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chand-ki-priyatama · 2 months

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Ek khat ek captain dost ke naam

@paapi I friend you for life

Your name "MAYUR" typically matches your personality , the elegant, regal and disciplined vibes you give off damn....

I'll nickname you "WILLOW" the reason well...

And your communication skills , accent , vocabulary , please don't mind but I wanna steal all that bw I already told you this have'nt I ???

Although I can express all this on a call or text too but , I am a writer (Aisa mujhe lagta hai) and writers don't speak or write they bleed ink on paper , so these are my feelings for you in the form of a letter....

So ye khat aapke naam from your friend Kaya ek kaviyitri aur lekhika....

You are the only one who actually understood my persona rather than trying to change it....

Someone who feels like a mentor

Someone who is a therapist to me (I am sorry but I had to write this)

Dear Peacock Mayur,

I hope this letter finds you in good health , I never nicknamed you again cause the one I gave you didn't approve it , but you attribute alot to a willow , The willow tree symbolizes flexibility . A big part of your purpose in this world is to learn, grow, and evolve through challenging times of adversity. The willow tree is capable of bending in outrageous poses without snapping..... And that's you these are the attributes of your personality....

I still vividly remember how we first interacted on the server , when you were praising me in the rp server and then me as usual talking about shivji and you saying about mahakaleshwar and yeah ofc the chaar dhaam yatra.... You know you can sponsor my chaar dhaam I won't mind

And then making a Spotify blend with you just to get a 99 percent match like damn I never get this high match with anyone still it would have been 100 percent if not for Kpop cause I don't listen to that music....

And then having a VC with you and the first thought I had after listening your voice , how can someone have such a beautiful voice truly euphonious and your accent let's not go there otherwise this letter would end in me fan-girling....

I just love to interact with you like how can someone be so mature and understanding....

And kindly drop the secrets cause I am in dire need of being mature.....

"You are someone who's existence will always be dear to me"

Our friendship was something which I didn't even expect and it was something I could never even think of but yeah the most beautiful friendships are unexpected.....

We are always together in everything although not physically but whenever you see the stars and moon remember that they bind me together with everyone and whenever you feel alone just look at them somewhere I am doing that too...

They bind me to you

You are one of the most supportive person out there , I mean whenever I talk to you it doesn't feel as if I only know you for days....

You feel like koi fariyad song soft melody after tiring rock music....

How can someone be so perfect in every sense I mean how....

I won't associate you with a fictional character , cause you are a like a man written by a woman, perfect in every sense...

These are your vibes according to me :-

I still have alot to know about you.... yeah I know I speak so much that you don't get the turn to speak....

You know how I am talkative af , clingy , moody , irritating and to an extent thodi si nakchadi hu but that's how I am , I know I irritate you alot but that's how I am and that's why people leave me , so sorry for all the times when I irritated you....

And yeah I will throw a kdrama at you although I don't watch any except one which I only know so I'll throw king the land at you cause that's the only I have watched and I dare you to do what you said I'll not spare you.....

Now imagine we met and you know my obsession with Polaroids so think these pics as them...

I know deep down somedays you might also feel as if you are alone as if things are not going the way you want them to , somedays you might also feel pretty exhausted but just remember that its life ups and downs are bound to come , you'll always be a part of my prayers....

If you were a colour I'd say you as sage green cause people with sage green personalities Often are found to be perfectionists, with the great admiration for details. That is why they tend to be good researchers. Winning arguments comes easy to them and their strong-willed character makes them unwilling to accept the authority..... And yeah according to me you have all these traits....

अजीब दास्ताँ है ये कहाँ शुरू कहाँ ख़तम

I associate these lyrics to our friendship cause as I said unexpected in a way which I didn't imagine....

You are one of the most sweetest , kindest and beautiful being I ever met....

Last few days were tough for me so thank you for always being there for me and supporting me throughout....

I lost my faith in friendship way too early but thanks to you and few others that you revived it....

I don't know after writing this too I feel I am short of words , you have been there for me , for you friendships like this might not matter that much but for me it's something I'll cherish forever cause these aren't little things when I'll look back they'll be very beautiful memories....

Now imagine me playing a guitar and singing this song to you...

"Will you take a moment?

Promise me this

That you'll stand by me forever

But if, God forbid, fate should step in

And force us into a Goodbye

If you have children someday

When they point to the pictures

Please tell them my name

Long live the walls we crashed through

I had the time of my life with you"

I'll dedicate these lyrics to you.....

Just so you know I love you to the moon and back and will always appreciate and cherish your existence and our friendship.....

I'll dedicate these songs to you and it's voice notes well I'll send them to you....

Now I think I have spoken enough

So signing off Willow aka peaco Mayur

With love always

Kaya 💗

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4townlove · 1 year

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4⭐Town Daydream: When You Need Me

life has a way of bearing the burden down alot of the time, especially lately. it's hard not to give in to the temptation to swaddle yourself in your duvet and hide from the world, block out the worry and uncertainty and fear with music, or maybe just sleep through the whole thing.

but in times like this, community, or even having that one person you know will always be there to listen to you, comfort you and encourage you when times get rough can make all the difference.

⭐Robaire says...

"My love? Oh, dear. I'm sorry you're not feeling great right now. I just want you to know I'm here.. I will always, always, be here to take care of you. From dawn to dusk, and all the hours in between.

In times like this, when it feels like the lights are so bright you can't see the way out, rest is most important. Getting to know Jesse helped me understand how important balance is, and how much of a difference it can make knowing there's someone there to give a helping hand. So, if there's anything I can do to help you rest better- anything at all- let me know if your own way.

I want nothing more than to know you're well, and to see you smile again. There's nothing in this world more beautiful than your smile."

⭐Jesse says...

"Darling.... I'm sorry it hurts right now. The world can be a cruel place, and when some people in it only add to that pain, it can feel like salt being rubbed into a wound.

It's ok to feel the pain, but know you're not alone in it. I'm with you, I will be by your side as we get through this... together. You're never as alone as you feel. The guys... there's been times when I've gotten really overhwhelmed with keeping up with 4Town responsibilities and being with my kids, but whenever I needed them, they were always there. Always right around the corner to help.

You can count on me, love. Rely on me, and I hope I can help ease the burden."

⭐Tae Young says...

"Hey sweetheart... gosh it's really rough, huh? I... I know how it feels, how lonely and scary it is sometimes, but... if there's anything I've understood from being in 4Town, it's that... the people around you can really make all the difference. The other guys... all of them had something unique to help me feel more stable. from T's stupid jokes but infectious laugh, to Z and Jesse's calm understanding, to Robaire always seeming to have a new perspective for me to look at the challenge from... they've really helped me with my confidence, and feel like I can get through it when life gets difficult.

T-That all to say... I'm right here for you. I'll stay right by your side, we can cuddle, watch a movie, listen to music- whatever you want. I'll be here for you like they've been there for me. And it'll be ok in the end, I promise."

⭐Aaron T says...

"Baby! H-hey... hey... hmm.... that bad huh? I don't blame you for feeling deflated. It... It's not easy to find the silver lining in some situations. It can even feel impossible. There's even some times, I... get a little down too. But don't feel bad for feeling that way. Just like it's good to feel happy when you can, it's also ok to feel sad sometimes too. Z told me that and now I'm tellin' you, because I wanna see you happy and smiling again.

But until then, I'll keep you company and smile for you. Ok?"

⭐Aaron Z says....

"Hey babe. Sorry about everything going on right now.

You don't have to hide the pain from me. I know it well too, so you're in good hands with me. We can do whatever you want that helps you feel safe. I could even sing for you, if you'd like.

Whatever we do, it's important to remember that, in times like this, give yourself space to breathe and rest as much as you need. There's no guilt in taking time away, and coming from me, that really means something. I've always been so focused on endless work but... Robaire really helped me realised that I need time for just me too. Just like, right now, you need time for you.

I'll be here to help. We can rest as long as you need to."

#turning red #4town #4 town #4*town #4townie #4town headcanons #4town x reader #4town robaire #4town jesse #4town taeyoung #4town aaron t #4town aaron z #x reader #f/o #f/o comfort #x reader fluff #💛4town daydreams #⭐headcanons #⭐from 4townlove

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the-yoru-whoru · 9 months

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“Shhh!” Phoenix whisper-yells at you, a panicked expression on his face.

The loud music outside is muffled by the wooden walls of the closet, and although it's dark, light seeps through the cracks of the door, giving you just enough vision to see your brother's heavily flushed face, the tousled locks of his hair falling messily into his face.

He's leaned over your small figure, and although you fit into the closet just barely, he's struggling to even maneuver himself inside the cramped space, broad shoulders hunched over uncomfortably just to avoid hitting his head on the low ceiling.

You just giggle at his frantic behavior, squirming around to lightly tap him on his head with an open hand.

“You’re the one making the most noise, big bro,” You say teasingly, trailing another hand down his chest with your index finger, "Plus, I really really really wanna meet your friends!"

You try to push past him to the exit of the closet, eager to see the lively party beyond the closed doors.

Suddenly, Pheonix grabs your hand roughly, pinning it back against the wall of the closet with a loud thud.

You make a squeak of surprise, but his other large hand comes up too, covering your mouth completely as you stare up at your brother, shocked.

He seems a little stunned as well, as if his body had moved on its own, but he gathers himself and stares down at you sternly as he leans you up against the closet back, effectively walling you in.

"Listen, I can't believe you followed me out tonight–I mean, come on! You know Mom and Dad are gonna friggin' murder me if they find out you went to a party, even more so if you meet my friends!"

You blink up at him, confused, trying to talk but still unable to speak under his firm grip.

Pheonix loosens his hand to let you speak, and you can't help but protest.

"But why not? All you ever do nowadays is hang out with your new friends, shouldn't I get to meet them at least once?"

But your brother only shakes his head, looking even more stressed. Your eyes linger on the bead of sweat that drips down his temple.

"No no no–it's different, alright?" You hate when he uses that tone of voice on you, "Mom and Dad don't like my friends, you know that. And they sure as hell don't want their only daughter to be hanging out with some bad influences."

You can hear laughing outside the closet, a male talking to a girl about knives or something.

Pheonix is still staring at you intently, body not moving an inch as restrains your movement.

"So I'm just supposed to stay home alone and be a good girl every day?" You say, hurt creeping into your voice, "While you get to go out and have fun every night? Nowadays, I never even get to see you anymore, every time I try to hang out you just avoid me!”

When the two of you were younger you used to be like best friends; Phoenix had always done right to treat you like his real little sister, and you remember always being able to come to him for anything and everything. It was a far cry from how he acted towards you nowadays.

“Just admit it already—admit that you hate me and you’re too embarrassed to let your new cool friends meet your loser, little sister! "

You want to say more but Phoenix slams his hand into the wall behind you, shaking the whole tiny closet. The outside party quiets confusedly for a second, before growing again.

The male leans into you darkly, his usually energetic demeanor uncharacteristically somber.

His eyes haven’t moved from you this whole time, and now his stare is downright intense, his gaze making you want to fidget but you dared not to move.

His body seems to radiate extreme heat, and for a moment he doesn’t say a word, face flashing with expressions of regret and anger.

In the end, he doesn’t say anything. He simply kisses you.

His mouth is warm and slightly salty, and you’re frozen in shock as he moves his lips over yours.

His voice rumbles lowly in his throat as the hand gripping your wrist tightens painfully.

It’s like the party, the noise, and even the closet surrounding you have just melted away, and all you can think is: holy shit, my brother is kissing me.

When he finally pulls away, it takes a moment for you to gather yourself, and you can only stare at him slack-jawed as he struggles to catch his breath, chest heaving with every intake of air as if he’d run a marathon.

It’s silent between the two of you before he finally breaks the silence.

“I could never hate you,” Phoenix is so serious he almost seems like a different person, but there’s still a familiar edge of nervousness in his voice you’re just able to catch, “I know my friends would love you if they met you. That’s exactly why I don’t want you meeting them.”

You shiver at his next words, “I don’t want to have to share you with anyone. I won’t.”

“Because you’re mine, lil sis.”

You can’t think straight, all you can do is stare at him dumbly as you try to think of what to say, try to ignore the leap in your chest as he speaks.

You must be taking too long because his serious look begins to soften into panic as you remain silent, his body beginning to retreat slightly in worry. But you don’t want him to leave you again.

“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have done that,” His face contorted into regret, “I shouldn’t have said anything, I just—!”

