#😭 I HAVE NEVER BEEN THIS ILL ABOUT AN OC IN MY LIFE NEVER I SWEAR

[accursedrainbow]

gnawing on furniture

[lunaetiicsaystuff]

DAYLIGHT

part 1 , part 2

lando norris x fem!oc

( yes, its gonna be a series and yes, i guess this is my comeback on tumblr)

summary: Adaezela Samu and Lando Norris have called each other their best friends for as long as they can both remember, until one of them decides to deal with the raising tension between them.

landonorris

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crazy girl broke in and stole food from f1 driver Lando Norris, please send help

adaezelasamu at least shes not martha level of crazy, you should be grateful

⤷landonorris im very much happy with this crazy girl

alex_albon weird, it also happened to me but the crazy girl was different 🤔

⤷landonorris then it must be a common thing, better lock the doors guys

⤷lilymhe ahahaha you are so funny

⤷adaezelasamu come here wifey, I'll defend us both 👩🏾‍❤️‍💋‍👩🏻

⤷lilymhe my hero 💗💖💘💓💕💖💓

lilymhe wow send her my address i want her to break in my house too

⤷adaezelasamu OMW

⤷landonorris lily stop stealing MY best friend 😐😐

user1 its the way alex was talking about lily, his gf, and lando just went "it happens to all of us ig 🙂" as if adaezela was his gf lmaoo

user2 SHE LOOKS SO GOOD HOW

user3 she has such pretty smile omg 🥹

carlossainz55 what did you cook ada

⤷adaezelasamu some appetizers and then a pasta cacio and pepe, of course everything was great as usual

⤷carlossainz55 you will have to prepare us something one day

⤷landonorris nope she only cooks for me and herself actually 😁😁

⤷adaezelasamu not true, stop lying 😁😁😁

⤷landonorris you just broke my heart 😁😁😁😁

⤷adaezelasamu i dont care 😁😁😁😁😁

⤷carlossainz55 you two are so dumb i swear

georgerussell63 carmen says hi!

⤷adaezelasamu tell her i say that I miss her!!!! 💞💞💞💞💞💞

⤷landonorris why are you all so affectionate with my ady 😕😕

⤷georgerussell63 jealous much?

⤷landonorris yes she was my best friend first

⤷adaezelasamu lando, there is plenty of me to share between carmen, lily and you

⤷landonorris no comment

user4 shes very pretty, how long have then been together?

⤷user5 never, they are TECHNICALLY childhood best friends but everyone can see they basically in love with each others

⤷user4 oh

user6 the way lando is jealous of how much attention the others are giving to her lmfao 😭😭

⤷user7 its the way he's always saying MY best friend, MY ady , man is whipped

user8 lando could you please win the next grand prix? thank you 🧡🧡🧡🧡

user9 i missed seeing adaezela

more...

adaezelasamu

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somebody tell this man to let me go home PLEASE

landonorris NOOOO

landonorris LET ME BOTHER YOU FOREVERRRR

user1 oh to be adaezela, complaining about lando norris wanting to be with you 24/7

⤷user2 FR like pass him to me if you dont want him 😭😭

user3 mama y papa

landonorris she doesn't want to leave anymore 🤪🤪

⤷adaezelasamu you literally gaslighted me because you were sCaReD or wtv

⤷landonorris YOU DONT KNOW WHAT SHE COULD DO

⤷adaezelasamu POLICE OFFICERS ARE LITERALLY OUTSIDE OF MY HOUSE TO PREVENT HER FROM DOING WEIRD SHIT??

⤷landonorris yeah but what if 😕

⤷adaezelasamu there you go, making me feel bad again

⤷landonorris 😕😕😕😕😕😕😕

⤷adaezelasamu FINE ill sleep here

⤷user4 honestly what the fuck is fuck is happening?? like police officers outside of Adaezela'a house? lando being scared for her??

lilymhe babe call me plsss🙂

⤷adaezelasamu yes ma'am 🫡

user5 what kind of life are these two living like wtf 😭😭

carlossainz55 what is happening

⤷landonorris ill call you carlos dw

⤷user6 so not even lily or carlos knows what's going on??

charles_leclerc how is he even sleeping there

⤷landonorris talent

⤷adaezelasamu hes just weird charles dont ask questions

⤷user7 PLSSSS ADAEZELA 😭😭

user8 couple goals honestly

⤷user9 exactly, i want what these bitches have 😭

user10 what is happening??? I hope both of them are ok cause wtf

⤷adaezelasamu guys dont worry, both me and lando are fine! we just had an encounter with a crazy fan

[jealousmartini]

hey bestie ! 🌜🩰 🥥 & 🦷

MY FIRST EMOJI QUESTION THINGY YAY

Home dr ver.

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🌜; what are three five specific daily quirks you’ll have to get used to in your dr?

000 :: Playing with my babies (pet bunnies) — I am so obsessed with my bunnies. I think I visualise and daydream about them as much as I do think of my s/o. My precious things I love them more than words could explain.

001 :: Styling my long curly hair — I have shortish 4c hair in this reality and for the entirety of my life I have always loved and wanted type 3 curly hair. Not only is it easier to style but oh my gosh the curls are just so gorgeous I love it. I personally like having a mixture of curls too so like loose-ish curls (3b and 3c) mixed with tight ringlets (4a)

002 :: Always having my favourite food available — Now now people don't get me wrong. I do get fed quite well in this reality. But my house is an ingredients household and we usually eat what my mum either likes to eat or what is Jamaican cuisine; not really to my taste. So I really eat what I love like every full moon😭

003 :: My own art — I have many many art styles I want to draw in, in my mind but I frequently struggle with putting on paper/screen. I also have a bunch of oc ideas just stacked up in my brain. It's going to be so amazing drawing and seeing all the art I've already made in my dr

004 :: Seeing my s/o — Oh my gosh it's gonna be so freaky seeing him in person. I don't know what else to say about this dude. I mean I think about him all the time, I've been feeling seriously connected to him over time and I feel like I'm getting closer to shifting but I also kind of feel homesick whilst I'm in this reality thinking of him.

🩰; you’re stressed in your dr. what’s likely stressing you out? and how do you cope/feel better?

000 :: What's making me stressed? — Probably college work

001 :: How to cope? — Food, bunnies, TV, and Ricky. My absolute go-tos to visualise that never fail to bring me peace. I'm so excited to finally experience them.

🥥; list three specific smells from your dr and explain them.

000 :: My room — All of my clothes and bed sheets smell like fresh cotton and baby powder, so like basically Nothingness. (Baby powder is oddly soothing to me shush😓) I also always have my window open slightly to let in fresh air, and the gentle breeze usually picks up the lightest scent from my unlit candles and my lavender and vanilla soaps around the room giving it a faint gentle sweet, lavender, fruitiness to it. Not too much to be sickly but enough to make you sleepy, relaxed and at ease. It smells like home, it smells familiar.

001 :: UM IDK ILL THINK OF MORE LATER

002 :: n/a

🦷; list three dr-specific skills you plan to learn in your dr and how you’ll learn them.

