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found out while putting together matthias's oc page that his name has the exact same etymology and meaning as theo's name...
i’m sure this is information matthias is very normal about…
#theo is in fact a gift from god so jot that down !#river dipping#i've been throwing myself into oc stuff bc i'm not doing hot mentally which is... tbh when i do my best writing 😭#none of this is new tho i wrote the bios and 'at a glance' intros months and months ago when i first made an oc page#which is why i do plan on rewriting them but for now i'm leaving them like this... so i guess the echthroi page is done?#obviously echthroi has more characters than this but i haven't taken new screenshots of everyone yet...#i put the gray cas bg back in my game a few days ago only to completely forget i wanted to take new headshots for the oc page 😭#like these are just placeholders... i want the backgrounds to match the oc page. oh... or maybe i could just do transparent pics?#i think i remember vyx made a post abt how to do that... will look into that when i open the game again. rn i'm at my keyboard 🧑💻#like i am writing new things! started a google doc for theo yesterday and have been writing on it here and there since then#i've already cried in there... lmaooo. i like oc pages for sure but i think a huge google doc is what i really need to keep track of things#i drop so much lore in tags on here and it's like! river write that down somewhere else or you'll lose it 😭#like i fr have never actually written down any of the info i've shared on here. i've just had all this oc knowledge stored in my brain.#so i went through and copied over a tonnn of tags and posts i've made into google docs but i just know i'm missing things i've probably#said in the tags of their core tagged posts... 🧍 if my blog didn't have so many posts i'd have an easier time going through it but 🤷#and on top of that i've been making a bunch of posts about theo and matthias on my main acc. which is like 🧍 well great now there's more#i'm gonna lose track of...... i fr have gottt to get into the habit of actually putting things down in theo's google doc!!!#i'm just trying to figure out the best way to format it all but i've downloaded a few templates that i've been messing with.#...anyway. if it isn't obvious i'm trying to get back to posting on here. i'm opening my inbox now with the intent to just.#sit here in my inbox until i can get myself to reply. lads... avpd is actually so torturous i'm not kidding.#i feel like i'm dying trying to get myself to interact with people sometimes even despite how badly i want!!!! to interact!!!#theo and me and our avoidant trauma responses holding hands and skipping around together
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You have given me a great joy in life with your Renkaza au
May I ask, what happened to the rest of the Kamado family? Did they get their canon ending or are they with Nezuko as they try to deal with her new demonification?
oh yay im glad you're enjoying it so far! 🥰
nezuko's actually with her brother in the box, like in canon lol. i just havent drawn her--or inosuke or zenitsu--in the panels we've seen, but they're there!
as for the rest of the kamados... i actually havent decided LOL. my instinct is to save everyone, since this is a light-hearted comic strip, but also i'm not sure i'd be able to reliably write that since it involves more plot than the "stupid jokes loosely following canon" i mostly have written down aha. so i suppose it's a surprise for now, even for myself.
i guess we'll see!
#thanks for the ask 💖#sorry if this isnt a satisfying answer but i genuinely dont know rn haha#rei replies#ssh extras#like the thing is. the thing is i had like a short emotional 'i see you' moment planned out between renkaza#for when upper six die but if i save the kamados then i feel obligated to save gyu and ume which means id have to rejig that#and i have Ideas for how but they lean into the kind of fluff that feels so divorced from canon idk if i actually want to write it???#bc i do also love me some angst. hnn. i suppose we'll see how self-indulgent i decide to be about this#but looking at the way im characterizing hakuji u can tell im already being pretty self-indulgent LOL. 😂#so yeah it's a surprise even for me! but i AM leaning toward the 'everyone lives' route rn.#it's just. upper moons 4 and 5 are much harder to want to save versus upper moon 6 yknow. or even 1 &2.#but it'd be weird to be like 'f those guys in particular' lol. u can see my conundrum.#at the same time... this is my story so i can do what i want to??? hm.#WE'LL SEE.
