#AND OFCOURSE WALKER

[blessedchaosgod]

Th fact that Annabeth saw exactly how much of a backstabber Luke was in the last episode is haunting. She saw her older-brother figure since she was seven, literally stab her best friend in the back. And you can see how much he didn't want her to see that side of him and how betrayed she feels.

[bon-is-gone]

Help I'm hyperfixating on like 5 things and it's a mess-

[beforeimdeceased]

dog walker ellie who frowns as she sees you walking towards her while she’s picking up shit speckled with mysteries in it. standing tall to greet you and hide the grotesque monstrosity behind her, nearly tripping and stepping in it. “don’t look, i think she’s been eating toilet paper. and there’s also a mystery leaf?”

the poor dog who’s been lectured about it so many times is just laying on the ground peacefully. tired from the strength it took to get all of that crap out. (literal crap, like actual crap.)

and this isn’t the best time but she can’t pass up the opportunity to tell you how pretty you look. how it makes up for all the ugly shit she’s got to clean up and no no no a pretty girl like you should not be touching dog poo. let her finish up and then you two can talk about that date you’d had planned.

but you’re laughing shyly to yourself because you did not plan a date and she’s going to have to admit that she’d imagined that in her silly little head. ofcourse, she agrees. “sometimes when i’m around you i get so happy that i can’t tell if it’s a dream or not.” then she pinches herself and cartoonishly yelps at how hard she’s done it. and when you’re still there, she flashes a smile.

[d3adgayw1zardwr1t3r]

Jegulus / Jegulily Microfic (can be read as both)

TW: flashback/panic attack (it's not super clear which)

Tags: Hurt/Comfort, toddler Harry Potter, everyone lives/no one dies, Jegulus, Jegulily, if you squint, Lily is fantastic, Jegulily co-parents Harry

Summary: Regulus is recovering from a flashback/panic attack, Harry, James, and Lily all help take care of him <3

Rating: Teen for paniced themes

Word count: 1.3k

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It was quiet. It wasn't a bad quiet, it was a sort of quiet that felt like what home should be. Comfortable. Safe. Tense, at times. It was a homely quiet.

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Regulus Black had been having a shit day, a really, inevitably, utterly shit day. He's spent the Saturday doing all the unfun errands, alone nonetheless.

Lily was having afternoon tea with her girlfriends (platonic? Maybe not? He wasn't sure on the current crush status, he might ask tonight if she was 'round the house.) James was with Harry for the day, presumably at home, Regulus wasn't sure.

It wasn't a sunny day. Atleast not when Regulus was on his way home. It was raining, pouring, and the thunder screaming. He was a half block away, he could see Harry in his little red boots and a slytherin-green Pancho (it's a multi-house family, ofcourse Harry doesn't choose a team, what is the 4 year old? The sorting hat?)

Regulus can see James on the front stoop, under the over-hang 'Finally' Regulus thought, he gets to see his sun.

Regulus is 3 houses down when the sky decides to roar louder than a crashing plane. Regulus is 3 houses down when he suddenly cannot breathe. Regulus is 3 houses down when he feels like his lungs are filled with water and he's drowning again.

James Potter is standing outside, playing with Harry in the rain. Lily had gotten home a few minutes ago, she was inside getting clean clothes and making Harry a little snack as a surprise for the fawn. James Potter sees Regulus when he's half a block away, and he's excited to see his bright star again.

Regulus was a fast walker, he'd be home in a moment. James directed his attention back to Harry, who was splashing in puddles, and definitely was going to need a bath tonight

A sharp crack of thunder and lightning tore through the sky.

"Hey, little love, let's step inside and get dried off, Papa's right down the road!"

Harry giggled excitedly, "Yay!!" He turned to look down the street, and surely enough, his papa was right there. Something didnt look right, was papa crying..? "Dada, what's wrong with Papa?"

"What do you mean, little love?" James looked up the street, and 3 doors down, Regulus was frozen, face pale and hyperventilating, 'shit'

"I see little love, I don't think Papa is feeling very well, can you go inside and find Mama to help you with your rain clothes? We'll be inside shortly, okay Haz?"

"Okay Dada" Harry said nervously, he wanted to help, but he wasn't sure what was wrong, so he listened, pulling open the storm door and disappearing inside.

Regulus black was in James Potter's eyes within 30 seconds of sky's war cry.

"Love, it's me, you're okay, you're almost home, you're with me love, it's alright." James frantically reassured

Regulus could slowly ground himself, he was okay, he was almost home, he was with James.

"C'mon love, let's get you home, it's alright"

Regulus nodded, but he did not move. Thunder shook the sky, and Regulus jumped each time.

"It's okay love, I'll bring you home, I've got you, you're here, with me."

Regulus barely registered getting picked up, one of James arms wrapped around his lower back, and the other supporting his entire body under his legs. Regulus tucked his head in the curve of James neck, eyes closed.

"We're home, love"

'I'm home'

"We're safe, it's alright"

'I'm safe'

Regulus could see again, but he kept his eyes closed. It was too much to register right now. All he needed was James.

A moment ago, Lily had heard a tiny Harry potter crash into the house, rain boots being tossed to the floor, she set down her book immediately to find her little guy. When she stepped out of the living room, she saw a disturbed Harry, frantically trying to tear off his rain coat. The zipper caught.

"Hey little love what's wrong?" She tenderly asked. Harry got upset like this sometimes.

Harry just made a high-pitched, frantically sad noise

"Here Haz, let me help you" Lily zipped the coat back up a little to get it uncaught, and them back down and right off. Harry sniffled as small tears fell under his foggy glasses.

Sometimes it was hard to talk when Harry got upset, and all the adult new this, so it's best to stick to simple questions

"Uppies?" Lily offered, Harry nodded. As she picked him up she glanced out the storm door and saw Regulus in James' arms, and she peiced together the situation as best she could.

Lily carried Harry to the kitchen and set him on the counter as she spelled the kettle on. She walked to the fridge to pull out a small container, grabbed 2 spoons from the drawer, and walked back to stand next to Harry, handing him a spoon and giving him a little kiss on the head.

If Regulus had opened his eyes, he would have seen Harry and Lily eating sugar covered strawberries on the counter of the kitchen island. Regulus kept his eyes closed, he was fighting his own battle right now.

James carried Regulus to his room, dark and peppered with books and pens. Carefully, he placed Regulus on the floor in the back corner, Regulus's favorite place to sit, and sat down next to him. They shuffled around for a moment amongst the pillows and blankets, James wrapped Reg's favorite blanket around him, without a word. Did you need a word when you were home?

Regulus opened his eyes as soon as they reached his room, and as soon as he was on the floor wrapped in a blanket, he curled up all the way against the walls in the corner, protected by his sun.

