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The Reaper and the Death Angel Part 55

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Part 54

Contains: Fluff, angst, so much smut (phone sex, sex toys, M and F masturbation, fingering, oral sex M and F receiving, fingering, P in V, aftercare.

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A new beginning.

Everyone was at breakfast when the camera beeped, "it's Juice, I'll go get it."

You open the door and invited him in and Juice sat at the table, "help yourself Juicy."

He smiled, "thank you Ima."

He piled his plate high, "what's brought you here toady, other than breakfast?"

"I just wanted some company."

You smiled, "well, that's what where her for, is there something on your mind?"

Juice looked at Jax who put a hand on his shoulder, "we're here for you man, whatever it is."

He took a deep breath, "do you think it's all over now that Clay's dead?"

There was quiet for a beat, "yeah, it's over. You have your last run in two weeks and then the Club is free and clear."

Juice smiled softly, "are you sure? You know who this goes, what if Clay had something in place?"

You sighed, "honey, the CIA would know. Why don't you take some time off, I'll give Jess the week and you can head to the cabin and get you brain right."

Jax nodded, "yeah man, it's not like we don't have enough people to cover you."

Juice relaxed, "thank you."

You smiled, "now finish your fruit."

****

It had been a week and a half since Clay died and things had calmed down, you and Jax were sitting in your office going through wedding invite samples, "I like these ones." To your surprise, Jax had taken an active role in the whole thing, but in the end he always ended up going with what you liked, reasoning that you had better taste than him.

"Yeah so do I, see Teller, you do have good taste."

He smiled from ear to ear. The invites chosen were simple, off white oval paper with black writing and green embossed flowers. The envelope was deep forest green with a gold sticker to close it. "What are you going to say?"

You shrugged, "I don't know, there's not much of a dress code, I can't give anything away but I will be asking the women to limit florals."

Jax did his best to hide his smile, "that's all the hint I'm going to get, you know that whole bad luck thing is bulshit."

You huffed, "you are going to be surprised and that's that. Now we need to work out seating."

****

Jax threw his clothes into his bag, "gee, what did your underpants ever do to you except keep me from touching your butt?"

Jax gave you a small smile, "I don't want to be gone for a week plus, I know this will be the last one but I'm honestly getting sick of leaving."

You sighed, "it's the last one, the Niners will be there and it's not like we have any enemies anymore, things will turn out fine."

Jax smiled, "yeah, all thanks to you."

He walked over to you and pulled you into his arms, burying his face in your hair, "I am one lucky man."

You stepped back with a smile on your face, "you want to feel even luckier?"

Jax smirked, "sure darlin."

You went to the bedside drawer and took a plain black box out then held your hand out, "your phone please."

Jax handed you his phone and looked on with curiosity and you downloaded an app and picked up the box, "it's a very pink calendar."

You shook your head, "open it."

He clicked on the icon while you opened the box, "oh, this is not a calendar."

You shook your head, "I know how much you hate being parted from me so I came up with a solution, I have the same app on my phone and it connects with Bluetooth to the vibrator, you get to control the settings from your phone. I figure we on a video call and you can watch rather than just hear how much fun I am having."

Jax picked up the vibrator from the open box, "it's small."

You sighed, "it's not that small, don't be egotistical."

Jax chuckled, "so you're going to let me choose everything?"

You nodded, "yep, you can even lock me out of the controls if you want."

He put his hand out, "your phone little girl."

You gave it to him with the app open and showed him where to click, "so I've got all the power?"

"Yep, all I can do is turn it off. You wanna try it out before hand?"

He shook his head, "nah, I'll make sure I have my whole night free so we can have all the fun in the world."

****

Jax called you on night two, having spent last night on the side of the road sleeping in the truck with everyone else, "how's the hotel?"

He smiled, "dirty, can you move the laptop back a bit, I want to see more of you." He smirked as you shifted it, taking you in from his laptop that was perched on the old, ratty bedside table. His bare chest and grey sweatpants making it hard for you to focus on the room around him.

"How was your day?"

Jax's voice was filled with affection, "it's was alright, Abel's doing really well. Work was work, some cops in Oakland mishandled evidence and it looks like a killer is going to walk free but we're trying to fix that. What about you?"

Jax smiled, "been on the road all day long, we saw a deer and Sam kept calling Ima every chance he got."

"Yeah, she kept texting me to tell me how attentive he's been, as unnecessary as it is, I think it's making her feel better."

Jax smiled, "he also bought a whole bunch of baby stuff at a fancy store near the diner we stopped at."