You cut him off with your own lips, having to pull him down and tip-toe in order to kiss him forcefully until his protests die on his tongue.

When you pull away, his eyes look even hungrier, and the warmth from his body is almost too much to bear, but you don’t get a say before he’s shoving you against the wall with his whole weight, your body pressed up tightly against him as he grips onto your wrists roughly and full on groans, lips finding your lips again and kissing you deeply this time, his touch scorching hot against your skin.

You can barely contain your own moans, still aware in the back of your mind of the people who still surround the two of you, trying desperately not to make a squeak as your older brother desperately pokes and prods against your mouth with his own thick tongue like a man starved.

Until you feel something below stir against you, and then you can’t contain the yelp of surprise that escapes you.

Everything is so unbearably hot, every breath you take just smells like Pheonix, a slightly ashy, sweaty scent that has your head swirling.

Somehow you know he’s wanted this for a long time because of the way he grips and touches every part of you desperately, an eagerness in his touch you’ve never seen before, but only felt in his eyes in the past. Everything seemed to click into place the more your brother felt you in places that should have been forbidden; why he suddenly seemed so distant, why he hesitated to do things the two of you used to do previously.

Phoenix finally pauses in his frantic touching to pull back slightly, eyes taking in the sight of you in front of him, lips flushed and messy, clothes wrinkled and ruffled.

“Are you… Okay?” He pants out, and you can’t help but giggle.

“I’m more than okay,” You say teasingly.

You savour the way Pheonix’s face breaks into a relieved smile, teeth glinting white in the dark closet.

“Whew,” He breathes, and his intense expression has lifted, replaced by his usual easiness as he looks at you adoringly.

The two of you don’t say a word about how wrong this is, don’t dare to even think of how you’ll handle this in the future, but when Pheonix brings you in firm embrace and kisses the top of your head, all you do is sigh contently, happy to finally have your brother back.

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#imagine #reader #writing #valorant #reader insert #phoenix x reader #phoenix imagine #suggestive

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n1cholaswang · 2 years

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P1HARMONY AS DRUGS

description: self explanatory. piwon members as drugs ive done before. for legal reasons, this is a joke and i have never done a drug in my life

a/n: THIS IS FOR SHITS AND GIGGLES (and a filler post). DONT TAKE ANY OF THIS SERIOUSLY.

THEO as ALCOHOL

• dangerous.

• do not let this man drive

• y'all will NOT make it home

• he just comes off as a drinker to me

• the park jimin of p1harmony

• give him 2 shots of whatever and bro will be the life of the party

• im talkin like ... twerkin, pole dancin, stripin in the club, flirtin with anybody and anything

• even inanimate objects 😕

• if y'all been drunk before, yk damn well y'all be trippin over anything and laughin your ass off

• y'all remember that live with keeho when he beat bro tf up?

• that's him drunk but 20 times worse.

• steer clear of drunk theo.

KEEHO as EDIBLES

• chill

• best music taste in p1h

• funny asl and for what

• ooh but don't leave bro alone in your kitchen

• he gon cook up the most random thing

• but you BEST BELIEVE it's smackin.

• watch a movie with him and y'all would be pausin it every two seconds cause you can't read the subtitles fast enough

• i was gonna just put straight bud instead of an edible but nah

• keeho gives me "made edibles for a living pre-korea" vibes

• keeho 🤝 vernon

• they prolly both sold edibles out the garage for some cash

JIUNG as WEED

• fellow stoners, just imagine this with me.

• driving late at night with jiung, smoking blunt after blunt, blasting music, laughing at each other's jokes, going to eat out when y'all get hungry, giving each other guns at traffic lights, a lil messy wet kisses while blowing smoke into each other's mouths <3333

• lord gimme a jiung.

• idk

• i can't explain it but jiung as weed just makes sense

• the chillest of chill

• literally will let anything slide

• even if you murder somebody in his living room

• "it's cool, we'll clean it up"

• god i love him.

• will make you fall in love with music fr.

• best music taste pt 2

• ugh and ik he can roll well and fast 😩

• I WANT HIM SO BAD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

INTAK as OXYCONTIN

• now i've only done this once

• and it was while i was high off bud too so bare with me

• chill pt 2

• but in a chaotic way ????

• will talk your goddamn ear off about the most random things

• im not kidding.

• he will talk about what he did on november 6, 2008 even if he don't remember fully

• you wanna know his life story?

• give this man an oxy and LORD you will feel like YOU raised him

• oversharing.

• so. much. oversharing.

• he's cute tho so we'll let it happen

• watching youtube until y'all fall asleep 🫶

SOUL as COCAINE

• ...

• don't y'all EVER give lil shosho a bump.

• he will be bouncin and dancin off the walls.

• talkin your ear off pt 2

• but in japanese

• he don't care if you know the language or not

• bitch you gon listen to what he has to say 👿

• twerking machine.

• like stop him please.

• too much ass

• and he be throwin that shit in a circle

• like OKAY NEPHEW I SEE YOU

• but also pls stop too much energy

• will talk to you and tell you about his memories like he was japan's el chapo

• like,,, "yeah i stole a pen from a bank then stabbed that pen into someone's backpack because they told me i was stupid"

• ... okay lil psycho

• you do what you want babe <3

JONGSEOB as WEED + COKE

• i've only had this combo like,, thrice ???

• and bro.

• it's the most jongseob experience ever

• i remembered everything from my childhood 💀

• nah but fr

• jongseob as the combination of both bud and soft is also dangerous

• but not theo-putting-your-life-in-danger dangerous

• im talkin,,, like

• brent faiyaz dangerous

• y'all would smoke a blunt, do a bump them smoke another blunt like it's all normal

• he'll tell you just about anything

• he's one of those talkative people off coke

• sharing his experience training at yg compared to training at fnc

• working with the trainees at yg compared to working with the trainees at fnc and his current members

• fanboying over newt <33333.

• talkin on and on about his passion for music, while playing music

• specifically brent faiyaz cause ik his smokin playlist is fire.

• doin bumps with j cole playin 😻

• "the qualities that make up the people who listen to my music are like... empathetic narcissism, attention to detail, over indulgent personality when it comes to... sex and drugs and... if you don't get it, you don't get it. but if you get it, it's cause you livin"

• and he lives by that brent faiyaz quote.

• trippin tf out over asap rocky's lsd mv 💀

• "i know im folded but... 😦"

#p1harmony #choi jiung #yoon keeho #choi taeyang #hwang intak #haku shota #p1harmony soul #kim jongseob #jongseob

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dream-meister-translations · 1 year

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FLUTTERING FLOWERS ASAHI - VOICE COLLECTION

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"The scars of war are slowly fading away. People can enjoy festivals without worry again. Peace is the most precious thing."

"The annual festival is here! Let's work together to make it a memorable event for all!"

"Why don't you take a rest here? I've prepared some cold sweets, let's split them in half."

"There's no doubt that this year's Hundred Flowers Festival will be even more lively than usual. I am a little worried about my performance though…"

"Listen to the sounds of festival music! Everyone is smiling and having fun together!"

"It's a waste of time to sleep. Even more so when you are near me. I want to enjoy the scenery all day!"

"Forget everything else right now. Just for this moment…Would you take my hand?"

"I have to work hard to make this festival a success."

"Dancing in the evening, lured in by the night breeze, it sounds wonderful. Let's go! The festival has just begun!"

"There are a lot of people here, so I'm gonna need you to stay as close to me as you can today."

"It was a pleasure touring with you. If I could do it again next year…No, it's too soon to tell."

"Tamayura seemed interested in the Hundred Flowers Festival. He asked me to tell him a story about it when I get back."

"Shiranui and I had a lively conversation about what kinds of floats and stalls would make people the most happy."

"During this time of year, requests for festivals increase and Mikage disappears as soon as he senses any sign of work."

"I got a gift from a guy in town. He said he was grateful to us for putting this festival together. Those words alone fill me with joy."

"I will do everything in my power as a member of Eternal Flower to not bring shame upon the guild. First and foremost: The Hundred Flowers Festival must be a success!"

"When Heath-dono and I first practiced together, I was speechless…"

"Heath-dono is a kind-hearted person. No matter how much I stumble over my lines."

"I was impressed by Heath-dono's willingness to learn all about our culture."

"Come to think of it, Heath-dono had a hard time handling chopsticks and brushes at first…I wonder if he has gotten used to it now?"

"Many people visit the Eternal Flower Guild, I am sure that every single one of them must remember Aoi-sama's existence."

"The other day, Aoi-sama took time out of his busy schedule to accompany me to the rehearsal for the play. I would like to thank him, but what would be the best way?"

"Aoi-sama asks me to speak in a more informal tone, but…As expected, I am afraid."

"Hmm, the sweet treats in that stall are the kind Aoi-sama likes. We should all share them!"

"I thought I'd gotten used to standing this close to you, but when I look into your eyes, my heart beats relentlessly."

"Ha, did I get something on my face? I ate a lot of food at all the stalls. I need to be careful to keep in shape."

"Let's go to your favorite stall. I want you to have a good time today, to thank you for all your hard work."

"I can't help but wish that the present time would last just a little longer… I feel like a child again."

"Shaved ice tastes better when it's so hot out……No, I think it's because I'm eating it with you."

"Do you want a taste of my shaved ice? Go ahead, try it. It's sweet just like fruit."

"I know it will melt if I eat it too slowly, but it's a pity to finish it."

"With my diet and training I don't get to eat this sort of thing often. I really want to savor it."

"I'm not sure why you're letting me choose what mask you wear. It's nerve-wracking, but it's a pleasure."

"Well, how about this mask? It's similar to mine, but the color is warmer just like you."

"Oh, I knew it would look good on you. It's very pretty…I think…"

"Now, I'm going to string on the mask, so please stay still."

"That was real close. If you aim a little higher on the target, I think you'll get the angle just right."

"I'm pretty good at these kinds of games. If there's any prizes you want, I'd be happy to help."

"You wanna know how I hit the target so accurately? It's…Hard to explain in words…"

"Here, I'll help you. Maybe you'll get a feel for what I'm talking about."

"I'm glad you have forgiven me, but on the other hand I still feel guilt in my heart…"

"I'm so sorry, I got carried away visiting stalls. Lean on me and take a rest."

"You want to go out together? And you got me a gift? This is the best day of my life."

"Your feelings have been well received. Both my hands are full, so I'll refrain from taking any more gifts."

"How did you know what I like? I'm a little embarrassed, but also flattered. I'll take it gratefully."

"I'm sure someone else will like it."

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AOI : "I can count on you, Asahi. Your honest personality will surely open the hearts of the people." ASAHI : "I never thought I would recieve such kind words of appreciation from Aoi-sama! I'll remember them forever in my heart!"

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ASAHI : "I've been wondering about it for a few minutes now, but why are you staring at my arm?" HEATH : "Tio told me that muscles can talk to each other, so I'm using you as a reference."

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ASAHI : "Tio, why don't you take a little breather? Having fun is one of the best parts of a festival. We can do a ring toss or target practice or all sorts of things!" TIO : "All right! Let's prove our stunning muscles will get the best results!"

#Yumekuro #YMKR #Yumekuro Translations #YMKR translations #Otome #Dream Meister Translations #Otome Translations #Dream Meister And The Recollected Black Fairy #Dream Meister And The Recollected Black Fairy translations #asahivoice #asahi

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humaforever · 1 year

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meeting at a masquerade ball au (for Harry and Uma, please?)

Harry and Uma masquerade AU

Huma fanfiction

This was ridiculous.

Uma sat slumped in her friend's tiny vanity chair. Evie applied glittery, flawless makeup to Uma's face. Sure, it was beautiful, but Uma couldn't be more annoyed.

Evie had been invited to some super prestigious Mardi gras masquerade party. The girl didn't want to go alone so she'd invited her friends, Mal and Uma. Somehow she'd gotten them both to agree, but now that the time was here Uma didn't want to go.

"Evs, I don't want to go anymore" Uma said while Evie was still applying her makeup

"Well that's just too bad isn't it" Evie fake pouted "it's exclusive and RSVP. You don't get to back out honey. Especially now" she said puckering her lips signaling that she was going to start applying lipstick

"Getting cold feet" Mal taunted from the other side of the room where she was looking in the mirror at herself in the super skimpy dress she'd picked out.

