sillyvoidguy

[sillyvoidguy]

SAMEEE

My seasonal depression was kicking my ass and I convinced myself I was iN rEcOvErY for almost two months lmaooo 😭😭😭

girl gained sm weight

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Wow really thought this would be an ok week and yet here I am binging like the fat fuck I am.

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I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE THANK GODDDD

can anyone else just not take meanspo seriously

it just makes me laugh

like u sound so stupid rn i’m sorry 😭😭

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I FEEL THIS SO MUCH YOU WOULD NOT BELIEVE

Whenever I do fuqq up and binge, I just can't show my face back on this account🥲

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WORLD'S WORST ANOREXIC!!!!!

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throwing up more than three times a day<<<<

that shit getting so exhausting

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Okay so I'm fasting right now and I have a minor concern? I'm not sure if anyone else has dealt with this but advice or reassurance would be nice.

I'm 73.5 hours into my fast, longer than my record by 20 hours, and I don't feel hungry at all? I'm usually struggling badly by 15 hours but I haven't felt hungry since I started? Is this normal or did I do something? I'm really happy don't get me wrong, I plan on fasting as long as I can, but I really don't feel anything at all.

Has anyone else had this happen? Is this normal/okay? I don't want to worry unnecessarily if nothing's wrong but this just feels a bit weird?

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When i dont know the exact calories of something i just assume its 1000cals 😃

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Sorry for different lighting, I changed phones between those pictures.

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I need to be skinny for my boyfriend.

He doesn't deserve the humiliation of having a fat and ugly boyfriend.

I feel so bad when he gives me beautiful rings but my fingers are too FUCKING FAT TO WEAR THEM

If I get too big, I'll have wasted 3 years of his life. I was 115 when I met him. Now I'm a fucking fat.

I'm so scared of someone taking him from me. Someone beautiful and skinny.

I need to do better for him.

No amount of food is worth loosing the love of my life

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TW! ED AND THINSPO/MALESPO

I took this from edtwt, i hate that place, but the inspo r pretty good

And this is my next month kcal tracker, took from edtwt as well (@ at the pic)

Pics not mine, dm for credit or removal

Stay safe

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to sit on people's laps without crushing them

to be picked up when i hug people

so i'm so skinny the doctors don't think my weight loss is good anymore

so people don't use me as a pillow

to climb trees again

to worry people

to wear tank tops without hating myself

to feel clean and in control

to be carried easily

to share clothes and actually fit in others clothes

to see my bones

to be skinny like i was when i was a kid

to actually do something right for once

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this user has an ED but supports and encourages recovery

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Anti-Binge Box!!!

I have had a hard time lately with binging and this has really helped me, so maybe this can help you to. Behold my beautiful anti binge box.

How to make your own?

Find a box, this could really be anything, I chose a shoe box.

Go ahead and decorate it. Try to avoid colors like Red, Yellow, Orange, Green, and Turquoise. These colors make you hungry. For mine I wrapped it and then colored the inside with paint.

Print out thinspo or cut it out of a magazine. I just put mine on the bottom.

On the top with sticky notes or whatever you would like write down your goals, why you want to be skinny, your goal weight, meanspo, sweetspo, and any advise.

What goes inside?

All people are different and find certain things to be distracting so I’ll put down everything I liked as well as a few other suggestions.

Rubber Bands

Lotion

Chapstick/Lipgloss

Movies

Books

Water

Proana notebook with your goals, quotes and such…

Tea

Cough Drops

Gum/ Mints

I don’t really support diet drinks, they still still store as fat, but if you must, put that in there.

Nail Polish

I have pills for water weight and some for hair and nails.

Tums

Candles

Tooth brush/Tooth paste/Mouth wash

Write letters to yourself.

Maybe a shirt you want to fit in eventually.

Anything to pamper yourself, bath bombs, face masks, ect.

Some people like low calorie snacks like rice cakes. I choose to leave my box with nothing I can binge on at all.

Measuring tape

Anything else you you will help you.

I hope this helped! Please comment if you have any comments or questions.

Stay Safe Babes

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· cravings life hack

if you ever crave something really bad just search up “grosspo”, “disgusting food”, “moldy meals” etc! helps out sm

if you’re craving something special, search up “what-you’re-craving expired” or “what-you’re-craving molded”.

if you still feel hungry after this you disgust me as a human being because you just really just love food too much to lose weight which is kinda sad but someone has to be the fat ones you despise i guess

love u lots sweetheart

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