#I'VE MISSED YOU ALL SO MUCH COME LOVE MEEE

[downundergarfield]

hello! may i request a s/o that loves to give hugs and kiss to mercenaries? i think it would be cute!!(thank you in advance!)

Hiii, lovely anon! Here's what I came up with!

I've tried to follow a certain pattern. First, hugs in front of everyone, the second kisses in front of everyone and the third - kisses and hugs in private, hope you enjoy

S/O who loves to give hugs and kisses to mercs

Scout ⚾

- He's surprised every time you hug him, he giggles and hugs you back. He is a very loving boy!

- Jeremy blushes deeply every time you kiss him. He screams and hides his face in his cap if you do it in front of everyone. "-AAH, Stop, Y/N, im not cute!!"

- when you kiss him alone, he turns into melted cheese and spreads in pleasure while you caress his cheeks and lips. He loves kissing you. He misses it so much. You fill his need for love with your love and hugs and kisses

Soldier 🦅

- He always says that real soldiers don't need these endearments. But when you hug him in spite of this, he hugs you tighter than anything! The soldier is proud of you and will tell everyone that only he has the right to hug you. He loves it when you hug him patting his broad back.

- When you kiss this noisy American, he becomes even more noisy "- SHE/HE/THEY KISSED ME!!!! EVERYONE!!!! KISSED ME, ONLY MEEE HAHAHAAAA". He is so proud that you love to caress him that way

- in private, he loves your kisses and will kiss back, not letting go for a long time, because he really likes your lips. He will hug you like a pillow, putting his legs up at yours and all that

Pyro 🔥

- They love all that! So they will hug you back, tight, tight, maybe even tighter than you yourself, because they are absolutely happy to hug you

-You kiss them in a gas mask when they gently touch your cheeks with a filter, imitating a kiss. They are not shy about it in public, at all!

- Pyro is a big hugger, when you hang out alone, draw or play, they will hug you very often, and moo happily when you hug them back. They are not hungry for touch, they just really like it.

Demoman 💣

- he breaks into a satisfied smile every time you hug him. He adores your tactility and love of hugs.

- When he is sober, he will only blush a little and be embarrassed, smiling and looking away "-ooh, Laddy, come on, not in front of everyone..."

But when he is in his usual condition, as soon as you kiss him on the cheek, he will firmly grab and kiss you on the lips in response.

- of course he will hug you back in private. When you are alone, he turns into the most loving person in the world, you often lie in an embrace glued together like two dumplings while he showers your forehead with kisses.

Heavy 🐻

- it's hard not to hug him, isn't it? The big, stern Siberian loves it when you hug him. He often hugs you back, hugging you tightly with his big hands.

- he blushes when you kiss him in front of everyone. But he smiles and pats you on the head "-milaya, not at work...you make me blush"

- when you are alone, he likes to put you on his lap and read you different books, sometimes he translates books from Russian for you, kisses the top of your head and hugs you tightly.

Engineer 🔧

- this Texan doesn't mind hugging you back. He loves it when you hug him and will gladly hug you back. He is not embarrassed when you hug him in front of everyone, he is happy to show the others that you are happy to be together

- If you kiss him in front of everyone, he will blush and laugh good-naturedly, kissing you back. Even if it's at work, just be careful and choose the right moment.

- In private, he likes it when you hug him. He thinks it's cute when you take off his hardhat to kiss him on the forehead. He likes to cuddle with you on his mechanical chair

Medic 💉

- When you hug him in front of everyone, he becomes the happiest person in the world. He will willingly hug you back.

- if you kiss him, he will blush and will vigorously ask for more. He likes the shape, texture and taste of your lips. Especially on his own lips

- in private, he will be so happy with your hugs. He likes to walk with his bare hands on your back counting every rib and praising you for your lovely body every time.

Sniper 🏹

- Try to catch the moment when this guy will be in front of everyone. But if you hug him at some general meeting, he will blush and hide it under his hat. The sniper will not move until the end of the meeting, so as not to scare you away, so that you continue to hug him.

- if you kiss him at the meeting. Dude, you'll make him blush deeply and hide behind a hat until the very end

"- Y/n. Its a wrong time, drongo."

- damn it, private, he will beat you in the love of hugs. He literally won't let go of you. This man is a real professional in hugging. Be sure, sometimes, private, he will just pile on you about and without, hugging for hours. He loves to kiss you, he will kiss you even more than you. He's so happy that you love it all too.

"-This is what I needed, Roo..."

Spy 🍷

- you like to hug him in front of everyone because he reacts to it, so snobbish "-Y/N, stop. You will rumple my suit.." he will look away and push you away a little, trying not to offend. It's a pity that his ski mask hides his blush

- if you kiss him in front of everyone (of course, if you manage to catch the moment when he is without a cigarette in his mouth), he will cover his face with his hands. "-Oh, please, not in front of everyone, je t'en prie..."

- in private, he discards it all. Alone, he won't let go of your lips and will kiss and hug you for all the things you teased him with all day.

He smells of cigarettes and wine. What happens in his smoking room is not worth comparing with what happens in front of everyone

[uhuraisgay]

fic writer meme

ty lore @megafaunatic for tagging meee :3c

How many works do you have on Ao3?

fifty three as of today. tomorrow? who knows.... (probably still fifty three)

2. What's your total Ao3 word count?

518,435 words .... wrow.....

3. What fandoms do you write for?

historically its been all over the place but theres so much stuff rotting and dying in my gdrive that has never been posted so i feel like i have a broader actual ouvre than is represented on ao3. which is mdzs heavy at least in the past couple years

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

5. beyond all limit (wangxian i wrote for lore right after i first read the book) 4. if the story's over (moshang post-divorce get-together fic) 3. someone as good for me as you (written in 2016 for holster and ransom when i was reading check, please. LMAO) 2. at least as deep as the pacific ocean (written in 2015 in the clearest example of 'person distraught by the tragic ending of a tragedy misses the fucking point and writes a coffee shop au of achilles and patroclus after she read tsoa' ever, even bigger LMAO) 1. your name safe in their mouth (lsz gets his dad back, and other emotional adventures)

5. Do you respond to comments?

i used to try to reply to every comment i got but i stopped doing that around the same time i went to college and got more depressed. but i love reading comments and i sometimes reply if someone says something that moves me or like. asks me a question about the fic that i want to elaborate on? because i love to yap

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

i'm not really good at writing straight angst i feel like it's normally like. angst with catharsis. but i wrote some explorations on grief in the past couple years that i feel like have the angst factor (what i have of you about nhs after nmj dies, and then when your beard fell out about my sweetie pie kageyama tobio in middle school after his grandpa dies)

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

i have a lot of silly fluffy fics... idk i try to toe the line mostly of like. the joys and sadnesses of human experience but sometimes you just gotta fluff it up. i'll set the table, you can make the fire, which is book verse aziraphale/crowley living in a cottage and being in love, comes to mind....i love that one

8. Do you get hate on fics?

i don't think i've ever really gotten hate on a fic? i have been extremely lucky in that regard. especially since my whole ouvre from like 2014 onward is on that damn site and much of it is very cringeworthy.

9. Do you write smut?

not well!