You laughed, "oh boy, it's only going to get worse. Has he told you if he wants a boy or a girl?"

Jax shook his head with a smile, "no, but I think he wants a girl because he kept going back to the hair brushes."

"He'll be a good girl dad. How's everyone else?"

Jax made a face, "I think Happy wants Ima to have a girl because he encouraged Sam to buy so much, he's weirdly good with babies."

You laughed, "oh, I know. How are the Niners?"

Jax swallowed, "LeRoy and Pope are still at each other, I give it a few months before Pope has him knocked off."

You snorted, "dude doesn't want his daughter dating a business associate, it's understandable."

"I like your shirt."

You huffed, "you lasted five minutes before you made it sexual, you are insufferable."

Jax chuckled, "what, I can't tell you I like your shirt? You know how hot I think you're old military gear is."

You shook your head, "it's full of holes and I'm pretty sure there's a crude oil stain on it."

Jax laughed, "so what, it's sexy."

You pressed your lips together, "you want me to take it off?"

He licked his lips, "yep."

Jax's eyes followed your hands as you wrapped then around the hem of the T-shirt and pulled it off, leaving you in just a pair of panties, "happy my love?"

He smiled, "very, I fucking love your tits."

You giggled, "yes, I know, you tell me all the time."

Jax smirked, "touch yourself for me?"

You smiled and ran your hand across your upper chest, "like this?"

"Lower darlin." You smiled and moved your hands downwards, wrapping your hand around your breast while your thumb gently rubbed your nipple, "there you go, does that feel good gorgeous?"

You nodded, "yes Jax."

His hands were still in front of him but you could see a growing bulge in his pants. "you want more?"

You sighed and warmth began to spread through your body, "please."

"You're so polite. Run your hand down your body, real slow like how I'd do it, I know you love how rough my hands are." You did as he asked, stopping to play with the hem of your underpants as you waited for his next instructions. "I bet you're wet, you wanna check for me." You slid your hand into your panties and ran your index and middle finger through your slit, "are you darlin?"

You nodded, "yes, very much so."

Jax smirked, "you got the toy there?"

You reached over the laptop and produced it, wiggling back and forth, "this one?"

He licked his lips, "yep, you wanna see if it works?"

You beep booped on your phone while Jax did the same, the vibrator coming to life, "ah ha, the miracle of technology."

Jax chuckled, "you're such a dork."

You giggled, "what would you like me to do with it, my love?"

Jax smirked his hand drifting down his hard body to make its way around his cock, "lay on your back for me, this isn't the best angle."

You flipped from your side to your back, "that better?"

Jax huffed, "fuck, can you put the laptop on something, I want to see more of you."

You looked around the room, "I can do that, give me two seconds."

You got up and picked up a chair, placing a few paces away from the bed before putting the laptop on the seat, Jax chuckled, "what?"

You could hear the smile in his voice, "you have bees on your butt."

You giggled, "yes I do, is there something funny about that?"

You laid back on the bed and Jax's eyes raked over your skin, "Nah, it's cute. Take em off."

You did as he asked, throwing them across the room. Jax had his phone in one hand and his cock in the other, turning on the vibrator on low, "how's that darlin?"

You smiled, "well I don't know, you haven't told me I can use it yet."

Jax grunted, "behave, you did leave me with the controls." Jax clenched his jaw, "put it down and start with your fingers, I want you to be nice and ready before we really start."

You bent one of your legs on the other side so he could see more of you as your fingers found your clit, "like this?"

Jax groaned, "yeah, just like that." Jax's hand was moving slowly, building himself up at the same pace as you were. "now rub that spot inside you just like I would." You slid your fingers inside yourself and pressed your G-spot Jax grunted at your gasp, "how does that feel?"

You whimpered, "good, but not as good as when you do it."

Jax's voice was filled with gravel, "yeah, and why is that darlin?" You locked eyes with him, Jax was smirking at you despite the pleasure in his eyes, "your hands are so much nicer. They're bigger and rougher and yours are warm."

He chuckled, "yeah, I bet you don't feel full either."

You shook your head, "no, I feel empty."

"I can fix that for you." His phone was back in his hand, "take that thing and rub your clit with it, tell me if it's too strong yeah?"

You moaned as you pressed the buzzing toy to your clit, "it feels nice."

Jax's hand was moving faster on his cock, "good, press a little harder for me." As you did, he turned it up and you swallowed a gasp.

"You look real pretty like laying out for me, next time we use this thing I'm going to be right next to you, would you like that little girl?."

