#I would write a ton in my tags but

[kizykoolors]

FINALLY, AFTER A TON OF SKETCHES and procastinating

My designs of Apollo and Hermes are finally complete!! Their designs were highly inspired by Wolfythewitch, Aniflamma ans Gigizets (i don't wanna ping them for this hajsva) and I am VERY proud of them, i didn't imagine myself to make designs like these and woah! I actually did manage to make banger designs!! :DDD

[burningcheese-merchant]

The relationship between Burning spice and Pepper Jack reminds me terribly of the relationship between CrowFeather and Breezepelt

of warrior cats

you just inspired by them?

Oh my God... Jesus, Mary and Joseph... Warrior Cats........ Got sent back in time like 15 years with this ask. I feel so old right now.... Live footage here

No actually, I wasn't thinking of Crowfeather and Breezepelt 😅😅😅 in all honesty I've been taking a lot of inspiration for Burning Spice and Pepper Jack's relationship from Kratos and Atreus from God of War (4 and 5). The sort of redemption arc/change of heart and post-redemption attitude/behavior I gave Spice in my canon bears a bit of resemblance to how Kratos behaves in GoW, and while I was imagining his relationship with Jack I remembered what Kratos goes through with his own son and realized I could maybe learn from that and see how I could make my version work with these two characters instead. Former mass-murdering, vengeful lunatic who's calmed down and realized the error of his ways and is just trying to carve out a decent life with his new family, having some issues connecting with his son because they're so different from each other in so many ways, and also because the father is hiding the truth of his dark past out of shame and fear of what the son will say and think. (Obviously I don't want to just straight up rip off GoW, just take inspiration haha. I think I've made my own take unique enough that I don't have to worry about it much)

I do want to draw Spice and Jack dressed up as Kratos and Atreus one of these days though :P maybe for Halloween or something. Gonna title it "God of Destruction" instead of God of War. It'll be cool I promise

... Chat, should I try to depict the family as cats from Warrior Cats now? I'm getting hit with nostalgia so fucking hard rn

[beetlethebug]

just got the tavern story about who would make the best frog and you know. you know that olric would be the best frog. and you also know that he would would go up to march with his big ol' eyes, 100% believing in the possibility of being turned into a frog, and go, "would you love me as a frog, bro?" and of course march would say yes. and because he's a nerd, he'd add, "no one would build you a terrarium like i would. you deserve the best. even if you were a frog." and you can bet your ass the next time that olric is (accidentally) snooping in March's room there are blueprints for the sickest frog terrarium the likes of which you've never seen. because march doesn't do anything by halfs (especially when it comes to Olric).

[tennessoui]

✨important ko-fi update✨

i figured out how to fix my ko-fi unsubscribing problem without deleting my whole acocunt (i just went through and unsubscribed everyone who was still subscribed and then turned off the option to be a monthly supporter 🎉 )

(it turns out it was a very easy fix/answer to the dilemma i was having lol - there was even an official walkthrough from ko-fi)

so!! instead of just deleting my account completely, i've gone and made all the stories there public, so everyone can read them if they'd like! the links to the google docs where the fics are are in the summaries of the posts in the gallery tab of my ko-fi. they vary from familiar aus we've talked about on tumblr (like wine party au and divorce lawyer au) to aus that have fics on ao3 (like pbatmb & stacy's mom au) to aus that i created really just for ko-fi (like jedi healer anakin au & mermay au)

when i get around to posting the fics on ao3 from ko-fi (sometime in 2025, depending on my serotonin levels), i'll delete the fic from the gallery. but this way people who had access before because they were supporters get to keep their access even after their subscriptions expire!! and folks who do want to read the stories but couldn't because of budget get them too 😊

[vulpinesaint]

I really like your writing style. Do you have any literature you can share that you use as inspo?

going to start by disclaiming that from a specifically stylistic approach, i don't know if i have any writers that are distinctly similar. i do have writers that i find inspiring, though! if none of these are helpful for style, i hope they can inspire you in the same way that they make me aspire to achieve fantastic things with my writing :) i am always a poet first and foremost, whether it's poetry or prose (which is often just poetry hiding in a longer form), so most of my recommendations are poems; i have a few books at the end, though, just in case. everything that i link here should be free to access!

