Shango's Thoughts:
Shango's Dating Choices
I have always loved Black Women. I've been raised around mostly women that served as my example of womanhood. My mother (RIP) was greatest source of a Goddess/Empress that I've ever seen, & no one since has come close. And I'm not being biased when I say this either.
Jamaican immigrant who brought her sisters (my aunts) here... Mama was a hard working nurse who took care of her communities; both in St Mary, JA, as well as in the Bronx, NYC when we moved here.
So when she returned to the Ancestors when I was young, she left me with the only blueprint I've known of the kind of woman I would desire as an adult.
The problem was, most Amerikkkan women have not been that for me. I came to Amerikkka during an era where everything was shifting; alot of toxic ideas were creeping into our communities, & it had a very adverse effect on Black relationships & love.
It got worse when I was separated from the Caribbean & African communities in NYC that I spent much of my time around.
This may be hard for some to hear, but dating in Black American circles has been extremely difficult... Alot of the customs, traditions & attitudes surrounding relationships that come natural for Island & African people simply aren't there for Black Americans. What seems natural & common sense for me, has become difficult & counterintuitive.
I tried my best to adapt, especially during my college days, which led to my bouts with depression, withdrawal, loneliness, etc that many people on social media complain about.
The Mean Girl was the prevalent experience that I encountered when trying to date. The didn't do me well, at all. Again, the women in my community(s), in my family, & especially my mother, were not that way. So I had no defense mechanism in place to handle it. Most of the time, I was feeling dissed, attacked, & humiliated.
I watched my American Brothas navigate the personalities of Sistas pretty well; but again, they were born into the cultural paradigm, so it made sense that they could.he successful with it. And I was envious of them becauae of it.
However, I learned to look past my personal feelings about it, & began to realize that these social interactions are due to alot of the pain that our people have experienced here in Amerikkka. While I was intellectually aware of this truth, that it's not our peoples fault, I was nonetheless emotionally wounded by it via my personal experiences.
As a result, I've spent most of my adult life single, because I don't wanna dishonor my mother's legacy by being with a woman that she wouldn't approve of.
Don't get me wrong; I have had relationships, & a few of them lasted awhile, as I'm a serial monogamist. And while a couple of them were intense, all.of them lingered on far longer than they should have. And the others, I've realized in hindsight that I the Ancestors (my mother included) helped me dodge a bullet for.
So now, I've spent thebpaat decade making alot of cultural, social, & financial changes in my life. This includes:
Having the kind of job that will afford the kind of relationship that I desire
(Re)Tapping into the cultural/spiritual values that are conducive to the kind of relationship that I desire
Soon relocating to an environment that is more conducive to the kind of relationship I desire.
Surrounding myself with the kind of women that I desire.
To be clear: not only do I love Black women, but I want a complete relationship that leads to love, marriage, & a family.
The woman I require needs to be spiritual, sexual, & cultural. She needs to be creative, ambitious, mentally/emotionally/physically healthy, & a nurtured.
This will allow me to be the protector & provider that I desire to be.
Until then.....
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Hey everyone. I am back for a little bit to let yall know im working on making a divination discord server. I have some other things i need to set up before i open it up to the public but im very excited to see yall there! Remember to take what resonates and leave the rest behind but always be open to new experiences. ๐ฉต
-ghost
PILE 1
Crystal: Amethyst
Astrology: โ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธ
Vibes: ๐๐๐๐ฐ๐ง๐ท๐โ๏ธ๐๐ป๐ฏ๐ง๐๐ฆ๏ธ๐ป๐๐ฃ๐ฑ๐คฒ๐ซจ๐ฅฑ๐ฐ๐พ๐๏ธ๐ต๏ธ๐๐๏ธ๐โข๏ธโฃ๏ธโ ๏ธ๐ธ๐ฑ
Hi there, pile one! So this one is pretty dang straight forward. I see you embracing motherhood. This could be literal motherhood and you could be participating in raising a child but I also see it could be a pet. It definitely looks like it is a little bit of a surprise to everyone involved. I do need to warn you. I can see someone who says theyโre on your corner trying to sabotage the situation. It could be purposeful but it also could be accidental. They could just be scared of such a big commitment. Make sure you are equally spreading out the work and everyone is carrying some of the weight of this commitment. There will be chaos if things are not equally distributed. Have everyone research how to help and read up on important information so everyone is on the same page. A village is needed to raise a child but if the village isnโt in harmony. All must be in tandem when raising a little one. If someone isnโt following along with everyone else make sure you are strict about how things are meant to be done. Do not let your village stray from the path. Keep nasty people away from this baby.
PILE 2
Crystal: Black Tourmaline
Astrology: โ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธ
Vibes: ๐ณ๏ธโ๐๐บ๐๐ฆ๐๐ฅ๐ญ๐ผ๐ก๐ฆ๐๐โค๏ธ๐งก๐๐๐๐๐๏ธ๐๐ฉ๐๏ธ๐ญ๐๐๐๐๐ซ๐๐๐ก๐ฌ
Hellooo, pile 2! Your new journey is a self help adventure. You have been gaslit a lot in your life and I see you learning how to use discernment and seeing right through people's lies and straight to the truth. Your presence is becoming a truth serum for all that surrounds you. Your way more powerful than others have coerced you into believing. You have been polishing your skills in private and now you get to shine like the diamond in the rough you are. This journey might not even be something you notice as it comes and goes. You have proved yourself enough already. Allow yourself to stop filling the cups of others and take time to fill your own. If you do not you will eventually dull that shine and become just like those who coerced you. You have the choice to choose a different fate than the one they chose.
PILE 3
Crystal: Rainbow Moonstone
Astrology: โ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธ
Vibes: ๐๐๐ณ๏ธโโง๏ธ๐๐ซ๐ฎโ๏ธ๐๐ ๐ง๐ธ๐ฌ๐ท๐ชป๐ฉตโ๏ธ๐๐๐บ๐๐๐ซฆ๐ฆ๐๐ฆโฏ๏ธ๐ฉป๐๐งท
Hi, pile 3! Your new adventure is a gender expression journey. You will be exploring femininity to its core. Femininity might not be something you are very familiar with but you are learning about using your charm and charisma to get what you desire. You are realizing how much your appearance means to you and how to use it in manifestation. It might be kind of scary to you due to some kind of trauma. I see you could be trans-feminine but i also see you being a cis woman and just afraid of what might happen if you use your appearance like that. The patriarchy is definitely terrifying so I understand the apprehension. Use your appearance for justice. Use your feminine charm for your desires. Do not fear because you are protected by spirit. I see Gaia looking after you while you explore your Empress energy.
PILE 4
Crystal: Flower Agate
Astrology: โ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธ
Vibes: ๐คโค๏ธ๐ฏ๐น๏ธ๐ธโ๏ธ๐ณ๐๐ฎ๐น๐๐๐๐๐ฌ๐ฅ๐ชจ๐น๐ช๐ฅต๐ฅ๐๐ท๏ธ๐ธ๏ธ๐๐ฆ๐ โฆ๏ธ๐งฃ๐ถ๏ธ๐๐โฃ๏ธ
Heyooo, pile 4! Oh my goodness this is exciting. Your new adventure is steeped in love. Romantic, platonic and familial love surround your lonely heart. You were a very lonely kid but now love is filling your life. Suitors are at every turn and you get to hand pick who gets to love you. Make sure you are using good discernment when choosing. Look into the future at what heart longs for and aim for it using that criteria. Your values should align with those you love and they should respect you. Donโt go for those who don't make you feel sparks. Donโt bet on boring or mean people because you deserve to be adored.
PILE 5
Crystal: Dragons Blood Jasper
Astrology: โ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธ
Vibes: ๐ค๐ฉตโค๏ธ๐คโ๏ธโ๏ธ๐๐น๐ผ๐๐งฒ๐ฒ๐ฑ๐ง๐ท๐ซ๐ฆจโ๏ธ๐ฅโ๏ธ๐ง๐ฆ๐๐๐ถ๏ธ๐ชข๐ฅผ๐ซ๐ฅถโ ๏ธ
Pile 5, welcome to your reading. You are opening doors that you can not close. You are beginning a spiritual journey. It also looks like you are nearing the end of another journey. This journey is meant to take a lot of self reflection. You must stare into your shadow until you love it as much as you love your light. You must look at the part of you that disgust you with love and acceptance. Which believe me I am aware that is much easier said than done but you are ready! You can do this! Seek out a spiritual teacher or a therapist to show you the ropes of shadow work. Facing this alone is scary and it is much easier when you have someone to help guide you through the dark. The universe loves you and wants you to love you as much as it does.
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Brief intro to my OCs
๐๐๐ Irina is the main character, she is always ready to fight and protect those she loves, that's why she considers herself a hashira, even though most of the other hashiras don't accept her into the corporation. She was hit by a comet which gave her her powers and bubbly personality.
#Irina Gonshira
๐๐๐ Kishin is a demon, but he never ate a human, he only accepted becoming a demon to be stronger and protect Irina and Yuina (his sister), and as he is extremely mentally strong, he was never really controlled by Muzan. He feeds on flowers and is always with Irina.