You nodded, "yes please."

Jax moaned, squeezing the base of his cock to back himself off from the edge, "good girl, now I want you fuck yourself with it, can you do that for me?"

"Ok."

You did as he asked, circling your entrance before sliding the toy in, Jax groaning, "that's it, my good girl." He turned it up and you gripped the sheet, the pleasure spreading through your body. "You gonna come for me little girl?" Jax was close himself, doing his best to focus on the dirt on the walls rather than the way your hips were moving against the toy.

"Jax, please."

He grunted again, more desperate this time, "let go, I'm right there with you." The moment the words left his mouth, you were aching off the bed and clenching around the toy, by the sound Jax was making, he was right behind you.

You heaved in a breath, "you good?"

Jax chuckled, "yeah, I'm good. Are you?"

You sighed, "I'm great, I need to go clean up, I'll be back in a second"

Jax smiled, "me too, you wanna come with?"

You snorted, "no, you weirdo." You both came back and settled into bed, "that was fun."

Jax smiled, "oh yeah, that was great, I am definitely going to take advantage of this app every chance I get."

"Of course you are, you are terrible Jackson."

He chuckled, "yep, just the worst."

You giggled, "so I thought I'd let you know now while we're both enjoying the post sex glow, Billy is going to call Opie and they're planning our bachelor slash bachelorette party. It's either going to be amazing or the worst time on earth, there will be no in between."

Jax shook his head, "I know, I'm pretty sure Billy called Ope right after he called you. What do you think they're planning?"

You shrugged, "I have no idea, I can try and get it out of Frank, he might tell me."

Jax nodded, "should I try Juice?"

You shook your head, "no, he can keep a secret when it counts, Kip will slip the beans if you ask him."

"You have all the answers, don't you?"

You smiled, "it's that why you're marrying me?"

He chuckled, "one of the many reasons. I'm sorry I'm not there to tuck you in."

You wanted to reach through the screen and touch him, "it's alright, I can tuck myself in. You'll be home soon anyway."

"Yeah, I'm counting down the days. Goodnight darlin, I love you."

"I love too you, goodnight beloved."

****

You were shopping with Ima and Abel, Jax and Sam were coming home the next day and they had complained about the food non stop so you and Ima were going to make sure they had something nice to eat when they got home.

"When's your next appointment?"

She smiled, "a week, we're going to keep the sex a secret, Sam wants to be surprised."

You huffed, "Jax says he wants a little girl."

Ima placed a hand over her tiny bump, "I don't really care what the baby is but Sam would be good with a little girl. I think he'd worry too much about a little boy becoming a good man."

You nodded, "that's what happens when you're raised by your sister, the first male role model in his life was when he joined the corp. He's not sure if he'll do it right. Don't worry, he won't be disappointed if the baby is a boy."

She took a deep breath, "I know, he's going to be a good dad."

"And you're going to be a good mother and that baby is going to be fine. I know how worried you are, with everything that's going on that's perfectly normal. I have an ultrasound machine at the lab, if you ever get worried just stop by and we'll sort it out." She opened her arms and pulled you into a hug, Abel joining you, his little arms not fitting around anyone.

"Everything's going to be ok?"

You nodded, "yep, everything is going to be fine."

****

"Hello my love."

Jax all but collapsed into your arms, "hey darlin, I missed you."

He pressed his lips to yours in a slow, long kiss, "I'm here too you know."

You chuckled, "hello Sam, you smell like a foot."

Sam shook his head, "miss you too sis."

Ima pressed her face to his chest, "you don't need to go away again do you?"

Sam shook his head and rubbed his hand up and down her arm, "no sweetheart, we don't."

You sighed, "Ima and I are getting dinner on, you guys clean up."

Jax smiled a pressed a kiss to your forehead, "thanks darlin."

Jax walked away, his hand lingering in yours. Ima rubbed her face, "you really think that's it?"

You nodded, "yeah, I'm guessing these long runs will be for fun only from now on."

****

You and Jax were lying in bed later that night, your head on Jax's bare chest while he ran his fingertips up and down your upper arm. "How was the run?"

Jax exhaled, "long and hard, I miss you so much."

You huffed, "did you miss me or did you miss fucking me?"

Jax smirked, "both, I think that night over video call made everything worse, I was hearing you in my head the next day on repeat."

You giggled, "that must have made riding hard."

Jax's hand squeezed your upper arm, his hand coming up to hold your cheek while his thumb drifted over your lips, "yeah, you wanna make it up to me?"