000 :: Vogue dancing. That's all I've got for now

001 :: n/a

002 :: n/a

[v-anrouge]

UGIGIUGI APOLOGY POST (that doesn't actually apologize for shit lmfao)

this is hopefully the last post ill be making about this because finally she decided to do something other than ignore everything so i thought this is a good way to end the situation officially

so yeah fandom drama down below just scroll if u don't enjoy seeing things like this

i apologize for any english mistakes or any errors in this post my tumblr and keyboard are very silly goofers

let's start this off by saying that ugigiugi already started this shit wrong because she posted that apology while all sorts of contact anyone could have with her was cut down which means she doesn't actually care if she's forgiven or not she just wants to get away with her shit

now onto the screenshots

the apology post already starts off wrong cuz how the fuck do you apologize and then say the things you're apologizing for are only accusations like bro?? make this make sense and not only that but IMMEDIATELY after posting the apology she already started throwing excuses the

"I've seen worse" excuse DOES NOTHING, it doesn't fucking matter if you've seen worse that doesn't make it okay it never did its seriously hilarious to me how a person that is almost 30 really thought that this was an good thing to post on a post that was supposed to be apologizing for her MULTIPLE disgusting actions. also i don't fucking care if japanese "culture" is full of hentai girl you're Italian not japanese and this is happening in the fucking english fandom😭😭 and don't act like people don't criticize the multiple fucked up things about japan porn industry EVERYONE does, once again your attempt to excuse yourself makes absolutely no sense. stop fucking acting like this whole situation isn't people asking your ALMOST 30 ass to take accountability and fucking delete the art u made with the tweels because your oc is fucking 26 and the tweels are 17. if your art was in an aged up au things would've been very different but instead for some reason you thought it would be a good idea to age yourself down a few years, still keep it illegal, and make pedophilic porn between a 26 year old and 2/3 17 year olds, you're acting as if ppl calling u out were a little grouo that randomly decided to start attacking and harassing you for no reason when the reality is people just wanted for you to apologize for your mistakes but instead you kept avoiding the situation which made the whole thing get worse, the size of this mess is entirely YOUR fault because if you had apologized and moved on with your life people would've stayed quiet instead u decided to act like a oppressed victim being cyber bullied

once again you hit us with the failed attempts to excuse yourself, idk what goes on with people but the minute yall enter the internet u guys expect to get away with everything u do and the moment someone calls you out yall immediately start acting like you're getting harassed attacked hunted down being chased down the streets like bro no💀 idk if this is an america thing or what but i feel like some of you just completely forget the concept of "owning up to your mistakes and accepting getting called out because that is the way you learn and grow as person"

the second argument is also a fail because 1- that doesn't excuse shit 2- you could've aged them up.

the transphobia thingy i wont be commenting because me personally i gave never seen the screenshots of you being transphobic but what the fuck does yaoi have to do with it 💀

i also don't understand that politics part idk why it's being brought up idk what the fuck that anon is on but it's really fucking weird

the last part genuinely made me laugh because of how pathetic it is 😭😭 you're acting like you're being attacked unfairly by a bunch of 12 year olds for idk stealing a crayon when in reality you called poor people annoying and said that working to survive is embarassing and people that do so have no self respect, compared poor people TO SLAVES. copied MULTIPLE artists never gave credit WHATSOEVER and made pedophilic porn. second of all you DID NOT apologize 💀💀💀 this whole post is you trying to have a "gotcha" moment trying (and failing miserably) to come up with excuses to try an seem like a better person and you think you apologized cuz u started this joke of a post with "i apologized"

i don't think i need to repeat myself on how you're acting like the victims but it really shows the type of person you are when you actively ignore your mistakes try to delete evidence cut of all sorts of interaction with the ppl except those who are foolish enough to defend you and act like all of your actions weren't bad at all and you shouldn't be held accountable, you know what's childish ugigiugi? turning off asks, comments and reblogs so that you can finally escape the very valid claims with proof everyone has of you because you can't accept the fact that you are in fact a bad person, that's embarassing, you call us childish and say that ppl attacking you aren't mature yet you're almost 30 and running away from your mistakes crying and sobbing acting like the victim of the situation

1/10 apology - didn't actually apologize for shit brought up stupid arguments to try and excuse herself, gets a point simply because it was funny how bad this is

[zombiecakes]

Ssssecond round!

2, 3, 6, 10, 16, 18, 30, 47, 54!!!!!!

for Zirky <3

Round 2, fight!!

❤️❤️❤️❤️😘

2. Are they a canon main character? (Lone Wander, Courier Six, etc.)

I call him “sole survivor” in tags, but no. He grew up in the Commonwealth streets scrounging for food (and eventually chems as he got older) and bouncing from shitty group to shitty group.

3. What is their SPECIAL?

Strength - 1

Perception - 10 (after finding his glasses)

Endurance - 1

Charisma - 1

Intelligence- 2

Agility - 8

Luck - 8

Strengths: sneaky, can hit fukkers thru walls, and the people who manage to get a shot off in his direction usually end up killing themselves (ricochet). Lady luck adores him 😘

Weaknesses: Dumb, ugly, and can't carry shit (like he just finished putting lead lining on his armor and he has to carry a backpack or he's already encumbered before even picking anything up 😭)

Note from me: I play FO4 in a moving vehicle, so VATS is kinda my only option. It's been really interesting making an oc who just kinda sucks at everything and relies so heavily on technology LOL

6. Were they born pre-war or post-war?

Post-war

10. What language(s) do they speak?

He only knows two languages: English and Bad English

16. What is their biggest regret

He carries a lot of anger, but not a lot of regret. Regret requires that you take responsibility for the world around you, and he doesn't do that. In his opinion, he's always reacting, never in control. He has things he wishes he had the power to change, but no regrets. Well, maybe that's a regret? Not having more power? Fixing that is certainly his life's goal.

18. Do they have any disabilities, mutations, or implants / enhancements? Do they have any chronic illnesses?

Just him glasses and its VATS connection that he continues to seek upgrades for. Zirk isn't actually very good at anything on his own, so he's always looking for outside improvements, like VATS holotapes, to gain an edge.

30. What decisions have they made or actions have they done that affect their canon wasteland? (Did they blow up Megaton, have they killed/spared any major characters, etc.)

Besides being Raider boss? Let's seee….

Encouraged Covenant to keep doing its thing (he's VERY paranoid about synths and totally drank the lemonaid)

Parties with Mama Murphy

Realized he was losing raider loyalty to hunger and joined forces with Jake (sim settlements… Poor jake tho guys… 😔 Zirk is so mean to him…)

Gunner war (also sim settlements)!! 😤

I can't think of anything else rn LOL. I wish there were more ways to pursue the main plotline with just raiders but whatevs

47. Do they enjoy reading?

Not really. It's something he had to learn after he found the Pip Boy a few years ago, and it's still really difficult for him.