#Kishin Yakuni
โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ Satoshi is the tornado hashira, his entire family was murdered by Douma. He is very serious and is a merciless demon slayer. He almost killed Kishin, but Irina stopped him, they later became allies.
#Satoshi Senomi
๐๐๐ Sebastian is Irina's tsuguko. He starts out as just a silly boy who always teases Kishin, but over the course of the story he will become a responsible and incredibly skilled demon slayer.
#Sebastian Delyon
๐ฉต๐ฉต๐ฉต Liliya is Irina's younger sister, after their father abandons Irina, Liliya runs away from home to try to find Irina again. And on her journey, she needs to fight demons, even if she hates it. She becomes very experienced in survival in the forests, but always remains a docile girl.
#Liliya Gonshira
๐ค๐ค๐ค Takahiro is the biggest villain, he is the upper moon 0, his powers are based on black holes, being almost invincible, which is why he is somewhat arrogant. His targets are mainly Irina (because of her powers) and Kishin (because Kishin is a demon who can walk in sunlight)
#Takahiro Shinkirou
๐ฉท๐๐ฉท Sayuko is a sweet and friendly demon who eats minerals, she is always looking for fun! But her future still holds many surprises, will she always be this friendly demon?
#Sayuko Saki
(I've wanted to do this for a while now, I hope it's not too bad! Thank you so much for reading and sorry for any writing errors๐)
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something for @otomiya-tickles
don't judge us me, those are personal associations that probably don't make sense
colors as lers
red โค๏ธ
- s u s
- is the best at tickly kisses
- fluttery fingers
- prefers to keep their nails long and sharp
- is RUTHLESS actually
orange ๐งก
- a smug jerk
- tickle games
- or random wrecking while playing usual games
- full of energy
- counts ribs, toes and freckles
yellow ๐
- a sunbeam, obviously
- compliments during tickling
- ...and babytalk
- will boop your nose and stay as touchy as possible in general
- cheer up, cutie
green ๐
- such a dork
- can be mean or gentle, you'll never guess
- teases just for fun
- endless cuddles
- makes tea for both of you
cyan ๐ฉต
- creative approach
- gets excited so easily
- swirls you around before hugging
- poke poke poke
- loves cute fuzzy tools
blue ๐
- steady and confident
- hums to themselves while โworkingโ
- never stops talking to their lee (and expects ANSWERS ๐ญ๐ซ)
- random rhymes and alliterations to make you laugh even harder
- that proud grin when they finally find THE spot...
purple ๐
- sneaky
- closes the doors and the curtains to make it cozy
- lulls you to sleep
- and then clings to you all night
- shhh, not so loud, love
pink ๐ฉท
- a blushy baby
- mischievous giggles
- refuses to admit they're actually lee-leaning
- under the chins and behind the ears are their specialty
- eskimo kisses as aftercare
brown ๐ค
- jumping in puddles and dancing in parks
- yeah they're playful
- loves squirmy lees
- hair ruffles
- aw honey, you're doing so weeell
white ๐ค
- so feathery
- will coo over you all through the session
- and pinch your cheeks
- light casual tickles, you'd almost think they're too shy to attack properly
- f e a t h e r y
gray ๐ฉถ
- tickling as an entertainment for long rainy days
- traces your skin, doesn't go hard
- wants to be ASKED for it, gets grumpy otherwise
- doesn't understand why is it โtoo embarrassingโ for you to do
- is probably neurodivirgent
black ๐ค
- chases chases chases
- is fearsome and makes full use of it
- their villainous cackling is not even deliberate, it just means they're having fun
- will drag a feather over your spots agonizingly slowly
- and then nibble you for contrast
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๐ค Black History Month โค๏ธ
๐ Queer Books by Black Authors ๐
[ List Under the Cut ]
๐ค Felix Ever After by Kacen Callender
โค๏ธ Under the Udala Trees by Chinelo Okparanta
๐ Warrior of the Wind by Suyi Davies Okungbowa
๐ I'm a Wild Seed by Sharon Lee De La Cruz
๐ค Real Life by Brandon Taylor
โค๏ธ Ruthless Pamela Jean by Carol Denise Mitchell
๐ The Unbroken by C.L. Clark
๐ Labyrinth Lost by Zoraida Cรณrdova
๐ค Skin Deep Magic by Craig Laurance Gidney
โค๏ธ The Death of Vivek Oji by Akwaeke Emezi
๐ That Could Be Enough by Alyssa Cole
๐Work for It by Talia Hibbert
๐ค All Boys Aren't Blue by George M. Johnson
โค๏ธ The Deep by Rivers Solomon
๐ How to Be Remy Cameron by Julian Winters
๐ Running With Lions by Julian Winters
๐ค Right Where I Left You by Julian Winters
โค๏ธ This Is Kind of an Epic Love Story by Kacen Callender
๐ The Weight of the Stars by K. Ancrum
๐ This Is What It Feels Like by Rebecca Barrow
๐ค Son of the Storm by Suyi Davies Okungbowa
โค๏ธ Black Boy Joy by Kwame Mbalia
๐ Legendborn by Tracy Deonn
๐ The Wicker King by K. Ancrum
๐ค Pet by Akwaeke Emezi
โค๏ธ You Should See Me in a Crown by Leah Johnson
๐ Once Ghosted, Twice Shy by Alyssa Cole
๐ Cinderella Is Dead by Kalynn Bayron
๐ค Let's Talk About Love by Claire Kann
โค๏ธ A Spectral Hue by Craig Laurance Gidney
๐ Power & Magic by Joamette Gil
๐ The Black Veins by Ashia Monet
๐ค Treasure by Rebekah Weatherspoon
โค๏ธ The Sound of Stars by Alechia Dow
๐ Black Leopard, Red Wolf by Marlon James
๐ Full Disclosure by Camryn Garrett
๐ค The Black Flamingo by Dean Atta
โค๏ธ Meet Cute Diary by Emery Lee
๐ A Phoenix First Must Burn (edited) by Patrice Caldwell
๐ Rise to the Sun by Leah Johnson
๐ค Things We Couldn't Say by Jay Coles
โค๏ธ Black Boy Out of Time by Hari Ziyad
๐ Darling by K. Ancrum
๐ The Secrets of Eden by Brandon Goode
๐ค Ace of Spades by Faridah รbรญkรฉ-รyรญmรญdรฉ
โค๏ธ Off the Record by Camryn Garrett
๐ Honey Girl by Morgan Rogers
๐ Ace of Spades by Faridah รbรญkรฉ-รyรญmรญdรฉ
๐ค How to Dispatch a Human by Stephanie Andrea Allen
โค๏ธ Black Girl, Call Home by Jasmine Mans
๐ The Essential June Jordan (edited) by Jan Heller Levi and Christoph Keller
๐ A Master of Djinn by P. Djรจlรญ Clark
๐ค A Blade So Black by L.L. McKinney
โค๏ธ Clap When You Land by Elizabeth Acevedo
๐ Dread Nation by Justina Ireland
๐ Punch Me Up to the Gods by Brian Broome
๐ค Masquerade by Anne Shade
โค๏ธ One of the Good Ones by Maika Moulite & Maritza Moulite
๐ Soulstar by C.L. Polk
๐ 100 Boyfriends by Brontez Purnell
๐ค Hurricane Child by Kacen Callender
โค๏ธ Quietly Hostile by Samantha Irby
๐ Coffee Will Make You Black by April Sinclair
๐ The Death of Vivek Oji by Akwaeke Emezi
๐ค If It Makes You Happy by Claire Kann
โค๏ธ Sweethand by N.G. Peltier
๐ This Poison Heart by Kalynn Bayron
๐ Better Off Red by Rebekah Weatherspoon
๐ค Friday Iโm in Love by Camryn Garrett
โค๏ธ Rainbow Milk by Paul Mendez
๐ Memorial by Bryan Washington
๐ Patsy by Nicole Y. Dennis-Benn
๐ค Sorrowland by Rivers Solomon
โค๏ธ How to Find a Princess by Alyssa Cole
๐ Yesterday is History by Kosoko Jackosn
๐ Mouths of Rain (edited) by Briona Simone Jones
๐ค Dead Dead Girls by Nekesa Afia
โค๏ธ Love's Divine by Ava Freeman
๐ The Prophets by Robert Jones Jr
๐ Odd One Out by Nic Stone
๐ค Symbiosis by Nicky Drayden
โค๏ธ Thanks a Lot, Universe by Chad Lucas
๐ The Passing Playbook by Isaac Fitzsimons
๐ Giovanniโs Room by James Baldwin
๐ค Little & Lion by Brandy Colbert
โค๏ธ My Government Means to Kill Me by Rasheed Newson
๐ Pleasure and Spice by Fiona Zedde
๐ No Gods, No Monsters by Cadwell Turnbull
๐ค The Stars and the Blackness Between Them by Junauda Petrus
โค๏ธ Filthy Animals by Brandon Taylor
๐ The City We Became by N.K. Jemisin
๐ Peaces by Helen Oyeyem
๐ค The Beauty That Remains by Ashley Woodfolk
โค๏ธ Every Body Looking by Candice Iloh
๐ Bingo Love by Tee Franklin, Jenn St-Onge, Joy San
๐ The Heart Does Not Bend by Makeda Silvera
๐ค King and the Dragonflies by Kacen Callender
