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Yet another lesson in not crossing oceans, but I’m stubborn and do not listen. Bring it on.
#I feel like all aspects of my life have been like this lately#but like#if I listen#I’m left with nothing#I think I’m really exhausted#I need a prolonged break#ami-thoughts#vent#non tickling
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the noble and most cunty house of slutty waists
#i have nothing left to say for myself other than i’m right and they deserve it#the noble and most ancient house of black#the noble house of black#bellatrix black#andromeda black#narcissa black#sirius black#regulus black#black brothers#black sisters#the black cousins#marauders era#nobleflower#tedromeda#quillkiller#jegulus#bartylus#wolfstar
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just. A thought.
characters stepping forward to take a blow for the loved one
- the quick dart to intercept Whumper’s hand as they try to backhand Whumpee. “mmmff—” a crack.
- “what are you doing?” Blood dripping to the floor, falling to one knee
- that dark glint in their eyes that either says “don’t fucking touch them” or “no one hurts them except me”
- catching Whumper’s hand as it falls and twisting with a white knuckled grip. Think twice.
- a grunt of pain, a gasp of real fear that’s swallowed down before anyone can hear it
- turning to check on whumpee after they’ve been hurt. “Are you okay?” And whumpee only stares, their eyes wide.
- “stop.” / “no”. Guards yanking them away so Whumper can get to who they want to punish.
- whumper turning on the character who dared to stand up to them, whumpee completely forgotten. Through the blinding pain, all they can think is I can take it. They can’t.
#multiple whumpees#beating#cw blood#whump community#whump#whump writing#whump prompt#whumpblr#whump ideas#whump scenario#whump prompts#mmm just self sacrifice as a default#or as a toxic pattern#choose your fighter yk#it makes me sickkk (in a good way)#also I’m alive just. dead tired#idk how many all nighters i have left in me#and ik I shouldn’t complain about this educational opportunity#but i’m so tired#ahhh that was a rant sorry if you’ve read that far#I’m rambling about nothing important#but this is why I haven’t been online#troy talks
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What does applejack look like as a city pony? Did she grow to like the big city or does she still feel like she doesn't quite belong?
Here she is! City cousin AJ!
Oh, in Swap Six AJ thrives in the city.
See I always thought it was kind of a copout for her to not like the city and that be what guided her home - it is easy to follow your heart if your dream wasn’t for you at all. I think theres more emotional stakes in her decision if she actually loved her life, if she actually fit in and her country charm made her quite the little charmer, if she took to the hustle and bustle of Manehattan and it was everything she wanted. And she still felt herself guided home. Because a home can be any place as long as your family is there. And even if she one day dreams to come back she can still right now want to go back home.
And then one day, you realize that yeah, home IS the ponies you love. And sometimes you can leave a place you love, and still have that place to come back to but you actually feel ready to leave and go out on your own for a while. So that’s Swap Six AJ for you! Home will always be there if you need it, you can go anywhere and you’ll have a place to eat a family dinner.
So AJ is city cousin AJ, and luckily Sweet Apple Acres is in the capable hooves of Ginger Gold, Granny Smith and Big Macintosh, who always welcome her home happily when she visits.
#my little pony#mlp#my art#mlp g4#mlpfim#mlp fim#my little pony friendship is magic#swap six#side stars au#Applejack#Ginger Gold#Big Macintosh#Granny Smith#not mentioned:#Apple Bloom#I’m sure the fact that I specifically left out Apple Bloom in ponies who welcome AJ home has nothing important to do with the plot#I clearly just forgot… :)#It’s fine I’m sure.
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Walk with me a sec, ok?
So in The Dragon Prince, we see a fair share of death. But the ways in which the Archdragons die has always caught my eye. Just look at Sol Regem and Rex Igneous as an example




Sol Regem, a sun dragon, turns into fire and motes of light. Rex Igneous, an earth dragon, crumbles into molten rock. Both return to the primal source they are bonded to
You could also extend this to the other god-like beings of Xadia: Startouch elves. When they die (with similar flair I might add), they “return to the heavens,” ie., their primal source


There seem to be rites in elven culture that embody this concept too, like the Sunfire elves soul flame ceremony, but it’s pretty clear a physical return to the source only happens with the most powerful beings in Xadia. After all, we see plenty of dead/dying humans and elves, but none of them spontaneously combust!
The only exceptions that comes to mind are Ibis and Khessa. In Ibis’ case, Zubeia specifically requests that Callum perform a ritual that turns the body into a flock of birds, and affirming that he was her friend. Perhaps it is considered the greatest honour in Xadian culture to have your physical body rejoin your primal source like the Archdragons? Conversely, Aaravos flicks Khessa on the chin and turns her to ash - but it is unclear if this is a twisted way of giving her a ‘death fit for a queen’, or if it’s something else entirely


