#Brain dump

[biblicallyaccuratecrow]

isat thoughts: the default smile

had a brain blast based on this post by @entryn17

siffrin spends so long in the loops unable to cry (thinking abt that specific bathroom scene), do you think they'd like??? realize if they were crying at all???? post loops????

combine this with the default smiling state

imagine if you will. siffrin is having a Bad Day. is completely and totally at their limit but doesn't want to tell the party bc they seem to be having a good time. So they're just smiling. Like they usually do

And then the party turns around and starts looking concerned. Mirabelle asks Siffrin what's wrong.

Siffrin is confused because??? they're smiling. they're doing this right. so they just say "Nothing's wrong? what do you mean"

Cue everybody looking even more concerned,

and after a few moments isa just goes "Sif, you're crying"

and yes, they are. They're smiling that fake smile while tears pour from their eyes.

And siffrin is just like. Huh??????????????? what

touches their cheek. sure enough. tears. and not just like, a few, like, pouring out of their eyes even as they speak

The party is still trying to pry the reason from them, meanwhile Siffrin is just. frozen. panicking. because they didn't even notice. how could they not notice? nothing bad even happened. nobody got hurt, nobody died, nobody was upset at them. they shouldn't be crying.

finally after a bit they just very quietly and shakily admit that they don't know. cue comfort.

do you see my vision

do you

[hyuneflix]

when us girlies say we choose the bear,, this is what we mean

[justzoeyyy]

Dronemask

I want to be a Drone. Maybe you ask why? The Answer is simple: My own Dronemask. Such a simple tool for any Drone. Put it on and all the noise fades. Put it on and focus on obedience. Put it on and focus on pleasure. Put it on and focus on the important things.

What are these importnat things, you may ask? For me its simple. Let the spiral control me. Let my Mind melt. Let my Brain be altered. Enter a State of obedience and submission to the one that wants me. Something that can only be achived by the Dronemask.

So will you be the one opening that door for me? Will you be the one putting me in my place? Will you fit my being with Latex encasing that essence of pleasure? Will you trance my Mind and brainwash me into submission? Will you put that Dronemask on me?

I am always just a few click away for you.

[soggy-fishsticks]

i can't stop thinking about an au where sephiroth has a calico cat named syrup, so I made a bunch of doodles.

more drawings and thoughts down below!!!

ok here's my brainworms for this au 😈:

Sephiroth would LOVE syrup, and so would the rest of soldier!!! He'd take syrup for walks around the shinra building and the cat would gain a soldier cult-following (as she should)

I think that, solely for angst purposes, sephiroth dies before the nibelheim incident in this au. SO!!!! Zack dutifully takes care of Syrup in his stead 💔

I feel that would this would be powered from not just love for syrup (this cat is a god-tier celebrity), but grief, too. and syrup would ofc be really sad too :P

idk I am NOT good at writing these thoughts out 😭😭 especially on mobile where it's impossible for me to format any of this 😓

[basketball-joney444]

i’m NEVER going to finish dis so here it issss

it’s like characters from almost all ma fandoms / things i like

i like so much stuff btw this is not all of wut i like., heheh😈

[blueblurseptember]

FELLAS, I AM ACTUALLY LOSING IT. LYCAHUGO OFFICIAL. CANON AS FUCK. DIVORCED PARENTS GETTING BACK TOGETHER ARC. THIS IS NOT A DRILL.

[xaiforthewinn]

Dang bros ex is coming back, this is the first thing I thought of

[emmlef]

Thunderbolts* yelena little details that I am obsessed with :

- This quote from Florence pugh about Yelena’s outfit for her mission at the start of the movie : "I got really involved in, well, if she's really asking for the universe to remove her, she wouldn't be wearing her supersuit. She'd be wearing a tracksuit that isn't protecting her in any way." Here

- Yelena’s socks 🧦 in the bathroom void memory thingy. Like she is drinking and passing out because of it while wearing cute children socks that’s so sad! Her light is still here, she still want to enjoy every weird bits about life, but it’s buried so deep under the shame, the grief, the regrets.

