in an otome game }

I actually wrote like 6 chapters (2 chapters are prologue and special chapter)

So if you're curious about the story you can read it there!

Hope the link worked. . .

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A story for an aroace person aka me world lore part 1 ig :p

So to recap, I've had thought about a story with an aroace mc who gets reincarnated into an otome game with her best friend and she is the original mc and her best friend is the original villainess and both of them have no idea if the other is also present in the otome game with her.

This though has been stuck with me for over TWO years so I had a lot of time for the world building part which I might change cuz I'm indecisive as hell when it comes to this.

So now this is the current lore of the otome game world which I should REALLY come up with a name for the said world :'D

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In the beginning, there was nothing. It's simple really, there was nothing.

No planets.

No moons.

No suns.

No stars.

No galaxies.

No universe.

Simply nothing...but

There's always a but...

Simply nothing but an entity who was quite bored with there being nothing. So what does 'it' do? Why, create something of course!

Nothing will cease to exist if one where to make something right?

But how can you create something out of nothing?

That just sounds absorbed!

That didn't matter to 'it' all it wanted was some company no matter what kind it was.

'it' wanted company not because 'it' was lonely no no no. 'it' wanted company simply for the fact that "it" wanted change. 'it' wanted to be entertained. 'it' didn't want to stay bored again.

So 'it' started to create the planets... moons... stars... galaxies and so much more.'it' had something to do so 'it' just created more and more and soon the a minor part of the empty nothing-ness was filled with more galaxies than it could be counted.

'it' only created things in the minor part of the nothing-ness to know that it would be easy to wipe out everything if the things 'it' created was not entertaining to 'it'.

But luckily 'it' was satisfied with what 'it' had created. So, the stars shined, the planets and the moons coexisted and most importantly 'it' was entertained.

'it' came to love what 'it' had created and would often just spent a lot of time just observing the planets, the moons, the stars and the galaxies and many other things. It was fun to know that what 'it' had created was capable of change if 'it' left it alone and simply just observed.

'it' would often talk to the things 'it' had created even if they couldn't talk back to 'it'.

"did you know that I created you guys just because I was bored?" 'it' said to a star.

The star did nothing but shine brightly.

"oh! But that doesn't mean I don't care about you guys! Even though you can't talk it's nice to have someone who can just listen you know that right?"

Still nothing. Nothing but the sound of 'it' own voice and then silence

"you know what fascinates me? Change! It's so fun to see change happen Infront of my eyes. It fascinates me that what I created can change without needing me."

All 'it' got was silence.

"Well just so you know even if anyone of you change to the point where you seem different from how you were once, doesn't mean I won't recognize you. It just goes to show how much you've grown since you once we're"

Nothing but silence follows.

**sighs*Well looks like it's time for me to go now my dear but fear not as I'll be back soon!...well as soon as I see fit that is"

With that 'it' moves away form one of many stars that shine brightly in the nothin-ness.

'it''s entertainment didn't last long or so it seemed at least, neither less 'it' grew bored of the things 'it' had created.

Sure 'it' could talk to them but they never replied to 'it'. They just listened. 'it' wanted something that could talk to 'it'. So that's what 'it' tried to create next.

But creating a thing was that could talk was proven to be a bit challenging that what 'it' had created so far. 'it' grew frustrated as the time passed and grew more and more impatient, until 'it' finally snapped "ugh! Why is this so hard!? Why can't I create something that can talk!? It shouldn't be that hard I can talk just fine-"

Just then a new feeling over came 'it'

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Welp that's of for the lore part for now lol

I didn't have motivation to write the next part of the story so I wrote the lore of how the 'world' came to be XD

Hope you enjoyed.

Btw I found the copy in which I wrote the story lol

I wrote 40+ pages and will most likely write more. Mostly cuz like not even 25% of the story is written in the copy.

And even less is posted in here.

The only problem is that I've made the characters designs of a lot of characters which will most likely be a part of the story no matter how big or small part that are in gacha cuz I suck at drawing TT

Just hope I can do my best on writing the stor!!!

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How my furina pulls went!

Hope everyone who wanted furina or sigewinne win their 50/50 and/ or get them early!!!