i am like 90% sure that anyone seeing this will already know that i keep all my poetry over at @trickstersaint, but just in case you're coming direct from a quiz, that's the place to read more of my writing! now. onto my list of a bunch of other trans poets with tumblr platforms 🖤

keaton st. james (@boykeats), i think, was the first modern poet that i really found and loved. stumbling across some of his dictionary poems as a younger poet was so revolutionary to me, and reading his poetry changed the way that i thought about and approached poetry as a whole. inspiration in the way of seeing the things that someone can do with poetry. opening up all the limits. this is what every good poem will do for you a little bit, i think, but keaton st. james is always my first recommendation for a modern poet. highly recommend his collections growth and light (i personally really love light. guy who is normal about religion voice) and rural boys watch the apocalypse is to me what that one richard siken poem about being in a car with a beautiful boy is to everyone else haha

other poets whose work i really enjoy and admire include silas denver melvin (@sweatermuppet) and dante émile (@orpheuslament)! recommending the poems an impractical marvel and dioscuri from them, respectively. sweatermuppet also has a full collection called grit, and orpheuslament has one called misplaced organs and various saints (this particular one isn't free but linking it here!) :)

my favorite poem since high school has been gravity by maura o'connor. life-changing. that poem is just like me for real.

for more of a narrative style, if you've read + liked my piece aromanticism, i definitely recommend with those we love alive by porpentine! really gorgeous twine piece with a kind of mysticism to it that could definitely tie back into the kind of stuff you'd see in my little quizzes too :)

if you're looking for actual literature-as-in-books, i can point you towards our wives under the sea by julia armfield and white is for witching by helen oyeyemi. both are novels that i've enjoyed for their kind of eclectic and poetic writing recently! i will also take any chance to recommend my favorite book, which is the hours by michael cunningham; regardless of similarity or inspiration, i find the writing of this book gorgeous and heartbreaking and i think it scrapes at the human condition in a way that draws blood. gently. if you know what i mean.

i hope this was helpful! i constantly feel as if i don't read enough poetry so if anyone has any suggestions they want to give me. i am more than happy to hear them <3 happy reading everybody!

[local-crying-boy]

𝕃𝕚𝕟𝕜 ℂ𝕝𝕚𝕔𝕜

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𝕆𝕦𝕣𝕤

𝙿𝚊𝚒𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐: 𝚕𝚒𝚞 𝚡𝚒𝚊𝚘 𝚡 𝚅𝚎𝚒𝚗 𝚡 𝙵𝚎𝚖!𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛

𝙶𝚎𝚗𝚛𝚎: 𝚜𝚖𝚞𝚝 𝚗𝚘 𝚙𝚕𝚘𝚝

𝚆𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜: 𝚜𝚖𝚞𝚝 𝚗𝚘 𝚙𝚕𝚘𝚝, 𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚙𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚜𝚖𝚞𝚝, 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝙽𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝚎𝚕𝚜𝚎 (𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚖𝚎!)

𝚆𝚘𝚛𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚝: 860

𝙰/𝚗: 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚊 𝚛𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚒𝚝, 𝚜𝚘…. 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚒𝚜, 𝙸 𝚐𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚜…

𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚝𝚠𝚘 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚎𝚎 𝙿𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚞𝚛

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All that could be heard in the room was moans, pants and whines. It had been a while since the three of you paused your actions, not wanting to cease from being this close together.

Liu Xiao was behind you, thrusting up into you with the his hard, throbbing cock, while Vein was straddling you, groping your breasts and kissing your neck, your jaw, your collarbone, anywhere his wet lips could find.

"Oh, shit-" You breathed out once Vein's lips moved away from yours and travelled down your jaw to your neck to your collarbone for the umpteenth time.

Liu Xiao's cock was hitting all the correct places, making your legs squirm and quiver as noises of all sorts escaped your trembling, supple lips. When the three of you had started this love-making, you were able to form sentences, but now you could only manage out a handful of words before letting out a load moan from the two men you were sandwiched between.

Vein's mouth found it's way to your ear, his smooth voice sending butterflies to your stomach. "You're taking it so well."

"Being so good for us, hm?" Liu Xiao joined in, his head leaning towards your other ear, a low groan escaping his own lips when his hard member twitched inside of your soaked pussy.