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you have written?

i often will do like kind of a quasi-crossover kind of thing rather than a True Crossover wherein i take characters i like from one medium and plop them into the roles and places of characters i like from another medium. i did a dragon age wangxian fic where lwj was the inquisitor from da:i called we held together the fragile sky that kind of exemplifies this dynamic

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

not that i know of or that anyone has ever notified me of, but i also don't look that hard. if this has ever happened, it would hurt my feelings, so please don't do it ? lol

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

yes!!!! and i was honored

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

not as such but i have one not-intended-for-posting fic which is basically just a transcription of jokes i have with my roommate about haikyuu characters LOL which i think counts as co-writing. she's my co-writer in spirit even if i'm the one at the keyboard

14. What's your all time favorite ship?

my answer to this changes with every new fixation i have. like right now it's kagehina. if you asked me four years ago i would have said wangxian. You Know?

15. What is a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

SO MANY...i think probably my fullmetal alchemist nie brothers au....i try not to post things until they are done and fully edited now, but that one was a whim-based fic that i lost all strength for as soon as i started thinking too hard about kagehina. i also had a fem nielan sci fi au that was vaguely based off beauty and the beast but nmj was like stuck in a ship and she thought she was its computer and that she was a program but she was actually a person....which i never posted any of except snippets on twitter and i think it was just too sprawling for my current skill level...i just was never able to wrangle it. but i am fond of it nonetheless

16. What are your writing strengths?

based on what other people have told me i would say the way i write sibling / family relationships, and while my prose is not always pretty i do think it can be pretty at times ...

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

i feel like it's often too self-indulgent even if that's what fic is for lol, and i tend to look back on fics and think, i wrote that because i had feelings about it and wanted to say it, but i'm not necessarily sure that This Character would say/do that at this point in time....idk like i fear that when i don't think about it hard enough my characterization can be weak or guided by what eye personally would do vs. what The Character would do. but some of that is because the majority of my fics on ao3 are from years and years ago and i (hopefully) have continued to improve

18. Thoughts of writing dialogue in another language in fics?

i'm picky about it but when it's done well i think it's really fun and builds so much of the world/character. i think when it's bad it's really bad. when i go about it i try to think about like, a) do i know this language myself/do i know someone who does. if the answer is no i try to keep it really minimal. b) how do people who know multiple languages approach speaking those multiple languages naturally in real life. like (IN MY EXPERIENCE) ppl don't tend to switch languages for random words mid-sentence unless those words are like, mom, dad, uncle, aunt, ect...maybe swearing if they're less familiar with one of the languages and don't know slang/swearing in it...but again when it's done well it's really good and i'm not an expert. i just can kinda tell when it feels off when i read it, if that makes sense...(it's the same way i feel about grammar lol. sometimes i can just tell it's a little Off)

19. First fandom you wrote for?

probably either fma or soul eater or the sister's grimm book series when i was in middle school. or maybe doctor who? idk i had a lot of fanfic notebooks that i have since destroyed and then regretted destroying

20. Favorite fic you have written?

at the present moment it's in these coming years my kagehina love letter but again i feel like it changes constantly. like the more i write the better i get and the more the newest/most polished thing i've written sort of Becomes my favorite just by default of my satisfaction level with it. sorry if that's a bad answer

tagging @yuebings @dcyiyou @burins @cairoscene @cafecliche @perilously sorry if you've been tagged already also if you want to do this and i didn't tag you just say i did. I'll shut up now

[star-girl69]

DUDEEEEEE. She calls me baby youuuuu ate that harrrrrrrd. Like I had to go back in for seconds and thirds and fourths fr fr. Cause are we even surprised or are we just grateful that you give us mortals a second of your time and talent????

Babe you are so incredibly talented. The way you write is sooooooo amazing its like you just know how to manipulate your words into something that will and has had me in tears in like 2 seconds. Don't even get me started on how you write your characters. Like I don't know how I can fully and most genuinely express the astonishment you leave me in all the time.

I believe that you are one of a kind and a treasure to be cherished. I know that doubting is inevitable but I hope that you know that I'm always gonna be in the obsessed with addie corner no matter what. Like I meant it when I said that there won't be a time when you have no fans. Ever. You will forever be my favourite gorgeous goddess❤️❤️❤️.

-❤️

(I'm sorry I've been so absent school has been actually eating me alive)

(I think about you everyday though and it makes life just that much better)

(I hope you don't think I'm exaggerating😭😭😭😭All of this that I've been feeling without releasing had to be sent in a long ask my bad)

(I missed your little bonuses though, I hope you're doing okay)

(I'm always here for anything you may need, even if its literally just to tell you how amazing you are)

(love you ❤️)

#jealousclarissesupremacy

I WAS WONDERING WHERE YOU WERE I WAS SO WORRIED I SMILED SO HARD WHEN I GOT THIS ASK 🤭🤭

I CANT THAT WHOLE SECOND PARAGRAPH LIKE I CANT LIKE WOWWWW YOU THINK THAT???? ABOUT MEEE??!!!!??!?!?!?!!

TREASURE IS INSANE BTW 🤭 anyways omg. i’m so grateful wtf like i’m sorry i cant come up w something more poetic like you i just love these asks so much i get so happy and idk how to express that other than ilysm and i’m just so happy and so so grateful

also gorgeous goddess… i giggled 🤭🤭🤭

(ITS OKAYYYYY IM GLAD YOUR BACK SCHOOL HAS BEEN COOKING ME TOO 💔💔)

(EVERYDAY??!?!?!?! i think about you everyday too tho….. thinking about that one day you were so active and i got like 5 asks from you… BEST DAY OF MY LIFEEE) (also pls don’t take this as me pressuring you TRUST i am grateful for whatever you give me 🙏🙏)

(STOP. I. LOVE. LONG. ASKS. DONT ANNOY ME BY DOUBTING MY LOVE FOR YOU!!!!!!!)

(idk i’m okay i’ve just been really feeling pressured to write stuff bc the fandom is dying down (guys pls come back) and i am now firmly addicted to the praise and number of notifs i get…. lol. the bonuses have always been weird bc sometimes they come so easily to me like the first one i did was so it goes and i didn’t even have to think about it and then someone said they liked it so i went back and did it to my other fics and started doing it and idk yeah basically what i’m saying is sometimes they’re so easy and other times i have to force myself to come up w something which sucks but people like them so i’m happy to do it!!!!)

(tbh i’ll probably go back and add a bonus to she calls me baby bc i have just a little teeny bit of ocd and it will bother me but also i’m trying to let the little things go but idk we’ll see how strong i am 😭😭)

(sorry i will stop ranting now) (shoutout to anyone who actually reads that incoherent ramble)

(i need to be told how amazing i am 24/7 so that will be hard 😔) (BUT I APPRECIATE YOU SAYING THAT)

(LOVE YOU TOOOOO 💋💋💋)

#iagreesobad

[playstation-lichenthrope]

Hello Hello! I've spotted the Deck of Phoenix tag enough times on my dash now that I HAVE to ask. Whats it about? Care to share the cool oc universe story thing? If you're interested in doing so of course! I would love to hear about it (:

YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU'VE GOTTEN YOURSELF INTO FRIEND /pos

This is going to be long and barely coherent/word salady but here you go friend Merin :)

Okay so... Deck of Phoenix. Prefacing this with with the fact DoP's message is about finding your own way to deal with trauma of all kinds. All of the characters have their own trauma and deal with it in different ways for better or worse LOL! LMAO! The main 6 we have for the cast are Neptune, Vikki, Teresa, Twilip, Ichigo and Salem. Salem is Ollie's OC that got absorbed into the story and became one of the linchpins in Ichigo's backstory (Childhood friends who were kinda romantic then shit happened and then OUAHGAHFDHGgeF anyways)

The magic system in the story is really complicated to explain because it really only makes sense in my brain at the moment and it's supposed to be universal across many different alien worlds :) Hehe! Did I mention this is a fantasy sci-fi? In the way of a fantasy world in a sci-fi setting!!! HEHEHHE!

