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tell me you're the other side of that window / looking in from beyond the tinted pane / painted pink by the sunset and sparkling winter / soft snow holds you shivering within the frame / tell me you're breathing the same air as I am / warm from your mouth like a river stained kiss / hold our hands to the glass and we'll melt it away / did you ever witness dreams as wild as this? / tell me you'll run to the farthest reaches / climb the highest mountains that we can see / and the pursuit of pure happiness will surely be successful / out there in the world of just you and me

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endless list of favourite female characters [10/∞]: lily evans for @ohdeerlilypotter (hbd annie!!!)

I’m not a freak. That’s a horrible thing to say.

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thank you so much! I've been so inactive recently it's terrible 🙈 college is stressing me out. but I promise more content is on its way! I've had a brilliant 18th birthday, couldn't have asked for better 😊

happy birthday annie!!! i hope you had a super lovely day full of joy and love!!! @ohdeerlilypotter has a wonderful blog and her poetry is just beautiful and stunning and plain amazing??!! give her a blog a look everyone and give her a follow!!! happy birthday again annie!!!

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hp characters: Hermione Granger

I’m a Mudblood! Mudblood, and proud of it!

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“Thinking about playing Jesus or the Devil is a slightly overwhelming feeling. But when you start thinking in terms of the man himself and what he’s looking for and what he’s doing there … as a man who’s unable to communicate with his father, it suddenly becomes a much more manageable task.”

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everything is slipping. my feet keep tripping on wet paving stones after the storm, my hands are gripping to the roads before my head hits the ground. my ears are filled with a ringing sound. darkness falling all around. hands grabbing, coming near, everything fills me with fear. why is my shadow twice the size of me. I can't walk down this lonely street. it's dark tonight, I don't know the day, I don't know the date, I know the way because I've been before but that place ain't nice and it's too late to turn around. louder sounds. my hands shake and the time moves quicker, my feet move slower. I'm stuck in hot sand and my knees will break if I try to run. what have I become. I'm mean to you and then I'm sorry and then I'm mean again. where are my friends. who am I who am I what is anything. where is up and down. my vision is wavering and I'm trapped inside myself. free me, I no longer want to be me. tell me, can I be you instead. or else just never get out of bed. my food sits on my plate, it spins, it makes me sick. I try to eat, it makes me sick. all these things are all too much. you never know what's right to say. I get mad, I want to break things. why can't you get it. why don't you get it. I'm sorry, I still love you anyway. the monster on my back will never go away. I'm sorry I hurt you in this way. I was blind but now I see, there's no place in this world for me.

what depressive attacks feel like, pt. 1

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Send me a ✍ with a word, name, or sentence and I will show you how it looks in my handwriting.

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YOU ARE A RAY OF SUNSHINE ☀SEND THIS TO 8 PEOPLE WHO DESERVE IT AND TRY NOT TO BREAK THE CHAIN💕

thank you cas!! 💞💞

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moodboards: neville longbottom

“we’re all going to keep fighting, harry. you know that?”

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85 questions

thank you to @pcttigrcw for this one! love ya <3

rules: answer the 85 questions and tag some people!

tagging: @ohmargaery @nerdonthemoon @siruisblack @prongsno @padfootd @gryffinpufffs @imperialvader @lilyevians @deerjily @blacklnnon

THE LAST

1. drink: peach & apricot cider 2. phone call: my mum 3. text message: my friend (who i can’t tag bc she has wordpress instead of tumblr bc she’s a scrub) 4. song you listened to: the middle - jimmy eat world 5. time you cried: last night when i got slightly tipsy and laughed so so so hard 6. dated someone twice: once, and it ended pretty much the same way as it did the first time so make of that what you will 7. kissed someone and regretted it: nope 8. been cheated on: who knows? there were rumours 9. lost someone special: yes, lots 10. been depressed: gosh yes, in and out of it since primary school 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: nope

3 FAVOURITE COLOURS 12. green 13. yellow 14. purple

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU 15. made new friends: lots! thanks to college woop 16. fallen out of love: not so much fallen as pushed, but yeah 17. laughed until you cried: on a weekly basis my friend 18. found out someone was talking about you: all the people i used to talk to in high school oops bye guys 19. met someone who changed you: yes! 20. found out who your friends are: do you ever really know..?? 21. kissed someone on your facebook list: oui oui

GENERAL 22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: every single one 23. do you have any pets: two b&w cats, smudge and cilla 24. do you want to change your name: tbh i don’t like my first name OR surname so yeah, i would if it wouldn’t become totally confusing for everyone 25. what did you do for your last birthday: had a movie night, ordered pizza and played cards against humanity 26. what time did you wake up: 7am 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: i was at an 18th birthday party!! 28. name something you can’t wait for: fantastic beasts twooooooo 29. when was the last time you saw your mum: i’m looking at her 31. what are you listening to right now: the whirring of my laptop fan 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: isn’t like every boy called Tom?? who hasn’t?? 33. something that is getting on your nerves: ucas 34. most visited website: this one lol 35. hair colour: purple

