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incoherentsobbing · 6 months

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A. Thing. 🧍🏾

CW: Unhealthy relationship dynamics, implied drugging (a potion of some sorts), light mentions of death, Yan! reader x (character of your choice), l'm pretty sure I had someone in mind when I first wrote this, but it's been months and I have No Clue, lowkey disturbing. reader is manipulating mansplaining manwhoring this

Tell me if I miss anything :P

Heavy breathing.

The deafening sound of skin brushing against skin.

The shrill laughter coming from them made butterflies flare up in such a beautiful way in you.

"Haha! (redacted)!" They'd gleefully chuckle as you'd both roll around in the pillow fort you made together, tears forming in the corner of their eyes.

And you'd laugh right back, engulfing them in a loving hug they'd surely return.

They just loved you so, so much.

And you loved them too.

Enough to put them under a spell.

Enough to make sure all they thought about was you, you, you.

Because they loved you so much.

And you loved them too.

They'd cry and cry, but how could they be sad? When all they could feel was the tight pull on their heart when they saw you? When they heard your voice? When they tried to resist the spell you put them under?

Those were just tears of joy. What more could they be?

Their dead eyes meant nothing, so long as they gazed at you, and you alone.

They didn't mind when the people they were once close to vanished. One after the other

How could they?

They were too preoccupied with wedding plans to even think about their companions dropping like flies around them.

You'd speak, and they'd listen. Obey. Without question.

All because they loved you

And you loved them too.

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mroddmod · 5 months

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everyone be quiet i'm manifesting

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kastillia · 4 months

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I think... we were cursed from the start

(without blur under the cut)

#chrom #robin #chrobin #fire emblem #fire emblem awakening #fe:a #everything is a little minimalistic compared to usual simply bc...i wanted to draw attention to something else #long time no ship art... which was a very deliberate decision btw #but i guess i was feeling nostalgic #if you're wondering what's happening here - just pick any point between their C-A support lol #caption is a song lyric...from a song released in 2017 oh no #i generally keep my music to myself but if y'all wanna know the songs i used lyrics for in captions lemme know and i'll put them in the tag #my art

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gouden-carolus · 9 months

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The U.S.S. Dubuque Inspired by J.C Leyendecker's S.S Leviathan

#bradnate #generation kill #genkill #hbo war #nate #brad #my art #i've been wanting to draw a study based on this painting for YEARS but every time I tried I never made it past the sketch stage #except for this time 🥳#i'm not exactly convinced i managed to capture their likeness but that's just a whole other beast I'll keep chipping at i guess

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bens-rex · 1 year

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Don't know if I'll be updating this blog anymore (sorry) so I leave you with low quality stuff I made over the past few months

#I thought the fixation would've lasted longer but I guess I was wrong #sorry again but I'll probably keep posting about it on my main blog it's just that I've grown tired of this blog #might leave it as an archive #idk sorry #benrex #ben 10 #ben tennyson #generator rex #rex salazar #photos

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welcometoteyvat · 9 months

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me, watching chongming stocks go up: it's all coming together

#listen if this is going to be the first ''eye candy'' ship i get into well it's joever but its cute + oh well gotta make my two faves kiss #generally prefer chong.ming though over ming.yun because i don't like clashing ship names and we alr got a ming.yun village #i'm also haunted by that one post i made about xing.yun's name being a pun and ming.yun being a pun just reminds me of that #but most importantly chong.ming follows the ship name convention of first half of 1st chara's name x 2nd half of 2nd chara's #name and i think that's nice because i'm a stickler #ming.yun is 2nd half of name x 2nd half of name and ghsdkfhgij im nitpicky LMAO #it also doesn't clash with anything currently which i like because again i'm just pedantic with these things #chongming #why am i being such a hater towards a ship i like? it's called keeping myself humble- JKJKJKJK #if they come out and have no interaction well i guess i'll put on a clown hat and keep on shipping idk </3 my two faves.... please though #ramblings!

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valiant-portabella-pirkko · 11 months

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"It is done, my Champion. When this world comes to heel, you will be my blade in the dark. Together we will remind mortals why they once feared the night."