Every person/soul is born with an ability that aligns with two sigils (magic types) and it can range from something extremely powerful and useful to something that never even manifests. An example of the latter would be a character we have; she seemed powerless until she died because her power was to revive permanently when brought back by a necromancer. Back to the main characters! Neptune canonically has schizophrenia, he has the ability to see the future of someone when he looks them in the eyes, which is how the story starts and also how he finds out he saves the universe from an evil tyrant called Paradox (Name might be temporary, idk lol) But yeah he has a character arc that might be spoilers so i'll explain on discord but it makes his schizophrenia so so soooo much worse <3 <- Projecting my problems onto him. (Also he is the only human in the group)

Vikki's powers are under construction but! She is basically the glue holding the crew together and is a satyress :3 She likes ballet and is the sweetest person you'll ever meet unless you get on her bad side HFGJEHFVQ Also she's built like a centaur and it's so cool to meee cuz I love drawing non-human characters

Teresa is like if Doc was a Loverboy and also a necromancer >:) I'm thinking about giving her the weird gender swag just to make one of the others the only cis person in the group TKYURLF (Twilip) Xe's an alien from a desert planet and is kinda a cyclops lynx/kangaroo mouse and she kinda looks like a vortigaunt now that I think about it..

Twilip. How do I even explain... He's like if Boomer (bubby x coomer) was a person tbh.. Cranky old man who gives tutorials and worked at a library and he misses his late wife so so much :( BUT he has a swag ass pen that can make drawings come to life and he's about the size of a cat btw if you even care <3 /ref

Ichigo... WHERE DO I START. Ichigo's been our OC since we were a KID! So they technically have the deepest lore due to sheer time scale soooo.. They use any pronouns with a preference for they/them and ze/zir and zir sooo everything to me <3 Imagine Leading Light with cloud's buster blade and soooo many more insecurities... Yea :) I can't even begin to dive into their backstory because I will be here FOREVER but long story short, canon system allegory with being 3 souls meshed into one body by the US government to be a super soldier (A human, an alien, and an inter dimensional being) and the alien part is destined to destroy the universe but that's beside the point! Teehee!

For Salem I suggest asking Ollie because I don't wanna misinterpret anything about him <3

That's all I have for now because my fingers are starting to hurt from typing /g /lh I hope you enjoy!!!!! >:)

[summerfrwrks]

you guys i cannot express how grateful i am for wfa i literally want to cry rn-

like pls look at these it's all i've ever wanted and needed

look at their first interaction, i have been hoping for more panels of them ever since this episode dropped

wfa ep 17 - top chef (thanksgiving episode)

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AND THESE!! DON’T GET ME STARTED ON THESE!!

THIS WAS A CHRISTMAS SPECIAL AND IT WAS AN EP THAT KEPT. ON. GIVING. IN EVERY SINGLE PANEL - but when these two showed up,,, i kid you not, not a day goes by that i don’t overthink these

i’m so soft about this episode okay like looook-

wfa ep 21 - holiday spirit (christmas-centric episode)

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and JUST right after ep 21 we have these two treasures [gently cradles these two panels] this is no joke i literally look at these two panels specifically when i need a serotonin boost like you can’t convince me that they’re not at least even besties cause lemme tell you,,, they are

wfa ep 22 - the tournament (chaotic competitive moment live in wayne manor)

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now this, this,,, welp i know it’s just a name drop but it deserves a special mention okay? okay. and i migggght have a thought or two on how i can use this in my fic series so ;3

wfa ep 28 - big brother pt 2 (brother bonding timeee)

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can i just admit that this ep is legit one of my favorites in wfa,,, like yes i have a bias with steph but it’s just so [incoherent mumbling of happiness]

and it’s not just the jaysteph interactions but it’s also so nice to see duke, tim, jason, and steph together in this ep - extra points to damian and alfred the cat and ace too (pls zoom in for my personal comments hehe ;>)

(special shoutout and thanks @milliyon​ for sharing and blessing me with the pics <33)

wfa ep 43 - detective work (the case of the missing sandwich)

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and don’t even get me started with  the latest episodes. after seeing so much talk about ep 45 i legit speeded today to pay the fast pass for ep 45 AND 46 (lemme just share this is the first time i paid for fast pass in webtoon too, then i also unlocked ep 43 right after ashfjasasjfahsa and ughhh all of them are so worth it)

i will never be the same. i wanna screenshot my points and personal highlights in those episodes so bad but i can’t screenshot anything cause the app is stopping meee [proceeds to cry]

once the ep is released to the public i WILL update this post ashfjasfhasfa

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ANYWAYSSSS that’s it for my jaysteph brainrot on wfa for today ahsjfahsfjasa

like it’s just,,,, [inhales] they have so much potential and i’m glad that even in these little moments (especially ep 46 i legit cried inside with that one scene i kid you not) they’re lowkey acknowledging it and i’m just so happy and relieved and grateful

i know it’s a family centric webtoon and i super love it. like jaysteph fits that bill - like legit in any form may it be platonic, romantic, familial,,, they’re just that type of pair that has that rANGE-

so before ending this post i just wanna plug in a post i made - it’s a jaysteph ppt if anyone is curious, just a lil something i made to showcase their compatibility

anyways thank you for coming to my jaysteph talk, i will now panic as i cram my outputs and requirements for uni cause finals start tomorrow HAHSJFHSASJASHA

[leviackermanscleaningbuddy]

hi my love ☹️

it's meee!!! i'm sorry i never send asks anymore </3 i've been very busy with college and i just recently finished my last rounds of physical therapy. i also got really sick this week (still... am) and looking at a screen was making my brain all fried up. anyways, here's a lil catch up to your recent works that i wasn't able to send you an ask about, though much shorter and probably not as detailed as usual since my eyes feel like they'll pop out of my face because of this fever. 😭

anyways, absolutely LOVE the prequel series in skz!pack. it's so cute to see how everyone kinda fell into place and how their relationship developed. i'm particularly fond of the fact that hyunjin and changbin were the first with y/n. i honestly thought it'd start with chan or something but i'm digging this. it's exciting and i can't wait to see how minho gets introduced in this. i'm also quite curious about jeongin considering he's the youngest out of all of them. i bet he saw all these older wolves with sparkles in his eyes going 'i need to love all of them'.

moving on, inked petals.... JESS, YOU ENDED THE ANGST! *breakdances*. i thought this day would never come 🥲 lol jk. you have no idea the GRIP i had on my bedsheets when they finally found y/n and brought her home. their reunion got me in shambles, especially her and changbin. their super emotional moment on the way into the house where y/n apologizes and changbin just hugging the life out of her. i want to be y/n... oh and the scream that left me when she and minho had that confrontation in the shower. oh. OHHH. i can't even begin to explain the butterflies that entered my stomach when he started going on about how he could never hate her. i know it's a bittersweet moment but it did get me kicking my legs up and down my bed. i need them to kiss again ASAP. 🥹

oh and the ask the pack asks are fucking hilarious and actually are very fun to read! they're a sweet bunch. the universe you've brough to life has got me in a chokehold, jess. now you got me wondering what the skz!pack's favorite food are. 😭

anyways ily and i hope you're doing well. 🫶 i'll be back to my regularly scheduled asks soon (hopefully).