Uma rolled her eyes at the girl but didn't respond because Evie was doing her lips. Uma never went to parties, she didn't like the commotion. Mal on the other hand took any chance she could to get drunk and slug all the guys, so of course she was going to all the parties. Uma would go more often if she had good company. Sure she liked hanging with Evie and Mal, but it could be exhausting. And she always felt like she was third wheeling in this friendship, like she wasn't fully included.

Whatever. Evie was right though, it would be selfish for her to back out, guess she was totally committed. Coming to terms with that Uma let Evie finish and got ready with her friends. Listening to Mals nonsense, to Evie being a sweetheart as usual and putting up with the other girls bullshit, Uma chiming in every so often to give her opinions. Until they were finally ready.

Mal had on thick makeup and a short, sexy, sequence dress that was too short to be considered an actual dress. Evie went for fluffy, but it was beautiful, the ruffles suited her. And Uma, she went with a tight, long velvet dress that hugged her curves in all the right places. They all looked completely different, but their looks suited each one of them, and somehow they fit with each other perfectly.

"See Uma, you're a beauty, you're gonna steal the show" Evie said as they all looked at themselves in the mirror

"Thanks Evs, but I believe it's you that everyone will be looking at" Uma said smiling

Evie gave Uma a soft smile and a squeeze on her shoulder to show her appreciation

"Hello? And what am I?" Mal pipped up irritated that all the attention wasn't on her.

"A slutty purple cabbage" Uma suggested

Evie gave her a look "No, you're beautiful too. Now let's get our masks. Remember guys, no taking off your masks until the end of the night during the big reveal. You take it off before then, you get kicked out"

"Geez what is this, a cult?" Uma questioned

"Yes" Mal said agreeing that it sounded weird

"You wont actually get kicked out" Evie assured "it's just that the reveal is the most important part of the party. Now, we have to go or we'll be late" she added

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The party was at a huge hall. Decorated to the brim and filled with so many lively people. A smile graced Uma's lips as she saw it, even if she wasn't too thrilled to be there, it was impressive. There were glorious food tables, an all you can drink bar, a dance floor, music, games. It was all there

"Alright biatches, I'll see you around. I have places to go, people to see" Mal waved them off

"You have no one to see Mal, not until the reveal" Evie reminded

Mal rolled her eyes but nodded to signal she understood before she was off.

"I'm going to the food table, wanna join?" Uma said to Evie

"Thanks for the invite but I'm not gonna miss my chance to be on this dance floor" Evie said genuinely and politely

"Alright Evs, that's fine. See you later" Uma said as the girls went their separate ways

Uma was overwhelmed to say the least when she got to the food tables. She was sure she'd never seen that much food in her life. As a college student she didn't really have the money for food like this. The dessert table is what really caught her attention though. Towers upon towers of delectable pastries. Uma grabbed a plate and started to walk through getting what she wanted. There wasn't enough room on her plate but she figured she could go back for seconds if she needed.

Out of the side of her eye Uma could tell that someone was coming up next to her in the line. They probably just wanted some of the food she was standing in front of. Turning she gave the person a small smile and moved a little. It was a boy, a tall boy, his outfit was flawless. He gave her a smile in return, that smile was the kind that appeared in your dreams. Uma couldn't see much of his face but she could see his pretty blue eyes under his mask. Something about him seemed so familiar. She couldn't look away.

He cocked his head to the side a bit which made her realize she was staring.

"Oh, sorry. Am I in your way?" Uma said a bit flustered

"Not at all love, I'm just following your lead." He said

Uma had to look at him again. She wasn't expecting him to have an accent. And again, it seemed familiar to her. She nodded and decided to just continue down the line of tables. He followed as well, moving everywhere she did, piling up his own plate.

"Ever had a fern cake love?" The boy questioned Uma seemingly examining a little pastry in his hand

"Huh? Oh.. uh no" Uma said, not really sure what he was talking about

"A fern cake" he showed her and proceeded to place one of the desserts on her plate "A delicacy where I come from. They're my wee sisters favorite" he smiled at her

"Where are you from?" Uma asked as a conversation starter but genuinely interested

"Scotland, Edinburgh" He said proudly

Uma nodded, explains the accent she thought "So you go to college around here then?" She asked

"Mhmm. And you love?" He asked

Damn it, she wanted to know where he went to school. "Yeah, I uh, I go to Auradon prep. Where do you go?" She said straightforward

"Oh hey are these Madeline cookies?" He said straying the topic away

Okay, so he was being vague on purpose

Uma furrowed her brows at him.

"Do ya drink love?" He asked

Why did he keep calling that? It was making her blush. "Yeah, I do." She said

"Well, what do you say I buy you a drink if you sit and eat with me?" He suggested

"I'm pretty sure they're not charging for your first few drinks" Uma pointed out

The boy looked over and read a sign that said exactly that "ah, it would appear as though you're right. May I just get you a drink then?" He suggested.

"Sure, Iets find a table first" Uma said trying to hide the fact that she was very interested in this boy and wanted to talk to him more.

They found a table and set their food down and the boy instructed Uma to stay and sit.

"Can I get you a drink now?"

"As long as you're not gonna roofy it, I'll have a bloody Mary." Uma said

The boy stopped in his tracks and eyed her. "You don't think that's why I'm talking to you right?" he asked genuinely concerned.

"No, I shouldn't have said that. Sorry" Uma shook her head immediately

The boy nodded slowly but he didn't respond, only leaving to get the drinks.

Stupid, stupid, stupid, why would I say that!? Uma kept thinking, way to make a first impression.

When the boy came back he silently placed her drink in front of her and sat down.

Uma eyed him and decided to speak up because he wasn't. "I am sorry. I shouldn't joke about that stuff, I know it's a touchy subject." Uma apologized

He nodded a little "Yeah, no it's okay. It's just..uh" Uma could see him thinking about whether or not he should continue "uh, my elder sister got roofied once. She was okay, nothing happened. Her boyfriend beat the living shit out of the guy, but it scared her right good, and scared me too" He said solemnly

Ugh, this was a disaster. Uma always had to ruin everything for herself. "I'm sorry, really, that was my bad" Uma shook her head

"It's alright, you didn't know" he assured

Uma cleared her throat and nodded deciding to change the subject "So what's your name?" She asked

"Now now, you know you have to wait for that. Am I just too irresistible that you're getting impatient" he shot her a cheeky grin

Uma didn't know that actually, but made sense for this party. His gaze made her blush again. "So what can I call you then?" She asked

"Call me Scarlet, love" he winked

Scarlet, that made sense. His outfit was covered in red. He was wearing a deep red corset with what seemed to be a hooded cape. Tons of jewelry and a mask that matches identically. It was very nice, very pretty. But it was hiding most of his features unfortunately.

"And what are you doing at this party, Scarlet?" Uma questioned digging into her food and sipping her drink

"I was sent an invitation, didn't you get one?" He questioned confused as to why she wouldn't know that.

"No, my friend invited me" Uma said

"Hmm, I didn't know you could invite people" He said surprised

"You probably can't, but she did"

"And where is your friend now?"

"You know, that's a good question" Uma chuckled a little

"Can't see why she wouldn't want to be spending time with you. You're clearly a lovely lass. Guess it's good for me though, I get you all to myself " He shamelessly flirted

"Thank you..." Why was he having this effect on her? She didn't even know him. Didn't even know what he looked like. "So is this a super exclusive cult or something, what's up with the guest list?" Uma joked

The boy laughed. He has a nice laugh, Uma couldn't help the thought. "Nah, just a bunch of stuck up assholes. They wish they could form something as precise as a cult." he said

"Well if you were invited what does that make you?" Uma joked

"An observer" he said like it was the most obvious thing in the world.

"I see"

He was clearly putting on a mysterious vibe. Uma didn't know if he was doing it to draw her in but if he was it was working.

They talked and got to know each other for a bit. It was nice, the conversation was nice. The boy was so very endearing. He spoke like all of his words were flowing from a beautiful poem, it was so enrapturing to listen to. Uma was hooked.

At some point, Evie came over with a seemingly very drunk Mal.

"Can we sit?" Evie asked as they were already sitting down

Uma immediately got annoyed. She didn't want them to ruin this.

"You having fun Uuuuu-aahh, um, butterfly?" Evie said, slipping and almost saying Uma's name not realizing there was someone else at the table.

"Just fine princess" Uma said easily "and how's Barney" she said pointing at Mal who looked completely wasted

"Fuck you" Mal said grabbing some food off of Uma's plate and then locking eyes with the boy at the table "Who's this stud?" She questioned

The boy chuckled, directing his attention to Uma "Well I don't want to interfere. I'll see ya around love" he said getting up to leave grabbing her hand from the table and placing a kiss on it.

No! No! Uma didn't want him to leave! Oh god her heart was doing flips. She needed to stay with him until the end of the night to see his reveal.

Mal and Evie exchanged a look at the pair in front of them. Immediately Evie got up and dragged Mal with her.

"No. You stay. We didn't mean to interrupt" Evie said

"Are you sure?" He asked

"Yes, please sit, we have to go get food anyway" Evie assured

He bowed slightly in gratitude and sat back down. Before Evie left she gave Uma a squeeze on her shoulder and a wink. Mal stumbled with her.

"Call me" Mal drunkenly said to the boy before she left

When they were gone Uma looked back at the boy who smiled amused. Uma laughed awkwardly before picking up that fern cake he'd stuck on her plate and taking a bite.

Her eyes went wide and he watched the whole thing.

"Good huh?" He asked smiling

"Really good" She said excitedly

He grabbed his own fern cake off of his plate and his gaze softened as he started at it.

He was probably thinking about his sister, Uma had peiced together. He seemed like a very family oriented person.

"Do you miss your sisters?" Uma decided to ask, he'd brought them up a couple of times since talking to her.

"Terribly" He said taking a bite of his fern cake "I wanted to leave my past behind, go somewhere far away. But it wasn't until I actually got here that I realized that meant leaving them too." He said sadly

Uma wondered what it was like to care about someone like that, so unconditionally. She'd never had someone in her life like that. It was just always her. Alone.

"Do you have any family?" He pipped up

"None that I would miss" Uma told him

He nodded understanding. "Hey how about a dance. To change the mood?" He asked

"A dance? Umm, sure" she said. She never really danced

Smiling he placed out his hand which she happily took and he led her away.

The night seemed to fly by. Uma was enraptured by this Scarlet boy. As every hour went by she anticipated the reveal more and more. She needed to know him. Needed to see him.

And finally it did. Everybody was stopped in their tracks as it was announced on a speaker that it was now time for the grand reveal. Uma's heart beat sped up with every second of the count down. Until finally.

Everyone started to take off their masks, Uma doing the same. She looked to her right where the boy she'd spent all night with was standing. The anticipation was killing her. Her own mask was off and he was taking his off as well as his hood. When she saw his face she was immediately stunned. She knew he was familiar.

"Wait. Harry. Harry Hook" Uma said surprised "we're in marine biology together!"

"At your service, Uma" Harry grinned

"Wha- did you know who I was the whole time?" She questioned still surprised

"What can I say. You seem to always catch my eye love" he said flirtatiously

Uma had never talked to him, but she'd seen him around. He always seemed to give the most fascinating presentations. Though unfortunately the students only got to give two presentations a year. He was a very handsome boy, she just never thought he'd be interested in someone like her.

Uma smiled and started to laugh despite herself.

"How come you never talked to me before" Uma asked

"You never talked to me" Harry pointed out

"Fair, But I didn't know you were trying to get to know me" Uma said

Harry shrugged "Hiding yourself can save you from rejection" he said "So, this was quite the perfect opportunity"

"Not exactly" Uma said smirking

Harry raised his eyebrows

"You haven't asked me on a date yet so you don't know if I'm gonna reject you" Uma pointed out

"Ah. Well, Uma, do you want to go out with me next Saturday?" Harry asked smiling

Uma pretended to think about it "Yes, yes I think I just might" she said happily

He laughed. They continued to talk and dance until Evie found Uma and said they had to leave for Mals sake. Uma and Harry said their goodbyes and exchanged numbers.

On the ride home Uma couldn't stop thinking about Harry with a dopey grin on her face. All she knew was, she couldn't wait until Saturday!

#huma.#harry hook #uma #fanfiction #fluff #harry/uma #descendants #AU #probably not what you imagineed with masquerade ball #but it's what my mind kept going to

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lonelyvomit · 2 years

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People are having such strong reactions to the cruise thing it's making me nervous to ask as myself...

I know they did one last year, and I keep seeing comments about them not remembering what happened last year, what happened last year? Also why is it such a bad thing that it's an all ages show? I've seen more than one person complaining that it's not 18+...

