introvertedantisocialpessimist

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Welcome to the whites of my eyes ~

Maybe one day in my dreams,

Justice won’t seem so scary.

Darkness will be eternal, and as deep as the sea is dark.

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girl you really got a hold on me.

kinda day except his hold is on my neck

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GEORGE O’MALLEY DID NOT DESERVE TO DIE ISTG

OF COURSE 007 WOULD DIE WHILE SAVING ANOTHER LIFE

IM GONNA GO CRY FOR THE NEXT MONTH

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In the absence of time

You were my peace keeper

My unrelenting and restless sea

My home and lover

And my endless thoughts

- Catalyst ( Me )

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time. our giver and our mass murderer.

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“...fuck you don’t you leave me here.”

- Melanie Martinez

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lost memories. a picnic at the park with mounds of uneaten food. stolen kisses. arms around my waist. that horrible beautiful terrible smile. those deep dark brown eyes I want to get lost in just once more. false promises. i will stay by you. i will always be here. but you didn’t. you are not. you are a liar. but you are also in pain. your apathy however makes me realise you never cared.

it really is funny because it’s true.

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It’s 4am, the glow from your laptop screen gives your room a dim blue glow. the pictures passing by on the screen are an old show you used to watch when you were a kid. you lay cocooned by blankets in your bed, your eye lids start drooping, the show casting light visible through your closed eye lids. you slowly find yourself waking up to random parts of the show as you fall asleep.

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The urge to die in your sleep <333

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She’s just a liar. They all are.

They say they’ll stay.

They swear by it.

But none of them ever do.

It never doesn’t hurt.

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dear kit connor,

please give us back our hotness.

we appreciate you keeping it safe,

but we gonna need it back now.

you are getting too powerful.

- from, the heartstopper community.

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The ending of solitaire simplified…

Tori and Micheal: *barely escaping a raging fire*

Tori: *is about to throw herself off the face of the earth*

Tori and Michael: *have a romantic moment after escaping a near death experience and witnessing Tori almost kaput herself*

Lucas, Becky, Charlie and Nick: *watching this scene unfold*

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Nostalgic Familiarity. To me, is the things which feel nostalgic. Even if I’ve never seen the item or person in my life up until that point. They seem familiar and bring a sense of nostalgia but you cannot place where the sense of nostalgia roots from.

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TW: mentions of suicidal thoughts. Tori in solitaire talks about how she genuinely wishes that she “forgets how to wake up” and honestly that’s the most accurate thing. I want to die. I’m not going to, nor do I want to kill myself. I just want to never come back to this world every time I fall asleep. I think that’s why Tori sleeps so much too. The more she sleeps the more chances that she may get to “forget how to wake up”. It’s hope in the most depressing way possible.

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Tori in solitaire be like: I want to jump off this building… *laughs*… it’s funny because it’s true.

Tori in heartstopper be like: hey. you’re in love with the the human embodiment of a golden retriever puppy, aren’t you? *sips drink*