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#I'm so rry I'll stop now
noirscript · 2 months
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mine, oh mine
pairing/s: yandere!sugar daddy x f!stripper reader | warning/s: NONCON. oversimulation. illegal detention. dead dove: do not eat. MINORS DNI | src
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You should've known better.
Alastair, the man who pulled you out of the rat race with his merciful proposal, would never have summoned you urgently for no reason.
You should've realized that something was amiss as soon as you start putting on an attire that he finds disgusting. That you wouldn't just perform in front of him like usual.
"I-It... It was just one dance. One... just one! I swear!" You cried, pleading with your sorrowful eyes, as he attached the metal cuffs to the chain attached to the wall. "I'm sorry... please... please don't do this..."
He grabbed a fistful of your hair and forced you to look up at him. "I've been tried to save you. To keep you out of that filthy gutter. But you kept on coming back," he said through his teeth.
"Al—"
Your skin stung and ear began to ring as soon as a hard slap landed on your right cheek.
"You wanted to be treated like a slut? So be it!"
He took one of your nipples in his mouth, nibbling it while roughly pinching and kneading the other.
You tried to get away by grabbing the metal chain above your head, but he immediately caught on and placed his hands on your hips.
"Do that again. I dare you."
You pleaded while trying to keep his tongue away from your overstimulated core, but he simply pushed your legs against your chest. Savoring your juices like a madman.
"M's...rry..." you slurred while looking at the painting hanging on the wall. Something you've never seen before. "No... more... no more..."
"Why?" he asked before chuckling. "Can you even do something about your situation?"
A sharp gasp came from your lips as soon as his girthy cock slid into your abused hole.
The sound of chain and the creaking of the bed created a deranged symphony—one that Alastair would listen to over and over.
Your sense of time became non-existent as he made you understand who owns you. Only when he became exhausted did Alastair stopped.
You tried to wiggle away, but one firm grip kept you in place. Followed by a swift thrust from him.
"Stay still."
"Let me... go..."
Alastair chuckled before whispering into your ear. "And where will you even go?"
He grab your jaw, forcing you to meet his gaze. "This is your home now."
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Note: It's my birthday on Tuesday. I'll finalize the mini-event we'll do on that day. Commissions are open. Requests are also open (might take time due to irl work).
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kaveuh · 2 years
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hii , i was wondering if you write for comfort ? ^^ if you do, may i request a rinne and/or leo comforting their s/o who s/hs ? sorry if this is a heavy topic for you and youre free to ignore this request. but ty if you decide to write it ! have a great day ^^
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"LET IT OUT, I'M HERE."
rinne amagi & leo tsukinaga (separate)
warnings : angst, hurt/comfort, sensitive topics (s/hs), mentions of panic attacks, reader gets anxious
author’s note — goofy ass title how do people come up with them. anyway, dw anon it’s all good, i don’t mind requests with heavy topics at all! (to an extent, at least) i will forever be a rinne is a green flag truther i dont care! he is my little boo boo bear 🔥
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RINNE AMAGI !!
"[Name], my beloved~! Your incredibly handsome boyfriend is home!" The redhead was greeted with nothing but silence upon stepping foot inside your house. He thought, 'strange.' Rinne noticed that all your shoes were neatly placed on the rack, no doubt you were home. Maybe you're sleeping? No— it's way too early, and he knew that.
Rinne pouted, scratching the back of his head as he threw his stuff on the couch and proceeded to walk into your bedroom. "[Name]? Are you in the bathroom?" He knocked on the door once before he threw himself on the bed, exhausted from being out the whole entire day.
Despite this, he overheard a quiet 'shit' and a wince that came from the bathroom. A look for concern displayed all over Rinne's face, forcing himself to get up from comfortable bed.
"Don't come in! I'll be— ah, I'll be out in a second…" You tried to cover up your sniffles with water running in the background. Quickly gathering everything and cleaning yourself up, you opened the door, and was greeted by your tired boyfriend. "Have you eaten? I'll go heat up the leftovers." Rushing away from Rinne, you hastily made your way to the kitchen.
"…" Oh.
"Rinne! Come sit and eat, it's delicious~" You sighed happily, picking up your utensils as he quietly obliged. "Are you okay? You seem a bit down, love. It's weird when you're not—" You trailed off, panic and anxiety washing all over your whole entire body. Oh no, did I do something wrong? Was it my fault? Did he find out?
"[Name]," Rinne started, hesitating whether he should confront you about it or wait for you to tell him. But, he couldn't bear the fact that you were constantly hurting yourself. Why? Why are you hurting yourself? He sighed, locking his gaze towards you and your slightly trembling body.
You quickly placed your hands under the table, biting your inner cheek as you nervously looked at the floor while picking on the skin of your fingers.
"-o..rry…" You choked out a sob, failing to notice that your boyfriend was now kneeling down beside you, taking your hand in his. "Rinne… I'm so—" He quickly interrupts you with a shush, his gaze softening upon seeing your trembling hands and tears.
"You have nothing to apologize for, love." He reassured, caressing your hand with his thumb, carefully wiping your tears with his free one. "May I take a look at them?" Rinne spoke softly, his usual loud and eccentric persona replaced with a concerned, genuine and caring one. After he was given an ‘okay’ with a slight nod of your head, he carefully rolled up your sleeves, and almost teared up at the sight of fresh and old scars— some clean from today.
"Rinne, I—" You whimpered, feeling his soft touch on your arm. But it was comforting. "I didn't… want you to think of me differently, judge me, or think I'm… disgusting. I want to stop so badly, but—" You felt more tears threatening to come up, along with hiccups that interrupted your explanation. Your boyfriend shakes his head, comforting you with reassuring hushes.
"No, no. You're not disgusting, never. You're okay." Just like that, you could tell that he was being genuine— he wasn’t mocking you, nor was he doing this out of pity. He was genuinely concerned for your well-being. Thinking about it only made your breakdown worst, in a good way, this time.
"It'll be okay. Let's talk about this later, or whenever you're ready. For now, let it out. I'll be here, no matter what."
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LEO TSUKINAGA !!
Leo is an analytical person. He’s type to eventually know if something is off about you, which is why he knew that you were struggling since the beginning of your relationship. He's extremely careful, and is more mindful of what he does or says when he's around you.
"Ucchu ~☆ Good morning, my dearest, how are you today?" Your eccentric boyfriend beamed, jumping around and clinging onto you as usual. "Let's go out on a date after practice! I haven't been hanging out with you since Sena keeps holding back~" He whined, glaring at the model, who was already growing impatient.
