#Divination
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nyxshadowhawk · 1 year ago
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Fifteenth century tarot cards, possibly the oldest known deck. Look how beautiful they are! These are from way back before they were used for cartomancy.
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tarot-o-meter · 18 hours ago
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Card identified: The Popess
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theserpentspsalm · 1 month ago
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servantofthefates · 1 year ago
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The Only Tarot Spreads You Will Ever Need in Your Life
Learn these, and forget everything else.
1. The Celtic Cross Tarot Spread
Gives you a comprehensive answer to any question
2. The Soulmate Conversation
Tells you everything about your soulmate
3. The Three Wishes Tarot Spread
Tells you which of your wishes will come true
4. The Two Paths Tarot Spread
Guides you towards making the right decision
5. The True God Shuffle
Reveals which higher power you are connected to
6. The What If Tarot Spread
Shows you alternate realities
7. The True Colors Tarot Spread
Shows you a person's true colors
8. The General Prediction Shuffle
Tells you about your life in general
9. The Life Purpose Draw
Reveals your life purpose in this incarnation
10. The Major Arcana Grand Tableau
Shows you the full year ahead
11. Your True Passion Tarot Spread
Reveals your true passion and how to live it
12. The Life Advice Shuffle
Gives you advice about life's many departments
13. The Sex Life Draw
Reveals your sex life with a current or future partner
14. The Past Life Tarot Spread
Reveals the truth about your past life
15. Allies & Enemies Tarot Spread
Reveals who your allies and enemies are
16. Your Future Children Shuffle
Tells you about any future children of yours
17. Sports Match Prediction Method
Lets you win meaningful bets
18. Age at Death Prediction Method
Tells you how long you will live
19. The High Priestess Tarot Spread
Answers any question about the future
20. The Time Prediction Method
Reveals the timing of any event
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thecupidwitch · 1 year ago
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Types of Divination
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🌙Aeromancy
A means of divination through the interpretation of atmospheric phenomena such as cloud formations, wind currents, rain, fog, lightning, thunder, cosmological events, and positions favorable or unfavorable to the planet.
🌙Cartomancy
A form of divination where you use cards to get the answer to your questions. There are different forms of cartomancy like playing cards, tarot, lenormand and oracle cards.
🌙Osteomancy
Or bone throwing. It's an ancient form of divination used by many cultures. This method consist of throwing the bones and then interpret the results and pattern.
🌙Pendulum
This method consist of observing the subtle movements of the pendulum to gain information about a question, object, or situation.
🌙Scrying
Scrying is divination by seeking a vision while gazing into a transparent, translucent, or reflective object and it's often done by crystal ball gazing, fire scrying, water scrying, mirror scrying, etc.
🌙Astrology
This type of divination interpret movements and relative positions of celestial bodies, and how they influence us. Astrology gives an understanding of situations in our lives, based on our individual astrological birth chart.
🌙Lithomancy
Also known as stone divination, is a form of divination that uses stones or crystals to gain insight into an individual’s future or to provide guidance on a specific issue.
🌙Necromancy
Necromancy is divination through communication with the dead. In this method the practitioner summons or communicate with spirits of the dead in order to gain wisdom.
🌙Ceromancy
The practice of reading the flames and wax of a candle. The candle is lit and the flame examined for clues to the mood and energy surrounding the situation and then the wax is allowed to drip into a bowl of cold water or sometimes onto a piece of paper. The practitioner examines the shapes formed by the melted wax and makes predictions based on his or her interpretation of the shapes.
🌙Tasseography
Is a method of divination where you read pattern and symbols from tea leaves or coffee grounds sediments.
🌙Arithmancy/Numerology
Arithmancy is known as divination using numbers, while numerology is divination through using dates and words turned to numbers. Numerology doesn't require any psychic abilities, instead the method use calculations involving name and birth date numbers.
🌙Palmistry
Palmistry is also referred to as palm reading and is divination through reading and interpreting the lines and structure of the hand. It is common to read the dominant hand as a characterization and also predicting the future.
🌙Bibliomancy
is the divination by randomly chosen passages in books, often religious books or Grimoires. This method consist of picking a random passage from a book to answer a question.
🌙Conchomancy
is a form of divination using sea shells. Placing a seashell on your ear and analyzing the sound counts as Conchomancy. You can also use seashells in Casting divination.
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tarot-o-meter · 21 hours ago
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Card identified: The Traitor/Hanged Man
whenever I have buffalo wings I always wipe my hands on my dog and he screams loud as fuckkkkk
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majikkulu · 4 months ago
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˙˖   ࿔   WHAT IS ASCENDANT PERSONA CHART?     ⚘  ˙˖ 
⤷  the  ascendant  persona  chart  (apc)  is  like  a  deeper  dive  into  how  you  come  across  to  others,  almost  like  a  more  intense  or  polished  version  of  your  rising  sign.  it’s  a  bit  like  the  first  impression  people  get  from  you,  but  with  more  details  than  your  natal  chart.  the  apc  shows  how  you  act  in  different  situations,  especially  if  your  natal  rising  and  your  ascendant  persona  are  different.  it  can  reveal  how  you  shift  and  adapt  depending  on  what's  going  on  around  you.  ˚.  ᵎᵎ
⤷ personally,  i  think  your  rising  in  the  natal  chart  is  all  about  how  you  see  yourself  and  how  you  project  that  outwardly.  it's  the  vibe  you  give  off  that  balances  your  inner  self  with  the  way  you  look  or  present.  but  the  rising  in  your  ascendant  persona  chart  is  more  about  how  others  see  you,  how  they  pick  up  on  your  energy,  and  the  impression  you  leave  on  the  world  around  you.  ˚.  ᵎᵎ
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﹒ ﹢ ♡. ARIES RISING ﹑ ﹒ you've  got  that  fearless,  bold  energy  that  people  can’t  help  but  notice.  no  holding  back,  no  sugarcoating.  you're  all  about  the  truth  and  letting  your  fire  shine.  others  might  find  you  a  little  intimidating  (and  hot,  honestly),  especially  when  you’re  taking  charge.  if  a  conversation  needs  to  start,  you’re  the  one  kicking  it  off.  competition  somehow  always  finds  you.  your  energy  is  magnetic.  some  people  might  find  it  a  bit  too  much,  but  others  are  totally  hooked.  you  crave  excitement  and  fresh  experiences,  and  you’re  always  on  the  move.  you  act  on  impulse.  it  can  be  reckless,  but  you  always  seem  to  land  on  your  feet.  if  things  don’t  move  fast  enough  for  you,  frustration  kicks  in,  but  chaos?  you’re  totally  at  home  there.  you've  got  that  sex  appeal  that  turns  heads  without  even  trying.
﹒ ﹢ ♡. TAURUS RISING ﹑ ﹒ there’s  a  calm,  cool  vibe  to  you  that  makes  everyone  feel  at  ease.  people  are  drawn  to  your  quiet,  sensual  beauty.  you  just  have  that  "something"  about  you.  you're  all  about  taking  your  time,  especially  with  decisions.  slow  and  steady  wins  the  race,  right?  there’s  this  understated  confidence  that  radiates  from  you.  you’re  independent,  but  deep  down,  you’re  very  grounded.  big,  chaotic  spaces  drain  you,  but  you  have  this  ability  to  bring  peace  to  others.  where  aries  is  all  fire  and  flash,  you're  the  steady  one,  enduring  and  reliable.  your  energy  is  soothing,  like  a  warm  hug  that  just  draws  people  in  naturally.
﹒ ﹢ ♡. GEMINI RISING ﹑ ﹒ curiosity  is  your  fuel.  even  if  you’re  not  super  social,  people  see  you  as  lively,  engaging,  and  always  on  the  go.  you’re  constantly  learning,  always  out  there  chasing  new  experiences.  your  energy  shifts  fast,  and  people  can  barely  keep  up.  you're  quick-witted,  keeping  things  fun  and  always  surprising.  you  might  leave  people  trying  to  figure  you  out  because  you're  always  changing,  adapting,  and  keeping  things  fresh.  your  style  is  pretty  much  the  same.  constantly  evolving.  you  can  get  self-conscious  at  times,  worrying  about  what  others  think,  but  your  charm  always  wins  them  over.
﹒ ﹢ ♡. CANCER RISING ﹑ ﹒ you  give  off  that  gentle,  nurturing  vibe  that  makes  people  feel  safe  and  comfy  around  you.  soft-spoken  but  not  weak,  you  have  a  quiet  strength  that  people  sense.  there’s  a  mysterious  side  to  you,  and  sometimes  you  can  be  a  bit  moody,  not  revealing  everything  right  away.  you  feel  deeply,  and  that  can  make  you  retreat  when  life  gets  too  overwhelming.  intimate  settings  are  your  thing,  though  you're  more  social  than  people  think.  there’s  a  magnetism  to  your  warmth  and  sensitivity,  and  once  people  get  past  the  surface,  they  see  how  deep  you  really  are.  you’re  fiercely  protective  of  those  you  love  and  loyal  to  a  fault,  but  you  also  need  space  to  recharge.
