#Ana is over here

[queerdiazs]

tease tidbit tuesday 🫧

hi friends, i'm procrastinating doing my fema courses in favor of watching season 4 <3 have a lil bit of eddie vs the hoa

It’s just—Buck is big and it kind of drives Eddie a little crazy.  Like? God, okay. He’s a little stupid over it. You’ll have to forgive him.  He is so big, right, larger than Eddie and Eddie isn’t a small guy. He’s filled out since finishing his probationary year, settling in his career and getting comfortable in the life he chose for himself and Chris. He’s more functional muscle than big gains; his stomach’s soft, protected by a sweet layer of fat, but his core’s solid and his arms are twice the size they used to be when he was twenty-seven.  See? He isn’t small.  But, like, Buck’s just bigger, wider and broader and thicker, and there’s something so delicious about having somebody that large at his mercy, at his every beck and call. Buck has this quality about him, no matter his size, like he’s always ready to drop to his knees and let himself be taken care of, and it has Eddie’s head buzzing in a way that most definitely isn’t from the beer. 

tagged by @wikiangela, @jeeyuns, @devirnis, @disasterbuckdiaz, and @daffi-990 <3

tagging @spagheddiediaz, @puppyboybuckley, @evanbegins, @honestlydarkprincess, @exhuastedpigeon, @thewolvesof1998, @theotherbuckley, and @monsterrae1 if any of you wanna share!

[pr3ttysick]

the fact that being described as “skin and b0nes” is the highest of compliments for me

[pinkhysteria]

me: I wonder why they dropped all those eunhyuk clips so early, seems odd but whatever!

me seeing the reunion isn't until episode 5: oh 😐

[verynormaleatinghab1ts]

Smoking weed so I don't want to kms vs. weed making me want to binge

[stevethehairington]

no because like. okay i KNOW eddie does have wife related trauma but ALSO there are Layers here and it is s o o o o fascinating that eddie is getting CRIPPLING panic attacks over someone being called his wife. like. you would think maybe said wife related trauma would be the cause of that — like yknow. the woman i called my WIFE died, so now im terrified of ever having anyone else be called my wife , because what if that happens to her TOO. only NO. THATS ACTUALLY NOT IT AT ALL. it's anxiety about what having a wife means for HIM. like. LIKE. INSANE IMPLICATIONS INSAAAAANE IMPLICATIONS!!!!!!!!

[halfberry]

I made a post a while back saying how disappointing it was that whenever I search tumblr for ED stuff to vent and talk about the frustrations of bullimia and binge eating disorder I get hit with a tsunami of pro ana people and every now and then I'll get a pro ana blog reblog/like it and come to my page and reblog my shit and call it "thinspiration" and it's such a fucking downer getting a notification like that. We are not agreeing we are very much disagreeing and I'm so sick of putting my mental health on the back burner to protect the fee fees of some manipulative, self centered narcissist and don't tell me that "they can't help it it's not their fault" fuck off with that I don't have to put up with their shitty lives negatively impacting mine. I don't want pro ana ANYTHING anywhere near my space at all so I'm just gonna ignore, block and report that shit whenever it comes up for me from now on. Sick of this detrimental shit on my journey when I need to vent.

[civetside]

You play OW right? Who do you main?

support main all the way BAYBE!!! despite the ana hours i get board playing one hero too much so i don't really have like a main i stick with all the time or anythin!

[anastayskinni]

The only good interaction I've had with my mother in the past month was her telling about how she cried as a teen when she found out Billie Joe Armstrong was married when I got back from greendays tour. Swear to fuck im gonna end it in front of her. Make sure that safe is locked ho.

[janerra-ava]

I love seeing a bunch of checkmarks on twitter debating what usefulness black americans and immigrants have brought in recent years and if we're worth keeping around🙃🔫🔫🔫

But don't call these folk racist or they'll lose their shit. They think they're "JuSt BeInG rEaL"........

[avalost]

Thinking a lot about how Calissa is deeply, secretly, absolutely terrified of Tristian.

It sits deep in her psyche. She doesn't know it. But it colors her interactions with him.

But she's not afraid of him in the usual way folk are afraid of him. She isn't afraid of his goodness, his holiness, his purity. He doesn't make her feel small in comparison.

No. She's afraid that he'll make her stray from her faith.

Because she was raised in the church of Iomedae, and her view is short-sighted and skewed. She believes that to honor her goddess, she has to honor the letter of the law. That's how you fight evil, how you ensure everyone is treated fairly, how you uphold justice.

To her, law is a kind of scripture.

She has a blind spot when it comes to laws that are unfair by their nature. Tristian shines a light on that blind spot, and it terrifies her. He preaches Sarenrae's tenets of compassion, forgiveness, patience. He asks her questions like "What about when you have to break the law to do the right thing?" To him, this is easy. To her, it's absolutely incomprehensible.

So she's a little abrasive. Not a lot - she's still attracted to him, after all. But sometimes she teases him about his goddess. If he asks those incomprehensible questions, she goes cold, hiding behind the mantle of the inquisitor. It scares him, when she does that, because he's reaching out with his goddess' holiest teachings and Calissa's rebuking him like he's done something offensive and wrong. She sees how it punches him in the gut when she does that, and she feels victorious. But also guilty.

But even when Calissa does that, Tristian keeps coming back. He keeps asking those same questions. With patience and kindness.

And over time, it starts to break away pieces of that shell inside her. When they defeat Hargulka and he lies beaten and asks for mercy, Calissa knows that he broke the laws of her barony and must be put to the sword. But Tristian speaks up behind her. "He deserves a second chance. Everyone does." And suddenly she's telling the troll to leave and never come back. Tristian says she improves every life she touches. Quietly, she melts.

That night, she prays to Iomedae. She asks if she's straying. She asks for forgiveness. Her goddess sends her no signs of her favor, so Calissa gets despondent.

She fails to notice that Iomedae doesn't send any signs of her wrath, either.

She falls asleep on her watch before she can wake Tristian for his turn.

[sebnameyourcar]

whenever seb Does Something TM and the dash explodes i always find it very funny when i notice certain mutuals aren’t online yet… like oh my friends… you are in for such a treat…

[pachirobi]

Hire me Blizzard I'll give them the couple's sleepwear they deserve

[homunculid]

🚨TW ED ❤️

It will be incalculably over for me if I succumb to Ana rn I need to stay vigilant

[mainfaggot]

Hii Zay hi hiiii ik you're not on twt anymore but I saw this on my tl today and thought of you 🫶🩷 https://x.com/quintortion/status/1734973558433219063?s=20 I hope you've been having a lovely day so far 🫶🫶

omg that is such a beautiful portrait of seulgi fdhfdshfsdhf it makes me. want to pick up a paintbrush again (it has been months ueueuueue) ... i think ik what im gonna try 2 do this winter break !!! ty for 1) thinking of me <3 2) sending me a sign that maybe i should try drawing even when it feels daunting LOL

[sleepyskellie]

my mum: reminiscing about how hard the 40 HR famine challenge was when she did it as a kid

me (80 hrs into a liquid fast): uh huh

[acebytaemin]

okay but consider: your aninos would be SO SAD if you passed out 🥺

MY WHOOOMMMM