"Haha, of course. I'm not busy today, thankfully. And you shouldn’t keep your friend waiting, Leo-kun, it's rude!" Too busy with scolding your boyfriend, you hadn't notice your sleeves slightly rolling back, exposing… bruises and scars. Leo had caught a glance, and his mood slowly dropped. "Leo?" You called out, making him snap out of his thoughts.
Leo reveals a faux grin, forcing himself to act like he saw nothing. "I don't want to leave yet… but I'll see you later for our date! Sena might get mad at me and make me go home late again, so I'll get going." He says, leaving a quick peck on your cheek, running to Izumi afterwards.
You don't know what caused it. You came home, overwhelmed, and your first initial reaction was to breakdown and lock yourself in your room. It was like this all the time. You're supposed to be used to it. So why does it still hurt so much?
Quiet whimpers and sniffs filled in the room, completely forgetting about your promised date with Leo.
'I'm so useless.' 'Why can't I just stop?' 'This is pathetic.'
You didn't notice that your boyfriend had entered the house. Too engrossed in your thoughts to care. It was like you were alone, like how you always were. You were alone, all over again.
Knock, knock, knock.
You panicked. "L-Leo?" A hum could be heard from the other side of the door, followed by a soft thud. The panic made the overwhelming feeling increase, your breath quickening as you attempted to gather and hide your things.
"[Name], may I come in?" He didn't call you by a nickname. He seemed more… serious. As if he had already known what you were doing behind closed doors. "Please?" You gave in, slowly unlocking the door with your trembling hand and let him open the door.
Right in front of you, was Leo. Though, the smile that he usually wore was gone, replaced with a frown. He eventually brought you into a warm embrace, catching you by surprise. "I love you… s'much… so please, let me." His voice cracked, "Forget about going out. Let's stay home, and you can let it all out, 'kay?"
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aaronofithaca05 · 6 months
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The first night
(Part 2)
How I was home. Home, it was home, my streets, my ports, my palace ….
-Father what?!!!!!
-Telemachus..I…
-She did what?
Telemachus, my dear joy, my little prince, what did you heard?
Everything since the beginning.
A cold sweat has embraced me, my limbs I can't control them, Are they here? Are they? Oh no the pigs. A laugh….SHE´S HERE!!! How?Everything I did, every day left, every tail she changed, but why?-- oink—-- 
-CIRCE!
-Telemachus!!!!!!!!!!Run, Hide. Penelope upstairs Now I will stay here as dawn awaits the sun. I will not run.
She is approaching. The oinks are getting louder, the flowers…THE FLOWERS. Look how they move, how they snare, how they creep from below. the pain, the gold, the threads, the stick, the pigs, white. It's Circe 
-Your graceful goddess, misstress of Aiaia I Odysseus father ot Telemachus Laertides, stay with me, welcome to my home, but by your oath you must not harm them or the taste of my bronze sword would be...
-ODYSSEUS, STOP!!!
-HE..R HER FACE IS CHANGING, STAY BACK I'm warning you.
AS i say so, HER heights diminished, her light arms became dark, It's a girl?
-Our lord, your grace, i'm only here to bring you my harvest, my tribute to you, why do I get to taste your divine threat? (the girl is in the brink of tears)
-You're a girl, where is SHE? OHH you're one of her nymphs- Aren't you? Tell Circe in my house her presence is not allow…. ( a slap from Penelope echoes around the room )
-My King who's Circe??  I'm (insert girl name here), daughter of (insert random name), Shepherd as the only kin of his, I came to bring you the fattest pigs of here as sacrifice to the gods of the isle, from my father and I.
As she was speaking I saw her eyes turning from fear to pity, as Penelope whispered something into her ear
Then she starts to look at me and with a goodbye she gets out.
-I told her that our rightful lord, our divine King, has become afraid of pigs as part of his crew was killed by Circe's boars. (Penelope)
My dear, thank you.... I lost myself…
-Lost myself?, I saw your deep eyes filling with blood, your tense wrists, your  forced grin, i saw anger in your words.. My Joy I'm afraid of you...
-A...afraid, you are afraid of me? Did I become a threat, a….. monster to you?
-Not dear, i'm afraid of what you can do to our people, you're still King after all, i pity you from my depths below bottom, but you aren't my Odysseus, not anymore
I i..i. am...Oddysseus...
(Why do she hates me, 20 years away, the horse, the boy, Polyphemus, the crew....and this is my biggest fear)
-I…i…i a..am so..rry 
Grief, confussion, thought, swords...what´s to happening to me????.
I feel a hand, a kiss...
-You're Odysseus, son of Laertes, father of my joy, dear Telemachus, you're Odysseus King of Ithaca, you're still my love.
-I..ahm…Thank you my queen.
Telemachus... TELEMACHUS!!!!!
-Yes, father, what happened?, wait better not asks, as my poisoned words were the ones that began your pain( a tear is shed)
-Son; come here, you NEVER, NEVER send me poisoned words as honey never spoils, my love to you it will stay as the inmutable stars of the night. Even if you burned all Ithaca, all the lands under Uranus.You will always be my son, my joy, my sun.
-Then… why did you evade my question? You´re Odysseus the man of many turns, the cunning master of the Danaoi,breaker of divine's Troy walls, slayer of Circe the witch…
-Slayer of Circe?, you think I killed her?
-Yes, that's what I said
-I didn't kill her
-Wait, yo…u didn't?
-No, and with her help we were nurished to life for a year, thanks to daughter of Helios we went to the house of the ones of many names and find the teller of future past.
-Friend told me otherwise.
-Friend? You said friend??..
Odysseus words are in black
Odysseus thoughts are normal
Telemachus lines are in chat
Penelope´s lines are in black and purple (I used cursive before, my apologies to all dyslexic readers, I'll try to minimise the use of cursive
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sunnikko · 2 years
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Hi mikko it's me again! Yesterday at around 5am I finished rewriting the fic! I call it kelbrey!au for lack of a better name haha... Here it is if you're interested tho!
The day of the recital
Aubrey has just finished wearing her dress that she saved up for a whole month to get, and is now climbing down the stairs of her home. She enters the living room and sees her mother passed out and her dad not home, probably at work but she couldn't be sure. She sighs and grabs a post-it pack and writes a note for her mother.
