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The Book Eaters by Sunyi Dean

“We can only live by the light we're given, and some of us are given no light at all. What else can we do except learn to see in the dark?”

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One thing about Tumblr is that you can be completely unhinged and I love that.

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Sometimes I feel bad because my book hasn't blown out yet, or that it doesn't have many readers or that it's not big on book-tok, but then I tell to myself, the fact that I already have my book and I’m promoting it and publishing it, it means that one part of my dream is already completede. Now patience is key on this next part of the journey. Let's see what happens now 💜

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oh tank girl we’re really in it now

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Tank Girl Directed By: Rachel Talalay (1995) Animated Sequence By: Mike Smith

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Brain Damage (1988) // dir. Frank Henenlotter

Basket Case (1982) // dir. Frank Henenlotter

Frankenhooker (1990) // dir. Frank Henenlotter

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Don't say you love me when you don't cry for me... ❤️

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It's always “free the nipple” until it's not a girl with an A cup but a girl with a D cup, and suddenly all of the rhetoric about ending the stigma about women's breasts doesn't exist anymore. Girls with bigger breasts are always judged and deemed as “whores” for wearing the same stuff that girls with smaller breasts wear.

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"I am not being pessimistic, I am just being realistic."

No, actually, you are being a pessimistic piece of shit who wants to make people feel sad and miserable. Don't confuse being realistic with dragging others to your misery.

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Me? I’m not scared of being cringe, I’m an artist and I can't let myself be afraid of what others say to me. What really scares me is not being original and living to please other people. I might be cringe for others but at least I’m not a bitter “aesthetic” person. Just remember, if you live to please others you end up pleasing no one.

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I'm honestly tired of men, and I'm not saying this in a “femcel humor tiktok hot summer girl” way, I fucking mean it, I am tired of them. I'm tired because whenever I interact with a man, sooner or later I find out they want something for me, they never understand the word “no”, they can't handle rejection, they think they can say any shit to you without consequences, they think they own you, they see me and they don't see a potential friend or girlfriend, because if they would want a girlfriend at least they would be interested in knowing me. No, they see me as a decoration, as a trophy, as a goddam challenge that they think they can win but the truth is that they are petty and I'm fucking tired. This is why you can't be nice to a lot of men, because they automatically think that you wanna have sex with them and that you're being flirty. They will never see me as a person, they will always see me as something that has to be owned, a bird that has to be put on a cage.

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Trent Reznor & Pola Weiss with Bob Flanagan’s torture chair from ‘Happiness In Slavery’ - 1993

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The link is here:

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✞ 666 ✞

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It's not lack of vitamins, it's literally deppression you fucking bitch.