#I need chapter 115

[simping-for-red-flags]

Taking Nikolai and putting him in my pocket to keep him safe from all the scary theories my mind is conjuring.

[iwritenarrativesandstuff]

Aya’s new dad count goes up again in the worst way possible

[flyolai-brainrot]

fyodor is yet again the only one having a great time in yokohama

[nerdynuala]

Wanted a fix-it ifkk scene but ended up adding more angst. Oh well

Reads left to right

The very rough sketch of this little scenes had been sitting in my draft folder since - well, since this manga chapter came out basically lol

Found it and finally felt confident enough to give it a try.

[uneducated-author]

You know it's just super funny because when I wrote my Tachihara fic I was like 'ooooooh, what if Teruko was actually really OLD' and spent the entire last chapter folding in the implications of a girl who's anything but, someone who chooses to fasten themselves to people because she can't understand herself when she's never the same person, has no understanding of self, so defines herself as the captain's soldier, Tachihara's sister, the Hunting Dog's Vice Captain.

And then Asagiri came out with Chapter 115 and was like 'oh my gosh, it is So Much Worse than that' and blew up yet another child.

[dazais-guardian-angel]

Okay but forreal, now more than ever I desperately NEED Aya to eventually wreck Fyodor's shit somehow. I already wanted her to get her revenge before, but I didn't think Fyodor would even remember or know who she was, and would massively underestimate her for that reason (just like Jouno knew that Fukuchi would underestimate her). But now the story has instead created this twisted, fucked-up dynamic between them, where Fyodor not only knows her, but is protective of her for reasons that are not his own: he has taken the pure, noble, kind, fatherly love motivating Bram to protect Aya and warped it into something horrific, vowing to protect her body only while not caring how much her heart and mind has been scarred, and claiming to be doing it for her own salvation, when he cannot possibly understand the selfless feelings Bram had that made him want to protect her and care for her — feelings that he does not have. He may genuinely have some sort of affection for children (the way he treated Karma, "blessings for the children", this), but it is twisted and hollow and is quite possibly only him unconsciously acting out the motions due to behavior instilled in him from the feelings of all the people he's subsumed in the past.

All this is to say that, now the narrative has specifically pitted Aya and Fyodor together as direct enemies: she not only had reason already to hate him because he killed Bram, but because he's also taken Bram's love for her and defiled it, dishonored it and him and all that he was; meanwhile, Fyodor has given himself an arch nemesis that he no doubt takes great pleasure in seeing how much she hates him/how much despair he's brought her, but paradoxically at the same time feels a compulsion to "protect" her that draws himself to her and that he can't ignore. Aya has to defeat him somehow (not permanently, mind you; Dazai will undoubtedly be his final end), and the setup for Bram being able to fight back enough to stop Fyodor from the inside with her help is all right there, too. Their love for each other is still enduring, stronger than ever, Fyodor is proof of that right now, and they will be able to defeat him together, at least enough that Bram can be freed and come back to Aya. Dazai told Fyodor that he would lose because he doesn't understand and underestimates the power of friendship bonds and love, and there is no better a time for that to happen than here, when he is literally using someone's strong love for and connection with someone (acting as that person and claiming to know how they feel and to be the same as them) in a way that he cannot understand, which will be his undoing.

[unicornpopcorn14]

//Bsd Ch 115

Bro has the gall to look like that after saying the most vile shit and ruining every single life on this earth 😭😭

Stay silly, pookie <3

[aroacee-of-spades]

HE LIQUEFIED TERUKO?????? OH WHAG NOBODY IS SAFE

[janille23]

TERUKO HAD SO MUCH POTENTIAL PLEASE WHY ASAGIRI GIVE THE FEMALE CHARACTERS JUSTICE AHHHHHH—

[becoming-anime-obsessed]

Besties send help- I honestly don't know how to feel about the latest chapter

[rottenlemonontheroad]

ig I’m doing that notes thing that I’ve been seeing a lot (all numbers r gonna be low cuz my account kinda dead rn)

5 notes: I’ll post more cat pictures cuz people seem to enjoy those

10 notes: I’ll lock in on the writing requests I got rn

15 notes: I’ll try to better my sleep schedule

20 notes: I’ll start recording for the slenderverse arg

25 notes: I’ll get a therapist finally

30 notes: I’ll come out to my friends

That’s all for now :)

Edit 1:

I GUESS IM ADDING MORE

60 notes: I’ll hang out w my friends again

65 notes: I’ll try to get back into doing art

70 notes: I’ll try n get a boyfriend :)

80 notes: I will post bunny pics ( I hav a pet bunny too)

100 notes: I’ll get a job

115 notes: I’ll work on a ren fair costume n post photos

125 notes: I’ll do a hair reveal

140 notes: finish reading the books I haven’t finished

edit 2: 