The note reads: "off to Sunny's and his sister's recital! Kel's parents are driving me, in case you forgot you agreed to this! I'll be home before 10:00!"
After sticking the note to the fridge she rushes off her house and walks happily -practically skipping!- to Kel and Hero's house. After a bit she reaches the doorway and knocks two times. She hears footsteps thumping from inside the house and then she suddenly sees the door fly open to see an ecstatic Kel with his nice clothes on.
"Aubrey! You're late!"
"Mijo! No running in the house!"
"Sorry mama!"
Aubrey looks at Kel's clothes, it's a white shirt with a black jacket and an orange tie, black pants but he's only wearing socks, orange socks...
"You can't blame me for being late when you're not even wearing shoes! You also need to cover up that atrocious color!"
As Kel and Aubrey banter about pink and orange Hero comes in the living room to calm them down. He looks absolutely dashing, but especially so, it's his lover's big day after all! He needs to look good for her! After Hero calms down his two very energetic friends he changes the topic away from colors: "Alright guys listen, there's been a change of plans, we're going to be driving Sunny Mari and Basil to the recital as well since the theater people needed their parents to go in advance to help in ordering of the arrangement, and since they planned to take the three of them and can't, we'll be doing it instead, so in ten minutes from now we'll go over to them to pick them up! Fortunately our car is plenty enough for all of us though so no need to worry." The kids nod in excitement and Hero thinks to himself and then he speaks again: "Actually, in order to make space for both Mari and Sunny, two of you kids might need to stick together in one seat..." Aubrey and Kel start screaming "What? I'm not gonna sit so close to Aubrey? I'LL GET COOTIES!" "Shu- Stop it kel, cooties aren't real! Plus I don't wanna sit with you either but we need to make space!"
Kel agrees with a groan. Ten minutes pass of Aubrey and Kel bantering about seating rules and Hero looking in the mirror. Afterwards Kel and Hero's father yells at them to gather in the car.
Once they arrive at Sunny's and Mari's house hero gets out the car to go get them, but Kel and Aubrey couldn't sit and wait so they followed to go get their friends.
Hero rings the doorbell but the door takes time to open. It's basil and he seems... Distraught... He's crying! Everyone rushes over him and ask him what happened and the only thing he could say as he trembled was "Su... nny... ...rry..." Hero got up to look for Sunny and Mari and Kel and Aubrey took Basil on their shoulders as they followed Hero, they tried to comfort him in the meantime but nothing worked... Hero sees sunny huddled in his knees next to the glass door to his yard, saying "Mari.... Mari..." over and over. Hero looked outside to the yard and then he froze up for a few seconds, something he saw... Terrified him to his core... After he snapped out of it he tried to open the door to the yard In a panic and rushed towards the big tree in Sunny's yard. Kel and Aubrey followed him, still with Basil on their shoulders, but he refused to go to the yard so they left him in the entrance to follow hero and then, while they were a few steps behind hero who was standing still as a statue in fear and shock... They saw her. Mari, Hero's lover, Kel's beloved friend, Aubrey's sister that she wished to have,was hanging from a tree, on a jump rope, her hair covering all of her face but one of her eyes, and she gently swayed to the wind... Hero tried to take a step closer but he fell to his knees, his arms fell down to his sides and his mouth wide open. Aubrey bell behind and started to cry, she held on to Kel's jacket while Kel was still frozen in place, in utter shock.
After a while Kel and Hero's father comes and sees what happened and he immediately calls 911, he goes over to Mari and unties her and drops her down to the grass, while he looks for any pulse. None found. Hero's silence turns into uncontrollable crying and Kel looks away in pain while he can't control his tears and he finally hugs Aubrey back,he couldn't dare to take another step close to Hero... To Mari... He was terrified, and so was everyone else. Kel and Hero's father escorted everyone but Hero in the living room, who wasn't responding to anything, he just cried over Mari's silent chest, until 911 arrived and forced him off of her. That night everyone went home without exchanging a single word, everyone cried themselves to sleep, if they slept at all.
A few days later, it's Mari's burial ceremony. Everyone was there, except for Hero, who couldn't get out of bed no matter how hard his parents and Kel tried to convince him. Sunny was emotionless, he looked broken, and yet, to Kel and Aubrey's eyes for the first time in their lives, he looked unapproachable. Basil was Next to him though, holding his hand. Not saying a word,but crying with hiccups. Aubrey cried a lot when they started throwing dirt on her casket, and she grabbed Kel's sleeve who happened to be close, kel noticed that, and amidst his crying he hugged Aubrey. They may banter a lot but Kel recognized that this is a difficult time, and that she needs affection, as does everyone in their group. Aubrey continued to cry in his shoulder, and so did kel.
The tombstone read as follows "Here Lies Mari. The sun shined brighter when she was here"
After everyone started leaving the graveyard the last people who stayed were Aubrey, Kel and Kel's parents, sunny and basil left for their homes without saying a word.
"Hey mom *hic, me and Aubrey are gonna stay a little *hic longer, I'll come home later..." Said Kel while looking away from his parents. His mom and his dad hugged both the children and his mom said "I'll be waiting at home, and Aubrey, you can also come over if you want". Aubrey nodded amidst her crying and then they walked off, thankfully they lived only a few blocks away so it's not a big deal to leave them there.
Kel and Aubrey sat next to each other in silence, the only thing breaking it every once in a while was a hiccup or a sniffing sound from both their crying. Kel thought of holding her hand to make her feel at ease but he didn't know if that was appropriate,so he just scooched a little close to her, so she can feel a little warmer.
After a while the sky starter turning darker, and Kel stood up. "Aubrey, let's go." He said while wiping his tears. "I... Don't want to leave her alone..." Said Aubrey while trying to stop her tears.
Kel sat back down and took a deep breath before speaking
"Y'know, mom says that people who pass on, don't feel lonely as long as we remember them. So in a way, as long as we never forget her, she's still with us..." He said and then looked at the tombstone that had his friend's name...
"I won't forget her. I will never *snifffff* forget her." Said Aubrey.
"And neither will I." He said as he finally held her hand. "It's getting cold though, she wouldn't want us to catch a cold I think" said Kel. Aubrey smiled softly amidst her pain "No, no she wouldn't..."