You batted your eyelashes at him as his thumb focused more on your lower lip. "Of course I do, what do you have in mind?"

He moved his hand and brushed a strand of hair off your face, "what do you think darlin?"

You bit your lip, "you want me to suck your cock?"

Jax nodded, smiling with lust in his eyes, "every damn day." You turned onto your stomach, lying on top of him, chest to chest as you pressed your lips to his.

"I'd like that too." You kissed over his face, moving up one cheek, across to the next one then down his neck. You pressed your lips from collarbone to collar bone then down his chest, running the tip of your tongue around his nipple while his hand made its way to the back of your head.

You kissed down his stomach, the muscles jumping at the soft brush of your lips. When you reached the hem of his grey sweatpants, his hand moved to your crow in a tender stroke and you pulled them down, his hard, leaking cock springing free. You met his eye then licked a stripe from base to tip, Jax taking in a sharp breath.

"Oh fuck I missed you."

You giggled as you wrapped your hand around the base and started to stroke him, "I missed you too, and your dick, mostly your dick."

Jax pressed his lips together to stop himself from laughing, "behave."

You chuckled and took a deep breath, blowing a raspberry on his lower abdomen, "never."

Jax burst into full blown laughter, his abs contracting under your hand. "Now you're just being a brat."

You shook your head, "yeah I know. I'm going to suck your dick now."

Jax smiled down at you, his hand rubbing your cheek, "that would be nice." You kitten licked the head and Jax sighed as you wrapped your lips around him and sucked him into your mouth.

Jax grunted as you hollowed your cheeks and lowered your head farther, you reached up with one hand and he linked his fingers with yours. He grunted as you pulled back slightly, "you're killing me here darlin." His voice was rough as you pushed him closer to the edge. Jax's thumb was stroking your cheekbone while he heaped on the praise.

It didn't take long before he was tapping your cheek and you cupped his balls closer to his body, Jax moaning your name as he came. You kissed back up his body, following the same soft slow path as before and landed on his lips, Jax returning your kiss sleepily, "I'm going to go clean up, I'll be back."

He reached out and grabbed your wrist, his thumb running back and forth over the skin, "what about you darlin?"

You smiled, "I didn't do it to get anything back and you can't keep your eyes open, I don't want you falling asleep on top of me."

He chuckled, "I wouldn't you're too fucking hot for me to."

You shook your head, "if you're still awake when I get back we can talk about it." You pecked Jax one last time then walked off, sure enough, he was fast asleep when you returned.

****

You woke up in the morning to your shirt lifted up, Jax's hand on your ribs and his lips moving across your stomach, "good morning beloved."

He smiled against your skin, "good morning darlin."

You sighed, "I need to be at work in half an hour, there's a huge case and we don't have the time to enjoy this."

Jax dropped his head, resting it on your chest while his hands stroked your skin, "you're sure?"

You nodded, "yep, we'll have to pick this up tonight."

He lifted his head with a smirk, "why don't you stop by T-M at lunch, my office is always free."

You brought your hand to his cheek and he turned his head to kissed your palm, "because the body is one of ours, a boy from the high school."

Jax's face fell, "how are the parents?"

You sat up, Jax sitting up with you, "how do you think. My main theory right now is that it was a student, Hale's been there four times to talk about bullying."

"Kids killings kids, I think I'll stick with being yelled at by angry customers."

****

"Well then, someone needs to tell Hale he needs to go and arrest two teenage boys. Any bet the judge's kid is out within the hour."

Holt sighed, "who's turn is it this time?"

You thought for a moment, "mine, I'll make the call now. How long before the blowback hits?"

Holt shook his head, "I give it a day or two before we're up to our eyebrows in floaters and sewer corpses."

"Just fucking great, I'll make sure Jess gets all the paperwork in order."

****

Jax was still waiting up for you at two in the morning when you came home, "bad day?"

You nodded, "yep, and I have bad news, I'm going to be on night shift for the next two and a half weeks."

Just stood up and pulled you into his arms, "because of the judge?"

You weren't surprised that word had spread, "yep, I'm going to miss your butt so much."

Jax chuckled, "you've been on night shift before and we've still made time, stop worrying."

You smiled and buried your head in his chest, "I'm not going to get to read Abel a bedtime story, I'm going to be eating dinner at my desk, I'll miss the puppy snores."

Jax smiled and squeezed your tighter, "alright, let's get you showered and tucked in and then we can talk about whatever's going on because I don't think this is about the night shift."