"M-mhm..." You could only hum out, your head falling back against the blue haired man's chest, head tilting so far up that his lips could reach down to kiss your neck.

Your hands grasped tightly onto the redhead's arms, since they were the closest things you could grab while his hands were so firmly holding onto your plump thighs, when you felt Liu Xiao's cock hit so deep inside of your entrance you couldn't help but cry out.

Vein only cooed in response, his lips moving down to kiss your your chest, only parting for a moment to speak. "Oh, you like that, hm? Like the way he's fucking you, yeah?"

You quickly nodded in response, panting and whining as you tried to grind down into the man beneath you to further feel that satisfactory sensation. Your action only elicited a chuckle from the navy haired man that continued his relentless thrusting inside of you.

"You needy, needy girl." He whispered, thrusting particularly hard inside of you, "You just can't enough, can you?"

"Of course she can't." The redhead teased, his gaze not faltering from your figure, "All she can do is take and take and take."

Liu Xiao tutted, his head shaking slow, his teeth pulling softly on your earlobe before his lips attacked the side of your jaw. "Naughty, aren't you? Taking without giving anything to us, but I could say you're giving us the pleasure at looking at your pretty face while taking my cock..."

"Oh, that is a gift in itself." Vein muttered with a growl escaping from his throat.

This was a familiar scenario, the both of them touching you, kissing you, pleasuring you to a point where you could barely even formulate a thought. All you knew was Liu Xiao and Vein, all you knew was that they were pushed up against you, filling you up, and they weren't going to stop until they were satisfied in their use of you.

God, they could keep like this for hours if they really wanted to, if they really thought that they weren't getting enough out of this, or you, for that matter. If they hadn't thought you were fucked out your brain enough, they keep pounding into you until the only names you knew were theirs, until you could barely think, talk, or walk.

It wasn't long before that familiar knot appeared in your lower stomach, threatening to burst more and more every time Liu Xiao delved in cock so deep inside of you, you were sure it was visible in your stomach.

Liu Xiao could feel as your pussy tightened around his cock, almost sending him over the edge if he didn't have a single ounce of self-control. "You gonna cum, pretty girl?"

"Go on." Vein encouraged, his fingers pinching and rubbing your nipples to give you that extra stimulation. "Go on, cum for us."

Liu Xiao gave one final, hard thrust inside of you, the dam breaking as your sticky substance covered Liu Xiao's cock, slowly starting to spill on the white sheets (eventually making a big grey spot where you laid), and soon over Vein's lower body.

"Yeah, that's it." Vein uttered, a low groan escaping his lips as he watched you writhe under him, even as Liu Xiao helped you ride through your orgasm.

You started to relax after some long moments, Liu Xiao's movements stilling for a few seconds so that you could slowly catch your breath. They could tell that you seemed to get acquaintance with the fact that they were happy with this one orgasm, but both men smirked in response to your blissful face.

Liu Xiao let out a low laugh, his hand running up your thigh to feel the mess you made. "Don't get too relaxed now, love."

"You don't think we're done with you now, right?" The redhead asked, his head tilting as he looked up at you. "You haven't come undone around my cock yet."

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Masterlist

[morelikesin]

I could be finishing up art projects, or even writing my book! Maybe take some photography shots I need for said book - man, so many things I could be working on for my passion proj

Aaaaaand I'm playing Morrowind again. Slay action

[eosofspades]

i really am starting to suspect that my roommate and i are NOT nearly as close to being in the same economic bracket as i truly believed we were. like i thought her family might be MORE poor than mine but then she buys things just because she wants them with no anxiety or deliberation and i'm like what the fuck are you doing and she's like i'm doing normal shopping what are YOU talking about

[novelconcepts]

The fucking choking noise I made when I tuned into a podcast for my run and heard a recent favorite actor go, “I’m still on Tumblr, don’t tell anyone.”

[volfoss]

Long time no faceup...