I guess the point I’m trying to make is if the natural end for Archdragons/Startouch elves (and the honoured tradition for regular elves) is for their essence to rejoin their respective source in death - then to be denied that would be deeply unnatural and disrespectful
Perhaps that is an additional element to the tragedy of Leola and Avizandum’s deaths? Leola, who should have been laid to rest among the stars, was cast down and denied that right. And Avizandum, who should have returned to the sky, had his body and soul imprisoned in stone


#alright alright i’m getting off my soapbox now#if this is an accurate assessment - it’s interesting that sol regem and khessa got to die ‘honourably’ - but in a twisted way#after all. sol regem’s skeleton remained when all the other typical deaths left nothing behind#the dragon prince#tdp speculation#tdp theory#tdp headcanons#tdp sol regem#tdp rex igneous#tdp aaravos#tdp ibis#tdp khessa#tdp avizandum#tdp leola#tdp archdragons#tdp startouch elves
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my first attempt at digital art (never again🥲) for mctober💘
Eloise Babbit✨
slytherin
5th year
favorite subjects: arithmancy & ancient runes
least favorite subject: beasts (animals make her nervous🥲)
hobbies: reading & thinking (IT’S A HOBBY OKAY??)
#if u read my fic maybe u know why animals make her nervous🥲#also…if you are the angel who left me an essay comment on my last chapter today just know I love you🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#when I started posting my fic in January I NEVER EXPECTED PEOPLE TO READ IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!😳 but it makes me so happy#that so many people do🥹🫶 I know it’s a crazy story and doesn’t follow the game at all#so to hear these things and to catch all of the little foreshadowing things I’ve been hinting at this whole time?????????#😳💘#anyways I’m still a digital art disliker (I like seeing it but not making it)#but I wanted to try it out and this is my art documentation blog🫶#im going to be WAY less active these days as well#SO IF I MISS THINGS (WHICH I WILL) PLEASE KNOW I AM SAD I MISSED THEM😔😔😔😔#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise babbit#mctober2024#also with mctober I will post drawinfs but nothing elaborate like the amazing ones I’ve already seen#hope you like these anyways🙏💓
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Is there a she-ra fandom on tumblr somewhere?
#she ra#shera#she ra fanart#she ra and the princesses of power#catradora#catra#adorable#adora#I didn’t mean tk add adorable LNFAO#uhhhh Idek if the fandom alive but seeing all my fav ROTTMNT artists making stuff for other fandoms.. I thought I’d revisit some of my#fav shows#I missed this show I started rewatching it#they mean the world to me#I’m starting to see a pattern on my fav characters#first Leo from rise whos cocky and an asshole but feels like he’s not good enough. he’s just a face man. he’s nothing without his team.#Catra is cocky confident and an asshole#but feels left behind#feels like she can’t compare to adora#so she sabotages herself#I kin them!!!
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Marcille’s dungeon lord outfit is about being stuck in an inbetween



Kui combined a dress from her mother with a hat for children. It’s adulthood vs childhood. The dress is tallman fashion while the earmuffs are elven. It’s about emotions and maturity. Stability and instability. Growing & potential vs having grown & knowing yourself. It’s about her cultures and expectations and how can she possibly keep up with all of them, like the genius child she was portrayed as? It’s duality it’s conflict it’s being pulled in opposite directions. It’s about identity.
Marcille wants to have all the answers and wants them all already, she already acts like she has everything figured out more often than not, when it comes to ways to harvest mandrakes or her image of Falin and Chilchuck and orcs or her rigid sense of ethics, but the story does show that she had growing to do, plus her main goal beyond keeping her friends safe and near her is that pursuit of knowledge for what she doesn’t yet have answers for— rewriting the laws of life and death. But, as we’ve all been told before, death is simply a part of life and we have to make our peace with that one way or another. Like Marcille says in the last chapter, this was in large part the lesson and arc she’s had to go through. A lesson that Marcille’s mother has learned herself, one that she has accepted and tried to pass on to her daughter, which didn’t work and kickstarted Marcille’s pursuit of extending lifespans. Marcille has to settle with uncertainty, with knowing life can end at any moment and knowing this is who she is even if the world has no answers for her as to what that means, she has to come to terms with ambiguity and inbetweens.
Marcille’s relationship with her mother is very interesting because it’s shown all in small moments and implications, but we do see that Marcille’s mom is arguably her biggest role model.