Guess who just finished Mordremoth's Fang the other night. :)

#my posts #GW2 #Guild Wars 2 #sylvari #Ceara the Defiant #i WANTED to do a photoshoot in post-Vinewrath silverwastes #but nobody was running it because of the festival so rip #so instead you get this! which still looks cool i think.#i had to buy most of the jade runestones tho because i needed so MANY. man the second-to-last step is greedy lol #now i gotta decide what i want to do next... i have almost everything to complete the Predator (its precursor dropped for me a while back)#but i still need a bunch of onyx lodestones and those are.. pricey. oof. that's all i have left for it tho.#and i'd be out of Gifts of Exploration. + if i want to make another Aurene legendary i'll need to map complete echovald again (agony)#ah well. i'll cross that bridge when i get there #this was my big endgame. all my scarlets keep getting spoiled with legendaries LMAO (it's because they'd actually use 'em)#Aurene's Rending might be cool for Saoirse the Flame but i kinda like her just with the bioluminescent set tbh #and even though Pirkko has Aurene's Fang i honestly use Scarlet's Kiss (rifle) on her more than the sword rip #at least holosmith is kinda funny and if i kill things with the holoforge I GUESS it thinks i've swapped to sword and does the crystal kill #but maybe it just does that in general if you have them on a weapon swap because i could swear Saoirse did it once too. idk

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artsandstoriesandstuff · 2 months

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Ginger and Gingerbread or something, I don't know I didn't grow up with this show

#but the truth is NO ONE GREW UP WITH THIS SHOW!!! I came up with the project!!!#...well I guess that means I did grow up with it lol #anyway #Ginger (right) and Gingerbread (left) is a series about a sister and brother gingerbread cookies that get stuck in Gingerbread land #thanks to -and I'm not joking- a peppermint watch Gingerbread has that can traverse dimensions #It also included their Aunt(?) Cake and their cousins as well as the annoying next-door kid Sugar- I mean Sergeant #(who of course has an incessant crush on Ginger)#(but he does get better I promise)#theres also a human antagonist a cookie version of said antagonist and a “pretty” girl named Pepper who everyone (Ginger) hated #(and likewise Gingerbread had an incessant crush on Pepper but unlike Sergeant it does NOT get better with those two)#(also Pepper is Human Gingerbread Cookie whatever's cousin. So that's fun!)#The cousins were the most generic characters ever but I still love them #They were Cutie (the baby) Hungry (the... self explanatory) Gothy (also self explanatory) Scaredy (need I say more) and Sassy #Sassy was the bratty older teenager with a new boyfriend every week of course.#In the original series Sergeant was adopted by Aunt Cake and he and Sassy had a sibling rivalry #I may just make him an orphan now... lol... but I'll still make the Cake Cousins his found family #why did I not think of the cake cousins as a name sooner #anywho. This show gives me intense 2000s disney channel/CN vibes to me let me know what you think of this 3+ year old idea lol #art #digital art #krita #gingerandgingerbreadseries #gingerbread man #original series #also I gave Gingerbread the hat to improve his silhouette is it dumb or no (/hj)#story idea #original idea #oh I forgot someone! There was a cool girl named Angel(ica) and she was Scaredy's friend who became his girlfriend later in the show #i loved the two #oh hey should I make more of these drawings of the rest of the cast/the cast I want to keep