โค๏ธ By Any Means Necessary by Candice Montgomery
๐ Busy Ain't the Half of It by Frederick Smith & Chaz Lamar Cruz
๐ Girl, Woman, Other by Bernardine Evaristo
๐ค Sin Against the Race by Gar McVey-Russell
โค๏ธ Trumpet by Jackie Kay
๐ Remembrance by Rita Woods
๐ Daughters of Nri by Reni K. Amayo
๐ค You Know Me Well by Nina LaCour
โค๏ธ The Summer of Everything by Julian Winters
๐ Butter Honey Pig Bread by Francesca Ekwuyasi
๐ Gingerbread by Helen Oyeyem
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The Six Pillars; Masterlist #2~
Welcome to my first temple~! Here is the rest of the Masterlist I couldnโt fit on my first one~! This is the era of my hardwork on Tumblr
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Pillar #1: Demon Slayer~โค๏ธ
๐งก Kyojuro: Troublesome Taps
๐งก๐ฉท Kyojuro and Mitsuri: Child of Flames
๐โค๏ธ Genya and Kaigaku: Body Matters
๐ Muichiro: Three Little Kittens
โค๏ธ Tanjiro: Protection Squad
๐๐๐งก Douma, Kokushibo and Kyojuro: Little Gem
๐ Kanao: Sunflowers and Roses
๐๐ Obanai and Kokushibo: Snowy Irises
โค๏ธ Muzan: Ruler of my Heart
๐ Obanai: Elite Nine, Lord of Poisons
๐งก Kyojuro: Fantasy is True
๐ Obanai: Sombre Joke
๐ Shinobu: Longterm Infatuation
โค๏ธ Tanjiro: Golden Child
โค๏ธ Muzan: New Member
โค๏ธ๐ Yoriichi and Michikatsu: Day and Night Chatting
๐ Douma: Creamy Paint
โค๏ธ Muzan: Wandering Child
๐๐โค๏ธ Kokushibo, Douma and Akaza: Nicknaming Game
๐ Shinobu: Bath of Scolding
๐ Sanemi: Grandest Reward
๐งกโค๏ธ Kyojuro and Akaza: Falling Hopes
๐ค Zohakuten: The Victim
โค๏ธ Tanjiro: Just So Snuggly
๐ค Zohakuten: Hate and Love, Black and White
๐ Hotaru: I Donโt Like You
๐ Kokushibo: Round and Plump
โค๏ธ๐๐ Tanjiro, Zenitsu and Obanai: Grade Falter
โค๏ธ Tanjiro: Truly Accidental
๐ Douma: Fascinating Tales
๐ Giyuu: All the Respect
๐ Karaku: Temple of Leisure
๐๐ Sanemi and Genya: Internal Guardians
๐๐โค๏ธ Urogi, Karaku and Sekido: Hybrid Fun
๐ Gyutaro: Shared Links
๐๐โค๏ธ Aizetsu, Karaku and Sekido: Multi-Babysitter
๐๐ฉท Obanai and Mitsuri: Dear Reptile
๐ Giyuu: Hopeless Attempts
โค๏ธโค๏ธ Muzan and Akaza: Daddyโs Support
๐ Yuichiro: A Bad Feeling
โค๏ธโค๏ธ Sekido and Kaigaku: Work Policy
๐๐ Kokushibo and Obanai: Protective Impairment
๐งก Kyojuro: Sweet Nightmares
๐งก Senjuro: Musical Heartbeat
โค๏ธ Rui: Funnel Blanket
๐ Douma: Rainbow Bridge
๐ Obanai: Happy Birthday, King
โค๏ธ Tanjiro: My Bad Habits
โค๏ธ Rui: Spinning Web
๐ Yuichiro: Foggy Head
๐ Obanai: Sugar Catches the Fly
๐๐๐งก Sanemi, Shinobu and Senjuro: Pirate Royal
โค๏ธ Akaza: Power Pair
โค๏ธ Yoriichi: Far Too Attached
๐๐โค๏ธ Kokushibo, Douma and Akaza: Book By the Cover
โค๏ธ Kamaboko Squad: Merfolk AU
๐ KNY: Hilarity Contest
๐ KNY: Cookie Tray
๐ Hantengu: Embrace Me and Kiss Me
๐ KNY: Crack Mess
๐ Gyokko: Evil Spirit
๐ Kokushibo: Item Mountain
๐ Kokushibo: Faster, Stronger, Smarter
โค๏ธ Yoriichi: So Mean
๐ Douma: Grand Party
โค๏ธ Muzan: Trio of Disaster
โค๏ธ๐ Tanjiro and Obanai: Social Aid
โค๏ธ Tengen: Flashiest Father
โค๏ธ Muzan: True Angel
๐ Obanai: Bandy Bandy
๐ค Gyomei: Child of Sunshine
๐ Kokushibo: Amore Shrine
๐ฉท Kanae: Loving Spouse
๐ Muichiro: Doctor Dick and Balls
๐ Muichiro: Entomophobia
๐ Shinobu: Amblyodipsa
๐ Muichiro: Mighty Stead
๐๐ฉทโค๏ธ Muichiro, Mitsuri and Tanjiro: Scary Habit
โค๏ธโค๏ธ๐ Kaigaku, Tengen and Obanai: Beauty and Grace
๐๐๐ Sanemi, Giyuu and Shinobu: Worse Accident
๐งก๐ Hashira: Playing Favourites
๐ Sanemi: Little Things
โค๏ธ Sekido: Oneโs Bewilderment
โค๏ธ Muzan: Hide and Seek
๐๐ฉท Muichiro and Mitsuri: Gamble of a Lifetime
๐ฉท Mitsuri: Pink Hognose
๐ Muichiro: Bubble Pop
๐ Douma: Rubbing Post
๐๐โค๏ธ Muichiro, Obanai and Tanjiro: Not Your Fault
๐๐๐ Giyuu, Obanai and Sanemi: Lady of my Dreams
๐งก๐ Hashira: Excitement Test
Pillar #2: Jujutsu Kaisen~๐
๐ค Toji: Little Crybaby
๐ Maki: Multiple Problems
๐ Satoru: Daddyโs Clingy Little Princess
Pillar #3: JoJo Bizarre Adventure~๐
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Pillar #4: Death Note~๐
๐ค L: K.I.N.K
๐ค L: Kindred Shackle
Pillar #5: Haikyuu~๐
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Pillar #6: Record of Ragnorak~๐ฉท
๐งก Buddha: Enlightenment Gone Corrupted
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Additional Pillar~๐ค
๐ Tomura: Cracking Bond
๐ค Tumblr Trend: Five Things
Here is the middle section of this blogโs overall Masterlist~ Masterlist #3
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๐Protection (Charlotte Katakuri x Female!Reader) Pt. 1๐
๐ = Lime/Lil Spicy
๐ = Lemon
๐ = Sad
โค๏ธ = Angsty (won't do many of these unless prompted)ย
๐ = Fluff
๐ = Heartbreak (rare unless prompted)
๐ค = Normalย
I'm sorry to anyone who has tried to request a story from me since I started writing here, but I was going through some things with school, graduating, and getting my life ready for adulting.~ I also got married, and am moving with my husband!~ And now I'm back with a self-indulgent story for my favorite character from One Piece, Charlotte Katakuri!~ Enjoy!~
Part 1 - -> Part 2 - -> Part 3
Nervousness seeped into my bones as I tried to calm myself. Gardening the castle grounds wasn't necessary, but I had nothing else to do with my anxious hands, so I tended to the house and my personal garden with them. I had already tried to sit down and read a book in our room, but seeing the bed reminded me of the moment I shared with my husband this morning. For once, that was what I was trying to distract myself from right now, and my husband was the source of my mounting anxieties.
"Why do you have to go today?" This variation of my needlessly repetitive daily question slipped from my lips as I breathed in his sweet scent. One I felt the need to ask every morning as if he would choose to stay in bed with me all day rather than do his job. Sometimes I, selfishly, wish he would stay, but I'd never make him choose. The devotion to his family that he shows every moment of the day is one of the many things that made me fall in love with him, after all. Even if it's clear that this duty takes a hefty toll on his body and mind, I still support him in every endeavor he chooses.
His morning voice rumbled more than usual, and it made me press further into his warm, enveloping skin under the covers as we whispered sleepily to each other. The bliss of our intimacy alone had me never wanting to leave my paramount husband's side. His arms were so immense and encompassing, and I was so small and protected. Never fearing anything but the absence of my husband. A deep sigh from him lifted me up and down on his chest as he came to a clearer consciousness.
"It's my duty, love, you know that." His beautiful incisors gently grazed my head as he spoke, entertaining my usual silly question of worry. Butterflies still tickled my stomach at the endearment he addressed me as, even after three years of marriage. Those flutters overwhelmed me with a wave of adoration for my giant lover. Of course, I believed in my husband's strength, I've seen what he is capable of firsthand multiple times.
If this were almost any other pirate crew member his mother was executing, I wouldn't be worried, but this was one of the worst generation's crew members, Black Leg Sanji of the Strawhat Pirates, so I couldn't help but fret a little. There wasnโt anyone on the Grand Line that had not heard of this infamous crew that had done the impossible over and over. And that was all before they disappeared for two years, presumed to be disbanded after a disheartening defeat at both Sabaody and Marineford. Who knew how much stronger they were after all this time. All of that didnโt even include the superhuman abilities of Germa 66 that were sure to turn on us the moment the betrayal registered.
