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Ykw I'm so sick of getting emotionally attached to stories and characters and fandoms just for certain companies to violently rip them from me
#im just gonna stop being vulnerable#no more emotional stability#no more coping mechanisms#jatp#julie and the phantoms#grease rotpl#rise of the pink ladies#rotpl#dbd#dead boy detectives#dbda#fuckkkkkkkkk#just let me have my fucking ghost shows ahhhh#and gay 50s musicals jesus christ#let me be happy
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they all thought it was bad when the bsd fandom was shipping characters named after real life authors--- but they never expected fyodor dostoevsky x jesus christ !!
#who's they? um idk#anyways we need a ship name for them asap#jesudor#hehe#ahhhh theres not very good options is there#ok but also consider fyodor x judas i think#bsd#fyodor dostoevsky#jesus christ#bungou stray dogs
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being uncomfortable with dupes is ok and all but the MOMENT you decide to step over your dupe's own boundaries to attack, harass, or bug them? you're the fucking problem now. you're the asshole. don't fucking do that.
#sorry im like genuinely reallky mad about something rn#the amount fo times ive seen this happen is EVIL#BE NICE TO PEOPLE ONLINE EVEN IF YOU DONT LIKE THEM#FUCKING CHRIST AHHHH#waifuism#fictosexual#fictosexuality#selfship#self shipping#selfshipping#self ship#yume#yumejoshi#yumeship#nephro.txt
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igot the crysta;l wow
#(i died three rooms after. as you can tellHGSADBHGSDG)#i died to a FUCKING ANGLER AHGGHHHHHHHHHH#PLEASE#I HATE THEM SO MUCH.#THEY'RE NOT HARD TO AVOID BUT CHRIST THERES SO MANY!!!! WHY!!!#ahem.#anyway#crystal!!!!#i was so stressed ahhhh#still am but-#pressure#silly screenshots#sorry for mostly roblox stuff!!!! going insane over here hsjdghf
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THIS IS NOT A DRILL THIS IS NOT A DRILL
@loganslowdown4 @rougeside4
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killing myself is the myself killer. killing myself is the myself killer [grimacing smile] killing myself is the myself killer
#eff#oh my god this shit is so dire im catching up on a bunch of late work that i put off because i was doing other shit and it literally is lik#i may not graduate if i dont get this shite in but its genuinely such a colossal waste of time that i feel like jumping into#an industrial trash compactor like JESUS CHRIST THE SHIT YALL ARE MAKING ME WRITE ABT IS SO BEYOND STUPID#literally. literally such meaningless things . i'll destroy them all#bashing my head into the wall simulator i literally need to be done w it i cant do this shit anymore i literally have other things to do#//#repetition#suicide mention#LOL SORRY AHHHH 😁
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i'm going through my old google drive right now and stop shut up everyone stop this is so cringe why did i type out wattpad community posts in google docs and trauma dump in the updates of my oc x character fic at the ripe age of 13 dear lord
#geo rambles#my wattpad account is like a big dump of cringe and ew and ahhhh#met some of my best online friends over there but jesus fucking christ i can't take that me seriously sometimes lmao
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Kagura and Shinpachi official merch
This should be just these two being in merch together, but i'm a shipping trash so this is a shinkagu post!
#shinkagu#shinpachi x kagura#they look so cute in merch together ahhhh#i freaked out seeing these 😭#they have a poster together from bfy but the quality was very trashy#them matching their sadaharu costume is everything to me i can't 😔💞#the one with he trying to calm down kagura 💖#them with a prom theme 😩💖#my shinkagu heart christ#they're so cute and perfect#i wish i could have it all#sadaharu being there with them though#is he the cupid of the ship🤨?
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the parks and rec au has reached 50k, its breached containment everyone
#sami rambles#hnnnnng#how has this happened#its crazy#y'all better fucking read this i have bled for this fic christ#but they're so cute and eddie's so pathetic and buck is so buck and ahhhh i love them so much 😭#the parks and rec au
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you’re insane
thank you i'll be here all week
#FINALLY some good news amongst....everything jesus christ#so so so happy for sag AHHHH#💌#mutuals 💫#finnie !!!#bee.txt
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Hey so when are my characters gonna start fucking, they’ve been making out for 1000 words now??
Also when will I get over this cough??
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feel like i haven't experienced a full day without annoyance or exasperation or insecurity or horrors recently........will i ever know peace again.....
#like if its not my roommate being annoying it is a million things on my plate at work#if its not that its my mother calling me to spout off conservative talking points which is a very sudden and jarring turn from her#if its not that its my boyfriend having a bad time at his job and his boss dangling getting fired in his face and exacerbating his stress#which in turn exacerbates mine#if its not that its the L not running#if its not that it's a bad marathon training run#if it's not that it's the fact that no music sounds good#if its not that its some 2018 fear that my bf will dump me or that he hates me or that he thinks im dumb#as if he does not evidence the opposite daily#if it's not that it's that i feel like i have been doing the exact same thing for a year with no change and what do i have to show for it#i just need to go in a room and scream at people individually about how i feel#AHHHH!!!!#its also like. ok obviously i have to go back to therapy but jesus christ for WHAT!!!!
