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aghhhhhhh. okay I will persist

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i can be loved <3

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what if i say one wrong thing and its all over, what if i fuck up everything by accident?

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TW FOR S/H + 18+ CONTENT MENTIONED

so who was gonna tell me that over-sexualizing myself to strange men on the internet with the express purpose of having my identity invalidated and stripped away from me while dissociated for upwards of 4-5 hours at a time was actually self harm and not healthy, kinky fun?! (I should have recognized the patterns in myself sooner honestly)

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"someone who allows you to rest" is the relationship dynamic of all time

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the fact that i need top surgery like i need air but do NOT have health insurance… it may be time to A) finally bite the bullet and begin pursuing becoming a licensed body piercer and/or B) learn how to start doing writing and/or art and/or crochet commissions in order to start funding it :,)

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tea isn’t just a drink it’s a handwarmer it’s an experience it’s a love language it’s a friend it’s

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Andrea Gibson

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aceflux culture is going from being hypersexual for months to sex repulsed for no reason

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{Quotes:Nitya prakash/Richard siken ,crush}

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the older i get, the more i need time & personal space to be as boring as possible

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Sometimes, the hunger for spicy melted cheese is overruled by “too hungry, can’t eat.” and I don't know if this is a universal experience or not.

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i want bruised and puffy lips from kissing

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me, watching hazbin hotel: wow, I love most of these characters but I really feel this odd attachment to Angel!

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me, hours later, analyzing this fact and suddenly remembering the fact of my occasional hypersexuality stemming from being oversexualized since childhood: oh.. Oh no…..