— 🤍

AHHHH HEY I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!

I hope you’re feeling a little bit better and you’re doing okay. Please don’t ever hesitate to reach out if you need anything. 💜

I love youuuuuuuu! 😘💜

Also. Hang on. Because I think Minho more than delivers in the upcoming chapter. 👀😏

[epikhightechnology]

what would you say are the best thai bls you've watched? apart from kinnporsche of course 😂

Oh my gosh a question? For meee??????? 😍😍 thank you so much for asking!

This actually took me a while cause i've seen so many shows and my memory sucks and also i'm exhausted. But! these are the ones i enjoyed the most from what i recall:

Bad Buddy

A Tale of Thousand Stars

I Told Sunset About You

Not Me

See these four are ones that i would recommend even to people who aren't fans of bls, they're just that good. I have yet to watch the 2nd season of itsay tho cause i fear pain lol but yeah these are all amazing

Secret Crush On You

Scoy deserves its own category. It's one of my favourite shows ever, i wish i had more brain power to explain but i'm so tired i'm so sorry 😭 i just really loved it a lot, it's so unhinged but also heartwarming and lovable and has some of the best chemistry between actors i've ever seen. I know some people didn't like it at all tho. I feel like it's a hit or miss but it was def a hit for me 💕

Until We Meet Again

Lovely Writer

These I also really liked. Lovely writer i've rewatched already and i'm planning on rewatching uwma before between us comes out and that means a lot cause i don't usually like rewatching stuff.

There are many others I've watched and enjoyed but these are the best imho. There are also some good ones that i haven't yet finished watching (cause i suck). There's also a chance i might've forgotten something cause like i said my memory sucks by default and i'm severely sleep deprived

[falsespring]

✆✉☎⁇✿ø✘#@&%ツ$♀ you knew this was coming

ACH

Send “✆” for a MORNING text.

i don't wanna get uuuuuup. let's skip work and just stay in bed aaaaaall day. because you love me, right? 💖💖💖

Send “✉” for a text that WASN’T SENT.

i don't think we're actually mean for this. i think one day you're going to realize that all of your tolerance has run dry, and that i'm more effort than i'm worth. or you're going to get yourself killed trying to preserve something that i don't care about. i don't want that for you. i think you deserve a better life than i ever will a thousand times over.

Send “☎” for a RUSHED text.

meet me near the warehouses where we picked up the stray for the first time. bring whoever else is available. you know the drill 😉

Send “⁇” for a DRUNK text.

coooome get meee. 'm cooldd and tired and this bar is sooo borinnnnnng or better yet come join meeee it's been FOREVER since we did karoaokee :(

Send “✿” for a SUGGESTIVE text.

i've been thinking about something~! given how much we've gotten up to at the agency, it only makes sense to christen every surface. we've already gotten such a good headstart, and we can only mess around so many times consecutively on the meeting room table before it starts to get stale. what do you think?

Send “ø” for a LATE NIGHT text.

i miss you. come home soon. or i'll have to come drag you by the ear from work myself.

Send “✘” for a HATEFUL text.

you can be so unbelievably bullheaded at times. it makes me wonder how we've even gotten this far working together without you getting killed by a stray bullet because of your self-sacrificial streak, let alone in a relationship. getting yourself hurt or killed isn't noble. your arrogance truly knows no bounds. it beggars belief.

Send “#” for a RANDOM text.

would you still love me if i was a shrew? and not just any shrew, but one of those giant shrews with the really long noses. would you still think i was cute?

Send “@” for a SCARED text.

if you ever pull another stunt like you did with the river, i don't know what i'll do. don't ever do something like that again. you're supposed to be better than that - better than me.

Send “&” for a LOVING text.

i wore one of your sweaters to the grocery store today. feeling like you're with me makes even the most mindnumbing tasks easier.

Send “%” for a CURIOUS text.

did you start learning to use weapons before or after you quit being a math nerd?

Send “ツ” for an EXCITED text.

it's the first snow of the year!!!! get your nose out of whatever report you've shoved it into and come make snow angels with me, or i'm going to shove an icicle down the back of your shirt when you leave for the day!!!

Send “$” for an ACCIDENTAL text.

what do you mean a coffin wouldn't fit with the apartment decor? everything is already majority black and red in here. oh, sorry. that was meant for chuuya!

Send “♀” for a HEARTBREAKING text.

you've been so good to me. i can't jeopardize the type of person you are, but sometimes i wish i could. i wish i could ask you to do what i can't seem to manage to get right myself, time and time again. does prolonging this only make the inevitable suffering of loss that much worse? i'm sorry for what i'm going to do to you, one day.

[witch-hazels-musings]

Hiya! I'm buzzing in to say THAT I LOVE LOVE YOUR WORK MISS HAZEL💚💚

Like your works are some of the best I've read and you're so sweet to your fans like can you be even greater? I've been around since December and I always come back to reread. Hope you're doing well these beautiful spring days and enjoy the rest of your day :>

my hearrtt - wowo, what a whirlwind of a message. I can’t believe you’ve been here since December! hello! welcome and hihih (idk if this is the first time we’ve chatted but eeee, hii!)

it means so much to hear how much you enjoy my works (and meee) ! I have learned so much by writing for all the wonderful people in this community and I can’t imagine writing for another fandom. so bless you for coming back and an extra blessing on your day for making me feel all warm and fuzzy with your message

sending you sunshine vibes and a peaceful sleep friend! 

[jayflrt]

HELLO ALICEEEE MY BEAUTIFUL BABYYYYYYY IT'S MEEE 💛💛💛💛 wedding anon ....

WTFFF U GRADUATED?????? IM SO SO SOOO MADD PROUD OF U WTFF and omg i saw ur reply to my anon thingy a while ago omg.. i genuinely hope u enjoy with ur hometown friends that u missed 😕😕 LAWDDDD this is so Wierd to Say but i actually am soo proud of u like for real.. my silly pookie bear..

life update from my side 😁😁😁😁 i moved into the girls dormitory now like recently ish AND OH MY GODDD SO MUCH HAPPENED IT'S INSANE but godbless my roommates...

i will Now be elaborating 😁😁

so basically there's this girl (not one of my roommates) like from another dorm (calling her #2 dorm) right and we're like kind of friends but not really cause idk it's just off with her but i like brushed it off RIGHT but it's okay because most of the time my gut is like wrong so i move on

ok so as i moved in etc etc i noticed i was losing stuff and i thought i was just careless with some stuff right??? but i kept on losing stuff like my lipbalms and other things and it was so creepy so i asked my roommates about it and one of my roommate who's a senior had a doubt on the #2 dorm and tbh i got suspicious too..? so i was like randomly talking to her and i ask her if she has my lipstick that i lent to her (i never even did that because i fucking hate sharing makeup and skin care products) and she was like "yeah i have it back at my room" MOTHERFUCKER??????? GODDD I GOT SOO MAD PISSED LIKE WHAT DO U MEAN U HAVE IT WITH U?????? SO I TOLD HER ILL TAKE IT IN THE EVENING AND SHE WAS LIKE OK!! and i told my roomie about it (the senior) right and she's so perfect i tell u ...

ok so i go to her room to get it and fucking hell i actually saw some of my stuff lying around and then i told her that i never gave it to her right and holy shit u should've actually seen her SHE HAD THE AUDACITY TO DENY IT WTFFF

moving on 🙏🏻🙏🏻 my roomie was with me when i went to take my shit right AND SHE FUCKING MANAGED TO LOCK HER OUT OF HER ROOM ?????? and i finally found the missing stuff it's actually insane

but yes that's what happened recently 😁❤️

ok but aside from that i genuinely hope ur taking care and also omg i've been reading ur new heeseung fic oh stoners... (Love) i fucking love how he's so pathetic actually he's my spiritual Heir.. ur actually so insane to think of shit like that like ur humour needs to be studied like i need to be neuron in ur head to understand how ur so fucking funny to come up with shit like that ..

