#Ella Speaks

[dxckgrxsonx]

[bagopucks]

Thank you @trevzeags11

These are beautiful

[zirielladior]

ella's diary ୨୧

monday || 9.4.2023

₊˚ʚ ᗢ₊˚✧ ﾟ.

hello everyone, ella here with another update !!

it's a pretty mid-weekend entry, not much about the week, school has started though.

so recently, school started and im dying for another three-day weekend. i swear i was absent for one day and i had four missing assignments which i find such bullshit since i complete everything on time always.

i'm at least excited that i get to see my school friends, i was out of school on friday and we don’t have school monday it feels like i had summer break all over again. i went camping with my family which failed miserably and we came home early. (left on friday came back on saturday.)

so i baked on sunday and i made banana bread. my best friend and i also attempted to create a replica of the mocha cookie crumble from starbucks at home. i also started reading ‘a good girl’s guide to murder,’ on friday and i’m nearly finished with it. (it’s been four days.)

another thing i’ve accomplished is repurposing an old desk my parents gave to me. it used to be my sisters and it was a mess. (she loves making slime on it and other crafts so there were quite a bit of stains.) i cleaned most of it and my best friend helped as well, after we ended up going to the park and i hit him with a stick for dropping my waffles on the ground.

later on sunday my best friend and i watched some movies with his little sister as well. we watched winnie the pooh because it’s everyone’s favorite childhood movie. we talked about the disorder’s each character has, and my friend said he thinks that the person who wrote the movie must have been a therapist of some kind to have so much experience with these kinds of behaviors. 

i’m already getting ready for my fav season (autumn, duh) and i bought two sweaters, a skirt and some tights. i also am thinking of buying the goldfinch to read once i’m finished reading a good girl’s guide to murder. i’m borrowing the book from my favorite teacher and she doesn’t have the rest of the series so i’m trying to dig out the rest of the books. but if i can’t i’m likely going to be moving on with my donna tartt phase.

anyway, thank you for sticking around (hopefully) please comment any music recs lifes so bland rn i keep playing the same damn song for hours and its not giving (highly doubt anyone fr cares ab life entries tbh nobodys prob here to read ab my life 💀 so i might discontinue the entire entry thing.)

₊˚ʚ ᗢ₊˚✧ ﾟ.

love always, ella ୨୧

[ellaspeaks]

Happy pride month everybody!

Especially shout out to those who have to remain in the closet . I see you and you are still valid. Give yourself some love

[wasterella]

can I translate your work to turkish and post it on wattpad?

Hello! o/

Thank you so much for the interest, that's awesome and I appreciate it.

I am usually okay with people translating my stuff with proper credit, however I don't like people posting my stuff on WattPad. They have really messed up T&Cs that I don't agree with and allowing people to post my stuff on there is consent of my stuff being on there, which I don't want.

If you want to post on another site (Ao3, FF.net, etc.), I'm totally fine with that (again with credit, and if you can link me that'd be great so I can link to the translation in the fic), but sorry, not on WattPad specifically.

Hopefully you understand. I hope you're having a good week and a great weekend ahead!

[camlannpod]

the sheer levels of autistic glee I am feeling listening to all these amazing auditions are just, unparalleled

[mothmanavenue]

guys everytime i go back to a wip i’ve wanted to do i keep backing out because i fucking hate drawing paladin armour

[ask-wylde-and-co]

She is? I don't see it

Well I do.

[felix-and-karman]

Sooooo Ella, what happened then? Because now I'm invested and I wanna know more

*sweats nervously while glancing towards aster occasionally*

“U-uhm…Ich glaube nicht, dass ich darüber reden sollte …”

E-

[dxckgrxsonx]

Hi my loves. Little heads up. I’m most likely not going to be active on here for the next few days (aside from anything I’ve got in my queue).

I’ve just got back home after putting my dog to sleep and it’s absolutely one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do.

So I’m going to take a few days to?? I don’t know. Not burst into tears every few minutes??

