#Feelings without escape
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sonadow fanart!
I AM BACK BABY!
The phrase is in Portuguese! Translation: feelings on the run/ feelings without escape
It's just the cover of my new fanfic sonadow that I'm writing on wattpad
The problem is that it's in Portuguese 😅 But I'm thinking about writing an English version of it, but it will take a while...
If you like Sonadow fanfics and can speak Portuguese, check it out! I will post 1 chapter per week
I hope you guys enjoyed the drawing!
The paper version:

I AM AN ARTIST!!!
I just want to show my "sketch"

#sonadow#sonic fanart#sonic the hedgehog#sonic x shadow#sonic and shadow#shadow the hedgehog#shadow gay#Shadow#Sonic#Sentimentos sem fuga#Feelings without escape#fanfiction#fanfic#wattpad fanfiction#wattpad story#wattpad
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Finally got pushed into the Severance pit.
#Severance#Helly R#Mark S#I am still early on so *Please no spoilers*.#This show has been recommended to me since it first started airing and...well all my friends were right. It's absolutely my kind of show.#A psychological thriller that focuses on corporate horror to create some really unsettling and familiar dread within it's audiance?#Every episode feels like I am being held hostage. In a good way.#And so many mysteries are going on! *SO* many mysteries!#Helly R's tenacity to escape contrasted by her outie's determination to stay is so fascinating to me.#The question seems to be 'who are you without your memories' and I'm starting to realize that the answer is very complex.#My favourite is Irv B*) His old man swagger and frightened bird disposition make me want to study him.
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Hyuna saves Mizi due to her own personal reasoning, not out of rebellion duty or obligation. First, to make up for the death of someone dear to her, and second, as an act of self-consolation. Hyuna sees her past self in Mizi, and believes that saving her will help free herself from the past that she's been shackled to.
#mizis terror when facing luka. that mustve been such a familiar sight for hyuna#alnst#alien stage#alien stage hyuna#alien stage mizi#alnst hyuna#alnst mizi#i think its safe to assume that before hyunwoos death hyuna was very much like mizi in mentality#upbeat. cheerful. so excited to sing and perform#singing made her feel free#her ideal happy world shattered when she lost her brother#i dont think she could fathom going on without him#hyuna and mizi are so similar in the way that they both lost someone that meant everything to them#and had no choice but to continue on in their honor. even if that meant escaping the hellshow they dreamt of together with them#leaving behind the colorful facade and stepping into rebellion not as a pet but as an actual human being
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Ellie is Cass
So! Years ago, Ellie began to destabilize again. They finally figured out that the reason she was destabilizing was because her Core was too young to sustain a Fully Grown Ghosts Body. The only way to save her was to Revert her to her True Age, so her Core could healthily grow alongside her Body. She would lose her Memories, but she would survive.
But, there was an incident. A Mercenary had attacked the Fenton's Lab one day while they were Babysitting Ellie, and killed both of Danny's parents. Then, that motherf#cker had kidnapped his Daughter.
And Danny searched for her, he did. He searched for Years on End, sent all the Ghost Allies he had to try and find her, got the word out in the Zone that his Daughter had been kidnapped. But nobody could find her.
It was like the Assasin has dropped off the face of the Earth, but even then he had his contacts searching Deep Space and the Zone as well. He just couldn't find her.
Still, he would not rest until he found his daughter. And the one who took her would have more than just Hell to pay.
...
For David Cain meanwhile, he had struck Gold on his most recent mission. He had been hired by the League if Assasins to go and kill a pair of scientists who had somehow managed to get their hands on Lazarus Water. Apparently they had gotten it a while ago, but had somehow gone under the Radar for years.
But while he was there, he came across something Special. A Lazarus Touched Child. One who seemed to be more Blessed than Any Other Lazarus Touched he had ever heard of. And she was just a Baby.
A Baby who could be raised and Moulded into a Weapon, as any Lazarus Touched should be.
So, he took the Baby and presented it to the League. Ra's ordered that he raise the Child as a Perfect Weapon, to be used as his Bodyguard and Attack Dog. And so he did.
For years, he raised the Child in the most Secluded base he could. There was no need for him to teach it Language beyond following orders, so he filled its head with absolutely nothing but how best to Kill.
Unfortunately, the Weapon managed to escape after its first mission. He tried to track it down for Years, but to no avail. He should expect nothing less from a Lazarus Touched who had been trained from Birth to be the perfect assasin, but he guesses he should have expected this.
Still, he will find the Weapon. And he will teach it why it should have never attempted to escape.