OK CONTINUATION i really really hope ur ok like our 3 year parasocial relationship has been soo strong... take care my beloved 💛💛 and i genuinely hope all good things come to u my angel ur the intrusive thought at the back of my head actually... 🤍🤍 kidding i love u and stay happy lovie <3

(sorry it's too long 😕)

- wedding anon

HELLOOOO WEDDING ANON 🥰💖 always a pleasure to see you in the ask box !! i hope you’re doing well and that life’s treating you good 🥹

also yes i’ve graduated!!!! IT FEELS GOOD THANK YOU :’) i’m really so happy to hear the words “im proud of u” u have no idea ☹️💖🫶 and honestly i was feeling eh about moving back but i’ve been having so much fun with my friends here <33

I HOPE MOVING IN WENT SMOOTHLY !! ALSO TEA?? 🤭 WAIT. NOT TEA. STRAIGHT UP THEFT??? OH MY GOD?:??/??:? wait no yeah what the hell??? 😭 why is she taking your stuff without asking?? and i feel like it’s worse to take makeup bc people don’t like sharing their makeup with people they don’t want using it :// like it’s stuff that goes on ur face u don’t wanna mix that idk ,, but WTF SHE HAD MULTIPLE ITEMS OF YOURS??:? she is a klepto omg you gotta RUN 😭😭 i hope everything’s okay with her as in you’ve dropped her or she’s stopped !! but i’m glad you managed to get your stuff back :’)

AHAHHA omg thank you for reading my smau love, i’m rlly glad you like it bc it’s been so fun to make 🤩 PLEASEE i just think of stuff at random and write them in a notes app to save for later in the smau but now the notes app is getting smaller 😭😭

the 3 year parasocial relationship HAS been strong omg you’re an og…. 💪 but i hope you’re having fun and taking care wedding anon 🥰🥰 fill me in whenever you want and no need to apologize at all for living ur life !!! 🌷🌷

[fluffy-lee]

Christmas in Boston

PLATONIC Chris Evans x costar!reader, ft. Sebastian Stan

This is a TICKLE fic

Warnings: Mentions of adults having alcohol, but not drunk. Randomly fluffy!

Summary: Y/n is in Boston filming parts of a movie with Chris and Sebastian. Chris hosts a Christmas party at his house for the cast and crew, and exchanges gifts with Y/n. 

The past few days had been a little unusual. You were in Boston shooting parts of a Marvel movie. Normally, you’d be in Atlanta. You didn’t mind, though. You were enjoying Boston, especially because it was your co-star, Chris Evans’, hometown. You had been close with Chris ever since you auditioned for your part in the Marvel Cinematic Universe at age 10. You met him during the audition process and since then, the two of you had been close.

  You were excited to be on set. It was your favorite thing to do. You were especially excited today, because after filming, Chris was going to show you around Boston, and then he is having a cast and crew party at his house in the evening, and you were going to spend the night at his house with Scarlett. 

  When you wrapped for the day, you went to your trailer and began packing for the sleepover. When you were all ready, bundled up with your coat, scarf, and boots, you heard a knock on your door. It was Chris, who was also in his coat, which was appropriate for the weather on this particular day. 

  “Hey, you ready?” He asked with a soft smile. 

  “Yep!” You replied. 

  “Alright! I gave Sebastian my keys to warm the car up while I came to get you.” He explained while you grabbed your favorite crossbody purse with your wallet, phone, and keys, and duffel bag with your things to sleepover. 

You walked down the steps of your trailer and Chris grabbed your bag for you and threw it over his shoulder. Chris was always doing thoughtful things and you really appreciated that about him. 

The two of you walked side by side to his car, the chilly wind blowing in your faces. He opened his car door for you and you climbed into the backseat, relieved by the warmth of the heaters. 

  “I guess you got "shot gun"!” You teased Sebastian, receiving a smile from him.

  “How was your day, Y/n/n?” Sebastian asked, pretending to ignore your playful attitude, as Chris pulled out of the lot. 

  “It was good. I enjoyed watching you guys film today. You’re both actually really good at acting.” You said pretty awkwardly, making Chris and Seb chuckle. 

  “Well you’re way better than us!” Chris complimented. 

  “PUH-LEASE! Your performance as Johnny Storm was a game changer in the industry. I could never!” You joked, causing Chris to cackle. 

  “Are you being sarcastic, Miss Y/n?” Chris questioned you, peering over his sunglasses in the rear view mirror. 

  “Well, a little. But no, you were really good in that movie.” You answered. “I watched it a couple weeks ago."

Chris and Seb laughed, and the three of you continued to chat the rest of the ride. 

  Chris pulled up to his favorite mall where the three of you would spend the next two hours shopping and having fun. The mall was absolutely decked out for Christmas time, and luckily, since school was still in and it was earlier in the day, the mall wasn’t very busy. You three were a lot less likely to be recognized, not that it bothered you. Chris just had to be home by a certain time to get ready for the party. 

  “Do you want to get Starbucks?” Chris asked, pointing at the Starbucks in the middle of the mall. 

  “Well I know I do!” Seb said. 

  “Yes please!” You answered excitedly. 

You all got your favorite drinks and continued shopping. You soon found yourself in the sunglasses store, looking at all the cool pairs. 

  “Pick out which one you like best.” Chris ordered, sipping his coffee.

  “Are you for real?” You asked, shocked. They weren’t cheap. 

  “Yeah! Yeah of course! I didn’t get to see you for your birthday. I have another gift for you at the house too.” Chris answered. 

  “Oh no, Chris, you don’t have to-” you were soon cut-off by your own giggles as Chris held you to him and tickled your tummy in the middle of the store. 

  “PICK OUT YOUR FAVORITE!” Chris demanded, holding back his own laughter as he ruthlessly tickled you. 

  “Ohohohokahahay! Ohohokahahay!” You laughed, squirming. 

He finally let you go. 

  “Now I know you have been standing here gushing over these. You want them?” 

You couldn’t believe how sweet he was. You gave him a sheepish smile and nodded. 

  “Awww alright let’s get ‘em.” He chuckled. 

Not only did Chris get you the sunglasses, he also got a matching pair for himself. You thought that was the cutest thing in the world and couldn’t be more excited. You knew that every time you wore them, you’d think of him.

  After more shopping, the three of you made your way out to Chris' car when you noticed a few paparazzi taking pictures and heading towards you. 

 Chris sped up his walking and placed his hand on your back, while Sebastian stood on your left side, making you in the middle of them. You finally made it to the car and Chris headed towards his home.

    Chris unlocked his front door and you and Sebastian followed him inside. You were greeted by Dodger. You soon found yourself laying on the middle of the floor, kissing Dodger's face and scratching his ears and chest. 

  "I haven't seen you in so long buddy! Awww ahaha I've missed you!" You said in a high-pitched voice. 

Chris chuckled and Sebastian joined you in loving on the dog. 

