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Okay so I’m literally gonna explode with happiness, a very attractive they/them butch and a really handsome he/him man are high key in love with me and I’m crazily in love with them.

I’m counting the days until I can see them.

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Okay so I didn’t sleep today, and I had to do a bunch of errands, but someone called me gorgeous and also openly and unambiguously flirted with me using my correct pronouns and compliments.

My heart can’t take much more of this!

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It should be a review board, because you wizard types are constantly peer-reviewing one another in a transparent attempt to downplay each other’s accomplishments.

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I had the best day today! I woke up early and had an awesome dream, had some great mandarin chicken, got my hopes for my name change happening completely dashed, and then it magically revived from the brink of death and I’m now free from my deadname completely.

I even got my prescription refilled today!

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Yeah, pigeons is bugs.

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These days it’s harder to focus on happiness. I’m just constantly reminded of things that make me feel bad. Like I’m only here to date people to make them feel better, and then get dumped because they don’t need my version of love anymore. They say it’s better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. But I could do without people who leave and who cheat and who don’t actually love me back.

Am I just inherently unloveable?

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I stabbed my wrist on accident today. I was opening a box with exercise equipment inside. I feel like an idiot, like knife safety was the first thing my pops ever taught me. But I truly didn’t want to die in that moment, and I felt like I understood something truly fundamental about myself.

0/10, will NOT do again.

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I had an early thanksgiving today. We somehow got away with my least favorite uncle and aunt missing it. And I didn’t even get misgendered once! Today is a victory for me.

I even played games with my bestie.

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Uhhhhhh, hate to break it to you…

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Getting my name legally changed today! Or at least I’m having my court session. I’m about to be a really real girl, like legally even!

Also dressed in a “lesbian suit” according to my bestie.

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Please Reblog is Your Blog is Safe for Non-Binary People.

If my mutuals can’t rb this then we can’t be mutuals

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Voting today! Voting in rural townships as a trans woman can be scary, but I’ve figured out a trick: Since I live with my family right now, I’ve got my stepdad (and the rest of my family, honestly) as scary dog privilege!

Time to go vote in my best interest!

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I feel like I’m starting to kick my video game addiction? Either that or video games aren’t as good as they used to be, but either way I just haven’t had a desire to sit down and play games for hours like I used to.

Is this what people call recovery?

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I won the Witch game in my household! It was a game of rummy but with a tarot deck, where you build spells instead of piles, and you dispel instead of discard. That means I’m the most powerful witch in the house!

Truly there was no other outcome.

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I finished my staff today, barring the attunement on the solstice. It’s a beautiful thing with all sorts of components and things I like. Most importantly, I did 99% of it with my own hands (barring a crystal, a bead, and my stepdad who cut the leather for the handle.

You’d never catch me rolling with shadow wizard money gang, buying foci.

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I beat my sister at boggle last night. This normally wouldn’t be an impressive feat, cuz I’m really good at English and fresh outta college and she’s 15. But my sister is the household champ cuz she writes down every letter combo she thinks *might* be a word, and then is litigious as fuck when we’re deciding what words count.

Unfortunately for her, I’m prepping for law school.

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A weird dream made me feel a whole lot better for some reason. Thanks weird dream, you know just how to resolve my deepest underlying issues.

It’s at times like this that I know I love myself.