Letting out a small hum, I attempted to dispel the worry from my thoughts so I could relish the last half hour I had with my husband for this morning before he went off to put himself in harm's way. For his family. For me. My droopy eyes opened slowly to see the hidden beauty of my husband that only I was allowed to gaze upon. From his beautiful, pearly teeth to his peaceful face that also only seemed to be reserved for my presence. The sharp, masculine lines of his face seemed softened, especially his arched eyebrows that were always furrowed when he was around anyone. Anyone except me, that is. My significantly smaller thumb brushed along his rough scar, making him shudder as he too opened his worn eyes filled with adoration the same as mine. Our equally sleepy eyes met as I continued to caress his momentary tenseness and my worry away.
I gave him a soft smile as I leaned in closer to nom his nose playfully, my lips covering my teeth. Technically, I could bite it off, but he currently seemed to be too sleepy to regrow it. A smile of his own upturned the corners of his mouth, making me undeniably happy and let slip a few giggles. Even though I've seen it multiple times before, it still makes me giddy to know that I make him smile. My tittering was joined by his rumble of a chuckle as we cuddled impossibly closer, his strong arms enveloping my person tighter than before. A comfortable silence cocooned us as we soaked in each other's care.
It was only about us right now.
Mirth had me smiling to myself as I absentmindedly caressed sugary dirt off of a fully grown candy corn on the cob, just like I had his cheek. A gentle but chilling breeze brought me back to the present, and my smile fell away as I automatically looked towards the nearby main island of Whole Cake. My soft blue antennas and small white wings swayed in the wind as I sighed and stood up to head inside with my now full basket of candy veggies.
Looking up at the pink cotton candy clouds I've grown used to, they were a far cry from the white and pristine ones I grew up on. As a fallen Skypeian, it was still odd for me to be looking up at the clouds rather than being in them. My abnormal antennas gifted me abilities similar to that of a Devil Fruit power, though the sea does not scorn me for mine. With the power to read and gently influence people's emotions, as well as view their memories when I touch them, it was hard to live blissfully unaware of things when they affected someone's emotions. When my emotions rise, so does the sensitivity of my gift, therefore, when going out in public, I wear silk gloves. Katakuri does a lot with helping me manage my emotions in public, but it's nice to have a backup aid. If only he were here now.
By the time I was done cleaning the candy veggies and storing them, my worries had soared to new heights, and I couldn't stand it anymore. Even though it was senseless, I rushed to our room, and quickly put on a yellow tulle, knee length dress while pocketing my white silk gloves before leaving through the back door. The front and sides were guarded by Cracker's biscuit soldiers that he offered for extra protection this morning. Upon opening the door, I was immediately met with the hollow, smiling faces of about ten homies which made me shudder. Not because I was scared of them, but because I knew what kept them alive.
After marrying Katakuri, I eventually confronted him with my experiences of seeing human memories when touching Homies around the kingdom, and he reluctantly explained. The truth drew me into a mournful stupor, heartbroken for all of the stolen life forces constrained to these obedient slaves. This depth of my sorrow had me distancing myself in a separate room for a week until I calmed down. Any person that came near me was overwhelmed with sobs as I was, except Katakuri whose eyes only watered. Katakuri sent away his Homies for me to feel comfortable, and brought in human staff to replace them, but I still avoid Homies as much as I can when we go to other islands.
"Hello, Miss Y/N! Where are you rushing off to in a hurry? Katakuri-Sama appointed us to join you if you decided to leave the grounds!" Spoke one cheerfully. These weren't like normal Homies, as they were made out of Katakuri's mochi, yet the familiar material did nothing to quell my uneasiness. The sentiment he put forth in this change touched me nonetheless since I knew he only wanted to protect me.
I tried not to look into any of their soulless eyes, which made it slightly easier when I quickly reached my bare hands forward to tap two of the Homies and activate their locked away memories. With this trick I learned from Pudding, I made quick work of the rest of them, stunning them into a melancholic stupor as I ran past and into the tree line before one of the biscuit guards could come. A shudder wracked my body as I tried to shake away the memories of those stolen lives plaguing my thoughts now. I ignored it, like Katakuri taught me, and focused on my end goal.
It was a short jog to the edge of the juice sea ebbing on the cake donut shore where my own personal boat sat anchored. With it being relatively small, the force of me hopping onto it jolted it forward a little, and I raised the anchor before starting the engine. My hands twisted on the tiller, (Tiller: The steering stick on an outboard motor engine) making the engine roar up louder as I steered towards the mistily hidden island of Whole Cake. As I flew across the violet juice, my left hand fingered the ever-present mochi bead bracelet around my right wrist that I had forgotten in my emotional frenzy.
"Do you have to go?" The first time I'd ever asked that silly question. My quiet voice matched the dewy expression I wore as I watched my handsomely half naked husband brush his teeth in the bathroom a few feet away. Those entrancing magenta eyes, normally sharp but now softened and puttying even further as they meet mine, traced my partially covered body before sighing and spitting. My antennae matched the striking pink of his eyes.
He finished his bathroom routine before lumbering over to me and taking a knee to nuzzle his face into mine. I gladly welcomed the unabashed affection, softly kissing his parted lips in return. He hadn't even begun to be this close until a year into our marriage which was two months ago, so I welcomed it all. My hands traced the defined yet soft muscles along his chest as I tried to memorize every dip and line his body made in response to years of rigorous training. A shiver slips down my spine as his large teeth gently graze my soft lips engaging his in a deeper kiss. The kiss ends just as I was starting to tug him back into the bed by his neck, his large hands stopping his descent by holding onto the edge of the bed. With a pout, I stubbornly hung onto his neck as he sat back up until one of his large hands gently tried to tug me away.
When I did finally relent, I could see my red-faced husband bashfully averting his eyes, causing me to giggle and lie back down a little more satisfied than before. He used one hand to cover as much of his face as possible, and the other he outstretched towards me. I sat up again to look at his bare hand, about to place my own in it until little balls of mochi started to float up into the air. About twenty of them were created before they spun around and arranged into a bracelet. The newly formed piece of pristine white jewelry fell back into his large hand soundlessly.
I was already in awe of the delicate display of his powers, but upon realizing that the creation was for me, I was hesitant to take it. Stealing a glance up at him, he motioned to the bracelet with his eyes while still sporting a red, yet now uncovered, face. With his extra prompting, I gingerly took the bracelet. The instant I did, I felt an overwhelming wave of love tainted with anxiousness flood my body, making my wings flutter and antennas glow a deep reddish pink. The inevitable smile creeps onto my face, exploding into a wide grin and an unstoppable flurry of giggles. At hearing my unadulterated laughter, Katakuri starts to chuckle with me and leans in to nuzzle his nose against my neck.
"Now you'll always have a piece of me with you, and I'll always feel your heartbeat to know you are well. Perhaps this will bring both of us some peace of mind." He rumbled in my ear before slowly pulling away. This time I don't try to pull him back, but still begrudgingly watch him stand up to his full height. While maintaining eye contact, I put on the bracelet and rub it against my cheek. A thrum of arousal rings from it into my warm cheek, which blossoms a devious smile on my face as my antennae's red overtakes the pink.
"I think this'll do a few more things than that.~"
A particularly rough wave jolts me to the floor of my white boat, making the engine idle and the boat cruise without my steadying hand. Through my wall of worries, I hadn't focused on the bracelet, the window into my partner's soul. Wanting the bracelets to be a two-way street of emotional clarity, I had Katakuri make himself another and infused it with my powers so he could feel my emotions too. Now crouched down in the bottom of the boat, I clutched the bracelet to my chest and breathed in a few calming breaths. Bump. A dash of anxiety, always present despite his cool exterior. Bump Bump. Swirls of skepticism, he's people watching. Ba Dump Dum. My cheeks heat up as the dominating warmth of love spreads through me. Love was the best emotion to feel from him. I used his calm emotions to steady my own but felt bad that he's had to deal with all of my topsy turvy ones, as usual. He and I were complete opposites.
Now with more peace, I returned to the tiller and, with a softer twist, continued my trek towards Whole Cake. The closer I got, the stronger myriad of emotions I could sense from my bracelet. Nervousness is stronger, tense pulses of exploration followed by a ripple of anger. He's using his Observation Haki and what he sees is not good. At this revelation, the moment my boat hits the shore of Whole Cake, I'm up and running towards the looming chateau that stands in the middle of the city.
I can hear a faint rumbling, even from the edge of the city, which makes my stomach turn in an ocean of my worst fears. I can see a giant wedding cake up at the very top where Big Mom always has her tea parties, and it seemed like it was . . . crumbling? Running all the way from the shore to the center of town, I joined the townspeople in staring up at the top of the chateau in horror. I could feel my heart beating out of my chest as feelings of annoyance edging on ire came from Katakuri.