Under the cut cause my number 1 hobby with doll faceups is to talk 700 years about the process and well. I was talking a LOT this time around lol

I am so kind of notoriously bad at not finishing a doll. Like ridiculously so. In my defense with this doll- his face sculpt was SO ridiculously out of my comfort zone (I usually have more cartoonish dolls > realistic) and he was massive (and his body had a lot of mods that I in turn wanted to modify) (on top of my pain increasing a lot which caused me to not be able to work on projects often the last year or two). I would have kept his faceup if it wasn't scratched badly in certain places but, here's the before (blank, I am NOT showing how bad my previous faceup attempts are..it's bad) and then I'll get into processes and such!

[ID: A large ball jointed doll sitting up. His face is blank with no eyes or wig and his body has multiple sculpted blue sections on it. A cat is sniffing his shoulder. /End ID]

The mod work was easy (thankfully! Pin that says I ❤️ my dremel) but I am not done with that so I will be focusing on his face! I watched a lot of realistic faceup tutorials and came away with a few takeaways:

1. Watercolors and a skinny nail brush WILL be your best friend. Also water in general to fix the mistakes

2. Take your time <- you'd think this was obvious but I'm soooo bad at rushing a faceup ok. I'm so bad at slowing down

3. Pastel before watercolor makes it go on smoother (the vid recommended using white which worked well bc this boy is very pale lmao)

4. Be brave and get the worst bit done first so if you fuck it up it's no big deal

So, with that knowledge I began sealing the head (was doing him along w 2 other heads Ive been putting off) and that was when the trouble started. I use sponge on sealant (liquitex matte varnish. Works like a dream always and no respiratory gear or weather conditions needed) but it was applying glossy. I assumed it was too cold in my room and after a few layers of hoping that would fix it, it didn't! Thankfully it had happened to me before and I shook it up VERY aggressively (like 1-2 minutes of shaking) and it went on fine minus some exaggerated texture on the resin from the few bad layers. Now this is one of the issues w this method, the other is it can trap dust/hair or whatever in there (you can easily pick it out if you notice it before it dries tho). These are both pros for me, I like when the doll looks more textured skin wise (realistic) and if I'm getting a little too lost on what direction to take the head, the dust or hair can make moles, freckles, or even scars! Prefacing all of that with the sealant was kicking my ASS and I was fighting for my life, which wasn't giving me much hope when this was a faceup style greatly out of my comfort zone and skill set, so it was just really a bad start. Also important to note that I did like absolutely no mockups for this which I usually do. I did a very vague basic realistic faceup and that was it, which was not really setting myself up for success, one may say.

But, somehow, the first layer was ok! I put white pastel down under the eye, around the eyebrow placement and then after some mishaps with the watercolor on the brows, I went to my old tactic. Usually with brows, I lay a layer or two down of pastel (FAR lighter than I want the brows to be) to kind of carve a rough shape out because I'm so atrocious at getting them even (like to a comical level. The amount of times I've had to redo a full brow to match the other makes this be my default method bc I'm SO bad at them).

I did one layer of that, and then decided I would try again with the watercolor. I don't want him to have super obvious eyeliner or anything (statements I've never said before. I have dolls where the liner covers the entire eyelid, I love a big eyeliner) so I just did the top waterline in a dark brown watercolor on a skinny nail art brush. This went... Suspiciously well? To the point where I just decided hey, we're going in and doing the eyelashes on the same layer.

Eyelashes are another point I'm so bad at, to the point where of all of my dolls I've painted, I've done bottom eyelashes 2x like ever. 3 at most. I remembered the tips from the video (not too much water but not too much paint, steady your hand, take it slow, and not doing just straight lines (hard to do that because I default to that often lol)) and just dove in.

The first eye went so well that I just went right into the second one and it was so much less bad than I thought it would be. It's crazy that practice and research helps? After that dried, I mixed pink and peach acrylic paints together to paint the lower waterline, and after THAT dried, I covered the bottom lashes with the same white pastel. It muted it a lot but the main thing I've learned working with this sealant method is that it WILL take stuff off. So in theory, I hoped that it would take the white pastel off and not fade my very painstakingly painted eyelashes.

Somehow it did work (thank you makeup knowledge or something) and the first layer was done. It felt SO wrong to have a first layer with NO blush???? Like absolutely makes no sense to my brain but it was so relieving to be done with the worst parts (minus the brows. I was not looking forward to those).

