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getting into a new fandom is waaayyy scarier than it used to be tbh. in my most recent fandom before sp (which im still mostly in, my hyper fixations have just shifted around) i made a lot of dark content, and got messages accusing me of crimes and trying to guess what type of abuse i'd been through over it. can't remember if i personally got suicide bait and/or threats to my well-being, but i saw mutuals get them and that sort of stuff genuinely scares me. i also just have anxiety in general so that doesn't help lol. idk, shit feels so hostile, especially if you aren't interested in keeping up with whatever rules that cyberbully circles make up.
#new kid noises#sorry ive just been in a weird mood tonight#i used to be rlly into sp back in highschool but felt bad about getting involved in fandom bc it was for adults#but now i feel bad about getting involved in sp fandom as an adult bc it feels like theres so many kids?#and i dont understand trying to censor myself in the show all about gross shit#cartman has a sex scene w his cupidsona in txc but god forbid you make something inappropriate in fan content??#the kids have been in plenty of inappropriate/violent/sexual situations in the actual show!!#why am i supposed to feel guilty for imagining bad things happening to them? they aren't real in the first place...#sorry for being all serious#kinda just wanted to get it out of my system#in my other fandom ive managed to build up a niche that i know wont harass me so it's a bit scary starting from scratch#i wanna make friends but past experiences make me too afraid to let my guard down for even a moment#i also just dont know what the current sp fandom is like that well#most sp blogs i follow are from way back when i was first into sp as a teenager#...so most are abandoned#im rambling. lol.
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he was a celestial immortal demoted to volcano spirit, he was a cultivator on a mission to kill demons, can i make it even more obvious? lil bday gift for @ranilla-bean, hi fratm di brutte vibes 💕 xianxia au century egg pookie be upon ye 💋💋🍋🌋🌋
#everYONE 🫵 go wish them happy bday#HAPPY BIRTHAYYYYY AND WELCOME BACK ROMAAA#WHEEEE#I HOPE UR HAVING A FANTASTIC DAY AND I HOPE THIS CAN BE EVEN A FRACTION AS BEAUTEOUS AS THE BDAY PREZZIE U HAD IN STORE FOR MIII#thank yooouuu for ur encouragement of the xianxia au & first and foremost for the untamed propergander kgdjfg#i would've abandoned this wip sooo many times if it werent for yoouu#so here it iiiss its youurusss#ur the most wonderful ever you deserve all the giiiftsss i could ever give youuu#and MOOOREE#dkfj god theres rlly nothing much going there besides silly little outfits but reader u need to understand#that a fundamental part of zuko's Domestication is was sokka treating him like a dress up doll#like his lil gay designer purse dog with the matching fits#sokka#zuko#zukka#atla#my art
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All the mob bosses in Gotham showing up for the Wayne’s funeral, and Martha’s side of the family not coming at all. Yeah.
#god.#I’m just thinking of younger bruce. part of what makes his adoption instincts so great is the fact that most of — if not all— his family#from both sides LEFT HIM. they didn’t want him. it’s very unclear if they even fought Alfred for him.#bruce wasn’t only an orphan he was directly abandoned by people who were supposed to be there for and care for him#bruce - and batman - is to kids what he wished his family was for him#MY BABY.#bruce wayne#batman#text
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made a couple of posts about Astarion being hilarious gremlin but never made a collection of Gale's silly talks?? I should've fixed it
#like i collected them for nothing#him being like mmmmm strange book in abandoned dark place#yeah i wont learn my life lessons lets open it#bg3 screenshots#baldur's gate#baldur's gate 3#bg3 gale#gale of waterdeep#gale dekarios#gale origin#most of it is his origin#man is so hilarious to play#mystuff#damn is there normal tw tag for game corpses ajdhdjdn
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Also - in the I don’t have to sleep with everyone I have feelings for scene we also got Buck straight up implying heavily that he was just sleeping with Tommy for the sex and that he didn’t actually have feelings for him - and that will be funny to me forever more!