If what I think is happening, is happening, then all the townspeople will soon be in danger. Mama has been raving about that wedding cake ever since she decided to "marry off" Pudding, and it's been in production for weeks now. If Mama doesn't eat that cake, she's going to have hunger pains and won't stop until a new one is remade. Which means I have my work cut out for me. Despite this acceptance of my duties for today, that didn't get rid of the fearful lilac filing my antennae. The townspeople started to murmur nervously to themselves about what was happening, and finally noticed I was among them.
"Lady Y/N! Do you know what is happening?"
"Miss Y/N, please tell us what is happening at Miss Pudding's wedding!" These first outcries were followed by a cacophony of worried voices that flooded my ears. After a few moments of trying to get my bearings, the yelling became too much. The mixture of my heightening panic, the thrum of my husband's own elevated emotions and the frenzy of the growing crowd exhausted me. The clear lilac muddied into brown.
"I. . ." A pulse of simmering anger from my bracelet makes me gasp before I could give the citizens a proper answer. The continual rumbling of the cake chateau made me uneasy, and I'd rather be safe than sorry about the townspeople's safety. Pushing out of the crowd, I ran over to a Homie guard.
"Miss Y/N, is something-?" Before he could finish, I cut him off with a frantic answer.
"We need to evacuate the city, Mama's cake is falling and Katakuri is fighting someone, that can only mean that the Strawhats are up there! It'll only be a matter of time before Mama starts her hunger pain, even if the Strawhats are defeated. We can't let the citizens get in the way. Tell everyone to evacuate as soon as possible!" The guard nodded obediently and ran off to spread the news. I was running in the opposite direction, back towards the chateau, yelling for people to evacuate, and trying to ignore the emotions flooding my senses as my husband expressed his rising anger and frustration.
I knew he should've stayed at home in bed with me this morning.
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It didn't take long for the townspeople to catch wind of the evacuation warning, and soon the usually bustling capital of Totto Land was desolate. Everyone knew the dangerous nature of Mama's hunger pain rampages, and that drove them to leave as soon as possible. Before I could think of what to do next, a surprising yet fleeting emotion dripped icily into my veins from my husband: fear. It was fleeting, but I've never seen or felt my husband fear anything or anyone, though I didn't have to wait long for the cause of it.
A large explosion sounded off at the base of the whole cake chateau, washing a wave of heat and debris over me as I crouched down and covered my head with my hands. Light purple lit up my face as I pushed my antennae down against my head as well. My heart pounded out of my chest as I stayed down until the wind died. A horrible groaning and cracking noise resounded around me from the chateau, urging me to look up at the damage done.
The entire chateau was falling towards me.
An undeniable fear of my own clawed out of my chest as I stood up and started to sprint away from the falling structure. My lungs struggled to keep up with my frantic breaths as I focused on staying upright and dodging continuously falling debris. As I ran, I tried to look back towards the top of the crashing structure to see if I could spot anyone, but after almost getting crushed and tripping a few times, I decided to focus on my escape first. Despite my best efforts and no matter how hard I ran, the shadow of the chateau never seemed to leave my figure. Hopelessness dragged down my tiring body, painting my antennae a dreary gray.
'I'm not going to make it. Why did I come here? I should've just stayed at home like Katakuri told me to, Katakuri is always right! Stupid, stupid! Now he'll blame himself if I die here! He'll work himself even harder!' Tears began to waver my sight, and stream down my sweaty, dirty cheeks as I kept pushing my legs harder and harder. I could hear the crashing of larger debris behind me, and even though it scared me, I started to slow down until I dropped to my knees. Each breath seemed like it wasn't enough, especially as I kept crying under the looming shadow of the chateau.
Trembling on the ground, I threw my head back to stare up at my inevitable fate, only to face a large chunk of sponge cake falling towards me. Everything seemed to slow down as my wonderful life in the past three years with Katakuri flashed through my mind. I didn't want to die. Didn't want to leave him.
"If you ever need me, just call out my name, and I'll come to you no matter where I am. I will always protect you." Katakuri's promise from all those years ago resounded in my mind.
Clenching my eyes, I let out the loudest yell I could muster.
"KATAKURI, PLEASE PROTECT ME!! I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE YOU!!"
I felt a surprising surge of energy burst through my tired body as I screamed out and waited to either be swept off my feet by my husband or crushed. All I felt was an even greater fatigue. What a pitiful way to die on the Grand Line. 'I'm sorry, Katakuri.' After a few hard beats of my heart pounding against my ribcage, and neither of those things happening, I cracked my eyes open to look at what had happened. It took me a moment to comprehend what I was seeing through bleary eyes, but even when I wiped them what I saw confused me.
The first thing I noticed was white. At a glance, I thought it was the familiar mochi of my husband who came to save me, but realized this was definitely different once my mind cleared. A buzzing bubble surrounded me like a shield, and it was deathly quiet. 'Did someone else make this, or. . . is this me. . ?' Nothing was heard other than my labored breaths. I saw the large piece of sponge cake that had been hurtling towards me moments ago nearby on the ground in smaller pieces. The second thing I noticed was that the entire cake chateau had been turned into real sponge cake, and heavy cream was spilling its way towards me. Not a moment after this fearful realization did my bubble shatter.
All the sound that had been blocked out by it came rushing back all at once. The gushing of heavy cream, settling of debris, groaning from the buildings that were supporting the now sponge cake chateau, and a few pained groans from nearby. Despite all the noise, there was one noise that made my breath hitch as I turned towards it.
The sound of spurs.
I saw my mountain of a husband, Katakuri, running towards me rapidly with Daifuku and Oven close behind.
"Y/N!" He yelled as he got to me, my arms already raised and ready for him to pick me up, which is exactly what he did. Faint yellow relief filled me.
"Katakuri! I'm sorry I left the house, I should have stayed home, but I was worried, and I felt your emotions and, and-" I couldn't even finish my sentence before I was breaking down into tears as all the stuff that had happened so quickly washed over me. Everything was a mess, I was a mess, and I almost died. He held me so close and tight in his large, strong arms, pressing my body into his heaving chest, and head into his scarf. My hands slipped under his scarf so I could wrap my arms around his bare neck and ground myself in his contact. I could feel the fast thumping of his heartbeat against my own pounding chest as he tried to futilely hide the fact that he was shaken up.
No doubt when he heard me scream his name a few moments ago, he looked into the future and saw me about to be crushed by a cake. We both just relished each other's safety for a few moments, his mouth nuzzling its way to my cheek in his scarf. The shakiness of his breath made me whimper and cry a little more. We stayed like this before he gently tugged me away from his comforting body after we had mostly calmed down. His crimson eyes were imperceptibly watery as they searched my face and body for any injuries. Normally furrowed eyebrows were upturned in worry.
"Why are you-? No, first, are you okay? I didn't think I was going to make it in time. I saw the cake, and then a flash of white, I thought-" He abruptly stopped that line of thinking along with his fast breaths that were edging on hyperventilating. He quieted and focused on catching his breath as he studied me. I couldn't look him in the eye for long as guilt wracked my body for making my husband feel so worried about me. A few sniffles are all that sounded from me as I let him cycle through his emotions to calm down. Katakuri saw my reluctance to look at him straight, sighed, and brought me back towards him. My forehead touched his as one of his gloved hands lifted to my chin and redirected my averted gaze up to his worried pools of magenta. There was no anger, just concern and fear, even though he had every right to feel angry with me. This softness was something I only saw when we were alone, and it just broke me again. Tears quickly filled my eyes as I nodded in response to his second question.
"I-I'm fine. I don't know what happened with the- the cake and the forcefield. I'm sorry I left the house, but I was just so worried about you, and I couldn't help myself! And when I got on the island, I heard Mama screaming and you felt angry, and then the cake fell, and I evacuated everyone, but then the chateau fell and-" It was a wonder if he could understand my blubbering as I gestured wildly around us to the mess everywhere, but he let me go on until I ran out of breath. He just stood there, listening, and rubbing his thumb along my cheek to wipe away the tears.
"Anything else, love?"
A blush warmed my cheeks at his soft tone and pet name, but nodded, nonetheless. It wasn't a condescending question, he just wanted to make sure I was getting everything out. Despite causing trouble because I disobeyed him, he still wanted to make sure I was well. Another rumbling hum resonated in his broad chest as he studied my tear-stained face, dirtied yellow dress and flushed face. This softened his gaze even further as he felt regret at my sullied state.
"I'm sorry I wasn't here sooner. I don't know what I would do without you, Y/N, and I would rather not think about it. Although you did disobey me and slipped past the many Homies I had stationed around our home to try to prevent this very event from happening," I winced guiltily under his momentarily scolding gaze, "I am, nonetheless, happy that you came, and are safe. Your kindness knows no bounds, and I feel unworthy of such a display of love, yet I humbly accept it." His last sentence was quieter than the rest of his gentle scolding, still aware of his brothers nearby helping the rest of his siblings up from the rubble.
A wobbly smile tugged at my lips as new tears stung my eyes and I nodded. The warmth of our shared love for each other in this mess transitioned my relieved yellow to a lovingly deep pink.
