#I want to cry again

[0ccams-chainsaw]

feeling very soft for them lately

[satinfoxx]

Pokemon S/V spoilers below, with headcannons for 3 major characters. Okay, so Nemora is 100% bi, I don't think anyone could even look at her design and think she is straight in any way. And Arven screams Aro/Ace so loud I need to cover my ears when he speaks. But what about Cassiopia/Penny? A bullied young girl who changes names and uses a Sylvion as her top pokemon? I 100% think she is a trans girl, no doubt in my head. I mean, look at her design, leggings with shorts on top and a semi-sheer skirt? A massive pullover hoodie and the Eevee backpack? THE HAIR?! Oh, and the name change from something mytical sounding to just a cute simple name? Which one of us hasn't gone through trying out names when transitioning? And even more she is a super knowledgeable hacker and programmer, and you know what Programmer Socks are, right? I fucking love this game, it is the first pokemon game to feel like *MY* story, not just the story of what ever protagonist the game has given me. I didn't capture a god, I didn't defeat some evil crime syndicate, I just had adventures with my pokemon and friends and helped bullied people come to their senses. Hundreds of people want to get badges and fight the E4, Arven did the research for the Herba Mystica, and I just happened to save a wounded creature that was super powerful AFTER I treated it with kindness (and sandwiches). I didn't go LOOKING for saving the world, and I didn't stop a death beam from destroying the planet, I just helped my friends. Okay, this went from Trans headcannons to gushing about the game, but this is what S/V has done for me, it was a game made *FOR ME* and people like me. I had fun, I caught cool and cute pets and made good friends. This is the best game I could have asked for. If I could draw worth a shit this is where I would post my art of my trainer and Meowscarade having a group shot with Nemona, Arven, and Penny with all of their team leads as well, but...I can't. I have the picture in my head though, and I hope I get to keep it there forever, because this game has made me cry, and it made me cry in the best way possible, out of pure love.

[anna-scribbles]

so this summer i am nannying a 5 year old who loves miraculous ladybug (my dream) & every day she asks if we can play ladybug and chat noir at the park. these are some comics based on our various games<3

[hinamie]

to moving forward

[shrekshugebadussy]

i don’t know how to put into words how i’m feeling other than depressed and grieving…

my mom wanted to go to the animal shelter today to look at a dog her and my brother were interested in. for some backstory: we had to put our dog down at the end of march of last year, so it’s been almost a year. we’ve had our dog, Racer, for 10years. my mom has been having a hard time with the recent holidays & so has my brother… but i’m not ready for another dog.

so yeah even tho we’ve talked as a family about it and i’ve expressed how much i am not ready for another dog, but if they are then i want them to be happy, but that i don’t want to be expected to be taking care of the dog, then by all means they get a dog. i’ll still love on it, but it won’t be my dog like how Squash is my cat.

anyhow, i woke up this morning and i probably should have just stayed home bcuz i was afraid i was going to break down while they were trying to look at this dog, but i wanted to be there with them and support them, and even see the dog myself bcuz ya know? maybe seeing in person might change my mind for the better? yeah no you can guess what happened.

i was able to hold off on falling tears at least until we got to see all the dogs they had at the shelter. i just started tearing up i couldn’t help it, and then ofc that’s when my mom started asking what our thoughts were and i couldn’t look at her bcuz i knew i’d be bawling if i did. but i couldn’t just ignore her either, so when she kept calling me i finally had to turn around and i couldn’t stop it. i broke down… i felt so bad i didn’t want my emotions to hold them back from being happy with a dog just bcuz i’m not ready, but i couldn’t control it. she asked what was wrong but even still i couldn’t just tell her that i didn’t want to be there anymore.

i had to step outside, and i hated that i had to walk in front of so many people there just to get outside while i was practically bawling. i felt so bad for them tho i was trying so hard to keep it together. we ended up going back inside and getting to interact with the puppy & yeah he was cute but i definitely did not connect with this dog, but my mom kinda did and my brother was more in the middle but saying yes, and the shelter doesn’t put holds on the pets so it was either we take him now or play with fate that he might still be there when we come back, so they kinda started going with taking him today.

ngl i was doing everything from breaking down again. i just really don’t want this but i don’t wanna be the one holding them back from this. but as my mom was going to start the paperwork, we started talking again, and they really started talking about how the house isn’t ready, how we need to set up the plan for introducing squash and the new dog, how much time we can spend at home thanks to our jobs and schedules, & that a puppy is much harder work…

turns out my brother thought he was ready for another dog but realized he kinda isn’t. and both my mom and bro also didn’t really connect with the dog either, so we didn’t get a dog today. and i’m a little selfishly (a lot actually) relieved. idk i just… this sucks

i just really miss racer

[spookyshorty]

was told that i didn’t have a gyno appointment despite me having a gyno appointment??? (they moved it without telling me)

[aseriesofunfortunatejan]

Oh GOOOOOOD abnormal cysts on my kidney is canon and the hospital staff is making me take another MRI appointment immediately without seeing my GP first. I don't want to do this anymore

[chloesimaginationthings]

Guilt will follow Michael in every FNAF universe..

[t-t-p-d]

i cannot fucking get over this like literally SUCH a stupid mistake in the exam that cost me so many marks.

[sadisthetic]

normal kid. normal amount of tears

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cropped in version so you can see his face and his goopy ghibli tears i had fun animating

[nikilaudas]

about to be like this in the bathroom at B B Kings

[gascreates]

a new star

[hinamie]

"I'll show you every day that choosing to live was worth it"

some of my favourite scenes from @hijinks-n-lowjinks' fic things i would miss from the other side . this fic tore my heart out fr but like in a good way and i wanted to pay it homage the only way i know how <3

[ajthecrocodile]

IT’S A RAINBOW OF BILLS! A BILLBOW! RGBILL!!!

The clip of Bill saying YELLOW was all over my FYP and it inspired me…

[spam-extemporal]

Dcxdp where Danny has been working with a hero team (did Bruce adopt him? Did he help the teen titans and got told to join them? Idk) for less than a year, maybe they knew eachother for longer, but Danny has been living with them for some months.

Now, I imagined this as a "Danny has to flee to a different dimension after a giw attack/reveal gone wrong" but it can work with other scenarios, the important thing is, death days are important for a ghost's wellbeing, but nobody knows/remembers Danny's deathday or that it's important to commemorate the dead. Maybe he hasn't told anyone yet cause he doesn't want to be a bother, or doesn't trust them enough yet.

So Danny takes the matter on his own hands, each year he goes to a quiet corner of the local graveyard, where he has a piece of marble and a small vase, he usually buys some flowers for his memorial grave and makes some fudge as an offering.

This year wasn't gonna be different, he told his team/family that he was gonna spend the day out, he chose an elegant but comfortable outfit, made some fudge, and saved it on the fridge with a note that said "phantom, do not eat".

The next part might work better with a young hero team, cause despite the note, someone took a bite of the fudge for breakfast.

Danny clearly gets mad, they didn't know, but they just ate an offering, a great offense to the dead it was offered to.

It all ends in a big fight, Danny doesn't want to admit that it was an offering for himself (it just hurts to admit that nobody remembers his death), and the other person thinks he's just having a tantrum over some fudge, like, c'mon, they can make you some if it's SO important to you 😒

And I don't know how to end it cause it came to me while falling asleep and don't remember more T-T

[diizi-dot-png]

the holy trinity