Jax placed his hand on your lower back and walked you up the stairs, then slowly peeled off your clothing and got you into the shower, sitting close by in the bathroom while you washed, "what happened to the kid?"

You sighed, "they we're going to tie him up on the stage for everyone to find him the next day, a fight broke out and he hit his head, they went to take the body to the judge's cabin but almost got pulled over so they dropped it in a ditch and covered it with a plastic sheet which sped decomp."

"You think they'll spend any time inside?"

You nodded, "yeah, the bullying was documented and the other kid talked, the prosecutor is going for second degree and the judge was told to lay off or be disbarred, after what Jacob Hale did the town isn't having much of the good old boy bulshit."

Jax was looking at you strangely, "yes Teller, you can do my hair."

He was up off his spot and towards the shower in a flash, "I love you darlin."

You smiled, "I love you too Jackson." When he was done, he took the time to wrap you in the fluffiest towel and make sure your hair was perfect before dressing you in your PJs and climbing into bed with you.

He pulled you into his arms and stroked your face with his calloused hand, "you wanna tell me what's got you so upset?"

You nuzzled into his chest as far as you could go, "I'm waiting for the other shoe, everything went fine with Galen, the guns have been handed off and the transition is going great. Santo Parde will be here soon to sure up our relationship and make sure we have friends at the border. Ima and the baby are ok, something has to go wrong."

Jax sighed, "and you don't think you can fix it because you're on the night shift?"

You nodded, "yeah, I mean I can also take time off but the night shift makes it so much harder. What if something else happens?"

Jax pressed his lips to your forehead, "we'll deal with it together like we always do. You need sleep so close your eyes, I'll be right here with you when you wake up."

You craned your head and kissed him, "I don't want to sleep right now."

Jax smiled softly, "yeah, what do you need?" His lips found yours as the kiss deepened, "you."

Jax rolled you over into your back and hovered over you, "I can do that." He pulled your shirt off and leaned down, kissing over your neck until your hands were weaving into his hair and you were pushing him down your body. He reached your breasts, pulling your nipple into his mouth while his thumb played with the other one.

His free hand made its way down your body into your panties, his mouth and hand switched places on your breasts and his fingers made their way through your slit, Jax smiling against your skin when he found you wet, "oh you poor thing, I've been neglecting you." You exhaled as his fingers circled your clit, "are you going to let me make it up to you?"

You gasped, "please." Jax kissed his way down your body then pulled your panties off, lifting your legs over his shoulders and settling between your legs.

He wrapped his lips around your clit and slid two fingers inside you, his other hand was on your leg, his fingertips moving back and forth in a gentle brush. He built you up slow, the pleasure spreading from his plump lips and long fingers up your core and along your spine to blanket your body in warmth.

"That feels really nice." Jax chuckled against you, the vibrations causing you to moan. He pressed his fingertips to your G-spot while the other hand rubbed your thigh, the callouses on his skin accentuating his large hand. "Jax, please."

He was still being soft as he sped up and pushed you closer to the edge. You gasped, the sound pricking at Jax's ears and causing him to lift his head, "tell me what you need darlin."

"I need more, please." Jax dropped his head again and added a third finger, bringing you as close to him as he could. You tugged on his hair and he moaned then increased his efforts until you were clenching around his fingers. Jax didn't pull away, working you through your orgasm with a practised gentleness that had you sinking into the bed.

Jax pulled away and kissed up your body, hovering over you, "you wanna keep going darlin?"

You nodded, "yes, please a million times yes."

Jax smiled, "just once is enough gorgeous." You wrapped your arms around his body and pulled him close, Jax lifting your legs over his hips before grabbing his cock and sliding inside you.

He paused, giving you enough time to adjust then he rocked his hips slowly in a gentle grind. He pressed his body to yours and practically encompassed you in his large frame. You buried your head in his neck and pressed your lips to his skin, one of Jax's hands moving down to rub your clit as his hips pushed with more force.

The end came fast but soft, like the cresting of a wave on a calm day. Jax's gentle lips were matched with his hips and to your surprise, he was following you into bliss soon after you stopped shaking around him. You hugged Jax to you, a sudden flash of emotion coming over you, "please don't move just yet."

You felt his nod, "I'll be here as long as you need, you doing alright?"

You sniffed, "I'm not sure, I just don't want you to go anywhere just yet."

Jax shifted without losing contact, bringing his arms under your body so he could hold you tighter. It took a while but the weight of Jax on you finally brought your brain back to normal, you sighed into his shoulder and Jax rubbed your face, "I need to pee."