They both get up and leave the graveyard,as they were about to part ways, Kel invites Aubrey over to his house, but Aubrey says that her mom wanted her home soon and that she's stayed out for a little too long, so Kel offered to walk her home. "What?! My house is so far away from yours though!" "You're right... I just thought you might need the company, I know I do." He said letting out a weak laugh. "Well, it's getting late now, how about we hang out tomorrow? Say around 12:00am?" "Yeah, sounds good. Goodnight Aubrey." "Goodnight Kel" and as they waved goodbye they both headed home.
Stares at this oh so lovingly
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harryconcepts · 2 years
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part 42
"is it true he doesn't touch you in the place the way I know you like" that's jealous Harry who fucking hates your bf bc he's always had a crush on you and knows he could treat you better 😌 he's def very petty and says stuff like "you can go back to your little boyfriend, but I know you'll come back to me" and he's so confident about that 😌
going to look at dogs or cats with harry after you move in together 🥹 I feel like you would def go to shelters to look there, and harry is all "we're not getting anything today, we're just looking" and you're like yes yes i know and then 30 minutes later you're carrying your new little baby out to the car 🥰 he just couldn't resist your begging eyes when you picked up the little kitty and said "harry she loves you... she needs us... she needs a new home... harry please 🥺" so you're stopping at the pet store on the way home to buy all the necessities 😌
if you were ever in Vegas with Harry he would be suuuuch a pest he would be like "hey we're not doing anything today... let's go get married 😌" and he's joking but also a little bit not joking 😌 he goes "what do you think baby we could have an Elvis officiant, I think it's a great idea 😌"
harry would want to renew your vows CONSTANTLY, he comes home and kisses you and says "let's renew our vows 😋" and you're like noooo you weirdo it's been 2 months and he goes "two month anniversary sounds like a good time to me, I'll go look into it 😋"
counteracting that gross angst to say harrys favorite thing is going down on you 😌 he will just come up to you and say "can I eat you out" and you're just like ... yes so he's immediately pulling you to the edge of the couch and pulling your shorts off 😌 he throws your legs over his shoulders and gets into it 😌 he loves feeling surrounded by you and being able to smell and taste you so intensely so he grabs onto your hips to pull you closer 😌 he barely breathes bc he's so focused on making you feel good 😌
Harry is always ripping off your clothes 😌 you go shopping together and buy lots of new lingerie allll the time and then you get home and he asks you to do a little fashion show for him 😌 which ofc ends with him throwing you onto the bed and ripping the pretty outfits right off your body 😌 you always whine at him and he shushes you, saying "you know I'll buy you more" and then he's on you 😌
harry absolutely loves hearing you beg and having you desperate under him 😌 when you wrap your legs around his hips and pull him against you because you're so needy for anything he'll give you 😌 kissing at his neck and whispering "please, please I need you" bc he just likes being in control 😌
ok that brat line is HAWT ... he gets a little stern and gives you that look... you know he means business and maybe he even grabs your jaw to make you look at him 🥵 he says "you can be in a bad mood, but you don't get to be mean to me for no reason" and you say you're sorry, and he lets go to say "do you want some space right now? tell me what you need from me" in a voice that says he's not going to fight or argue with you right now, he just wants to do whatever is best for you... he goes upstairs and leaves you alone for a while, then an hour or so later you come up to him and give him a hug saying you're sorry 😔 he holds you so tight and says "I'm not mad at you, just glad my girl's feeling better" 😔
imagine having a baby from before you met harry, and you're a little nervous he might be freaked out but he's so good with her right away ☹️ maybe she's just starting to teethe, and she's a smiley baby so you can always see them sticking out, and the first time he meets her they're both so giggly and he thinks her little teeth are the cutest thing in the world ☹️ he's always offering to babysit and you can tell he's not doing it bc he feels like he has to, he really just likes being with her ☹️ a few times you've walked into the room and he's holding her up and saying "say harry... ha... rry...." and bouncing her up and down to make her laugh ☹️ she just stares at him and maybe babbles a big and he says "we'll keep working on it" and gives her a big kiss on the cheek ☹️☹️☹️
your baby being scared of Harry's tattoos when she first sees them 😭😭 maybe you don't have any or if you do it's just one or two small ones and so she sees him and she's like 😶 not knowing what to think 😭 so then for a while whenever he comes over he wears sleeves so she won't be freaked out, at least until she gets used to him and all the funny drawings on his arms 😭 then soon she loves them and is always touching and tracing her tiny fingers over them 😭 soon she starts pulling up his sleeves to look at them whenever he holds her 😭
yes this is 100% me projecting but oh well im thinking about one of your y/ns (idk which, probs aster y/n bc she's soft 🥺) having a baby blanket or stuffed animal she still sleeps with 😔 maybe she's a bit nervous for harry to see bc she's worried he'll laugh at her so she usually hides it, but then one day he comes home early and she's taking a nap all cuddled up with it 😔 he doesn't wake her up bc she looks so soft and peaceful, but he thinks it's the most adorable sight he's ever seen 😔 he climbs into bed with her and cuddles her close even though he's not tired at all, he just wants to hold his girl 😔 then a little bit later she wakes up and she's panicking a bit because she usually never sleeps with the blanket when he's around, and he wasn't supposed to be home yet! so she's apologizing and saying "I'm sorry, i know it's weird, I just sometimes can't sleep without it and i-" and he shushes her quietly saying "I don't think it's weird, I think it's the cutest thing I've ever seen" and she's all blushy and saying "really?" and he nods and leans in to kiss her cheek 😔and from then on she's not so scared anymore and doesn't feel like she has to hide it all the time or even at all, because she knows he'll never judge her 😔
harry makes me want to scream and cry bc he actually said the words "tell me what you want and you got it love" he would literally be fingering you and looking in your eyes and he would say "what do you want, baby? I'll give you anything you want, swear I will" and he just needs to be making you feel good at all times
ok I popped and I don't think I'm going to die anymore but now I'm thinking about harry after sex 😔 he knows you need to be close to him so you feel safe and comfortable, so he cuddles you against him and he's stroking your back 😔 letting you listen to his heartbeat to keep you grounded and just doing whatever you need 😔