"You're the one who's kindness is endless. I didn't listen to you about staying home and caused you extra stress. You should be furious with me, but you just care about me being safe. I have no one to blame for my state except myself, Kata, and you know it. None of this is your fault. And of course, you're worthy of my love, we've been over this, silly. You deserve the world, especially with everything you do for your family, and for me. I would do anything to ensure your safety, just as you do for us." I wanted to give him a kiss on the lips, but we were in public, so I just settled for giving him a lingering kiss between his eyebrows. He seemed to relax a little at this gesture, taking my return compliment well. Before either of us could say anything more, a shrill and angered voice called out for my darling love.
"Big brother Katakuri! What are we going to do about this mess, and all the traitors and intruders?! We have no time to just stand around!" It was Mont d'Or screaming and being followed by what looked like a giant chicken man in a familiar pink suit, Brulee, Compote and a few other higher ranking Charlotte siblings. Katakuri's tender face of worry hardened back to his serious one, which saddened me that our moment was already over. Duty calls, though, and I was used to it by now.
Katakuri made no move to put me down yet, so I just let out a soft sigh and leaned into his scarf to rest for a little. He finally turned around to face his oncoming siblings, and a few were surprised to see me in his hold. The first person to speak up about it was Brulee who walked forward with concern written all over her long face.
"Y/N-nii! What are you doing here? You look a mess, are you okay?" Everyone expressed different levels of concern over my state, but before I could say anything for myself, Katakuri spoke up for me.
"She was worried about Pudding's wedding, so she came to make sure everything was fine, but got a little caught up in some of the chateau's destruction. She's fine now." Katakuri's firm voice left no more room for questions, so everyone accepted this answer. I didn't look at anyone in particular, opting to just stay snuggled in the soft fabric of my husband's scarf.
Everyone started to talk about the attacks on the chateau, but I was only partially listening. I was staring absently at the ground, in thought, when a long pink and black, twisted lollipop invaded my vision. I perked up a little at the offering, looking past it to a smiling Perospero who gave me a little wink when my gaze fully met his. With a little giggle, I took the treat and began to suck on it as I settled back against Katakuri. He didn't say anything about it, but I could feel his cheeks shift under his scarf in a smile which had me glancing up at him with a small smile of my own.
Once again, our moment was broken by someone yelling, but this time it was Daifuku directing troops. From what I had heard snippets of, the explosion on the chateau was still unknown, the bird man was somehow Tamago based on how he was talking, Strawhat Luffy and his allies had caused a lot of damage, Jinbei announced his resignation to join the Strawhats and Capone Bege had betrayed us to help the Strawhats assassinate Big Mom. The last piece of information was a disappointment but not a surprise. Katakuri had always had his suspicions on Bege's loyalty. Jinbei, though, was more saddening.
Ever since Whitebeard died, he was quick to ally with Big Mom to protect Fishman Island from pirates. He only visited the chateau when Big Mom called him, and rarely came to Komugi Island unless it had something to do with Katakuri. Nevertheless, the times he accepted my invitation to tea when he was around, he was kind, respectful and a joyful company to have. He didn't disclose any sensitive information outside of personal information, but I'm sure he was being reasonably cautious since I was married to Katakuri. One might think he was just nice to me because of my relations to one of Big Mom's highest-ranking members, but I like to think he genuinely enjoyed our time together as I did.
"Brulee, come with me. I'm going after Strawhat." Katakuri demanded, and as Brulee agreed and started to rant about what they put her through, I could feel Katakuri's anger rising high as he listened to his sister. The development made me a little nervous because the higher strung his emotions were in a fight, the more likely he was to slip up.
"I will personally make sure he is stopped. Not only has he destroyed our kingdom, put the family in imminent danger and tried to assassinate Mama, but", his grip tightened on me, "he almost caused serious harm to my wife. I must stop him here before he becomes a bigger threat to Mama later on." His protectiveness over everyone, especially me, had me blushing as butterflies tickled my stomach. Though, the thought of him getting hurt on our behalf churned my stomach over the butterflies.
This pirate had managed this much damage, even if he did have some powerful allies to aid him. Either he was as strong as his bounty suggested, or this was all pure luck. Even if Strawhat Luffy lived up to his current bounty, it was still only half of Katakuri's which totaled in at a billion berries. I had done enough doubting of him today, so I tried to quell the growing uneasiness that colored my antennae a lime green.
Just as Katakuri prepared to put me down to leave with Brulee, a loud rumbling and sounds of massive destruction caught everyone's attention. Soon thereafter, Smoothie was running towards us, urging us to do the same. If she was this frantic, that could only mean one thing: Mama's hunger pains had started.
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Wah!~ Okay, sooo this turned into something WAY longer than I expected it to be, so I split it up!~ The scene I started this story in mind with can be reached in two parts.~ The second part is mostly done already, but now I kind of want to have another part for just pure fluff and maybe a little somethingggggg, I don't know!~ I'll decide when I get the planned parts out and see how they do and how I feel, I suppose.~ Take care, dearies!~
Part 1 - -> Part 2 - -> Part 3
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Can we get the ๐ chart for ROs in both gender as well as ๐ and ๐ please? ๐ฅบ
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A coward gremlin hiding behind a guy with a sunglasses
Sorry, this took so long to answer anon. I may have spent far too much time deciding on some of these. No shame here anon, there is a horny corner for a reason! I'm also going to add a bit to it.Below the cut ~
โค๏ธ Cam
Penis size: 8.3 inch
Butt size: Average, enough for MC to grab if they want.
Pubic hair: He has a nice trail of ginger hair that leads down. Cam keeps it trimmed, just in case.
๐ G
Male G
Penis size: 7.0 inch.
Butt size: On the smaller side, not flat but not large.
Pubic hair: Just a small dusting of black hair, G keeps it natural and trimmed
Female G
Chest size: 34 B cup.
Pubic hair: Similar to male G, female G has a small dusting of black hair that she keeps trimmed in a triangle.
๐ Kara
Butt size: Our girl is thick, Kara has a nice perky butt. Little more than enough to hold onto.
Chest size: 40 D cup.
Pubic hair: She has blonde hair that she keeps trimmed in a landing strip.
๐ M
Male M
Penis size: 6.9 inch
Butt size: They have a nice butt a bit larger than average. Plenty to pinch if Mc likes.
Pubic hair: None, all shaved.
Female M
Chest size: 38 C.
Pubic hair: Similar to male M, no pubic hair, all shaved.
๐ Isaac
Penis size: 7.2 inch
Butt size: They have a nice butt, a bit plumper than average. Plenty to smack.
Pubic hair: Natural black curls, well trimmed and tidy.
๐ค Ardent
Penis size: 9.1 inch. (I'm sorry your insides are going to be rearranged)
Butt size: He has an average butt, bit plump. (he does a lot of squats)
Pubic hair: The man is proud of his hair, even his pubic hair. His hair pattern on his chest is like that of a tree, it thins out the farther down it goes. Then connects to a dark brown patch that he keeps trimmed short for whoever gets to see that view.
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๐๏ธLife is Like a Crayon Box๐๏ธ A Stray Kids Mini series
โ๏ธFeelbokkie M.listโ๏ธ
description: Life is like a crayon box: "your values, beliefs, preferences, and behavior are 'normal' and other 'normal' people are pretty much the same as you."
pairing: skz x reader
pov: 1st person (Chan's and Felix's) 2nd person (everyone else)
warnings: **see each color for more info**
word count:
ยฉfeelbokkie (2023) โ all rights reserved. reposting/modification of any kind isย notย tolerated.
๐คBrown๐ค
Nature, Wholesomeness, Dependability
genre: fluff
pov: 2nd person
description: seungmin gets sick and you make it your mission to take care of him, even if he doesn't want you to
pairing: seungmin x reader
warnings: minimal swearing
word count: 2.7K+
โค๏ธRedโค๏ธ
Passion, Love, Anger
genre: angst, hurt no comfort
pov: 1st person
description: you've been with Chan since before he moved to Korea to pursue being an idol. 13 years later, you've reached your breaking point.
pairing: chan x fem!reader
warnings: break up, swearing, yelling
word count: 2K+
โค๏ธScarletโค๏ธ
Courage, Strength, Heat, Joy
Sequel to Red
genre: fix-it fic, angst, hurt comfort
pov: 2nd person
pairing: idol!chan x fem!reader
warnings: swearing
word count: 2.4K+
๐งกOrange๐งก
Energy, Happiness, Vitality
genre: fluff
pov: 2nd person
description: At the end of the day, all he needs is you.
pairing: minho x reader
warnings: none?
word count: 577
๐Yellow๐
Happiness, Hope, Deceit
genre: angst, little bit of fluff towards the end, hurt/comfort
pov: 1st person
description: Life with Felix is perfect, right?
pairing: felix x reader
warnings: swearing, allusion to an eating disorder
word count: 2K+
๐Green๐
New Beginnings, Abundance, Nature
genre: fluff
pov: 2nd person
description: You've broken up with your long-term boyfriend and decided to go camping to heal. Little did you know, you'd meet someone who would change your life forever.
pairing: jeongin x reader
warnings:
word count:
๐Blue๐
Calm, Responsible, Sadness
genre: angst, hurt/comfort
pov: 2nd person
description: jisung feels guilty about having to cancel your date because of an anxiety attack.
pairing: jisung x reader
warnings: swearing, slight depiction of an anxiety attack
word count: 817
๐Purple๐
Creativity, Royalty, Wealth
genre: heavy angst, unestablished relationship
pov: 2nd person
description: life can be lonely when everyone thinks you're perfect. Hyunjin knows that first hand.
pairing: idol!hyunjin x reader
warnings: swearing, reader is a bit of a shitty person
word count: 1.5K+
๐คBlack๐ค
Mystery, Elegance, Evil
genre: slight angst
pov: 2nd person
description: His life is so public, yet he's still a mystery.
pairing: changbin x reader
warnings:
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Shango's Thoughts:
Black Love or Nothing At All
It's sooo disheartening to encounter Black people who dont believe in Black Love.