I've seen them being called greedy and stuff over it to but I'm not getting that either, it's a gig, they're not the first band in the world to do something like this, it's not like their charging 170€ per ticket for small venues or anything, prices seem normal?

A bit of a newer fan of theirs but I guess I'm just not getting the hate? What am I missing?

they did a cruise gig last year and it was a shitshow. the show itself went almost fine (apart from someone grabbing Olli's bass and not letting go until he pushed their hand off), everything else was chaos. the guys were stalked anywhere they went, people were secretly photographing them, following them around - and not just few people, but a herd of kids. every time one of them was seen somewhere around the ship, a crowd of fans would head right over. the venue had kids crowding at the door before and after the show when the guys had their own afterparty, and when they went to the bar to join other people, there were kids following them in there to ask for photos or just stalk (people said there was no ID checks at the door). when the boys were in their cabins, the fans were camping outside their doors, knocking on them, screaming. someone had asked why there's no security to drive the kids away and were told there was, and they had, and the kids would keep coming back and they just didn't have enough staff to have anyone stand there on watch. there were too many of them for the security to handle.

when the gig itself seems to have been the most under control and organized part of the cruise, you know something has gone wrong.

I keep saying kids because this behavior comes mainly from <17 year old fans, and that is also why adult fans are upset about not having 18+ shows. the younger fans are more hysterical, and for example at 18+ festivals in Finland the guys were seen walking around among the other festival crowd, while at all ages festivals they have to stay away, side stage or vip areas etc. because they wont be left alone otherwise. it's a matter of both us adult fans not wanting to be shoved around by the hysterical kids and listen to the screaming, as well as hoping the guys themselves could have some peace and enjoy themselves too.

I don't think the cruise is out of greed, not for money anyway. I do think it's an ego stroke and wanting to see - or prove others - how big they've made it, if they're able to pull this off. and of course it's not like the money is exactly discouraging either, of course they wanna get paid well, but they haven't exactly been buying flashy cars or mansions so far, so I think it's true when they say the money goes back into the band and into touring, bigger and better production. which is why I also feel like even if the cruise was done purely for good pay, I still wouldn't call it greed since it's less about personal gain and more about having the resources to bring their music and live shows to new levels.

#asks

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locitawritingsblog · 6 hours

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Such A Ray of Light We Never Knew

Even through it was already pass for most of the country for Father's Day but I wanna write a mini fic about it. This fic got inspired by one of my favorite childhood. Hope you guys like it.

This fic is continued from Wish You Two Were Here.

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After Kaz and Yeager did a quick check-in their ships to make sure they were ready to go as CB-23 already hopped on the fireball "Alright, looks like we're up to go."

"Hello Kaz !"

They saw Kel and Eila coming over the repairs "Kel, Eila, what are you guys doing here ?" Kaz asked.

"We want to go with you guys." Kel spoke.

Which made Kaz worried that history might be repeated "Oh no..." He stared at the kids. "Kids, don't you guys remember what happened last time you two came along with me ?"

Eila responded "We know but we promise we'll listen to you."

Kaz still uncertain about this "Uhh...hold on for seconds."

He walked to Yeager "Hey, Yeager, uh, I know you want to have peace and quiet time but the kids wanna come with us."

Yeager asked "Well, you told me those kids are alone ?" "Yeah, they lost everything, including their homeworld...before mine." Kaz replied then he looked down, remembering his homeworld was destroyed.

Yeager sighed "Alright, they can come with us but we'll make sure they stay close with us." "You got it, I'll tell the kids."

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Kaz, Yeager, CB-23, Kel, and Eila took a walk around the city. "This place looks so different then back to our home." Eila said the Kel asking "Yeah, how these people can live here with no trees ?"

Kaz put his hands on the kids' shoulders "Well, most people living at the cities are doing some big projects like...making taller buildings to live or making advanced technology."

"That sounds interesting. What kind of advanced technology we can play with ?" Kel said.

Kaz figured out to explain these kids about technology until he noticed a younger kid pulled his mother to go into the building, it has colorful lights from the inside.

"Follow me, kids." Kaz took the kids enter that building while Yeager spoke to CB-23 "Do you think what are they doing there ?" CB beeped as rolling to catch the others up.

Yeager was the last person entered the building, he was surprised there were a lot of machines that any kids could play with.

"What in the Castillon is this place ?"

He noticed Kel and Eila talked to Kaz about this place. As the kids raced to play, Kaz walked to CB "CB, can you keep an eye on them ?" CB beeped and left him and Yeager alone.

"What just happened ?"

"Oh, I showed Kel and Eila what the arcade game is so they could have fun here."

"Okay....I have to say this place is really loud." Yeager commented.

"That's every arcade game room do. If you need some peace, I found massage chairs that you can try." Kaz pointed at two message chairs near the arcade room.

Kaz showed Yeager how to use a massage chair "Alright, this will help as well." Kaz passed a headphone to him then put a credit into the message chair. "You can try for 10 minutes and I'll let you know what do you think about these."

Yeager nodded and put a headphone to have some quiet time with relaxing music "This is nice." Kaz smiled as whispering "I'll be back."

Kaz went back inside the arcade game. He saw Kel and Eila hop on the hovercruises but they were connected by the game machine.

"How is this thing can move ?" Kel groaned.

Kaz chuckled "They are supposed to be that way. Let me show you how." He hopped on a hovercruise where Eila sat.

"You kids got your own each cards, right ?"

Kel and Eila showed Kaz game cards "Yes ! But we don't know how." Eila said.

"First, we put our cards here." Kaz put a card on the machine so it can be scanned. He then told Eila to hold tight as showing them how to play hovercruise game.

The kids were having fun, playing hovercruise game, they raced through the game screen. Kel acrossed the finish line.

"Woo Hoo ! Kel's win !" Kaz cheered.

"This is fun. Can we play this again ?" Eila asked.

"Sure, one more time." Kaz replied then they cheered.

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10 minutes was up, Yeager took off a headphone and stood up from the massage chair. it was pretty relaxing which he hadn't been felt this for a long time.

Then he stared at Kaz taking care of Kel and Eila as they were having some fun. Yeager missed his family, wishing he could spend time with them for a long time but he knew he couldn't.

He took a long breath and walked to them "Looks like you three having fun." "Yeah, this place is really nice !" Kel responded as throwing a basketball into the net.

"Nice shoot, Kel !" Kaz said.

The timeline for basketball game was over. Kaz and Eila only had two points while Kel had 6 points.

"Let's play another game." Eila took Kel's hand as CB following them behind.

Kaz asked "So...how was the massage chair going ?"

"It was really nice. I really enjoyed it." Yeager replied. Kaz smiled "That's great. Glad you like it. We might be here for awhile. Wanna back to have another round of massage chair ?"

"No. I'm good for now." Yeager said.

They watched Kel and Eila playing spinning wheel to get as many tickets as they could get.

"I'm guessing your father was used to take you some kind of arcade game room like here ?"

"Yeah, he did. We were used to have fun a lot but when I'm getting older, he never spend time with me anymore. All we have is having argument." Kaz sighed then looking down.

Yeager was concerned about Kaz's relationship with his father. "I should get some drink since we'll be here for awhile." Yeager was about to say but he knew Kaz need some time alone for few minutes.

Yeager sighed then checked it out with the kids.

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Taglist : @queen-daya , @cassie-fanfics , @zaya-mo , @fulltimecatwitch , @kanerallels , @commander-tech , @thebadbatch2022 , @catcucumber-salad

#star wars resistance #kazuda xiono #jarek yeager #kel and eila #kaz and yeager #sw resistance #mini fic #locitawritingsblog

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surveysand · 1 year

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twenty-two.

Have you ever been afraid to get up and go to the bathroom? yes, especially if it's after i see a scary video or something even though i always have my door locked and live alone. Do you get any magazines in the mail? no. How many websites do you have an account for? way too many to even think about, lol. Have you ever paid for any kind of online membership? yes, i have quite a few.

Do you try clothes on before you buy them? no.

Have you seen The Blindside? no. What’s the best movie you’ve seen this year? i haven't seen any released this year. Do you know how to fire a gun? no. What would you do if you knew a robber was in your house? get my dog, a weapon, and call 911. Have you played the Sims 3, yet? no. What’s your favorite type of pizza? hawaiian, but with chicken in place of ham.

Do you have a favorite local pizza place? yes, but won't name it for privacy reasons. What are you afraid of? failure. Have you ever been afraid of falling in love? yes. How do you let someone know that you like them? i'm taken, but even when i was single, i typically wouldn't. i would just be honest and say i liked someone if they said they liked me first. Have you ever asked a friend to ask someone else out for you? no. Who’d you last see in a tux? some people i was graduating with. Were you sad when Tim Urban got sent home on American Idol? i don't know who tim urban is. What about Jason Castro, 2 years ago? i also don't know who jason castro is, lol. Do you record any TV shows and watch them later? no. Do you have difficulty pronouncing any words? no, but i used to pronounce iron as "eye-wren". Would you rather take a shower or a bath? shower. How many times do you shower in a week? everyday. What brand’s your cell phone? apple. Have you ever sexted? yes.

How many contacts do you have? probably around 50. i clean out my contacts pretty regularly. Do you have your own computer? yes, a laptop. Out of everyone you know, who was the most heart? my mom. Who’s the bravest person you know? my mom. Who would you want to have your back if things got tough? my parents and my partner. Do you ever make up retarded words with your friends? oh, yikes at the r-slur being in this :/ Have your friends ever given you answers to homework, last minute? yes. Have you ever dated someone who was real sportsy? no. Are you any good at writing? if it's research-based, yes. creatively, no. What’s your favorite form of writing? i don't know. What do you think about Lil Wayne? he's a good rapper, but i don't listen to him. Lil Wayne Vs. Eminem…?? :S i don't know enough about either of their music to give an answer. Have you ever given up on someone before? yes. Did you end up regretting it later in life? no. Have you ever done something terrible, but took forever to feel bad? no, i feel guilty immediately if i do something wrong. Have you ever read Shakespeare? yes. How come no one knows what MGMT is on here? aren't they a band? What did you dream about last night? i don't remember. Have you ever looked up the meaning to a dream? i did back in high school. Have you ever tried to change someone? yes. Can anyone really change anyone that doesn’t wanna change? yes, i think it's possible. Do you think that anyone currently has a crush on you? my partner. What profession do you admire the most? those working in medicine/healthcare. also, like, city workers and those who help keep places clean. Have you ever made a fake profile, for any reason? yes, i did when i was in middle school so i could post random stuff without people finding me. What’s the hardest lesson you’ve ever had to learn? when people show you who they are, believe them the first time. What are you wearing right now? a t-shirt and shorts. Do you miss your ex? no. What’s the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? height. Have you ever questioned your sexuality? yes. If you could change one thing about your life, what would it be and why? i would be working because i need money.

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Hiii baby💓 I hope you slept good☺️ ⛄️ 4pm

I think I'm still receiving it honestly I'm like still under the impression (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ ♥

Also all the posts like the design; like the way you put everything together it's just so pretty like it's aesthetically so pleasing 🌟

You attached so many pictures of hyunnie 🥹 I just can't take my eyes of those things

I just want to put them somewhere just to save all of this all of these memories, I want to collect everything put it in the 📦 lock 🔒 put the 🔑 on my neck to always have it with me🥺💞🙈

I was thinking yesterday that like what did I do to deserve all of these from you🥹🥺 I also want to be the person that you could lean on, the person that would make you happy🥺

I'm so happy 🥺thank you💞

As for the ✉️ #1😞 I'm so sorry I cannot send it again it was like available one week and after one week it was automatically deleted from the system when I uploaded it there😟 I checked today but I don't have it anywhere.., but it's OK I will write more💗🫶🏻 so please just don't be sad about it OK,? I don't remember what I was talking about,but it was probably something that I have already said through the asks that I send you this week🙈☺️🥰

You're so sweet and adorable🌟🌸💓 maybe one day I will send you the physical letter why not?😃 of course if you want

I was worried that other things that I attach some like cute memes and stuff you could’ve also not seen, but I checked on it and you mentioned that you so other attachments and I'm just so happy💞

Thank you so much for worrying about me🥺 you're like my sweet angel you know🥺💞 I think I even added first song to our playlist angel baby by troye sivan 🎶

“I'll tell you how I almost died

While you're bringing me back to life

I just wanna live in this moment forever”

I'm also listening now to your recommendation with darling of 17 and it's just so cute 🥺🥺

Oh my gosh I'm getting emotional and I have to go now:( but happy tears 🥲💋💖❣️ oh my God you're so kind to me I just want to do a lot of things for you to repay you🥺

I didn't finish reading your last reply it's so weird but I want to save it for the evening when I'm back from things that I have to finish today👉🏻👈🏻

I'm so happy you had to peaceful celebration nothing crazy I know a lot of people don't like holidays they complain that they have to be with their families but I guess yours was good right?😃 I want to hear more about you🥲💞

I wish you could read my mind 🙈😄there's so many things that I want to tell you , ask you , talk about ..that I feel like my brain is 💥

~ your happy 🐁

Hi my 🐁 anonie!! ❣️ yes ofc I’ve been sleeping 11-12 hours everyday, ofc I’m brimming with energy lol😤 how about you?