﹒ ﹢ ♡. LEO RISING ﹑ ﹒ you’re  basically  the  life  of  the  party.  people  can’t  help  but  be  drawn  to  your  vibrant  energy.  you  light  up  the  room  with  your  warmth,  your  charisma,  your  everything.  you’ve  got  that  natural  leadership  thing  going  on,  and  people  are  naturally  attracted  to  you.  there's  this  artistic  side  of  you  that  shines  through,  whether  it’s  in  your  hobbies  or  just  the  way  you  express  yourself.  everyone  wants  to  be  around  you  because  you  make  them  feel  seen.  you  lead  with  your  heart,  generosity,  and  an  enthusiasm  that  makes  you  unforgettable.
﹒ ﹢ ♡. VIRGO RISING ﹑ ﹒ you  give  off  this  vibe  of  quiet  confidence,  always  paying  attention  to  the  little  details  others  might  miss.  you're  reliable,  practical,  and  get  things  done  without  needing  the  spotlight.  you’re  self-aware,  always  analyzing  things,  and  your  actions  speak  louder  than  words.  stress  can  come  easy  for  you,  but  so  does  your  ability  to  solve  problems  like  a  pro.  people  trust  you  because  you’re  competent,  responsible,  and  always  ready  to  step  up  when  needed.
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﹒ ﹢ ♡. LIBRA RISING ﹑ ﹒ people  are  naturally  drawn  to  you  because  of  your  charm  and  ease  in  social  settings.  you  know  how  to  make  people  feel  welcome  and  comfortable,  and  your  sense  of  justice  makes  you  the  one  who  stands  up  for  what's  right.  you  radiate  positivity,  and  negativity  doesn't  stand  a  chance  near  you.  you  might  come  across  as  all  sweet  and  light,  but  your  humor  has  a  darker  edge.  you're  dramatic  in  the  best  way,  always  quick  to  make  friends.  you  give  a  lot  at  first,  but  it  takes  time  for  people  to  see  the  real  you.
﹒ ﹢ ♡. SCORPIO RISING ﹑ ﹒ there’s  a  magnetism  about  you  that  either  pulls  people  in  or  pushes  them  away.  you’ve  got  this  mysterious,  private  vibe,  and  your  calm  exterior  hides  some  serious  emotional  depth.  you’re  not  easy  to  figure  out,  and  that’s  exactly  how  you  like  it.  once  people  earn  your  trust,  they  get  to  see  the  intense  loyalty  and  connection  you  bring.  you’re  protective  of  your  boundaries  and  don’t  let  just  anyone  in.  you’ve  got  an  intelligence  that  lets  you  see  through  people  and  situations,  plus  an  empathy  that  allows  you  to  form  deep  connections  with  those  close  to  you.  you’ve  been  shaped  by  hardships,  but  you  wear  them  like  armor.
﹒ ﹢ ♡. SAGITTARIUS RISING ﹑ ﹒ you’re  all  about  adventure,  optimism,  and  always  looking  for  the  next  big  thing.  your  energy  is  bigger  than  life  itself.  you’re  always  diving  into  new  philosophies,  experiences,  or  spirituality,  and  you're  always  keeping  it  real  sometimes  too  real.  you  speak  your  mind,  bluntly  sometimes,  but  it's  never  without  good  intention.  you’re  all  about  honesty,  and  keeping  things  lighthearted  and  fun  is  your  thing.  family  is  important  to  you,  and  you  expect  the  same  loyalty  and  support  you  give.
﹒ ﹢ ♡. CAPRICORN RISING ﹑ ﹒ you  might  come  across  as  serious,  maybe  even  a  bit  distant,  with  a  vibe  that  screams  "always  working."  people  might  think  you're  always  unhappy  or  too  focused  on  the  grind,  but  that’s  just  the  surface.  underneath  it  all,  you’re  all  about  stability  and  passion,  and  you  take  everything  you  do  seriously.  you're  selective  about  who  you  let  into  your  life,  and  even  more  selective  about  what  you  share.  your  presence  can  be  intimidating,  but  those  who  get  past  the  tough  exterior  will  see  how  reliable  and  supportive  you  really  are
﹒ ﹢ ♡. AQUARIUS RISING ﹑ ﹒ you’ve  got  this  unique  energy  that  stands  out  without  you  even  trying.  a  little  aloof,  a  little  unpredictable,  you  make  your  mark  wherever  you  go.  you’re  independent,  and  there’s  a  rebellious  side  to  you  that  keeps  people  on  their  toes.  you're  always  evolving,  changing,  and  connecting  with  all  sorts  of  people  from  different  walks  of  life.  you're  open-minded,  curious,  and  cool  like  a  more  laid-back,  intellectual  gemini.
﹒ ﹢ ♡. PISCES RISING ﹑ ﹒ you're  all  about  that  gentle,  empathetic  energy.  people  just  get  you,  even  if  you  don’t  say  much.  kindness  and  compassion  radiate  from  you,  even  if  you  can  seem  a  little  distant  or  disconnected  at  times.  you're  super  sensitive,  and  emotions  can  sometimes  overwhelm  you,  making  you  retreat  to  recharge.  you  live  in  your  own  world,  but  once  people  get  to  know  you,  they  see  the  other  side  of  you.  outgoing,  bubbly,  and  full  of  life.  you're  sweet,  and  your  vibe  is  almost  ghost-like,  drifting  in  and  out  of  spaces  and  leaving  warmth  in  your  wake.
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tarotwithavi · 3 months ago
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Saturn and what it delays
Saturn is the planet of discipline, patience, and hard lessons. It doesn’t deny things it just delays them until you are truly ready. Where Saturn is placed in your birth chart shows the area of life where you will face challenges, slow progress, and major life lessons. But once you overcome these struggles, Saturn rewards you with long-term success.
🔹 1st House – Confidence and personal identity. You may feel like life is tough from a young age, struggle with self-worth, or feel like you must work harder to be recognized. But with time, you become wise, responsible, and respected.
🔹 2nd House – Financial stability. You may face money struggles early in life, feel like wealth comes slowly, or have to learn hard lessons about savings and security. This placement can also give delayed speech. But once you master financial discipline, you can build lasting wealth.
🔹 3rd House – Speaking up, expressing yourself, and relationships with siblings. You may feel shy or have difficulty being heard. Writing, public speaking, or learning may take effort, but with time, you become a master communicator.
🔹 4th House – A stable home life. There may be issues with parents, a strict or cold childhood, or delays in feeling emotionally secure. But later in life, you build a strong and lasting foundation for yourself.
🔹 5th House – Love, fun, and creative expression. You may feel blocked in romance or struggle to enjoy life’s pleasures. Dating might feel serious or come later in life, but when love does happen, it's deep and long-lasting.
🔹 6th House – Job stability and health. You may feel overworked, face job challenges, or struggle with routines. Health issues could require discipline. Over time, you become extremely skilled and develop strong, lasting habits.
🔹 7th House – Romantic and business partnerships. Commitment in relationships may be delayed, or you may face serious relationships early in life. Once mature, you attract loyal and stable partners.
🔹 8th House – Inheritances, deep transformation, and intimacy. You may go through major life changes, have trust issues, or experience financial delays in shared assets. Over time, you gain deep emotional and financial wisdom.
🔹 9th House – Education, beliefs, and travel. Higher studies, spiritual growth, or traveling far may be delayed. You may struggle with rigid beliefs early on but later develop strong wisdom and perspective.
🔹 10th House – Career success and public recognition. Achievements come after long effort and hard work. You may feel restricted in career choices, but later in life, you gain respect, authority, and success.
🔹 11th House – Social connections and long-term goals. Friendships may be few but loyal. Achieving dreams takes time and effort, but once you succeed, your rewards are lasting.
🔹 12th House – Letting go, healing, and spiritual growth. You may struggle with fears, isolation, or hidden challenges. Over time, you develop deep wisdom, strong intuition, and inner peace.
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fishnapple · 8 days ago
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How your admirers view you
This is a general reading meant for multiple people. Take only what resonates and leave out the rest.
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The majority of them are likely intimidated by you. You seem to emanate an air of competence and confidence that make them question their worth. They probably ask themselves if you really need them in your life, what value can they contribute to your life. Because you seem to not need any unnecessary attachments and focus on your success. You seem to be very ambitious and determined when it comes to social status and money. You're serious and hardworking, ready to put up with the grind and challenges, as long as you can achieve your goals.
You're not warm and friendly, but you can charm anyone, like a fantasy, a perception spiral that draws in people's eyes. The snake and the apple together, the cat and mouse, the tiger and the deer, the bee and the tree, these pairs form an image of something forbidden and dangerous. Those who are attracted to you romantically feel like they're being preyed upon,but they can't help but want to come closer. Some would think that you would make a great trophy and elevate their status and value if they're seen being with you.
