#I’m just a girl

[roseforviolet]

[sweettestdoll]

[ninarexic]

[delicatedisaster777]

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[modawg]

i wrote this so long ago but fully forgot abt it in my notes app like the menace i am so here you go

i believe i wrote this sometime after this post so context is sally is an amazing mom and percy having a really bad night terrors resulting in a panic attack

Sally joins him on the floor, with the lights now on he knows the shadows were from the jacket on the door, the chair at his desk, and other mess scattered in his room. He feels numb, exhausted, his hands still shaking where his mom is now holding them. All he can do is stare down at them, feel the slow circles massaged into his palms. His hands are calloused, clammy with sweat, his cuticles torn from an anxious night, hers are soft, wrinkled with age, yet solid and heavy in his. An anchor.

She drops her head to look at his face, releasing one of his hands to cup his chin.

He can barely even look her in the eye. It’s too much, she looks so sad. So lost. She pulls him to her chest, her arms wrapped around him like armor made of celestial bronze, imperial gold. He can hear her heartbeat like this, it’s calm, and it reminds him of when he was very young. When Gabe would be crashing around the house and he would tremble, shaking with the shelves, when she would hold him tight like this and tell him that nothing could hurt him. That she was there.

He takes a shuddering breath.

“Oh, baby,” sally says holding him close, stroking his hair. He can tell in her voice that she’s near tears. Her voice trickling off at the end, a frown deep in her lips.

“What happened?” and he can’t even tell her, all he can do is cry. Cry, and cry, and cry.

i feel like percy’s nightmares or panic attacks or literally anything would be pretty violent like i think back to when he was in the labyrinth and he had that dream abt nico and he exploded that water fountain bc he was so stressed like i could imagine sally and paul waking up not from screams but from a leak in their ceiling

or when they get to his room he’s already in a fighting stance maybe he has riptide already in sword form so they have to talk him out of it from the doorway rather then his bedside

they know he wouldn’t hurt them they know

[franksthoughtdaughter]

Give me an inch and I will go a mile mf

[beauty1sempty]

a reply to an old comment of mine on pinterest that i love

[h3rania]

when you taste self-isolation again and realize that you've been forcing yourself to socialize but the problem is that you want to bed rot 24/7

[ohbelladonnamoon]

That girl didn’t want to die, she just wanted out of that house.

[fauxunraveling]

it’s just me and my very specific celebrity crush against the world

[wintvies]

sometimes it’s just you, cheap pizza and ‘by myself’ by linkin park

[roseforviolet]

[sweettestdoll]

[ninarexic]

[tattoo-kisses-and-what-ifs]

if i could go back to before everything went to shit, i would have no clue what to say to the little girl in front of me. how could i even explain any of what was going to happen to her?

[kisses4angel]

Need Rafe Cameron to sluttt me the fuck out please and thank you 💕💕