I ofc attached a lot of pics of hyunnie bc I know you LOVE HIM SO MUCH! I also know you love soobinie and sunoo? 💞 I want you to smile everytime you read my asks just the way I do when I get yours that’s why I write long answers and put a lot of emojis and paragraphs <3 🌟 aww pls that’s so sweet🥹 I always do this, I take photos of precious things and always save them in a specific folder on my gallery and sometimes even edit them w music and make them special!! 🫶🏻

you don’t have to feel lucky, I’m only doing what I feel like you deserve and what I love doing! 🤍 for me kindness and helping people are the most important things and I receive validation from making others feel comforted and good. I believe love is the most magical & healing feeling in the world so i always try to preach it and make others feel loved and appreciated! ❣️ you have no idea how happy I’m to read that you’re feeling happy rn. 🥺

ayee no, it’s sad that the letter expired :(( but if you say it’s okay, it’s okay then! </3 I just felt sad that you poured sm efforts into writing sth for me and I couldn’t even read it, let alone reply. But I promise I’ll look forward to and reply to ALL YOUR FURTHER sweetly written letters anonie! 💗 pls I’d love the physical copy, AAH I hope one day we meet magically😭 and I can give u lots of hugs and head pats and be there with you 🫂 + don’t worry I always see all the pics you attach, the skz hug pictures and the Pinterest love memes. So cute. Just like you are! 🫶🏻

PLEASE I was so obsessed with the song “angel baby” after you recommended it to me and told me first how you dedicated it to me. I felt so special. T-T and I also made video edits of heeseung with that song and posted for his bday here with the lyrics. The song is so catchy and comforting!😍 and don’t feel obligated to repay me baby love,, if you didn’t know I already feel an incredible amount of joy just being here, being me, writing my mind and talking to you people!! And you obviously, cause you’ve been so interactive since day 1, it just melts my heart🥺💖

Yes my trip was really healing tbh. I clicked a lot of pictures of the views (not me I don’t really click my own pictures lol😭) and I went w my mom and older brother so we had fun!! I don’t like big family gatherings as well..it makes me feel uncomfortable and anxious I just enjoy being w my parents grandma siblings and one aunt :p

hmph about me? I don’t really have a lot to say about me bc idk what to say I get so awkward and I don’t talk a lot about my personal life but currently I’m doing skincare^ like hyunnie? (Even our mask colours are the same lmao) I’ve not gotten any self care during my trip so now I’m doing a bit of care to restore my conditions haha. I also wrote in my scrapbook a while ago and listened to some songs. This year has been really good for me- I accomplished all my goals and grew a lot as a person and made many dreams come true. I’m so thankful. ❤️ atm I just feel really lonely..bc I’ll have to leave behind everything and my best friend behind and I’m so attached to them all, it breaks my heart </3

Feel free to talk your mind anonie! Anything you’d like to say I like listening to people talk cause it fascinates me how different people think and have unique perspectives and experience various emotions. I can’t wait to receive more asks from you and hear you talk to me! 💋

#mia’s asks #🐁 anonie #stay 💌

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ncwhereman · 2 years

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hey, secret santa again :) sorry this message is quite late!

i also love those films by the who, i think i like tommy more than quadrophenia tho bc it’s so strange. you said you’d love some recs for the artists i mentioned, so here's one song from each :D there are songs equally as good as these, but these are my favourites, the songs i heard which made me interested in the musicians:

gimme shelter (the rolling stones)

who are you (the who)

dazed and confused (led zeppelin)

hey joe (the jimi hendrix experience)

go your own way (fleetwood mac)

i listened to the songs you recommended and totally love them, especially the cilla black songs. i haven't listened before but i love her voice. and i only knew a few marianne songs beforehand, like as tears go by, which i love. there’s still so much music to discover!

which record did you last buy? i think the last one i bought was a byrds album bc it was pretty cheap. but i love physical media and apart from records i’m in love with a little 60s camera i have, it comes everywhere with me :-)

you said you’re into films – what’s your favourite atm? are there any you like watching around the holiday period? i don’t have a favourite but i like wes anderson’s early films, the cinematography and colour palettes are beautiful :D any recommendations especially for 60s-70s films?

and to answer the other questions, i do play a couple of instruments! i drum and play bass. piano always seemed very difficult to me, seems like there’s a lot of concentration involved. it’s like magic, i don’t understand it

and getting back ;)) to the beatles, my favourite albums really depend on mood and the weather. recently i’ve been listening to rubber soul and ahdn a lot, they’re very cosy albums to me. i also love please please me, my grandparents still play it a lot, so it reminds me of them. how about you - any favourite beatles albums? any favourite beatle(s)?

i’m sorry again this was so long! i hope you had a good weekend 🎅

hey, don't worry, take as much time as you need! i'm kinda caught up with my finals rn so i might be slow too :(

i LOVE all the songs you recommended!! especially led zeppelin and jimi hendrix i guess, but really all of them are great! i love your taste even more now and want more recs lmao so: what are your favorite albums by any artists?

the record i bought was help by the beatles! it's a dutch vinyl housed in a german jacket but at least it sounds amazing. working on my mission to get all beatles studio albums but they're literally the most expensive (in my local shops at least) so it's taking some time. do you have any goals like this in collecting, like completing certain artists or choosing certain pressings?

favorite film... i've been meaning to make a list of all my favs for forever but i just can't get around to it bc there are so many to remember 😭 well let's say the hours & times atm, it's in no way perfect but i still love it and admire everyone behind it

as for the holiday films, i guess i'll leave classics like home alone out, but right now i have a bunch of older christmas films in my watchlist (miracle on the 34th street, remember the night, etc), i suppose they're classics too in the us/uk but i've never seen them! only watched white christmas so far and was very surprised at how gay it was lmao. are there any christmas films you like?

it's hard to recommed films bc i'm always tempted to recommend directors instead of certain titles, but:

(gay) drama: midnight cowboy (1969) and the boys in the band (1970)

comedies: the apartment (1960) and paper moon (1973)

musicals: funny girl (1968) and my fair lady (1964)

horror: the innocents (1961) and what ever happened to baby jane (1962)

i get what you mean about the beatles albums! atm i'm very into help since i've been listening to it on vinyl lmao. and i like the way it has this early sound but the themes of some songs aren't quite as straightforward as i wanna be your man for example - i'm mostly referring to you've got to hide your love away, but i see the same theme in it's only love. adore both of george's songs on it too. my absolute favs though must be the white album and mmt! rubber soul is very close to them too

i always felt a bit weird about choosing a favorite beatle bc it feels like choosing your favorite child 😭 but i gotta admit i mostly lean towards john and george, esp john. what about you?

#srs22 #ask

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thebeeduo · 3 years

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Ranboo: Do you want me to just reading random- Do you want me to just- I'm gonna just start texting you

Tubbo: Yeah, just start texting me random input on the space

Ranboo: *texts Tubbo*

Tubbo: "Microwave explode"? Yo, thank you. "This is awesome"? Ok, stop texting me now. You didn't even respond to my message I sent you this morning

Ranboo: That's 'cause I was asleep!

Tubbo: Yeah, but like.. *sigh* Maybe I should just go live on instagram

Ranboo: Eughhh!

Tubbo: What? Is that cringe?

Ranboo: Yes

Tubbo: Maybe I should just go live on TikTok

Ranboo: Ahhh! Ahhh!

Tubbo: Is that cringier? Is that- *laughs*

Ranboo: *laughs* You go "Is that cringe" to Instagram and your next one is TikTok

Tubbo: *laughs*

Ranboo: I can make fun of it 'cause that's where I was born

Tubbo: Pffft!

Ranboo: I was born there/on TikTok [?]

Tubbo: Do you ever look at someone and wonder what's going inside their head?

Ranboo: I was- I was born on TikTok [?]

Tubbo: *starts playing the piano* You gotta remember your roots

Tubbo: I want my grand piano back, electric piano is cringe

Ranboo: *coughs* [unintelligible]

Tubbo: He just- He just decides "Oh I'm going to spit my germs around the room"

Ranboo: Yep!

Tubbo: *giggles* Wow, wow. You're a bad- I suppose you're anti-vax as well while we're at it

Ranboo: I am literally- I am literally vaccinated

Tubbo: I'm not allowed to be vaccinated, leave me alone!

Ranboo: That's just a major L for you then

Tubbo: Ahhhh

Ranboo: You're/Keep on getting coughed on!

Tubbo: *starts to play the piano intensely*

Ranboo: That's what happens when you're not vaccinated, people will come up to you and cough

Tubbo: That is a terrible sentence. I despise everything about that sentence

Ranboo: *laughs*

Tubbo: *plays The Owl House theme song, then switches to City of Stars*

Ranboo: Ughhh

Tubbo: So..

Ranboo: Oh my gosh!

Tubbo: What?

Ranboo: I just found more food to order

Tubbo: Nooo! Oh my god, if I get one more Amazon box arrive at my door and it's like a 25 large sized bars of Rice Krispies treats or fucking those shitty cheese squares that you haven't even eaten I'm gonna lose it

Ranboo: It's ding dongs

Tubbo: What the fuck is a ding dong?! That sounds like slang for a dick! You're literally eating dick!

Ranboo: *laughs* I am not! Jesus Christ

Tubbo: Why!

Ranboo: That is so far from what it is

Tubbo: What is it with all this fucking BS American food! Twinkies? Oh yeah, let me just-

Ranboo: I didn't get those actually. I don't know where those came from

Tubbo: Where did the Twinkies come from!?

Ranboo: I'm gonna be entirely honest..

Tubbo: Where the fuck did they come from!?

Ranboo: ..I have no idea where those came from. I did not order- That is not what I ordered

Tubbo: Look, you've got your-you've got your Cheez-It's and your Twinkies and your fucking ding dongs. I'm gonna f- I'm gonna blow some shit up

Ranboo: Sorry, I'll make sure to order a plain cheese pizza the next time

Tubbo: Honestly, that would be so much- I'm actually- I've been really healthy. So far I've had a fruit pop for breakfast

Ranboo: That's good. I had.. *silence*

Tubbo: You haven't had breakfast yet

Ranboo: I haven't- I haven't eaten yet

Tubbo: You haven't eaten yet today, and your first meal of the day will be Taco Bell

Ranboo: No, it won't!

Tubbo: Will it not? Oh

Ranboo: Why do you think- Taco Bell doesn't even deliver here!

Tubbo: *sighs* Fair enough

Ranboo: Why would it- Why- Mkay..

Tubbo: American

Ranboo: I know that the algorithm on Amazon works too well because it was [unintelligible]

Tubbo: *starts playing City of Stars again* Oh no

Tubbo: City of staaars.. *laughs* That song- It kind of annoys me, I'll be honest

Ranboo: I'm looking at- I'm looking at the, um.. I'm looking at your- the Tubbo space hashtag and someone just sent this, like, chart of, like, eye colour but it is, like, the most low res thing that I have ever seen

Tubbo: But I don't know- I think my eyes change colour depending on what I'm wearing, I'll be honest. Is that weird? Because everyone on twitter asks me "Ah yes what is your eye colour" and I'm like "Uhh how the fuck am I supposed to know" and then

Ranboo: My eye colour is [?]

Tubbo: Then I went through a bunch of like- I went through a bunch of, uh.. like, old photos of me and they just change colour depending on how sunny it is, what I'm wearing.. like.. Yeah, so, I don't know

Ranboo: *laughs*

Tubbo: What?

Ranboo: Nothing

Tubbo: What?

Ranboo: *loudly typing* It's time to listen

Tubbo: Time to listen to what?