54. Do they prefer showers or baths?

Neither. Not unless they involve a vault-heated shower head and the company of a certain scrumptious mohawked raider 😊

[ahundredtimesover]

youve probably maybe moved on from PLM since you're focusing on iwyts(which is also chefs kiss btw) but i was re reading a drabble from PLM which stated oc hiding her illness from jk all their lives. which also got me thinking how would oc and jk(or the story)be like if jk knew about ocs illness??

would jk and oc gotten together earlier? would they have been closer(esp during high school)? would jk treat oc better during their pre dating/couple days?would oc and jk still be endgame?

this was honestly just a late night thought since i miss PLM HAHAHA you dont need to answer this i just needed to get all the what ifs out of my chest since PLM couple really has an angsty love story coming from someone who generally avoids angsty stories🥹🥹🥹

Anon, I will never move on from PLM ok 😭 I think about them a lot hehe. So ok, I got a similar ask last year and my answer to this is that yes, they would’ve been closer. They’d get over the childhood crush quickly and be good friends, JK would be protective and they’d both be supportive of each other.

I said in the past ask that they probably wouldn’t end up together if he knew and I stand by that. They might date but more out of expectation. Jk especially would have a hard time drawing the line between friendship and love - is he protective bc she’s sick or is it bc he truly feels something for her? That confusion would just linger (and he’d yearn for another life) and they’d eventually break up so no, they wouldn’t be end game (and OC baby would be so heartbroken bc she’d be the one more in love). Like I said, he had to go through his reckless phase and OC had to go through her own relationships. They were meant to circle back to each other down the road.

In the story, jk already started developing feelings before he knew about her illness. This is important to note bc it proved to him and to her that he was sincere. And the thought that he could’ve lost her intensified everything.

OC hiding the truth is one of those core aspects of the story. Things would’ve been so different otherwise. If jk knew, it would probably be more angsty - OC would yearn for his love and he’d be forced to return it out of respect.

[erathene]

🍓 ⇢ how did you get into writing fanfiction? 

🍄 ⇢ share a head canon for one of your favourite ships or pairings

@emmanuellececchi Thank you for your ask! ❤️❤️

🍓 ⇢ how did you get into writing fanfiction?

The short version: I picked up a pen and started writing 🤣

The slightly longer version: I wrote my first fanfiction was when I was about 10 (though I didn't know what I was doing was called 'fanfiction'). I wrote a short story about Harry Potter being in his seventh year at Hogwarts, and this was when the Goblet of Fire was released so I was trying to picture what his life would be like then. There were all sorts of crazy details (including Harry owning a new brand of broomstick called an Airskipper). Proud to say that I still have the notebook I wrote it in 🤣 My first LOTR fanfiction was when I was about 12, I basically rewrote movie scenes in another notebook and added an OC called Freya/Freda (can't quite remember) and she was the twin sister of Frodo who came on the quest with the rest of the hobbits 😂 My earliest published fanfiction was an alternate ending to ROTK where Frodo decided not to destroy the ring, it was published to lortfanfiction.net in 2009 and still exists on AO3 but I have been waayyy too embarrassed to go back and read it. Also I might have killed off Aragorn in it, or if I didn't write it then I was seriously considering it as part of the plot - I was a Legolas simp back then 😅

🍄 ⇢ share a head canon for one of your favourite ships or pairings

Oooohhh I'm not much of a shipper... BUT I will share a headcanon I've been giving a lot of thought to recently, and which I have referenced in an ongoing WIP.

Picture this: young Estel growing up in Rivendell trying to understand why he's 'different' to everyone else around him. He knows that he is living with an adoptive family, maybe he even knows that he is human and they are elves, but being so young he doesn't quite know what that means. Perhaps he struggles to understand why he can't do certain things others around him can, or vice versa, or why he has to be treated differently compared to the other children in Imladris who seem to be his age. Imagine being told it's bed time when literally everyone around you barely even takes a nap?? In my mind, Elrond has a wonderful but tough time answering all of Estel's "But why, Ada?" questions when he's about 3/4/5 years old 😍😭

Anyway, here's an extract from the WIP where I've written about this little headcanon:

Strider continued to speak. "As a youth, it slowly became clearer that there were differences between myself and those around me. I had adoptive brothers who never aged as I grew older, and I never saw any of my father's household staff take leave due to illness. Indeed, even if the household guards returned from patrol with injuries, they always healed quickly, compared to my own scraped knees which seemed to take days to fully close up."

Eep I wrote a lot here 🤐 but this was fun! Thanks again @emmanuellececchi!

[shirogane-oushirou]

OMG RENNIVERSAY???? HAPPY ANNIVERSARY AGAIN YAYYYY GUSH PASS IF U WANT HEHE 🎫🎫🎫

😭💕💕💕 THANK YOU NIIICK!!!!!!! for both the oushiversary and the renniversary (and honestly all of the time), your tags on rbs make me so giddy and emotional and i'm always so thankful ;w; wah.

i have a hard time expressing just how much ren has done for me this past year so... it's rambling time ksjdnfjk...

[pet death mention] my baby boy cyrus had lost his battle with cancer just a week prior to The Dream. i won't ramble about him here, but he was my biggest support when home life got fuck-y; losing him was like losing a part of myself. [/pet death mention end]

unfortunately i didn't have much to focus on afterward... i was trying to keep busy, but the art parties i'd been attending went on a long hiatus shortly after this, and while i TRIED vrc for a bit i found The Social Anxiety meant it wasn't the best choice for me ;;

and then i had this long, cinematic dream, about befriending and getting flirty with a dorky, fruity scientist from the c.dc (lol. lmao. i would NEVER!!!!! that's the very first thing i changed about him KJASNDKJN) who was fun and goofy and was so so loving to his niece who followed him around everywhere ;w;

and then he did a little villain heel-turn after being infected by a sentient parasite (also lol. lmao. my brain trying to bully me and make me feel bad... but it does it in the form of a cute bisexual man? 🥴). and of COURSE when his niece and i acted afraid of him he did the whole "i'll destroy everyone powerful in this city. and i won't let anyone or anything harm you." thing and i just OOUGHHHH. there's more to it than that, and i don't want to ramble TOO much, but he was so clearly twisted-justice-but-loves-people-so-hard core. that's the good shit ughhh.

and so! according to the document timestamp, i woke up at 5:45am, opened my ipad, went into procreate, and went to town scribbling down a vague idea of his face and mannerisms before passing out again. i KNEW i didn't want to forget this guy; i immediately felt he was special. most of my ocs come from dreams in some form, but he was already almost fully formed. The Ideal. To Me...

and when i woke up for real, i spent the day nailing down his design. and i was Officially Doomed from then on u_u

he's changed SO MUCH in the past year (just the fact that i had to revive his supernatural villain form as a separate AU a few months ago is proof of that KJANSDKJN)... as have i. he gave me someone to focus on as i healed, a reason to continue drawing in spite of the aforementioned art party hiatus, pushed me to join the selfship community For Real, lead to me meeting so many people and making so many friends outside of my teeny tiny a-couple of-friends-from-college circle, helped me appreciate the oc creation process and AUs so much more, pushed me to do monthly art challenges that i haven't done since before i fell ill...

and just... made me love myself more. made me appreciate the things i didn't like about myself. helped me realize the potential of selfshipping in general, to be a tool to see oneself as deserving of love, even if it takes making a fictional character play messenger between the self-doubt and self-acceptance bits of your brain.

