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lil vent lol-

im prob not even gonna tag this, i just needed to get this out. i dont want people to feel bad or whatever yk. but lately everyday has just felt like if one more thing happens then i would just down a bunch of p1lls and i think today was that day, im just tired of people, im tired of my mom, im tired of my friends, im tired of myself especially, just everything is making me tired. i told myself "just wait till ur sisters wedding! maybe itll get better!" but its just gotten worse i feel bad leaving my sister, i'll screw up her wedding prob. and i dont want to leave my friends alone but i just cant do this anymore. i lost a friend to sewerslide when i was 12, i felt terrible and ever since then i vowed to never leave a friend like that. but i just cant keep that vow much longer. i tried to down a few p1lls last night to maybe just get that adreniline rush but it didnt help. nothing helps anymore i just need a break from life in general tbh.

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im just so tired right now, like mentally.

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going feral i cant cvt or bvrn rn </3

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bouta walk to walgreens and get me theses bbgs <3

my lighter ran out of juice sadly </3

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I JUST FOUND OUT MY VITAMIN D SUPPLEMENTS WHERE 20C@LS I AM DEAD-

no more vitamins for me-

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Help- ive gone to the "sad lil grocery list" part of @na-

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fr be fighting them sewerslide demons rn

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i love my lil inside joke of "i should rlly just kms!" so haha funny :)

(im dying inside help)

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ruh roh, i cant irl fruit ninja no more (fighting demons not to just down some yummy lil happy pills)

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Me and the voices in my head at 1am trying to decide if i should kms, cut off my b00bs and grow a pp, dissect myself, or just go to bed:

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doing my makeup like allison harvard so that maybe i can look like her <3

(i am deep in the delulu)

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sometimes i forget most people didnt grow up on $htwt and goretwt like wdym u never saw anyone shoot themselves and watch the blood and brain poor out of their head when you where 10? or someone cut their insides out?

this may explain alot about who i am now lol-

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oh to weigh 80lbs and be a goofy lil goober

*remembers that if i weighed 80lbs my bmi would be 12.5*

oh to be 80lbs-

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help why am i more commited to irl fruit ninja then commiting 'i go hungry' by mother mother-

this is bs ngl <3

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hmm should i commit arson on myself, or go out in the middle of the night looking for older men.. that is the question

(i am mentally ill and need help)

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me: well i should chill out on the irl fruit ninja because summers coming around

also me 2 seconds later: *looking at other ppls slef ham pics*

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tbh i kinda miss shitting