James wrapped a comforting arm around Regulus, and pressed a loving kiss to his forehead. An unspoken 'you'll be alright, you aren't alone, I'm here with you, and I love you'

It was unclear how long they spent huddled in the corner together, but time didn't matter when they had the rest of their lives together.

A gentle knock came to the door, Regulus flinched but didn't jump. Lily cracked the door to peak inside. "Hey loves, if it's alright, Harry would like to come and bring you something?"

"Yeah, c'mon in fawn" Regulus quietly stated.

Harry stumbled in, holding a large mug that was only half full (a negotiation with no spilled fluids) and in dry clothes, although the scent of rain proved he still needed a bath tonight. His eyes were a little red, James felt a pang of guilt when he'd realized Harry had been crying, but he seemed alright now, and that's what matters.

"Hi Papa" Harry sniffled, holding out the mug of tea

"Hey, small star" Regulus took the tea and gave it a curious sip 'mint with just a little sugar' he thought, it was perfect.

Harry dug into his cargo short pocket and brought out a small bandage "I brought you a bandaid because you looked hurt, and I saw Dada carry you through the kitchen so it had to be bad, and bad boo-boos get band-aids"

Regulus lightly giggled at the sweetness and gratefully accepted the bandaid, "That's very kind of you, thank you, little star"

"You're welcome Papa, I love you!!" Harry said, as he scooted in with his dads, between James' legs as he played with Harry's still damp hair.

Lily looked over lovingly at the pile of human in the corner. She was perfectly content with this life. She silently closed the door as Harry sleepily lay against his Dada's chest.

Harry's bath would have to wait till tomorrow.

[avatarrecom]

Day 2: Eating out

Pairing: Poly!recoms x Recom!reader (can be read as character x reader)

Word count: 1k

A/N: First time writing smut, so it probably sucks lol. I'm using the tag #Kinktober Avatar_Recom for my kinktober stories.

And I'm starting to use the tag #Avatar_Recom writing for all my other writing, so be sure to follow those tags!

Kinktober masterlist

🌍 Recom Miles Quaritch Can’t get enough of your taste. He has you sitting on the edge of his office desk. If he could do all his colonel work with your cunt on his mouth all day, he would. It relaxes him to eat you out. (it’s the ritthem, it calms his mind) He honestly won’t care if someone walks in when he eats you out, but will lose his shit if the person doesn’t turn around immediately. Always overstimulates you. He needs to coax at least five orgasms from you in ten minutes, or he has done something wrong.

😈 Recom Lyle Wainfleet He eats you out for his own pleasure. I mean ofcourse he cares about your pleasure, But he eats you out because he loves your taste and sounds, not because it feels good for you. Definitely eager, almost too eager. He focuses so much that he kinda space out and he doesn’t really hear anything anymore. Not even you can really get through to him. That means that he usually continues until you’re either squirming and/or crying too much, or one of your other lovers walks in. Sometimes you’ll be crying so much from overstimulation that one (usually all) of your other lovers walk in to check on you because they heard you crying and they were worried. (God bless Lyle, he gets a heart attack when someone suddenly walks in)

🍬 Recom Z-dog Loves to eat you out. Especially if you’re sitting on her face. She’ll make you grind your cunt on her face. Loves it when your thighs are suffocating her. If she dies with your cunt on her face, she'll die a happy woman. She’s so used to chewing gum, that you have to remind her to take her gum out, before she eats you out. She forgot a few times and you thought it was really gross, but she honestly didn’t mind. (god why am I writing this, my grandma’s would chase me with their wooden spoons if they found out) On the phone with the sinner store: Yeah, one order of holy water please (and her, cuz I need her to eat me out.) god I need to touch some grass.

🥽 Recom Walker I guarantee she'll have you squirming and moaning with just her mouth within seconds. Always lies between your thighs, so she can see your whole naked body with just one glance. She’s the one who decides when you can cum. She says that you can’t come at all? Too bad. She says not yet? You better delay your orgasm until she says so. Always has a tight grip on your thighs, you won’t move unless she allows you to. She can eat you out for literal hours. She’ll just keep fucking her tongue in and out of your cunt like it’s her first meal in a decade.

😎 Recom Mansk He only goes slow. Doesn’t like frantically eating you out. He likes to take his time with you. Making you squirm. He has memorized every tell, twitch and reaction of your body. Definitely does a certain move, to draw out a certain reaction. He eats you out like he has days to eat his last meal.

🧯 Recom Prager When I say this man worships your body, I mean he whoreships your body (see what I did there). He’s literally on his knees before you. You always have the ends of his bandana twisted around your fingers. Does what you need him to do. If you need him to suck on your clit? He’ll be sucking like it’s a lollipop. You need him to fuck you with his tongue? He’ll tongue fuck you like his life depends on it.

⚕️ Recom Ja Gets pussydrunk the moment he tastes you. Loves to eat you out, but he wants to continue as fast as he can to actually fucking you. But in that short time he really knows how to make you cum. Definitely uses the spelling words trick. But he seriously makes it work. Loves to nuzzle the side of his face against the plush of your thigh.

🧢 Recom Brown He definitely knows what he’s doing. Wants to make you scream so everyone knows you’re his. If you’re not loud enough, he’ll just keep going until he’s satisfied with how loud you are. Lives for your moans. If someone walks in (investigating why someone’s screaming like they’re getting murdered), he definitely keeps eating you out, while maintaining eye contact with whoever walked in. He’s way too smug that the person who walked in can see that he’s the one who’s making you feel good. Even when it’s one of your other lovers.

📿 Recom Lopez Isn’t big on making you cum as much as possible in a short period of time. He likes to take his time and give you the most earth shattering, world rocking orgasms. If he has a day off, you better prepare for his head between your thighs for at least half the day. Really knows what he’s doing. You better learn Spanish. Because he’ll praise the hell out of you. Kinda likes it if you don’t speak Spanish, he’ll make his praise so much more vulgar. He 100% ‘accidentally’ nips at you with his fangs. Loves to draw a little trickle of blood when he nips at you. Tell me I’m wrong, the man lives for a little pain, just look at how much tattoo’s he has. 

⛓️ Recom Fike He definitely grinds his hips into the mattress while he’s eating you out.  Can cum untouched to your sounds. When you’re laying on your back with him lying on his stomach between your thighs, you’ll see his tail waving through the air. Like a cat's tail. He almost moans as loud as you because he loves your taste. Anxious if you like what he’s doing. Needs you to praise him during. For confidence. Totally not because he gets off on it.

[first-edition]

Sunset

Bucky x sick!reader

Cow- death, terminal illness, sadness, angst, talk of medical treatment.

You’ve wanted nothing more that to watch the beach’s sunset so Bucky takes you to see your last sunset.

Did i cry during this yes…yes i did.

(Not proof read.)

Music I listened to while writing (Weathered-stripped by James walker)

You sit in the front seat of the car watching out the window seeing the sparkling water and little ant like people in the glowing sand.