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Cass had been feeling off for a while.
Well, No, that's not right, it's more accurate to say that she had never felt truly right. For as far back as she can remember, since her earliest days of childhood, she had always had a nagging sensation in the back of her mind, telling her that something was missing.
She didn't know what though. Was it an Object? A Memory? A Person? She had no idea.
For some reason, the feeling had lessened a little when she got adopted by Bruce. She felt a bit more whole, like some part of her had found a part of what it was looking for, but at the same time the rest of her still felt as if it was missing something.
And recently it had gotten even stronger. She couldn't ignore it anymore, she needed to find the thing her heart was yearning for.
She needed to feel Whole again. Again?
#Dpxdc#Dp x dc#Dcxdp#Dc x dp#Danny Phantom#Dc#Dcu#Cassandra Cain#David Cain#Danny Fenton#The Fenton Parents get murdered by the League#Sorry but there was no way they would have loved longer after the Veil on Amity fell#Ellie is Kidnapped by David Cain#She is trained as a weapon without her memories of her past life for Years#Until she escaped and got a new family#But she still has a subconscious feeling that she is missing something#She doesn't even know that she is a Halfa#She hasn't transformed for her whole Life#If she did then Danny would have been able to Find Her#Ellie is Cassandra Cain#Dani Phantom is Cassandra Cain#Danielle Phantom is Cassandra Cain#Btw this is NOT Ghost King Danny#Danny is just a well respected and powerful Ghost with a lot of Allies#But he holds no actual Throne and no leadership position#This is mostly cause it would be too easy if Danny had access to every Ghost in the Zone to help look for Cass#This makes her not being found for so long more believable
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Gng you MUST draw Kaito I am BEGGINGGGG gang 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Do I? :D Who knows, maybe I might one day. I certainly do have some Kaitos lurking in my neverending wip-stash already.




(No context, but each image is its own thing. Wish I could share more but they're either too messy or half-done, but showing them would kinda spoil the surprise.)
His hair breaks my brain so much. And I keep forgetting his goatee and then wonder for an hour what's off about his face (I have the same issue with Gonta's eyeglasses tho lol)
#turbo-tsun reply#turboarting#kaito momota#momota kaito#gonta gokuhara#gokuhara gonta#(bc OF COURSE he's there who do u think I am :D)#danganronpa#v3#ndrv3#anyway no promises#I wouldn't mind getting a commission with him either once/if I finally manage to open them#but I hope it's clear I'm not taking requests. I'm already physically struggling and feeling guilty over my own unfinished wips#even if I manage the guilt part better these days#but it if was just a suggestion without expectations then ye Kaito has a random chance of manifesting under my pen and he did a few times#re third image: Gonta could enter but he won't bc he's too much of a gentleman. that's my interpretation of ch2 events. bc it's funnier#he's like one of those ds3 mobs that can't exit their patrol area and this is why Kaito escaped that's my headcanon lol
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Okay, I know that “it’s actually originally meant to show the passage of time instead of being bi colors” and all that…disregarding how that’s such a vibrant pink and a harsh, rigid, and very linear gradient for a supposed sunset, and that it’s already night (not sunset or twilight) at the crypt, whatever.
But regardless, I think putting a suspiciously bi-colored gradient behind cross-shaped bars, in the climax scene of the arc where Angel of the Lord Castiel’s heavenly biological family—who considers his deep connection with a man named Dean Winchester to be “corrupt,” as it is something that pulls him away from Heaven and is therefore forbidden and punishable under their rules—brainwashes him into detaching himself away from and almost killing said man, after they have chosen to introduce a new, very clinical set design for Heaven in this season for the sole purpose of having it go along with the lobotomies that they repeatedly have Cas go through for the said brainwashing, and all of this being done with the intention of having it be Dean’s CONFESSION and Cas’ LOVE for him that breaks the brainwashing and saves both of them, is—to be quite frankly—crazy, crazy work. Certainly a choice A Series of Fascinating Choices if you will.