:DDDDDD

I lost my 50/50 to jean when furina first came, it's just funny that I lost the 50/50 to jean AGAIN XD

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my mom might not entirely get the concept of aroace even though she is one but at least she got the spirit! :D

From the last post about me coming out to my mom about me being aroace, she also found out she was aroace.

As she had a "eh whatever" or "oh ok, moving on" kinda reaction. I think she hasn't fully rapped around the whole concept of aroace.

My mom's aroace-ness is not aroace-ing cuz I think she forgets when she is aroace lol

I find it funny cuz whenever it comes out that in our conversation I just tease her about us being the same.

This is the conversation I had after it really sunk in that me and my mom were aroace XD

Me: mom I just realized that you're aroace and I'M aroace...do you what that means??

Mom: no? What does that mean?

Me: it's mean the your genes have been passed down to me cuz we both the same-*laughing*

Mom:*slight giggling* I don't think that's how genes works susi.

Me: well what are the chances that us both are aroace? It sounds silly to me *still laughing*

Me: but it's makes me happy that at least someone from the family understands me.

Me: aren't you glad to know who you are mom XD

Mom: *rolling eyes* ya ya sure I am

I personally think she's like that cuz she is a layed back person and can be an air head sometimes and also can't read the room so she mind come of as rude sometimes.

a short wholesome moment with my mom cuz I love her verryyy much ♡＼(￣▽￣)／♡

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A story for an aroace person aka me part 2 :p

Due to a lack of aroace characters/representation in many shows/ stories/mangas/manhwas/ etc, my brain went "if there is no representation, just make it yourself"

Hence, the creation of this story which doesn't have a name yet! I thought that I would name this story after I finished it like an idiot :D

{ basically what the story is about: two best friends who died and got reincarnated as the original mc and original villainess in an otome game }

(so from where I left the story, think you'll have to read part 1 to understand if you want, also keep in mind I'm not that good of a story writer lol)

Magic also exists in this world, from what xia, (which was the name give to her by her care takers in the orphanage) has gathered so far about this world was that, it seemed less developed than her modern world so far, a person can only use/possess one type of magic and get the said magic around the age of 7.

There were 7 different types of magic: fire, water, ice, fauna, earth, lighting and wind magic

From what she had heard from adults from the orphanage, there were schools which children could go to learn to further develop their understanding of their magic.

The education level vary from location to location. She also assumes that there is a possibility of high class- low class system and slavery in this world. She was correct on the first half to this hypothesis when she saw the person who looked like a Nobel from the anime and manga she watched and read visit the orphanage.

With the very limited information she has gathered, xia still doesn't have enough information to know where she reincarnated into.

It's not that she minds the whole reincarnation gig but she has read too much of this genre to not know what is to come next. As most of these reincarnation genre (with female mc at least), romance is HEAVY involved of which our mc doesn't want to be a part of.

But xia also remembers in some manhwas/ mangas with female mcs who at the start of the story say they won't fall in love/ won't get involved with the main characters but then later, plot happens and suddenly the character which she said she won't fall for, she falls for. So Xia was determined to avoid that.

So she pretends to be a normal 3 year old by seeing how other 3 year olds act around the orphanage.

After a couple of weeks, Xia comes to the realization that her hair color could help narrow down where she reincarnated into.

And ran to the nearest reflected surface and observes her hair which was pink with light blue hear the ends of her hair.

So she tries to think of characters with that type of hair color and she doesn't remember at all... Needless to say, Xia is very disappointed in her memory power to remember the characters at that moment.

Some time skip

Xia is now 5 years old and a lot has changed for the past 2 years.

The first thing that changed is that, Xia discovered that she has a different type of magic from what she has original known before the week she turned 5 . Whatever this magic was helped her heal wounds be it the wounds be hers or others. So she training her magic which she deems as healing magic.

The second thing that changed is the environment of the orphanage. After the kind head caretaker had died due to some reason that Xia doesn't know, new head care takers was given the job.

They were a married couple who on the first few days treated everyone nicely but soon showed their true colours.

They were insanely greedy, so much so that they fired al most all the staff to save money and told the children who were old enough to do simple chore. They even went as far as to manipulate the younger children into believing the old staff were bad people and the older children who knew something was wrong were threatened with the lives of the younger children if they didn't do what the couple were telling them to do.

In order for the couple to earn more money they started to sell the kids on the black market or sold them as slaves after the children has gotten their magic.