A smile is spread across your face. Bucky places his hand on your thigh you look at him smiling happy he’s taking you.

As you find a parking spot more and more peopl leave the beach. Ofcourse there are few who stay to set up thier fire pits but most of them are family’s who are done for the day.

“This is literally a perfect spot!” You squeal putting up the middle seat bit in buckys truck to sit closer you him. He gladly opens his arm to you wrapping it around your shoulders giving your hair a kiss.

“Oh doll look!” He points out the dolphins in the water. You gasp sitting up smiling.

“I swear that was planned!” You giggle watching. You frown as you cough wrapping your arm around your face.

“Come here… you alright?” Bucky asks worriedly as he brings you back in his arms. You nod laying your head back on his shoulder.

They soon disappear back home to the water and you return back into bucks arms. It’s quiet between you too. Buckys hand rests on your head caressing your hair.

“Thank you.” You say feeling tired probably from the long drive and your meds.

“For what?” He asks.

“For this…for taking care of me.” You reply snuggling closer wrapping your arms around him. He chuckles.

“You’re welcome. Besides I take care of you because I love you and I love you because I take care of you.” He says

“I love you too.” You say glancing up at him.

“Your gonna get better doll.” Bucky says trying for his voice not to break.

The past 6 months you’ve been sick. From getting diagnosed to having to go to the hospital almost everyday, being in too much pain to walk, to throwing up anything you ate. It came on so suddenly and has stayed for so long with constant treatments and hospitalization Bucky has been there the entire time. Being together for two year prior getting your own place and of course you child Alpine.

“Mmhm.” You reply to him. You sigh admiring the waves and sun as it sets the glowing orange and purples. As much as you want to take a picture your arms are glued around Bucky his scent filling your nose.

Bucky watches the sunset his blue eyes watering as he can hear your heart beat slow. A lump forming in his throat and eyes becoming foggy with tears.

“Y/n…” he says

“Mm.” You let out a sound of recognition.

“I really really love you..so much.” He says his voice breaking.

A small smile form on your face as a tear fall down his cheek.

Your grip around him loosens as your arms fall. The steady beating of your heart stops as the breath Bucky was holding is let out with a sob. He wraps his other arm around you pulling you closer to him as he cries into you.

His pained sobs ring throughout the car as he holds you tightly in his arms. He kisses your head inhaling your smell wanting nothing more than to hear you heart again. The once plethora of colors in the sky is now dark with the stars shining through the sun roof.

“Doll?” He asks not wanting to admit it to himself. But the lack of answer from you causes another hitch of his breath.

Knowing your gone for good breaks him you told him to live when you’re gone but he can’t…not with out you.

[tokillamockingbird427]

hello :)

as it is literally night while im writing this(totally not the only time actually free in my room/desk and go through my mess of thoughts) , i was thinking deeply about a logan (voice) hc that i decided to share here. im not too sure if this was talked about already a LONG time ago but feel free to let me know :D

mainly, it revolves around if he gets comfortable enough and decided to talk around other people besides hesh & elias, because well, social gatherings are scary. but even between elias & hesh, i feel as though he really just uses sign language unless its in a place he truly feels comfortable in talking in.

but getting more into the mans voice, i feel as though he mainly speaks in a whisper, or if anything is a soft speaker. a soft speaker with a raspy, soothing voice with a bit of an accent if we add ur head cannon of hesh & logan being of mixed race bc of mama walker ! (if we add in the (multilingual) hc from my first/second ask, his voice would of course be with a way more deeper accent.) and the reason why i chose him being a soft spoken speaker was mainly cause the walkers kinda generally have a soft spoken voice when theyre not yelling :). (i noticed that when i watched a 4 hour play through for the second time to really analyze the characters for fun.)

now, if we really think about it, his voice is pretty good to fall asleep to and is generally shocking(but not like keegans…his is a whole ‘nother story like your post on it lmao.). and if we add how hes a menace, its something that really catches you off guard when the usually quiet guy is talking so lowly of you with a soft raspy voice.

but ofcourse if we talk about all the ghosts here, hesh would be the main contributor to have him talk more, as the supportive older brother, with elias also following in. not too sure what the other ghosts would do besides surprised pikachu face or being excited over the fact logans starting to get comfortable with them cause i know that shit took long.(i feel like some walruss moments may also happen...)

(my main boost of energy to write this was listening to some S.O.A.D(system of a down) and my very mixed up playlist lmao)

—🎧 anon

Hullo! Good to see you again. I think you did talk about it but only a bit, so I'm very happy to hear you elaborate!

Yes, I agree. Depends on the people he's talking to AND the environment. Like the mess hall? No thank you. Just chilling in his room with Hesh? He'll talk his brothers ear off. (Funny scenario, a Ghostie becoming very confused when they hear two people talking in a room when there's only Logan+Hesh in there because they outright forget Logan's not 100% mute. No briancells for these guys.)

Oh, fun fact, and a less mentioned HC I have, I like to give Logan a tablet for speaking when he encounters people who don't know ASL. Has quick words button but also a place he can just type. And sound effects! He fucking loves the sound effects. I have this HC because he seems to just have a tablet on him a LOT in the game, so why not for speaking purposes?

You and me be shaking hands over combing the game for details lmao. Though tbh I didn't think to focus specifically on their voices, so I now have a reason for another playthrough! >:D

Logan speaks like he's doing asmr lol. But less joking, yes yes, very much I like. I like think Logan might have some gravel in his voice, but unlike Keegan (Majority gravel+bass) his is more raspy than gravely. (And his voice isn't as deep.)

Elias and Hesh being around could be what helps Logan acclimate to speaking around the Ghosts more. They're "safe places" for him, so it could start with him talking to them specifically around the Ghosts, which then transitions to him speaking to the other Ghosts directly.

I think Keegan, being similar in the sense that he's quiet (but not as quiet at Logan) would be the first Logan really speaks too. Which is absolutely something Keegan would love to brag about. He's the favorite after Elias and Hesh and the rest of you can SUCK IT! It's also a tell of how comfortable Logan is with Keegan. He's an outlier because he's not only the first Ghost Logan gets comfortable speaking to, he's also the record holder for how quickly Logan starts speaking to someone. Which may or may not have something to do with the crush Logan has on him.... ehehehe.

[seolarzone]

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⋆ ┆big yess ➡ CATS !!!! and other animals too but mainly cats, psychology, music no specific genre and ofcourse recs are always appreciated, reading any genre but especially thriller and fantasy, i love food and drinks, poetry and quotes, the scenery and cosmic elements, watching movies and anime and reading mangas, cooking asmr not eating, the rain and snow, plushies, and taking candid pictures ! don't think twice to drop me pictures or recommendations on any of these topics !!!