Ranboo: To my music, I'm just gonna listen to my music

Tubbo: You're not gonna listen to me? Listen to me. Stop dancing. Knock that off. Yo, keep your clothes on! Woah, why are you so- *laughs* sorry

Ranboo: Why do you do this!

Tubbo: 'Cause it's funny, 'cause there's no video

Ranboo: Why do you- why do you do this

Tubbo: and.. and there's no video

Ranboo: What did I- What did I ever do? Nothing

Tubbo: *laughs*

Tubbo: *reads something about chip shops?*

Tubbo: Why do people keep sending me, like, soviet bunnies as well? I don't wanna see bunnies from soviet Russia. What's with the soviet Russia bunnies?

Tubbo: Thoughts on him? Bill Cypher? Pretty fun loving lad- Why did you just mention me and write "awesome"?

Ranboo: I didn't- No, it's a response to a tweet

Tubbo: Oh

Tubbo: *sees Michael fan art* "Oink! Hello father" Oh, I see

Ranboo: Just buff Michael

Tubbo: Buff- *laughs* He went to prison from lack of parent supervision and he came out buff, oh no! Oh no! *laughs*

Ranboo: What do you mean lack of parent supervision? I'm gonna go brush my teeth

Tubbo: Oh ok.. Bye

[Video cuts directly to when Ranboo comes back]

Tubbo: Hello. You seem hollow. Your mother is here? Wait, I shouldn't have read that out. You just texted me that so I didn't read it- Ok, well.. She's here guys!

Ranboo: Ahhh! Why!

Tubbo: She's here!

Ranboo: There's a reason-

Tubbo: She's here! *laughs* Just thought I'd let you know! *laughs* She's raring to go! That's awfully exciting..

[Video cuts again to the next beeduo clip]

Tubbo: Guys, I want to- How does one get the- What is the max people that have been in a single space, like, ever?

Ranboo: I own the number two spot for that!

Tubbo: Do you? How many was it?

Ranboo: Yeah. It was during MCC, it was 36k I think

Tubbo: 36- guys, can we get 38k please?

Ranboo: *fakes being angry* Can't you let me have anything!? *laughs*

Tubbo: Wh- Ok, Mr. 100k subs, Jesus

Ranboo: I don't- I got that once

Tubbo: Twice

Ranboo: It was six times actually..

Tubbo: SIX TIMES!? Oh my god, ok..

Ranboo: Alright... Goodbye space people!

Tubbo: Bye!

Ranboo: Goodbye!

Tubbo: Bye! Leave

Ranboo: I'm leaving the U.K. actually

Tubbo: He's not

Ranboo: *laughs* I'm not.. Wouldn't that be just terrible?

Tubbo: You just said bye and left..

Ranboo: The whole time everyone thought that I was going in, like, October but then I actually just straight up just leave..

Tubbo: You wanna go home?

Ranboo: ..in the middle of August

Tubbo: You can just leave.. get out!

Ranboo: Ok..

Tubbo: Pffft

Ranboo: Bye!

Tubbo: Bye!

[Video cuts again to the next beeduo clip]

Ranboo: I'm back from the U.S.!

Tubbo: Oh, what did you forget?

Ranboo: My- my beloved locket

Tubbo: *mocks American Accent* and the AirPods *laughs*

Ranboo: Yes

Tubbo: Have you told them what you've called your AirPods? The name of them?

Ranboo: Oh yeah, no, it's because basically, right, if you put a slash and then an asterisk at the end of a word it will bleep it out, so, right, me of course being young I thought that was the funniest thing to have that. So whenever Siri said my name she would just go like "You [beep]" so I thought that was funny. So it's like beeping noise, yeah

Tubbo: Oh, I see. So is that why mine do that as well?

Ranboo: I guess so, yeah

Tubbo: Yeah

Ranboo: Yeah.. yeah..

Tubbo: I see.. So..

Ranboo: I'm gonna go now

Tubbo: Bye, again!

Ranboo: Bye! Back to the U.S. I go!

Tubbo: There's no "E" in Tubbo.. Just throwing it out there..

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mypoisonedvine · 3 years

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the martyrdom of st. valentine (and other romantic stories) || dark!Bucky & dark!(stepbrother?)Steve x reader

summary: you wanted to surprise your boyfriend on valentine's day, but he and your foster brother have a surprise of their own.

word count: 2.7k

warnings: smut (heavy dubcon to the point of pretty much noncon), kinda stepcest (as per summary, steve is the reader's foster brother), bondage, a lil touch of degradation

2/14 to-do list

get waxed

get Steve out of the apartment

pick up chocolate-covered strawberries from bakery on 6th

blindfold and handcuff myself to the bed

be waiting for Bucky naked when he gets here

You sighed as you looked down at the paper, crossing the first and third items off the list. The second was going to be a bit harder, unfortunately; your foster brother had a habit of hanging around and cramping your style as much as he could manage. He felt like a real brother in that way… okay, maybe he felt like a real brother in most ways, a consequence of knowing him for most of your life, but he was definitely not your real brother. You remembered that each time you caught yourself staring too long when he was shirtless, or returning from the gym all veiny and glistening with sweat.

But you also remembered that he was still the closest thing to a real brother you'd ever had, and you scolded yourself internally for ever acting differently.

It didn’t matter now— you had Bucky, and he was the most amazing guy you’d ever met. No, Steve was definitely not happy that introducing his best friend to his sister led to a relationship forming, but he couldn’t stop either of you in spite of his efforts to keep you apart.

Bucky had once expressed his suspicions that it was at least in part due to jealousy, if subliminal. But you denied it unilaterally— he’s basically my brother, you told him, though it was more of a reminder to yourself than anything.

Perverted concerns about Steve’s motivations aside, Bucky was a great guy. A bit of a sweet-talker for sure, and not exactly known for his ability to keep a long-term, serious relationship, but he was adamant that you had changed that and for once you were beginning to believe him. You’d said from the beginning that you didn’t need this to be the proverbial ‘it’ for either of you but that you didn’t do hook-ups— especially with your brother’s friends, and extra especially with your brother’s closest and longest friend. It only took a brief speech and two shots to convince you, now six months later and you were still going strong.

Days like this made you so happy you’d given in to his advances. But they also made you regret giving in to Steve’s idea to be roommates in college.

“Stevie!” you yelped as he walked in, stuffing the to-do list into your backpocket. “Just the man I wanted to see.”

“I doubt that,” he scoffed. “It’s Valentine’s Day, I bet you want to see Bucky. He’s coming over, right? And you want me to fuck off so my best friend can go to town on my sister?”

You frowned, crossing your arms. “I wanted to see you because I have a gift for you.”

“... you do?” His eyebrow raised and you hoped your smirk looked just as smug as it felt.

“So do you want your gift or do you want to be an asshole?”

“Do I have to pick just one?” he joked.

“Just come over here,” you instructed, waving him closer. He seemed hesitant, but eventually did as you’d asked. From your other back pocket you pulled out two tickets.

“Rangers, center ice,” you beamed. “For you and a date.”

“And this isn’t just an excuse to get me out of the house?”

“No, it’s a thank you for being such a great brother.”

“So, if I wanted to take Bucky…” he trailed off, already calling your bluff as you rolled your eyes.

“Okay, that’s just sad. There’s no reason you can’t find a girl to take— god knows Bucky hasn’t spent a Valentine’s Day alone since the fucking eighth grade. And you’re just as cute as he is!”

“Well, if you could alert the rest of the female population to that, that would be great,” he scoffed, “but until then I’ll take the tickets,” he decided as he took them from your hand. “A Rangers game might be the only thing distracting enough to keep me from thinking about what you and Buck are gonna do while I’m gone.”

You were hoping for a little more enthusiasm considering how much the tickets had cost you, but at least he was going to go and give you the apartment to yourself for the evening. “You’re welcome, by the way.”

After stripping and sprinkling rose petals on the comforter, you'd actually found a YouTube tutorial on how to blindfold and handcuff oneself, and it was a little odd that enough people had this problem to merit its existence but it was still very helpful: turns out the secret is to blindfold yourself first but keep it folded up with one eye able to see until you do the handcuffs, then use your arm to slide the blindfold down into place.

It was tricky, and a little bit extra awkward while naked, but you figured it out and smiled proudly to yourself as you completed your last task on your to-do list.

Now, for likely the most difficult task of all: waiting in darkness and silence for Bucky to arrive.

Apparently it is, in fact, possible to be slightly bored yet titillated. The thought of what Bucky would do to you when he got here was exciting, but it only made you crave his presence more which enhanced your quiet loneliness. It wasn't like you could read a book or listen to music to kill the time, so you settled for humming to yourself as you waited.

Don't go changing, to try and please me, something something before, hmmm

I just want someone that I can talk to, I want you just the way you are...

But that grew tiresome quickly and you resorted instead to planning exacty how angry you would be if Bucky was late when you were waiting for him in such a compromising and inconvenient state. For a moment you imagined he'd really gone to the Rangers game with Steve and became briefly livid over a hypothetical situation.

The crackling roar of Bucky's motorcycle outside was distant but undeniable, making you smile in anticipation. You worried for a moment that you might have locked the top lock of the front door by instinct, but thankfully Bucky and to make it inside alright since next thing you knew, your bedroom door was opening.

The rattle of the doorknob made your breath catch; you opened your legs slowly in time with the quiet creak of the hinges. “I’ve been waiting for you…” you purred.

“Hi there, babydoll,” Bucky’s voice answered back huskily.

The heavy steps of his boots made it clear he hadn't taken his shoes off at the door, a habit that had driven you crazy since he was your annoying brother's also-annoying best friend. Was this the real reason he'd chained you up, so he could freely irritate you? What next, was he gonna put a cold drink on your nightstand without a coaster?

"You really went all out for me, sweetheart," he noticed, his voice closer than you'd expected; it was fun to not know exactly where he would be, it made you squirm under the gaze you couldn't see but could somehow feel.

How weight joining yours on the bed was a good sign to his location though, along with his hands sliding up your legs.

“Look at this pretty pussy,” he cooed pridefully as he dove in suddenly and licked a thick stripe through your folds.

“Fuck,” you shivered, tugging on your handcuffs unintentionally.

“Feel good, babygirl?” he pressed, chuckling when you nodded. “You want more?”

“Please,” you whimpered.

He didn’t get back to it right away, the weight on the bed shifting slightly, and it made you fear that he planned to make you beg more before eating you out— but finally his lips returned to you as his tongue explored your sex.

“Oh god,” you moaned, your back arching of its own volition. It was a little different than he normally did this— less confident and measured, more cautious yet hungry. Typically he teased you a lot more, knowing exactly the spots that drove you wild and intentionally leaving them understimulated until you begged him to let you come, but now as soon as he found them he was targeting them— perhaps a rare show of mercy from the guy who was normally happy to leave you on edge for hours.

You could feel his moans vibrating into you when he slid his tongue inside and against your channel; it instantly made your back arch as the handcuffs quietly clinked above your head.

He stopped just a little too soon, pulling your hips up until the back of your legs were resting on the front of his. Being manhandled by him turned you on enough to make you bite your lip.

"Fuck, put your cock in me, wanna feel you," you moaned your plea as you heard the rustling of clothes; your mouth watered when you imagined Bucky stripping, with that insane body of his.

His thick head glided over your entrance and you were preparing to beg some more when he suddenly pushed in, giving you what you wanted so much faster than normal. Not that you were complaining!

He was also much quieter than normal, which you were actually willing to complain about but didn't.

"Oh god," you groaned at the feeling of him stretching you open, gasping when his cock brushed right over your spot— it made your body jolt each time he pulled back and hit it again.

"Feels good, huh?" Bucky asked and you nodded happily.

"So good," you whimpered.

"I wasn't asking you."

Before you could question it, Bucky’s calloused fingers pulled up your blindfold— but it was Steve’s face above you, Steve’s body on top of yours… and, much to your horror, Steve’s cock inside you.

“What the fuck?!” you yelped, trying to squirm away as you tugged at the cuffs but failing completely.

“Fuck,” Steve winced, “you get really tight when you struggle like that.”

“Don’t act so surprised, babygirl,” Bucky cooed playfully as you turned to stare at his devilish grin. “You wanted this… you just didn’t want to admit it to yourself. And Stevie here always wanted this, too, and aren’t you so glad he told me?”

You shuddered as Steve continued thrusting, pushing his cock so deep it made you feel a little nauseous. "Steve, you've gotta stop," you begged. "If you love me, you'll stop."