36. long or short hair: short now! had about a foot of hair cut off a fortnight ago 37. do you have a crush on someone: is it still a crush if you’ve been in a relationship for 4 months?? xD 38. what do you like about yourself: come back to me on that one 39. want any piercings: not rly, don’t think they’d suit me. maybe septum? boyf would hate it lol 40. blood type: how do people know this information about themselves 41. nickname: annie, vimto, boo 42. relationship status: in a serious relationship 43. zodiac: libra 44. pronouns: she/her 45. favourite tv show: doctor who, gbbo, stranger things 46. tattoos: WANT WANT WANT 47. right or left handed: right 48. surgery: don’t think so? 49. piercing: i swear you just asked me this 50. sport: balancing objects on my head whilst simultaneously juggling the stresses and anxieties of life (competitively) 51. vacation: is this like where i’ve been or where i wanna go?? cos i wanna go everywhere 52. pair of trainers: haven’t owned trainers since compulsory physical education at school

MORE GENERAL 53. eating: houmous 54. drinking: tea 55. i’m about to: do another draft of my ucas personal statement 56. waiting for: boyfriend to finish work 57. want: to be accepted into uni 58. get married: ask me a year ago and i’d say no, but rn probably yeah (: 59. career: currently a waitress but i wanna work with robots

WHICH IS BETTER 60. hugs or kisses: hugs hugs hugs 61. lips or eyes: lips 62. shorter or taller: taller 63. older or younger: younger 64. nice arms or nice stomach: excuse me but where are shoulders on this list 65. hook up or relationship: i never thought i’d say this but a relationship?? (past me: i KNOW oh my gosh i’m one of THOSE people with feelings and stuff) 66. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant, for i am the troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER 67. kissed a stranger: nope 68. drank hard liquor: if i don’t know what it is then that’s a no right? xD 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: all the damn time 70. turned someone down: yes, and no i am not “friendzoning” you, you are not a victim god damn it i just don’t like you ok, stop telling me you’re a nice guy 71. sex on the first date: no, but you do you i guess? 72. broken someone’s heart: i’m clumsy ok 73. had your heart broken: yes, once 74. been arrested: lmao me? arrested?? xD 75. cried when someone died: buckets 76. fallen for a friend: a few times, my friends are all just so hot

DO YOU BELIEVE IN 77. yourself: i think therefore i am 78. miracles: yes but not in the religious way 79. love at first sight: maybe? love can happen very quickly but idk about THAT quickly 80. santa claus: stop telling kids about santa claus 81. kiss on the first date: how about this - kiss before the first date? ooo 82. angels: eh probably not no

OTHER 83. current best friend’s name: callum, darrell, jess 84. eye colour: dark brown 85. favorite movie: avatar

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moodboard: Luna Lovegood.

“Things we lose have a way of coming back to us in the end, if not always in the way we expect.”

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10 writing songs

thank you to @coffeewiitch for the tag <3

i don’t like to listen to songs with lots of words while i’m writing because i find it distracting. consequently i have a few favourite instrumentals (some classical, some soundtracks) that i put on to inspire my writing or just provide a nice, relaxing enviroment. below are my favourites!

le cygne (the swan) - camille saint-saens

garland waltz - tchaikovsky

jupiter from the planets - holst

courtyard apocalypse - deathly hallows pt. 2 OST

voldemort’s end/lily’s theme - deathly hallows pt. 2 OST

arrival - halo 4 OST

117 - halo 4 OST

a time for us - from romeo and juliet

sleeping beauty waltz - tchaikovsky

beyond our dreams - epic soul factory

i’m tagging: @poetryinlocomotion @raindropsonproses @ryanwithlions @decembersunrise @pengpoet @allofthesevoices @flowerfloods @sadierosesound @remake-my-day @poeticallydead @poetryandthesea @poeticallyordinary & @english-lit-and-green-tea - can’t wait to see what you come up with!

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we were wild and fluorescent, come home to my heart

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you can’t cancel quidditch (insp)

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gay culture is wearing the same flannel twice because closed flannel and open flannel with a t shirt underneath are two completely different outfits

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thank you! ♡

aaaaa congrats on 1k that's amazingggg could I pls get a 🌌 & ☄ (my birthday is October 18 so pretty soon!!!) have a great day/night 😄😄

sure you can!!! thank u 💖💖💖

🌌 - aesthetic blog rate

scent: rose / chocolate / jasmine / lavender / petrichor / vanilla /mint / autumn leavescolour: burgundy / forest / cerise / saffron / duck egg /peach / ebony / creammythical creature: siren / faerie / unicorn / dragon / selkie /ghoul / vampire / nymphflowers: roses / hyacinths / bluebells / forget-me-nots /chrysanthemums / sweetpeas / snowdrops / cherry blossom holiday: mardi gras / easter / summer solstice / halloween / allsaint’s / winter solstice / christmas / new yearspace: nebula / shooting star / eclipse / constellation / comet /satellite / sunspot / pulsar

want one?