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⋆ ┆ watching ➡ brooklyn 99

⋆ ┆ listening ➡ the grudge, olivia rodrigo

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⋆ ┆ ultimate groups ➡ stray kids, nct, the boyz, seventeen

⋆ ┆ ultimate biases ➡ Seo Changbin, Lee Taeyong, Na Jaemin, Kim Sunwoo, Xu Minghao (The8), Hwang Yeji, Ha Sooyoung (yves), Lee Yubin (dami).

⋆ ┆ other groups ➡ day6, enhypen, ive, newjeans, txt, dreamcatcher, itzy, one pact, loona, ateez, blackpink, twice, lesserafim, p1harmony, stayc, aespa, gidle, astro, the rose, riize

⋆ ┆other biases ➡ remaining skz members, jeon wonwoo, (haechan), dong sichen (winwin), choi beomgyu, kim bora (sua), lee chaeryeong, shin ryujin, jeong jinsol (jinsoul), jung wooyoung, kim hongjoong, ji changmin (q), yoon keeho, haku shota (soul), park jihyo, myoi mina, huh yunjin, yu jimin (karina), ning yizhuo (ningning), song yuqi, song eunseok, hong sunghan.

⋆ ┆ non kpop ➡ I do listen to a lot of non kpop artist too and in multiple languages as well, currently I'm listening to sings in multiple Indian languages, Japanese, Chinese, German and French. I am always open to new recommendations so feel free to drop in your favourites anytime!!!

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[hexedwinchester]

Heya! This is the Cas girly anon, and I'd just like to say i completely understand your answer! Ofcourse, i love cas, but i seriously dont understand why some people who love cas/misha could hate sam/Jared

And celebrating Walker being cancelled? Why??

I didnt even know it was cancelled, and it sucks bc from what ive heard its really good!

I completely agree with you, if you dont like a piece of media, scroll past, dont ruin it for others

Nobody is forcing you to like anything, so move on

hello cas girly!

yeah.. apparently some blogs do that. I've seen tweets about being happy because that meant Jared was unemployed.. Don't know why.. :(

Yes, despite its good ratings Walker was cancelled. They announced it in late May.. it was because CW wanted to move away from scripted shows. They would rather put money into cheaper content than something like Walker and all the other shows they cancelled this year. Big time bummer if you ask me..

Exactly.. everyone is different and will like different things for different reasons. like you said, you don't like something.. just keep scrolling.. nobody's opinions should bother you so much that you get into fight. Kinda defeats the purpose of a fandom..

anyway, it's always nice to meet someone with a different mindset who can still be respectful of yours..

Thanks again! :)

[butterpony100]

jay seabound au where he becomes lightning to stop wojira.

(With some fun lil twists?? Maybe idk it’s peak brainrot hours)

anyway after that, Nya starts going mad on a manhunt to find a way to bring him back. With her slowly becoming more unstable and the team missing a crucial member, they all dispersed over time like before. In the meantime Jay is living the highlife being able to zip around to his hearts content. Note: he looses his memories during this. Aka, he looses the memories of Nadakan and Unagami + whatever other fuckos traumatized him. Continuing, he bumps into this weird wind guy a few times while passing through storms in the sky’s of ninjago. (Totally morro btw) they don’t talk much but do race eachother every so often and vibe in the low rumble of the brewing storms. That is, Ofcourse until the anniversary of the whole sitch with wojira comes around and people release paper lanterns into the sky. Rather than recognizing his name and getting his memories back, he only vaugly recalls some importance to the name ‘jay’. So he goes down to the surface to look around, pogoing off of the occasional telephone wire. He ends up in the heart of ninjago city, where a giant parade of ppl are listening to someone give a speech (this person being Wu).also briefly recognizing this weird old man, Jay decides to follow him, ending back up at the temple. (Btw only Nya and Zane stay at the temple anymore. Lloyd is window washing, Kai is at his dojo, and I think Cole might take the time to reconnect with his dad and prob hang out with the walkers since he and jay were close) and a curious but very stupid jay runs into an exhausted Nya running off of 32 hours of caffeine. TLDR, he scares the shit out of her, which causing her to drop her hot coffee *onto sparky boi* also scares him and he bolts (literally). Fuck I made a paragraph ANYWAY Zane finds her in the hall and is mostly just concerned that she’s started hallucinating again (yes the bad bitch has been hallucinating and no she will not admit it) but Nya swears she did and convinced Zane to try and gather the others, tho the only one who agreed to come was Kai (and that’s mostly because his older brother senses were ringing at the news of her all nighters). Lloyd didn’t want to come because obviously and Cole was still struggling with Jay’s loss and helping the grieving walkers. But eventually, after another several hours of staying awake, Jay finally popped back by the monastery and peaked his lil head into the room, where a far too awake for her own good Nya immediately spotted him and scares him off again. It’s only reviewing the footage in the lair that she proves it to the others, who promise to help her only if she gets some fucking sleep, which she denies off the bat. She starts packing to go looking for jay on her own before Wu knocks her out with some sleeping incense. In the time they let Nya sleep, they try to gather the others again, both Lloyd and Cole finally agreeing because of the footage. Course, when they end up all meeting in the lair and Nya wakes up after a 20 hour coma, she’s irate and frustrated that they haven’t gone looking for Jay yet. (In this id think that the fight is between Cole and Nya instead) and while their arguing, the spook a nearby Jay who accidentally short circuits the whole electrical grid of the lair, Making a certain glowy electric boi very obvious and very prominent. Before Nya can scare him off again, Lloyd calms Jay down. (Btw when in this elemental state this poor bean’s anxiety skyrockets) they talk and make a plan to do the whole Aspheera thing, Pixal rerouting a large genorator for Jay to route his powers into while their gone so they don’t go out of control. Jay still can’t remember who the heck these people are but something in his brain is telling him to listen to them so he’s going with it. (Continuing in another post cause whoops I made this too long for tumblrs word cap)

[the-writing-ninja]

A decade of grieving

(basically Cole angst the fic) (ft. writer trying his best to write Jay (no srsly how do you write Jay in a mature setting that wouldn't come off as obnoxious genuinely))

-TW// mentions of death and grieving.

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[Jay is walking around the monastery in search of his best friend. He then bumps into Kai.]

Kai: Look where you're walking Walker!

Jay: Har-Har very funny.

Kai: Just messin' with ya.

Jay: Well maybe, some of us are not in the mood for messing around Kai.

Kai: Ohkay wow, who lit up your fuse, lightbulb?

Jay: It's just that I've been searching for Cole since morning, I have to show him this funny meme I found. [Jay shows Kai his phone.]

Kai: [Puts down Jay's phone] ...right

Jay: Have you seen him?

Kai: Now that you've mentioned it, even I haven't seen him around since like?? yesterday night?

Jay: Let's ask Zane, maybe he knows?

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[The two then head to the monastery's underground lair, where Zane is helping Pixal build a mech.]

Jay: Zane, Pixal, have you guys seen Cole??

