Proud of you for pushing through this time of year! You can make it! And that's so exciting to be moving in 😍😍 I just this week bought plane tickets to America to visit my girlfriend in May 🥰 Sounds like a good month.
yooooo congrats on getting to see your girlfriend!! thats super awesome, im so happy for you!! i hope you guys have a lovely time!
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hi. i don't really have anyone to approach about this. no one safe at least. i've been struggling with this for a couple years already. already sent this in a couple other blogs.
i experience dissociative disorders, specifically depersonalization, but as far as *i* know, i'm not plural. but i've been suspecting for a while i may experience plurality in some way. i just feel like i'm in a constant state of identity crisis among other stuff i won't get too deep into. but i have no idea if i'm just feeling this way because i depersonalize or what. i'm not about to ask you to diagnose me obviously that'd be ridiculous.
what's i've been going thru thats making me feel this way is that i never feel permanent. like i never have a clear sense of my identity or who i am at the moment. this even affects my friendships and work life.
i've been looking into p-did for a couple years. but of course dont want to end up being "wrong" and then getting in trouble for faking or anything. what makes it so hard is that i also have h-bpd and other mental illness like psychosis that make it impossible to tell. i guess i just want to know, do you have any advice for figuring things out? or how to "tell"?? i don't know?? i really do want to just take the first step into figuring things out but i have no clue how. even if i do end up not being plural.
thanks and sorry.
Hello there! It's okay to send this ask! I'm very proud of you for talking about this, handling this subject can be very hard.
Figuring out possible plurality is different for everyone, so my advice would be to keep note on things if you can whether its about your day, how you feel, etc
Sometimes asking questions to refill over and over (on separate areas so you don't copy down the same thing) to compare in the future can help from my experience
Checking other system spaces and seeing how they've figured it out and their experiences may help!
Not every system works the same, but there are some similarities when it comes to symptoms
If you are able to and in a safe place to I suggest going to a professional about the issue (especially if they specialize in plural patients)
Even if you don't end up being plural that's okay, if you do think you're plural and end up being wrong that's also okay, exploring yourself and figuring out your mental is important!
I wish you the best when it comes to figuring out things :)
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Remember the time when I was trying to made stardew valley mode? I give up 📑 because I not the best coder haha, so here are the sprites that I made!
(Maybe I'll return to this mod in the summer? Not sure haha)
Why not you know(?)
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something something puss trying to outrun the literal personification of death for the whole movie whilst perrito walks around always wearing the sock his family literally tried to drown him in as a sweater, something something accepting that life is short and literally growing into your own mortality and making the most out of the hand youve been dealt
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