[ID: A three quarter view of the doll head shown above. Instead of being blank, it has very faint blonde eyebrows and dark brown lower eyelashes. /End ID]

This is the time in which I admit that I was wrong that it was so bad to do a realistic faceup (which could easily change when I do the blushing, you do not want to see the 80s blush situation I had on the first faceup attempt), as having the brow bones so prominent made the painting so much easier. I was very mad about this as this is my first proper* attempt at this sort of faceup and it was going so well (* proper meaning I actually attempted to adapt my style to the sculpt instead of putting my usual methods to use here on a head of a different style). Honestly I just kind of locked into the brows, and since my brush is a nail brush, there's a little ball stylus (I think that's what it's called? Dotting tool may also be what it's called) so when I messed up, I got that wet and very gently cleaned it up, dabbing the excess water/paint with my finger. This was SO much less painful than using acrylic paint on brows (that is MISERABLE to remove if you fuck up with black acrylic. That does not budge ever) or using watercolor pencils (like with doing my own eyeliner, I do much better with a brush than pencil).

Genuinely never will go back to using a different material for doing the brow strokes, this was such a breeze. Even getting it even wasn't too bad, I just cleaned the brows up with that same technique until I got it close enough. While I was waiting for that to dry, I used the same dark brown (I have a very small watercolor palette and no clue how to blend it lol, so I just used the same color this whole faceup so far) and same brush to add some paint to the eye crease to add some more dimension to the face. While that was drying, it started to bother me that all the dust was just not covered up, because my brain is used to when I break the paint out, I'm nearly done with the faceup, so it should be covered and cleaner by now. Which honestly I'm glad I did! It looks a lot better with most of it covered, although I do still.plan on doing a scar from the left eyebrow up to the forehead as well as others on the forehead but those are 3d sculpt projects and not flat paint projects (I use Elmer's glue to build it up and then blush/paint over top) so it is not my problem now lol.

[ID: A front facing picture of the head above. The head has dark brown curved eyebrows, moles dotted at random around the face, and the eye crease is filled in with dark brown. /End ID]

As if this project wasn't driving me crazy with stress enough, when I powdered the brows, one of them just didn't get as powdered as the other and so when I applied the sealant, about half the brow came away with it! Absolutely devastating but it is just the nature of water colors and liquid sealant! The next layer now had to include a patch job on the brow, as well as blushing (or if I was a little smarter, one layer for the brow repair, seal again, and a layer for the blushing so I didn't mess it up again!). It was such an incredibly frustrating set back especially with how long it took me to do the brows initially.

At THIS point, I was so relieved I had done a mockup digitally (even if not super accurate to what I ended up going with) because thinking of doing the blushing the next layer did make me want to cry a little bit for a couple reasons (on top of the already immense frustrations that sealing the brows on the start of day 2 brought).

As I said earlier, very different head type than what I usually do (usually can just slap some pink on the cheeks, brown elsewhere etc), but the bigger issue was how pale he is. I find it a billion times easier to paint a yellowed doll or a doll with darker resin (I am SO excited to get to my Dong next (his resin is so pretty (and has been really fun to work on while I was in white boy shading hell)) than a white unyellowed doll. If you know color theory or like any makeup at all, paler skin makes things show up so much brighter, which is a pain in the ass when you're trying to make a doll not look like they have clown makeup on with the blush alone. And with how sculpted his face is, I had to place the blush just right to get it to look ok, as well as somehow get the shading to look clean and decent.

I used a combination of a brush directly against the pastel and shavings and slowly built up some flush to the cheeks and shading around the nose.

[ID: The same doll head as above, but with a more peach color to the lips and cheeks, with slight definition around the sides of the nose bridge. /End ID]

I added the tiniest bit more blushing (my favorite hobby is procrastinating sealing. #1 thing ever) and then felt really unsure if I was somewhat close to being done or not, so decided to try it on his body with random eyes and wig to see what else needed to be there, which confirmed a couple things!

[ID: The same head as before, now shown on a seated large ball jointed doll body. He has a long lilac center part straight wig on and dark eyes. There is a doll to the left and right of him./End ID]

The first thing was somehow ALL of the messy forehead was covered by the wig, which was such a relief in of itself. The second thing was all of the blushing looked really good and natural which was such a big relief honestly.