Pixal and Zane, in sync: No, I'm afraid I haven't. [Kai lets out a giggle, Zane and Pixal look at him with a confused gaze.]

Kai: [now trying to control his giggling,] Don't worry about it-

Pixal: If you insist.

Jay: Can we get back on topic please??

Kai: Right, yeah, my bad.

Kai: So, do you guys like- have a clue where he might be?

Zane: I'm afraid I do not. However, I might know why he's away.

Kai: Really??

Jay: Why???

Zane: Today is the 10th anniversary of Lily's passing.

Jay:

Kai: ..Oh.

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[Cole is climbing a mountain, the very same one he scaled when his mother had passed away to handle his grief. He was only thirteen back then, now he is twenty-three.]

Cole: I can't believe it! I-I thought I was over it-

Cole: I thought I grieved enough.

Cole: Then why then am I feeling- so- [Cole grunts]

[He reaches the top. He then sits down on the same spot Wu had all those years ago.]

Cole: I just,

Cole: I just can't believe it's been 10years.

Cole: I can't believe she hasn't-

Cole: That she hasn't been in my life for a whole decade-

[He looks up at the sky, perhaps with some hope of seeing her one more time.]

Cole: Get yourself together Cole.

Cole: [Sigh] And I'm talking to myself again.

Cole: I just-, miss her, so much..

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[Back at the monastery after filling Lloyd and Nya in on the situation, the ninja all devise a plan.]

Nya: Do you think it would work?

Kai: Ofcourse. I'm not the geckle chancellor for nothin' sis.

Lloyd: You might be the geckle chancellor Kai but would Shintaro allow you in in the first place?

Kai:

Zane: Considering how close Princess Vania and Cole's relationship is I think she would readily let you in after hearing about Cole's predicament.

Jay: And we will ask very nicely~

Lloyd: Well, all in agreement then?

Jay: Yee-up

Nya: Yeah!

Kai: Heck yeah!

Zane: Affirmative.

Lloyd: Alright, it's settled then, next stop Shintaro!

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[Back to Cole now, he is still sitting at the top of the mountain wondering whether he should start heading back or not.]

Cole: They're probably worried about me.

Cole: I didn't even tell Zane or Master Wu I was leaving.

Cole: I should start climbing down..

Cole: Maybe i'll get back to the monastery before dinner.

Cole: I should call dad up once to check up on him..

[He starts descending the mountain.]

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[After a long journey Cole stops by the outskirts of ninjago city to check up on his dad. He rings the doorbell, but to his surprise he isn't greeted with a response. Then it hits him-]

Cole: ...He's also grieving the same way he did all those years ago huh..

Cole: [holding back his tears.] ..out singing and dancing again, ey dad?

[He leaves and heads back to the monastery. It's around dinner time now. Hope no one has noticed his absence, he doesn't want to be bombarded with a million questions today...]

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[Before opening the gates to the monastery, he gives himself a reminder.]

Cole: Whatever happens, you'll not cry Cole.

[He is supposed to be the foundation that forms the backbone of the team, he can't let himself cry infront of them, can he?]

[He's the strong one afterall, right?]

[Cole opens the door and heads inside.]

Cole: Hey guys!

[He notices that all the ninja are gathered in the living room.]

Cole: Why are all of you here? Isn't it dinner time? Oh I sure hope the dessert is some good ol' cake!

Cole:

Cole: ..um guys?

Kai: You don't have to pretend man.

Jay: Yeah it's okay-

Cole: [Looking away] I don't understannd what you guys are saying?

[Kai gets up and goes to Cole. He takes his hand and places something in his palm and closes it.]

[Cole opens his palm.]

[It's the pendant Lily gave to Gleck.]

Kai: We're here for you bud.

Jay: Yeah! Just like how you're always there for us!

[Cole finally breaks. It is the first time any of the other ninja have seen him cry.]

Cole: I'm- so-

Cole: i'm so sorry-

[Jay hugs him.]

Jay: You're my best friend you don't have to apologize for crying in front of me.

Kai: Wow that's the most intelligent thing i've ever heard come outta your mouth.

[Cole chuckles, the others also crack a smile. Jay doesn't mind being the punching bag if it is to make his best friend laugh.]

Kai: Feeling better?

Cole: Yeah..

Cole: I love you guys.

Jay: We love you too you big clod.

[They all sit down on the couch. Cole is at the centre w/ Kai and Jay around him. Nya and Pixal are standing behind the couch, Lloyd is sitting on the armrest and Zane is seated at the bottom.]

[Cole sits there looking wishfully at his mother's amulet. He pauses.]

Cole: [sigh] I can't keep this..

Cole: Mom gave it to the geckle not me..

Kai: I asked him if you could have it and he said yes.

Zane: Which was oddly very out of character for Gleck.

Kai: Eh don't worry about it i'm sure he didn't mind it- much.

Jay: Which meansss,

Lloyd: You can keep it Cole!

[Cole holds the pendant close to chest and starts sobbing. He doesn't apologize this time, for he realizes that he's with his family, who'll just as readily be there for him as he would for them.]

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[That night Cole finally managed to let out all the grief he had buried inside for the past decade, surrounded by people who loved and cared about him, who patiently stayed by his side till he was feeling okay.]

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[yallaya-blog]

Ok quick breakdown as to why I think Terra and Markus have so much rivalry!! Maybe its too late for this but SPOILER WARNING FOR SHOW ONLYS 🙏 and this is super long so bear with me

Terra and Markus don’t essentially hate eachother, theyre really just envious of eachothers lives, so really theyre just too blinded by jealousy to realize they don’t really hate eachother. We see them quarrel as young children but its nothing too major (markus breaking terras ipod). However whenever they are drawn in the same scene together (cory walkers doodle blog posts or again scenes from the actual comics) theyre drawn as young adults/exiting their teenage years, and its usually in a setting were Terras ascending down from the sky and Markus laying in rubble (presumably after a fight). I feel like this could be a metaphor for Terra looking down on him with pity, and Markus looking up at her with jealousy.

