mentioned before I havent felt any tangible significant benefit from meds yet which is fine bc it takes a while to kick in but one small good thing i have noticed so far is even when I get little sleep I feel less tired when I wake up
I don't feel completely incapacitated and in need of being in bed all day, fighting off the urge to nap, to recharge.
I also 1. actually get "Sleepy" now... instead of just feeling very hollowly "Tired" and like i Should be going to bed to try to sleep even though I don't feel like it, because it's about time to be doing that I guess, leading to tossing and turning for 3 hrs before finally succumbing to sleep.
and 2. I actually doze off. Instead of forcing self to try and initiate sleep...this has only ever happened during my rare Naps where im so tired that sleep puts me down by force. Never in actual night time sleep setting... im like dropping my phone and struggling to stay awake sometimes now. At night!!!
None of this is in any of the results I've seen for the medication so i dont even care if its some weird placebo somehow 😭 im jst glad its happening
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WRITERS BLOCK …… DEFEATED!!!!!!!!!
SLEEP SCHEDULE…..OBLITERATED!!!!!!!
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>get home
>lay down
>take nap
>get up to do chore
>accidentally lay down again
>take nap
>get woken up for dance
>getting driven to dance
>take nap
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I was asleep for most of yesterday. and today as well. like I basically only woke up to eat, watch tv for a little bit, and then I fell asleep again. I'm so tired and dizzy.
I'm really hoping it'll be better tomorrow. I really gotta start/continue writing my thesis. 😭
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I present chapter 6, in which Javert confronts Valjean Madeleine with his suspicions.
this may be the shortest chapter so far, but it's also probably my favourite. it was just such an incredibly fun scene to write!! the dialogue was a blast! hope you enjoy
(if you're new here and interested in reading a canon-era valvert fic, you might like to start from the beginning)
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Did intend to draw but they made a guy that is so tired (me)
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ive done an insane amount of stuff in the last week. goodness gracious. all these high-effort tasks that ive been doing all day, in a row!!!!!!!! and i still have 2 days of assignments left but at least theyre just writing and editing and can be done in just one big sitting each...
i textured, added materials, lighted and rendered the room (first 3 images) in ONE DAY. i was up until 6 am. and that was after UV unwrapping every object for like 3 days straight.
the Fatalis drawing was done in 2 days. the Daydream sculpt was done in 4 days. this is a cry for help lmfao
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I rly try not to internalize all the terrible stuff happening bc it would drive me insane and I have to live my life but the supreme court ruling on a made up case against lgbt people rly got to me
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I should try and make a full reference for Ilia. Show his clothes and stuff. Possibly work on his curse-looking design (wish I was better at curse designs, mine always look off >:0 just need to practice lol)
[oh! Also still doing that OC outfit request thing now that I think of it! Will try to do that when I get home!]
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I don’t know how I’m going to survive Scotland.
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