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will get to all your lovely replies asap but for now let me get down the mood with my usual
fuck but i really do hate this month and everything it represents or better the fact that each single year it gets just more miserable
#i’m sorry fuck i wish i liked christmas i do#but i haven’t felt anything close to enjoyment of the period since what was it right ten exact years#every single fucking one of them it just got MORE fucking depressing#we dont talk about covid times because god i wish i could delete them from my existence#two years ago it was just depressing af#last year for a miracle it was halfway okay and hey managed to spend one with the grandmother for once#except she died three months later and this one it will be….. meh but the rest of the month has been a total nervewreck already#but of course EVERYWHERE around you is like JOYOUS TIME EVERYONE IS HAPPY SEASON OF MAGIC#as it is i’mma have to do half of the presents in january ffs#ah right forgot today was the anniversary of the other grandmother dying#and the entire first week is anniversary of 2020 nervous wreck of doom so hey that’s all fine#yeah that happened no i had no plans to mention it good luck to me wanting to move over that specific instance ig#i just wanna stop feeling stuck in being miserable until december 26th arrives and i can hope to get my shit under control the year after#yeah sorry for the pity party i’m just not feeling great whatsoever add feeling totally useless to the list and here we are#i’mma just go catch up on replies now just god now i feel like crap bc the moment i opened the app i just vomited out negativity g r e a t#personal for ts#janie rants
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I think making fun of people for being scared of something makes you 1 million times more of a loser than the scared people. Genuinely
#sorry i got woken up earlier than planned and im immediately getting angry about things OH WELL#talking about media. btw#idk i think. i think replying to a post about someone saying they cant listen to a somg cuz it triggers paranoia#with ‘you people need to watch (actual gore videos)’#is like. fucking deranged?#do you feel better. do you feel special. are you the bravest little thing on earth. aw good for you.#goddd youre so fucking Quirkyyyy youre Crazyyyy!!#should we tell everyone should we throw a party should we invite a 13 yr old who shows people shock videos#the kat goes meow
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sitting here anxiously vibrating bc i just saw an artist i follow who was also waitlisted for artist alley got a spot but i can’t even check for an email myself bc we applied w my friend’s email UAAGH
#doubt it considering how many apps there were and they might have arranged the waitlist in application order#and we applied near the end#and maybe only one person dropped out anyway#but i would still like to check.#anyway i messaged my friend n will wait for her to reply HFJJK#we’re planning to apply for another smaller con in august but i have a feeling that may be competitive too since everyone who didn’t#get into this one will likely apply for that one#Blease let us in i just wanna do something that’s not my boring office job 😔
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muahahahaha only two hours until voting closes on the spotify poll and I turn off reblogs 😈😈
#oh wow you pirate your music? you have a pirated version of Spotify premium? should we tell everyone? should we throw a party?#I realize I asked for responses but I asked for votes. I did NOT ask for over THREE HUNDRED replies#why are you replying??? why do you think I personally need to hear your justification???#I was interested in the STATS and the stats have stayed at basically the same ratio the WHOLE FUCKING TIME#approx 40% pay. approx 25% do not pay. about 15% are on a family plan. around 8% pay for some other service.#honestly it’s only the family plan/other service/something else stats that have fluctuated the 40/25 ratio has stayed steady forever#which. makes me think those are the real numbers because tumblr polls don’t usually do that
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i have napped and am ready to keep up with the boys 😤😤
#₊⊹⁀➴ postcards#i ate so much for lunch#i literally would not have made it through the night#if i didn’t take a nap#which was not in todays plans#but my brother can drink his ass off#and anything he can do i can do better#is what i reply myself#so wish me luck my friends 🫡#ok i’m gonna go get ready#but i’ll pop back in if i have time#before i leave :p#hope everyone’s having a very good day
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temporary hiatus notice for threads and ask memes because my inspo for writing them here isn't doing well. you'll probably still see me in discord/comments of ur posts ♡
#out of mercy ( ooc. )#xia mentioned to take a break and the more i thought about it....the more of a good idea it seemed ♡#so i will be doing that...so i can also focus on my prose outside of here but also do the prose i've always wanted to do for patrick too...#and other hobbies too#if there's like a reply or two that i desperately need to do tho i'll probably do it offline and post it later as well#but for now i'll take..two weeks minimum see how i'm doing then#BUT DON'T WORRY i don't plan on dropping anything i'm still very invested in what i have with ppl here....just gonna be slow 4 now#u can catch me on discord in the meanwhile ♡ take care everyone!! ♡♡♡
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Recently I've been kinda quiet on here and it's not that I don't like byakusho enough to talk abt it its just that 90% of my brainpower is spent rambling on twt......sorry 💔
#i talk abt them A LOT....but its on twt#recently ive found my people on there and its more fun to talk abt them if someone actually replies instead of screaming into the void#usually i end up being the most active on whatever social is most responsive to my rambling and currently its twt...#but actually i do plan on dropping a very long thread here on why theyre so real i hope everyone looks forward to it
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hi mar i just wanted to say i miss you and i hope everything’s going well in your life rn!! 😘😘
cal i miss you too sm and everyone else 🥺🥺🥺 thank u sm for checking in, you're the best ever i swear <3333
things are going pretty decent rn, i have good grades and i just submitted one application to nursing school so i can't complain! i'm relatively busy but mainly i just don't have the energy to maintain a super active blog lately with school and everything, i feel bad 😭😭
#i miss everyone sm and im sorry for never being on bc ik yall miss me too my brain's just Tired of the internet and needs a break#being active in fandom 24/7 for more than a year started to exhaust me after a while#but im still here to talk to my friends and share the love!!!!! if i miss something u post/tag me in/message me just remind me!!!#chances are if i dont reply its bc i was planning to do it later and forgot to not bc i hate you#ask#reply#calkale#mutual
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hello !