#and i absolutely love how cas escapes the cage/conversion therapy but he’s not quite on the other (bisexual) side yet#and by the bisexual side i mean by dean’s side#because while cas is rejecting heaven’s control he’s still denying himself the love that he doesn’t think he deserves.#especially SUCH amount of love from dean? so much love that it’s enough for dean to *immediately* forgive cas who was about to kill him???#to cas it feels unearned…*undeserved*.#for the amount of love dean gives him the guilt from it is just as heavy.#i think that if cas actually somehow chose to stay with dean (ik he wouldn’t that’s ooc and misses the point)#BUT if he did stay they might’ve riden the impala into the sunset#a beautiful bi colored sunset.#like visual storytelling wise i think that’s the clearest way they could convey the message and add to the metaphor#while *still* leaving some space for vagueness and deniability.#but of course cas DOESN’T stay and dean has to drive the impala at night without cas while dejectedly playing goodbye stranger.#supernatural#spn#spn meta#spn 8x17#spn goodbye stranger#castiel#dean winchester#destiel#first post of the year i’ve been marinating this in my head for weeks.#fuck it we post
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well here's a new take on the wwx-wlj-wc sexual violence sequence at the wen supervisory office that i haven't encountered before: apparently some people over on the mdzs subreddit genuinely think it wasn't even wlj who [redacted because yikes] to wc. because we clearly can't use context clues, or our brains, to make the connection between "his woman" and the only named woman character who spends any amount of time with him in the text. aka wlj.
also apparently even if he did do the thing to wlj and made her [do the other thing] to wc, she had it coming, so we shouldn't care about anything that wwx does to her, or forces her to do.
anyway this fandom is the tar pit.
#praying daily for the jgy hyperfixation to let me go so i can stop giving a shit about the insane double-standard#that the fandom applies to him vis-a-vis wwx#on god i almost stopped reading the book entirely after reading that part because it upset me too much#it's visceral and graphic in a way what jgy does to jgs and the brothel and those sex workers is not#and more importantly to me#what jgy does to jgs and the brothel and the sex workers has thematic resonance#i understand why he did it even tho i find it horrible#i can see how these acts of violence and violation connect back to his past and his own trauma and suffering#i am able to still care for him as a character and want to give him opportunities to come back from that moral event horizon#either in fic or meta or even the discourse#whereas with wwx all i feel like this tells me about him is that he has some shit to unpack about women who have had sex before#and i'm not sure that's actually what mxtx *wanted* us to feel about his character#i don't blame anyone who chooses not to engage with that part of the text either in the discourse or fic or other escapism#it would be nice if people would extend the same latitude to jgy fans#(especially considering i see jgy fans doing what wwx fans never seem to do: contextualizing our guy's actions without excusing them)#salty peak sect 🧂#this is very wwx-negative i'm sorry#(edited to add MOST wwx fans; the ones who don't shy away from the nasty bits#or at least don't give jgy fans shit#are precious to me lol)
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#poikani joel#ilkka villi#ilkkavilliedit#*#**#mk.op#mk.edit#mk.gifs#i am fully aware i am by no means obligated to do this#i think in the past i've made the mistake of like#maybe thinking of giffing as a job in the way i feel like i HAVE to do it#(which then leads to massive burnout and upset feelings that are nobody's fault but my own when i overdo it)#while also maybe just a desire to have some sort of creative release to escape my very troubled self right now#but it's like i feel bad if i go a few days without making something#whether it's a gif or writing or just general edits#(used to do a lot of just like. still edits and graphics and shit before i learned how to gif)#(still try to do it every now and then or use it in the gif)#but anyway#felt the need to gif something and i still have a few bits of poikani i think#do wanna contribute to more aw content at some point though#i've recently gotten into oblivion which i never played before so my aw2 computer playthrough is on a pause#and well. things have just been shit lately so it's been hard to do things i like in general#and yeah. i'm really fucking chatty today aren't i
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Well I didn’t get to go to pride today bc I had to go to a two year olds birthday party
BUT
there is now a (probably) pregnant (stray??) cat in my spare room


so guess who is getting checked for a microchip on Monday I guess ??