He really just looked like some guy which was very funny as I really um don't have any dolls in my collection that have a normal faceup (guy addicted to getting too silly with it voice: Well surely getting MORE goofy won't hurt! I think the closest to a normal guy would be Theo? Cordelia perhaps too but she's also so pink lmao) and look like just a guy that you could find at a gas station. This will probably not last as I wanted to turn the forehead marks into silvery scars (I feel we could get a little silly with it and have it be magical or something like that, provides the scars look ok lmao. Future me's problem). I definitely need to add some more shading under his eyes (under eye bags are PERFECT when his eye bags are actually sculpted, I'm not used to that on a sculpt lol), accents to the lips (MAY do lip lines. May just add more color. No one ever knows what my go to is with lips because I hate doing them), add highlights (and maybe use some pearl x powder on the eyelid area... I kind of want him to look MOSTLY natural but I cannot lie, the lure of men with eyeshadow. It's a slippery slope) and mess with his eyes a bit as he looks really good with that purple wig, so I'd like to use colors that coordinate with that if possible (same with the eyes probably?). All in all, this was a lot of work for a low energy day and I feel I'm entering the home stretch a bit!

Day three, and despite how horrendous I was feeling like the entire day, I locked in and got a lot done!

[ID: The same head as above, with silver scarring on the forehead and nose and slightly more pigment on the lips. /end ID]

In pictures the scars look a LOT like leeches to me but it's ok or something. I wanted to do silver as I felt it would be fun to do a more magical twist with the characters and having some funky colored scars would work with that! I started with a layer of light grey paint and Elmer's glue mixed together, then added layers of a silver paint with the glue until it was more pronounced from the resin, how a scar would be, and then shaded with watercolors (before then adding the blushing to make it look like actual scars instead of weird metal globs). Honestly I really liked how the eyebrow and nose ones came out but the forehead ones were more of a cover up job rather than where I wanted to place them, so they may get adjusted later.

Other than that, I started work on his eyes (and most of the day was laying in bed in pain so I didn't get a ton done sadly)! It's not very visible in photos but I also used a glittery powder (pearl ex) on the eyelids to add some sparkle.

All that was left is a bit of scar work, figuring out if I'm going to do lines on the lips (my worst debate always tbh, I feel they rarely look good with my faceup style and are often a pain in my ass), finish the eyes (admittedly this is just because I'm very slow with it as I don't really like working with the resin a ton), and gloss the areas that need it. There is definitely a chance I remove the forehead scarring (the great part about it all being glue is well. It removes easily) and do something different there that's a bit bigger and less small blobs but that is tomorrow's problem. Honestly really excited about the eyes, they look REALLY good from when I've tried them in!

I then proceeded to procrastinate for about a week maybe (time is odd for me rn) because I was so unsure about the forehead scarring but when I picked it back up, I did the finishing touches I planned on here and then wrapped his eyes up and he's done! 2 heads to go (sadly. I'm so scared doing them to be honest cause it's so much work always) but very happy with him!

[ID: The head shown previously, but on his body. His lips and scars are now glossy, he has eyes with a dark blue sclera and bright purple glittery iris in, and is wearing a long straight lavender wig. His body is wearing a teal and purple camo shirt that is tight fitting. The doll is sitting between two other dolls on a shelf. /End ID]

[evilbitchartist]

continuing off of the leon game idea a bunch of art/rp blogs of those guys™ (leon, sonia, nessa, raihan, piers, etc. etc.) talking about their gym challenge, taking pictures of themselves winning (or. mostly losing) battles, and just like interacting with each other would also be awesome. and could actually happen

[local-crying-boy]

𝕃𝕚𝕟𝕜 ℂ𝕝𝕚𝕔𝕜

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𝕆𝕦𝕣𝕤 𝕡𝕥.3

𝙿𝚊𝚒𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐: 𝚕𝚒𝚞 𝚡𝚒𝚊𝚘 𝚡 𝙹𝚊𝚎 𝙻𝚎𝚎 𝚡 𝚅𝚎𝚒𝚗 𝚡 𝙵𝚎𝚖!𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛

𝙶𝚎𝚗𝚛𝚎: 𝚜𝚖𝚞𝚝 𝚗𝚘 𝚙𝚕𝚘𝚝

𝚆𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜: 𝚜𝚖𝚞𝚝 𝚗𝚘 𝚙𝚕𝚘𝚝, 𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚙𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚜𝚖𝚞𝚝, 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝙽𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝚎𝚕𝚜𝚎 (𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚖𝚎!)

