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Hi, been a while. Lowkey recovering, though you can take the girl out of 4n4 but never the 4n4 out of a girl. I'm at 122.5 yet feeling the best I've ever felt about myself . I found that getting fit and staying skinny and happy is way more reward than ⭐️ving and being miserable and too weak to workout. Eating healthy and the things I love is way more worth it I'd say. It really helps me from b1ng1ing when i eat more normal quantities (still in a deficit). And as working out goes- i still follow my workout i have posted on here. You can see the progress within a week and people will see you as healthy and envy you and the work you've put in, way better than people seeing a sk1nn1 you and thinking you're sick and creepy. So so worth the strength. I almost had a slip again when I was house sitting in a mansion, I thought, God, it would be so hot to be this beautiful ⭐️ving model in this mansion. But it was so much more refreshing and made me feel so much better about myself seeing this toned goddess in these giant full length mirrors. That is what I'd rather see. Not sure when ill be posting on here next but may all of you find what's best for you and makes you the most happy. ❤️

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My bmi is 0.1% above being underweight 💀💀💀

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The numbers went down but I still feel like I'm not good enough

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Cheekbonessssss I neeeeeed you

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Helpppp I wanna lose thigh fat but wanna keep my phat ass 😭😭😭

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Looking at my mom's ozempic in the fridge like 👀👀👀

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Things ppl with ËDs do that I will NEVER do

♡ purg3 (I'm deathy afraid of thr0w1ng up)

♡ cold showers (I'm already freezing as is)

♡ s3ļf h4rm (I need to be perfecttttt)

♡ not working out (I wanna to be toned, not sk1nny f@t)

♡ getting 'sk1n and b0nes' sk1nny (I still wanna look healthy and like I'm not trying)

♡ not allowing yourself a cheat day (I need one for my own sanity lol)

♡ telling your friends about your éď (no way I'm telling anyone I'm s1ck)

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Does anyone else not wanna look s1ck sk1nny but like just 'perfect' and 'healthy' sk1nny? I feel like everyone wants to look s1ck, but I just wanna look like I don't try, and I'm just naturally perfect

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Going thru ana Tumblr and seeing ads pop up for junk food is EVILLLLL

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When I put my ankles together and my thighs don't touch >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

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Morning coffee is the only thing keeping me going currently

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Life sucks bc everything I eat goes straight to my damn face and thighs and ass, yet the rest of me looks skin and bones 💀

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Atp I could be a nutritionist with all my extensive knowledge of calories, weight loss, and nutritional facts I know 💀

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Eating Christmas dinner. My uncle makes a joke that I'm gonna purg3 after dinner to my ENTIRE FAMILY "bc I'm a model". Everyone goes silent lmao I'm like in shock he would even say that. But in my head, I'm like, wrong 3at1ng d1s0rd3r, buddy

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Brb gotta do my daily half naked st@rv1ng model walk down the hallway 💋

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Being 4nor3x1c and a model, just how god intended 🫰

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I always feel anxious at the grocery store with my mom, and she catches me looking at the nutrition label of everything I pick up. Like no, mom, I'm just trying to stay healthyyyy nothing else 🫰🫰