190 notes: I’ll start doing Duolingo again

200 notes: I’ll take a shower every night for 10 days

220 notes: I’ll stop being a iPad kid and go outside 😭😭

240notes: I’ll make some sushi n eat it :) (tbh I really m craving sushi rn so yeah-)

260 notes: Kinda like the one on the first one BUT I will start sleeping for a WHOLE 8 HOURS A NIGHT!!!! (For at least a week cuz no way I can do that forever)

270 notes: I’ll start wearing makeup again :)

300 notes: I’ll clean my room

320 notes: I’ll post my dumb ahh art

340 notes: I’ll organize my phones apps (w proof)

370 notes: i organize my computer (w proof)

400 notes: I’ll actually try hard this coming school year

430 notes: room tour

450 notes: I’ll start sewing stuff again

500 notes: I’ll put a screen time thing on my phone 😭

Edit 3:

Since people hav been asking for more here it is (Unachievable goals so they take longer) most of these r gonna be writing cuz i havent wrote in a while n need to

600 notes: I'll update all of my wattpad fanfics w a new chapter

680 notes: I'll start writing the book i have been thinking about doing (+Post it)

720 notes: I'll finally post my requests that ppl hav given me n that i hav just kept updating

750 notes: I'll post my oc's

800 notes: I'll start playing the flute again

900 notes: .... I will give you guys my wattpad account....

THAT'S ALL FOR NOW

@chlover-my-shingles

[hannigramislife]

I love how Akutagawa's little "Do we need any more?" while he's dressed like a knight in shining black armor is like a cute romantic thing, him being cool and all, truly a male lead love interest moment and all of us were like "aksnskdke he's that bitch–"

And then shit hit the fan and chapter 115 happened and all of us now are like "Yes, you need more, you need many more, for god's sake, when will Chuuya and Dazai get here-?!"

Impress your crush on your own time, Akutagawa, you have a war to win.

[annemariearcher]

Chapter 115 Thoughts

I don't actually have much to say about this chapter, since it was really just a lead-in for the upcoming fight between the Fukuchi singularity and sskk, but...

Killing Teruko right after giving us a few pages of her tragic backstory? Dick move, Asagiri. Appropriately tragic, given the circumstances, but still...dick move.

Also...those revelations about Teruko's Ability? SUPER FUCKED UP. Like, that's one of the most fucked-up Abilities we've seen thus far.

It appears that Fyodor does indeed retain bits and pieces of the people he's subsumed, which means he's even more fucked in the head than we thought. Like, depending on how many times he's stolen bodies, this dude could basically be a hundred guys in a trench coat. No way is he anything but batshit crazy.

Fyodor is also a pathological liar, confirmed!

Fukuzawa needs a damn break.

Apparently, the vampires are still in play because "echoes" of Bram's Ability still exist. So Akutagawa is still a vampire. Hm. Interesting implications.

Aya's gonna need one hell of a therapist after this.

So...uh...what the fuck happened to Ranpo? Did he just get blown away by the explosion? Is he lying upside down in a ditch somewhere? Hopefully, he's still in one piece.

Hate to tell you, Atsushi, but that big pillar of light is the introduction for the next major villain you have to fight. Sorry, buddy.

I hope we see a few more characters in 116. I want to know what everyone else is doing, besides gawking in horror.

Welp, guess that's all till next month. I'd say happy reading, but...uh...this chapter was just pretty depressing, wasn't it?

[eloqiu]

Spoilers for BSD ch 117

Oh boy.

Max copium! I choose you!

After the little scene with... Fukuchi, I did some slight research.

My conclusion? The ADA and verse will live.

As you can see, the symbol behind Fukuchi is the similar to a the symbol to the right, which belongs to a religion known as Tenrikyo.

Tenrikyo is a religion where their deity is viewed as the parent of all of humanity.

In the image above, you can see Fukuchi showing almost "motherly" care for Kunikida. As if he's comforting his hurt child.

When Fukuchi kills someone, they become bubbles and then he swallows them.

Bubbles, are clean and clear. The opposite of dust.

Now, I hear you guys "Eloqiu, what does this have to do with the ADA being alive? Are you off your meds?"

No, I am not off my meds, and let me continue.

Something to note about Tenrikyo, is that it doesn't believing the afterlife. It instead believes in reincarnation.

"The soul comes back to this world after borrowing a body from God."

Along with that:

When Fukuchi "kills" someone, the only thing left of them is their clothing. Which may be symbolic of death. (Osayama is the creator of the religion, for anyone who didn't know.)

And also...

(Which could mean that Fukuchi is still alive)

Taking in the reincarnation, bubbles, and symbolism...