#its the duality of that blurted inadvertent confession from Buck that I am screaming the most about!#its the way it literally sets Eddie and Tommy up as opposite ends of the spectrum from each other in Bucks heart and mind#that Buck is just ending up in relationships nad going along with it becasue of his fear of abandonment and of being alone#its so loud when he ends the episode having talked to Maddie and being told he needs to learn to be alone#and then unpacking the house#Because Buck also feels abandoned by himself - not just by other people - and that is interesting!#the metaphors are metaphoring and its so good#we won so big!#911 spoilers#911 abc#evan buckley
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Genuinely, the reason why so many discussions about transgenderism end up the way they do (in addition to the overt transmisogyny) is a complete unwillingness to view gender (and sexuality) as political categories, instead viewing them exclusively through the lens of "personal identity"
"Why do people use agab/tma? Is not the point of being trans to escape the shackles of your agab?" I cannot stress this enough but I am not the one doing the shackling, society has invented the shackles and I am using language to describe them and how they affect me
In a hypothetical future situation where society is no longer (trans)misogynistic and the patriarchy has been fully dismantled, these terms will have no real use. But it's important to recognize what is current actual material reality and what is simply idealism and hypotheticals
I would love to live in a world where tma vs tme is not a meaningful distinction. But that world doesn't exist (and also you are not helping make it so it does), and so those terms remain useful
#like i know this is the idealism website but so much more of the world makes sense when you abandon that flawed framework lol#this post might not be the most coherent but here we are
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𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐓 𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐓𝐇 as 𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐎𝐑𝐓 𝐃𝐀𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐘𝐄𝐍
House of the Dragon. Season 2, Episode 3. and the dragon Caraxes, the Blood Wyrm.
#weloveperioddrama#fantasy drama#hotdedit#house of the dragon#daemon targaryen#matt smith#gotedit#game of thrones#asoiaf#gif show: house of the dragon.#so sorry to most people but at this point daemon is the one thing that keeps me from abandoning this show#and its all because matt smith is a stellar actor
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Decided to challenge myself art-wise a little bit and make an illustration for each of the Davechella playlists while listening to them for the first time! These are mostly based on their individual vibe and I try to finish the drawing by the time the playlist ends, so if they look kinda choppy that’s the reason why. So far it's been a ton of fun and I love discovering new songs and rediscovering the characters through them!! Thank u Dave K and Terror Camp <3 (and like half the cast apparently lol I still can’t believe this is happening)
Weeks 15-13 are: Gibson, Hartnell, Collins
#also the likeness may not be there at all since it's my first time drawing most of these characters#hopefully i wont abandon this idea and get around to all of them eventually#you can see im still sorta reluctant to draw them in a modern setting whats with the muttonchops and all#but i also want to strike a balance between the two times and make it look sorta ambiguous ya know#so we’ll see how it goes :’)#the terror#davechella#william gibson#billy gibson#thomas hartnell#tom hartnell#henry collins#my art
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I think its absolutely hilarious that Dean and Castiel go through inhuman amounts of trauma over the course of a decade plus, and somehow they still arent the human x angel ship on the show that has gone through the most detrimental mind bending shit. Michael and Adam were literally trapped in hell together alone for over 1000 years and they walked out the other side healthier than Dean and Cas could ever possibly be. Iconic really
#spn#supernatural#spn musings#destiel#deancas#midam#adam milligan#random thoughts because the inherent hilarity of it all is fantastic#like midam LITERALLY was abandoned and forgotten about by both the characters in universe and writers#fuck sam and dean for that fr though#dean winchester you are full of So many problems and issues#cagecore#nobody is doing it like them#and by them I mean every party involved because what the FUCK is going on there#how did the writers keep getting away with this#how do you consistently write the most batshit things ever without considering the implications involved