  You helped Chris and his brother get ready for the party. People started to show up as the sun was going down. You shivered with your coat on as you stood out back with Chris as he was getting a fire started. You helped him put the logs on. When he finally got it started, Scarlett had come out. 

  "Hey you!" She said sweetly, wrapping you in a hug. 

  "Hey! Do you like the fire that I started?" You teased, taking the credit for a fire that Chris was quite proud of. 

  "Oooh no no no! This is my fire!" Chris scolded. 

You and Scarlett just giggled. 

  "Very good job Y/n!" Scarlett played along. 

Chris shook his head and pointed a finger at you, warningly. You flashed him a smile. He was about to pounce when he was interrupted by guests who came to sit by the fire with their snacks and drinks. You didn't know whether you were relieved or disappointed. 

  Sebastian was out and noticed you shivering. 

 "Aww come here!" He said scooping you up and and sitting down with you by the fire. You snuggled to him and soon found yourself warming up. You watched the fire and listened to the conversation and laughter around you. 

  "Yes, Y/n and I actually have a pretty long scene coming up in a few days. Are you ready for that one, Y/n?" Seb asked you. 

  "I think so." You answered sheepishly. 

  "Of course you are. You're gonna be great!" Seb smiled, squeezing you tighter and rubbing your back. 

You smiled. That made you feel more confident about that scene. You really enjoyed acting with Sebastian. You were really comfortable with him, and didn't worry as much when it came to more emotional scenes.

  "Do you guys like my fire?" You teased again, looking into Chris' narrowed eyes. He sucked his cheek. 

  "Wow Y/n! You built this all by yourself? It's a great fire!" Sebastian joined. 

Everyone laughed and Chris started to get up from seat, but was once again interrupted by someone coming up and asking him a question. 

  You took this opportunity to get up and go get a drink from inside the warm house, which was crowded with more people. You soon found yourself talking with Chris' brother Scott for a while, and then Scarlett, and then more crew members. 

  You were opening a soda when you saw Chris come inside. You got butterflies, thinking maybe he came in to get you, but that didn't seem to be the case when he grabbed another beer and soon found himself surrounded by women talking to him. You giggled, knowing he was a little bored and these women were obviously swooning over him. You set down your drink and walked past him, poking his side and walking away. You knew it was childish, but you hadn't done this to him since you were like eleven. You knew he would remember. On set or during press tours, you would sneak up and poke him again and again until he would chase you and tickle you into oblivion. 

  You saw Chris look at you over the women's heads and playfulness danced in his eyes, so a few minutes later, you snuck by and did it again, making him smile and clutch his side. He tried to look for you but didn't want to be rude to the ladies who were talking to him. A few minutes later, you did it one more time causing the same reaction. 

  "Excuse me ladies, I have to deal with something real quick. I'm sorry just excuse me." Chris apologized, then began searching for you. 

You locked eyes with him across the room and giggled. He marched toward you past everyone in the room and you started speed walking away from him with a big smile on your face, giggling nervously. 

 "You get back here!" He shouted as he hurried after you. 

You soon found yourself in the other living room, cornered by the sectional and Chris. Less people were in this room, including Sebastian and Scarlett lost in conversation. 

  “Ahhh!” You screamed as Chris launched at you, while you fell into the couch. 

You expected him to tickle you right there, but instead Chris grabbed you and held you over him, high up in the air. Though you trusted him, you were startled by the height you were being held at. 

  “Woah!” You said, trying to hold onto something. You suddenly could reach his shoulders as he lowered you down, but then you found yourself being laid on the soft rug. More nervous giggles poured out of you. 

  “You’ve been messing with me all night huh? You’ve just been asking to be tickled! Just like when you were little!” Chris teased, trying to catch your flailing hands to pin them. 

  “Hey! She’s still little!” Scarlett added, a small pout on her lip. 

  “I am not!” You argued, blushing. 

  “Are too!” Sebastian snapped. 

Your attention was soon back on Chris as he pinned your arms to your sides. 

  “Nohoho no! Chris no! Sebastian heeeelp meee!” You begged, making Chris chuckle. 

  “Mmmm… no I don’t think so.” Sebastian added with a smirk. 

  “CHRIS DON’T TICKLE!” You cackled, pulling at your arms. 

  “Ahahaha too late!” Chris spat as both his hands found your tummy. 

You became weak and wheezed as you felt his large hands dance across your tummy in the most ticklish way. You arched your back in some weird attempt to get away, but as soon as you collapsed to the floor, your loud laughter erupted out of you and you squirmed everywhere unable to stand the ticklish sensation. It brought back so many memories of when you were younger and you couldn’t believe how it felt exactly the same. Chris knew how to get you and you felt thankful that even though you were older now, he wasn’t afraid to keep that same innocent, playful friendship you had developed with him on the set of Captain America: The Winter Soldier in 2013 that remained over the years. 

   You squealed and squirmed, causing Chris to let out his famous laughter as he wiggled his fingers up to your sensitive ribs. 

  “You’re still a little squirmy wormy!” He teased, making you blush again. “Why are you blushing? Hmm? Hmm?” He squeezed your sides and you gripped his wrists in an attempt to push him off for just a second of relief from the tickling, but your attempt failed, and you had to just endure it.  

  Chris let up for just a moment to pin your arms above your head. You caught your breath, looking up at his evil smile. 

  “I know all your tickle spots.” Chris said in a low voice, nodding, putting on a serious face. It was almost like he turned into Steve Rogers right before your eyes. 

  “Chrihihis! Ihihi’m sohohorry! Nohohohoho!” You tried, but Chris just shook his head and dug into your armpits and you trapped his hands there and screamed with laughter, making Chris break out into more laughter himself. 

  “Y/n, I do not understand HOW that can be so funny! Does this tickle or something? Oh I bet it does tickle!” Chris teased, speeding up his tickling. 

  “STAHHAHAP! Nohohohoho!” You begged, laughing so hard that tears pooled in your eyes. 

  “Ohohkay!” Chris said. Stopping his tickles. “Breathe Y/n breathe.” He soothed, chuckling. 

You caught your breath and he moved his hand, making you flinch, thinking he was going to tickle you again. He giggled at that. You knew he wasn’t done yet though. You knew him too well. 

  “TIME FOR THE GRAND FINALE!” He announced with a goofy face. 

  “NO! WAY!” You shouted, and began half-heartedly trying to escape, because let’s be honest- you didn’t really want to get away. 

Butterflies rushed to your stomach as Chris pinned your hands above your head with one hand and wiggled his fingers in front of your face teasingly. 

  “Oh not thiiiis!” You whined knowing exactly what was coming. 

  “Ohohoho yes! You looove this!” He teased, dancing his fingers across your neck and all you could do was lay there, letting out your belly laughter. This was too much. It went on for so long and you just had to take it, your belly laughter falling in and out of silent laughter. 

  “Now that is my favorite laugh.” Chris complimented, adoring you. 

  “Mine too.” Sebastian mused. 

Finally Chris let up and you thought it was over, until you heard Seb speak. 

  “Well I wanna tickle Y/n!” Sebastian whined. 

  “OOOOH NO!” You cried. You knew it was going to happen. 

  “I don’t know. It might actually kill her.” Chris chuckled.

  “Oh she can take it. Hold my beer.” Sebastian told Scarlett, handing her his drink. 

You saw Sebastian walking toward you with his raised eyebrow and you screamed as Chris just held you down, laughing at you. 

  “You didn’t even get her knees!” Seb said, reaching down and squeezing and scribbling all over and under your highly sensitive knees. 