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Gotta talk to the department boss tomorrow because i asked for opportunities to increase my work hours. I regret it already but i can't back out now so this is gonna be fun (:
#I'll probably say I'd be happy to stay in my current contract until next february and then I'd be happy to do something more challenging/#work more hours#because i generally would love to work more but with my current health insurance it's not allowed and if i switch#to a different position i will no longer be able to help the others the way i am currently doing and that would be unfair#considering i only started 6 months ago and i don't want to work more if it means the Others also have to work more#maybe I'll just quit/fake my death and never show up there again instead (:#i really don't want to have this conversation ahhhh#it's so embarrassing#but i guess it's an opportunity to talk about a potential future full time position for me there#because i really need some sort of plan for what happens after i'm excluded from student health insurance next year#not because I'll have finished my degree but because I'll be too old 🤡#and if i don't have a job it's gonna be too expensive to live lol#I'll also have to pay for rent myself then so the current income won't suffice ahahah#also my coworker said something about 'salary expectations' and i cannot stress enough how much i do not want to have to talk about that#because hey. i get minimum wage rn. if i was still working at the university I'd get 2 Euros more per hour#if i worked in a supermarket I'd probably get even more (which is fair considering the horrors people working there are facing)#but as i currently don't even have a masters degree and probably can't work as an editor right away#and his company is dirt poor (as it seems. it likes to pretend otherwise but the salary is shit even for experienced employees)#an actually appropriate salary expectation won't be appreciated lol#also i just read that trainees aren't entitled to minimum wage??? apparently? so I'd probably get Less money??#i would probably really just quit and take the next best job i can get at university until i finish my degree#and then enter my career in customer service and kill myself before i turn 35 because it's just not worth the pain#jesus christ why did i bring it up#digging my own grave here#void screams#work stuff
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[name] I swear to god
#story/complain time#our class is doing a post exam movie thing#we made groups and put up about 13 movies#problem 1: teacher/[name] wanted to narrow it to 10#keep in mind I decided to put Nimona on the list because its a really fing good movie#problem 2: he called it 'basically princess mononoke' and decided it would be the first off the list#KEEP IN MIND. he has never seen the movie at all#I generally respect the dude but jesus christ man. who the fuck wants to watch 'Get Out' or whatever the movie of choice was??#sure it won the vote. it was in most peoples top 5 picks. but seriously?#OH!#and.#problem 3.#Nimona would have gotten at least 3 votes (us a friend and someone nearby)#and some of the options HE kept on there got 1 or even no votes#I'm peeved. salty even. what the fuck man#its not even that important but it felt so rude#ahhhh but what do I know.#edit:#swearing#tw swearing#couldnt help myself since I havent been able to talk about this really
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getting home from work and playing 5 straight hours of elden ring.... crops watered etc
#i love running around and hitting things with my big sword <3#ive just been fucking around exploring im a bit op for the areas im in at the mo so can usually do the minibosses in 1 attempt#logging off cuz its 1am but im gonna do crucible knight next tmr i think. and then check i havent missed anything else before godrick#wait also i should do the weeping evergaol cuz i unlocked that but didnt go in....#GOD there was this one horrid boss in one of the caves (i defeated first time but its moveset. scary shit in there)#and it did SO much blood damage by the time i defeated i was DRENCHED in red... ill share the screenshot tmr it was so funny#thal having a normal one.#ALSO i accidentally unlocked a lost grace near the very top of the map (stumbled into a transporter trap) and jesus CHRIST the map is BIG#originally it only showed a kind of square so i was thinking huh. ive actually covered a lot of it. but NOPE I HAVENT theres way way more#which is awesome :-) i was worried abt getting bored of it but nvm lol#i need to find a lvl 3 somber smithing stone as well theres gotta be one in these earlier areas SOMEWHERE.....#if not i have so many normal smithing stones i might just whack up the dismounter or whatever its called#the other curved greatsword i have. and just use that until i can upgrade bloodfang again#i wanna draw most of the main boss fights w my oc..... maybe. the designs are just all so gorg i keep getting distracted from the fights#ahhhh......#its so nice having an active interest to hyperfixate on ive missed this sm#but damn i need to go to bed its half 1 ive been up since 6:30 im craaazy..#goodnight every1#.diaries
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was introduced to yuzuru hanyu. i am a changed woman.
#jesus christ#like#this dude#this dude....#he is so freaking talented#they showed me his free skate from the 2018 olympics and#oh my god#IDK MAN#I’M FEELIN THE ITCH TO GET BACK INTO SPORTS ANIME AHHHH#I NEVER WATCHED THAT ONE ICE SKATING SHOW THAT EVERYONE WAS INTO @ SOME POINT BUT HM? HMMM??? 🧐🤔#WERE THEY INFLUENCED BY EACH OTHER AT SOME POINT I MUST KNOW#breathing hard but tryna stay calm#i am foaming at the mouth if you must know#have you been living under a rock? YES BUT WOW THE LOSSES
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