#I promise I’ll make it interesting ;)

[friendlyengie]

Continuing to be annoying about my fem fortress mercs bc I am . Having fun:) here’s a little doodle collection! Uncovered eye designs for Soldier, Spy, n Demo + other nonsense :]

[kaidanalenkosprmanager]

THE BEST OF MASS EFFECT: VIRMIRE

Featuring: Cmdr. Sophie Shepard and Cmdr. Dominik Shepard With: Lt. Kaidan Alenko, Gun. Chief Ashley Williams, Urdnot Wrex, and Tali'Zorah nar Rayya Ft. Special Guest Appearances by: Spec. Saren Arterius and Sovereign There is a realm of existence so far beyond your own, you cannot even imagine it... Mass Effect: Legendary Edition (2021)

[dogmotifs]

okay genuinely. hands on my knees. asking for relationship advice

[bones-of-a-rabbit]

falls from ceiling fan

Hello tumblorg I am, unfortunately, not actually dead! Surprising, I know. Sorry for complete lack of content lately, I’m in a real mental funk right now and it’s making it hard to work on things (and to like whatever I’ve worked on enough to actually save and post it shdgdjdb)

I want to promise new stuff soon, so, if anyone is willing, send me an expression and a character (or AU version of a character, if you wish) and I’ll try my hand at it!

[wafflinglumos]

Sirius Black character study I guess.

This is will follow canon to the best of my abilities however, screw you Joanne.

(Content warning, mentions of abuse, though vague, idk if I should add a cw but just in case)

Sirius’ childhood and home life; Contrary to popular belief, Sirius wasn’t heinously abused, in fact, we can assume that Walburga did love him, in her own way of course that’s not to say that she was a good mother, but it is something to keep in mind. His home life was bad, yes, but a common misconception I see in this fandom is that Sirius canonically got cruciatus cursed by his own mother, which is in fact not canon. Sirius had a terribly complicated relationship with his mother, he used all those spells on his room to keep it in that order and pristine, yet when he came back to his home years later, he chose to sleep in his parents bedroom. With Walburga’s painting, he tells them to move it, or cover it up, but he doesn’t tell them to destroy it. Sirius and Walburga had a terribly complex relationship, she wasn’t a good mother by any means, but she wasn’t an overly abusive cruel one.

Sirius’ running away and disownment; Another common misconception is that Sirius got disowned then ran away when it’s actually the opposite, he also did not leave because he was getting horrifically abused, that’s not to say his home life wasn’t awful, it was, but he left because of his parents pureblood beliefs and politics in general. Sirius did not get disowned before he ran away, it was after. We also have no proof that he was beaten the night he left, unlike some people try to point at.

Sirius and The Prank: Sirius did not tell Snape about the whomping willow for a good reason, he did not tell Snape about the tree out of fear of being blackmailed, or hurt, or anything else like that, the very simple and easy explanation for The Prank is that Sirius, was an idiotic teenage boy who did not think about the consequences of his actions, or the effects it would’ve had on both parties. I see the common, “oh Sirius would’ve been so lonely and sad and it’s so unfair how his friends isolated him”, when we can safely say that he did not feel remorseful for it, at all. In fact when he’s later talking about it in the shrieking shack, his exact words and justification are,

“It served him right,” he sneered. “Sneaking around, trying to find out what we were up to … hoping he could get us expelled …”

I could only see Sirius feeling even slightly remorseful for how it caused Remus to feel, but even then, I don’t imagine Remus would’ve brought the issue up all that much. (Which I will get into it you guys want to hear about that :D)

Sirius and arrogance; Sirius’ arrogance has a HUGE part to play in both the marauders and in James and Lily’s deaths, throughout the books we see Sirius and James as the main aggressors in their back and forth bullying with Snape(back and forth from both parties but still). With James and Lily’s death, it was James primarily but Sirius was mentioned that turned down Dumbledore’s offer for him to be the Potters’ secret keeper, insisting that Sirius was the right guy and that he could do it, however Sirius decided that nah that was too obvious, that they’d make “weak talentless” Peter the secret keeper, because no one would expect that, to make this plan even better, they then did not tell Dumbledore of this genius plan, nor Remus because Sirius was so convinced that Remus was the spy, that they just did not feel it was safe to tell him. That is what kept him in Azkaban for so long, theoretically he could’ve broken out anytime he damn pleased but, the guilt of being quite accidentally responsible for Lily and James’ deaths, that is what kept him in there.