Due to selling kids on the market so often, the wife had got to know which type of magic was on high demand and which was not. The kids who had the higher demand magic would be sold on a higher demand and were treated better while the kids who had the lower demand magic were treated poorly compared to the higher demand ones.

Upon seeing this, Xia who has two years on average to get her second magic powers (she had not told anyone about her healing magic), ultimately made a plan to escape the orphanage. She hoped that she would not get the higher demand magic in order to not be sold off.

(that's all the story for now

Hope you enjoyed

If you've anything questions feel free to ask! :D

Have a good day or night! <3 )

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ah the classic peer pressure! Luckily me and my mom were to into the delusion that crushes were actually a practical joke made by society that both of us don't get. I still find it hard to believe romantic and sexual feeling are real.

And when I'm told by my friends that they're in a relationship, my mind automatically goes "oh so your like best friends" I just think the two in the relationship are best friends.

And when they do get lovey dovey I think it's a joke. My former roommate used to be lovey dovey with her boyfriend but I'm PRETTY sure she did that just to get on my nerves. >:(

I told my mom I'm aroace but she unknowingly pulled an uno reverse card on me ( - v -)

Since it's still pride month, I thought I should share the moment I came out to my mom

I came out and told my mom I'm aroace, two year ago and thought I should talk about it's cuz it's kinda funny to me.

(Side note: my mom is a down to earth kinda person and sometimes can be a clueless or an airhead but she does have a resting bitch face and has a harshly type of voice)

So I told my mom I'm aroace when we were just walking in the balcony at night after we had dinner.It was summer so the cool breeze at night help us cool down. And then, we just started talking about stuff.

It was pretty random and somehow we (mostly I started) to talk about the LGBTQ+ community.(I've told my mom about the LGBT community before too when I was in 8th grade too,to see if she's homophobic of not which not to my surprise she was not?(She even told me if I liked a girl she's ok with it as long as I'm happy but I didn't tell her I'm aroace that time)

So then I just straight up told her I'm aroace. She obviously didn't know what aroace was. So I told her that aroace was the lack of feeling or not feeling romantic and sexual attraction and there is a spectrum to it.And that I don't feel romantic and sexual attraction towards other people. She kinda understood this but I tried to explain further.

(The conversation went like this)

Me: ok mom, so like you know how in when people talk about their feelings for their crushes? Ya I don't so that.

Mom:... people actually have crushes.

Me who is speechless :um ya mom people have crushes.

Mom: wanna know something funny? I didn't know people actually had crushes untill I went to Russia to get my degree.

Me: so, you mean to tell me your friends didn't talk about crushes?

Mom: they did tell me they like some celebrity, always thought they liked the celebrity cuz he/she was nice to look at.

Me: you mean like the celebrity was eye candy?

Mom: ya, like they are eye candy.

Me: so you mean to tell me that you never had the want to be in a relationship?

Mom: nope not at all.

Me: wait wait wait I need to make sure. So you mean to tell me that you've always thought that crushes or those lovely dovey thing bf gf do was like a joke or they they were acting like they were in a movie?

Mom: ya, doesn't everyone think that?

Me: mom... you're aroace like me.

Mom: oh ok...

Me:MOM WHAT KIND OF REACTION IS THAT!?

And like that is how my mom knew she was aroace.

Funny thing about all this is that I got the vibes that my mom was aroace for the longest time and my guess was correct lol.

So this was a win-win situation for me and my mom, I told her I was aroace and she now knew she was aroace.

Funny interaction between mother and daughter if you think about it loI.

I still laugh about it when I think about it.

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Either I'm oblivious or my friend is lying about thing

this story sounds strange enough for me (an aroace person) but I'm kinda sure it's strange to non aroace other people too. So there goes nth ig :p

So the thing is that a couple of years ago (3-4 years to be exact) one of my best friends was a person who was VERY into romance.

We're like 13-14 years old at that time and apparently love was in the year or sth around that age.

I don't know the reason but she would constantly say that there were people who had a crush on me which was kinda weird to me cuz I don't remember anyone giving hints on them being interested on me.

And when I said that to her, she would say that there were 5 boys FIVE MIND YOU who've a crush on me IN MY CLASSROOM.

...

One I can believe, two? It's possible but FIVE!? and that's not including students form another sections!? THAT I don't believe.