- Yelena saving the Guinea pig from the laboratory like she is saving bob from the laboratory at the end. At the end of this movie she has 2 new roommates from the same lab.

- What did Alexei call her at one point? It wasn’t translated in my cinema so if you know please tell me.

- How she reacted exactly like her younger self during her time in the void. Like that was heartbreaking. Also yelena blocking the view and putting her hands on her younger self to protect this little girl, that was so strong.

- Void yelena forcing herself to drink! Like what is up with that! That was an omg that is a really good movie moment. It really show us her state without having to tell us.

- Yelena breathing before the jump, while thinking she was going to die in the chamber, before stepping into the void, after the announcement at the end. We need to talk about it, because I love it and I am obsessed.

- Her soccer team!! So cute!! She is such a daddy’s girl omg.

- I loved how alexei talked about her light being dimmed because it really felt like that in black widow, as a child she seemed so so so happy!

- Her crazy makeup! I really wanted to see her with other outfits just because I love how she dresses and I am obsessed with the thoughts behind the choices made. Florence Pugh seems to really put care into Yelena’s apparence and what it means and I love that.

Thank you for coming at my TEDtalk. That was my yelena little Thunderbolts details dump.

[ramblinglunaticssramblings]

I just watched Adolescence on Netflix and i have so many thoughts, of course. I don't even really have anything to say. It was so real and complex and I don't think i could even start talking about it because it would just spiral and branch out of control. But, a thought did just pass me. In the third episode where Jamie is speaking with the psychologist, there is a moment where he stands over her and after a tense silence he screams, which startles her. I can almost guarantee that any girl in an enviorment with boys his age has experienced this. I sure have. A boy will come up to you and yell, just to startle you. Just to feel lke he has the power to scare you. It hasn't happened to me in many years, probably not since i was pre-adolescence so to say. But it still is a very distinct memory. I believe a very central point of this show was to ask parents: what can you do? How should you act? How can you raise your children in today's society?

So of course, the entire time i was thinking about what I would do. How would I, in the case i had a child, raise them. Having personal experience with this little startling phenomenon I considered what I would tell my daughter if she told me it had happened to her. How would I want her to handle it?

I initially asked myself how I would handle it now, as an adult (ish). I immediately thought that the one who is trying to startle you is doing it to get a sense of power. So you take that away. You stand up for yourself, you yell back, you don't sit there and let him get away with it. But I almost immediately had to dismiss that idea. Because (and this the show tells us) what happens when girls stand up to boys. What happens when they don't take their shit. Sure, sometimes they assert their power, they show that they aren't as weak as the boys seem to think. But sometimes, they get stabbed to death. So how can I tell my daughter that if a boy tries to make her feel small, or powerless, she should stand up for herself...if that results in her possibly getting murdered?

I don't have the answer to this. Of course. No one does. I think that's the point. But it was just such a scary thought that telling someone who I am supposed to raise to advocate for themselves can have such horrible consequences.

I don't have a conclusion to this, really. It's scary and it's real and it is almost impossible to navigate. But I hope that when I eventually do get kids of my own, that society will have found a way to create a space where boys aren't in a position where they act the way that the currently do. I wish for the future that we can solve this problem. Because you can't tell a girl to stand up for herself when people are telling your boys that they are superior to girls and can act however they want. We can't expect them to know right from wrong if we don't actively teach them, and tell them, and counteract misinformation and misogyny that they are being fed with. wether we like it or not.

[flarunie]

Primus was suppose to choose a mech who got great potential and a good spark to lead Cybertron.But from what we seen in the movie, Orion need to enter the core of Cybertron to receive the Matrix.

So what if instead of getting shot and fall down, It was just an accident that happen when Orion getting chased by the archive guards.

That would be funny as fuck watch the number one troublemake becoming your president because he tripped .

And Dee here is just having a big crisis

[phoenixeclipse-lmkau]

Brain Dump~

Wukong: When we get back the island is going to be full of new cubs.