She’s the one who shows up in Marcille’s nightmare about monster food early on, she is who told Marcille she’ll have to bear loss througout her life due to her lifespan, Marcille wears a choker like she does, it’s debatable that Marcille mimics her demeanor to seem more elven and dignified, in Marcille’s true nightmare she hides behind a portrait of her, she was the only living elven role model Marcille had around. Mother, who didn’t let grief over her husband rule the rest of her life, having even remarried, mother, who’s a court mage, mother, who pursued a life she wanted even if it cost her. And we do know being an elf is important to Marcille! She seeks to conform to elven beauty standards rigidly, both in gender presentation and things like facial hair, and she’s masked as one since she was enrolled in the magic academy, as far as we know her first time away from home and her first big period of social contact since she isolated herself with chickens and books when she was younger, because she had no peers. Books like the daltian clan, with an aestheticized all elven cast with the one exception of the half-elf character she deeply related to.

Marcille’s bangs are also half down and half cut. Before she had to cut some hair to make familiars, long bangs were what Marcille wore for years, meanwhile in all of Marcille’s childhood flashbacks including at the magic academy her bangs were always cut short. As we know, hair is important to elves. Her hair is elfness. Her hair is elegance. Her hair is her age. Her bangs are uneven now. It’s part of accepting her precarious weird spot in an inbetween, half up half down haircut. Acceptance on her own aging, that there’s no empiric answer for what Marcille’s equivalent age is in elf or tallman or other, maybe just a ballpark if even that. Answers which are what she’s most desperate to know. What do you mean that student over there has got an astronomic result on her dungeoneum and what do you mean she doesn’t really care for how you did it? Falin who’s thus showing her another way to be, with less self-made pressure, that you can just go with the flow- that you can just… Be.
Her hair being all down and messy as a dungeon lord is part of making the characters and audience understand that Marcille is out of it, but… Like her barefootness there’s some flexibility it implies, for Marcille who’s so rigid on appearance. Accepting her hair to be messy, a sort of shedding of who she is even as she’s overdressed and trying so hard to look like something she doesn’t feel as.
That’s why her outfit makes her feel courageous. Because it makes her feel different from who she is otherwise, because it grants her a look she feels naked without, even with barefeet and messy hair. It’s externalizing how she’s been trying to hold it all together and all her confliction and her feelings, offering some catharsis, no more hiding herself, she’s a half-elf trying to do dark magic. Clean Marcille, clean clean Marcille— Overthinking the dressing, the superficial the aesthetic, without looking enough at the body it’s covering up, the laws of the world the ecosystem of the dungeon the opinions of her friends’— what’s standing right in front of her face, the underlying thing holding up the rest of what she’s trying to change, what’s truly important. She’s back to being like with meeting Falin, overfocusing on the details and the nitpicks and the theorics while oblivious to the slimes and the bats and the balance of mana in that small cave dungeon. She has the dress and the hat but as a whole she doesn’t look like a slay queen or a princess or a cool sorceress or even like her mother, she just looks like a mess.


Ultimately after calming down, she takes the earmuffs off. She lays down her childhood trauma and leaves behind its grip on her and moves forward in the dress, with maturity and emotional intelligence and logic to deal with her current situation instead of coping mechanisms and desperate grasps for control. And then when the dungeon lord becomes Laios her dress poofs, she’s in her very plain pajamas, plain Marcille, and it’s that Marcille who goes forward to help Laios save the world and defeat the demon. Hence why post-canon she starts dressing in similar dresses to her mother as well, and starts wearing more black. Black here is a color associated with her mother. She keeps her own touch and color here and there, like her red choker instead of a black one, but it’s a stark and sudden difference. She’s matured.


Her dungeon lord outfit is a coming of age outfit in a very literal way. A bridge between childhood and adulthood. We see her struggle metaphorically between the past and the future, moving on or holding onto trauma. The dress, from her mother, with cleavage and low cut sleeves and a lace gap going down to her stomach and a very short risqué skirt cut, represents maturity but it was very purposefully contrasted with the earmuffs, a childish piece of accessory associated with youth. This shows her mental state, battling with her emotions, wildly fluctuating between her academic put-together powerful self and the childish emotional outbursts the pressure is causing. Time moves on too fast but she’s not growing up fast enough to keep up or make the academic breakthroughs she wants— time is always running out and she’s both too young or too old she’s pulled in both directions and she can never be up to standards. It represents her struggle with her lifespan, her struggle to fit in, to know who she should be and what she should be doing.
Her friends aren’t afraid to say it like it is and bring back her feet to the ground instead of up in the clouds of fantasy and power, from where she was, her feet back on the dirt of where they are right now instead of the theorics of "when" and "then" and "forever". She’s weird, she’s unique, in some ways she doesn’t fit in with any group anywhere, and that’s ok and she’s accepted that it doesn’t mean she can’t feel belonging and joy as herself with her flawed friends in a flawed world. After all they did stick with her even after seeing her whole tantrum and embarrassing breakdown makeover. Personally I do say, slay queen.