They think you like to keep a roster of admirers around you just for fun. Like you're toying with them, giving them the illusion of hope but always out of reach. Whatever you're showing to the world, people can only admire from afar, they are not allowed to touch. If you flaunt your beauty and talent, it's simply because you like to, without any motives of capturing a specific someone's heart. They can feel like you just want to capture the heart of everyone, the adoration of the mass rather than of any individuals.
The way you speak can be teasing. Your words seem to have hidden meanings, innuendos that only a discerning ears and a sharp mind can catch on. You don't like to argue or shut down anyone. You seek verbal entertainment and companionship everywhere you go. They may feel a little cautious when talking to you, afraid of unwittingly slipping up some of their secrets. And they don't know if you would use those to your advantage later on.
Being in a relationship with you feeling a tug of war, a struggle for power and domination. You don't do the subtle game when it comes to someone you're interested in. Once someone becomes your target, they can't help but feel like they're being hunted. And I think some actually want to be willing preys. Because they feel like it can transform them, that they can experience the highest of high and the lowest of low when they're with you. It would take a brave soul to stand in front of you without running away after some displays of power.
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They probably think you're a work hard, play-hard person, you know how to get what you want and how to have fun. You have an air of graceful but passionate competence that is not for the weak of heart. The first thing they notice about you is your go-getter attitude, you seem to have whatever, whoever you want, you set your sight on something or someone, next moment, they are yours. You just know how to go after your desire. But not in an aggressive manner at all, just pure confidence and focus. This also makes them think that you have everything you want already, you don't really need anything that doesn't add value to your life. You might be a target for some opportunists who want to bask in the light of your abundance. But you're wise and discerning enough not to entertain them.
Your admirers might feel that your life is not very stable at the moment or was like that in the past, you had to face something very difficult and had triumphed it. This gives you a resilient yet shrew way of viewing life. They sense that you will be able to get out every crisis with ease, because you're experienced and no stranger to the act of reinventing yourself. This also makes you a little slippery, as if no one, nothing can hold you down, you're always free and belong to yourself only. Some are very intrigued by this depth and attitude, they want to explore more, to see your hidden demons, it's thrilling, like trying to conquer a mystical creature of the deep.
You probably don't show these demons of yours to just anyone. The way you talk doesn't have any hint of struggle, you know just what to show, what to conceal. To everyone, you're this perfect creature that nothing can stand in your way. You also have the tendency to point out fallacy and pretence. They think they won't have any chance with you if they try to act over the top, boast or flaunt unreal achievements in front of you, deceit is out of the window, you have no patience for that. You seek someone who can elevate your spirit, someone who is your equal, who can confront you and stand their ground.
In love, you are much more softer, you like to joke, to play with your lover. In fact, romance is something vital to you, no matter how much you try to disguise it behind the image of independence. To the people you love, you're loyal to the extreme, you're willing to go through any hell for them, that's why you're extremely picky. Some would mistake your general detached friendliness as romantic interest. You could strike up a conversation with any stranger and easily get them to open up, but you don't let them in easy, not without some testings first.
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You have an interesting combination of strongwill strength and softness that can be seen in various situations. Your admirers' views of you might differ wildly, maybe you attract different kinds of people and they have different way of perceiving you, some can see a trait more prominent, some see other traits as more representative of who you are as a person.
At first glance, you can be authoritative and protective of your energy. You come off as reserved and a little bit aloof, someone who prioritises their peace and solitude above all else. But you aren't standoffish or dismissive of others. When the situation calls for it, you can step up and work well with others. Some would see you as a protector, while others see you as the one who needs protection. There's vulnerability in your expression, but you're never a victim. You know how to direct your life as your own master. But at times, some can see that you don't welcome them at first interaction, almost as if you're trying to run away or hide from them. It takes a lot to gain your trust and for you to open up with someone. Even then, they still feel like you're ready to bolt at the slightest of threat.
But in general, their impression of you is favourable. Once you've decided that you can trust a person, you relax and be in your nurturing energy more. You're a loyal friend, even those with romantic intentions can see this clearly about you, this is what they find so attractive about you. They feel that being with you won't be just like being with a lover, but with a best friend, their biggest supporter, and a cheerleader. Your light doesn't outshine others, it enlivens and inspires other to shine on their own. Your admirers find your individuality and creativity really attractive. They admire you as a person, and at the same time, feel hopeful and lifted up by your energy, which makes them want to be like that themselves. You have a way to nurture the biggest treasure in a person, you help them connect with a deeper meaning in life.
Some can feel lost in your energy because it's too encompassing. They wonder if the compassion you give them is for them only or is it universal. So they can feel like they're competing with a lot in your life for your attention. You make them feel so grounded, yet you remain elusive. They feel that no matter how much they try, how close they get to you, how long they're with you, they can't never grasp your true essence.
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Many would think that you're hiding a vulnerable inner self behind a mask of bravery and strength. They feel like fear is the main motivator of your actions. You don't want people to discover that you're actually a vulnerable human being, that you can be needy and fearful, that you need someone to protect you. Because you feel that showing that side of you to the world will make you an easy target for exploitation and hurt. So you don a mask of independence, sometimes aggressively.
You're on guard towards strangers, but to the people who have gotten to know you better, your admirers included, they can see that soft heart of yours and they really love it. It's the contradictory energy within you that intrigues lots of people. You can look fierce on moment, but if something happens to touch your heart, your expression can immediately soften. Behind the hard exterior is a caring and nurturing person. As long as you feel safe in their presence, you can relax and act more spontaneously. Your laugh might be very contagious, filled with pure joy that can immediately make the other person feeling at ease with you.
In a group, you can assume the role of a "leader" or someone who can give the direction and guide people. You don't like to talk too much but still have a way to make people listen and respect your opinions. But some can feel that you tend to hide your true intentions, your plan. You might show off your skill, your verbal dexterity, but you don't like to actually talk about your deeper thoughts. You like to make people around you laugh, but you don't want to reveal your sadness. It's like, when it comes to your own world, your own path, you don't want anyone to see it, lest they hinder you from moving forward. This can make some people think that you can be sneaky and strategic in your moves. What they see might not be what they get.
This group feels shorter and hard to articulate because there's a resistance. Even when you do allow people into your world, you are still reluctant to let them in fully. Some will feel frustrated and give up, and some will take it as a challenge and want to advance deeper to finally solve your mystery.
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tarot-o-meter · 21 hours ago
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Card identified: The Fool
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lilianne-tarot · 1 month ago
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PICK A CARD: How will your future spouse pursue you ⋆˙⟡
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✧˚. How to Pick Your Pile: Take a deep breath, clear your mind, and look at the images above. Which one pulls you in the most? Trust your gut! Once you choose the image, The number below your chosen image is your pile. If more than one catches your eye, that just means there’s extra tea for you, go ahead and read both!
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⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ PILE I
Cards Pulled: king of swords, knight of cups reversed, king of pentacles, the sun, the tower, 2 of swords
Right off the bat, you’re gonna think this person is cold. PERIOD. I’m sorry, but King of Swords as the first card, this ain’t some gushy softie sliding into your DMs with heart emojis and “wyd baby.” Nah, theyre giving emotionally disciplined, calculating, and “I only let three people see the real me and you’re not on the list… yet. YET” they might come across lowkey intimidating at first, like, the kind of person who’s quiet in group settings but throws out that one sarcastic comment that’s so sharp it makes everyone laugh and feel personally attacked. 😭💀
BUT TRUST ME, they’re watching you. Like… a hawk. They’re the type who is taking mental notes on your coffee order, your laugh patterns, the way you furrow your brows when you’re deep in thought, stuff even you don’t know you do. But honesty love….. they’re into you from day one, but they plays it off like he’s unbothered. Classic King of Swords move. Strategic af. Theyre lowkey fighting himself. Like, internally they got this soft, romantic, borderline poetic thing brewing, he fantasizes about running into you by “accident,” planning the most aesthetic dates, imagining you in his hoodie😭but he’s actively repressing it. Because vulnerability? He’d rather eat glass, thanks. He doesn’t want to be obvious. He’s convinced if he lets on how deep he’s feeling this, he’ll lose the upper hand or get hurt. So what does he do instead? Weird passive-aggressive things. Acts uninterested one minute, then gives you eyes across the room like he’s trying to telepathically undress your soul the next. Sir. Pick a lane. He doesn’t chase, he builds. He slowly starts showing up for you in the most tangible, grounded ways. Need help with something? He’s already on it. Mentioned your favorite snack in passing? It just “randomly” appears next time. The way this man provides?? You’ll be SHOOK. He’s not flashy about it either. He’s like, “I got you” and means it. That’s when you start going: “Wait… are they… serious?” Because once this person is IN, he is IN. Like, no games, no pullbacks. Suddenly it’s "have you eaten?" and "text me when you get home" and "do you want me to fix that thing?." Husband mode activated. 