Fukuchi is currently collecting the good deeds of each person. So that he can give them a new body. (AKA reincarnate them)

However, considering that the real Fukuchi is probably still in there, there's still a chance that this could be stopped.

So here's my (maximum copium) plan on how this will end:

The ADA must defeat Fyodor first, he seems to be thing that's ordering Fukuchi.

Once they've defeated him, the real Fukuchi will take back his body. (Most likely with some encouragement from the remaining Hunting Dogs, and Fukuzawa)

Then Fukuchi will release the souls by offering his "body from God", ultimately sacrificing himself.

The live happily ever after

Easier said then done...

(I did this all in like, 20 minutes. So forgive me if some information is incorrect)

EDIT:

I found this detail interesting, and decided to screenshot it. While I was researching any relations Tenrikyo had with books... (Like the book in the BSD verse)

(This was written by the creator of the religion. Featuring all the teachings of the religion.) Coincidence??? (Probably.) I THINK NOT!

(EDIT 2: I need a life...)

The god form of Fukuchi, was introduced in chapter 115. (Is that was chapter 114.5 exists? So that God form Fukuchi would be introduced at exactly chapter 115?)

[chisaikoring]

guys. guys.

chapter 115 means so fucking much to me.

it's almost like a repeat of his first interaction with reze. the ta-daaa, the act of kindness, etc.

except this time, just maybe, asa truly did need help. and this time, we see her face the entire time. there's no tricks, no forced blushing, and asa's already revealed what she really wanted him for. it's just denji helping someone out.

or fujimoto's hiding her inner monologue, and we've been tricked. (on the note of fujimoto, can we talk about the growth in artstyle?)

idk i guess i wanted to say i love my cringefail couple

[taranasaurustea]

BSD 115 theory!!

Or why Teruko is alive and how that connects with why Fyodor created ‘Fukuchi’ and why Atsushi and Akutugawa have to fight this monster alone.

1. Teruko’s death

So Teruko’s death while horrific struck me as a bit odd. We can see that when ‘Fukuchi’ stabs her in the forehead that she turns into a liquid.

Further, she turns into bubbles when ‘Fukuchi’ sucks her up almost like drinking a liquid. But why? If turning her into a liquid killed her why would he need to drink her?

2. Fyodor’s goal and ‘Fukuchi’s new power

One of the only things we know about Fyodor at this point is his goal of ridding the world of abilities which is the reason he probably created the triple singularity from Fukuchi in the first place.

So what if the power of this singularity is to seal (and maybe utilise??) abilities within it similar to how the holy sword sealed Bram. This would make sense as it would be a big help in accomplishing Fyodor’s goal of ridding the world of abilities. Something that makes me think this is the case If it was just to kill all ability users why would ‘Fukuchi’ need to drink the body

But there’s a catch. Couldn’t he just kill them and take their abilities. I mean there’s no reason to think that just because ‘Fukuchi’ stole her ability she’d be alive.

3. Akutugawa’s words to Atsushi

Akutugawa’s words to Atsushi seem ridiculous not just because of how overpowered ‘Fukuchi’ is but because they can’t be the only ones that would want to fight this thing.

Akutugawa is friendless and doesn’t have many allies in the vicinity, but shouldn’t the port mafia be able to get there eventually to help. It’s the same for the ADA and with Atsushi, I know most of them are locked up, but wouldn’t Kyouka at least try to get to Atsushi and would Kenji really sleep through this. Even if the ADA and PM are all MIA, you’re telling me that the government wouldn’t try to send someone or no other ability user would intervene? We know that Agatha tried to nuke Yokohama over what happened in dead apple and this seems like a worse event.

Regardless, no matter what it seems unlikely that they’re the only ones that would want to fight ‘Fukuchi’. No explanation seems plausible for why they’d be the ones to try. So what if the people who tried to intervene and fight ‘Fukuchi’ just got drunk up like Teruko. This explanation makes more sense as it explains why they’d be the only ones there without just saying that everyone else called in sick.

Atsushi and Akutugawa would be able to survive as Atsushi’s ability can cut through other abilities and Akutugawa can cut through space making them the only ones that have a chance of redirecting the liquifying hits.

This would also mean that because you can’t just kill everyone that got drunk, there is a likely chance that the souls that got drunk by ‘Fukuchi’ can come back when he’s defeated. This would mean that Teruko could come back!

4 Asagiri’s loves deathbaits

Even if this whole post seems like ridiculous copium (it is) my man Asagiri can death bait his way out of anything, there have been over 20 death baits in the last arc why should he stop here? Even, if Teruko is unlikely to be alive because they are a redhead and a child, two of the most unlucky bsd demographics, I believe there is still hope (until the next chapter where I’m proven horribly wrong.)