Sirius and his loosened grip on his sanity; The man spent twelve years in Azkaban, his sanity definitely had declined by the time he left, we can in fact see this is certain choices that he makes and when he tells Harry “nice one, James”. He wasn’t the best father figure because he was still basically trapped in his twenty one year old mind. We can further point at grief and guilt as another reason for his sanity dwindling, as we know, he felt a good bit responsible for James and Lily’s deaths, add that on top of the grief of losing two of the closest people to him, and bam, you have a guilt ridden twenty one year old to throw into what was basically hell for twelve years.

Anyways that’s the end of my ted talk, I love you Sirius Black.

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

start over/do-over/mulligan/repeat

I want to move out and learn to play bass

with nobody watching me

I want to grow up and stop being watched

I want to feel like I’m free

to be whatever and love what I want

to go where I want and be something I love

but mostly I just want to leave

to start over and relearn the things that I’ve loved

to re-make them my own

I want to move out and move on from this town

and be who I want, alone

with no one watching and no one who cares

I want to keep what I’ve lost to regain

to love what I love again

I want to grow up and leave something behind

but mostly I want to be shown

the way to live and how to love

and stop losing everything I own

I want to grow up and move out of this house

play an instrument for an audience of none

~ xoxo, Love yoU (when you’re not listening)

[cressthebest]

it’s one am and neither me or the spider are supposed to be up. so i let him escape alive once he promised not to tell my dad i was eating grated cheese straight out the bag.

[chaosduckies]

Y’all I’ll post the new chapter of restoration soon I swear! 😞 it’s just that it’s almost me and my friends one year Minecraft world anniversary so we have a lot of prepping to do for a celebration. (I’m in charge of making the fireworks and banners I’m gonna cry)

Anyways, I’ll post it tomorrow I promise! Just two more chapters and we’re all done! Thank you everyone who’s stuck around this long I love you guys so much❤️ (btw that doesn’t mean I don’t have more ideas after I’m done with this one. You really think I’ll just leave after all you guys have done??)

on another note…

Do you guys want pictures of our party? 😶(We’re celebrating in a week)

[thatone-churro]

“there they are, Not (Dead) Yet duking it out with my sonic riders ripoff for who gets creative priority! and— wait, what’s that?!? BY GOD, IT’S A DUNMESHI RIPOFF WITH MORE YURI WITH A STEEL CHAIR!!!”

meanwhile, ivy, cherry, and nyx are playing uno in the godsign folders 💀

[ssruis]

Believe I will be sitting at ~ 40,000 for pandemonium. ruikasa if you don’t come home I’m killing someone (probably myself)

[overbearingstruggles]

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[petrichorium]

Was on the fence abt adding “it was an arranged marriage” to the bg of my ex fiancé jing yuan series that none of you will see for another two months when I finally manage to finish this svarog fic and then mao mentions arranged marriage w him and now I simply have to do it

[smokespritez]

decided i’ll make an interest checker just so i know how to interact with u guys + start plotting right off the bat etc etc and get an idea of what kind of dynamics interest u all!!

[wifegideonnav]

homestuck is getting SAD and i don’t WANT THIS i want to read about shitty children lovingly bullying each other i don’t want to watch them sobbing over each other’s corpses :/

[daydadahlias]

I know the fic isn’t even over yet but js if you ever wanted to write some of mim from ash’s POV 👀 I would be tuning in 👀

lol let’s finish this version first and then talk!!!

[incorrect-whos-lila]

i’m gonna try to refill the queue again sometime soon but i fear this blog may be headed toward a hiatus in the near future