BUT THEN. Omg. THE TOWER. 😭 Baby this is where it goes OFF. Something will shift drastically. And honestly, You might be the one who triggers it, ofc we are talking about you here so. Like maybe you call him out for his hot-and-cold vibe, or you walk away ‘cause you’re done playing Guess Who: Feelings Edition. Whatever it is, it SHATTERS his cool-boy facade. The Tower is giving “omg I fumbled” realness. He suddenly realizes how much he could lose and spirals. Might even go quiet for a second, lick his wounds, have a whole emotional breakdown. But then… boom. THE SUN. This is where the magic happens. The pursuit becomes warm, honest, and loud. He stops hiding. He owns it. Like, “Yeah, I like you. Actually, I love you. Actually, I wanna grow old with you and argue about what brand of detergent we’re using.” You’ll feel seen, adored, and finally safe in this connection. It’s that post-breakdown glow-up. He starts expressing himself clearly, no longer scared to let you in.
But now. Girl. YOU are gonna be the one hesitating now 😭. That Tower moment hits you, too. You start overthinking: “Can I trust this sudden 180? Was he always this into me and just hiding it? Do I want someone who couldn’t be vulnerable from the start?” Like, your brain starts weighing everythings. And that’s valid! It’s hard to unsee someone’s walls once you’ve bumped into them. So how do you perceive him throughout this journey? At first, cold and confusing af. Then… weirdly magnetic. Then dependable and lowkey daddy-coded. Then chaotic and heartbreak-y. Then sunshine and deeply, deeply sincere. You’ll feel like you’re watching him peel back layer after layer, and each one gets softer, realer, and more him.
His hints would be subtle but intentional. He remembers small things. He lingers a bit longer in conversations than necessary. He suddenly shows interest in the things you love, even if they weren’t his vibe before. He gives you those “you’re the only person in this room I care about” eyes. He’ll NEVER say it first… until he breaks. And when he does? You’re done. Stick a fork in you. Soul snatched. Game over.
I am seeing like he might dream about you before things really pop off. He might tell you later like ,“I had this weird dream we were married lol” and laugh it off, but internall,y he’s BLUSHINGGG because the dream felt real. Also… idk why I’m seeing like… rain or some stormy weather being important??? Maybe the Tower moment literally happens during a stormy day and you both cry under the rain like a movie scene? (i mean…..idc… if i am getting me personal main character moment. It’s all part of the process, i guess💁🏻‍♀️).
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⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ PILE II
Cards Pulled: the tower, king of wands, 5 of pentacles, queen of cups, 8 of pentacles, 10 of pentacles
PILE 2, Okay but… why does this feel like a well written kdrama with 16 episodes??? I mean i could literally make a movie out of this pile 😭 my reaction to the cards were literally: oh, OH, ahh , TF, Oh. My. GOD.😭 
The drama. The rawness. The "I didn’t see this coming, but now I literally can’t look away" energy is off the charts. And I’m already obsessed. So let’s talk about how this chaotic yet painfully magnetic future spouse of yours is about to come stomping into your world like they own the place, with all their trauma and broken broken parts and this weirdly hot charisma that shouldn’t be attractive but is. And somehow?? You fall for it. But like… respectfully 😭.
this person doesn’t approach you like your average person in love would do. No flowers and shy glances. Nope. It’s giving, "I just burnt my life down and now I’m rebuilding from scratch and oh look, you’re here too," vibes. Like you know when someone walks into a room and they don’t say much but their energy is SCREAMING "I’ve been through the trauma you couldn't even imagine"? That’s them. Tower card energy straight up. Something’s just collapsed in their life, could be a major breakup, a career flop, family drama, or literally an existential crisis. Honestly? Feels like all three, let’s not lie 💀. But instead of moping around, this person grabs that chaos and turns it into… ambition. Swagger. Power. This is someone who knows how to lead. They pursue you like they’re chasing their next purpose. With intention. With clarity. And this lowkey intimidating confidence that says “I know what I want, and it’s you.” But let’s not pretend it’s smooth sailing here. Bc 5 of Pentacles? Babe. This person has been abandoned, emotionally iced out, or felt major rejection in the past. Like it’s giving "I’ve loved and I’ve lost and now I trust NO ONE but my dog”. And because of that, Their way of pursuing you is… messy. Not in a manipulative way, but in that "I’m trying to be a lover while still patching up my own wounds" type of mess. So expect mixed signals. Hot and cold. Deep talks followed by withdrawal. And you’re gonna be like, “Sir?? Do you like me or do you need therapy??” honestly: it’s both 😭.
Queen of Cups as the next card is where things get interesting. You. Literally you. You're intuitive AF, emotionally intelligent, and probably catch onto their emotional damage in the first week and are like “Yup. You’re hurt. But I see the softie under all that wreckage.” And here's where it gets wild: they know you see it. That’s what makes them pursue harder. You’re the first person who doesn’t just want them for their outer confidence and King of Wands hotness, you want to know their soul. Their weird inner child. Their guilt. Their hidden sadness. And that?? That shakes them. In a good way. You start noticing little things. Like how they’ll work on themselves just to be better for you. They start showing up. Maybe it’s slow, but you’ll see them trying, healing their abandonment issues, learning to communicate, showing effort in tangible ways. Like planning little dates, asking how your day was (and ACTUALLY listening….woah rare, ngl), sharing parts of their past without you asking. They might even pick up new skills or hobbies because you like them. A little "if she likes books, I read books now" moment?? 😭😭 Despite how mature and scarred and big-boss they may appear, at their core, they’re a newbie when it comes to actual healthy love. Like yeah, they’ve loved before. But not YOU kind of love. Not “you see me even when I’m not performing” kind of love. And that humbles the hell out of them. They're awkward about it. Like, "I wanna give you the world but I also don’t know how to wrap a gift box correctly." 😭 It’s so endearing, you can’t help but melt. They pursue you like someone relearning love from scratch, and you become their soft place to land. They’ll stumble. They’ll overthink. But babe, they’ll try. And that’s what makes them fall harder. Because this ain’t about seduction. It’s about growth. They're not gonna outright confess their feels in the beginning. It’s gonna be hidden in acts of service. Like fixing your broken lamp. Or sending you a meme with a weird caption like, "reminds me of u" Or casually saying “I don’t talk to many people like I do with you,” and then acting like it wasn’t a full-on emotional proposal. Their love language is subtle till it’s not, okay?? But your intuitive self picks up on every damn sign, and you’ll know before they even open their mouth. That’s the connection here, psychic soulmate level. You’ll feel their love way before it’s said.
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⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ PILE III
Cards Pulled: king of wands, 3 of cups, knight of swords reversed, the devil, 8 of cups, the star
OKAY, PILE 3 is here and… GIRL this pile has such strong, “Dark romance” vibes and also that “enemies to lovers but we’re obsessed with each other” trope energy like NO OTHER 😮‍💨🔥. Your future spouse? It’s that person who shows up outta nowhere and instantly throws your life into disarray because the connection is too much, too fast, too real. They pursue you like they’ve waited lifetimes to find you and now that you’re finally here, they’re not gonna risk losing you, even if it means accidentally traumatizing you with their intensity first 😭.
So let’s start with the vibe of this person, okay? Immediately I’m seeing someone who is dominant AF in presence, the type of person where the second they walk into a room, your attention shifts without your permission. But they’re not all flash and no depth, this person has that charismatic, “traumatized but make it aesthetic” confidence LOL. Think: the guy who’s lowkey too cool for everyone but gets soft for you 🫠. But it’s not just charm. It's calculated. They choose to pursue you. Like, they spotted you from across the damn soul contract timeline and were like, “Yep. That one. Mine.” LMAO.
Here’s where it gets juicy though, this person doesn’t make their pursuit clean or safe. We’ve got the Knight of Swords reversed mixed with The Devil and 3 of Cups… BABY. I’m not gonna lie, their approach is gonna have you shook. This isn't some slow-burn "lemme get to know you" type of chase. Nah, it’s giving intoxicated obsession. Like they’re coming at you way too fast, might say things they haven’t thought through (hello chaotic confessions??), maybe even making moves when you’re like “Wait… tf is happening?!” . And I SWEAR this person gives off the vibe of someone who might try to "just be friends" first… but they absolutely fail at it. Like... you’re not slick, sir. The way they look at you? Not very "friendly." More like "I wanna pin you to the wall in a meaningful way." 😭 it’s like you look into their eyes once aand you are going inot their crib TONIGHT. 