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manasurge · 3 months

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bleh

#blabbering #rambling/whining/complaining/venting ahead:#I think the horrors have finally caught up to me and the depresso is starting to take hold #i don't usually experience this until winter but I think the sudden drop of activity and people going on hiatus and such -#has triggered this early for me #basically I can't be left alone with my thoughts for too long or i start spiraling REALLY badly.#i don't really handle change very well haha...#i have the notorious curse of second guessing anything and everything and putting it on repeat in my head and then amplifying it #which sucks bc I don't have any more escapisms that work now bc this was already my escapism and I have no human connections irl #(I'm not kidding either. I've failed time and time again to make friends irl and was always the proactive one about it. But alas... ugh)#my only source for connections is online bc i struggle to make friends (especially at my age and how my energy keeps depleting and depletin #might lowkey be sharkweek but usually I just get more agitated and not this (this is very specific to the winter horrors™ for me)#i guess I may as well check out the spears while they're around still (tho in between me making dinner). I'm just feeling super bummed out #and not excited like I was the other day about it (ofc I blame the depresso™).#I don't even know what to do for my beta characters. Head empty. Head gone. sigh.#also it sucks bc next week is gonna kick my ass at work (canada day/july 4th/july in general/5 DAYS and long shifts in there too)#i'm going to be so tired and so alone and with nothing to look forward to. Idk what to do bc none of my usual distractions are effective no #No escape. No seretonin. No company. Nothin'. I notice I when i start getting bad like this when I fall back hard into pokemon #(because it was my childhood escapism and I was a neglected only child who was left alone a lot; hence the connection lol)#i'll probably just have to suffer through it and be an absolute wreck of a person i think. I don't really have any other options #watch me get sick again bc canada sucks to work bc everyone has it off and they ALL GO TO THE STORE I WORK AT AND IT SUCKS.#gonna try to draw more too but the depresso is eating my brain worms (the healthy brain worms)

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underthehedge · 2 months

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This morning has been disappointing. I've finally got the money to stock my fish tank that's been sitting, cycled, but devoid of fish for the last 18 months, last week I got some cardinal tetras to go in it because I'm doing an upper Negro biotope type thing. They seem to be doing well, and though cardinals aren't my favourite fish, they've brought my a lot of joy.

But they were really just a prelude to the main event: ordered 11 days ago but arriving this morning was a pair of Apistogramma gephyra, perfect for the system I'm trying to replicate, gorgeous and small. I have been chewing the walls for the last week waiting for them to arrive, even though I knew it was going to be today. Just look at this photo from the seller's website!

Opened the box, pulled out the first bag ready to stare lovingly at my new fish and...why are their tails like that? I mean, apistos famously change colour a lot but the tail is square, and orange-red.

Shite pic I know but it is what it is.

They've sent me a pair of A. macmasteri "red" by accident. A fine fish I'm sure, clearly a lot of people like them, and they're the same price so it's not like the sellers are trying to rip me off. Tbh they're by far a more popular fish than gephyra.

Unfortunately I personally don't care for macmasteri, but beyond that they're from the Rio Meta, a whitewater river, while my tank is distinctly blackwater (conductivity of "lol no", pH somewhere south of 5.0, it's basically just slightly grubby RO). And apistos are noted to be territorial with not just their own species, but others in the genus so I can't just get some gephyra too now without having to send those back, which...shipping fish is a pain and not one I'm set up for. I'll see what the seller says but suffice to say I'm disappointed, went from giddy with excitement to dejected in seconds.

#fishblr #blackwater aquarium #apistogramma #apistogramma macmasteri #apistogramma gephyra #fish #honestly I've only had good experiences with fish online before #and this is an easy enough mistake to make I'm sure #the sellers have generally fantastic feedback #just someone's cocked up and packed the wrong fish it's not even a mis-ID because they sell macmasteri too #and viejita which I guess these could be but I'm pretty sure these are macmasteri #just goddamnit I don't *like* macmasteri in the first place #and they're not suitable for my tank either as a biotope or just the conditions tbh #plus like the closest aquatics store where I got the cardinals actually sells macmasteri #for like a third the price and it's £4 in busses rather than £20 in overnight couriers #if I wanted macmasteri I could have gone and bought a pair and had them within the hour #anyway they're chilling in my tank currently while I wait on the seller getting back to me and I'll not slight the quality of the fish #they've already been eating and the male keeps displaying for the female #concerned they're going to spawn before I get this sorted 😂#but if they just send me replacements I'm sure the local shop will take the fish I've got

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sunlitsighs · 1 month

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attempting to update my blog theme so if anything looks strange for a while (hopefully it will not tho) that would be the reason

#i still want it to be green but i'm thinking green and pink #though i might try blue #because it's my favourite colour and the lyrics i may use for the blog name would suit that too #also kind of want to use a diff theme on web but i am attached to my current one because it's been years so maybe not that just yet #and i want to make my blog brighter and more colourful in general too but... i dont know i dont rly think i'd keep it like that for long #maybe i'll try making a side blog. though i would probably still just... post there the way i do here #so it really would just be for the vibes (of a different @ and theme)#we'll see i guess #i dont think i have the capacity to manage multiple blogs though my brain is tiny and constantly rattling #anyway

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fantabulisticity · 17 days

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My car is fixed!!!!!!!!!!!!! My sore butt can recover from bicycling now!!!!!!!!!!!! Unfortunately, the cost of having my car fixed was $574. So, like. You know.

