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No stopping.

Thoughts of suicide are on my mind again. Tired of them. I don’t want to be stopped this time, I don’t want talked out of it. I just want to leave. but somethings holding me back. I know its the pain of hurting my friends, family and my lovely boyfriend, I cant leave this close to the holidays and my birthday. Im so emotionally tired. Im exhausted. Im so ready to move away and never look back, I just wish someone understood and could help me instead of just saying “It gets better” or “you’re always depressed cheer up” Its not that easy and when it gets better it just goes back to being terrible. Im numb and lost. Maybe one day I’ll have the guts to go through with it. 

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friends?

Why am I honestly the worst at making friends? So if anyone out there wants to be friends let me know.... 

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Turn ons:

dimples

free-style rapping

Micheal Cera

crustaceans

garden gnomes

various types of cacti

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Need advice again!

So I just got a job at McDonalds and I will be working 3rd shift and have never done that before. Any advice on the sleep adjustment and staying awake?

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I really need help and advice!

So me and my bestfriend are talking about getting our first apartment together. I'm looking for a new job and she works part time and is starting college next week. I am not going to school this year so could work full time. What is some advice you guys have on saving money and advice for looking at apartments. I am really excited about this but also super nervous because I've never had to have this much responcibility!

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Old to me, new to you. But had fun at the beach with my babe 😘 💕

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Can I just get wasted or sleep for 72 hours

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Fuck it

Just looking for a reason to live anymore

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Off to work.

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Really like this photo of me.

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I seriously just want a cute short haired girl to talk to tonight, Where is she? 

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any curious anons on tonight?

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