BUT. Their pursuit of you isn’t just lusty and impulsive, it’s coming from a place of deep yearning and soul ache. You’re literally the star they’ve been trying to find after walking away from a bunch of superficial crap. I’m getting that they’ve already been through a lot emotionally, they’ve had to let go of people, addictions (literal or emotional), maybe even success that wasn’t fulfilling. So while their approach is messy and extra (like “sir pls chill”), it’s coming from a place of craving real healing, real light, REAL connection. And guess what? That’s what you are to them. Their fkn North Star. And trust me, they don't even realize it at first, like they’re thinking they’re chasing a thrill, but gets, spiritual awakening outta nowhere. Bestie… you’re gonna think they’re too much. 😂 Straight up. You’ll be like “This person is hot, sure……but wtf is this energy??” It’ll feel like you’re constantly trying to decide between “should I kiss them or block them?” Energy chaotic AF. You’ll clock them trying to play it cool, but their eyes? Screaming "I'm feral for you." It’s also possible they’ll show up when you’re trying to move on from someone/something else, and you’ll be hesitant because you’re finally healing, vibing, living in peace, and here comes this walking temptation in human form, knocking on your aura like “hey 😏.” i mean really this emoji is the perfect example of how i am imagining this person.  There’s definitely a karmic undertone here, like you two have danced this dance before in past lives but it was let uncompleted. So now, they're NOT playing around. And the way The Star closes the reading? OOF. After all the chaos, the push/pull, the temptation, and messy little love games… they want peace with you. You are the peace. The wish. The endgame. But it’s not gonna come pretty.
Okay so their hints are not actually hints. They’ll accidentally drop the biggest signs , forgetting they’re supposed to pretend. They’ll joke about being obsessed with you? Deadass. They’ll mention you in every convo “by accident.” They might post quotes on their stories or make weird comments like “If I ever fall in love, it’ll be someone like you” 🙄, SIR. STOP. WE SEE YOU.  The 3 of Cups energy is also giving “I’ll use mutual friends to get close to you,” like casually showing up at a party where you just happen to be?? Please.And listen, not everything will be smooth sailing. That Devil energy is LOUD. There will be moments where you’ll wonder if you’re drawn to them because it’s fated… or because it’s toxic. But that’s part of the growth arc. They’re not here to ruin your life, they’re here to crack your heart open with messy hands. And once they realize that they can’t control you? That’s when the real magic starts. That’s when they fall so damn hard, they start building a whole new version of themselves just to be worthy of your light.
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thedivinetarot · 6 months ago
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Hold me, love me, touch me, honey be the first who ever did
Future spouse turn on +18
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☆ How to chose your pile?
First clear your mind, take a deep breathe and close your eyes. Ask the question in your head "what will turn my future spouse on about me?". And shall the picture you are drawn to the most will be your pile.
☆ Disclaimer:
Please if you are under 18 do not interact or reblog this reading. This content is explicit and is not for you.
This is a general reading so don't put your life on hold for it. Also, this reading is written for the feminine (women, girls) if you are masculine or identify as a man this reading is NOT for you. This reading is for the feminine collective.
▪︎This reading was done using Raider Waite tarot deck and sexual magic tarot deck.
Lots of love 💕
Arya
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Pile 1 - sleeping beauty
Your current energy
I feel like this pile’s energy is quite saddening. I see that you had a project to work on and nothing went as you hoped which made you clash with your team members and caused something unpleasant to face. I see that you feel quite empty and insecure towards your own thoughts. You have many creative thoughts to offer and you are so passionate about them but I see that because your team didn't listen to you or do anything you say it left you feeling unimportant or like a "chair's leg" idk how to explain it but they made you feel like an empty vase. Also you might have been feeling quite stuck and gloomy. I see that lately your self-esteem has dropped and you feel like nothing matter or you don't matter anymore. I'm so sorry for that pile one you deserve absolutely the best. Your thoughts and ideas are valuable and if someone didn't take them seriously that doesn't mean that they don't matter. Also, I see that you might be under a psychic attack or telepathy so be careful. I see that this person who is attacking you is quite naive and they are doing it with their whole will which means they know exactly what they are doing. I see that you are trying to get over them like your mind is trying to wash them off but they are like an ink stain that doesn't really go away. But eventually it will so don't worry. For others (people who are under psychic attack or telepathy) this person is trying to communicate telepathically with you so expect them to show up in your dreams or receivesigns from them. I see that what is between you two is not finished yet. You may see that everything has finished buuuttt it is not. This person may come with a love offer and communicate with you very soon. They may be working on themselves right now. Anyways the period of stagnation is almost over or it will be over by the end of this year.
☆ Placements for you:
Pisces, Capricorn, Taurus, Gemini, Libra, Cancer. Or you have Neptune, Saturn, Mercury prominent in your chart. Or you have 12th, 2nd, 10th, 7th, 3rd, 4th house stallium or your sun moon is there. I see also moon in cancer and saturn in libra.
☆ What will turn your future spouse on?
Right off the bat I see that your future spouse will be in love with your breasts. I see everything related to them. Massaging them, sucking them, grabbing them. They also looovvvee how the bra shape them especially corsets and push up bras and also they love how they look with no bra soo ;) anyways. This person is so down bad for you like they are an animal for that part. I keep hearing the song "Addicted to you by Shakira" weird I never listened to that song before but when I described the song to my sister she gave me the name. Also, your waist and belly button. They like how your waist is shaped. I see also that you are this person's dream girl. They see you as the empress, their empress. They like how beautiful you are whether you think it is true or not. I see that they see you the empress to their empror. I also got the collar bones too. Your spouse is going to see you as something so beautiful and otherworldly. I keep emphasizing on the upper body especially the breasts and waist. I see also that they like watching you getting undressed after an event or a party. They like your whole naked form too but mostly your breasts. They also like your size too, no matter how big or small you are they think that you complete them and the chemistry is off charts. I see that you guys may have wonderful sexual chemistry like you two can't keep your hands off of each other. You see those couple who gives off the vibe that they fuck every two minutes? You are like that pile 1 they adore you. This person also gets horny by the fact that you are intimate with them and only them. They get horny or turned on by dim lights and you getting undressed in front of candle lights. Also this person might get horny when you guys hug. They just feel soo hot and bothered whenever you are around. Their love language may be physically touch. They even get horny when you set on their lap too. I see that they might get turned on when you are applying lotion, perfume or even cream on your body they get weak in their knees.
I hope you enjoyed your reading💕.
☆ Placements for them:
Taurus, Capricorn, Aries, Leo, Cancer, Pisces. Also they have moon, Mars, Venus, Neptune prominent in their chart. Sun or moon or stallium in the 1st, 2nd, 5th, 4th, 12th, 10th. Venus in Aries, mars- moon, Venus- ascendant aspects in synastry.
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Pile 2 - Woman posing
Your current energy
I see that you might be stuck on someone with Aquarius placements. I see that you have finally made peace with them and you feel kind of imbalanced by that. I see also that this person kept you stuck and out of place. I see also that you are in a place right now where you can't see the truth and you are very conflicted. This confection is keeping you feeling restless and tired. I see that you are fighting internally your anxiety about them. I see that this person knows how to tick your boxes and keep you on edge. Pile 2, this person's intentions aren't fully good towards you. I see that they are only here for fun and good times but believe me it will only end up with disappointment so be careful. I see that this person is manipulating you into thinking that they are so tired and can't live without you but they are not. They know that you'll get back to them, I see that you need to stop giving them the validation that they seek because each time you return to them it make their ego bigger. You are worthy of more than that pile 2. Also, the energy under the bottom of the deck is quite wicked. This person is doing everything in their power to torture you and manipulate you.
☆ Placements for you:
Aquarius, Pisces, Taurus, Virgo, moon in sagittarius, mars in leo, Venus in scorpio, Sagittarius, Venus in Aquarius. Venus, Uranus, Neptune, Mars, moon prominent in your chart or stallium in the 11th, 12th, 2nd, 6th house in your chart.
☆ What will turn your future spouse on?
I got a lot of 10s in this pile so I guess your spouse really feels turned on by the fact that they are making a family that is going to leave a legacy behind with you. Also, this person really gets turned on when you surrender to them, I see a lot of submission. Doesn't mean that they are dominant but they generally love to see you under them. They might be a soft dom. They won't force you to do anything against your will. This pile is quite vanilla, I see a lot of fluids here. They might feel turned on by your sex fluids or they generally like to play with it. They also get turned on when you tease them. This person is foodie, I am picturing the image of Louis and Peter griffin when they were feeding each other fruits in this scene check it out if you want to. You might feed each other grapes and fruits in general. I'm not getting this person enjoying a specific body part at all. I feel like they enjoy your presence during the act more. Also, they get turned on when you hug them tightly. I feel like this person is quite traditional, they enjoy it when you make dinner for them. I see them getting back from work were you are dressing up nicely and making them a very delicious dinner. Also, this person is into sexting. I see them getting very horny when you are teasing them with your nudes. Idk this person respectively is very traditional and vanilla. I see also that they are very mature emotionally. This person get turned on by eye contact and deep conversations they might spend hours making love and they last very long.
Enjoy your reading pile 2💕.
☆ Placements for them:
Leo, Mercury in virgo and sagittarius, Pisces, Aquarius, Venus in virgo, mars in Aries. Dominant planets in Mercury, Mars, Neptune, Uranus. Stallium/ sun or moon in 1st, 6th, 11th, 12th, 9th house in their chart.