"That's the thing: I love you too much to stop."

He moved faster, paying no mind to your confused whimpers, holding your hips tight as his head fell back slightly which brandished his thick neck and bobbing Adam's apple.

"There's no point in pretending," Bucky reminded you coldly, watching the whole thing with crossed arms and an expression that almost looked… bemused? "You already showed us how much you love it, so don't waste your time acting so disgusted now."

You regretted more than anything saying that it felt good, literally asking him to fuck you before you really understood what you were asking for: you thought it was Bucky, yes, but that didn't mean it was an act. It did feel good, and that must've been obvious to everyone since you were so wet already. You could hear it each time he pushed all the way in, that telltale squelching noise that was somehow disgusting and hot all at once.

Steve wasn't so quiet now that he didn't have to be. "God, you feel so good," he whispered, grabbing the backs of your knees and pushing your legs up. It forced his cock even deeper and you choked on your own suppressed moan.

You heard Bucky opening his belt, and turned your head to see him pull out and stroke his cock while he watched Steve fuck you. It was hard to imagine what he was getting out of this; he never seemed like the sharing type, if anything he sometimes became too possessive. But clearly there was a lot about him and Steve that you didn't understand.

"Play with her tits," Bucky instructed, voice a bit deeper as he pleasured himself, "makes her come so fast."

Steve dropped your legs to rest on his shoulders so his hands were free to grope your chest, thick fingers twisting and tugging your nipples. Annoyingly, Bucky knew his way around your body well by now, and so it was difficult to pretend that Steve's touches weren't sending shocks of pleasure right down your spine and to your core.

You had been biting on your lip so hard to stay quiet that you feared you would break the skin, until Bucky leaned down and gave you a little slap on the cheek— not very hard, but enough to make you gasp which in turn released the moan you'd been holding back.

"There it is, honey, don't be quiet for my benefit," Bucky encouraged. "It's okay to like it, I'm not gonna be jealous."

As if that was your concern; angering your boyfriend by enjoying being fucked by your foster brother.

"You really overestimate my interest in your— fuck— in your feelings," you panted as you glared up at Bucky where he was grinning down at you with a look that almost indicated pride.

"You're gonna come, aren't you?" he asked, ignoring your resistance entirely. Whatever chance you had at pretending he was wrong was lost when, just for a moment, your eyes widened at his question. "Yeah, thought so. I can tell by that dumb look on your face. I'm close too, babydoll, betcha wanna taste it…"

His free hand roughly held your jaw open as he stroked himself desperately, his weak groan coinciding with the moment you felt his hot seed spray into your open mouth, his taste familiar despite the entirely surreal circumstances.

It was purely coincidence that you came in that moment, your walls bearing down on Steve while you tried to stay silent so you wouldn't choke on Bucky's spend.

"Fuck, that's it, gonna fill this pretty mouth— god yes, you'd better swallow it all," he sighed as come painted your tongue and the inside of your cheek. Maybe it was more than normal or maybe it was just that he was tightening his hand around the head of his cock to get every drop in your mouth, but either way it was enough to give you quite a mouthful to swallow, which you did without much question due to force of habit.

"M’close too," Steve warned as Bucky stepped back, "I'm gonna come."

“No, Steve, not inside,” you whimpered, hearing the way your voice had weakened after your orgasm, “you can’t…”

“I can,” he disagreed, “Bucky said so.”

Once again, Bucky's will was more important than your own, and your desperate pulling at the handcuffs was only another reminder of the way you'd guided yourself into his trap.

"Don't," you stammered one more time, but it was hard to focus when he was filling you exactly how you needed, when his thick hands gripping your waist felt just as perfect as you'd secretly imagined so many times…

Denial is a powerful drug, but so is two orgasms in a row.

"Fuck!" you yelped as you felt a gush of warmth drip from your entrance, even further wetness spurring on Steve's fast and brutal thrusts into you.

"Knew you'd love it," Steve mumbled, growling slightly as he slammed into you. "Knew you'd take it so well, make a pretty mess all over my cock— fuck I can't wait anymore, gotta fill you up, oh my god... gotta give you my load, honey, you want it?"

"Yes," you sobbed, "Steve, yes, come in me…"

He didn't need much more encouragement than that, groaning loudly as you felt his cock flex and pulse against your walls, his release overwhelmingly hot inside you.

You sighed in time with Steve as he finally stilled, and it was hard to know where to look when Steve and Bucky were both staring down at you. “What happens now?” you found yourself asking, not so much a literal question about the next task but more about what the three of you were going to do with all the unfortunate truths that had come to light in less than half an hour.

“What happens now is I take my turn,” Bucky informed you sternly, pushing Steve aside. “Did you really think I wasn’t gonna fuck my girlfriend on Valentine’s Day?”

#dark!stucky x reader #dark!bucky barnes x reader #dark!steve rogers x reader #dark!bucky barnes smut #dark!steve rogers smut

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bands | thirteen

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summary: jeon jungkook has it all: the looks, the fame, the money, the women. being considered the sexiest man in the industry, he finds no complaints about the way his life is going nor does he find any reason to apologize for the way he approaches it. he is a force to be reckoned with - until he meets you.

pairing: stripper!reader x idol!jjk

genre: (18+) strip club/nightlife au, post grad au | fluff, angst, smut

words: 3.9k

warnings: cussing, mature language/implied sexual content, slight degradation, trouble stirring behind the scenes if you squint, yeonjun and soobin (txt) make an appearance but also as reg 18 yr olds lol

tags: @brightcolorsoffendme @min-nicoleee @eggbutnotyolk @ra-mun-e @miinoongi @jimidol @ppeachyttae @thebeebi @bluesharksandfish @kooafraid @liriaus @thisartemisnevermisses @ggukkieland @preciouschimine @sunniejinnie @cypheruby @cyb3rbab3 @masterlists101 @awhnamjoon @redhedhoseok @wooya1224 @taeismydeath @jikookiekosmos @un2-verse @aynsx @wearenot7withu (please message me if you would like to be added to the taglist!)

"BTS' Jeon Jungkook rumored to be dating stripper from nightclub!"

"Jungkook is no longer single, ladies!"

"Jeon Jungkook is dating a stripper? Why the hell is he doing that?"

"Who the hell does she think she is? I bet she's not even pretty."

"Jungkook fell for a stripper? Out of all people? Damn, and I thought he was better than that."

Jungkook has been tired, the rumors constantly being spread day in and day out. But, it still didn't mean he was gonna say shit to prove himself to people out there. He didn't need to give anybody answers. Hell, this was strictly between you and him and that's how he wants to keep it.

Fuck every single one of you who didn't wanna be behind him and support him. Don't even think about calling yourself a fan of his if that's your mindset.

He could truly care less. He was happy and he felt ten times better than he has in a really long time. It's unfortunate how people love to stay narrow minded. The only thing that bothered him was the fact that it was so unfair for you - how they stuck to that stripper image, rather than really getting to know you beneath the surface.

But it's not like anyone else deserved to know the real you, not after all this shit. And he was gonna keep it that way, and protect you.

"Hey, don't listen to any of that shit, okay?" Jungkook says as he meets you in your car in the BigHit building garage. "None of that matters to me."

"I know, but Kook." You look at him. "Your career, BigHit literally might not even want me here and-and—"

"Then I'll make sure they understand it's not an issue, because it's really fucking not." He says, getting irritated only at the thought of the company giving him issues over you. He watches as you slightly frown, causing him to sigh and soften his own facial expression. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to get worked up like that. It's just annoying how people are narrow-minded. This has absolutely nothing to do with you." You give him a small smile. "Come on, I'll walk you." You silently nod and hop out of your car. You follow beside him, your stomach in knots having to meet with their performance director. This meant you'd also most likely run into the rest of Bangtan.

In which happens to turn true pretty quickly.

"Jungkookie!" Hoseok says loudly down the hallway as he approaches the both of you. He does nothing besides smile, curiosity definitely filling his eyes.

"This is Y/N. Y/N, Hoseok hyung." He holds out his hand for you to shake, his head tilting ever so slightly because you know he's familiar with your face. He's just trying to remember from where. Or, he has recognized you, but he's trying his hardest not to say anything.

Cause they have seen all of you, especially in that fishnet bodysuit.

"Hi! Nice to meet you! You can call me Hobi for short. Are you meeting with someone?" You nod.

"Yeah." Is all you can reply with as you shyly tuck a strand of hair behind your ear.

"Nice, goodluck!"

"Is everyone else here?" Jungkook asks, making Hobi nod.

"Yeah, but they're still running through some stuff in the dance studio. I just ran off to take a break."

"Okay." Jungkook looks at you. "Follow me, he's in one of the private studio rooms." You both part ways from Hoseok, the need to clutch onto Jungkook's arm immensely strong right now. You hold yourself off though, because even with passing a few female staff members, you catch them looking at you oddly with the way you're walking side by side with Jungkook.

Nope. Don't even think about it, Y/N. It doesn't matter.

Jungkook knocks softly on a door, the middle of it being made up of entirely frosted glass so it's difficult to see inside. Their performance director opens the door swiftly and welcomes you in with a warm smile, stepping aside to let you in.

"I've got it from here, Jungkookie. Thank you." Jungkook nods but tries to peek through the door to get one last glimpse of your face before he shuts it fully. "How are you doing, Y/N?" He sits in front of you, leaning onto his knees with his hands fully clasped together.

"I'm good. How are you?"

"Good, tired." He chuckles. "Thanks for taking my call earlier and for meeting at such short notice on a weekend. I had a couple of things come up and didn't want to push things off until later." You smile.

"It's no problem."

"Jungkook tells me a lot about you."

"Does he now?" You chuckle and tilt your head to the side.

"Says you're a really good person. Super hardworking. Told me a little bit about your situation with your brother."

"Mmyeah, it's a little complicated."

"It's alright, no need to get into the details." He smiles before letting out a small sigh. "It's incredibly rare for me to hear Jungkook speak like that. In general. He's usually very closed off, doesn't like to let people in much. He really respects you, you know? Cares about you a whole lot." You slightly blush.

"I'm still getting used to it." He chuckled.

"Look, I know you've been worrying because of where you've been and all that, but I want to reassure you that none of it matters. I don't like to focus on all that. You're here as you, not her." He says, putting another pronoun to your stripper persona.

"Thank you, I appreciate it." He nods. There's a small pause before he begins to speak again.

"I could really use some help around here if you're still interested? The boys are becoming a lot for me to handle."

"Ah-uh, yeah! Of course I am." You found yourself stuttering at the sudden offer. Was this fucking real?! "But, you are aware of where me and Jungkook are at, right?" You ask, trying to be completely transparent and honest about their relationship. He nods and waves his hand out.

"As long as you keep it professional here, right?" You nod.

"Right."

"Come, let me show you around really quickly and have you formally meet the boys." You swallowed the lump in your throat. Fucking great. He definitely didn't know they've all seen your titties and pussy out during Yoongi's birthday, and now here you were - about to meet them again in this environment. Hobi was awkward enough even though he tried not to be.

Surprisingly, Jungkook wasn't waiting outside in the hallway like you thought he would be, but the tour commences and the PD is taking you around pretty quickly. You feel even more awkward and somewhat alone [even though you weren't] without Jungkook nearby, but you chug along and say your hello's to the people you're introduced to. He finally brings you into the dance studio, where there's loud ass music blasting, Jungkook, the boys and some backup dancers in front of the mirrors fooling around.

"Aye boys, come here real quick." You and Jimin lock eyes and your body suddenly gets tense. The room feels 10x hotter than it already is, especially when he slowly walks over and clenches his jaw. He is literally seeping with hate right now, maybe actually disgust, and he doesn't even try to hide it. Most of them for sure recognize you, but they seem to brush it off and give you a big wave/smile anyway.

"Last, that's Jimin - Jimin, Y/N." You give Jimin a fake smile, and the only thing his ass can reciprocate is the smallest, tight-lipped smile you have ever seen. You've never even seen your mom do that when she got mad or upset with you.

"Hi." Is all you can say.

"Sup." He looks at you before turning on his heel and walking away.

"Ooookay?" Namjoon furrows his brows as he watches Jimin walk away so rudely. "The hell was that about?"

"I knew that was Kookie's girlfriend! Maybe Jiminie remembers seeing her titties and shit too, needs to walk away before he gets his ass beat by him." Yoongi says lowly behind Namjoon.

