#(tbd)

[enden-k]

thinking abt ratio having a classic doctors handwriting and aven being one of the few ones who can read it effortlessly hhhdhd

[yoyoyo-idk]

hey actually i need to double back on this because i keep thinking about the kim dokja of the beginning who still often looks at the novel. like how fucked up is it.

he knows parts of it by heart, his skill allows him to remember it so, so well and he still desperately hangs onto a text file on his phone. things happen and the world is a mess and everyone's dying and there's this guy in a corner hunched over his phone looking at a blank screen. he saves your life (maybe) and he's becoming your friend (maybe) and you're traumatised and that guy's on his phone.

think about the first few arcs, where he's comparing the novel to what's happening and reading the description and thinks "the author did such a good job describing this" and barely listens to what people tell because it's dialogue he's already read and information he already knows. its the whole fucking point of the thing but the disconnect of the beginning is just now hitting me. imagine putting yourselves in danger to get information or food or something and he barely looks up from his phone to tell you "oh thanks. you didn't have to." and you really didn't because he already has a plan.

that combined with the fact that reading has always been an escape for him, a way to cut off from reality means he probably gets completely absorbed in the novel. he's just not living the same thing as everyone else. and that's what this genre of stories is all about, but none quite as much as orv.

tldr:

(PS: also im losing it at the idea of someone telling him "it's cause you're always on that dang phone" whenever he complains they didn't tell him something, or pretends he 'didn't have the time' to warn them or smth. like yeah you cringe loser.)

[calebwidgast]

everyone on my dash disagree on which driver they want to win, but they all agree that someone should run over trump. this is why tumblr is the greatest website.

[foxdies]

I hate to be fucking annoying but can anyone send me literally any item off my Amazon grocery list, I have no food in the house and have been sleeping to ignore hunger.

[askfallenroyalty]

Are you still making the comic?

yup! just busy fixing up the story (have had horrible story problems with this chapter, finally smoothing them out) and working on my fangame, NightFell

[chappelroans]

so you can say femininomenon but can’t pronounce chappell roan. right.

[starteas]

It’s honestly been very difficult promoting Lumi’s new crowdfunding campaign. I know all I need to do is get more people incentivized to sign up so we can launch, but it’s been so hard with everything I need to do to make this work.

Tiktoks, posting previews, keeping the Patreon updated— there’s so much to do, and not counting the 2,600 people needed to sign up *and* the $80k goal we’re trying to reach— I feel like I’m fumbling every chance I get trying to keep it all running.

I WANT Lumi’s next crowdfund to do well, I WANT to properly promote it so it can gain interest instead of having to feel like I’m begging for people to sign up, I WANT to finish this pilot because a lot of people worked on it and all I want is to see it completed — but, fuck. I’m running low on energy. Every time I try to pick up the mic to record or make an attempt to open up a video editing software I just end up putting my head in my hands and start to cry. It’s hard— it’s so, so incredibly hard and at this point with half the year gone, I feel like I’ve failed and wasted everybody’s time.

I honestly feel like I’m running on fumes at this point. I’m so exhausted and I don’t know what to do. I feel so hopeless and I wonder if it’s even worth trying to do this at all.

[kommandonuovidiavoli]

I love how everyone has a persona that's cute or cool or secsy and then there's me...

Potato.

[nocek]

Another month of silence when things were going so well but well, life happens. I actually managed to draw a bit through all that happened and couldn't bring myself to like post or interact. I'm sorry for that. I'll throw some things in queue now that I'm procrastinating looking for a new job while having a lot of free time.

I mean tbh I'm oddly good now? Idk how long will it last but compared to like 6 years ago (last time I really had to look for job after working in small family run businesses that fucking sucked as much as you can imagine and then some) I must say people are right, things do get better. And it creeps up on you. I'm slightly baffled about that.

Like honestly. I'll actually miss my old job. And compared to 6 years ago now I have savings, reasonably rented apartment and they will still pay me for almost 2 months of not working. I even have (maybe naive) hope that the looking for a new job process won't be so bad :)

[nolan-sims]

Hello! Life is chaos atm (both good and bad aha) so I wrote up a public Patreon post if you're interested in that sort of thing 💌

I'll try my best to continue making CC, but I wanted to at least give an explanation for my absence.

[shroudkeeper]

Coming in clutch by saving my gpose for this dang period drama scene right before I was kicked out of the game..

Trying to depict the longing scene no one asked for between Kikyo and Tenzen's AU.

[enden-k]

ah yes...my type of music

[sarasa-cat]

The level of crippling pain today is MUCH.

I have many choice words. Mostly I just want to firebomb the entire american mattress industry. Literally.

The whole industry is a cesspit of greed that makes used car salesmen look morally upright.

[darehearts]

i bought two photo ops and autographs with Chris Pine at a comic con next month  🤧

[endenope]

thank u, same

[soracities]

happy "everyone forgets that icarus also flew" monday. i want to throw up !