I dont care how many matching qualities we have; someone who believes in Black Love I my #1 prerequisite.
We can match in love language, sexuality, life goals, hobbies & interests, physical attraction, etc... But if your dedication to Black Love is not there, then I'm not there.
I particularly despise when you ask someone "do you believe in Black Love?"..... And they're response is "I believe in love..." I know they think they're saying something, but all this non-answer says is "no, I do not..." And telling me where they are from does not explain nor justify this non-answer.
I know that these types of mindsets are symptomatic of living in/around white dominant societies, or having a colonized mind, where people deprioritize Black Love in efforts to assimilate. This is all the more reason to uplift & uphold Black Love as the ultimate standard.
People really dont realize, that when Black Love dies, we as Black people die. Let that sink in. Black Love is the only safety measure, that will ensure that we as Black people dont go extinct. Which is precisely what many external forces wish to see happen. And those of you who dont believe in Black Love are aiding in your own Extinction Ageda.
And if I have to explain why that is important in today's times, then you are definitely not for me, nor am I for you.
As someone that fully embraces his Blackness & Africanity, I know that Black Love Is different. Black Love is special. Black Love is everything.
Anything else or less is just flowery-worded self hatred.
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hi!!!! I saw something kind of similar to this the other day, but I thought it would be fun to do a writer specific one! I know I always love hearing what specific thing people like about my writing, and I'm sure other writers do too!! so yeah, reblog if you want :)
why do you read my fics/why do you follow me?
โค๏ธ plot/general concepts
๐งก smut writing
๐ angst writing
๐ fluff writing
๐ character development
๐ good dialogue
๐ฉท good descriptions
๐ค consistent/frequent uploads
๐ค lots of fics to choose from
๐ฉถ I like you as a person <3
๐ pity lol </3
๐ค a different reason (specify why :))
(p.s if you can't see the emojis, they are all hearts in the order; red, orange, yellow, green, blue, purple, pink, brown, black, grey, broken pink heart and white heart <3)
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South Park Masterlist 6.0 ๐ฆด
Blog introduction/request rules
๐ The Main Four ๐
๐ Stan Marsh ๐ฅค
Stan getting pantsed by his s/o
Stan with an actor s/o
Yandere Stan with a s/o like mikan
Stan with a genderfluid s/o
Taking a shower with Stan
Stan's reaction to you being a worm
Stan with an Insomnia s/o
Stan with a tall rich gf
When you feel left out (Stan)
Werewolf Stan with a piglet s/o
Stan with an artist s/o
Stan with a flirty s/o
Stan being comforted during a panic attack
Stan with a s/o who has a pet dragon
๐ Kyle Broflovski ๐ฒ
Kyle getting pantsed by his s/o
Kyle with an actor s/o
Cuddling with Kyle
Yandere Kyle with a s/o like mikan
Kyle with an s/o who gets excited around him
Kyle with a s/o who is close with his mom
Kyle with a genderfluid s/o
Kyle with a crying s/o
Taking a shower with Kyle
Kyle's reaction to you being a worm
Kyle with an Insomnia s/o
Kyle with a tall rich gf
When you feel left out (Kyle)
Kyle with a memory loss s/o
Kyle when his s/o parents hate him
Kyle with a s/o who likes to make flower crowns
Werewolf Kyle with a piglet s/o
Kyle with an artist s/o
Kyle with a hockey player s/o
Kyle being comforted during a panic attack
Kyle with a s/o who has a pet dragon
โค๏ธ Eric Cartman ๐ฒ
Cartman getting pantsed by his s/o
Cartman with an actor s/o
Yandere Cartman with a s/o like mikan
Taking a shower with Cartman
Cartman with an Insomnia s/o
Cartman with a tall rich gf
Werewolf Cartman with a piglet s/o
Cartman with a s/o who has a pet dragon
๐งก Kenny Mccormick ๐
Kenny getting pantsed by his s/o
Kenny with an actor s/o
Yandere Kenny with a s/o like mikan
Kenny with a crying s/o
Taking a shower with Kenny
Kenny with an Insomnia s/o
Kenny with a tall rich gf
Kenny with a memory loss s/o
Werewolf Kenny with a piglet s/o
Kenny with an artist s/o
Kenny with a flirty s/o
Yandere Kenny with a s/o who loves him
Kenny with a s/o who has a pet dragon
๐งผ Craig and those guys ๐งผ
๐ Craig Tucker ๐น
Craig with a genderfluid s/o
Craig's reaction to you being a worm
Craig with a memory loss s/o
Craig with an artist s/o
Craig with a flirty s/o
๐ Tweek Tweak ๐
Tweek with a genderfluid s/o
๐ค Clyde Donovan ๐ฎ
Clyde with a timid s/o
Clyde with a s/o who likes to make flower crowns
Clyde with a flirty s/o
๐ Token Black ๐
Token with a s/o who likes to make flower crowns
๐ Jimmy Valmer ๐
Jimmy with a s/o who gets excited around him
๐ฅ Other Characters ๐ฅ
๐ค Wendy Testaburger ๐บ
Wendy with a s/o who gets excited around her
๐ Leopold Butters Scotch ๐
Butters with a tall rich gf
Butters being adopted by the reader
๐ Heidi Turner ๐พ
Heidi with a streaming s/o
๐งก Timmy Burch ๐งโ๐ฆผ
๐ Bebe Stevens ๐ผ๏ธ
Bebe with a streaming s/o
โค๏ธ Damien Thorn ๐ฅ
Damien with a genderfluid s/o
๐ Phillip Pip Pirrup ๐จ
Phillip with a goth s/o
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Send in a colored heart with a special heart and character you like! Tell me if you want sfw or nsfw, and fluff or angst! Iโll write a little fic for you! Iโll be doing this until January 8th, 2024 January 15th, 2024.
I will be mainly writing for: One Piece, Jujutsu Kaisen, Demon Slayer, Genshin Impact, and Honkai: Star Rail!
Also keep in mind that I only write for male characters who are 18+! I will not be accepting anon asks for nsfw things!
Currently Working On
Zoro X Female! Reader (๐๐ | nsfw & fluffy)
Ace X Female! Reader (๐ค๐ | nsfw & fluffy)
Law X Female! Reader (๐๐ | sfw & fluffy)
Sabo X Female! Reader (โค๏ธ๐)
Luffy X Female! Reader (๐งกโฃ๏ธ| fluffy)
Sanji X Female! Reader (๐ค๐| sfw & fluffy)
Law X Female! Reader - (๐งก๐| fluffy)
Gyomei Himejima X Female! Reader - (๐งก๐| swf & fluffy)
Colored Heart
โค๏ธ Red Heart - Love, affection, strong emotions
๐งก Orange Heart - Warmth, care
๐ Yellow Heart - Joy, happiness
๐ Green Heart - Nature, joy, harmony
๐ Blue Heart - Loyalty, trust, tranquility
๐ค Brown Heart - Stability, comfort
๐ค Black Heart - Sorrow, grief
๐ค White Heart - Purity, peace, innocence
Special Heart
๐ Broken Heart - Heartbreak, sadness
โฃ๏ธHeart Exclamation - Strong affection, excitement
๐ Revolving Hearts - Love in motion
๐Growing Heart - Growing or expanding love
๐ Sparkling Heart - Excitement, admiration
๐ Heart with Arrow - Love struck
๐ Heart with Ribbon - Gift giving
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you wanted it, didn't you i can't believe you did
my ass is going to be famous for this rubbish, yay
colors as lees
red โค๏ธ
- blush that spreads over their whole face along with ears and neck
- how DARE you presume they can be ticklish
- violent roars of laughter
- their neck is just the worst
- you'll have to hold their hands down or you'll get scratched
orange ๐งก
- JUMPY
- uh buddy pal love mine howbout we justโ
- it's so much better if you have to chase them
- may yell in your ear
- rolls around a lot
yellow ๐
- dimples
- still compliments during tickling
- just loves their ler wholeheartedly
- "ohOHOH oh gosh ๐ฅฐ"
- arches their back and encourages the ler to raspberry their tummy
green ๐
- demands to play hide&seek but gives themselves away with endless giggling would easily win otherwise
- shrieks and howls of joy
- wriggles from teases alone
- walks barefoot
- is the type to get a lee mood from watching bumblebees buzzing around
cyan ๐ฉต
- has hoodies and beanies to hide their face with
- explains sheepishly what exactly would they like you to do with them
- paintbrushes get them well
- squeaky
- enjoys exposing their spots even when they're a little embarrassed
blue ๐
- likes rubs
- but hates babytalk or not
- seriously gets tickled even through their clothes
- "itchy ๐ก" *proceeds to scratch off*
- purses their lips to keep the sounds in i wonder how long will it take them to give up, hmm
purple ๐
- "careful careful careful ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ"
- makeup brushes โจ
- frequent pick-me-ups
- is only comfortable with it when you and them are alone
- needs some time to start laughing freely
pink ๐ฉท
- likes the soft playful side
- doesn't mind spicing the things up tho, it depends
- emotional support stuffies
- the cutest giggles ever
- bites their lips
brown ๐ค
- eeep!