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AURGH auwarghh the autistic parental trauma... the epi was wacky hijinks then dropped this on us out of nowhere... (sobs) laios... laiiiiooooos
#he just like me fr#dungeon meshi#laios touden#actuallyautistic#aphelion.txt#dunmeshi#laios#autism things#im definitely chewing on that marcille lore/angst too but the laios nightmare sequence hit close to home!!#dont think falin had a great relationship with their parents either#i mean aside from being willing to abandon her in the dream. idk if that's 100% accurate to how they acted.#it didnt seem like her affinity for ghosts was gonna go down real good in that flashback#also i need to write that post abt how falin has girl autism (dont ask me what that means unless you want to enter an unskippable cutscene)#actually its pretty easy to hit most dunmeshi chars w the hammer of autism laios is just the most obvious#senshi hyperfixating and having meltdowns (Waterwalk Incident.) and low empathy for people until he's gotten Attached#i need to go find that post someone made about chilchuck being the token allistic it was so fucking funny#i have like 3 more dunmeshi autism metas in my mental queue apparently. please make me shut up
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broke: Ahsoka and Rex swap outfits and it’s horribly obvious plus fits badly
woke: Ahsoka and Rex swap outfits and look absolutely amazing in their new fits
#Oh and ik this is basically a shitpost#But I think it’s kinda funny that both are willing to swap identities with the outfits and everything#But both have that one thing they can’t leave behind#For Rex it’s his gun and Ahsoka her braid#Because Rex is a protector and a soldier and can’t leave behind his reason for life#Hell fighting is the only reason he exists#And then Ahsoka can’t abandon the Jedi braids because she is so tied into her culture that she can’t cope without it#She can’t stand the idea that this thing that marks her to be Jedi could be gone#And this is only amplified after her leaving the order#Anyways#this was supposed to be a Halloween post#but I forgot about it so now it’s not a Halloween post#It’s a November 17th post#Hehe I think this might be the most tags I’ve ever written#my doodles#fanart#star wars#art#tcw#ahsoka tano#my thoughts#artists on tumblr#digital art#501st battalion#captain rex#the clone wars#star wars the clone wars#clone wars#501st legion#outfit swap
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I feel like it's not addressed enough that Obi-Wan was so not ready for Anakin at the end of TPM. He wasn't quite ready to be a Knight, let alone take a Padawan, let alone Anakin.
Like, imagine you're 25 years old, already dealing with plenty of issues from your shitshow of a teen-to-young-adult experience when your Master - your father, your friend, your teacher, your guardian of 12 years, who you didn't always have the best relationship with but goddamn it you tried so hard and overcame so much to get to where you are - is literally murdered in front of you by a fucking demon, the ancient bogeymen of all your childhood stories who are suddenly very real and killing the people you love. Everyone looks at you now with so much awe and fear because, in a haze of grief and panic, you managed to become the first to kill a demon in a millennium - which is somehow that's enough of a qualification to immediately graduate your apprenticeship with full honours even though you never actually got the chance to finish it. Five minutes of pure terror turned your life upside down, and now you have to shoulder the burdens of a knighthood that you know you're not ready for, and find some way to live with the crushing expectations that come with your newfound, accidental and very unwanted semi-legendary status. And, if that wasn't enough already, within 24 hours of all this going down, you're also legally responsibly for raising a hyperactive 9 year old ex-slave Child of Prophesy with crippling CPTSD and more power than god. You somehow, somehow have to raise this boy to be both a good Knight - which you haven't had a chance to figure out how to be yourself yet - and a functional person - which was never and easy thing for you to be but is getting harder by the day. You desperately want to do right by your new Padawan and honour your Master's dying wish but you're not ready for any of this, you didn't ask for it, and you're trying so hard to not repeat Qui-Gon's mistakes whilst also being painfully aware that you can never live up to what he could have been. Then there's homework and missions and nightmares and you worry that Anakin isn't making friends and you haven't slept more than 3 hours a night in weeks and the President of the Galaxy is pressuring you for some Private Alone Time with your child -
How the fuck is anyone supposed to handle that?