but when Harry builds you a house it's definitely out of town a little bit so you can have a huge property and yard and so much space for your kids to play 🥹 lots of trees and space for a huge flower garden for you bc he knows that's what you've always wanted😔 then one day he comes home from work to see you sitting on the back porch, on the rocking chair with your brand new tiny baby, and he's smiling so big when he comes to give you a kiss 🥹the sun's setting and it's starting to cool off a little, but it's still that perfect temperature 🥹 he says "hi mama... missed my girls today" and you smile at him and say softly "we missed you too" and then he looks down and sees the baby is only in her diaper, and you don't have a shirt on, and he looks up like ??? and you're just like "yeah she spit up on three outfits so I gave up on clothes, and then she wouldn't calm down until we tried a little skin to skin so... here we are" and he's just watching you with the biggest heart eyes, then he pulls one of the other deck chairs over and lays his head on your shoulder so he can look at his baby's perfect little face 🥹
constructionrry could throw you around a bit 😌one day he goes to lift you up and you're telling him no that he shouldn't and he goes "baby what do you think i do all day" and he picks you up no problem 😌
mmmm yes plugrry being the first person you ever ~do things~ with, maybe you haven't really had a lot of relationships before or if you have they just haven't gone very far, but then with him you're just immediately ready to jump his bones 😌 it's partly bc he looks like that but then also bc he's always so respectful and kind to you, he's always so gentle with you and he just makes you feel safe 😔 so then one day you're kissing and starting to grind on him a little bit, and he groans deep in his chest bc he's just so into you 😌 that starts to make you a little nervous so you pull away, and right away he's all "you okay baby? did I do something wrong?" and you shake your head, tracing your fingers along the swallow tattoos that are peaking put the collar of his shirt, and you say "no, not at all, it's just that i haven't, really done this before" and you're a bit embarrassed since he very obviously knows what he's doing but he just says "that's okay, we can do whatever you're comfortable with" and you're blushing so hard but you manage to say "I don't really... i don't know" and he takes your chin between his fingers to make you look up at him and says "need you to look at me, pretty girl" and you meet his eyes but he sees how hard you're still blushing, so he runs his fingers over your warm cheek and says "do i make you nervous?" and you nod a little bit, he smiles but not in a mean way and says "how come?" and you shrug saying "you're just really- you're very attractive, ok, and you clearly have a lot of experience, and I don't really know what I'm doing, and you're honestly kind of intimidating, and sometimes-"
and he knows you're just rambling a little so he gently cuts you off to say "hey, hey, don't freak yourself out... it's just me and you, there's no pressure or anything, you know that right? just us kissing on each other cause it feels nice, hm? nothing too scary about that, is there?" and you shake your head, and he smiles when he sees you're a bit calmer now 😔 then he says "and besides, there's really nothing intimidating about me" and you can't help but laugh at that, since he is quite literally a drug dealer, and he seems to understand what you're thinking because he drops his head to your shoulder and lets out a little laugh too 😔 through your giggling you say "I don't know what you mean, you're a real hardened criminal" and then you're both laughing, he has his arms around your waist to keep you close to him 😔after a few minutes of breaking out into laughter every time you look at each other you're both finally starting to calm down, then he gets a little more serious and says "we can do whatever you want, ok? if you want to stop and do something else, we can do that. or if you want to keep kissing for a while, we can do that too. I'm always gonna give my sweet girl anything she wants" and he gives you a few kisses on your cheeks 😔 you smile at the attention, clutching your fingers in his shirt, then say "i don't want to stop" and he's still nosing along your cheek as he kisses, he says "no? my pretty girl wants to kiss some more?" and you nod, letting out a little sigh when he finds a sweet spot on your jaw, and then finally you feel brave enough to say "and maybe we could do some other stuff too" and you can actually feel him smile against your skin when he says "yeah? what kind of stuff?" and he's pretty sure you'll be too shy to actually say anything, but he's having a good time teasing you a bit 😌 he knows it's a little mean since you're clearly flustered but he can't help it, he just loves to see you blush 😌 you're having trouble thinking of what to say, and he's doing a very good job of distracting you with his lips 😌
finally you say "um, we could... you could maybe touch me?" and he's smiling sooooo big but he wants to see how far he can push this, so he looks down to where his hands are on your hips and he says "I am touching you, aren't i?" and you roll your eyes, knowing he's just trying to frustrate you, and you say "not like that, you know what i mean" and he has the most annoying smile on his face when he says "no, I don't think I do... why don't you tell me? help me understand?" and you realize he's not going to give you what you want until you tell him, but you're a little too shy to do that quite yet so you take one of his hands and guide it down between your legs 😌 you press his palm flat against you and say "I want you to touch me here" and he's basically losing his mind 😌he did not expect you to be so bold and outright tell him like this, but he's for sure very into it 😌 he presses his hand up with a little more pressure, watching the way your eyes close bc it feels good and he says "my pretty girl wants me to touch her, hm? make her feel good?"
and you nod, opening your eyes to look at him again and whisper "please?" and he says "well since you asked so sweetly, I can't say no to you can i?" and he lifts you up to carry you to his bedroom 😌he lays you down on the bed and he's being so gentle bc he doesn't want to do anything to scare you, so he's kissing all over your arms and shoulders and neck and anywhere he can reach 😌 when he can tell you're starting to get a little needy again he says "what do you want from me sweet girl? want my fingers? or my mouth?" and he makes it very hard to respond when he keeps kissing around and leaving little lovebites, but then he hums again to get your attention and you say "yes, I want your mouth" and he decides he's teased you enough, so he just gets right to it 😌 he kisses down your chest and tummy, making sure to pay extra attention to spots he sees are ticklish, and fiiinally he's at the waistband of your pants 😌 he looks up at you and says "can i take these off?" and he sees you look a little nervous, so he pulls back to give you some space and he says "we don't have to do anything you're not ready for, love" and you shake your head saying "I do, I want to, I'm just kind of- what if I do something wrong?" and he gives you a little smile before he says "you don't have to worry about anything, just lay back and let me take care of you, hm? just tell me what feels nice" and he moves to lay between your legs 😌 you lift your hips to help him out when he pulls your clothes off, and you instinctively close your legs a bit but he just puts his hands on your thighs and says "come on baby, open up for me so I can make you feel good" so you do, he feels you relax your muscles and let him move you however he wants and he says "that's my good girl" and he definitely takes note of how much harder that makes you blush 😌he doesn't say anything though, he figures you've had enough teasing for now, so he just leans closer and starts kissing up your thighs 😌