I’ll be back in a few days 💕

[bagopucks]

Alright, lovelies! Today is the last day I’m doing anything before my surgery tomorrow! Tuesday and Wednesday, there will be no content. Thursday and Friday is a hit or miss. I hope to be back by Saturday or Sunday!

That said, if you guys have any tiny blurb requests or just want to start a conversation, ask a few questions, get to know me, feel free!

Love ya’ll!

-Ella

[gentlebeard]

If I could hold you for a minute, Darling, I’d go through it again

For @edsbacktattoo & @stedesearring 💕 Show: Our Flag Means Death - Season 1 & 2 Music: Francesca by Hozier YouTube

[ellaspeaks]

I am so full of love for the [positive side of] the trans and bi communities. Thank you for accepting me when no one else does 💙

[wasterella]

okokok, so I know you’re not in SnK anymore (i respect that bc i fell out of it in 2015 and came back like a couple months ago lmao) but i just want you to know I’m so glad I’ve found and read your fics. Good Enough to Eat is like my fucking ereri bible, every ereri fic i read I’m like :// “but would GEtE!Levi do this?” LMAO really when i finished reading every single one of ur snk fics i audibly groaned bc i thought that now i have to wade through the piles of really shitty ereri fics on the tag that have insane kudos (and I’ve already reread GEtE, which is my utmost favorite of ur ereri fics, twice already)

I do know teen wolf though (seen every episode) but like you’ve said to other people, i fell out of it and don’t feel the urge rn to come back but when i do (and who knows when that’ll be, a couple months or years from now? I’ll circle back eventually), I’m immediately hitting the books with ur long list of fics for that fandom!

and reading ur reaction to the plot of SnK is so funny to me bc that’s exactly how I reacted when i came back to half the people dead and other mind blowing shit like eren having a brother lmao! Frankly i wanna watch it (i only saw season 1 bc that was all there was at the time) but i think I’m gonna stop at season 3 and pretend like the plot didn’t do a 180 and start flying off the map bc I’m not crazy about the end game plot lol also mainly bc season 3 levi gives the same energy as the exact way u write levi it’s so comforting

wow this was a very long ask I’m so sorry but i just felt like i had to say something after i tried to do the walk of shame back to the general ereri tag and felt miserable, truly i love your writing so so much i feel like i could trust heart and mind with ur writing and i wouldn’t have to worry about whether or not I’m gonna like reading a fic, bc if it’s yours i know i will. I hope you’re doing well these days and that ur have a blast with Derek and stiles :)

You are so, so sweet, omg ;~; Thank you so much! Seriously, I really appreciate it, and I'm so glad you liked GEtE!!! It was so fun to write (and honestly what made me move from SnK to TW so whoops? lol Turns out I like writing about Werewolves HAHAHA!) Seriously, you're so sweet, thank you so much!! 💕💕

Awww, that means a lot to me, thank you! I know a lot of people have fallen out of TW, both because it ended and because of HOW it ended (and the dumpster fire that was the movie recently) but idk, I like the characters. I never even saw past season 4, so I just have fun with it haha. But totally understand the falling out of it. If you ever do come back, I hope you know there's tooooons of new TW stuff out there from so many amazing new creators to enjoy :)

WAIT EREN HAS A BROTHER?! Omg when tf did that happen??? Did he knows? Is he a half-brother? Was he hidden in the basement?! IS THAT WHAT IS IN THE BASEMENT?!?!?! Man, SnK... the series that keeps on giving me explosions in the brain. Wow. Well. I don't even know who all is alive or dead anymore tbh haha. They could all be dead by now and I'd never know |D Oh wellll... But thank you ;~; That's amazing to hear about S3 Levi, thank you so much!!!

You are just the sweetest bean, thank you so, so much. For real, this ask was lovely, you are lovely, and this was so kind. I appreciate you so much, thank you!! <3<3<3

[sombrashe]

my butch lesbian goddess and her femme <3

[blakbonnet]

beyond the wanton flirting, ed taught stede the advanced stabbing trick with the sword because he almost lost stede to a stab wound and he never wanted that to happen again 🥲