Markus is jealous of Terra’s life because shes an alien who was raised on an alien planet, whos always known shes an alien. Markus is an alien raised on a human planet, and didnt even know he was an alien up until he was 4, when mark told him of Viltrum’s origins. Terra is close to the empire (that she later chose to detach from which is okay!!) and their father and Markus is envious of that, hes envious that she seems to be automatically given their fathers validation (example of this would be her being taken on missions with Mark, being put into training under the mentorship of Kregg) meanwhile he feels like he has to earn it, that it has to be rewarded (him becoming earths new Imvincible, his reason for do-goodings being in hopes their father will recognize him and be proud, and to make him feel more included with the empire and their family. Terras life had a gradual shift from quiet to loud, Markus life is relatively quiet and discrete, but he desires that loud, adventurous life of his older sister. Markus also had to BUILD UP a team or join one, it isn’t really stated if he joined the NEWER guardians of the globe or not but he definitely worked along side them, meanwhile Terra had that team support already provided when she joined the Conservation Order (brinigng it up again later!) And a canon reason why Markus envies Terra is her conception in contrast to his (this is revealed after he attacks Mark). Markus says that he feels his existence is a constant reminder that he was made with hate and that Terra was made with love. He knew that Mark always loved Terra more, and he hated himself because he felt he could never be good enough for Mark BECAUSE of his conception (fuck u an*ssa). Markus feels his mother always doomed him to be bad, and that Terra’s mother destined her for greatness, because Eve is the love of Mark’s life, and an*ssa is a woman who traumatized Mark forever. Markus strives to fit what he thinks Marks narrative of greatness would be, and his way of doing that was carrying on his legacy as Invincible. Markus could also be envious that Terra got to know their uncle and grandfather before they died, they held her, talked back, meanwhile he has to talk to a cold grave that Nolan doesn’t even rest under.

Terra is envious of Markus’ life because he grew up in a two parent household (until an*ssa died during Mark’s battle with Thragg) with an emotionally available mother he could relate to (in terms of powers and species), and the people surrounding him didnt have a distaste for him because of his species considering they didnt (at the time) know he was a Viltrumite. Terra, up until she was 5, was raised by a single mother. This ofcourse isnt Eve nor Marks fault, he didnt intend on getting sucked back into the past for 5 years by some supernatural alien, and Eve didn’t intend on allowing him to leave for YEARS. Terra, being so young, was probably too young to understand why her father wasn’t there, and having him come back into her life after forgetting any memory of him, and then having him AND Eve have to leave to fight Thragg so he can’t harm their family again. Also canon reason when Thragg, Ursaal and Onaan temporarily “killed” her parents and permanently killed Oliver, she had a massive amount of guilt (has a panic attack after Haluma and Debbie catch her training, and on her back after crashing into the ceiling instead of playing with her infant cousins). She felt as if she was too weak to intervene or didn’t try hard enough to protect her family from harm and that she had failed her uncle, or failed to be strong. She feels Olivers obligation to protect her is what killed him, and it shattered her, that she feels because of her, her cousins are now fatherless and Halumas husband is gone. And when Haluma expressed she was afraid of losing her sons next, that definitely ignited a new found fear of Terras; getting killed and having her family weigh the guilt. Markus doesn’t have to bear the guilt of Olivers death, or feel guilty, but Terra does. Terra is envious that Markus always had that father figure beside him, shes jealous that Markus’ adoptive father Scott wasn’t bombarded with missions and enemies that could potentially harm her family or prevent him from being with them. Shes also jealous that the only “father” figure in her life before Mark came back was Kubian, Eves ex and Telia’s brother, and the first person to openly show distain for her for things she cant control (being a Viltrumite and a child), Eves ex who was a piece of shit. And he made it very clear to her that he hated her, while Markus had a loving adoptive father that doted on him and Molly, while her mother’s boyfriend hated her. Terra could also be jealous of the fact that, on a very mild scale, Markus can relate to his (disgusting) mother because they are the same species, look similar, and have the same abilities. In contrast to Eve, Terra and Eve are POLAR opposites, as opposite as mother and daughter can be. Terra doesnt look like Eve (shes 100% debbie/marks clone), she doesn’t have powers similar to Eves, they aren’t even exactly the same species. Markus could look to (BARF) anissa for guidance with his powers and understanding his herritage (well before she died), Terra couldn’t look to her mother to guide her because Eve isn’t a Viltrumite, and therefore lacks the knowledge to help Terra. Terras jealous that Markus has a quiet life with his loved ones that he has the option to be 1 on 1 with, without other people or events flocking in to interrupt, and the only quality time Terra gets with her parents after Marks coronation is being on a mission, training discipline, ex.

Their reasons for envying eachother are actually pretty similar, Terras is jealous of Markus’ dad being emotionally available, Markus is jealous of Terra’s father being their to validate and guide her. They both feel the need to achieve extravagant things in order to be great (Terra going to college to join the Conservation Order to save ecosystems and different planets, Markus becoming the new Invincible, carrying on Marks legacy). They both have major fights/battles, (Terras championship battle that she won against a man more than 5x her size, and Markus fighting that shadow creature that hurled Darkwing back up after he was thought to be dead after the Invincible War concluded). They also bear familial guilt, Markus is guilty of being the product of an event that traumatized Mark for life, and Terra weighs the guilt of being a contributing cause to Olivers death, he died protecting her, and all she could do was cry, because she wasn’t strong enough to fight back, and that there was nothing she could do to save him.

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH THEYRE JUST LITTLE BABIES MY SILLIES I hope they have a more repaired relationship in the show as time goes on, and hopefully get more Molly screentime. I can’t wait to see what Cory’s been brewing up in his witches cauldron on his blog page for Terra and Markus HEHEHE

[healingeasty]

I am a daughter of emotionally immature parents. My mum suffered from mental illness in intital years of her marriage and still had me and my elder sister. My dad was busy in building his business so he was also not present. I have learned from that lesson and decided to not have kids, not because I am against that idea but I realize that I am not a motherly person. I dont give enough crap about things to think that I will care for a child as the child want. I thought my siblings understood that lesson too.

My sister married two years ago. I have tried to have talks around this topic, family planning and all with her because I think this should be discussed, though ofcourse it should be discussed between partners but my sis tends to not put focus on things like this. Ignorance is bliss and all. She had a bad accidents just after her marriage, it resulted in her thigh bone, I think its called femur bone, breaking badly. She still hasn't recovered from it. She had two surgeries and because of no exercise, her weight also increased somewhat. Her doctors are still suggesting for her to walk with help from stick or walker.

I talked to her recently and she was saying how she was having stomach problems and her periods are a little late, nothing to worry as such truthfully but we'll know for sure in coming days. It could definitely be a false alarm.

What I am angry about the way she is taking it. She is still not fully healed, her body is in no position to carry a baby, mentally or physically yet she is okay with possibility of having a baby in that condition. I can't think of a worse time to have a baby yet here we are.

I will support her in the end if she is pregnant ofcourse. She is my sister and I will never abandon her but god, I wish she made decisions much more sensibily than just on a freaking whim.

[fandom-is-my-middle-name]

The constant weekly rush of endorphins has turned us spn fans and hellers into goddamn junkies.

If they don't give us some serotonin every week, by GOD we will MAKE some OURSELVES.

[chaashni]

The games we play

Remember our Gamer!Intern! Bucky??? This is him.

Warnings: Smut. Rough sex. Some gaming stuff. Toys. Presentations. General cockiness and chemistry.

James- because you're still not used to calling him Bucky- has this twisted little smirk on his face. Stupid hot-as-hell fucker. He's got his 'I'm-King-Zeus' vibe in your little conference room, flipping the bottle in his hands casually, watching you as you present your group's weekly work report in front of your managers.