#but the tow truck was only $100 so i'll take it i guess???#this is not a plea for help i can still afford the rest of the month until i get paid again but uh. i won't be donating to stuff this month #if i'd known my car was gonna break down then i wouldn't have spent so much money last week and last month. fuckin hell.#it's fine. but i'm annoyed.#still don't know if i can go to karaoke or not. i'll probably just not drink much.#but i can't like have a bunch of little impulse purchases. i have to keep track again.#like. i will survive and i will be fine but having financial freedom has been SO fucking nice and i'm not ready to let go of it #the problem is i don't actually know how much i spend on little things each month because my lifestyle is cheap enough that...#...even not paying attention i don't generally exceed my means. but now i have to pay attention #personal

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rivilu · 1 month

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disjointed fandom posting sorry but it just hit me that pwotr is like. the only rpg where a companion never once left my team

#you can guess who it was jgkdfg #but yeah i think it has to do with disapproval not being a thing in the usual sense #Daeran was there 24/7 but my team in general is very stable compared to how often i switch it up on bg3 or the dragon ages #it's like . Daeran Woljif Seelah Lann + free space that gets swapped around (but most often it's Arue)#like aside from the point when woljif isn't there for plot reasons - i think the only time seelah and lann werent there-#was at the trap for the Other?#and that was only for plot reasons again bc basically Elluin was 99% sure the situation would escalate/#he'd wind up murdering a bunch of inquisitors and. yk. don't generally want the paladin and the guy who can't stand your bf there for that #though maybe I'll change it in future because it would be spicy if they WERE there to see it... hmmm #anyway yeah it's very interesting to me how consistent it was comparatively #honorable mention to Wyll for being the only other companion from an rpg that I don't recall taking out of my team for 99% of the game #and Zevran for being there for about? 80%? Orion didn't take him into the deep roads for blight safety reasons #it's a LITTLE bit funny to think of Daeran as the one companion this happens to djkfg #similar to the Dorian Bit of the high class character forced to trudge along the dirt fdjgk but.. better #because he's deadass forced to do it dnfmgbdh #I have this one particular thought in my head about the abyss as well.#about being made to follow along the heart of Alushinyrra as essentially a glowing target?#and how that's somehow both the worst and best outcome of being in the abyss in the fist place?#i mean he says it himself retroactively about the battlebliss. there's a certain sense of safety that comes from sticking close to the kc #and that's also why Elluin Does keep him with- it's a risk either way but if we gotta bring an aasimar into the Abyss #and that aasimar just so happens to be someone he has a vested interest in keeping safe #he's much better off where he can see him at all times rather than at camp #gods something about this visual. standing right there as the person you're following walks in front of you-#provoking the 2d highest authority in the entire /realm/ - a realm that's already been hostile to you from the very second you stepped ther #yet somehow - against all sense or better judgement . you know it's going to be fine?#(yes in a sense Dae may be safer than anyone there on account of life insurance and the Other itself in a sense but still)#im shaking the bars of my enclosure etcetera #river rambles

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longagoitwastuesday · 2 months

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*reading a thesis about the evolution of the concept of infinity in China with a large amount of tabs open with diverse articles or word combinations to further look for information, all the while seething, blood boiling* I wish Satoru Gojo would fucking cease to exist