𝚆𝚘𝚛𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚝: 1.1𝚔

𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚝𝚠𝚘 𝙿𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚞𝚛

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Jae Lee didn't take much convincing to be beckoned into the room with you, Vein and Liu Xiao. He'd had a liking towards you that everyone one could see, but never acted upon it. Then, Vein and Liu Xiao figured that they had no argument against letting the man fuck you here and there.

Liu Xiao decided to let Jae Lee take his place, where he went was the last thing that you had your mind. You didn't even have time to question what he was doing, or where he was going, before Jae Lee came swiftly over to you.

He was gentle, more gentle than you had initially expected. His lips pressed against your neck and all the way down from your chest to your stomach to your thighs.

It was soft, and slow, and perfect and everything you could have asked for, really.

You couldn’t help but squirm and whine under the soothing kisses of Jae Lee, breath hitching countless times as your head leaned back into Vein’s shoulder - who refused to let Jae Lee to be the only one touching you.

Jae Lee's mouth trailed hot kisses on your inner thighs, heavy breath not only escaping your lips, but his as well. He seemed to take pleasure in bathing in your warmth, kissing and nipping wherever he could. He was so incredibly close to where you wanted him, where you needed him, despite having gone through two orgasms already.

He knew that he could easily slip in a finger or two, hell, maybe even three, from the slick that oozed out of your spent pussy, but he resisted. He wanted to take his time, especially since this was the first time he was able to touch you, taste you, pleasure you.

"Jae Lee..." You breathed out, voice wavering as your eyes finally casting downwards to gaze upon what the dark-blued haired man was doing.

"You should stop teasing our girl." Vein said with a chuckle, his own lips attacking your lips as they had numerous times before, "She's already so, so spent."

Jae Lee let out a little hum, pulling his lips away from your thighs, taking a good look at your soaking pussy before leaning in with his mouth agape.

God, how it felt. He was slow at first, only giving you gentle kisses and soft licks across the slit of your entrance. His hands running up your thighs only adding to the shivers that were sent down your spine. His breath began to grow heavier, groans being muffled by your folds as he only pushed his face further against your pussy, nose pressing up against your clot in the perfect way.

You couldn’t help but roll your eyes back, back arching up to a point where Vein had to press his large hands over your abdomen to keep you firmly against his chest.

You barely even registered the encouragement from Vein in your ear, whether it was for you or Jae Lee (or even for both of you), you couldn’t hear a word of what he was saying. His smooth voice, easily drowned out by your moans and the barely audible sounds that Jae Lee was admitting from all the way down by your legs.

It felt like bliss, heaven, almost. A type of treatment that you ever got on a rare occurrence in comparison to the rough, teasing treatment that Liu Xiao and Vein gave you continuously.

“Oh,” you breathed out, your eyes closing in complete ecstasy, your breath wavering as you as you breathed in. “…oh.”

You could feel the red haired man’s hands run up your sides, hands fondling your breasts as he licked, nipped and kissed your neck and the back of your ear.

“That’s it.” Vein mused in your ear, moving his nose to your hair as Jae Lee got faster with his licks, his tongue noticeably licking another long stripe in between your folds. “That’s it, moan for us…”

Your vision blurred for a few moments, tears prickling in the corner of your eyes as you tried to focus on your surroundings, but ultimately failing to do so.

You didn’t even realise that the tears spilled ever so gradually until Vein pointed it out, one his hands moving away from your breast to wipe away the stray tears that rolled down your cheeks. “Crying from such a simple thing?”

You shook your head quicky, but there was no denying the thing that you could feel and what Vein could see, oh, so clearly. But the action only caused Vein to let out another laugh, shaking his head slowly.

"Notice the shaking?" Vein asked, his hand moving away from your cheek and meeting the back of Jae Lee's head, "She's gonna cum soon, you better make it worth it."

With that simple warning, you felt s Jae Lee got a little more confident with how his tongue worked inside of you, how, almost, cocky he got with it. He was prideful, of course, he was able to make you get close without really having to do much. Though, you supposed, he and Vein and Liu Xiao to thank for making you cum two time before Jae Lee even showed up.

