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“The leaves are all falling, and they’re falling like they’re falling in love with the ground.”- Andrea Gibson.

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Comfy thinspo☕️

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I thank Jesus Christ, that I hate eating in front of my boyfriend. Partly because of the shame, but mostly because I hate the chewing sound and I don't look attractive while doing it. 

He also rarely eats in front of me and feeling like, you were the person that ate the most at a social setting is absolute hell.

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Fight for your fairytale ☘️

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"I'm the girl you'd die for"

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Pretty girls read

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I'm so fucking excited for spring you don't even know

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This dang movie was not good for my development

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"I want to be as beautiful as the ocean"

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Okay never mind, it's not my honeymoon phase, just one day of motivation.

Fuck this. I said, that I'm not going to post thinspo or something like this, but I have to get into this shit. I'm not going to throw the last few months of suffering in the trash na ah.

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I feel like I'm getting back into my honeymoon phase again yay😊

Only took me months of binging and gaining almost all of my weight back. Fml.

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I swear to god the people that run the cafeteria app in my school pull that number out of their ass. A full plate of greasy sodium filled chinese noodles are supposed to be 356 calories ??? This app one day will be the death of me...

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God I hate the feeling after a binge. This disscusting dirty feeling, knowing your body is full of chocolate and god knows what.

I want to feel light and proud and clean in the evening and not like this 🤮

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Watching the leaves change  🍂

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It's funny, how one can obsess about, if they put 35 grams of butter on their rice waffle or 40 in the morning, but eat 5 bags of Swedish fish in the evening...

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Am I the only one that thinks its so much easier to starve when others are around?

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This is sad, but having a crush is so motivating. Like, every time Im about to binge I tell myself "I want to be pretty for him" and I stop immediately. Even though, if he knew I'm doing this to myself for him, he would get furious.

And I do kind of feel sorry for him. If he ever finds out, he would be so dissapointed and sad. God I just hope he never EVER finds out about this.