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Pile 3 - Lady with flowers
Your current energy
I see that this pile is surrendering to the divine. I see that you are trying to enjoy your life as much as possible. I feel like you are living in a routine, there's nothing much honestly. I see that you are anticipating something. I feel like you want something new in your life, something to break the routine without creeping you off. I see that you always lean towards routine and structure but somehow you desire change. I see that you want change but you are very resistant to it which is creating chaos energetically. Pile 3, set with your self and decide what exactly is holding you back from the change? What is scaring you this much? Writing this down can be really helpful I order for you to acknowledge what is wrong. I see that this duality of wanting change and fearing it is keeping you stuck and confused. But at the same time you are looking forward, you are looking for a sign from the universe or God to intervene and change it. You are deeply feeling optimistic about tomorrow. I see that your energy is quite happy and warm. You might have walked away from something that kept bothering you and now you feel like that thing have no power over you right now. I see that there might be a small health issue that faced you in the previous weeks like cold or fever. But you got better thanks to God or the Universe.
Placements for you:
Sagittarius, Gemini, Cancer, Scorpio, Taurus, Aquarius, Aries. Also, I'm picking up on Mars in Aries, Venus in scorpio, Moon in scorpio. Venus, Mercury, Sun, Mars, Pluto as dominant planets in your chart. Stallium in the 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 8th, 11th house.
☆ What will turn your future spouse on?
Well first you got triple 888 which never happened in my readings. It means that you are going to experience infinite abundance with your spouse. I see that this person at first will be soft and sweet. They will make love to you softly, they will demand nude pictures of you and they will masturbate to it. They have breeding kink, they will imagine having a child with you while they are masturbating. They are going to make love like there's no tomorrow but as the relationship preced they are going to get scary honestly. I see that they are going to share their sexual fantasies with you. They will ask you to role play with them and the roles are going to be quite dark. Like, they might role play a r*pe scene or something very dark of course with your consent if you are comfortable with that type of stuff or not. With each day that pass they will show their kinkier side to you. I see them using their belt or whip on you. There will be hair pulling too, and heavy BDSM. I see that they will escape reality with you into the bedroom I see them really praising and encouraging you afterwards. They also might tie your hands. I see wax play too, this person is very naughty and kinky I can't with them. This pile’s future spouse might get turned on by pain. I'm picturing Angelina Jolie when she stabed her boyfriend to feel pleasure while they are doing it. This person might get horny when you are in pain. They might cause you pain too. This person is giving Christian Grey, I see that they like being in control and doing heavy stuff to their partner. Idk pile 3, if you might get uncomfortable with that try to communicate with them. You don't have to face all of this. Also, I see that this person will see you as their lover, I got the lover card and Judgement twice which is quite unusual. I see that it might mean that this relationship is meant to awaken something in you, something you are ignoring.
Enjoy your reading pile 3💕.
☆ Placements for them:
Air placements (Libra, Aquarius, Gemini). Mercury in sagittarius, and water placements (Cancer, Pisces and scorpio). Mercury, Pluto, Venus. Stallium in Air placements or houses and Stallium in water placements.
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Pile 4 - Woman looking at the stars
Your current energy
I see that there's someone in your life that is spreading rumors about you. It might be a woman with leo placements or a man with Aquarius placements I'm not sure. I see that they feel very jealous of your achievements and how graceful you are. I see that you are the type of person who is very beautiful. You might be beauty with brains, someone who is very intelligent and smart. This person is spreading rumors about you and the cards are telling me that they will get their Karma so don't worry you don't have to do anything about it. The cards are advising you to have inner strength and calm down before engaging in any behavior that doesn't suit your public image. I see that you might be someone who is quite popular and known but very envied by others. Your skills and dedication are drawing the right people into your life and the right opportunities too. I see that if you are planning on traveling somewhere it will happen but also for that to happen you need to find closure and end a cycle in your life.
☆ Placements for you:
Leo, Virgo, Sagittarius, Aries, Pisces, Aquarius, Libra, Leo. Sun, Mars, Saturn, Venus prominent in your chart. Stallium in the 1st, 6th, 5th, 9th, 12th, 7th, 11th house in your chart.
☆ What will turn your future spouse on?
Okay, first thing is this person is very idealistic, very emotional and devoted. I see that they get horny when you tease them with your breasts like pressing them against him or showing them to him randomly make him sexually frustrated. I see that he gets really horny when they see you dressing up for them. A lot of emphasis on glam, they enjoy watching you dressing up, putting on perfume and makeup. You might be their type honestly. Like they were searching for someone like you and they found you soo it is a win win. This person is like pile 2, they are quite traditional. They don't have any weird kink at all. I see that they lean more to making love unlike pile 3 it was insane but anyways no judgment on my blog. I see that your ass is something that they like, they enjoy the size, shape and how soft and squishy it is. This person gets so horny when you are showering or under water. They see you as someone who is so ethereal like a mermaid. They like your body naked and wit under the shower. They might join you there too. I see that they really get turned on when you whisper in their ear and tease their neck. This person is in their head a lot when it comes to you. They might go to work and sit there imagining you two doing it nonstop and when they return home they'll be like a wild animal. He is so soft, like a soft dom again. I can't with him I try to provoke many cards but all I am getting is the cups suit which is linked to love and emotions. I see that this person is very emotional when it comes to you what matter for them is intimacy and how comfortable you are with them. Also, it keeps them going when you are in pleasure. They feel prideful when you reach your orgasm and moaning their name. Also, I'm getting Nikki Minaj here. He'll totally take it off of you after the party. Also I'm getting the song "something about you by eyedress, dent may" this person sees you like something so beautiful and ethereal. They have a lot of respect for you, they won't curse or cuss at you at all during sex. They see sex as something very sacred and romantic only shared between two people. They don't dare to call sex (sex) they'll say (love making) instead. This person is very poetic, they can and will write poems about you and set the right romantic mood for you two to enjoy.
Take care pile 4 💕.
☆ Placements for them:
Water signs (Scorpio, Pisces and cancer). Air signs (Aquarius, Gemini and Libra). Mercury, moon, Venus as prominent plants in their chart. Stallium in the 4th, 8th, 12th, 11th, 3rd, 7th house for them.
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Post date: 24th of Nov -2024 Sun
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winisayswhat · 3 days ago
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How your 5 senses turns your FS on?[PAC READING ]
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PILE 3- 777
PILE 4- 888
This isn’t a prediction. It’s not therapy. It’s just a mirror,meant to help you pause and listen to yourself. If something resonates, hold it close. If it doesn’t, let it go. You’re the one in charge. Always.
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PILE 1
"This reading is just a quick peek into where you’re at. If something feels right, there’s probably more to know. A personal reading can give you even more clarity straight to the heart of what you’re dealing with. If you’re curious to see what comes up for you, I’d love to help you explore."
Sight
It’s always the eyes. The moment you lock gazes, it’s over for them.
You don’t need a lingerie. You don’t need to pose. You just look.
That cocky little tilt of your head, like you know exactly how they’d beg.
You undress them without blinking. You make them sweat with one smirk.
They imagine those eyes staring up while you’re on your knees, mascara running, spit dripping off your lip ,and they’d sell their soul to make it real.
Sound
You breathe like sex.
You don’t need to scream your tiny gasps, breathy moans, and choked-off sounds when they bite your neck? That’s enough.
You say “Don’t stop” like a curse, like a prayer, like a threat.
They jerk off to the memory of your voice breaking when they thrust deeper.
You leave sounds in their brain like a loop, filthy, perfect, addicting.
Touch
You touch like you’ve got all the time in the world.
You drag your fingertips across their chest, their thighs, down their stomach , stopping just short of where they need you.
You stroke. Then grab. Then own.
Your nails leave trails. Your hands say “Mine.”
You pin wrists to the bed, grip their jaw, ride them slow , then slam down and grin when they gasp.
Taste
They want your mouth everywhere.
The wet heat of your tongue, the tease of your teeth, the smug hum you let out when they squirm.
You taste like cinnamon, sin, and “Don’t pretend you’re in control.”
They dream of tasting your spit on their lips, your mouth on their cock, your tongue sliding between their legs like a goddamn weapon.
They want to choke on your kiss and beg for more.
Smell
You smell like heat. Sweat. Sex that hasn’t even happened yet.
That sticky sweetness that clings to sheets, thighs, and their fucking soul.
They bury their face in your clothes when you’re gone.
They sniff the pillowcase where your hair left a trace and get hard all over again.
You leave scent trails like a curse. One sniff and they’re undone.
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PILE 2
"This reading is just a quick peek into where you’re at. If something feels right, there’s probably more to know. A personal reading can give you even more clarity straight to the heart of what you’re dealing with. If you’re curious to see what comes up for you, I’d love to help you explore."
Sight
Your body is a tease ,without trying.
A peek of your collarbone when your shirt slips. The stretch that shows the curve of your waist. The way your shorts ride up when you curl your legs.The way your thighs wrap tighthly aroun them , they'd bite all of it
They want to peel you open slow, like a secret.
Your thighs drive them wild , the way they part when you shift in your seat. The softness. The promise.
They want to kneel between them and stay there for hours.Eating , groaning,sucking.
Sound
You whisper filth like it’s poetry.
At first, you're quiet ,soft sighs, shivery gasps ,but then your mouth opens.
