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cw weight, hospital vent
aaaand another day they forget to give me lunch then they get upset that I lose weight and threaten me to get me a feeding tube (srry idk the words in English)
#tw weight#tw weighloss#psychiatric hospital#mental illness#schizophrenia#actually schizophrenic#actually mentally ill#cptsd#actually cptsd#depression#psychotic#psychosis#chronically ill#chronicillness#chronic pain#neuralgia#epilepsy#migraine#functional neurological disorder#i hate it here#hospitalisation
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tw sui mention
aaaaand back to strict suicidal watch. can't do anything without someone watching me. great.
#lisa girl interrupted#girl interrupted#angelina jolie#tw sui talk#tw sui ideation#tw sucidal ideation#mental illness#schizophrenia#actually schizophrenic#actually mentally ill#cptsd#actually cptsd#chronic pain#chronic illness#depression#sui ideation#hospitalisation#psychiatric hospital#psychotic#psychosis#i hate my brain#hallucinations
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[i want to have never existed ]
my only wish
(my only little companion at the hospital)
#tw sui ideation#tw sui implied#tw sui talk#tw sucidal ideation#mental illness#schizophrenia#actually schizophrenic#actually mentally ill#schizospec#cptsd#actually cptsd#psychosis#psychotic#psychiatric hospital#depression#sui ideation#chronicillness#chronically ill#chronic pain#migraine#occipital neuralgia#neuralgia#trigeminal neuralgia#epilepsy#functional neurological disorder#my brain is broken#depressing shit#elliot alderson#i hate my brain#trauma survivor
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it was horrible i just want the suffering to end and they expect me to live like this. the chronic pains/illnesses are unbearable. let me die already. I hate doctors. they just add to my medical ptsd that's all they do.
I had to be on suicidal watch last night because of this shit, even with all the benzos im on. probably will be the same tonight.
neurologist appointment tomorrow
idk why im going there is no treatment for my illnesses or they don't work
shitposting continues
#neurology#functional neurological disorder#migraine#occipital neuralgia#trigeminal neuralgia#chronicillness#chronic illness#chronically ill#chronic pain#mental illness#schizophrenia#actually schizophrenic#actually mentally ill#actually cptsd#cptsd#schizospec#psychiatric hospital#psychotic#neurological disability#disabled#epilepsy#medical trauma#tw sui ideation#tw sui vent#tw sui talk
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only thing that calms me down
The idea if suicide is the only thing that brings me comfort
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the urge to go back to one of your abuser when your life is in shambles
#trauma survivor#cptsd#trauma#mental illness#schizophrenia#actually schizophrenic#actually mentally ill#chronic pain#chronic illness#chronically ill#emotional abuse#self destruction#self h@rm
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tw sui ideation
being hospitalized since more than 2 months with a medical ptsd is messing with my brain so much idk what's up but it's really bad. everything is worse and they don't really know what to do. it's hell. I just want to have never existed. suicidal ideations are so strong. idk how to cope.
#mental illness#schizophrenia#actually schizophrenic#actually mentally ill#cptsd#complex ptsd#medical trauma#trauma survivor#trauma#chronically ill#chronicillness#chronic pain#depression#tw sui implied#tw sucidal ideation#tw sui vent#tw sui talk
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tw sui talk
my uncle died yesterday. it's so unfair. I want to die since forever and someone that wanted to live passed away. it should be me.
sorry for the clumsiness of the phrasing idk how to express this
#tw death#tw sui implied#tw sucidal ideation#tw sui ideation#mental illness#schizophrenia#actually schizophrenic#actually mentally ill#depression#sui ideation#cptsd#chronic illness#chronic pain#tw sui talk#sui vent
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Losing my best friend haunts me every moment of every day
idk how to cope I just want it to end all
#depressing shit#euphoria#rue bennett#zendaya#friendship#friendship breakup#tw sui implied#tw sui ideation
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#hospitalisation#psychiatric hospital#chronically ill#chronic illness#chronic pain#functional neurological disorder#trigeminal neuralgia#neuralgia#migraine#neurological disability#schizophrenia#actually schizophrenic#actually mentally ill#mental illness#cptsd#actually cptsd#hospital#disabled#epilepsy
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neurologist appointment tomorrow
idk why im going there is no treatment for my illnesses or they don't work
shitposting continues
#neurology#functional neurological disorder#migraine#occipital neuralgia#trigeminal neuralgia#chronicillness#chronic illness#chronically ill#chronic pain#mental illness#schizophrenia#actually schizophrenic#actually mentally ill#actually cptsd#cptsd#schizospec#psychiatric hospital#psychotic#neurological disability#disabled#epilepsy
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lmaoo
the team
i should print it so i don't have the repeat it to the hospital staff everytime.
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#lisa girl interrupted#girl interrupted#angelina jolie#angelina jolie is amazing#schizophrenia#actually schizophrenic#actually mentally ill#mental illness meme#mental illness#mental illness humor#actually cptsd#cptsd#complex ptsd#trauma survivor#chronically ill#chronic illness#chronic pain#psychiatric hospital#psychotic#psychosis#depression#epilepsy
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the team
i should print it so i don't have the repeat it to the hospital staff everytime.
#trainspotting#mental illness#schizophrenia#actually schizophrenic#actually mentally ill#sui ideation#tw sui ideation#schizospec#cptsd#actually cptsd#complex ptsd#depression#psychiatric hospital#psychotic#psychosis#i hate it here#i hate my brain#chronically ill#chronic illness#chronic pain
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same
hurts so much . they want a totally different person, nothing like me
#euphoria#rue bennett#zendaya#mental illness#schizophrenia#actually schizophrenic#actually mentally ill#schizospec#addiction#cptsd#complex ptsd#actually cptsd#trauma survivor#trauma#psychiatric hospital#psychotic#depressing shit#depression
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