 “Seheheebbyyy! Quihihihit! Nohohoho ihihihit’s too muhuhuhahahaaha!” You giggled and squirmed. 

Chris and Seb just laughed. Next thing you knew Seb was squeezing your thighs and you shrieked. Then, Chris leaned down and buried his face in your neck, his beard tickling like crazy. You soon felt the buzz of a raspberry on your neck and you used all of your strength to push him away through your adorable laughter. Both of them finally stopped. 

  “Now she’s had enough.” Sebastian concluded, a teasing smirk on his face. 

You blushed and buried your face in the rug, making them laugh. 

  You jumped when you felt something tickle your ear. Turns out, it was just Dodger licking your ear. You giggled and rolled over, squishing his adorable face and petting him. 

  “Aww he wants to tickle you too!” Chris chuckled. 

You soon found yourself being lifted up by Chris, holding you baby-style. 

  “I still have that other present to give you.” He said. He set you down and reached under the Christmas tree, handing you a bag. 

  “You really didn’t have to do this!” You blushed. 

  “Oh shut uuup.” He smiled, waving his hand. 

  “Okay then. Hang on a second.” You said, and ran to the guest room with your bag to grab a wrapped gift for him. You returned and handed it to him. 

  “Aww you got me something?” Chris asked. 

You nodded. 

You looked at Sebastian who smiled at you, because he knew what you got Chris. You told Sebastian when you gave him his present the day before. 

  “You go first.” Chris said.

You grinned and opened your gift to find the most beautiful, soft, giant, light blue blanket. Your eyes widened and you pouted your lip.  

  “Aww Chris! This is so perfect! I love it so much! Thank you thank you thank you!” You thanked him, genuinely loving this gift. 

  Chris unwrapped his gift from you, and he smiled so brightly when he saw it. It was a letter you wrote him, and a framed picture of the two of you on set. He was in his Captain America uniform and you were hugging him, both laughing. It was your favorite picture with him. 

 “I know it’s not much but-” You were cut off by him. 

 “Oh sweetie! This is so perfect! Come here!” He said, pulling you in a hug. “Thank you, honey!” 

You smiled and hugged him tight. You felt a bittersweet pain in your chest as you knew this was the last movie you would film with him, and that hurt, but you knew you’d always be friends, and maybe one day, have the privilege of doing another movie with him. He knew what this gift meant, and he hugged you tighter. 

[softbbyg0rl]

stormy nights // han jisung

a/n: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JISUNG!! I wrote this in the car and didnt proofread it. this is also the longest fic I've ever written! you can pry the idea that jisung is afraid of storms from my cold dead hands. anyway enjoy!

genre: fluff // warnings: swearing (it says damn) // friends to lovers au

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the occasional clap of thunder accompanied the patter of rain against your closed window. you sat snuggled into your couch, clad in one of jisung's hoodies and your fluffiest pair of socks, gifted to you by felix for your birthday last year. a mug of untouched tea sat on the coffee table slowly going cold as you sat absorbed in rereading your favourite book.

a series of knocks brought you out of your daze as you carefully placed your bookmark in between the pages and hesitantly setting your book down beside your tea. you padded towards your door, slipping slightly due to the fluffiness of your socks and pulled it open to reveal a soaking jisung. "what are you doing here oh my gosh come in." grabbing his hand you yanked him into your apartment.

"not that I'm complaining but why are you here and not at home sleeping?" you spoke quietly as you stripped him of his jacket and hung it over a chair to hopefully dry before grabbing one of his hands in yours and began rubbing to try and get some warmth back into him. the boys already pink cheeks heated up more at the contact as he widened his eyes before stuttering out a reply "I-uh I just-just wanted to s-see you. cant a guy miss his best friend?" you looked at him softly before gently grabbing his other hand "well that's sweet but its late and i know you had practice today. i dont want you to be exhausted." a sudden clap of thunder had jisung huddling close to you as a small squeak left his lips. he tried to cover it up with a laugh. your eyes widened slightly as you realized the true reason he had walked here in the rain: he was scared of storms.

you gave him a small smile and gave his hand a small squeeze "here you're soaked! I think I still have some of your clothes here from when you slept over." you tugged him towards your room before reluctantly letting go of his hand to rifle through your drawers for his clothes. despite his fear the boy let out a cheeky smile "that is only if your not wearing them all." your ears burning you handed him his clothes and began to leave the room so he could change "it's not my fault your clothes are so damn comfy."

when jisung had reentered your living room he was dressed in his sweats and a hoodie, his feet covered with your pink fluffy socks and his damp hair slowly drying. He layed across the couch, draping his arm across your stomach as he rested his chin on your shoulder and looked up at you. "whatcha doing?" he spoke softly as his fingers subconsciously rubbed small circles in your waist. you turn the page as you lower your hand to his damp hair, gaze not leaving your book as you answered him "reading." he pouted and lowered your book from your line of sight"y/nnn pay attention to meee." just as the words had left his lips a loud clap of thunder sounded, the lights flickering in time with the lightning streaking through the sky causing the power to go out. jisung's grip on you tightened as he buried his head into you neck. you quickly put your bookmark in its spot before tossing your book somewhere that was hopefully the coffee table. you wrapped your arms around him and rubbed his back. "do you want to at least cuddle in my bed?" jisung huffed, the warm breath tickling your neck "that would require us to get up." nonetheless he dramatically threw his arm off of you and groaned as you stood up.

"come on." grabbing his hand you pulled him off the couch and led him blindly to your bedroom and flopped on your bed, pulling him with you. his arm immediately draping across your waist as your leg was thrown over his waist, making it easier to intertwine your legs together.

his head was buried in your neck, giving you perfect access to kiss his forehead. his warm breath on your neck pulled you out of your thoughts as brought your hand up from his back to the base of his neck to play with the soft hair. "better?" you asked him. you could feel the vibrations against your neck as he hummed softly.

"I love you." you felt your cheeks heat up as the words left his lips but replied "I love you too sungie." he lifted his head to look at you "no y/n." he cupped your cheek and stroked the soft skin with the pad of his thumb. "I love you." he leaned in slightly before looking back at you, his breath fanning your lips "say something, please." you threaded your fingers back through his hair "I love you too. so much." with that he whispered "can I?" you answered him by closing the small distance between you, allowing him to capture your lips with his.

his kiss was soft and sweet, holding nothing but love. his lips tasted of chocolate and honey and you decided it was your new favourite thing. he pulled away and rested his forehead against yours. by now the rain had slowed, a soft melody compared to the raging symphony that was once playing. "will you be mine? please?" you pecked his lips before replying "forever."

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[crystu-cii]

OF COURSE!!!! I'd say you're hella close to it!!! Definitely closer than I am XDD 💖💞💝💕💝❤️💕💕❤️ A G R EED /hj XDD

Yeah ;w; oohh that sounds super interesting!! I can understand not pursuing a story tho, stories are d i f f icult-- XD fun, but difficult, and you need an attention span for them! (Why do you think I only write one page stories??)