i likely would have just stayed in my own little corner -- my quiet little oushirou blog that i didn't have linked anywhere, chatting in stream chats but not talking to any chatters outside of that -- if not for ren. i've met so many people who have similar struggles! different struggles! similar and completely different interests! gone completely outside of my comfort zone and found such a good circle of people who uplift each other!! HELL, my art blog has multiple times the followers as i have here, but they only ever interacted with my umi.neko art LMAO -- here it feels like we all want to support each others' art and writing and other creations and rambles and and and.

and it's because ren gave me a reason to make that step. start tagging things, start following people and reaching out, chatting with people who reached out to me... he's genuinely changed my life for the better. ;w; i don't think i'll ever be able to express just how thankful i am that he came to me at the exact moment i needed him most. i love him so so much rghhhrgh. gripping him in my fist and kissing him all over his face forever and ever. 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

[socialbunny]

Hey, Dirk! 👋

I just returned to TS2 after three-and-a-half-years and I'm so jazzed to see your blog is still active! I really enjoy your Sims, especially your Wahnakai OCs!

The half-zombie family is my favorite. Total 10/10! 😘🤌 (chef's kiss) I also have a significant case of Natavia brain rot. She's so pretty!

I'm entirely aboard the Skip/Darleen ship. I'll be going down with it and I don't even need a life jacket because the endorphins will be enough to keep me afloat. 🥺💕

TL;DR: Could you please upload your TS2 Skip and Darleen if that's cool with you? Thanks a bunch!

Sincerely,

Pidge, the premade enjoyer

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii <3333 i think i remember you :3 also the mortifying knowledge of how long ive had this particular blog is soooo scary 😭😭 jk but the fact ive been on here for this long 😶

THANKS FOR LIKINGMY OCS!!! i would post them more but its just not for me literally just do the occasional ambiguous post and think about them like 90% of the time 😿and natavia she's my best mentally ill girl saved by being so pretty

THANKS ABT THE SKIPLEEN THANG i was doing it as a joke at first. or just like a bit but then i latched onto it and i couldnt let go 😭 awful

i have posted my skip and darleen before, however i've never posted it as a public download due to them not being my own version of them; they are from @/veronavillequiltingbee's old alt pleasantview that i grew attached too (maybe from just the first version?? idk if the faces were changed again or kept the same in the second version they did).

here's a download link for them :3 if u want me to take them down @veronavillequiltingbee lmk plsss

the wahnakai folder is also here i changed my pinned post on this blog and forgot i literally have all my links on there

THANKS AGAINNNnnnnn 💕💕💕 for thinking of me and following me again after so long lol so cool to be remembered and im just here. doing the same thing as always

old sims 4 picture of nat for you!!!!!!! under this cut just because its so big idk why i do that still

and something from when i first started rendering lol it looks so stiff and bad but whateva

[ifuckingloveryoshu]

Hi I saw ur tags on my posts lol 🔥😭😭 thank you so much for liking my ryoshu and oc arts, but can I ask where did the name of yuzuki for ryoshu's daughter came from? I don't think hell screen mentioned her name?

Thank you for helping me get up this morning. Very short tldr but vauge answer: Hell Screen has been translated and adapted enough you could have read the a translation that keeps called Yoshihide's daughter, "Yoshihide's daughter"

If you read the Little Penguins Books Publishing, they did not use Yuzuki as the name from what I can see, but Yuzuki exist somewhere.

Lazily doing a half-baked investigation under read more.

I will never claim to know anything about translation and I had too little sleep to do things today. I'm also broke so I can't go cross refrence evey translation and adaptation of Hell Screen. I hope someone better than I can could look into this or help out. Ill come back to this maybe

This is absolutly not how you do research or go off of things but Penguin Publishing version reviews don't use the Yuzuki name so I'm thinking they don't use her name there. The Jay Rubin Translation doesn't use Yuzuki. I say that because I'm re-listening to this while cross refrencing a pdf I found. Im guessing their one in the same.

This archeologist/writer named matthewrettino uses Yuzuki when talking about Hell Screen

Haunted Places Ghost Stories did a reading on this and unrelated but they pronounce Monkehide how an american would so its, "MONKEY HIDE." But anyway, they use it. They just spell it liker Uzuki

Portrait of Hell or Jingokuhen make Yoshihide Korean, apparently. I wanted to put that here, it''s not really important, just an example of an adaptation changing something. You have a story for so long and things get changed.

It's part of human history and how we tell stories, we like adapting things and giving thigs new meaning just like Ryoshu. She's not named Yoshihide but we're all thinking, "Yeah, she's Yoshihide, she likes art, she has fire, shes sadistic, that's Yoshihide." But she's not an old man, Yoshihide never spoke in acronyms, Yoshihide's not a woman. Jesus Christ was never white. He was born in Jerusulm in a dessert, it would be strange if he was white. Most people living in the middle east and closer to the sun normally have darker skin because they have more melanin in their skin to protect from the sun. The image has been passed around so much that, at least in our Eurocentric culture, I can't find the word for it, Jesus is commonly depicted as white. Yuzuki could have never had the name in the original language, or the inverse, she could have had a name but time let it go through the skin of its fingers and it was lost to oblivion. We just need to rediscover where it's orgin came from.

Meme - A unit of cultural information, such as a cultural practice or idea, that is transmitted verbally or by repeated action from one mind to another

The name Yuzuki might as well be a meme. If it wasn't in the orginal version of Hell Screen, it just exist now. That's why people are like, "Yuzuki, that's the name of Yoshihide's daughter. That sounds right!" Because idea's spread from text, imagry, music notes, whatever you have come to life like a spark of flame from a lighter and drift off from its starting point. The co2 particles relase into the air and up to the clouds, and when enough people emmit co2 at a rate thats unsustantable for our planet, big things happen. Really big things happen. Or you just scream so loud that no one hears you and much like the effects of smoking, damage your lungs.

I hope it doesn't feel like I'm pulling stuff out of my ass. I'll come back to this and when I have a solid answer, i'll tell you or reblog this. No worries.

[shellyswirlz]

TW:: A LONG ASS RANT WITH MISSPELLED WORDS!

God Hollybis still making me extremely uncomfortable and it's been what.. 4 days already?

The fact she was all like “hEs My MaN@” about him and threatened to kill me over Shroomy OUT OF ALL THE CHARACTERS YOU COUKD DO THIS OVER

Like bro..

THERE'S A WHOLE DAMN PILE OF CHARACTERS TO CHOOSE FROM IN SMG4 YET SHE CHOOSEA TO DO THISSANS FANGIRL DEVIANTART SHIT WITH THE CHARACTER I KIN SO MUCH AND FEEL A HUGE DEEP PERSONAL CONNECTION WITH OUT OF THE WHOLE CAST..

WHO TF DOES THAT??

W H O TF JUST DOES THAT??

I AM WAKING UP SHAKING AND SAD AF REMEMBERING THIS FREAKING HAPPENED I KID YOU NOT..

LIKE..