#I'm looking for fic recs of this concept if anyone has any#obi wan kenobi#anakin skywalker#sw prequels#I feel like this is the source of a lot of their issues#obiwan couldn't be what anakin needed but he tried so hard#and in trying so hard for ANAKIN he never got the chance to become what HE needed himself to be#so Anakin thinks of Obi-Wan as his father#because he was 9 and traumatised and he needed a parent who he could depend on#and Obi-Wan thinks of Anakin as his brother#because he was 25 and grieving and already overburdened even before someone gave him a child dependent on him#someone help these men i never thought id say this but. i dont think even gay sex can fix this one#people get caught up in the snark the shenanigans and the ObiKin and kinda gloss over how extremely unhealthy this is#even BEFORE the murder and the sith and the genocide. which is kinda impressive ngl.#bc anakin has always depended on obiwan to an unhealthy degree bc trauma and abandonment issues and isolation#and obiwan never had the chance to figure out who he could be without anakin depending on him.#jesus christ these two need ten years of therapy and most importantly they need SPACE FROM EACHOTHER
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Another Story x Tumblr — Saeran edition
#saeran#saeran choi#mystic messenger#mysme#mine#tpmeme#mysme spoilers#another story#ray#suit#get you a man who has an unpredictable 5d personality#don't matter what you're into bc it's near guaranteed one of his personas will do it for you ((i'm a sae/ray girlie myself))#hi so in case anyone actually noticed my absence (doubt) FEAR NOT#i'm not abandoning this blog again for the foreseeable future#i've just been busy and my unreasonable avoidant tendencies kicked in with each passing day#in that i felt i should have something to show for my inconsistent schedule lol#anywho i have news!! not good or bad just news#part of my mini break was dedicated to learning ps and experimenting#which means the drafts i started in 2024 are now almost ready to be posted#and while i can't guarantee y'all will like the content#i like them for the most part and have a couple different series in the works. and yes they're mostly self-indulgent
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I think its a rite of passage to make an au at least once, and ive been thinking super hard about how Sonic raised tails lately. So obviously an age swap au had to happen. Aka, the au in which they are both team turbo nerd and Tails needs a Vacation as a dire medical suggestion. (more rambling in tags)
#tails the fox#miles tails prower#sonic the hedgehog#sonic au#age swap au#I dont have that many strong emotions about this one! i just wanted to get it done i think#but ill definitely redo this at some point#Sonic at least had the most intense education possible and even though hes not a prodigy he can build with the best of them#the au where they both end up mega nerds#but sonic is a nerd who does olympic level sprints#i like to think he uses a lot of tech in battle but speed is still his strongest asset#he just uses tech to enhance that speed and better utilize it#tails is so so so so tired but he does his best to be a good brother#sonic wasnt there when he was a kid so he had to learn to survive being bullied and abandoned but he found sonic eventually#and was inspired by his resilliance#and sonic admires tails so much his big brother is so smart like whoa#even when he doesnt get it he pretends to to try to impress him#get my boy miles some r and r ASAP#sonic fanart#sonic the hedghog fanart#mogs art
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can I eat your daniel drawings?
YEAHHH WHY NOT?????? i hope you appreciate my unposted daniel/ralph drawings
#daniel larusso#myart#all of these are abandoned wips. i might decide to finish one of them some day who knows#middle top one is a stylized study of one of macchios photos. he has too many photoshoots#brown and red sketch on the bottom are probably my favss.... most tolerable to look at#i dont want to be a self-deprecating artist so ill just say nothing else about these .#hmmmmmmm i think this artist's (me) fav color is brown but we dont know for certain
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natsumugi save mee......sav..
#enstars#natsumugi#natsume sakasaki#tsumugi aoba#reading fics abt them is fun solely bc they give tsumugi insane rizz or make them the most pathetic wet thing that it gives you whiplash#there's also another category where it makes you too overly aware of intimacy issues and abandonment issues lmao#but i so so so love exploration of charas finding love (w/ themselves and to others) again#these two just skipped and jumped too many levels that created a beautiful and awkward mess imo#doodles
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