happy pride 🏳️🌈
#I am taking name suggestions#hopefully she is just a fat escaped pet but I feel I’m not usually that lucky#she’s pretty friendly when you get close but she’s a bit skittish#she let me pick her up after a LONG time figuring out how to get close without her getting up to retreat#but did NOT like being put in a carrier#but was perfectly well behaved in it except for mournful meows#she loves head rubs?#someone has clearly socialized her#so like I said hopefully she’s just lost#would you BELIEVE my brother called her ugly
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played dragon age 2...just simple scribbles
#dragon age tag#i doubt that will see much use again..but who knows. vvv rambling below#weird game..the characters dialogue stuff and ending were good tho :')#i've played some of the first game but it kept crashing. i knew already despite knowing nothing that this guy was going to be my type#it doesnt feel right making video game art any more bc games like this end up feeling really personal - an experience that happened to me#if i design the main character a bit and fall in love then..that happened to me..i can't make Fan Art of that..only ive been through that..#like i cant make fanart of my dear companions in bg3 despite it having been a huge part of my heart in the last year#almost 1000 hours of playtime in something i can barely talk about bc it means too much.... lol#tons of ideas and conversations and extra thoughts and scenes and emotions about all the incredible times i've been through in bg3#and the maelstrom just rotates around intensely in my own heart forever...but that's ok too...that is so precious to me#but fortunately i already knew people that have played this game and talked/drew abt it recently so it was saved from that for me#sharing scribbly fanart on my Blog is a way to capture the feeling just after experiencing something so it has good points#witch hat atelier escapes that by not being a GAME. games are so immersive. but my wha art & feelings are incredibly immersive too#which makes it difficult sometimes now. i live a complicated and emotional life <3 i am not suited to fandom <3#my character ended up looking so much like oru without me realising that's what i was doing. Kind bearded fireball throwing gay mage. Hmm.#falling for a sad white hair memory trauma fellow that keeps you at a tragic distance. Hmmmmmm.#i see also how very much bg3 is inspired by stuff like dragon age now lol so i'm glad i experienced it. I WANT MY KIRKWALL LIFE BACK...#so dated though as well and unpleasant at times (the city and the dismal atmosphere was depressing.) i hate violence/horror..#bg3 is SOOOO very dismal but it feels like I am killing people and going through horrors because i have to survive i have to be free#Well anyway. ahh it's so refreshing to fall in love. my gay journey continues...
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"There's no escaping this fight..."
#no. 1 sentai gozyuger#no.1 sentai gozyuger#gozyuger spoilers#gozyuger#kuon#kuon (gozyuger)#garyudo#ring hunter garyudo#super sentai#userdramas#umbrella.gifs#tokuedit#please do not repost#umbrella.edits#umbrella.posts#translation: over-time#subtitles added by me#looking like he should be investigated for the ripper murders in 2040#when you have experienced a great amount of trauma and now don't know how to express your feelings in a healthy manner so you#overdo it or you shut down but either way you feel displaced and stuck even moreso since you owe yourself to the queen#and seem to be branded and unable escape the fight ahead of you and you probably didn't really want to fight your brother but you have to#bc he made his choice and you yours and once again you're emotions are running wild and you cannot help but fixate on the only#person you think might somewhat understand you in some small way and the person who reminds you of better times but also the worst times#it's complicated and you need help but you won't reach out for it bc you believe your doomed#people will be like he's weird without thinking about the fact that there's so much trauma there and we don't know everything that#happened between him entering no. 1 world and now like there's more to this than him just being weird like him being weird is#obviously something other characters pick up on and his behavior is unhealthy and that's kinda the point
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I crafted my own idea on Ganymede and Zeus before looking further into it (had misread/misremembered the initial read of Ganymede's Wikipedia page, to be honest), so my view of their relationship is very consensual.
But coming from the general interpretation of Ganymede as an unwilling underage victim, kidnapped and forced into the position, I'm wondering how Hera would react to the situation. She can't really tell him to set the boy free and she can't free Ganymede on her own. So what if she was just a safe haven for him? He's just a boy. He doesn't really want to be there. It's not the same as it is with most of Zeus's affairs. They're adults, they're willing, they know he's married, they know they're spitting in her face by engaging with him. They do it anyway.
But Ganymede is different. He didn't have a choice.
Zeus isn't mean or cruel. He's gentle and kind, which would normally fill Hera with anger but, for now, it just makes her sad. She's grateful in a way for her husband's softness towards this boy. But she shouldn't have to be. He shouldn't have to be.
He comes to her frequently. His skin always bared to the sun, golden and warm. He flinches at the call of birds above. He misses his family, he tells her. He misses his sheep, he tells her.
He loves her, he tells her.
She cannot return the sentiment. But she cares for him and he cries when she tells him.
"I don't think he's going to let me go," he says after a couple of years of pouring wine and settling at Zeus's side with tensed shoulders and a thin smile. He's aged gracefully. Even when his skin wrinkles and sags off his bones, Hera knows he will still look beautiful and younger than his years.
She knows he's right.
Zeus has only clung to one person this long before. Her.
His obsession with him is evident in his sweetness. Ganymede will stay. A permanent fixture on Olympus, a permanent placement in their home, a permanent presence in their bed.
His beautiful face is wet. She kisses the top of his head. His hair is soft. He smells pleasant. Warm skies and sunshine. He leans into her. His head rests against her collar bone.