He has been grating your nerves from the moment you flew into the premises, your skirt lopsided and hair fanned all over your shoulders from running all the way up- You had been roped into your favourite cafe three floors below, all your intentions set on grabbing a cuppa and fleeing but you had no idea when you sauntered over to the gaming booth there and ofcourse, you were late.

Bucky had made it his mission to annoy you today. Maybe it had a little to do with the competition you both devised over multiple rounds of minecraft, the loser being tasked to play the next round while finding ways to make the winner cum- and you had won them all.

All of last evening you had spent nestled on his cock, grinding against his thick girth while your pussy clenched and dripped all over him, groaning and cursing when Bucky lost again. With a loud cheer he had you on your knees, ass up on his couch, his cock rolling against your hips and then he pounded into you till you forgot all about the game, till all of your adrenaline was burned out and all you could do was sleep.

You didn't even realize when he had slipped a vibrating bullet into your bag, a quick text of 'have it in your pussy for the day, baby😈' and here you were.

Him and his stupid pink lips, his easy smile as he added on to something you said. It was killing you. Then Bucky puckered up said lips, the eyes of three of your colleagues, and two of your managers filled with lust, and you were done. How easy it is to piss you off. Those weren't their lips to look at.

Your fake couch had Walker of all people wincing- which in turn only made you sweeten your voice till it pricked your ears, sweetly calling for everybody's attention back on you.

That stupid grin was back too. Those pretty blue eyes all crinkled up, hands still wrapped around the bottle as Bucky shifted in his seat, his face turning serious as you continued with some statistic.

And then you felt it. The sudden vibration stemming from the metallic bullet which you had pushed between your folds as per Bucky's instruction in the cafe. It drummed to life, the sudden intensity having you lurch forward, your legs suddenly reduced to a weavy mess of muscles and tingles. You felt the burn zip down your spine as you clenched your eyes shut, turning sharply to the side to mask your embarrassment as a barrel of pleasure rolled down your face.

Focus.

"Hey, mind repeating what you said? I missed the last point." Bucky. Seriously? Was he a fifth standard student missing out on a dictation?

With clenched jaws, you caught his smirk, brushed away by his fingers before he was back to the picture-perfect employee everybody knew him to be.

Who knew this was the guy who jogged all the way over to your apartment from his gym because you once fleetingly mentioned you liked it when boxers wrapped their hands up. With thise wrapped up hands he held your wrists as he fucked you against the door of your bedroom, his lips pressed to your temple to hush you down, sweet nothings whispered in your ears along with the gravelly praises of "good girl."

Focus.

You forced out a smile, heaving a sigh of relief as the vibrations dulled down, your panties wet from the sudden stimulation, your heart rattling against its cage. You took a deep breath, catching Bucky's sneaky fingers hovering over his phone screen, now prepared for the next attack.

You narrowed your eyes as you repeated what you said, maintaining your composure till this meeting ended. When you did, Sean, one of your nicer bosses, clasped his hands together, calling you and Bucky over.

"I've got some drafts to format. They're old, should've been done ages back but we never got around to it. Tanya from Accounts will give you a setlist that needs to be updated, and I would prefer it be done before we go off for our weekends. Can I count on you two to take care of it?"

Bucky beamed as he nodded, receiving an encouraging pat on the shoulder. You nudged his side and he clasped your wrist behind you, discreetly, all while pretending to go through the file Sean was showing him.

Sneaky lil bitch. He nodded, holding out the file for you to examine, the cockiness replaced by a professionalism you always admired.

"We got it. I'll make sure everything's taken well care of."

Like hell he will.

[vintage-marina]

An important phone call pt. 3

pt. 1 pt. 2

Kit Walker x F!Reader

summary: Kit and you are trying to safe your (failing) marriage

wordcount: 1996 words

CW: cheating, forced steralization

inspired by: @undeadcortez

I don't know exactly the precise plot for Asylum anymore so I'm sorry about that lol

You had tried to dial the number from the couple counselor that lived nearby, but after you explained your situation the man didn't want to help and sent you away. You tried other counselors but they heard of Kit's reputation and didn't dare to help you two. You almost smashed the house phone against the wall and you sighed in desperation.

The last week you were reflecting your behavior and the behavior of Kit and Grace. What they did was unacceptable and you still teared up by the thought that he cheated on you with Grace. It maked you angry and sad at the same time, especially that he liked her or maybe even loved her. Jealous, the pit in your stomach was jealousy and it made you feel disgusting. You were never jealous, but now? Even after you made sort of up with Kit, you couldn't shake off the green monster that lived in your stomach. It ate you up and tore you apart.

Did Grace know that you had a husband? Ofcourse not, why were you blaiming her when you didn't even know the whole situation? Because it's easier to blame someone else and to escape the truth. The truth that he was willingly to cheat on you then be faithful. It was easier to break his vows then to follow, being loyal was harder for him then loving you. Because he did love you, but he wasn't faithful.

You found yourself sitting on the couch fiddling with the divorce papers. You loved him, love him and you will always love him. But a quiet voice in your head told you that Kit would never love you in the way he liked Grace, why would you even bother to safe your marriage? Because you pitied him?

No, you shaked your head. You loved him, that's why you want to safe your marriage, you loved him even though you shouldn't. But why only try to forgive Kit and not Grace, isn't that unfair? Maybe, no, yes. It is unfair, especially the guilty look she sent you your way or how sick she looked.

The bell rung and you jumped off the couch and picked up the phone.

''Hello?''

''Hello mrs. Walker,'' it was dr. Thredson.

''Oh hello doctor Thredson, is something wrong?''

''No nothing,'' you heard him smile through the phone. ''But I heard from Kit during his therapy session that the two of you have some family problems. Is that right?''

So Kit talked about everything that happend between the two of you.

''Yes,'' your eyes grew wide when you thought how he knew your phone number. ''But, how do you know my phone number?''

You heared him chuckle lightly from the telephone, ''it's in his file mrs. Walker, I'm not a stalker, don't worry.'' He chuckled again, it gave you an eerie vibe.

''But I rang you because I wanted to help,'' you looked out the window and you noticed that it was raining. ''You see, I can't help Kit when he has other problems that needed to be fixed. I thought by myself you two probably can't get a counselor couple to fix your problems and if you two had one, Kit can't go out off the asylum. So I thought I had to help you two if you accept my offer.''

You were baffled and surprised that he wanted to help.

''Yes, ofcourse I accept your offer! Thank you so much,'' he chuckled again, but this time you didn't get a bad vibe.

''Can you make it in one hour by Briarcliff, mrs. Walker?''

''Yes, ofcourse I can!''

''Goodby then mrs. Walker.''

''Goodbye.''