So whenever I asked how she knew that cuz either I was oblivious as HELL or she just straight up lying.

She would say that the guys would come to her to ask questions about me and 'supposedly' they're given her things to then give to me!?

Which is weird..like very weird. Is that a real thing or is my former best friend just telling that lie

Cuz like some of the things she game me as a birthday present were given to her by my supposed admirer but she didn't tell me that, she'd just say she got the present for me just so I would take it.

And the guys who she said had a crush on me were like a line barely making them my friend

One of them, even used to call me names and take my stuff and apparently that meant he likes me!? That's just not sure at all!!

And the other who she said had a crush on me. I think she just said that cuz he just complimented how cute I looked when I got a new hair cut.

But all the other ones? Ya no. Think her imagination was just wild cuz I'm sure I'm not oblivious.

Ya I'm definitely like 100% SURE she was lying

Oh and I've not even mentioned the rumors about me being in a relationship with a student a grade or two above me

Welp that is a story for another time

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I told my mom I'm aroace but she unknowingly pulled an uno reverse card on me ( - v -)

Since it's still pride month, I thought I should share the moment I came out to my mom

I came out and told my mom I'm aroace, two year ago and thought I should talk about it's cuz it's kinda funny to me.

(Side note: my mom is a down to earth kinda person and sometimes can be a clueless or an airhead but she does have a resting bitch face and has a harshly type of voice)

So I told my mom I'm aroace when we were just walking in the balcony at night after we had dinner.It was summer so the cool breeze at night help us cool down. And then, we just started talking about stuff.

It was pretty random and somehow we (mostly I started) to talk about the LGBTQ+ community.(I've told my mom about the LGBT community before too when I was in 8th grade too,to see if she's homophobic of not which not to my surprise she was not?(She even told me if I liked a girl she's ok with it as long as I'm happy but I didn't tell her I'm aroace that time)

So then I just straight up told her I'm aroace. She obviously didn't know what aroace was. So I told her that aroace was the lack of feeling or not feeling romantic and sexual attraction and there is a spectrum to it.And that I don't feel romantic and sexual attraction towards other people. She kinda understood this but I tried to explain further.

(The conversation went like this)

Me: ok mom, so like you know how in when people talk about their feelings for their crushes? Ya I don't so that.

Mom:... people actually have crushes.

Me who is speechless :um ya mom people have crushes.

Mom: wanna know something funny? I didn't know people actually had crushes untill I went to Russia to get my degree.

Me: so, you mean to tell me your friends didn't talk about crushes?

Mom: they did tell me they like some celebrity, always thought they liked the celebrity cuz he/she was nice to look at.

Me: you mean like the celebrity was eye candy?

Mom: ya, like they are eye candy.

Me: so you mean to tell me that you never had the want to be in a relationship?

Mom: nope not at all.

Me: wait wait wait I need to make sure. So you mean to tell me that you've always thought that crushes or those lovely dovey thing bf gf do was like a joke or they they were acting like they were in a movie?

Mom: ya, doesn't everyone think that?

Me: mom... you're aroace like me.

Mom: oh ok...

Me:MOM WHAT KIND OF REACTION IS THAT!?

And like that is how my mom knew she was aroace.

Funny thing about all this is that I got the vibes that my mom was aroace for the longest time and my guess was correct lol.

So this was a win-win situation for me and my mom, I told her I was aroace and she now knew she was aroace.

Funny interaction between mother and daughter if you think about it loI.

I still laugh about it when I think about it.

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A story for an aroace person aka me part 1 ( this is all rough draft kinda story) :p

you know as there is a lack of aroace characters/representation in many shows/ stories/mangas/manhwas/ etc.

So, my brain is like "if there is no representation, just make it yourself" XD

{ story summary: two best friends died and got reincarnated into the original mc and original villainess in an otome game }

So since I don't know how to start this story imma just wing it and see how it goes lol

Keep in mind I might change some of the plot in the future. Keep in mind this will be just a rough draft kinda story, I'm saying that cuz idk how to actually star the story TT

Our story starts with two best friends of whom I've yet to name so therefore will be known as A and B untill they get their reincarnated names :p

So the two best friends, around the age of 20 are returning home to their shared apartment from a bar.