“Harder.”
“Right there.”
“Fuck, just like that.”
You moan their name like you’re wrecked, like you need them to keep going or you’ll break apart.
You say, “I want it deeper,” and they forget how to breathe.Hips piston pounding continuosly
Touch
You react to everything.
A fingertip brushing your hip? You twitch. A kiss behind your knee? You sigh.
Your skin is heat under silk ,electric.
They run their hands down your body and feel it tremble.
You arch into every touch, grind against every palm.
You grip their wrist and shove it lower when they tease too long ,and they live for it.
Taste
You taste like sweat, fruit, and need.
They kiss you messy. Tongue deep, lips wet, teeth grazing.
They suck your fingers into their mouth while you watch.
They lick your stomach, your thighs, behind your knee ,greedy, slow, starving.
You taste like more. Like “don’t stop.” Like they’ll never get enough. They'd worship your breasts and post pregnancy milk kink.
Smell
Your scent? It drives them insane.
Warm skin. That perfume that clings to your neck.
But beneath that the wild heat of your body, the raw, wet musk between your thighs.
They press their face into you, into your sheets, your hair and inhale like it’s their next breath.
They smell you and their throat goes dry, their cock gets hard, and their brain goes blank.
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PILE 3
"This reading is just a quick peek into where you’re at. If something feels right, there’s probably more to know. A personal reading can give you even more clarity straight to the heart of what you’re dealing with. If you’re curious to see what comes up for you, I’d love to help you explore."
Sight
You’re visual sin.
Even in sweats, even mid-rant, even yawning ,they watch.
Your hips roll like music. Your body moves with rhythm. It’s hypnotic.
You stretch, and they’re hard. You bend, and they stop breathing.
Every sway of your ass is a temptation. Every little bounce of your chest when you laugh is torture.
They want to see you ride them slow, skin flushed, dripping sweat, dragging your nails down their chest.
Sound
You whimper when teased, growl when you’re close.
That breathy whine when they lick your nipple. That cracked moan when they shove deep into yu...
You say “Fuck” like it’s a love letter.
They live for that sound your throat makes when you cum , that desperate, broken sound that says, “I can’t take it, but don’t you fucking stop.”
Touch
You melt under their hands.
Your body reacts like a loaded gun. A stroke and you’re moaning. A slap and you’re grinding.
You touch like you’ll die if they pull away.
You grip their thighs when you ride, claw their back when you come.
Every inch of you begs to be grabbed, bitten, used ,and they oblige.
Taste
They dream of licking you clean.
Sweat off your back. Cum off your thighs. Their name off your lips.
They bury their tongue in you and don’t stop till your voice is hoarse.
You moan around their cock, spit dripping down your chin, and they fucking lose it.
You taste like heaven, hell, and the best mistake they’ll make over and over again.
Smell
You smell like perfume and sin.
That high-end scent clinging to the sweat between your breasts.
They want to press their face into your neck and breathe until they’re drunk on you.
They keep your underwear just to hold it to their face when they’re alone.
You make them ache with nothing but scent.
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PILE 4
"This reading is just a quick peek into where you’re at. If something feels right, there’s probably more to know. A personal reading can give you even more clarity straight to the heart of what you’re dealing with. If you’re curious to see what comes up for you, I’d love to help you explore."
Sight
It’s you after the deed.
Flushed. Hair messy. Breasts heaving. Lips kiss swollen.
You look like sex. Like chaos. Like a storm they want to drown in.
They want to see you shaking, overstimmed, dripping down your thighs.
Eyes unfocused, mascara smudged, mouth open in a whimper.
You look like something they’d fuck again before you can even catch your breath.
Sound
Your noises after dark ruin them.
That soft gasp when they push in slow. That breathless laugh when you can’t believe how good it feels.
You whisper “More” like you’ll break without it.
You choke on your moans when they go too deep.
You say, “Please, fill me,” and they snap , losing it all over again.
Touch
You cling like you’ll fall apart.
You dig your nails in. Grab their hair. Scratch down their back.
You touch like you’re high on it , desperate, greedy, never letting go.
You ride like you’ve got something to prove. You grind like you own them. And the way your body moves HOLY FUCK!
But when you cum? You cry out like you're theirs ,body shaking, heart exposed.
Taste
They can’t stop licking you.
Your thighs. Your chest. The spot just behind your ear.
You taste raw, real, wrecked.
They lap up your orgasm like it’s the first drink after days in the desert.(The way they suck it ! God forbid)
You cum on their face and they don’t even wipe it off , they wear it like proof.Or even lick it clean
Smell
You smell like sex.
Like skin and sweat and heat soaked into sheets.
No perfume. Just you.Raw
They bury their nose in your boobs, still wet from you.
They breathe it in and jerk off with your scent thick in the air ,unable to stop.Orgasm after orgasm
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janecafe · 1 day ago
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FUTURE SPOUSE'S PAC: their love languages 𝜗𝜚˚⋆⠀
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𝗛𝗢𝗪 𝗧𝗢 𝗖𝗛𝗢𝗢𝗦𝗘? from the left side to the right side. pick which picture is drowning you with, pulling you in. take a deep breath in and out and start to visualize all of the images above. trust your intuition and set aside your aesthetic preferences. enjoy and have fun! 🍀✨
group one, ruler - group two, paper metal clip - group three, ballpoint pen.
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• 𝗨𝗡𝗢 - RULER
love languages: act of service 40%. gifts giving 30%. physical touch 20%. quality time 10%. words of affirmations 0%.
this person's way of showing affection is like a gun with a silencer. they may not say much but actions speak thunderous. they preferably show it rather than telling how much they love you. for example, they don't typically follow the gender-based stereotypes of like "cleaning must be for women task" no, but they are willing to do that without their partner narrating it to them. they typically someone who find ways even in small to help and makes them partner feel better on a certain task... if you like morning coffees? hell yeah they make you one or wake up earlier than you to buy outside. it's like they don't want to see you stress or sad either. felt sick? they would make you soup with a medicine on its side. don't know how to cook? they would love to make you delicious dishes. need someone to help you organize your room? got yah, you can rely on them. lack of staff in your business? lucky, they would participate in working for you. felt unsafe going home alone? they would accompany you back and forth. otherwise, their affection is also shown in buying you gifts. for example, buying you a souvenir... in the back of my mind, i vision two people----person A happily giving person B, a keychain that reminds them. it's like i bought you this whale keychain because it's remind me how big and gentle you are towards me. although, your future spouse may seem to have grown up in a household where they can't truly express themselves and voicing their opinions out. thus, this may be one of the reasons why their love language is more lean into actions and not words. perhaps, sometimes you may be caught them saying sweet words towards but don't expect too much. it's hard for them to tell someone how much they really adore it so they think the only way to show it is through giving you time, being there when you badly needed it and buying and surprising you gifts. i guess, with you they will learn how to be heard. how to volume up their voice. it's heavily giving me of "we talked like lovers and laughed like best friends". this person love language is top-tier!
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• 𝗗𝗢𝗦 - PAPER METAL CLIP
love languages: act of service 20%. gifts giving 20%. physical touch 20%. quality time 20%. words of affirmations 20%.
i must say, they don't typically have a love language in my mind but they will try their best to make you experience all of that. they think you deserve all the love. they love to make you feel heard and loved. they would make mental notes about what you like and hate. with this person you gonna experience how to be understood as individual. you may even say to yourself "dang, is this freaking love?" yes honey, it is. you can run away from it from their thunderous affection, you will experience the storms and floods of their cariño. i love this person, they would love to include you in their prayers. it's like adding you is a silent yet most powerful love language they can offer to you. perhaps, you can't really recall how many times you would fell in love with this person over and over again. this person will make an effort, it's giving me an idea of "wanting to know all the names of your plants". i think you give a fresh beginning in this individual life, something they considered perfect. in bed, they would love to snuggle with you. yes, making effort showing up again. damn it, you are lucky! 😩🤌🏻 they gonna take time to figure things out, pay attention to the details and asking you questions.this person will try their best to fit in and deal with your connections and life. it's about them, making an effort to know everything about you. that's superficial love, your interest will be their interest. anything about you and what you do is gonna be their interest and will make an effort to learn and know about it. i think your person live in a household where all people are equally loved, supported and appreciated.
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• 𝗧𝗥𝗘𝗦 - BALLPOINT PEN
love languages: words of affirmations 40%. physical touch 20%. quality time 20%. acts of service 10%. gifts giving 10%
i think your person is someone who grew up in a family where they usually get criticized and make them feel unworthy. they were probably seeking for someone who can appreciate their work and praise it. your person's family have cruel and heartless opinions to them, your future spouse's often feel sabotaged from these people. it's also seems like they frequently experience inhumane words from their parents where most of the time they feel gloomy and blaming themselves for coming out of this world. it's giving me "we raised you so you must give it back to us when you have work". if i'm not mistaken, you two may deal with the same experience with your family. you both deal with a household where harsh criticism are prevalent. you will heal each other, holding grip so no one will leave this connection. they will bring a soothe feeling towards your soul, they are an epitome of perfection- beautiful disaster. this person loves communication. they give you the questions that feels like a hug like "do you want us to walk together so you can clear your mind a little while". you are very talkative when you are with this person and they will actively listen to everything you say. i see that you may casually be petty jealous about random people and things that take their attention a little. i think they will value your opinion and when communicating with you, they speak with the truth. if you are dealing with low confidence and self-esteem then they will assure that you are perfect. they will be your guide and life inspiration and motivational coach.
