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AVENGERS FANS I HAVE A QUESTION

Okay okay I dont know of this is a basic and obvious thing to y'all but as a person who isn't really into superheros as a whole I have to ask

WHAT did the people who got thanos snapped see when they were in the void™????

Do we know??? Is it ever mentioned??? I cant find anything about it and I don't know if i'm not wording it right for google????? Did they see nothing??? Was it like a blink for them???

Thank you so much in advance if anyone can tell me 😓🙏

Sincerely,

A curious fella

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Made this earlier and can't stop giggling at it so Behold: Castiel Shirt

Do y'all see The Vision

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I need more liquids to make powdered apple cider with

I've used fruit punch gatorade, rootbeer, and almond milk. And water but water's boring

Anyway I'm thinking lemonade and cranberry juice are good places to start but I'm intrigued by the idea of making the cider with apple juice or already liquid cider

Oh

Oh I could totally make it with ramen broth

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If all goes well I should be going to my first Pride celebration tomorrow!! I'm so excited!! I'll die from the heat but it's worth it to see other people like me existing (:

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I don't have a new drawing I'm proud of to share so have a Big Image of my pfp lol

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The urge to make every character say "well" every other sentence is strong, but luckily every time I'm about to type it I remember my English professor's shitty book in which every character talks the same, to the point where students in the class couldn't tell them apart, and I am saved

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My father taught me to draw.

I remember his lesson on how to draw hands that are holding things. I remember him telling me about how windows and trees should be drawn so they look real. I remember him teaching me how to draw cartoons like he did. I remember going through his box of memories and seeing all the art he did in highschool. I remember the pointilism landscape, the hot dog sculpture, the comic strips. I remember when he gave me his collection of Far Side comics and his own doodled comics were in the blank spaces. I remember him telling me one of his dreams was to draw comic strips for newspapers.

My father taught me how to draw. He taught me how to love drawing. He taught me how to tell a story with drawings.

My father taught me how to draw, and his father taught him.

And now he sends me AI generated images.

My mother can't draw, not like me and my dad can. I still love her stick figures, her little flowers, the tiny bees she doodles.

I haven't seen those doodles in a long time.

My mother and I would discuss simple doodles to include in your journals. Easy patterns and small ways to make images that still look good, even if you struggle. Some of my fondest memories with her are those conversations. Are of her excitement when she got the newest pattern right and could replicate it.

I haven't seen those doodles in a long time. I haven't seen that excitement in a long time. We haven't had those talks in a long time.

And now she uses AI to generate images.

I wanted to go to college for art. I applied. I got in. I saw the writing on the wall and did not go. I took my dream into my hands, cradled it lovingly, and crushed it.

My parents asked why I decided not to go. Why I just gave up. They'd always been so supportive of my art, you see. They just wanted me to do something I love.

I pointed at AI generated images. At NFTs. At the way art has been broken down and turned into nothing but soulless, corporate slop. 'Why would a company hire me for fifteen dollars an hour when they can pay five and have AI generate them a movie?' I said.

My father taught me how to draw. My mother loved learning new things to doodle. I wanted to go to art college.

Now, my father sends me AI images. My mother uses AI to generate images, and she only doesn't send them to me because she knows how I hate them. And I? I decided to pursue a creative writing degree.

I only saw half of the writing on the wall.

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It got stuck in my brain

Movie about the Very Hungy Caterpillar where a young child finds him on the ground and decides to make him a pet. Something something he ate New York City there are mass casualties

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I need everybody to know that it only took one season plus an episode and a half for me to become completely obsessed with supernatural

Go to bed thinking abt supernatural. Have supernatural themed dreams. Wake up still thinking abt supernatural. Making bagels and thinking abt supernatural. Watching videos abt supernatural while scrolling thru supernatural posts on pinterest. Force myself to do other things except whoops! It's supernatural again. Go to fold my clothes. Immediately trying to figure out which characters I can cosplay. Open my laptop to write batman fanfic and oh no! It's fucking supernatural again!!!!

Anyway my bestie was right to tell me to start with s3 because oH BOY AM I LOST IN THE SAUCE NOW. I'VE BEEN SENT TO HELL AND I'M GOING TO PLANT A GARDEN HERE

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Have the only good part of the comic I made in a desperate haze brought in by finals <3

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I'm feeling trapped by the narrative which means I must now break the fourth wall with my bare hands

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Nothing better than saying "get cask of amontillado'd, idiot" when you put something away

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Still super funny to me that in the last episode of arcane I knew everything was going to go to shit as soon as vi said she was on jinx's side because that's exactly what my dad says to me when he's pretending he cares lmaoooo

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When I was a little christian child, heaven was just as terrifying as hell. Hell was all torture and eternal suffering yeah, but heaven was getting stripped of my free will and being forced to do nothing but worship god for eternity

So basically I think that explains a lot of who I am now because I was given a choice between two horrible things and somehow having no free will was the best option

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Being a writer is so fun because every day I wake up and think that I could absolutely write a fourth wing or a lightlark in like 3 months, market it on tiktok, and then not have to worry abt my student loans

And then I remember I don't want to contribute to the shitty state of fantasy and such so I'd actually just spend a billion years making a good book and my debt would continue festering

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Happy Birthday to my beloved friend. I will always remember it as the day the pope died

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Happy "sick and tired of having adhd" day from the person who just spent over two hours dictating and transcribing their final essay for class because their brain decided that words are for audio only!!!!!

And I'm not even done!!!!