i feel like i owe everyone some sort of explanation for why it's taking so long for the poll to get started considering it's been like a week since i planned for the the polls to start :(
i'm currently in the process of moving which while super neat and funky means that i don't have a whole lot of free time rn ?? and having started this while recovering from covid (i'm better now thankfully) wo much planning ahead means that now i kinda have to do everything all at once. it doesn't help that the new place i'm at doesn't have wifi set up yet and my reception is also not that great </3 </3 </3
i havent forgotten about this at all and i will get to it as soon as i can, but it might be a little bit longer than i originally planned and expected
thank you so so much for being patient w me and i hope the next time i post it'll be for the formal finalized bracket :'D
(also since it is taking longer than expected to get it out, here are the bracket and honorable mention playlists! i wanna have these ones out at least so it's easier to familiarize yourself w songs you might not know or just relisten to favorites that made it)
#updates#idk how else to tag this one sorry orz#im also a little sleepy so no rambles in the tags today. ty again for being patient w me though :')#also ty to everyone who reads the notes fhdjdh its always kinda bonkers but also really nice whenever someone responds to them ^^#but formal bracket post as soon as everything is done being moved ! which will hopefully be super soon#the plan is to finish tomorrow so it should be this week for real this time#no wifi and poor reception might complicate things a little but i do still wanna get it out as soon as i can :'D#EDIT :: also ill reply to the messages and asks i got regarding the bracket as soon as i have a bit more energy ( ^^)b
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why do i ever assume my family communicates i KNOW they don't why do i ALWAYS fall for this
#this is mostly /lh i promise just#my mother texted me yesterday about coming over Saturday not Sunday to watch go2#and asked if I'd be driving my sister over again (bc im practicing driving stick shift in my sister's car)#so i THOUGHT 'oh clearly she asked my sister too bc my sister ALSO sometimes works Saturdays!#and if she wanted to change the day we agreed on last week then SURLY she MUST have texted everyone who was part of the plan!!!'#i was wrong#i texted my sister to tell her 'hey call me when you're oyw so I'll wake up' and my sister. of course. DIDN'T KNOW#ABOUT THE DAY CHANGE#and she actually DOES work today (unlike me who does not which was my mom's og question)#so she CAN'T do it today#but my mom DIDN'T ASK HER#so now i texted my mom and am waiting for her to wake up and reply#bc our options are 1. hope it rains (bc my sister can't work in the rain so if it rains she gets off work)#or 2. everyone is going to be awake until 1-2am to watch the show bc it's 5-6hours long and we won't get there until like 6pm#or you know option 3. we just stick with the og plan of Sunday#but ill give my mom the options bc idc either way i have to be awake so night anyway#but everyone else watching Doesn't do they're opinions do matter here#anyway#I'm just so tired#this happens EVERY SINGLE TIME we make plans!!!#someone wants to make a change and asks one person and then that person assumes they also checked with everyone else#and they NEVER!!! DO!!!!!!#shh ac
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🌸｡*ﾟ+. If anyone has a nice version of ph*t*sh*p (cracked or not) they're willing to share with me, I would be forever grateful. I got hit with the "You're using an unlicensed version--" message and I can't use mine anymore c': and I can't remember where I had gotten mine and will need to filter through a bunch of... questionable links to find it again online.
