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Book Review Alert-The Mortal Instruments

I have read all 6 books of the greatest books ever... but people may also call them the mortal instruments. The mortal instruments have to be my all time fave series. All the characters meant so much to me, i had a connection to each one and they weren't just characters in a book series they were my friends. Okay maybe im going over the top but thats how i felt. I absolutley loved Clary's and Jace's relationship, it was just so good!!! I have no words to explain how good the series are, they are just wow. I need everyone to read them in your lifetime because they are worth it.

I have to say my fave book out of the series has to be the third because well everything gets told in the third. When i read the third book it was like a moment of peace and happiness and then book number four came out with its city of fallen angels and FUCKED EVERYTHING UP but in a good, oh my god, why did you do this to me, kinda way.

Okay the plot of the series...fucked me up so much. The whole experience basically went- first book;oh hi clary, oh my god where she go, hello hottie, woah what the fuck just happened, WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS ALL ABOUT, WHY DO THIS TO ME, IT CANT BE TRUE!!! Second book; wake up bitch, okay so you are in love with the other guy but okay, what in gods damn name are you doing hottie, fight fight fight!!!!!, sexual... what!!!!!!!!!!!! Third book; WHO IS THIS NEW GUY TRYING TO GET IN THE WAY OF EVERYTHING...FIGH FIGTH FIGHT FIGHT YOU SUPERNATURAL HOT PEOPLE FIGHT!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!! AWWWWWW!!! That was nice. Fourth book; huh? okay why he doing that? okay he a player.no this cannot be happening! BITCH WHERE DID YOU GO???? Fifth book;find the boy... oh hello, but no. Dont be an idiot...okay you be an idiot, okay you stuck. hello devil. Good idea... what the fuck that is just wrong, woah he on fire, what does that mean!!! Sixth book; hello again. oh shit. they cant touch, how dead... oh my god oh my god oh my god hoe, no no no no no no no no no!!!! NOOOOOOOOO!!!! crying for the next few pages whilst reading through tears oh my god okay thats good okay. Finishes books and then takes about a year to stop thinking about the books.

Well thats how i see how it is anyways. So please read the series its just a great expereince of emotions, i didnt even know you could get so many emotions out of one series. Cassandra Clare you should be really proud of yourself.

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I got a job... at pound land:)

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I want food but I want to be skinny...

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My worst fear

I was watching Awkward and there was the question of "what is your worst fear?" mentioned and it got me thinking of what mine is, so i decided to answer that question on here.

People would probably answer this question by saying heights or spiders but my worst fear is being forgotten.

I hate the feeling of being lonely and forgotten, it is like i don't exsist to anyone and i start to question why i am here in this world. But i have never really been forgotten because my mum obviously doesn't forget me and my whole family really but well sometimes my friends do. But its probably forgetting to ask me to come out or go to a party, and just that in general hurts me because it is like i don't matter. Soon Molly will forget me because of her boyfriend and always spending time with him, and then Georgia with forget me because she will find new friends and she doesn't really make the effort to see everyone who cares for her. Reece will soon forget me when he moves far away and becomes an actor and has a great life without me. Tamisha will forget me when she goes to university and has loads of new friends, so she won't think twice about seeing me. Millie will get a baby with her boyfriend and not caring about anything else except her family.

So i fear the day when all my friends have moved on. Yes obviously i will find new friends but it wont be the same, i hate seeing a life without laughing over the most stupidest things with Molly. I hate seeing a life without hearing lectures about everything from Reece. I hate seeing a life without bitching about everyone to Georgia in her green house. I hate seeing a life without Tamisha telling me everything about biology. I hate seeing a life without Millie telling me how high her and her boyfriend got the night before.

I hate seeing a life without my friends.

I hate seeing a life that has forgotten me.

Therefore my worst fear is being forgotten when i would have not forgot anyone. I will be there waiting for my friends to ask me to come for a chat or party all night long. I will be waiting but no one else will.

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Imagine how cool it would be to be able to shapeshift into anything, I could be Beyonce or a cat... I would prefer to be the cat...

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When you have a bad day though...

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need this...

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interview

I have my very first interview on saturday for pundland, i am so nervous but really excited. I really would love to have a job right now as i have come to realise that i never have anything to do. The past two days i have stayed in on my own and it has been so boring. I need to be social but that make me very dependent on my friends and that really stresses me out. I dont know what i feel for Reece at the moment which is very confusing. It is always going to be oh my god i like reece to oh my god i dont like reece. So i dont know. But having a job means being occupied, getting money, getting work expereince and finding more friends which just sounds great at the moment. But i have to ace this interview, i have been researching interviews questions and answers all day and i think im fully prepared. So hopefully it goes well, wish me good luck!!

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jobs?

wow, there are no jobs in this world. Over the summer my mum has planned for me to work at my nana's scrapyard from monday til friday, 9am-5pm, every week. Yes i get £100 a week but that is not good enough. This is my summer and I need that time off to motivate myself. So ive decided to look for a part time job but there are no jobs in this world to apply for. There are too many people in this world, therefore no one can get a job. This just sucks. I dont want to work at the scrapyard every single day for the rest if my life!!!!!!!! I need a job ASAP. Seriously isnt it illegal for a 16 year old girl to work at a scrapyard with not enough pay, i swear theres some rule against it. And if not then im going to become prime minister or the queen or something just to make that illegal! It shouldnt be aloud. End of story!

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Is absolutley shit...

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