Happiness maked your way into your system and you felt hopeful for the first time. You went to your shared bedroom and pulled open Kit's closet to pick a sweather for him. You pulled out a dark green one that complimented his skin and you hold it in your arms, the last time you were in Briarcliff you noticed that it was a bit chilly in there, so it must be very cold with the raining. A sweather was the start of making it up.

You walked in the livingroom and picked up your car and home key and closed the door behind you. You felt nervous about seeing Kit again, did he miss you? You missed him, if you had to be honest.

The car ride was again uncomfortable but this time you put on the radio and you softly sang along with the Rolling Stones. The sweather was laying on the passenger seat of your car and rain was ticking on your windows. That was calming your nerves down.

You parked your car where it was the last time and you pushed the sweather under yours. Pushing the frontdoor open you maked your way into the asylum where dr. Thredson was waiting for you.

''Y/N, your finally here,'' he clasped his hand together and he turned his back to you. ''Follow me, please.''

The two of you were walking through the livingroom, you spotted Pepper but no sign of Grace or Lana, what happend to them?

''Doctor Thredson?''

He hummed, a sign for you to continue.

''Where are Grace or Lana?''

''Oh, Grace is laying in our infirmary, she was sick. I don't know the details, but Lana I think she had the permission to go away.''

''When? I wished I could say goodbye, you know?''

''A few days ago, I'm not sure the exact date, I'm sorry.''

You said nothing in return, but walked silently behind the doctor while the living room was a noise. You noticed that the asylum was colder then last week and you were thankful that you bring a sweather for Kit.

Thredson opened the door for you and you stepped inside his office, where Kit was sitting. When he heard the door creaking he turned his head and smiled a bit when he saw you taking a sweather from underneath yours

You stepped into the room and took the seat by Kit, holding it in your hands.

''Is that for me?'' He said quietly.

''Yes, for you,'' you shoved the sweather in his hands. You didn't knew how to act around him, he noticed that and dr. Thredson did too. But Kit didn't said anything about your actions, he only gave you a small smile and pulled it over his what is it, a dress? that he got from the asylum.

''Thank you suga', I-I mean Y/N.''

''Your welcome,'' you softly said to Kit while looking in your lap.

A mug of hot water was givin to you with a tea bag that you grateful accepted.

''So mr. Walker, mrs. Walker,'' said Thredson interrupting your conversation. ''The two of you are having some trouble in Paradise?''

''Yeah, that's right,'' Kit said to him while his eyes were trained on the floor.

''How did it start?''

''I think ya know how doctor, it was-''

''No, not that. That will be discussed later, how did your relationship start? Y/N will you answer that?''

''Well I met Kit, it's kinda cliché to be honest. I met Kit four years ago when my car went down, so I had to go to a garage you know? He told me that I was scammed and he offered to give me a discount that I gladly accepted. He told me later that he would fix my car for free if something broke down again and a few weeks later he asked me out. Then we dated for two years, got proposed and we're now married for 1,5 year.''

You heard the sound of pen scracthing on paper.

''I got in trouble ya know, for fixin' ya car for free,'' he turned his head towards you and smiled. ''It was worth it.''

''Well I'm glad you found that worthy, Kit.''

You crossed your arms.

''What's that supposed to mean?''

''Nothing, absolute nothing.''

''If it's nothin' then why did ya say that?''

''I said it's nothing! Don't make such a fuss Kit!'' You hissed out, ''damn it.''

A sad look was on his face and you deeply sighed while dr. Thredson scraped his throat.

''Y/N I see that you have been bottling up your emotions, that are finally pouring out. Can you describe your emotions to me and Kit?''

You were silence for a few seconds, thinking how to answer it.

''I feel,'' you were blinking away tears. ''I uh feel, I feel sad and angry and-and confused,'' tears were pricking in your Y/E/C eyes. ''Most of all I feel betrayed and unloveable,'' you wiped away a few tears and looked to your lap, avoiding the guilty eyes of Kit.

''Can you describe to me why you feel confused and unloveable?''

''I feel confused because-because'' you were fiddling with your fingers and shot a quick glance at Kit. He shot you an encouraging look. ''Because I shouldn't love Kit after what he did, but here I am being pathetic and still loving him.'' Kit's eyes widened after your confession and in an upwelling he took your hand. ''I love you too.''

You looked at him with watery eyes and gave a small smile.

''And I feel unloved because, how-how,'' you turned your head to Kit. ''How can you have sex with another and like her, while your wife is at home worrying about you. How Kit? How?''

You slipped your hand out of his.

''Kit,'' Thredson said. Kit looked towards the doctor and nodded at him.

''How do you feel about what Y/N said?''

''Shit, I feel like shit and guilty.''

''Care to explain more?''

''I feel like shit because,'' you heard his voice cracking and his eyes dwelled up with tears. ''Cause I've promised to ma self that I will neva' hurt ma wife. And here I am, hurting her,'' wiping a few tears a few he told his story further. ''And-and I don't even know why I did that, I promised on our weddin' that I always will be loyal and here I am breaking ma own vows.'' His voice was cracking again and he cried softly.

Dr. Thredson was writing something more, you drank your tea up and he laid his pen by the paper.

''I think I have heard enough for now, Kit and I will discuss this tommorrow and if it's okay with you I want to see you again in two days.''

''Alright, thank you doctor.''

''Your welcome,'' he smiled.

''Then I will dismiss you two now, see you tommorrow Kit and see you in two days Y/N.''

''Goodbye,''

''Goodbye.''

Kit and you stood up and walked out of the office and to the livingroom, but you felt the feeling of two eyes staring at you. As always the song Dominique was playing and you watched Kit's side profile. ''Kit?''

''Yes?'' His eyes were resting on your face happily that you talked to him, he was yearning and all he wanted was to hug you.

''What happend to Lana and uhm Grace?''

''Grace is badly sick and Lana I don't know.''

''How?''

The two of you took a seat and he fiddled with his green sweather. ''Grace was steralized and uhm the surgery didn't end well.''

''What? That's very illegal, they can't do that.''

''I know.''

The two of you sat in silence both not knowing what to say.

''I think it's time that I went home Kit, Kit promise me,'' you took a deep breath. ''If something happens that is illegal or feels illegal, please please write that down or say it to me, alright? I don't know if I can do that, probably not. But it's important to note what is happening here okay? I'm still so mad at you but I care about you and all these people here and it isn't fair what is happenign here.''

''Okay,''

''Okay, well goodbye then Kit see you in two days, should I bring something?''

Kit slowly looked at you, a small blush of embarrassment on his cheeks. ''Can you bring a small picture of me and you with you? Maybe on our wedding or on a date, you don't have to if you want.''

''No it's okay, I will find a nice picture that isn't to big. But now I have to go, goodbye Kit.''

''Bye Y/N,'' a sad smile was forming on his face.

You walked out of the asylum and made your way to your farm, feeling weird about the leering eyes on you.

A/N: I hope you guys liked this, please leave a like and a comment because I'm striving about comments lol.