Your legs started to tense and quiver as you felt that familiar knot in your lower stomach, your breath hitched as broken curses escaped your lips. You screwed your eyes shut in hopes to make the aching pleasure fade away into pleasure alone, as if it would bring your climax closer, faster.

Nevertheless, you gasped out when Jae Lee quickly grabbed your thighs tightly, swiftly shifted so that they were elevated upwards and resting on his shoulders. You threw your head back, letting out a loud moan when he started to lick against the same damn good spot over and over and over.

You got what you had wanted, a release, one that came as fast as you wanted it - as you needed it. You shivered under Jae Lee's oral attacks, eyes rolling back as your back arched. You had no doubt that your essence was covering the man's lower face, not like he minded it of course.

You were right, of course. When Jae Lee's lips parted from your spent pussy, you saw how your cum coated his lips and chin, some even getting on the tip of his nose. Your heart fluttered at the sight alone, a blush creeping up your face when you realised that you were starting to see Jae Lee in a different light.

Your attention was pulled away when you heard a well missed voice, Liu Xiao. "Seems like you three had fun."

"You have no idea." Vein chuckled out, causing the man between your legs to look over his shoulder at to the third man.

Liu Xiao leaned against the door frame with a grin creeping across his face, arms crossed. "Oh, believe me, I have some idea."

But he soon shook his head, motioning with a hand, "Come on, I've drawn a bath for our lovely girl here. I think it's time she gets taken care of in a different way."

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Masterlist

[missingn000]

Numbers 2, 9, 12, and 14 for the fanfiction author asks

9. Biggest pet peeve while writing?

ohh man. i feel like i don't say this a ton, since it's kind of insane for someone who's written almost if not over a million words since 2020, but i don't actually....like writing. i love having written something i'm proud of, so it's more than worth it, but the actual process of writing itself can really suck sometimes. i'd say the thing that annoys me most is writing prose -- i adore and am proud of my writing style, but it's a total bitch to actually write. biggest pet peeve is def when my brain is like "if i can't think of a gorgeous metaphor for this one sentence it means i've forgotten how to write." yeah

12. First ever fic written?

first fic ever or first fic on ao3? my first fic on ao3 is a bsd oneshot i haven't read since i posted it (i don't even wanna know how bad it is...) but the first fic i ever wrote was probably a catcher in the rye self-insert i wrote back in high school. don't....don't ask

14. First fandom you ever wrote fanfiction for?

the first fandom i wrote real fanfiction for was naruto back in late 2019, but i never wrote anything complete enough to post. naruto was my first real fandom experience, and fun fact -- my online nickname "chi" comes from "chidori," which was one of the words in my naruto fandom acc username and sasuke's signature attack. my villain origin story, truly

thanks for asking!!!

[ranger-kellyn]

FINALLY got the face angle right ;v;

[burinazar]

It's a bit funny that to parts of my circles I'm 'the fandom one'/'the fanfic one'/'the shipping one' as the person they know most prominently into such things

because as much as i love writing my fics and shipping my ships my interest in both of those things is, I think, very narrow and specific compared to most people who are into them? due to my habits being like. very particular

[jinxofthedesert]

To all wanting an update: I am hoping to get chapter 29 of Carve My Name Into Your Skin out next month. I was really hoping to make it for January but I just haven't had the time.

To those who are unaware, I began my Masters Program at the start of Jan and that is literally all I've been doing. It doesn't leave my mind with much clarity afterward, so the writing has been incredibly slow.

Ironically the chapter is getting long despite this as I've been working on it when I can. I was hoping there would be a place to break it off, as I've done with the last few chapters concerning the scene with Thorfinn and Bjorn. Make it a 4 part, instead of my planned 3 part. But there has been no good spot to end the chapter, unless I did it mid-dialogue which isn't something I want to do.

Currently the chapter is sitting at 18k, very close to 19k honestly. I have a possible place I could break it off a bit further from where I am and end the chapter early since the conversation will be switching but . . . we shall see. That would be great.

Either way, thought I'd let you all know! Wishing you all a fantastic rest of your weekend and a good luck to the start of your week. You got this~