#He's damn lab made I swear. I want to strangle him into inexistence. Brush him away from the realm of reality even in the subset of fiction #Only thing I'm not into are his looks. Like yes. He's handsome. But not my type at all. THANKFULLY #My friend keeps asking if I've kept watching. I'm still halfway through episode eight #But you see this is me enjoying this actually #I'm having a blast #A terrible one because I *am* getting attached to this character well beyond Cantor #And I vehemently don't want that #I can foresee this will be a problem as if I were both in the mess itself and moved on from it #Past and future converge in the present and I'm already there and I'm back there again all the while I'm here #Everything is at the same time and I can see what will be in what is because of the echo of what was #As if reading a reverberation of a sound into the future #I am so mad. So mad #He's lab made. I could eat him like a lollipop. I could strangle him to death.#I can't stop thinking about potentials implications and potential readings that most likely have no meaning nor place in the manga #I can't stop thinking about infinity. Again. Like years ago. And enjoying it. Again. Like years ago #Tipsy on exhilaration. Hazy because of nostalgia. Deeply frustrated by this mix. By all this #The past becoming present again and anticipating an unwanted emotiveness that could only break my ribs and leave me nothing again #Yet I can't stop thinking. I can't stop thinking about infinity and I can't stop thinking about Satoru in specific #but also the potential in the previous Gojos and the potential in Sukuna and it makes me wonder about Gojo's friend‚#wondering about the Continuum‚ wondering about the School of Names and the play on contradictions. And then Cusa #But of course. That's why I'm here. And it's so frustrating I want it all to burn #And I could sing but my blood is boiling and at the same time I want to go back in time #Every criticism I try to make to dismantle the princeling and my fondness for him I end up making work again #Perhaps if I read or watch more I'll be able to make it fail. Perhaps I won't like it as much as I could like it in my mind #Perhaps it will be worse‚ and so safe. I'm still halfway through episode eight. I keep watching on loop. I keep looking for books and papers #I could drink him like fresh water. I can foresee my drowning #Anyway...#I talk too much #Jujutsu Kaisen #I guess I should make a tag for my thoughts while watching/seeing this instead of just using the general tag

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wigglebox · 11 months

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#6 hours and i'm trying not to feel sad about my domestic prompt i posted today but #sometimes as really any creative person will tell you it's hard to feel like you're doing something people are interested in because #of numbers which i hate the numbers game #but idk 6 hours and 35 notes is kinda sad for me i guess #i'm not asking for pity reblogs and know people often also put this stuff in queues #but idk #i'm also post-period so i think i'm in my silly sads #bc i'm still grateful for any like or reblog and the people who write very kind things in the comments and stuff #like y'all i love y'all sometimes i do a lil screencap and shove it in my 'silly sads' folder to read when i feel like this #idk. i know my art isn't for everyone and suptober i don't use a lot of colors and their noses are big and maybe i'm not as expressive as #i'd like to be with my figures and faces and art in general but idk #i'm in my ~*silly sads*~ i jut don't know how to like idk #i hate talking about this bc in one voice I'll sound SUPER ungrateful for people who usually always like comment or share my stuff and i'm #NOT whatsoever ungrateful like i said i store you in my silly sads folder lol y'all are the whole reason why i keep drawing #i just wish i knew how to feel like an artist i guess

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unforth · 1 year

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I'm an OTW member again!

THANK YOU @petralemaitre !

If y'all want to get a membership scholarship before June 30th so you can register and be able to vote in the next OTW election, get all the deets here:

(the post is worth reading even if you don't want the scholarship; it's about End OTW Racism and it's such an accurate write-up of my own thoughts on why I'm involved too, I was like, "wow sharing a brain with a total stranger is so heckin' weird")

Very much lookin' forward to exercising my right to vote! Let's dooooo this!

#unforth rambles #i haven't been a member in a few years cause money's been to tight #and i'd been thinking about trying to scrounge up the money this time because it feels really important #so i was so so so thrilled to see this offer going around and I jumped right on it #it's also aptly timed cause i have to vote in my local election today or tomorrow too #time to uselessly vote against our mayor again lmao #to be fair i don't mind our mayor he's a democrat and he usually runs unopposed in the general election #i've met him a few times and he officiated our wedding he's an okay dude #but he's an old conventional white dude and every primary he gets challenged by someone and it's different people each time #but they're always black women who are much more liberal #one guess who i vote for #the black women keep getting closer to winning so maybe one of these years???#two of the past elections the black woman in question was actually our neighbor down the street so that was a plus #i'm less familiar with this year's person but I'll still vote for her she's the current city council president i think #also i'm lmao this makes where we live sound sooooo small #it's not there are like 65000 people here it's just a coincidence

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