So if anyone has a link to a trusted downloaded, I would appreciate it a ton!
#MUN SPEAKING 🌸 ᴬ ʷᵉᵃᵛᵉʳ ᵒᶠ ᵗᵃˡᵉˢ; ᴾᵃⁱⁿᵗᵉʳ ᵒᶠ ˢᵗᵃʳˢ#I have work tonight so I'll be working on replies then. Hope everyone's been doing well~#Been drawing more and working on other stuff. You'll probably see my art post sometime in the future on here pffft~#It hasn't felt like October at all for me and it's depressing c': but I'm planning to just watch horror movies soon#for the course of the next few days at least. Immerse myself. And just. Try to get into the spirit of things.#Been a little rough mentally/emotionally but I've been making stuff creatively (even if it's been difficult) so that's good!#Just been tired. Wish I didn't have work tonight but eeeeehhhh I'll survive! I might toss a random starter with some muses. Who knows.#I've got a few replies due but for the most part I'm not sweating it and feel like I can afford getting more threads rolling~#Been feeling pretty hyped on the Romeo train so. We'll see!! ANYWAYS have a good day y'all#Rambling in the tags like usual. Very On Brand of me to word dump in here LOL
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ok mutuals be honest. should i “break up” w my counselor over these texts yes or no
#purrs#i don’t have the spoons to type much let alone reply to anybody ESPECIALLY not him bc this fucking pissed me off so bad i have been too#angry to reply. like what the fuck is this. im going through a hard time right now so why are you judging me for wanting us to talk about#that instead of me doing your stupid little homework assignment. i just feel so judged by him all the time and i can’t work up the courage#to tell him or end things. but i am actually dreading talking abt this new development / topic w him anyways bc the last time we talked abt#it he judged and pushed me so hard and i got SOOOOO angry but also maybe he was right and just saying thigns i didn’t want to hear and then#his supervisor got sick and he said he had this plan for us to do the erikson thing and we’ve barely started it and i feel so bad bc i#genuinely think it could work but i just don’t mesh well with him. but it’s like i should give it a try and stick it out bc there’s only a f#few months left and what if things get better. and also ihavent given him any indication of how unhappy ive been w him as my counselor and i#don’t want to spring it on him out of nowhere. but no we’ve been working together since October and i don’t feel seen or supported by him at#all an di know i have to leave bc i deserve better but things are so bad rn and my brain has been broken all weekend and i just don’t have t#the strength and idk what to reply or if i should but i think everyone is probably gonna say i need to leave him and i think you’d be right.#delete later#i truly do not have the mental capacity to rn but if u go thru my other purrs posts i talk abt some of the shit he’s done that has just been#building and building and i know i need to do smth about it bc it’s not okay. but im so scared.
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Do you think Dhawan's Master should return at some point, or would you rather they move the character on going forwards? For me, I liked some of him, and he had potential, but I'd simply move on so as not to have any ties back to the 13th Doctor's era.
I fully expect them to recast the role next time we see the Master, and if Dhawan ever does return to the show it'll probably be in a similar capacity to John Simm in S10, which would be fun but I doubt will happen any time soon. As much as I'd like to see Dhawan!Master under a better writer, I think it's for the best to move on, especially if the show wants to avoid too many ties to the past so it can bring in a fresh audience.
#he's doing Big Finish now so maybe he'll get his chance there#but I don't really have any plans to listen to those#(unless I hear a lot of good things about them)#(though I don't entirely trust fandom word of mouth because everyone likes the Missy audios and I couldn't stand them)#Replies#Anon#Ranger yells about the Master#Ranger shut up about Doctor Who
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my brother told me he doesn't understand why people call wanderer 'babygirl'
i have had enough i am disowning him as my brother
#/j#HE DOESNT LIKE WANDERER#AND LIKE#OK FINE HES NOT EVERYONES CUP OF TEA#BUT HOW DO YOU NOT SEE HOW MUCH OF A WIFE MATERIAL HE IS#ARE YOU BLIND#ffs you dehya simp#anyway#i am taking a break from answering asks/mentions/replies for a bit *wipes sweat*#planning to do them all today#rex lapis give me strength#i need my painkillers for this the cramps are getting too much hskdksjd#rin rambles
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