Macaque: That is what happens atound this time of year... we won't get a moment of peace until they are all scented *slightly annoyed*

Wukong: Oh relax my love~ the troop needs to know we accept them.

Macaque: That’s the ONLY reason I deal with it *Eyeroll*

Wukong: But this time Reader will be with us! She's going to look so cute surrounded by cubs!

Macaque: How likely is she to actually let the cubs meet her.

The duo thought about it for a moment... VERY.

>>>

You were holding a small cub in your arms, his mother standing next to you as you cooed at the baby. You weren’t sure why, but the entire day you had been surrounded by monkey demonesses who handed you their babies. Not that you were complaining the cubs were ARORABLE!

A new mother: Soo do you like him?

Reader: Of course! He is adorable!

You didn't notice the wave of relief that fell off of the woman's shoulders. You didn't notice the tension in the air that had been their since the first cub was born was vanishing.

After all the monkey demonesses knew their kings accepted all new cubs. But it was the first year of YOU being Queen. They had no idea if you would find fault in any of the cubs. With how their kings adored you, would they reject a cub if you did?

It was a moment before you handed the cub back to the cheerful mother. You only had about a moment of free hands before you were handed yet another cub.

>>>

Wukong and Macaque: Maybe we should give Reader, her OWN adorable cub~

[biblicallyaccuratecrow]

isat thoughts: siffrin vs. act 5 "friend quest" ptsd

this is mainly referring to mirabelle and odile's reactions to siffrin's actions during act 5. don't get me wrong. what siffrin said to them is. horrible. and absolutely warranted them being upset at him. do NOT misconstrue this as me thinking that siffrin was innocent in this case because they Very Much Were Not.

BUT they were also in the middle of a very extreme mental health crisis and-

now listen. listen to me very closely, com'ere.

yall can't tell me that this does not have a lasting impact on how siffrin deals with the party in postcanon. you can't. especially not after the epilogue convo between mirabelle and siffrin, where siffirn outright states that they'd let mirabelle scream at them when she finally decides to be angry at them. and mirabelle is justifiably upset at siffrin for thinking that she'd automatically resort to that, but?????????

just imagine if you will. Mirabelle making a move to touch Siffrin's face like she does in SASASAAP. and siffrin flinches. not like they usually do, where they're startled- this is a genuine moment of fear, like in Memory of Confession.

And Mirabelle just. stares. and Siffrin immediately starts apologizing and making excuses, but he can see it slowly dawning on her the reason why he moved... and she feels awful. Because how could she have known? in that moment, she believed that she was severing her ties with Siffrin, that she was retaliating against a person who had never truly been there for her, and was just toying with her feelings. But that wasn't true. And yes, she apologized, and yes, they're back to being friends, and yes, Siffrin loves them, but that doesn't negate the fact that it happened, and sometimes you can't shake things like that off, even when you know logically that the other person didn't mean it like that.

Ough. Siffrin would feel guilty and probably play it off as justified on Mirabelle's part because yeah! He said something horrible! He deserved that! Meanwhile Mirabelle feels guilty because not only did she hurt her friend during a point at which they needed her most, but she also is still hurting them, even in ways she can't control or make up for?

can anyone hear me

cAN ANYONE HEAR-

[lilactwilights]

can’t stop thinking about frat gojo finally catching feelings…

it seems the world turns upside down when infamous frat bro, rich heir and resident fuckboy satoru gojo ends up settling down. 

there’s collective bewilderment that eventually lands into a generalized sense of skepticism because there’s no way him, of all damn people, chooses to waltz around campus with an all caps BOYFRIEND label slapped into his forehead, and so proudly at that.

it seems to come out of nowhere, too.

well, almost.