LOOK AT THIS ADORABLE CUTIE PATOOTI BOY SCOUT HE DOESN'T DESERVE THIS “OH I HATE YOU- HERE'S A KNIFE CAUSE YOU'RE STEALING MY MAN-” BULLSHIT OMFG.. WHY TF DID HOLLY DECIDE TO CHOOSE THIS CHARACTER AND ACT LIKE A SHITTY BITCH OVER THIS CHARACTER SPECIFICALLY?? THERE HAS TO BE A REASON DUDE…… THIS FEELS SO FAKE TO ME., 😭😭

THE FACT DRAMA ON YOUTUBE HAPPENED BECAUSE OF THIS CHARACTER TOO I HATE EVERYTHING..

DRAMA OVER T H IS CHARACTER

AND OHMYGOD THE FACT ONE OF HOLLY’S FRIENDS WITH A CRINGE ASS GACHA PFP CAME IN MY REPLIES, SAYING TO MY FACE, “HOLLY IS HAPPY WITH HER BOYFRIEND! TO ME SHE'S NOT A FANGIRL! 😀”

HER B O Y F R I E N D??

HER FREAKING B O Y F R I E ND??

KILLIBG MYSELF..!?!???

THIS DUMBASS GACHA KID IS SAYING THIS SHIT TO MY FACE AS IF THEY DON'T RECOGNIZE I LOVE HIM, I AM OBSESSED AF WITH HIM, AND I'M ATTACHED TO HIM I REALLY HATE THESE STUPID GACHA KIDS SO MUCH OHMYFRAKING GOD..

LIKE OK YOU'RE ALLOWED TO SIMP FOR CHARACTERS BUT CALLING hIM SOME RANDOM ASS TOXIC PERSON ON YOUTUBE’S BOYFRIEND MAKES ME FEEL EXTREMELY SICK TO MY STOMACH AND REALLY REALLY ILL.. AGAIN THIS IS HAPPENING WITH SHROOMY OUT OF EVERY FRICKIN CHARACTER IN SMG4 TOO… THE GACHA KIDS CHOSE THIS CHARACTER OUT OF EVERY FRICKIN CHARACTER I HATE EVERYTHING...,

LIKE I FEEL LIKE CRYING EVERYTIME I THINK ABOUT THE FACT HER FRIEBNDS GENUINELY THINKING THAT SHROOMY IS HER BOYFRIEND I CAN'T DOTHUS.,,, ICSNTFREAKJNFDOTHIS..,

IT MAKES ME FEEL REALLY SORE… LIKE THATSNOT YOUR BOYFRIEND THAT'S MY KIN???? S T O P…,, STOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOODTOP.,,

LIKE THIS IS LITERALLY ME WTF? WTFWTFWTFWTFWTF?? 1!1!!1 YOU'VE GOTTA BE KIDDINF AND OUT OF EVERY SMG4 CHARACTER FOR THE LOVE OF HECKING GOD. DUDE WHAT???

AND SEEING HOLLY HAVE A WHOLW PLAYLIST DEDICATED TO HER BITCH ASS GACHA OC AND SHROOMY MAKES ME WANNQ ACTUALLY VOMIT.. IHWTE THESE TYPES OF PEOPLE..,, STOP SHIPPING YOUR UGLY ASS OC WITH ME!?!?!?!?!?? YOU'RE PROBABLY A KID BUT STILL OMFG KINDLY SHUT UP ABOUT YOUR STUPID ASS OC BEING SHIPPED WITH ME..

WHY TF DOES THIA DEVIANTART SHIT HAPPEN WITH ALL MY FAVORITE FRIFKIN CHARACTERA?? FIRST THERE'S RODNEY, THEN THERE'S HERMEY, AND NOW IT'S FRICKIN SHROOMY WHAT ArE THE FRWAKIN ODDS?? ARE Y'ALL DOING THIS ON PURPOSE??

IT GENUINELY FEELS LIKE HOLLT AND ALL THE OTHER DEVIANTART KIDS WERE CREATED IN A LAB JUST TO MAKE ME UNCOMFORTABLE SPECIFICALLY..

THIS DOESN'T JUST HAPPEN

THIS SHIT DOESN'T JUST FREAKING HAPPEN WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL

IS THIS HAPPENING FREQUENTLY CAUSE THE CHARACTERS ARE CONSIDERED CRINGE? 😭😭

AND DEVIANTART IS CONSIDERED THE CRINGE SITE?

THE WORLD MAY NEVER KNOW GOD I HQTE EVERYTHINGhehegegeheeexxxvvevevevevveveveveg

OUTOFEVERY FREWKING CHWEWCTER..,,,,,

ALSO HOLLY IS A RUDE ASS INSTAGRAM USER SOUNDING BITCH AS WELL.., CAUSE DUDE SAID “WTF 🤣” IN ONE OF MY CRUSH EXPOSURE POSTS..

I NEED HOLLY GONE /SRS

Oh AND I CAN'T FORGET THE FACT I CANNOT EVEN LISTEN TO MY FAVORITE SONG, MARIO PARTY 2: WESTERN LAND, WITHOUT THINKING OF HOLLY’S “NO SOTP- OH MY GOD I AM GONNA CUT YOU-” BITCH ASS TODDLER PERSONALITY AND THIS STUPID HOLLY DRAMA. HOLLY RUINED MY FAVORITE MARIO SONG FOR ME OMFG..,, I NEED THIS JACKASS G O N E. OUT OF MY LIFE. BITCH LITERALLY SPAWNED FROM DEVIANTART. THE HOME OF OVERLOOKED CHARACTERS AND BABIES.

PARDON THE LONG ASS RANT I'M JUST NOT IN THE BEST MOOD AT ALL RN.,,, I AM ANXIOUS AF, AND EXTREMELY FURIOUS.

Holly and her friends probably don't give a shit I feel like this as well.. THIS RUIJED MY MENTAL HEALTH SO BAD /SRS

God even the name 🤪Holly🤪 makes me wanna grab a shotgun and shoot a mannequin I'm being so fr..

Ok like I'd get it if Holly only liked Anti Shroomy ig.. People usually act this way to the bad boys, but bro it's probably Shroomy in general... The most unexpected character I'd not expect anyone to simp for like this..