"Yeah, like you're any better." Namjoon says, looking at Yoongi weirdly.

"I mean, we did see her practically naked." Jin says, chiming into the discussion.

"I touched her." Yoongi's mouth slightly hangs down. "I touched her."

"Go ahead, say it louder so Kookie can hear you." Jin nods sarcastically. "Go, say it!"

"No, stop." Yoongi's cheeks turn red while shaking his head and laughing. "He'll literally launch me out the window with one hand."

"Good."

"You asked for her to sit on your lap too, bro!"

"I was joking, and it's not like she did it anyway!"

"Whatever, I'm keeping my birthday deep in my memory storage."

"Clean slate for her so it should be for you too, my guy." Namjoon says as he has enough of their conversation.

You look at Jungkook who is silently standing there, looking like a big dork with a huge smile on his face and his thumbs up. You give him the tiniest nod before proceeding to follow the PD out.

"So?!" Jungkook dashes to meet you in their waiting room area, where an abnormally large picture of Jimin posing oddly hung up.

"He said he'll send me all the info and papers and stuff!" You respond excitedly as Kook hugs you and quickly swings you around.

"See, I knew it would work out!" He puts you down. "Are you gonna tell Kai?" You shook your head.

"Not today at least, it's his birthday and I don't wanna take away from that. It's his day." Jungkook smiles at you.

"Text me when you've picked him up? I should be home by then."

"Okay." You blush and back away, making Jungkook look at you with confusion. "I have to keep it professional here, duh."

"Ah I see." He chuckles. "That won't last very long."

"Jungkook." You whine.

"There's a lot of private rooms here and—"

"I'm not listening, sorry. I think Kai is suddenly calling me." You cover your ears as you begin to walk away, giving him one last smile before leaving him to the rest of rehearsals and whatever else they're doing. He laughs to himself as he waves you off, excited to get through the day so he can just spend time with you and Kai.

As the hours go on and it's about time for you to pick Kai up, you quickly stop by the store because you're a procrastinator and didn't buy Kai's birthday gift any earlier. You felt bad you weren't able to find the shoes he wanted, but you at least snagged the video game he had been talking about for a couple of days now. Before walking into the arcade, you made sure to write your birthday card and slip some more money into it before shoving it in your bag to give to him later.

"Your pretty sister is here." Yeonjun grabs Kai by the shoulder as he finishes up a game.

"Yeah, and you're too young for her."

"Age is nothing but a number. It's only like.. 6 years apart."

"Besides, she's taken, dude. Sorry." Kai snorts as he watches Yeonjun's smile fade. "You would have never had the chance."

"You're mean."

"I'm mean, or you just have really high, unrealistic expectations?" The rest of their friends laugh as they follow Kai over to you.

"Hey!" You smile at all his friends.

"Hiiiiii Y/N." They all say in unison, some waving in awe, while the others shyly dug their hands into their pockets. "Birthday boy, you all good to go? Got some good Loco Moco waiting for you."

"Yeah, I'm good."

"Happy birthday again, Kai! Get online later!" Soobin yells out.

"Yeah, yeah." He says, waving them off as he follows you out to your car.

"You guys run through the entire arcade?" Kai laughs.

"Pretty much." He sinks into his seat, legs damn near touching the glove compartment with how long he is. "I'm honestly so excited for Loco Moco. It's been years!"

"It has not been that long." You laughed.

"You're right, it's been months." Kai looks out the window. "Wait, you're passing the road to get to our go-to shop though?"

"Cause I found a better place."

"How is there a better place when that one was already supreme?!"

"Hey, trust me on this okay?" You laugh. Kai starts telling you about his day and how so many people he knew from school had been messaging him happy birthday. He truly looked his happiest today and it was all you could ask for. Though at the same time, your heart slightly sank at the fact that he'd be going off to uni soon and staying at the dorms. He was just growing up way too fast, and you wanted to spend as much time as you could with him now before he was too occupied being a college boy.

You slipped yourself past Jungkook's security, parking in the one guest spot they have in the garage that's closest to the elevator. Kai doesn't really question it and hops out anyway, his hands in his pockets as he follows you into the elevator and onto Jungkook's floor.

"You ready, kid?"

"Is this some like, Michelin Star Loco Moco restaurant?"

"Ah, I guess you could say that." You knocked on the door, hearing music playing in the background. Jungkook opens the door and Kai's eyes widen.

"Oh shit, that's Jungkook?" Kook laughs and steps aside to let you both in. "Sis why—what—how come you didn't tell me we were seeing your boyfriend? I look like a mess!" He says lowly.

"You don't!"

"Hey Kai! Happy Birthday!" Jungkook says smiling, making Kai actually blush. He's cheeks are tinted with a rosy color and he suddenly gets all shy.

"Thanks."

"Your brother's tall." Jungkook looks at him up and down.

"Looking at an 18 year old 6 footer."

"Must be nice."

"Go sit." Kai silently nods as he sits awkwardly on Kook's couch, while you go and check in on him in the kitchen.

"Is he always that shy?"

"No. Just with you, apparently. He's not even that shy around girls." You chuckle as he places a quick kiss on your head. "Need my help?" You still ask even though the plates are neatly prepared already.

"Not really." He smiles down at you. "You hungry though?"

"Starving, actually." Your eyes light up at the plates. "Ouuuuuu, yum."

"Honestly, I think this batch might be better than my first."

"Still honored to be your guinea pig." You carry a plate over to Jungkook's coffee table in the living room.

"Oh shit, that looks amazing." Kai says, slipping himself down from the couch to the floor so he could get a good whiff of the plate. "Thank you."

"You're welcome." Jungkook hands you the remote before walking into his room. "Pick something."

"Here, birthday boy. Help me choose."

"Let's watch Soul on Disney+." At this point, Jungkook comes out of his room with a wrapped present, his eyes locked on the TV.

"Ooh, I keep seeing this everywhere! Niceeeee." Jungkook says, smiling with Kai nodding and already digging into his plate. "By the way, this is for you." You shoot him a look as he sits on the floor by you, watching as Kai unwraps the present. Kai's eyes light up as he sees a shoebox underneath the wrapping, quickly flipping the lid open to reveal those blue Air Jordans he wanted.

"Kook?!" You say lowly, making him smile at you and gently pinch your side.

"Holy shit!" He holds out a shoe, only for him to immediately shake his head and close the box again. "Jungkook, I can't take this." Kai says.

"No, it's your birthday."

"Yeah, but isn't this expensive? You've already done so much for me and my sister, I-I don't want to—"

"Kai, it's cool. If it's one thing you can do to repay me, it's to take my present." You literally want to cry at how sweet Jungkook is being with your brother. He had been good to you, no doubt, but this was one thing you didn't expect from him at all. Quite frankly, you had forgotten you mentioned the shoes to him. The fact that he actually remembered and kept his word.

"Okay." Kai says, gently setting the box down aside before looking at Jungkook with a small smile on his face. "Thank you. I really appreciate it. Like, even with the food and everything. It means a lot to me."

"You're welcome." You give him a soft smile before digging into your food while Soul was already off to a start. Kai and Jungkook devour their food together, with you following shortly behind as Jungkook brings over a small ice cream cake from his fridge for Kai to blow his candles on. After the boys had helped themselves to a good serving of the cake, they started getting hyper and pulled up Smash Bros on Kook's Nintendo Switch [as if Kai hadn't played enough games today]. It started to get intense; the boys jumping and yelling everywhere, bouncing off of the walls, with you getting pulled into the competition every now and then. Even though you knew you'd lost over and over again, you happily joined in anyway, seeing how excited your brother was - plus, it was always a bonus to hear Jungkook's loudly obnoxious, nerdy laugh.

"I WIN!"

"Hey, hey, hey. I let you win because it's your birthday." Jungkook said, making Kai laugh as he crashed to the floor.

"Sure." Kai huffed and puffed. "Crap, I'm tired. What time is it?"

"Almost midnight. We should start heading out, bubba." You patted Kai's chest gently.

"What? No, it's late. Why don't you two just stay here?" You suddenly remembered you've had Kai's shit in your trunk since you dropped him off at Yeonjun's this morning. You didn't have any change of clothes, but that could easily be fixed with Jungkook's closet.

"Only if the queen wants, she's driving."

"It's late, baby." Jungkook says to you softly. "No way I'm letting you two head out there."

"Okay." You give him a small smile before handing your keys. "Can you do me a favor?" He chuckles.

"What is it?"

"Kai's duffle bag is in my trunk." He nods and takes your keys.

"I got it. Kai, you can take the guest room or my office room." Jungkook says with his 3-bedroom apartment having ass. "I have my computer in my office room though, and a pull out bed. I don't know how comfy you'll be."

"It's cool, I'll just take your guest room. I always bring my laptop and switch whenever I sleep at my sister's." Kai says getting up. "Thank you."

"You're welcome." Jungkook says, toothlessly smiling at the both of you, completely endeared at how alike you two were - even down to the fact that you both said thank you for every little thing. If this was a result of Kai being close to you and having you as pretty much his mother figure, then Jungkook wouldn't know what to do with his feelings. He felt butterflies every time he thought about how cute and sweet you were, and he was always excited to be around you.

Jungkook does a quick jog to your car, grabbing Kai's Nike duffle from your trunk before jogging back to the elevator and back to his apartment. He walks in to see Kai helping you clean up the remaining dishes in the sink, tidying the rest of the things in his kitchen.

"Thank you." Jungkook says himself, a little unfamiliar with saying such a thing to be completely honest.

"You're welcome." You say softly, wiping your hands on his hand towel. "Off to bed, or are you gonna go online with your friends?"

"I'll see what they're up to, but I'm pretty beat. Today was fun." Kai smiles at the both of you. "I really appreciate it." You ruffle his hair a bit before gently pushing him towards his bedroom for the night.

"Bathroom's right over there, help yourself to anything you need."

"Don't stay up too late."

"Only if you aren't too loud." You gasp while Jungkook laughs out loud.

"Kai!"

"Hey, I'm just being honest. Please remember that I'm right in this room."

"Oh my god, go to bed." You shove him inside the room and shut his door. "Don't even say a word." You look at Jungkook shyly as you hurriedly brush past him to get into his room - even though Jungkook is literally right behind you with those long ass legs of his, making every stride so much easier for him to catch up to you.

"What's your outfit of choice tonight, pretty lady?" He shuts his door behind him as you start to make your way into his closet.

"Hm, I'll just wear this plain black--" You unfold it. "Balenciaga? Okay, I definitely can't just wear this to sleep."

"Why not?"

"Because this is like, name brand and everything."

"So?" He shrugs. "Just wear it, babygirl. It's not gonna make much of a difference, you're wearing it either way." You do a slight pout before you start to slip out of your clothes to get into his shirt. You make his way to his bathroom to take a little tinkle when you notice another toothbrush sitting next to his. A pink toothbrush, next to his blue one.

"Why do you have two toothbrushes?" You wash your hands as he comes in to the bathroom to start getting ready for bed.

"That's yours." Your eyes light up at his statement.

"Mine?"

"I figured since you'd be over more, it'd be easier for you." He furrows his brows lightly. "Unless.. you didn't want--" You press a kiss against his lips, his hands resting on your arms to keep you close.

"No, I did want that. Thank you."

"Of course, baby." He pecks your forehead.

"By the way, way to make me look like such a bad sister!" You say as you start getting your toothbrush ready.

"Why? The shoes?"

"The shoes, the Loco Moco, the games, the ice cream cake." You laughed. "I literally got him a video game and some money."

"I mean, he is turning 18. I wanted to help make it as memorable as possible."

"I appreciate you a lot. Really."

"I appreciate you too." Your eyes widen as you brush your teeth.

"Waaaaow, say thaht wun mohr tiyme." You say, pulling a Jungkook while brushing your teeth.

"Eye apprushiate yoh toh." You giggle. The both of you finish getting ready for bed before slipping into his warm sheets. Jungkook never goes to sleep early, however, he makes sure all the lights are off and that the show he's watching isn't too loud. You have no idea what's going on in his show, but you lay on his chest to watch for a little bit until you feel yourself getting a little more sleepy. He's holding you close, his hand brushing through your hair softly, causing tingles to ripple through your body.

"Kook."

"Yes, baby?"

"You make me happy." You say sleepily as you hung him tighter. He smiles down at you, your eyes now shut close as you slowly start to drift into a deep sleep. He presses a light kiss against your head, fingers still in your hair.

"You make me happy too, sweetheart."

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