(you were discreet, just not enough)

you are no strangers. you have some friends in common and turns out people have seen you around him before, orbiting around each other at parties or academic endeavors at uni. you have been caught getting handsy in some dark corner of a party at least a handful of times or shamelessly exchanging spit in the least crowded places on campus in broad daylight.

a little more than a few people have seen you leave with him to god knows where, gingerly climbing up into his car as the party rages on or after you clock off at your part-time job on campus. they have caught you skipping up the stairs of whatever place together or inconspicuously walk towards the least visible bookshelves at an almost empty library, hand in hand.

more than one have noticed you disappear for a while, together, his arm snaked around your waist like it belongs in there and have witnessed you come back with a slight yet telling stagger in your step and gojo’s lazy yet smug million-dollar smile clueing anyone with two brain-cells on what your impromptu absence entailed.

(allegedly, there have been some sightings of both of you in casual strolls at the park, having dinner at a 24/7 place and sharing ice-cream down the riverside, but there’s no enough proof of all that, so to speak)

it doesn’t mean anything. 

because this is nothing more than routine for him, a fleeting adventure for the casual partner in turn and rich entertainment for the eager public consuming tabloids or spreading school gossip. 

you aren’t supposed to stay. you aren’t supposed to last more than a few weeks. if they do get a bit flexible and accept the possibility of whatever you share lasting months –as long as it is on and off, because there’s a past record of that— and even if there are considerably less reports of you two sneaking or hiding around dark in favor of casual sightings in less obscure places, you only become a full-fledged anomaly the moment talks about him referring to you as “his girl” to his team, his fellow frat bros —or whoever, really— start spreading about.

It seems the balance of the universe is a bit off when people notice his following list has decreased considerably and click on it only to find an inconceivable absence of all the usernames linked to whoever he had fucked previously. worse, he creates a whole ass story highlight with your initials and a damn stupid heart and daily spams his stories with every picture of you he seems to have on his gallery, which turn out to be many, for some reason.

or when, during a game, he happens to blow a kiss towards the section you are casually sitting at and seems to look for something after the winning score and practically disregards the trophy and the hands reaching for him in favor of holding you and spin you around, still sweaty and flushed and laughing in a picture-perfect shot that does make it to the school papers and the official university sports account.  

you quickly become the talk of campus. there’s a sentiment that seems to permeate every conversation beyond the usual mix of doubt, jealousy or surprise when you pass by with your hands entwined.

you are surprised when you finally understand it’s pity. 

because the truth is no one believes in satoru. no one believes ‘whatever you have’ will ever work out. why would he willingly tie himself down with anyone that’s not a supermodel or super-rich and throw away all the potential wildness associated with senior year is beyond everyone around you. 

he is not boyfriend material. his track record doesn’t help his case and men like him can never successfully commit at such a young age, less with someone that seems to be so different from him and move around circles he has never stepped foot into. 

within a few days, most people have decided this is an experimenting phase or a half-assed effort to appease the family that’s rumored to be on his ass for all his unsavory rendezvous. the public consensus seems to be that he will get bored and break up with you soon enough after whatever feeling or result he is after is finally on his grasp again. most are already feeling sorry for you, mocking your naivety or criticizing his heartless proceedings. sometimes all three at the same time.

it seems to affect you, somehow. you hate it, but there are days when all of it makes doubt rear its ugly head and the bitter taste of self-consciousness settles in your tongue. no matter how hard you try, you end up closing in yourself, avoiding the avid eyes eating you both up whenever you go out. 

but it’s hard to dwell on all of it when you see who the most fervent believer of your relationship is.

satoru doesn’t seem to be affected by anything. he doesn’t seem to listen to nasty words or ill-intentioned comments, only ever addressing them or shutting them down with a cold fury that only stems from whatever discomfort this provokes on you.

he has always been confident and self-assured and it’s so used to accomplish every single thing his mind has set into. success is on his nature. beyond the privileges and advantages life has gifted him with, satoru is a stubborn, passionate man. his pride is a driving force most of the time and he’ll be damned if the thing he is most proud about doesn’t work out.

because people out there aren’t privy to the late night conversations, the shared jokes and the cosmic compatibility the university blessed you both with. your paths were made to intertwine, he is sure of that. even if all of it started with a stolen kiss and sex that was supposed to be as casual and inconsequential as he was used to, there was no stopping the unexpected evolution of your shared time together. he can list all the things he liked and then loved about you and recount and pinpoint every single moment that lead him to realize that, as cheesy and mortifying as it sounds —or it sounded back then, for him—, you are meant to be.