But ig it kinda makes sense cause it's brainless Gacha kids..?? But still THERE WAS WHOLE DRAMA OVER THIS CHARACTER I KID YOU TF NOT.. IT MAKES ME FEEL SO SICK AND LIKE CRYING. I THINK I'VE CRIED SEVERAL TIMES THINKING OF THIS BUT IDK

[nonclassyparty]

THE FUCKING REALISATION SHE HAD ABT HER HAVING BEEN IN YEOSANGS PLACE TWO YEARS AGO BLEW MY MIND, I SHIT YOU NOT, I GOT UP AND HAD TO PULL OUT MY PENCIL AND A PIECE OF PAPER TO MAP OUT THIS SHIT TO VISUALISE IT BECAUSE MY MIND WAS TOO OVERWHELMED AHAJSKDJ

glad to see fellow oc apologists !! like y/n bb girl *i* understand you, how abt WE get married rn 💍🧎‍♀️

and i am baffled by how everyone, her included, are siding with wooyoung instead of mingi in this parallel situation (ik she hasnt forgiven woo or anything, im talking abt the *positions* of mingi and woo in the parallel) because even though what mingi did and said was shitty af and her feelings are valid especially towards mingi not mentioning the thing at all after all this time, i still think choosing to date and be on the side of the person who has said awful things about your BEST FRIEND and never apologised for any of it is more hurtful than anything.

ofc wooyoung falling for yeosang is totally valid and like she said, it hurts like hell but you can get over it because you want the best for your best friend. but the problem isnt just wooyoung not bringing it up, he feels shitty for doing this too, but to LIE and thus hurt her when she straight up asked abt it, knowing she’s been continuously hurt by her loved ones throughout her life and woo being her only piece of family rn is insaneeeee to me. like she aint just a casual friend of yours, THATS YOUR MFKING BEST FRIEND !!

but for me, all of that is *nothing* compared to him attacking her for being broken and acting on her feelings after finding all of this out on her own, instead of being on her side apologising and being there for her when her heart breaks. like bro, we are asking the BARE MINIMUM from you woo 😭 like i get it she doesnt like the person you are dating but now is NOT the time to be protective over your partner in this situation ?? or am i even more mentally ill than i thought for seeing this whole situation this way 😭😭 ?

akjfdkghfghdfghdkfghdf waittttttttttt

okay so what you said about how she's siding with wy as well thats TEA!!!! bc it is wrong, she knows its not right (obviously since she's the one in pain rn like she knows it sucks and that wy was a little shit for that) but theres still that envious little part of her that was like "damn i wish mingi fought that hard for ME" bc deep down she's not faulting mingi for not choosing her bc she understands, she understood then and she especially understands now but she's still resenting him for it especially now after seeing wooyoung (who is like HER PERSON) fight with her just to stay with ys. its just a very human thing to do, we all want to be that someone's first choice 😭

as for the whole attacking her ordeal, WELL...let's look at it from wy's perspective a little bit. he cares about ys a lot and ys is as vulnerable and delicate as she is maybe even more than her actually. so wy's first instinct was to protect him now HEAR ME OUT... wy was obviously aware that yn would be upset by this and he was scared that ys would get the brunt of it. and also imagine ys just standing there while yn rages at him while wy is just apologizing to her, that would suck for yeosang, your partner begging to be forgiven by the person currently hurling insults at you? 😭 so wy always wanted to avoid that, he wanted to tell her on his own time at his own pace but then it happened unexpectedly and everything just went out of his control. so the moment yn even tried to be nasty towards ys, wy had to stop it and he did it by being nasty to her instead and he def fucked up with that but its a tricky situation for all of them really because wooyoung cares about both of these people. yn is his best friend but yeosang is his boyfriend and it was hard to get out of it without one of them ending up hurt😭

[monster-factorie]

Character exploration art of my OC Laurel 💙

Absolutely MONSTROUSLY LONG art explanation under the cut if you’re interested! 😭🙏

Sorry in advance if this doesn’t make much sense, I haven’t explained any of my OCs lore on here yet! 😭

Laurel has been in the public medical system her whole life and has sustained deeply extensive trauma because of it. This drawing is about the dehumanisation and complete loss of both self and privacy you experience as a result of prolonged medical treatment and exposure to medical environments and doctors. It’s also about the inherent detachment from your body you experience as a person living with chronic illness/pain/mental illness.

As for the objects and symbolism, both hands are Laurels, the one with a locket is hers before a certain incident in her life and the one with an IV needle is hers after that certain incident. Both hands have blood on three fingers, a nod to both Laurels status as a triptych (this is an in universe term that I’ll explain later sorry!😭) and the events that caused Laurels face to become scarred. The locket is a matching friendship locket, the other one belongs to Bonita (another OC of mine, her and Laurel used to be best friends), the blood splattered on it symbolises a deep and unhealing wound in their relationship. The red eyes are Bonitas eyes, one set warmly smiling and the other set wide in fear, both are directed at Laurel. The smile and glasses belong to the head doctor who was in charge of Laurels care, these features are the only thing Laurel can clearly picture when she thinks about her. The watch also belongs to the head doctor and it’s displaying 2:05 as the time, 25 is how old Laurel will be when she chooses to die, a decision heavily influenced by her time spent under the care of the head doctor. The cigarette represents Laurels bad coping habits, a deadly pastime that only serves to hurt her more. The pill bottle and injection needle are just what they are, small but painful reminders of Laurels fragility. The text in the background are notes in Laurels medical files and reoccurring thoughts that Laurel has. The faces in the corners both belong to Laurel too, one younger and one older but both still experiencing the same despair, proof that things won’t ever really change for her. Both bodies also belong to Laurel, the one in a hospital gown is hers during her hospital admission and the nude one is hers currently. They are both headless, simultaneously expressing Laurels deep disconnection with her own body, and also how doctors have no regard for their patients thoughts or feelings, only seeing them through a clinical lense, assessing only their bodies as if they were never attached to a human being in the first place. The current body is nude, symbolising how Laurel has been entirely stripped of her privacy and dignity throughout her medical experiences, her body is no longer her own, simply a vessel for more pain, sickness and shame.

Okay explanation over!! Hope u enjoyed!!!! 😆😆‼️

[sojutrait]

thank you so much!!! 😭💓💓💓hope u feel better omg fuck the plague

i just simply started making sims kdjfkdk

I DO im so happy season 2 has started it reminds me sm of old school sims 4 lets plays with storylines and such UGHHH im so glad that style is making a resurgence

thank u!! again im so unhelpful when it comes to advice on making sims bc i really jus Go for it 😭 i dont really have a different approach when it comes to making masc frame sims either

probably not bc its such a small action (like theres only 2 or 3 steps iirc) it just wouldnt be worth the hassle and i dont think that many ppl would find any use out of it😭😭

well,,,, tis the season 🤔

i highly doubt it dkfdkkd

i didnt its from the gallery! i just decked out the inside

ahhh i play on desktop but theres 3 and 4 columns for different screen sizes u can read more about it on the actual mod page iirc

my defaults should be good but my mods arent but i cba to update them rn 😭

( @simarcana ) TYYYYYYY she really is, i just wanna spin her around in cas all day and gawk dkfndk

my only tip would be dont dress them in clothes only if u would wear it/its your style. more so let it be a reflection of their character and their own fashion sense. theres alot of my sims id never dress like djfdkfkd but i know its something they would like !