he sees you're still a little fidgety and not quite sure what to do with your hands, so he takes them and puts them in his hair 😔 he noses around a bit before he takes a deep breath and says "you smell so good, sweet girl, gonna let me have a taste?" and you nod, your head tips back on his pillow and you let out a breathy little "yes, please" and that's all he needs to hear 😌 he puts his arms around your legs to keep you still, and then he gives you what you've been wanting all day 😌 he starts with a few big licks, trying to get a feel for what you like, and also selfishly so he can taste you more 😌he's moaning against you right away which only makes it feel more intense for you, so you're whining and pulling his hair which only makes him moan more 😌 he's very messy with it, making sure the whole lower half of his face is coated in you so you're completely surrounding him in every sense😌 he circles his tongue around your clit, and then sucks it between his lips, and that's when he really has to fight to hold you still 😌 you're making the prettiest noises for him and gasping his name every few breaths, and he manages to glimpse up at your face to see it twisted and almost looking pained from how good you're feeling 😌 he's testing out different movements with his tongue to figure out what makes you really squirm around 😌
then he brings his hand down, tracing against you and humming when he feels how wet you are 😌 he pulls away just enough to say "soaking my fingers, baby, is that what i do to you?" and you nod desperately, trying to use your grip on his hair to push him down again since you were so close and he laughs with a very cocky look on his face knowing what he can do to you 😌 he slips one of his fingers inside, very easily from how wet you are, and gets back to sucking on your clit, which has you gripping his hair even tighter than before 😌 he crooks his finger up and moves it around a bit, and he knows he's doing something right when you nearly scream and it feels like you're about to rip out a few hairs, but he's never been more content and he wouldn't dream of stopping 😌 finally you gasp out that you're close, and he just hums again, not daring to lift his head to say anything, and keeps working 😌 his fingers and tongue keep moving until he feels you tense up all around him and gasp his name a few more times, before you relax back onto the bed 😌 he works you through it the whole time and even a little bit longer because he just doesn't want to stop touching you, but soon you pull him away saying "too much, too much" and he smiles, bring his finger up to his mouth to lick off 😌 you're watching wide eyed the whole time, and he's smirking bc he clearly can tell you're into that, but then he flops down to lay next to you and says "so how was that?" and you can't help but giggle at his causal tone, but you take his hand to rest it on your chest so he can feel how fast your heart is beating and you say "good, it was really good" and he just looks so happy 😌
plugrry is absolutely 100% obsessed with having you ride him, he likes seeing you take control a bit and take what you need from him 😌 he knows you're a bit hesitant at first, maybe you're a little thicker, but he's just grabbing your hips and pulling you down all the way 😌 showing you that you have no reason to be nervous 😌 and he for sure presses his hand on your lower stomach and says "feel me, right here?" and you throw your head back and moan when his other hand comes down to rub your clit 😌 you're whining about how deep he is and he says "go on baby, use me, get yourself off" and he's just watching and basically drooling the whole time 😌
then later he would grab the camera and be like "ahh no it fell over, didn't catch anything" and he presses play and all you can hear are your moans 😌 you blush and try to grab it out of his hand to stop it but he holds it above your head and says "no no, this is my favorite sound" and he keeps it playing 😌 you huff and start to walk out, but he just pulls you back against him and hugs his arm around your waist to keep you there 😌 you hear a particularly loud sound from his phone and he laughs and says "I remember what I did to get that noise out of you" and you're blushing so hard 😌
he's showing you all the bedrooms and you're like "wow.... there's a lot.... you have some big plans then I guess?" and he's all 😌 i wouldn't be opposed 😌 and in fact we can start right now! and he pulls you to the master bedroom for some very giggly smiley sex 😌
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For the Gaymer asks: 6, 11, 14 :> from @the-skeleton-speaks
hellooo again, thanks for stopping by :3
6. First game you ever played?
it was probably some educational game on a CD for desktop back in like, 2003 or something, but the first game i remember ever playing would probably have been crash bandicoot for the PS1.
11. Favourite game genre?
action-adventure rpgs. if i cant make dialogue choices, i don't care about your game. (kidding. but, yeah.)
14. Worse game you've ever played?
i'm going to say this with two caveats. firstly, this is a completely honest opinion that's actually got nothing to do with who this game is tied to although in retrospect it doesn't earn it any points (youll see what i mean in a second), and secondly this was wayyy before any public information we know now became public, and i would have been 13 at the time, so everybody just chill -- but the wonderbook: book of spells game, which was a 2012 release between london studio, jk r***ing and warner bros. (which is a game set in the h*rry p*tter universe) was genuinely so ass and im pretty sure at one point became so bugged that it was impossible to progress any further in the game. it was on ps3 and you had to use the playstation move and a playstation eye, which was like... a tracking camera and a controller that just... truly looks like the worlds worst vibrator, to cast spells, and it was awful. the augmented reality looked shit (which, i will say to be fair, it was 2012, so), and the tracking was abysmal. so. yeah.
no discoursing in the notes, i'll kill you all and then myself.
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electricea · 3 months
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"OkaysoapparentlyitskissingdayormaybeitwasI'msortahazyonthedetailsbut," how Chie managed that in a breath was a feat, but one she could accomplish; leaning onto her tiptoes, lips puckered, she stopped just short...! "Did you get any of that? So-rry, I never wanted to participate in these things before, they're awkward, right? But! But, kissing you on the cheek? Psssh, that's - easy?"
Was it? Why did her heart hammer in her chest then, worsen the butterflies flitting about in her dizzy head? "Ooookay, it was easy, but now that I'm here it's kind of not easy but I'll never give up! Not even if it's like, the biggest, baddest foe all of cinema has ever seen! But you're not bad. Big, maybe, it's unfair how tall you are, but..."
Mwah. A gentle, albeit shy, kiss to his cheek.
"You're nice. A lot nicer than people give you credit for."
( International Kissing Day 2024 - Accepting! )
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"..." He had heard of kissing day - it had been almost impossible to avoid, actually, from the hushed whispers of his female classmates - whispering about how today would be the day when they would finally confess to their crush and kiss him - but given that most of the girls avoided him, he'd naturally avoided all talks of this supposed 'kissing day' - that was until Chie had mentioned it and he as dumbly nodded his head, he managed. "Ah...yeah, I...wouldn't know too much about kissing since I..." He averts his gaze shyly, cheeks flushing as he doesn't quite want to admit that he's never been kissed or rather - no girl has ever wanted to kiss him, but as Chie presses on, he lifts up his head slowly, eyes glassy and full of expectant hope.
Chie...wanted to give him a kiss on the cheek...?