he wrestled with that notion for months, agonized over the incipient feelings he was not familiar with and avoided even thinking about the implications of a reality he wanted so so hard to run from. but he has never been a coward. he was so close to give up something he hadn’t even tried to reach so he ultimately took a leap of faith. 

he jumped right into an abyss he had never been to but he decided you are worth the fall and whatever landing he is met with.

he knows damn well it was hard for you to trust his spiel and his promises about feelings and about trying and he swore himself that if there ever was the tiniest possibility of this ending in heartbreak it wouldn’t be because of him. 

so he learns and tries and fails sometimes and it’s so damn frustrating for him because he is not used to make mistakes but he has never been in a real relationship before so everything is new to him and so he is forced to take baby steps when all he wants to do is sprint.

he has stars in his eyes when he talks about all the plans he has for you both. he kisses you with hunger and reverence and whispers in your ear all the reassurances you never told him you needed to hear.  he gets overwhelmed when you fuck because, until the sweet heat and warmth of your body, he never knew how it was to mix the fire of primal lust and desperate hunger with the fuel of emotions and vulnerability of so many shared feelings. and god, it’s scary. but he has never felt more satisfied and happy in his life than when you are wrapped in each other during the afterglow. 

he gets a taste of insecurity and experiences scorching jealousy for the first time, because he never had the fear of losing anything or anyone at the hands of someone more understanding or compatible or soft or experienced with feelings than him. until you.

he soon finds out that you can push his buttons and pull at his most sensitive strings like no one has ever done. you hold a power over him and that is as infuriating and terrifying as it is exhilarating. he is forced to walk down a line with careful and measured steps, down a path that is as unknown as it is gratifying. he doesn’t know where it will lead or when it will end –if it even does– or if it will become steep or sinuous or keep being as calm as walk in the park you usually stroll at. 

people tell him he is not mature enough and that this is not meant to last or even be.

but satoru gojo, the infamous frat boy, rich heir and former fuckboy couldn’t give less of a fuck.

everything feels right when he is with you so he will cling to you as long as you will have him, which is hopefully forever.

(actually, he thinks he might be in love with you. but that’s a whole other thing. it might be too soon to address that one.) 

a/n: i LOVE frat gojo. i love when he is a manwhore but i also love to think of him after getting rehabilitated. he would be so WHIPPED because it’s the first time he experiences real feelings. he would be obsessed with his partner, actually. might kinda border on pathological for some and he might scare a few people with how intense he is but, hey, as long as they are both happy. we need more men devastatingly and pathetically whipped.

[violent138]

I love imagining the Watchtower as an insane houseflipping group effort. Hal grabbed the rawest iteration of it by getting a defunct Lantern base and then Bruce became the World's Greatest Interior Designer and made multiple building plans and schematics that the Flash speed edited based on suggestions from all the alien and mystical metal experts they were subtly consulting. Clark got veto power on most of the decisions, and strongly advocated for integrating alien tech. He helped put it all together along with Diana, Arthur and J'onn (who was ridiculously helpful during repairs because he could phase into any problems Clark or Hal found and fix them). Diana shuttled Bruce, Arthur and Barry to the tower with her jet while the zeta tubes got built with Wayne Enterprises embezzlement money. Arthur contributed ethically-sourced rare metals from under the sea (which decreased Bruce's financial crimes a little). Clark and Bruce volunteered their respective bases for Hal, J'onn, and Barry to test out the occasionally volatile extraterrestrial tech they were integrating in (which Bruce was highly paranoid about). Diana designed all the training facilities, forced Bruce to inject some life into the designs, and had a lot of fun when things blew up. Which was often. There were also frequent arguments but the Watchtower became too important for any of them to abandon it, or the League they were building together.

[deadpoetyogurt]

dead poets society but it's 2025 and everyone goes to the nightly meetings to write fanfiction about the material they read in class

[blueblurseptember]

im in actual tears, thanks