NOW- DIFJDIFJDK me and nia orphyd have written many dissertations about... That aspect of dante's life but i will not confirm nor deny if that was included

im drawing up blanks too rn 😭😭😭 id suggest if u already know like the ethnicity of ur founder sim to just google last names from that culture and go from there, thats what i usually do dfjkd

10!

thank u omg but no i would feel bad if anyone gave me their money esp considering my tendency to like.. dip for weeks at a time DFKDJK also love u tumblr but i absolutely do not trust u with my credit card information

strip naked/bald, facial features, skin details, hair, clothes, repeat any steps if i dont like what i picked initially

( @thatoneplumbob ) no thank u for enjoying them !!! 💓💓💓😭😭

thats an easy one i dont JFKDJFK thats all neighborhood stories and mcc, i would simply die if i had to do all that myself 😭😭😭 i just pop in and give them quick makeovers

( @cutie-with-glasses-blog ) thank u so much !!! u have a great day as well 💓💓💓😌

i havent, im not a big marvel movie fan 😭😭 BUTTTTT i have seen edits and fancams of shuris actress and i agree i would also sell my kidneys and yours for her, shes so fine

( @wildsangria ) THE WAY I ALREADY FORGOT THIS DISCOURSE HAPPENEDDHFDJHDJ ugh throwback to when i gatekept the decades old tabletop rpg game dungeons and dragons

ive been staring at this in my inbox for almost a month and it never fails to make me laugh yet also feel horrified great job you two

WELL GOOD NEWS I DID and ive only made one hs so far!! buttttt it was before hsy so it doesnt work with the pack 😭😭 ill prob make one for hsy eventually bc as much as i hate building im also drawn to it like a moth to flame

thank u!! but ahhh no i havent been having any problems with uni

thank u, i hope ur having a great day too! tbh its not like something i put like... effort into if that makes sense KJDSK like for my gameplay sims no matter how casual i try to make it i inevitably start adding unnecessary depth into them 😭😭 like ill just be cleaning my house and think hmmm this sim hates this food or once had this happen to them, so pretty much the same approach i do to my ocs!

I ACTUALLY RECORDED A VIDEO i just gotta grow some bawlz and upload it 😭😭 its just a quick cas vid for a sim i wanna do gameplay with on there but im still peeing in nervousness

TYYYY i am doing well i rlly am 😌😌 im on winterbreak so YIPEEEE hope ur both doing well too!

[jungkookstatts]

Dude. What was that? My heart man, you're such a great writer hey😭😭you made it feel so real, jungkook sticking beside oc till her last day made me really admire his character, cause some people just give up yknow and it'll really stick to me. But to be fr what happened when they were buying the engagement ring? Was it a gun that caused her sickness or something else? And what did oc really suffer from? I'm not familiar with the terminal sickness she carried. But any way in my most famous words "YOU ATE THAT!!" also can I join permanent taglist for erthang you post cause ma'am I'm here for a long time!!

Ahhhh! I'm so glad you liked it. This one fr destroyed me. Not even joking, at one point it was getting hard to write it because I couldn't see the screen through my tears lol.

As for the illness, I wanted to keep it as vague as possible. The fic is triggering in some aspects. So I didn't want to specify oc's sickness because doing so might make it hit home more than it should for some people. Might have made it more triggering than it already is. For example, if I were to say that it was cancer or if she was shot, I felt like that would be too harsh considering that those are very real-life things. A part of me felt that due to the fact that this is a piece of fiction, specifying oc's illness any further would cause the fic to be one to avoid.

I also feel like there is a line I shouldn't cross when writing about certain experiences like cancer or being shot or anything like that. I've never personally been in a situation like that, so writing about it as if I did also felt very wrong.

I also am no doctor or disease/terminal illness specialist. So I did not want to spew out facts that were not true or make up something that totally did not make sense biologically lol.

I hope that makes sense. I left it to the readers to determine what really went down.

As of right now, I currently do not have a taglist...butt! I have gotten some asks about creating one and it seems like something a lot of people might be interested in. So I may or may not have a few of you down to be on a future taglist. Not confident about when that will be out? But when it is, you'll get a notification probably :)

[yourstrulylve]

Snow on the Beach - Montague x OC Chap. 1 [Looks and Introductions]

— a/n: This is an "original" story I made not so long ago, as i didn't really know what to do with it I wanted to upload it somewhere so I chose here! Its important to note that in this story midas is the father of Lana, the protagonist (my oc 😭) I know its cliche, like all of this is, but I hope for the best of this story!! One last thing, english is not my first language, so if anything ill be open to corrections and also ideas and asks!

— Sypnosis: Lana Gold Cherry was born September 29th, 2008. She lived five years of her life with a mother who barely took notice of her. Lana got into a big fight with her one day, leading her mother, Sunny, to call her mysterious father furiously. Weeks later, Lana finally left her house and went back to her hometown to start a new life with her now-known father, Midas. 

Once she grows and turns 15, things turn upside down and she now has to face the world as a teen. She falls in love and they break her heart, she experiences new things and tries old ones once again, but most importantly, meets the two men who she might end up crazy in love with. 

Will she be able to get properly in love with them? Or will her heart end up broken once again? We’ll see. Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5

Golden Years - David Bowie   1:03 ──⚬──── 4:11   ⇆   ◃◃   ıı   ▹▹   ↻

Have you ever wished to be the daughter of a well known man? Have you ever wished for that man to be The Midas Gold? Well, let me fulfill your wishes then.

Lana Gold was born on September 29th of 2008, she was born in Venice, Italy in the afternoon, around 3:25 pm or so. She was a light ginger with gorgeous hazel eyes and small plump lips. She was pale and soft skinned, her little cheeks redder than the rest of her body and beautiful long lashes and short curled hair. At the age of 2, Lana didn’t really know her dad, as he ‘supposedly’  had abandoned her and her mother. Lana grew up in Toronto, Canada as her mother decided to move out from Italy as Lana was born. 

She lived a hideous life from age 0 to age 5. As her mother was constantly moving out from place to place and moving her out from school to school. She never really did make any friends because of her secluded and alienated personality towards others. 

Since the day she learnt how to talk, which was in the very young age of 3, Lana was always asking her mom questions, she was a very curious child, she loved making questions and always wanted an answer for everything.

“Mommy, why is it that birds fly?..” 

“Mommy mommy! Why is the ocean blue?” 

“Momma, why does it sometimes rain?” 

“Mommy?.. Mom? Mamma?” 

Always. 

Lana didn’t have the intention to bother, but soon stopped with the questions as her mother got every time more frustrated with them. And so she resorted to writing them. Not also did she write questions but sometimes even more. She loved writing about her day, what she thought, little poems, Etc. She grew up with just her and her little journals until turning five.

A week after her 5th birthday her mom got very, but like very drunk, she argued with her five year old until not a single word could come out of her mouth, she was burnt down and angry as hell, and for so, Lana just resorted in crying and screaming at her for whatever her mother had been arguing about. Lana wasn’t playing her mother’s games, she was tired and very, very sad. She screamed until her little lungs could no more and she collapsed to the floor with teary eyes and a now ripped shirt she was holding and tearing up little by little from the anger. Her mom could no longer deal with Lana’s ‘Unbelievable’ behavior and so she called Lana’s dad. 

After not so but 17 missed calls, he finally picked up the phone. A husky and irritated voice bleed through the phone’s speakers as Lana’s mother basically screamed at the phone. Both parents got in an agreement. He could keep Lana forever, and he’d never go and bother neither the mother or the new fiance of hers. 