- cherishes small everyday tickles while cooking or doing chores
- hasn't grown out of nursery rhymes
- will throw their head back and forth
- the ultimate recipe is wiggling a single finger over their skin and digging in
white ๐ค
- squeezes their own cheeks
- mmmphff ๐๐ป๐๐ป
- is too clueless to hide their reactions
- and is too shy to even beg, just accepts their doom
- flappy hands
gray ๐ฉถ
- sleepyhead
- hehe tingles so funny
- aims all their concentration at the sensations
- therefore gets overstimulated quickly
- loves gigantic blankets
black ๐ค
- "dont dont DONT ๐จ"
- will legit cry, angrily and comically, if you wreck them
- craves revenge in any case
- but they're such a limp puddle by the end of it all that they can't get up
- twitchy lips and toothy grins
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witchy regression๐ฎ: candles ๐ฏ๏ธ
for those beginner witches out there, iโm here to lend a helping hand on the different colour candles and what they mean ๐.
letโs start!
Red Candle โค๏ธ๐ฏ๏ธ
-> relates to passion, energy, lust, charisma, confidence etc.
Orange Candle ๐งก๐ฏ๏ธ
-> relates to success, celebration, joy, good luck etc.
Pink Candle ๐ฉท๐ฏ๏ธ
-> relates to love, romance, affection, self-love, happiness etc.
Green Candle ๐๐ฏ๏ธ
-> relates to earth magic, wealth, health, success etc.
Yellow Candle ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐ฏ๏ธ
-> relates to focus, learning, wisdom, new ideas, logic etc.
Blue Candle ๐๐ฏ๏ธ
-> relates to emotional healing, creativity, focus, justice etc.
Purple Candle ๐๐ฏ๏ธ
-> relates to psychic power, meditation, third-eye opening, divination etc.
Brown Candle ๐ค๐ฏ๏ธ
-> home, protection, animals, stability, friendship etc.
Black Candle ๐ค๐ฏ๏ธ
-> protection, strength & grounding, repelling dark magic, brandishing etc.
White Candle ๐ค๐ฏ๏ธ
-> protection, new beginnings, peace, calming mind etc.
gif isnโt mine
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The Six Pillars; Masterlist #3~
Welcome to my second temple~! Here is the rest of the Masterlist I couldnโt fit on my first one~! This is, in all honesty, this writing apocalypseโs peak!
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Pillar #1: Demon Slayer~โค๏ธ
โค๏ธ๐ฉท Tanjiro and Kanao: Rotting Fruit
๐ Gyutaro: Polkadots
๐ Muichiro: Palace of Stars
๐ฉท๐ Mitsuri and Shinobu: I Hate You
๐งก Kyojuro: A Second Peek
๐โค๏ธ Muichiro and Yoriichi: The Sound of Silence
โค๏ธ Yoriichi: Terminal Heartbreak
๐ Aizetsu: Save Your Tears
๐๐โค๏ธ Obanai, Muichiro and Yoriichi: Riding Dominant
๐ Muichiro: Pop Stan
๐ Genya: Flirts and Blurts
๐ Zenitsu: A New Leash
๐ Obanai: Matching Problems
๐ Muichiro: Fifth Breakup
๐ Muichiro: Meet and Greet
๐ Obanai: Love and Fauna
โค๏ธ Tengen: Short and Distraught
๐๐โค๏ธ Giyuu, Muichiro and Tengen: First Peck
๐งก๐๐ฉท Kyojuro, Muichiro and Mitsuri: Acting Grand
๐ Muichiro: Buddy Clouds
๐ฉท๐ Daki and Gyutaro: Danger Alley
โค๏ธ๐ Tengen and Giyuu: Stealing Hearts
โค๏ธ Tanjiro: Friendly Spirit
๐ฉท๐ Daki and Gyutaro: Gingerbread Men
๐งก Senjuro: Ditzy Mind
๐ Muichiro: Furry Jealousy
โค๏ธ๐ Tanjiro and Genya: One-Two Punch
โค๏ธ Yoriichi: Forever Mine
๐งก๐๐ฉท Kyojuro, Obanai and Mitsuri: The Winter Solider
๐ Muichiro: NSFW Alphabet
โค๏ธ Kaigaku: Arousal Notes
๐ Giyuu: Water and Land
โค๏ธ Kaigaku: Wits Make All
๐ Muichiro: Timid Kitten
๐ Douma: Down, Slave
โค๏ธ๐ Yoriichi and Michikatsu: Wealthy Life
๐๐๐ Giyuu, Obanai and Muichiro: Multi-Voices
โค๏ธ Muzan: Fluffy Cuffs
๐โค๏ธ Michikatsu and Yoriichi: Vampiric Dreams
๐๐ Giyuu and Obanai: Golden Moon
โค๏ธ๐ Tanjiro and Genya: Teamup
๐๐งก Genya and Senjuro: Tug of War
โค๏ธ Muzan: Loyal Second
๐๐โค๏ธ Giyuu, Sanemi and Tengen: Little Runaway
โค๏ธ๐ Yoriichi and Michikatsu: Aqua Heart
๐ Kokushibo: Surprises After Surprises
๐๐โค๏ธ Kokushibo, Douma and Akaza: String Prodigy
๐ Urogi: A Noisey Snuggle
โค๏ธ๐งก๐ Tanjiro, Senjuro and Michikatsu: Lapis Tears
โค๏ธ Kamaboko Squad: Picnic Hell
โค๏ธ๐ Yoriichi and Michikatsu: Twin Duo
๐ Urogi: Growing Spurt
โค๏ธโค๏ธ Tanjiro and Kaigaku: Black Soul
๐ Muichiro: New Feeling
๐๐โค๏ธ Obanai, Muichiro and Kaigaku: Angel Amongst Us
๐Douma: Teasing and Playing
๐ Obanai: Brat Taming
๐ Obanai: Mistakes and Fantasies
๐ฉท๐ Mitsuri and Shinobu: Endless Devotion
๐งก Senjuro: Star Heart
๐ Giyuu: Blue Lagoon
๐๐ Giyuu and Muichiro: Gloomy Day
โค๏ธ๐ Tanjiro and Zenitsu: Sick Mockery
๐๐๐งก Sanemi, Giyuu and Kyojuro: Shocking Discovery
๐๐๐ Muichiro, Giyuu and Obanai: Infinite Passion
๐โค๏ธ๐งก Obanai, Tengen and Kyojuro: Connections and Candies
๐ Obanai: A Bratโs Punishment
๐ Douma: Step On and Control
๐ Kokushibo: Deep Plunge
๐ Obanai: Witches Brew
๐ฉท Mitsuri: Sugary Scent
๐๐งก Shinobu and Kyojuro: Outback Cuteness
๐ Douma: Special Teddy
๐ฉท Mitsuri: Half-Human, Half-Not
๐ฉท Mitsuri: Diamond in the Pebble
๐๐ Shinobu and Muichiro: Gentle Giant
โค๏ธ Yoriichi: One and Only
๐๐๐๐ฉท Muichiro, Giyuu, Mitsuri and Shinobu: Black Cat
๐ Douma: Serve Me
โค๏ธ๐๐ฉท๐ค Tengen, Giyuu, Mitsuri and Gyomei: Fortress of Solitude
๐๐Giyuu and Muichiro: Echo in the Mirror
๐Muichiro, Giyuu and Obanai: Hellflame
๐ฉท๐๐โค๏ธ Mitsuri, Obanai, Shinobu and Tengen: Thorn Vines
โค๏ธ๐งก Tengen and Kyojuro: Real Makeups
Pillar #2: Jujutsu Kaisen~๐
๐ Satoru: Little Snowflakes
๐งก๐๐ค Suguru, Satoru and Toji: Red Cross
๐ Satoru: Overprotective Parent
๐โค๏ธ Satoru and Choso: Big Olโ Crybaby
โค๏ธ Naoya: Sweetest Pie
๐ Satoru: Bloody Mess
๐โค๏ธ Satoru and Naoya: Battle of the Petty
โค๏ธ๐ค Naoya and Toji: Real Makeups
โค๏ธ๐ค Naoya and Toji: Hexstruck
Pillar #3: JoJoโs Bizarre Adventure~๐
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Pillar #4: Death Note~๐
๐ค L: Wild Catch
๐ค Misa: Temper Tantrum
Pillar #5: Haikyuu~๐
๐โค๏ธ Atsumu and Akaashi: Mindful and Mindless
Pillar #6: Record of Ragnorak~๐ฉท
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Additional Pillar~๐ค
๐๐ Shoto and Izuku: Internal Rivalry
๐ Setsuna: Unnerved and Unstitched
๐๐ Tamaki and Nejire: Can I Save You?
Here is the older end of this blogโs overall Masterlist~ Masterlist #4
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