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jane, the bean fiend tarot reader
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tarotlexa · 1 day ago
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PICK A PILE READING- what toxic cycle are you stuck in? (part one)
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welcome back to another pick a pile reading! today we will be focusing on what sort of pattern you're stuck in and why. i might do a part 2 and include how to release this cycle and what your life will feel like once you break free
PART TWO: https://www.tumblr.com/tarotlexa/783782118530662400/pick-a-pile-reading-what-toxic-cycle-are-you?source=share
make sure to be in the right head space to receive this message, it might be heavy for some of you. much love <3
this is a collective reading so take what resonates and leave what does not!
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pile 1: my first thought for this pile was a complicated relationship with your mother, unworthiness, perfectionism and parentification. i feel like for some of you, a lot of your traumas originate back from your childhood or the way your mom's parenting style impacted you while you were growing up, possibly something related to your education or career or the things she said about you to others. it probably made you feel as though you were not enough, so you started overcompensating. and this lead you here, to this cycle where you over give until you break. anyway, let's get into this. you are in a very specific cycle where you keep giving without receiving nothing in return, especially in relationships or your close friendships. people don't match your effort, your energy, your love, your affection, your time. you are represented by the empress: she wants things to grow, she wants people to thrive, just like you do. somewhere in your subconscious, you believe that your worth is measured by how much you can give without being asked so that people will see you as "valuable" and "good". this card was paired with the ten of swords, it screams of betrayal by those you trusted most. people keep draining you over and over again, people you nurtured turned their backs on you. relationships you poured all your energy into ended with silence. you have been learning the same brutal lesson: giving more doesn't guarantee being loved back. you always think as though you can do better, more, you can love more, soften more and maybe things will be different this time. but it always ends the same way and you are still forced to get up and resurrect yourself, even though you are deeply hurt by how little care or empathy you have been shown by others. this pattern becomes self perpetuating because you keep giving more in hopes it will finally create safety or connection only to be left feeling emptier than before. this pattern probably developed early in life, especially in situations where you were either parentified, emotionally neglected or praised only when you were "responsible" or "good" or brought home A's. you may have been placed in the role of the emotional stabilizer, the one who keeps the peace and keeps things functioning while holding it together for the whole family. eldest child or middle child perhaps. i feel this relates more to your mother rather than your father with the queen of pentacles being here. as a child you were constantly juggling, trying to manage everything without ever being asked what were YOUR needs or wants at that moment. now, you show up as someone who is EXTREMELY self reliant, perhaps even emotionally avoidant. you are perceived as calm and discerning but also emotionally unavailable, distrusting or private. you refuse to ask for help from others because you were taught that you can only rely on yourself. you may also be someone who avoids vulnerability out of fear that it will cost you more than it will give you. you intellecutalize your pain a lot and that makes it harder for people to get inside your mind. you've also had to learn boundaries through pain, you are someone who has high standards and is quick to cut off what feels unsafe or overwhelming. it's funny because you are so deeply intuitive but you have this tendency to dissociate or withdraw as soon as things get too intense for you. you're not cold, you are just afraid of the consequences that come with being open, so you hold your feelings and problems and wisdom close. hence why you often feel lonely and burned out. this pile reflects deep patterns of survival, self protection, an avoidant attachment style and feelings of unworthiness. patterns are learned and that means they can be unlearned, so fear not!
pile 2: this has a similarish vibe to pile 1 in relation to perfectionism, but the difference here is that you are more focused on being perceived as THE BEST by everyone, not just your family but even strangers. your pattern is overdrive, relentless motion, endless effort and a grasp for control no matter what. you move through life with so much ambition and yet so much pressure to succeed at all cost which can be a great thing and something i can relate to. one of the maaaany problems here is that even when you're tired, you keep going. you don't know how or when to stop, there is a part of you that believes that if you work harder and stay disciplined and keep everything tightly directed, then you'll finally arrive at your destination: success. what you long for isn't just success but that feeling of safety. being finally loved and respected by others. here comes the loop: hyperfunctioning to avoid collapse, you may feel like if you stop moving, everything will fall apart, so you don't stop even if it kills you. it's a heavy burden for sure. this pattern likely started after a traumatic event, something that relates to money or stability. maybe your home life was unpredictable and that led you to feeling unsafe all the time. either way, the tower suggests a moment of deep instability, sudden change or loss, a time where your life was totally turned upside down. it shattered your sense of stability or safety, it could have been a divorce, financial loss, trauma, abuse, abandonment. from that moment on, you decided you couldn't rely on anyone but yourself. maybe a father figure or the family's provider was absent or let you down multiple times, prompting you to become that person, prematurely. you might have had to grow up way faster than your peers, it's almost like you had no childhood at all. so now, you build your life around the idea of being the provider you needed while growing up, you want to become unshakeable. the moment things start to feel a little unstable, you throw yourself into work, plans and anything or anyone you can control. you don't want to feel that fear again and it's understandable, so you work hard enough to outrun it. workaholic syndrome for sure. overall it feels like you're extremely, deeply tired. you are exhausted and your body and your mind are begging for rest, stillness and recovery and yet you resist surrendering into it. you don't believe in "resting". even when you try to slow down, you are still thinking about what you need to get done by the end of that day, you are still holding so much tension in your body. it's like your checklist or goal list NEVER ends. your mind is feeling foggy or overwhelmed right now, you may struggle to make clear decisions or trust your clarity. i feel like you could relate a lot to vienna by billy joel, slow down you crazy child. there is too much input, too much pressure and not enough stillness for you to think clearly or act the way you want to. you want to be productive at all cost but it all ends with you feeling numb and disconnected. you might be also struggling to identify what you WANT because you're so used to doing what you SHOULD. "where's the fire, what's the hurry about? you'd better cool it off before you burn it out, you've got so much to do and only so many hours in a day". vienna was written for you for sure lol
pile 3: random observation but this is the only pile that had 3 major arcanas as their cycle, that's so curious to me. maybe number 3 is relevant to you in some way. i feel like this pile relates to a cycle of family expectations, performance and putting on so many masks for others that eventually you started losing yourself. it might feel to you as if you're playing a role in your day to day life, pile 3. you are stuck in a cycle of chasing external validation from your family, striving to do things the right way, your parents might have chosen for you your a career/education path and you let them do that, you might have had different dreams or wishes but you still went with it because deep down you crave their recognition, approval and their structure. all of this often comes from outside of you, not from within. it's not that you can't think for yourself, it's just that you don't want to. you might have internalized rules or systems that promised belonging, such as cultural norms, family expectations, achievement midnsets and performance ideals (like i have to do this by the time i'm 20, i have to have x amount of money by the time i'm 25 and so on). those rules come with invisible chains, they dictate who to be and how to shine. you've learned to play your part quite well, perhaps due to the fact that you have been praised so much for your light, your talent or your competence. and yet, it all feels so suffocating. you struggle so much with people pleasing that you don't even know yourself anymore, you crave freedom but you also fear rejection. so you keep meeting the standard, no matter the personal cost. it's going to sound boring but it definitely originated from your childhood, this began as hope or as potential. you were likely a very gifted child in some way, smart, bright, creative or unusually mature. there was a sense that you were destined for something greater, so your parents or your family might have started to project their dreams onto you. you were seen as having value but that value was conditional. your gifts and talents were admired but only when they served a bigger purpose. your dreams weren't encouraged but your family's were. they probably implanted some idea of success into your head and you were basically led down that path from a very young age (think those child stars or super young athletes and so on). so somewhere along the way you have started equating being chosen or being praised with being loved. now you carry that equation into your adult life, trying to turn yourself into someone people will see as worth investing in. unfortunately this comes with the grief of unmet hopes. you might still be holding onto a dream, even though you think it's unrealistic or not aligned with who you are supposed to be. right now, this pattern shows up as leadership. you may be or appear to be in a position of power, visibility or confidence. and yet, you yearn for more. you still feel like you have to hold it together and keep going, you can't afford the same softness or kindness you reserve to others. you might even feel invisible in the very spaces where you're admired because it might feel like an act to you. huge identity crisis for sure. you might even resent your own gifts or talents because you feel like it's because of them that you're now feeling this way. the five of pentacles also shows deep emotional abandonment, feeling unsupported, unchosen or like no one sees you beyond the image you worked so hard to project. this pattern is heartbreaking because it works. you're often praised and admired but you still can't feel any of that love. the system you’re stuck in rewards you for staying stuck in it. you succeed to be worthy.
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