Jax chuckled and rolled off you, "I'll be here when you get back."

Jax was waiting with open arms for you to return, "you feeling better?"

You nodded with a yawn, "yes, I'd very much like to sleep now, it's very late."

Jax huffed and held you as you rested your head on his chest, "goodnight darlin."

"Goodnight beloved."

****

You stretched awake and Jax squeezed your shoulder, "morning."

You yawned, "good morning beloved."

Jax groaned, "so I had an idea, why don't you read to Abel over the phone? We can do a video call every night."

You smiled, "I'd love that, what a great idea. Is this a segway into us video calling so I can, ummmm, tuck you in?"

Jax smirked, "maybe."

You sat up, "you are being so unfair. I won't be able to work if you are on my screen all muscly and firm. I have murders to catch and stories to tell and you want me to have hot phone sex with you."

Jax chuckled, "I can't sleep without my goodnight, you want me to sleep don't you?"

You giggled, "alright but no funny business, you will not distract me from work."

Jax smiled, "I'll be good, or I'll try, you're not the best example."

You gasped in fake offence, "I'm always good, you take that back."

Jax huffed, "sure you are. Tell me darlin, what do you define as good?"

You smiled, "umm, I have no idea, maybe you can tell me."

Jax's eyes became heated, "you really want to play this game little girl? You know how to behave, don't act like you don't"

You smiled, "yeah, I do, it's just fun to see you all puffed up."

Jax went to respond when the beep of the monitor in Abel's room wet off and he knocked on the door, "duty calls my love."

You raised your voice, "just a minute Abel, thank you for knocking."

Jax sighed and threw the blankets off, "I'll fix him up. You head down to breakfast, I imagine Sam's freaking out with Ima's morning sickness."

You rolled your eyes, "that man is such a worry wart, she's going to kill him if he doesn't calm down."

"Nah, he's doing just fine."

****

"Hey darlin."

Jax smiled across the line, "hello my love. What does Abel want to read tonight?"

Jax sighed, "we can't choose so I told him we'd read both." Jax held up two picture books, one about ducks and the other about a very happy spider.

"We can do both, which one first?"

Abel pointed to the duck one, "dis one please."

You smiled, "the duck one it is."

Jax squished himself onto Abel's bed, holding up the book while you took turns reading as Jax's finger moved across the page, "mummy?"

Jax hadn't stopped smiling, "yes sweetie?"

He turned to his father, "when you coming home?"

You sighed, "when am I coming home? In the morning, I'll be there when we have breakfast, is that alright?"

He nodded, "I miss you."

Jax pressed a kiss to the side of Abel's head, "I miss mummy too little guy but you'll see her when you wake up."

Abel nodded, "ok, can we do the spider one now, please?"

Jax's smile grew, "sure buddy."

It didn't take long for Abel to fall asleep then Jax was bringing the phone into your bedroom and climbing into bed, "how long left in your break?"

You looked at the clock, "twenty minutes, you want me to read you a story?"

Jax shook his head, "I want to know what you've got on under those worm scrubs." Your scrubs today were covered in happy little earthworms, Jax making a joke before you left about you looking like Miss Frizzle.

"You know that black cotton set that you said makes me look like a hotter more badass Lara Croft? That one?"

Jax smirked, his hand drifting into his sweatpants, "yeah, I like that one, you thinking about me?"

You nodded, "of course I am, how could I not when you're half naked and touching yourself in front of me."

"Just making sure darlin, I don't want you wasting your break thinking about dead bodies."

You shook your head, "heaven forbid I think about work at work, are you thinking about me?"

Jax bit his lower lip and his hand met his cock, "you bet I am. I'm thinking about how hard I'm going to fuck you when you're back at home, I'm counting the days."

"Jackson, I'm on night shift, not deployed, we can still have sex."

He grunted, his hand speeding up, you couldn't understand how this mundane conversation was turning him on, "I mean, sure, but I can't cuddle you all night long after and that's no fun for me."

You smiled, "my sweet noble Jackson, things will be back to normal soon enough. I have enough time to maybe send you some photos, would you like that?"

Jax groaned, "fuck yeah."

Just as you got up, someone called your name, "AY L/N, WE GOT DNA."

You sighed, "well no pictures for you, I'm about to violate OSHA so hard."

Jax groaned, his hand stilling, "that's alright darlin, I'll just have to get off to the thought of you, it's a poor substitute but it will do."

You smiled softly, "I love you Jax."

"Love you too darlin."