You’re still here? If you’d like a full look at Marcille’s dunlord outfit, I made an entirely too long analysis of it here, this is just an excerpt of the most canon section.
#I love Dungeon Meshi bc inevitably I reach a point during analysis I’m baffled by how far I can get and i pause and look back#and no no i’m not hallucinating the source material is just that potent and thematically rich and fascinating#I’m still a princess when there’s nothing left to wear <3 <- Girls by Patricia Taxxon#Dungeon meshi#marcille donato#analysis#meta#I don’t think i can tag this bite sized fumi#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers
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It’s been 4 days since I drew any of my self ships.

#like yeah I drew a few f/os and fankids#even drew some stuff with my original characters#but nothing with my f/o(s) and my self inserts together#and trust me I’ve been trying for days!!#I keep thinking that maybe I’ll get new crushes since I been rewatching old childhood shows and that it’ll get my creative juices flowing#but I keep stressing myself out about it#that I keep jumping around too much#like I keep disappearing offline lately and then every time I return some drama is going on in the self ship community#and then I’m just confused as hell because no one really tells me anything#I’m just left in the dark#and maybe folks just assume I already know when this shit is happening but no#and then I feel kinda left out#which then I feel like I’m not close enough with people to know what’s happening in the community#which I guess I mostly blame myself that I don’t interact with others much because I’ll post something and then disappear out of nervousnes#and I’m always too scared to interact with any fandom to try to make friends with others who are into the same things#fearing I’ll be looked at like a freak for self shipping#hence why I usually only interact first with other self shippers compaired to those who don’t#well self ship#I didn’t mean for this to turn into a vent#it’s like 4am I should be sleeping#but I mostly feel just… numb#where I wouldn’t say it’s my depression acting up again (it was at first)#but I do feel like I’ve been on autopilot lately#💬 chy chatter 💬#ventish#vent
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Error on your class registration that your advisor needs to override but your advisor doesn’t respect your time and you have to wait 8 hours for a response in which time the class fills up
#I feel like my advisor hates me personally#it’s of course the ONLY class that’s left as a prereq to anything#if I don’t take it this fall I take NOTHING next spring#and I won’t GRADUATE next spring like I’m supposed to
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“Rejoice, hopeless mortal! For your time has come to be removed from this prison of your own making!”
..and all she has to do is “become one with the void”
#minecraft story mode#mcsm#minecraft story mode admin#mcsm cassie rose#mcsm xara#mcsm au#art#digital art#artwork#digital artwork#secrets of the void my beloved#secrets of the void au#mcsm fanart#I’m going insane#anyway#silly fun fact about Xara’s cult is that she starts off recruiting people with literally nothing left to lose#so she is just taking advantage of them at their lowest#she sees it as an opportunity.#in her eyes they have no choice but to follow.#so yeah#Cassie came before Aiden story wise#just thought I should mention that#:D#my art#tricky art!🪻🪻
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Got damn there ain’t no more x black readers in the OP fic tags😭
Almost make me wanna start writing again fuck
#I still read it but daaaamn#I left and now the black readers have NOTHING for OP characters I’m screaming
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the way thorin looks at bilbo >>>>>>
#yeah he’s literally obsessed with gold and also him#and it’s technically super unhealthy and probably technically toxic#but yk what? he looks at him like he’s hung the stars in the sky#like he’s the only pure thing left in the world#like bilbo is the moon and thorin is the sun and he wants nothing more than to be with him but he can’t#it’s the most longing loving pure look#and then he looks at anyone else and he’s just. blank. cold. empty.#bilbo is his warmth and his strength and his will to keep living#and i’m getting too poetic now#bagginshield#bilbo baggins#thorin oakenshield#the hobbit
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In lieu of the most recent Davechella playlist I am now pondering whether if Monserrat the dog is essentially the modern day equivalent of Fitzjames’ pet cheetah thoughts are being thunk rn
#the terror#the terror amc#amc the terror#james fitzjames#Davechella#I’m extremely sick rn with some kind of stomach bug#so I haven’t being doing much#other than drinking nothing but Gatorade and ginger ale#and obviously pondering the Fitzjames Davechella playlist#and the ellusive pet cheetah that he had irl#that has never left my mind
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HRIDKSIISJENDKEKSJSJ

LOOK AT THEIR CLOTHES

DO I EVEN NEED TO SAY IT-



AHHHHHHHHHHH

We’re winning
#sonic#sonic movie 3#shadow the Hedgehog#i am so not normal about this#robotnik family team up time#also the ‘when we’re done there’s going to be nothing left’ woah-!!!!!!!!#the chao too#also ‘who does your highlights’#this movie seems ridiculous AND big hype#I’m living for it#all the shadow and Maria love#and I cannot wait to see how they incorporate gareld robotnik into this
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