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We've all chosen the path we want.Neither does it go up or down.And I choose my way down and wait for it to come back up. https://www.instagram.com/p/B50IV4fBTI8/?igshid=1r2pursb2zlap

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"But what does he know cause I feel so alone."

"I took a new appoinment but its another disappoinment."

I like this song cause it reminds me of myself when I have depression.

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Dear ______ ,

"Why did you do this to me?I feel like I'm just your play toy.You played with my feeling.Aren't you love me?So,why did you do this me?You want to teach me a lesson?I have take many lesson with me.I'm not going to take yours.And you're not going to take mine either.Sorry,but I'm not going to be like someone you wanted me to be.I feel disgusted by it.I don't want to take anymore lesson.I'm not worth it."

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"Please don't cut,please don't cut.I promise that you loved so please don't cut"

I like this song.It motivate someone(me) from doing suicide.

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I just want to share my feeling.Please to misunderstand.This is so relatable

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"When you love someone,you will open your heart."

But why dont we close it?Isnt it kind of trouble if we open it.Like we dont really know him/her very well but we just open up our heart.Dream like they will like us back.Ugh

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Who felt the same way I do?

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To the old me,

Sorry for hurting you.

Sorry for letting you know all the bad news I gave you.

Sorry for forgot about all the thing you did for me.

I'm sorry for letting you down.

You always love me but I never love you. You always care about me but I never feel anything `bout you.

I feel disgusted.

I feel like a trash.

You must be dissapont in me right?

Sorry for hurting,

For forget about all the kindness you gave me.

Sorry to let you misunderstand about my thing.

Sorry to keep my guard down and letting myself deep in this hole.

-by liazy05

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Dear diary,

I want to tell my parents 'bout my depression,anxiety,schizophrenic and other but I cant cause im afraid that they will not understand my thing.

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Unknown: Wow!Long time no see.How you doing?You look same as the past being.

Me: I'm fine.Thanks for asking.

That was the first thing I heard over 10 years didn't meet.

"You didn't change a bit"

But deep in my heart I waant to tell you how I feel.I'm not doing fine.I feel terible,numb,empty,sad but I couldn't say it.I'm sorry cause I lied to you that I'm doing fine.I'm sorry.I'm sorry for make a fake smile around you.I'm sorry for making a fake behaviour.I'm not myself.It's all faked.I hate it.I hate myself.I'm sorry for being mean.I'm sorry....

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When their attitude change, don't ask them what happen but ask yourself what did you do wrong? What did you do to make them like this? The answer is in you.

-by liazy05 @liz_zya05 ( instagram )

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" Take it off and show them what it feels like. "

" Take it off and show them what you got. "

" Take it off and show them what you're made of. "

-by liazy05 @liz_zya05

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" Take off your mask and show them what you're made of. You've been hiding for too long. It's time to expose yourself. "

-by liazy05 @liz_zya05

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p/s - please love yourself 💕( reminder for myself )

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"Sometimes when I'm alone doesn't mean that I'm lonely. It's just that I want to know myself more."

-by liazy05 @liz_zya05