OMS yessss that's so accurate tho-- like I haven't changed much if I'm being honest (I spend a LOT of time inside.. XD) awww-- I can understand that- in japan we didn't have a backyard, so I stopped going outside much at all-- occasionally I biked to convenience stores or walked to vending machines, that was cool, but no backyard :/ having no backyard sUCks, like where am I supposed to scream into the void?? INSIDE?? /j

OMS-- CRYS XDD what a Mood™ tho- "oh I'm gonna continue this thing!!" *does something else entirely*

XDD It was done Against My Will™ (get Against My Will on the album I Haven't Awoken Well Rested Since I Was A Child by the band The Bags Under My Eyes Aren't Makeup! XD) MOOD-- I spent the quarantine summer doing nothing but staying up until the sun rose and sleeping until it was at its peak- where did the time goooo

I AGREE HOW DARE HE- LIKE EXCUSE?? YOU TINY HEATHEN??? anyways now I'm trying to go back to squirting him with a squirt bottle to startle him(even tho he's a fan of water, the harsh spray startles him) but anyways thank you crysss I'm never getting a cat in my life now bc of this rude child (dogs are superior anyways /hj)

(and now time to reply to the OTHER ask cause I'm efficient and not going to send two separate asks to respond to things that can be responded to at the same time.. ....why did I even ramble about that wtf henry(huh I never refer to myself by name that felt weird))

Okay!! No worries dude, you can always take your time with replies, I just don't trust tumblr XD 💞❤️💕💝💝💖💕❤️💖 of course!!! Thank you!!! 💖💕💕💖💞💕

Oooh!!! That sounds super fun!!! Man I miss hanging out with my friends-- but my closest friend(lives in my neighborhood) has a parent who works in other people's houses, so high risk, and the rest live several hours away :)) but anyways yeah that sounds hella!!!! I love that y'all were just like "okay well. we're gonna hang out anyways." XDD

Aww-- I'm glad you are!! My brother and his bf were supposed to come but I think we have to postpone that cause someone in his workplace tested positive for covid :( YESS FOODDDD-- oooh cheesecake?? I've never heard of having it on Thanksgiving!! Usually we have pumpkin, cherry, apple, and pecan pies!! (We're having pumpkin and cherry ones this yeah!! Two pumpkin pies, a cherry pie, and a cherry cobbler--) I... Have never heard of pineapple pie in my life! Sounds like it would make pineapple-on-pizza haters burst into tears tho--

YOURE WHAT-- CRYS YOU HEATHEN IT IS NOVEMBER!!!!! /j I can't stand Christmas music, being a choir student made me not be a huge fan of it-- too much Christmas music.. ugh. (Straight no chaser is tolerable at least. And Pentatonix. And covers by artists I like. But if I have to hear Jingle Bells ONE MORE TIME--) YESSS BESTOW UPON ME THOU'S PRESENCE AND PRESENTS... Ooh nice!! Pfft XDD Yess- I have multiple on my wishlist-- mostly for the switch-- OMS I CAN'T BELIEVE I DIDN'T ASK FOR THSC-- MAYBE IM THE HEATHEN--

Okay, it's January 5th! Literally not even two weeks after Christmas-- Feel free to scream happy birthday at me :3 XDD now I'm curious, what's yours?

awhhh thank you ;w;; 💕💞💕💞💞💕💞

and legiT- and omg- also what i do a lot is thinking i have a story all in control but then i realise that i only focused on the main parts and nOT the transitions and all that shit and then i end up last minute thinking them- XDD and ngl one page stories sound SOO much better- imo- not just for writing- but for reading as well- whenever i go to see a fanfic I always read the ones that has one chapter- dunno how to fully explain it- possibly cause its satisfying to see a story actually have its end other than a long lasting series that will never end- XDD oneshots are my FUEL

buT WoW omg this topic has now made me realise how i barely go outside- XDD i wish there would be other thingd around my neighborhood other than a "park" that has DEAD GRASS and the sprinklers go off like every hour for some reason- duNNo what the builders were thinking but i guess i dont mind- i stay in my house a whOLELE lot xD

and YESS IT GETS ME EVERYTIME- "hey lets draw-" *-WRITES-* XDD AND ABHAHAHAHA (NOW ON YOUR LOCAL MUSIC STORES- XDDDD) and omG MEEE- the times i would usually sleep would be around 3 am to 6 am- ironically my mom has a more screwed up schedule than i do- and SHE STILL HAS- last night she told me that she hasnt slept in 48 HOURSSS- MaMAAA PLEASE SLEEP

GO AWAY CAT HEATHEN- XD and omG a squirt bottle of water yes XDD and awh i definitely understand now how youll not get a cat- sounds like a hecka pain ;0;; i never even had a pet before (or not that i would recall- oh wait i think i had fish but i have an embarrassing story that made my mom ban fish from the household- OH MAN the shame)

and yeahh oh man- i hope you are okay with all these topics XDD and thank you!! 💕💞💕💞💕💞💕💞

awwhh i see- i wish you can hang out with your friends without it being too risky! that reminds me of that one time where my friend said "hey so uh you guys can hang out at my house since at my parent's workplace someone was positive for covid" and then immeadiately after they were like "SO WE NEED TO GO TO ONE OF YOUR GUYS' HOUSE" and Im LIKE- UH- NOO??? nOt AfTEr you just say THAT- nuh uh- thankfully we didnt hang out that day- better safe than sorry xD

and omggg those pies sound AWWESOMEEEE- i always wanted to try pumpkin pie before but when i asked my mom that she was like "nO iTS diSGusTing" and im like "*visible confusion*" and lOwKEY SAME- pineapple pie just sounds a bit off but my mom was really hyped to make it xD i'd actually say its not that bad! but im still not a fan of pineapple so uhhh xD (aNd YEAH IT DOES feel like it would make those haters cry-- XDD)

and PFHAOHFA IM A LIVING HEATHEN- XDD omg at this time of year- it gets CRAZYY for me- first off- Tree is a true filipino- right when it was the first day october- youd hear them say "FUCK HALLOWEEN"(and id just whine to them like "BUT HALLOWENENENEN") and then their family set up a whole christmas tree and over-the-top decorations- and omg- if you hate christmas music- you would despise the philippines sO MUCH- when the FIRST day of SEPTEMBER hits- CHRISTMAS MUSIC ON ALLLLL THE STORES- it will drive you WILDDD ( yeah its actually a normal filipino thing- not that i ever went to the philippines myself at tHAT time of year- but my friends and family tell me all about it- filipinos are the true christmas maniacs XDDD)

and awhhh choir must be a pain ;0;;; that would remind me how on one concert- the beginners class of choir screamed on purpose even though they werent supposed to- the teacher got so pissed XDDD and YESSS PRESENTSSSS- and awh man- i actually dont own ANY consoles at all- so the only things i can ask for is steam games- last year for christmas i got just shapes and beats- which was WORTHHH

and oo YAY- now i shall mark that on my calander- XD and mine is february 7!

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Heyyy its meee I miss you and I love you. I haven't been checking your account lately and I'm sorry I haven't been taking care of myself lately because I've done something bad. But dw I'll get over it hopefully. Love you though here I give kisses mwuah mwuah 😘😘💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💖💖💖💖💜

OH MY GOD BABIE HI!!! my account has been a haunted house for a while now. my fics and wips are rotting. uni is starting a lot earlier than expected... I JUST CHECKED THE DATE LMAO UNI STARTS TOMORROW i can’t do this rn.

ANYWAYS. hi i missed u so much T^T i hope you’re taking good care of yourself now. i hope you’ve gotten over whatever it is, babie. i love you. i’m thinking about coming back to post fics and when i do i hope you’re still here. OKAY. i need u here! i’ll give u kisses n hugs n all the love in the world.

wear ur mask babie. stay hydrated. sleep early n eat healthy! i love you again. i hope you’re happy and safe wherever you are <3