There is nothing she can do to change this.
So she holds his hand and lets him cry.
#hera#ganymede#happy talks greek mythos#i think zeus who genuinely adores ganymede can be a thing without denying that the situation is fucked up#him being nice to ganymede just adds to the difficulty of the situation and the complexity of ganymede's feelings about what is happening#anyway hera as a safe haven for him to escape zeus's constant attention
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ive just mindlessly scrolled though ur blog for like 10 minutes. hi eme i miss you scratching at your door like a stray dog
hi mel ignore all the parts where im incomprehensible and insane. hastily shoving the minemannerposting under the bed and smiling at you while awkwardly standing in front of the wemmfragging and straightbuing to hide it. Oh heyyyy mel…. fancy seeing you here.…. no theres nothing im hiding whqt are you talking about haha everythings fine haha 😇 haha
i will pat the Creature’s little head…. can my cat (emecritter) go on a playdate with your seabunny (melcritter)
#YAYYYY HI MEL!!!!! im glad i am missable#thank you (◕ᴗ◕✿)#it makes me feel better when people like me this is nice#i just woke up i had minemanner in my dream#cant escape it#come in Vro… no need to scratch outside theres a little cat door the flap is open#💚#words hard. Minemanner#good morning everypony#i will promptly be going Back to bed#(9pm)#boy oh boy i like it when people like me this is great i love friendship#i sound sarcastic but i just cant be sincere without it sounding weird sorry#incomprehensible tag yap as always its my signature move im like pokemon
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...do... do you ever think that maybe the reason Olas stole her peoples' memories was because she knew she was going mad and didn't want them to be solely reliant on her the way Prav's people are? That she wanted them to not remember her, but remember instead their own curiosity and drive to learn and teach?
I just keep thinking about that one lady in Cipal who's so distraught because she doesn't know how to tell right from wrong without Prav to show her. And I keep thinking about Treahy and this other lady in the Archives, both of whom say their memories of Olas are hazy and faded, but they both still clearly have the drive to learn (and teach, in Treahy's case). And maybe Olas realized that the ties the people had to their Tantas may be detrimental to their survival, that they were too reliant on the Tantas and maintaining that reliance would undermine not only their survival, but also their ability to thrive, so she took that tie away while she still could.
#Forspoken#Forspoken spoilers#Tanta Olas#Treahy Dunganur#we don't actually know WHEN she stole their memories after all#and we know from archive entries that she trapped her citizens and forced them to endure the Break just to see what would happen#but Treahy and that other lady escaped Visoria which tells me she stole their memories before she trapped her people#man of all the Tantas Prav is the one whose people seem the least capable of functioning without her#Sila's people are totally fine; they guard the city no problem#Cinta's are also fine#Olas's can't remember her but otherwise seem able to function without their Tanta#but other than Bellette the only people I can think of who say anything about Prav don't seem to know how to think for themselves :/#idk man I'm just still full of feelings about this game ;-;
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Who defines living anywayssssss
#art#original art#artwork#digital artist#thank god for the internet (or not? what do I know)#escapism#yeah#connections connections connections human consciousness what are we without connections without other people#blabbering thinking#I need to like physically fuse into a pile of goo with someone to feel a connection I fear#like the guys in Tetsuo the Ironman I fear that is what I need#starling‘s art
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if the (other) bob dylan movie wins best picture tonight, i'll drink a mr pibb
(wheeee here are some pictures of my pixel-bob-squad below 👀✨️)


#i said i'd drink a mr pibb if alan was in the (other) bob dylan movie or if the animals were mentioned and i escaped unscathed#so now i'm upping the stakes#hourly reminder that 'dont look back' is the movie ever to connie and i love it to pieces#i made that pixel bob squad to bring with me to the theater in december aaaaa i had so much fun having them tag along#i'd like to make joan and albert and tom as well!!! maybe robbie too!!!!!!#do not seperate donovan and bob..... dylovan real#meanwhile this alan is WITHOUT AN ERIC.... THAT MUST BE FIXED...... PRICE-BURDON MUST BE RESTORED TO BRING BALANCE BACK TO NATURE#also pictured with my shiny rayquaza named pennebaker#bob.2: 😎😎😎#bob dylan#bob neuwirth#donovan#donovan leitch#alan price#a silly keyboardist who i am normal about#dont look back#dont look back (1967)#devil in her art#perler beads#things i said today#i feel the same about 'a complete unknown' as i do mr pibb - there is no reason to recreate the perfection that already exists
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