As ti why they were at the bar?(Idk how a bar works, never been to one I think so bare with me here TT )It was because B broke up with her boyfriend ( this can change) so in order to cheer up B, A took her to the bar to drink her problems away. So the two friends chatted and drank and drank until around 1 pm when they both decided to go home.

So B is full on drunk and A being the one to support her, were crossing the road. It was then it happened, the accident. The truck hit them (classic reincarnation death of the mc lol) And then they you know...died :p

(the main character of the story is A btw)

Our main character A who you know just died, her conscious was like "damn so this is how I die?" and everything went black but that was not the end of her story.

Suddenly, A could hear voices of a person talking to themselves.

"who in theirs right mind would abandon a baby?"

A is of course confused as to what is happening as she just literally seconds ago died and came to know that she's in fact alive when she was able to open her eyes and sees the person who was carrying her.

"ayo did I ACTUALLY got reincarnated!? I know I said I wanted to get reincarnated but- you know what I'll take it, cause that truck really HIT like I'm pretty sure me and my bestie flew and died on impact or sth" was what A though upon realizing that she got reincarnated.

Fast forward

A is now 3 years old and during the 3 years she got a new name "xia". She has been observing her surrounding and also is trying to figure out where she reincarnated into. As she had read and watched a bunch of anime and manga/manhwas and also talked to her friends and with B about it.

So she assumes that she's most likely is in a game or anime or novel or manga. The only problem was that she could not figure out where she got reincarnated into, was this world an anime or a novel or a manga/manhwas or was it a game?

A being confused "ugh! How the hell am I supposed to find out what anime or a novel or a manga/manhwas or game this world is!? I read 4-6 mangas/ manhwas which usually aren't completed a day or go through 2-3 anime or play a game or two.

And then go WEEKS upon weeks without so much so as not even TOUCHING an anime or manga. I relay on my tabs and search history to guide me back to where I last watched or read.

I don't even usually REMEMBER the characters and refer to them by their hair colour or the plot"

So Xia (A) puts a hold to that and continues observing and interacting with her surrounding. She find out that the area she's currently in is an orphanage and is in a rural and neutral area so far.

There were kids from various age groups, from babies to young teenagers with all kinda of hair and eye colours.

(that's it for now, hope you enjoyed the story so far and if you have any questions feel feel to ask. I'll reply when I got the time since it's night time where I am so I'm going to sleep :D

Hope you liked the story and have a good day or night! <3

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Made this cuz why not I want to XD

I liked the oc I made and named zinn and aroace flag cuz what not :p

Hope she makes your day or night better!

I tried to make a gif but idk how to do that XD so this will do it for me until I know how to turn this into a gif

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A story for an aroace person aka me! :p

you know as there is a lack of aroace characters/representation in many shows/ stories/mangas/manhwas/ etc.

So, my brain is like "if there is no representation, just make it yourself" XD

So I did! I made a story about two best friends (both females for now, who will be known as A and B for now too :p) (one is aroace and the other is bi and ace) who have died and got reincarnated into an otome game.

( I am a sucker for reincarnated stories lol. I've been obsessed with that genre for a while now and wanted a Isekai female mc who was aroace cuz I've not found that many which is a sad sad thing ngl TT)

So the quick summary for the story is, as I said two best friends died and got reincarnated inti an otome game. The twist is that A is the original heroin and B is the original villainess of the otome game. Both of them are unaware that their best friend also reincarnated with them and also don't realize that they have reincarnated into an otome game in the beginning.

The otome game world ( I don't have the name for the world yet TT) has a total of 9 types of magic of which only 7 are known by the public. The types of magic are: fire, water, ice, fauna (nature), earth, lighting, wind, dark and light the last two are not known to the public.

A person can only possess only one type of magic which is determined by their eye color. But the person has around 70% chance that they'll possess that specific type of magic, if the person is in the 30%, he/she will possess the other type of magic.

For example: a person with a purple eye colour no mater the what shade of purple they've had 70% chance that they'll possess the lightning magic but if they are in the 30%, the personal will get the other magic: fire, ice, water, fauna, earth or wind

( I've done a decent world building too if I do say so myself (0v0) hehehe, had with that ngl.)

And since I can't draw that well out of curiosity made the characters in gacha XD

That's all for now, i will be going on yapping mode once again when motivation comes to me Bye-bye for now!!!

Hope you liked my idea! :D

Have a good day or night wherever you are ! <3