"T-That'd be okay with me...!" More than okay actually, but he didn't want to come off as sounding too eager - he'd never pegged Chie as the sort to be interested in this but then again, Chie had consistently surprised him in the best ways possible and whatever her reasons if she...wanted to kiss him, then...he was grateful for that and he would gladly accept any kiss from her - cheek kiss or not. "A-Ah, I can help with that..." He instinctively leans down, suddenly feeling more conscious of his cheeks than he ever has before - he blinks, and then.
...He feels it, a soft light kiss to the side of his cheek.
Blinking, he raises a finger, not wanting to quite touch the spot, but still in a bit of an awed daze, looking at her wide eyed as he speaks.
"Y-You think so...? If you ask me, I think..." He lightly kicks a foot shyly, struggling but still somehow managing to hold her gaze, he continues. "...I think you're the nice one, honestly - and thanks...for your kiss..."
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tortureisims · 7 years
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Wolf: I wasn't /that/ drunk last night
Panther: You were flirting with Señor Leon
Wolf: So? He's my boyfriend!
Panther: You asked him if he was single, and cried when he said he wasn't
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venacoeurva · 2 years
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It’s the pinned post, READ IT PLEASE
Commissions can be found here: https://ko-fi.com/venacoeurva/commissions
Non-art posts will be tagged as “not art” and text posts are “vena vents”. Reblogs of my own posts are “Day reblog” blacklist these without quotations if you don’t want to see them.
I’m over 25, bi aro, and dude-esque, I use these w/ queer interchangeably.
Not all content is close to mature or suggestive but I would still prefer you to be 18+. If I see someone underage follow me I will block them.
My art’s not cleared for reposting (REPOSTING =/=REBLOGGING)/tracing/edits/RP/Commercial purposes without credit or permission. If you want to make merch, even for personal use, still PLEASE ASK ME FIRST if it’s more complex than just printing it on paper and sticking it to your wall. Consider it a “no” until asking me and getting a yes. Please understand how uncomfortable this can be to just DO that without asking (and people have).
Non-OC and non-commission (unless it's a commission you bought) pieces are fine to use as icons with credit.
I don’t know how to feel about gift art of my OCs quite yet. I’m protective of them given how “fandomized” orig stories/chars ended up. Please use common sense with other’s creations/characters and don't just do things with other peoples' characters/stories without their permission.
I block people into incest and adult/minor pairings, and any others I happen to be skeeved out by as I encounter em. Social media curation, baby
I BLOCK ACCOUNTS THAT LOOK LIKE BOTS.
I block h*rry p*tt*r accounts on sight, yes, even people who put it out there that they don’t like the author and only engage in the fandom.
That's the main stuff, more info below
Other Rules:
I also block accounts dedicated to reposting (not reblogging) art unless the art is extremely well known, published, or very old.
I block accounts promoting or enabling AI (the current ~trendy~ interpretations of them, not the scientific simulation types)
If I mention a character not present in a post, I censor their name to avoid it ending up in results.
I have VERY limited social energy. Also please don’t just try to small talk.
I have no patience for playful meanness from randos.
Sometimes I'll block just off bad vibes
I’m critical of sites/companies/brands, including small ones if it warrants criticism, including A_/0/ 3
I’m not your therapist. I cannot stop you from committing suicide or suffering from other severe mental crises and I am not trained to. I will block trauma-dumpers for my own well-being.
l will block if you’re reblogging personal posts for no reason when I forget/can’t turn reblogs off or reblog spamming one of my posts a ton in a row, because reblogging one post a trillion times is just a thing people do now?
I don’t want to be mutuals with anyone under 18 (or 21, more realistically)
If you’re a minor reblogging/liking mature posts (which means you lied about your age to be able to view), I will block you. While I check who follows me a lot of the time, I can't vet every note my posts get, so if you’re a minor leaving horny comments/tags on things, that’s also very uncomfortable and I will block you.
Just because you commissioned me it does not mean we're friends. That's a weird, unrealistic expectation and I'm a very closed off person.
I won’t share donation posts unless it’s vetted by others/via a trusted source.
I know sometimes my art ends up on Amazon, nothing I can do about that.
If you call yourself problematic/proship or call people puritans or fandom cops (or claim fandom critics is purity culture) a bit too unironically and seriously I’m just blocking, man, but frankly, if your main occupation is shipping discourse regardless of stance and you’re out of high school or beefing with actual children I’m also just blocking you (I have seen and had worse experience with people like the above though). There’s nuances and neither extreme sides of the argument like to work with those and you're too damn old to be making that your main hobby, let alone doing it at all.
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HELPFI CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT RIDING SCARAMOUCHE TILL HES A SOBBING MESS. just like... its so messy you can't even tell whos cum it is anymore between your thighs and you're still bouncing on his cock like a little bunny in heat. tears are slowly pooling out of scaramouches eyes "i- .. i cant ple-" he chokes out a sob. you give a disappointed look and somehow scaramouche sobs harder. he knows. so he tries to apologize "im.. i-" cutting him off, you squeeze his cheeks together. "are you saying you can't take it anymore, pet?" you're eyes are squinted, looking at him and waiting for an answer "n-no please. im so- rry mistress" whines and sobs could be heard in between his words. the end of your lips curl a little satisfied from his words. "good. now you wouldn't want to disappoint me now, would you?" you slam against him harder, letting out your own fit of moans. "n-no, i'll do my best. im so sorry im so sorry." he's repeating it like a prayer until he reaches his climax, his thighs are shaking and his back is arching. his grip on the bedsheet is tight, you're afraid it might even break. you go and hold his hand, you're other free one on his head. scaramouches face is almost covered with tears and hes so light headed with how much hes came and how much tears hes cried out, you shush and comfort him, panting in between, telling him he did so well while you pat his head, getting rid of the hair on his forehead. you both stay like that till both of you calm down, scaramouche taking a bit longer, you smile once he does and you both stay like that, his cock still inside you and cum all over<3
omgomg i just had to write this mgmfkfk and i only intended for it to be a small thirst or something but it just kept on going.. its the brainrot !!!
also!! is it ok if i became ☁️ anon? i dont usually look who peoples anons are so please do tell me if theres already a person who is ☁️ anon and i will change it ! if not then perhaps ill just go with r? is thats okay :) im so sorry if its getting a bit long i really just wrote this on a whim while i was watching a show.. anyways hope you have a good day/night !