The next few weeks were very quiet between Lana and her mother, they didn’t speak nor interact with each other. Which was also a win for Lana as she walked from the school to her house alone. The next day after the fight Lana’s mother told her she was leaving in a few weeks to another house as she ‘couldn't afford’ taking care of her anymore. She didn’t tell her where, or with who, but Lana didn’t care. She just wanted to leave that stupid house for once and all. 

October 26th, 2013

Even more weeks passed by, Lana started growing tired of her mom and couldn’t wait to finally leave her house. She grew impatient as days passed slower, until finally, her mother spoke.

⎯ “Lana, get ready and hop on the car, we’re leaving for the airport.” ⎯ She finally spat. ⎯ “Where are we going?” I said with a low voice, not sure how to react to her sudden demand. She didn’t answer though, so I just left and got everything packed up ⎯ Who knew being so little and so over-stimulated from  not going out was going to come in handy when packing up your whole room? ⎯

When my mom helped me get my load of bags in the car, which, spoiler, were just three small duffle bags, she got in the driver's seat and I sat in the back. The drive wasn’t long but it sure was boring and tiring.

When we finally got there she took me to the boarding door, as I stood there she looked at me in the eye and said, 

“What are you waiting for?” ⎯ She said angrily, I looked at her confused. ⎯ “Cmon’ get in the door, whatcha’ think’ I was going with ya’?”⎯ I sighed, was I maybe too dumb to think she was going with me?, Yes. I was. ⎯

I ran through the door. Apparently the airport lets little five year olds in the gates alone now. Anyways, I got in my seat while I nervously inspected the place. It seemed quite calm and peaceful, as I also was all alone because the two other seats besides me were completely empty. Way before the flight started I switched to the window seat to get a better view of where I was going, still nonsense but i'm young and alone in a plane, plus points for that I don't know anything about everything yet. My young brain was about to explode if it wasn't because I just fell hard asleep for the next I have no idea hours of flight. I remember my mom telling me that some 'Agent' was going to receive me from the airport? It seemed quite strange but as I had no words in this, I just agreed. 

When the plane stopped and I finally finished the whole line of people in front of me I ran through the exit door, did the rest of the airport process with some big help from a nice lady and went to where the people waited for their luggage. I spotted my only tiny suitcase and took it, and just when I was about to turn around and leave to look for this mysterious agent I bumped into someone's legs, they were wearing some grey tight dress pants and dress shoes. When I looked up I saw a big chested brunette with sunglasses and an already noticeable expression on his face. He was also wearing a light blue dress shirt and a grey coat to match the pants. Around his neck was a black tie and in his hands laid some leather black gloves. I got instantly scared by the aura he radiated and quickly tried to run away but the guy soon spoke up and grabbed me by my arm. 

“Don't go away, don't be scared, okay? Midas sent me here to look for you. Aren’t you ‘Lana Gold?” He said  with a gloomy dark voice and rough accent. ⎯ I was scared, and had so many questions! Who’s midas? Who are you? And, Why’d he send someone else when he could come here by himself? I simply nodded and he just nodded back and then led me to a sports car parked in the airport’s parking lot. He signaled me to get in and before him doing so as well he stopped outside of the car and spoke in his walkie talkie, I really couldn’t make out what he was saying, I just heard some faint noises coming from outside the car. 

Time passed and he got in, we drove for at least an hour and a half until we finally got into a huge mansion. You know those pretty mansions that appear in the movies like Mean girls or Clueless? Well, imagine that, now make it a little bigger and add more things, like MORE things. I was simply astonished. I couldn’t wait to see this Midas guy Brutus mentioned. By the way, the agent’s name is Brutus, he told me while in the car as he thought that saying it could make me a little less scared, and, honestly, it did work. 

When I finally got out of the car, brutus led me into the mansion, as I turned my head around to see all of the things it contained. It really was HUGE. as I looked around I spotted some more agents, there was a girl, another girl, a banana and a cat? What the heck.. 

As I passed I furrowed my brows in confusion until we got to the last floor or what seemed like a big office at the top of the building. Brutus knocked on the door and seconds later a male voice responded.

⎯ “Come in.” Someone said from behind the door. Brutus opened the door in command and I was met with a young-looking elegant businessman. Brutus then got out of the room and signaled the guy in front of me something before leaving.

⎯ “So.. What’s your name?” He said as he stood up and walked towards me ⎯ in response I took tiny steps back, not knowing what the guy wanted. ⎯ 

⎯ “La-Lana..” I said slightly stuttering while raising my head up to look into his golden eyes. ⎯ He was tall, he was really tall, like 1.80cm or so? He was wearing a whole suit, white dress shirt, black vest, dress pants, shoes and a tie. He also wore a golden gun holder and some grenades, also gold. ⎯ “Lana what, darling?” Said the man in front of me. ⎯ “L-Lana Go-old..” I stuttered, why was this man so invested in me? Did he want to sell me in bags? What if he wanted me dead? Oh god..! ⎯ “I see, well.. I'm Midas Gold, your father. Pleasure to meet you, Lana.” he said and I stood there astonished. Was he really my dad? All those years for him to be this wealthy? Why? I, once again, had so many questions.. But I kept them to myself. 

We stared at each other for a good while, until I finally spoke out, “Why.. why did you leave?..” ⎯ It seemed as my question took him off guard as he suddenly opened his eyes like plates and stood back slightly. ⎯ “Well, Lana. I didn't leave. Your mother just.. -” ⎯ He stood there, quiet. Thinking. ⎯ “- She didn’t really want me to take care of you.. That's all.” He said, when finishing the sentence he went back to his normal posture and place, and his voice got normal again as before it was sad and quiet. ⎯ “oh..” I simply stood there. Why would my mother want such a thing? Was this guy bad? Did he do something to make my mom want him not to take care of me?.. What was happening?.. 

“So..” He spoke out, taking me out of my trance. ⎯ “What would you like to do now? Do you like toys or any specific game? I asked for the day off  so, I'm all yours Lana!”

After a thoughtful silence I finally spoke up. ⎯ “I would.. I would like to show you something..” I spoke quietly as I approached my pink bunny backpack and took out the notebook I used to write on. I searched and searched until I found what I was looking for and then gave the book to Midas to inspect.

⎯ “Are these.. Questions?, what are they for? A school assignment?” He said as he gave me a rather confused look. 

“No.. they are for you.” I sheepishly replied. Was I even aware of what I was saying? Good god.. He then started reading them carefully, very carefully if I may say. And then he spoke out, 

“Well Lana, First of all, my name is Midas Gold, I'm your father, I am not a dangerous man, I didn’t choose to leave your mother, I do love you, I always thought about you, And yes, baby, I’ll do anything for you.” He explained. I looked at him tilting my head upwards for at least 4 minutes or so until he spoke once again. ⎯ “So.. Would you like to go for some ice-cream? You can ask me more questions on the way there as it seems you have so many..” He said as he lightly chuckled and went through my book page by page and then closed it and smiled. 

“Sure- sure!..” I said looking at the floor and quickly smiling back at him. And maybe even unaware that this Midas guy could've been one of the best parental figures that life could’ve given to me. 

a/n: Hope yall liked the first chap!! I'll be uploading more and more later :p