****

It was a week and a half in when you managed to finish early and come home, Jax woke up as you got into the shower, smiling to himself as he sat up. You smiled at him when you walked out, "I'm sorry my love, I didn't mean to wake you up."

Jax opened his arms, "it's nothing darlin, I can't sleep well without you next to me anyway." You climbed into bed and nestled into his chest, Jax's hand holding your head as his lips met yours.

There was a mix of pleasure and exhaustion bleeding into your skin, Jax was warm and safe and smelt like home. His lips grazed your neck and his bread scratched your skin, it was getting hard for you to keep your eyes open but your need for him was growing, then he started talking between kissing down your body, "I missed you so much darlin, it's been hell without you next to me every night." When he noticed you weren't reacting, he looked up and found you fast asleep, sighing as he made his way back up the bed and wrapped himself around you.

He brushed a strand of hair out of your face and dropped his lips to your forehead, taking in the smell of your face wash, "goodnight darlin."

****

Jax was going to kill someone, he hadn't done more than kiss you in what felt like forever and phone sex wasn't doing it anymore, he was desperate to be inside you. He was currently bent over a car, angry at his screwdriver for not unscrewing fast enough, "maybe you should take a break boss."

Jax huffed and glared at Kip, "I've got to get this shit done, get back to work so we're not here all fucking night."

They all exchanged a look "are you ok Jacky?"

Jax sucked on his tongue, "I'm fine."

Jax slammed the hood closed, "you're not fine man, night shift is keeping you and y/n. You need to get your dick wet."

Jax blinked then turned to face Rat, "what did you just say to me?"

Rat squared his shoulders, "you need to get your dick wet, you're being a cranky asshole." Jax puffed his chest and stomped close to Rat, getting in his face as he started to yell.

"The fucking disrespect, who the fuck gave you permission to talk to me like that. I swear to shit if you ever say anything like that about me and my old lady again I will strip your patch and beat your ass so hard you'll be eating out of a straw for the rest of your life."

Jax stormed off, and they all looked at Rat with worry, "what the fuck man."

Juice sounded shocked and horrified, "why did you do that? He's going to kill all of us."

Rat shrugged, "dude was pent up, now he knows." Your car pulling into the lot had Rat smiling, "speak of the lady, she's looking rested."

You skipped into the garage and hugged Sam, "what's going on here, why are you all being so strange?"

Sam swallowed, "oh no, did Jax open a certain photo within your view."

"No, gross. Jax is in a bad mood, why are you up and happy? You have another three days left of night shift."

You shook your head with a smile, "nope, Holt pulled something, turns out it doesn't look very good when a city official makes it harder for the best lab in the state to run on business hours."

Sam nodded, "he's in the office, please go and do whatever so we can live to see tomorrow."

You walked into the Clubhouse and made your way into the dorm, knocking on the door so Jax would know it was you. Jax raced to the door and flung the door open, "hey, what are you going here?"

You smiled, "saving your employees, they didn't tell me what happened but people were scared."

Jax licked his lips and leaned down to kiss you, "I'm all better now, what are you doing here?"

You smiled, "Holt twisted some arms, my last round of night shift finished this morning at six, I went home a had a nice sleep and now I'm here, with you." Jax smirked and took your hand walking you to the chair and sitting down, pulling you with him so you were straddling him.

"Oh yeah, I'm much better now." He all but ripped your clothes from your body as he kissed you like he was trying to swallow your soul.

"I missed you so much." Jax shifted and sunk his teeth into your neck, his response was the violent removal of your pants while you unzipped his jeans and pulled his hard cock free.

His hand found your core in a rush, his fingers sliding through the slippery mess while he worked you up just enough for you to take his cock. You were awash with sensation as his fingers slammed into you, his rings cold and hard as they pushed against your flesh.

Just before you came, Jax pulled his fingers from your body and rammed himself inside you. There was a stretch that was the perfect mix of pleasure and sting, "Jax, I…"

He grunted, "I know, fuck I miss you." You rocked your hips and Jax matched your pace, holding you into him like he was afraid you would vanish from his arms.

There was something about Jax being fully clothed while your skin was bare that made him feel so much bigger. Since Jax had become president, his confident streek had grown a mile wide, between how huge he was getting from working out with Sam every day to the way he had fallen into his role since Clay died, the sex often made you feel like you were another conquest.

You gripped the edges of his kutte and it took one last punishing thrust before you were cumming around him, Jax's arms holding so you were pressed against his chest "pause, please"

Jax chuckled and stilled, "you doing alright darlin?."

