#AAAA IM SO STRESSED

[crowleys-bentley-and-plants]

I am stressed out and sad and even sadder because me stressing out prevents me to think of more stuff that makes me happy so please tell me what little things make you happy

[boxwinebaddie]

UNCLE NINA WRITES WEIRD JK STAN LETTERS!

hello benevolent angel people!

( because you're wonderful but bc you're doing gods work by supporting my dead fanfic from hell. c:’ )

so this is a lil...experimental? but bc i've been dabbling on that one ask large lore ask that set before kyle knows raven of crimson dawn is his stan, i've gotten very attached to writing the silly jersey letters to dead stan in his journal again. ( again, nina lore is that it's what a friend had me do when my first cat passed away.

i still write to her. <3 )

but this is just something i wrote to get back into the habit of writing again. i put it on docs and i used a font which...okay? tbh, i think looks exactly like i want jk's handwriting to look. like its very swirly, he is my calligraphy king. i didn't proof it bc i just wrote...all of it tonight like a weird crazy person.

also i realize jk sounds...a lot like me

— but he Is me, tbh?

like in some facets i did give him lil pieces of myself so he could grow into an uber tall thicc as hell academic hot jersey talk shit get hit boy.

( i also do think he's a lot goofier with stan in his little letters esp since he doesn't think that anyone is going to read them they are just his lil vent space. let it out king! )

as for the timeline...i think it's pre!rm bonus content? like i dropped a little context about stuff that happened before the fic, but i think it's probably written anywhere in the last 1-2 years of rm before kyle went to that crimson dawn concert. i'm not sure what compelled me to write it i just...really like vulnerable jersey just being a jersey dirtbag but like kneeling by the stan shrine and asking for light.

speaking of...as far as triggers go. mostly the spelling is just bad, help, but jersey does talk a lot about stan dying and is very...distressed about it. he's also...really depressed and is not at the moment coping super well, but is reaching out for help. <3 always reach out for help when you need it. i didn't mention anything specific, but he does just mention thinking he's not a good person, feeling ugly, unworthy, lost, etc...TW FOR HIM BEING SO VULNERABLE AND CUTE ALSO.

he is...my secret loverboy prince.

he is my lo-...

my L-

anyways...ROLL CLIP!

[nrc-asteryn-crew]

(✨GAH I WAS SO BUSY THE PAST FEW DAYS I TOTALLY MISSED MACE'S BDAY. SCREAMS. I am going to eat my shirt pretend this isn't severely belated.)

My dearest Vassal! It has come to my attention that your birthday was recently!

I regret not being able to offer you my sincerest joyful wishes for your date of birth, as I had been dealing with some... Peculiar problems in Diasomnia, but those have been since resolved.

I do hope that this gift is still... Somewhat sufficient as both a present from yours truly and... Also an apology.

*Casimir presents Mace with a small box (✨with contents that can be up to you) and a birthday card*

(-🌙Casimir (and ✨mod), @night-raven-miscellany )

"Ehh-? Oh! Casi'! Hiya! 's a pleasure to see you again, Evil Overlord. Kyehehe.

Ah- Oh. You- were involved in that..? I've heard bits and pieces about what was going on at Diasomnia... Are- you okay?! Ah fuck- nothing bad happened to you, right?! Agh, Crimson shoulda fuckin' let me go I swear to the sevens...

A-hem. Um. Where- was I..? Ooh, a gift! For me? Kyaa, that's so nice of ya! n' don't worry 'bout it- no need to apologise! Obviously ya couldn't be 'ere, an' it's not like I'd force ya with allat goin' on...

But thank ya for takin' the time to come by anyway though- 'preciate it! 'specially since I'm definitely not used to all of this kinda stuff happenin' for my birthday..."

Mace takes the gift into his hands and grins. He debates opening it now, but ultimately decides against it.

- Mace (🔌)

[eldesperadont]

now that i know that a cis dude can see and be attracted to me as a man my brain decided to give these traits to my ex in my reoccurring dreams of him (i was never and im not out to the dude) im never free of that mf 💀

[dare-g]

Tbh I haven't been on here a lot this week cause I had been focused on that stitch so bad to the extent I wasn't letting myself have breaks and I was staying up late to keep doing it and tbh after so many days it was just making me feel sick/stressed.. but I did make myself go see Stopmotion anyway cause I had been looking forward to it and im going to be out of town the next couple days.. anyway Stopmotion was a horror film centered around the creation process artist go through and how putting yourself into your art can effect you ect and tbh it just made me feel worse

[fiie]

Same girl. I had a pretty bad mental health spell where I was having panic attacks almost every day (pretty sure I developed panic disorder) from the stress of working my full time job. And you have very little down time to recover

me 🤝 you

fr this is so me😭 it's kinda embarrassing, but I've had so many breakdowns at work that they started putting up mental health posters around the workplace 💀

I hope you're doing okay, anon 🥺🩷

[crowleys-bentley-and-plants]

If i didnt feel the urge to throw up every time i have to speak in front of an audience i would follow in my father's footsteps and make the funniest most unhinged presentations ever this man said "our goal is to make people's lives miserable... Im sorry, measurable" in front of hundreds of people and got away with it legend

[pandaemoanium]

a friend asked me to participate in Zineton with them and i think i wanna give it a shot. its scary as hell bc ive never made zines before but i hope itll be a fun learning experience

[trucbiduleschouettes]

I hate travelling by train it's so much more stressful than taking a plane

[andromacheflints]

i love the whole world violently. and i dont want to finish this paper

[4giorno]

jumpscare warning!!!!!

[noxtivagus]

i'm so happy i'll cry so bad when i finally open it 😭😭

[toastsnaffler]

ugh my hearing has been so much worse than usual and it's starting to rly get to me :-(

[cjadewyton]

You ever look at your calendar and just 👁️👁️

“Someone please cancel on me”

[vonlipvig]

guys i am never finishing this game i've been staring at this screen for half an hour I CAN'T PICK AAAAA I MISS MY SYSTEM OF CHECKS AND BALANCES

[draemers]

i feeeel so anxious rn how am i supposed to sleep