You giggled and kissed him, it was soft and sweet "I'm alright, you're just a lot."

Jax chuckled, "yeah, I know, you're giving me an ego little girl."

"You're funny, you already have an ego."

Jax ran the back of his hand over your cheek, "you sure you're alright? We can stop if you want to."

You leaned into his hand and kissed his palm, "I don't want to stop." You shifted your hips with a whimper and Jax matched your pace, moving far more slow and gentle than he was a few moments ago.

You flopped against him, resting your head on his chest as his hand moved to rub your clit, "can you give me one more?"

Jax's hips moved a little harder, "I think so." Jax grunted and nibbled on your ear, then he shifted his hips to rub the tip of his cock on your G-spot, you took in a sharp breath and Jax swallowed your moan as he pulsed inside. The spreading warmth from his release was topped off by one last hard punch of his cock and you flew over the edge.

His chest was heaving against yours as you came down, trying to shift off him, Jax grunted as he slipped out of you. "That was really nice."

Jax chuckled, "yeah, it was great. You alright?" You tried to stand up on shaky legs, Jax helping you as you went.

"I think you so, I hope you have a change on jeans because you can't go out there looking like that?"

Jax smirked, looking down at the wet patch on his pants, "there's one lying around."

You shook your head at his expression, "you are insufferable Teller, it's not my fault you didn't take your clothes off."

Jax huffed, "you didn't really give me the chance, not that you even wanted me to be naked." He stood up to his full height and spun your around, pressing you against his desk while his hand ran up your inner thigh.

"I noticed how you get when I fuck you wearing my kutte, you like knowing I'm the most powerful person in the room."

You smiled, "fuck yeah I do, leadership looks very good on you."

Jax pressed his lips together, "good to know. You've giving me ideas."

You smiled, "ones we get to do together I hope."

****

It was a lazy Sunday at T-M, it took a few days for things to fall about into the swing of things after night shift ended but everything felt like it was back to normal now. You were watching Jax work on his bike, his shirt off, sweat running down his hard chest. "Stop staring."

You snorted, "I'm allowed to look Hap, we're engaged, he's mine to look at for the rest of our lives."

Happy shook his head, "you doing alright with everything, I feel like you're going to lose your brain for lack of something to do."

You sighed, "I'm happy that Jax and I decided to wait for the baby to be born for the wedding, I don't think I could plan it with everything else that's gone on."

Happy raised his eyebrows, "you mean you want Gemma to calm to fuck down so she doesn't ruin your day?"

You blinked, "that and Ima doesn't need to run around while growing a human, the wedding will still be in the spring, it will just be a few weeks after we first planned it."

Happy smiled, "Jax is really excited, he showed up all the table clothes yesterday."

"Oh really? How cute."

Jax mustn't have liked how you were smiling at Happy because he came walking over with his trademark swagger, "what are you smiling about darlin?"

our grin widened, "you and the table clothes."

He looked at Happy who shrugged, "they were all the same colour man, you didn't need to ask us for advice."

Jax huffed, "one was country wind and the other was cottage white, they were two different colours."

"They were both off white, what does it matter."

You shook your head, "well I'm happy Jax chose country wind, I think he has great taste."

Jax leaned down and pecked your lips, "I love you so much."

You kissed him back, resting your hands on his bare chest, "I love you too. You want me to get you something to drink?"

Jax shook his head, "nah, there's cold water in the garage."

He threw his arm over your shoulder and you walked into the workshop, Jax going to the fridge to get himself a drink. Sam and Ima came out of the Clubhouse hand in hand, walking over looking happy, "where's Abel?"

Sam smiled, "napping, Lyla's with him."

You relaxed against Jax's chest, Sam making a face, "please put a shirt on, it's weird to watch this."

You playfully punched his arm, "then don't watch." Ima smiled, "yeah Sam, don't watch."

He shook his head, "this is so unfair."

Jax pressed his lips to the side of your face, "we should start heading home, I'm done here."

You nodded, smiling as Jax detached from you, "alright my love, you've got to put dinner on anyway."

Jax smiled, "yep, it's going to be delicious." A lone car pulling into the lot pulled everyone's attention away, it was strange for anyone to be here at this time of day on a Sunday when T-M was closed.

Jax felt you stiffen as the person got out and Sam positioned himself in front of Ima without thought, "what, was wrong darlin?" You didn't say anything, Jax could see you looking at the person in shock, trying to make sense of their presence, "who is that."

You looked at Jax, the expression on your face filled him with worry, "that's our father."

Part 56

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