Hi ☁️,
Recently I've been hit with the horrible disease of thinking Scaramouche has rights so this ask has restored my brain to what it should be thinking, that Scara is a bottom bitch and should be treated as such. But I completely understand about brainrot, sometimes I'm writing indulgences and as soon as I write the first sentence I'm prepared to write an entire fic on it. But I hope you have a lovely day/night too and thank you very much for the food ❤
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solunstell · 2 years
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I'm sol, I do art I guess. They/them. Reblogs help much more than likes do!! If you're stopping by for whatever reason, check out my art tag, "sol art," which is also in this post's tags!!! I don't have a lot of time or motivation to do art rn cuz college, but I'll post every now and then!
Will probably block if you don't have a pfp, description, banner, posts, likes or whatever cuz you look like a bot.
I most often spam reblog and art Bungou Stray Dogs, Spy x Family, MCYT, Mob Psycho 100, and Chainsaw Man. I don't reblog donation posts. I sometimes also do speedpaints. I use Krita for my art and use an xp pen tablet. Currently super into Bungou Stray Dogs, Chainsaw Man, and MCYT, but have in the past focused on Danganronpa, Kagerou Project, and Kemono Jihen.
Feel free to send asks or dms. I don't do requests, but I do take suggestions if I like them. I reblog a lot and have no queue so I WILL clog dashboards if you follow me. I don't always trigger tag my rbs, but you can ask me to tag my art with something in the ask box if I forgot something. My personal posts (tagged sol text usually) are always okay to reblog unless stated otherwise in the tags.
I am not a minor, but I would rather not disclose my personal information here past that and my pronouns. I do, however, have an anxiety disorder and autism, so I may phrase things weirdly and over clarify things or seem distant cuz as much as I enjoy talking, it does give me anxiety at first (don't let that stop you from reaching out tho! I like talking!)
I block liberally and I have a DNI: transphobes, homophobes, aphobes, racists, pro-lifers, h*rry p*tter fans [a,a], c*ll me c*rson fans [a,a], death threat senders (no matter to context), anyone that ships (including x readers of) real people (in the case of mcyt, including their smp rp characters) that are uncomfortable with it, irl yandere, and proshippers. Keep in mind that some things on that list are not an indication of how I view them morally, but they are things I'd rather not interact with or view. There's more niche things on the list, but those I just block if I see it. Send me an ask if I break your dni (either off anon or with username included) and I'll unfollow, unreblog, or unlike whatever I did to break it and then block you so I don't accidentally do it again! I usually check for a dni when I follow or reblog, but sometimes I mess up!
If we're mutuals, feel free to talk to me or chit-chat! Asks, tags, dms, i don't care I just like to meet people lol.
I have reddit (deleted posts cuz of ai training), Instagram (deleted account cuz of ai training), Cara, YouTube, and Ao3 all under the username solunstell. I also have (a) personal account(s) for the first three, as well as other social media accounts, but those are not art oriented (anymore) and are for personal/professional use, so I will not link or name them.
All my tags are below.
Finally, I'll add the most common tw tags I use (skip if necessary, only for preemptive blacklist):
Tw knives
Tw weapons (not inclusive of guns or knives)
Tw guns
Tw blood
Tw bodily fluids (not inclusive of blood or tears, inclusive of snot, drool, etc) (no tag for sweat)
Tw wings (for wings or feathers in the context of birds, not inclusive of birds themselves, or other bird-like features)
Tw animals (specific animals also tagged [always plural, inclusive of characters with features of that animal]) (also have tag tw insects)
Tw swords (may cross over with tw knives)
Tw suicide (mentions of suicide, hanging etc)
Tw injury (may forget this one so just let me know if I do, not inclusive of scars [I don't usually tag scars unless self harm scars] or non-bloody bandages covering an injury)
Tw bandages
Tw yandere (for "yandere" characters or whatever, only for blacklisting purposes)
Tw fangs (sometimes crosses over with tw teeth, which I only tag if they are defined well)
Tw vampire
Tw bright colors (usually for digital art)
Tw flowers (or tw plants, inclusive of motifs)
Tw eyes (for more eyes than usual, eg in a background)
Tw crying (or tw tears)
Tw fire
Tw food
Tw alcohol
Tw rope
Tw cigarettes
I don't usually tag sweat, eye contact, or scarring. Let me know if I missed something!
I don't provide image id's for my art but in the future I'd like to start using them. All of my art is, however, labeled with characters pictured, what they're from, and the date of the art's completion.
I think that's it.
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muffindaddystyles · 4 years
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KISMETS (Part 3)
Harry Styles x Preggs Fem!Reader.
Frenmies to lovers to parents, Dadthon!!H
Oral Smut, dirty talk and teasing.
Angst! Angst and fluff!! N' tooth rotting fluff.
Dadrry, bestie!h, boyfriend!h
Author's Note: The concept's kinda weird but if you've watched F.R.I.E.N.D.S and Phoebe Buffay carrying child for someone. You've got it my pal!
MASTERLIST PART 1 PART 2 LETS TALK/ ASK
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The morning light cocoons them with softness and they don't care if they're sitting in a pool of blood.
"I love you too, so much." She hiccups pacifying down not wanting to never be to able say them again as Harry runs a hand at her back, limbs still tangled with eachother, whispering sweet things to her while Miss. Dori pulled her placenta out, "Y/N?" He panics when she dulls in his arms head lulling at his shoulder and heartbeat slowing down to feeble line. Gently pulling his face out from the cave of her neck he pats her cheek worriedly, again, at her unconscious state, her head dangling back over his wrist, "Y/N!?" His heart squeezing tight miserably into his ribcages when she doesn't respond to his calls.
Or
Harry and Y/N are back being to besties and enjoying being pregnant together.
Warning: Mentions of blood, pregnancy trauma and natural childbirth hurdles.
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Eyes gives it all. Even the hidden treasures get's looted from the mere mistake of someone's gaze just like right now when he's pretending to be confused as ever, "what? Called her myself . . ." He frowns and she sniffs frozen in her position feeling exposed from the vulnerability of being naked infront of him; tries to cover herself criss-crossing her arms over her chest.
"Why'd you d'that?" She hiccups wiping her blushed nose and his pupils bursts wide into realization. Immediately, cradles her face tenderly stroking the apple of her cheeks shaking his head vigorously, "Oh -— no. no. no baby told her to come over to take her leftover stuff if not I better give it to charity."
"O . . okay." She sucks in a breather. Without a word he removes hers arms away in a gesture that you never need to hide from me. Kisses her shoulder blade stroking her wrists and her pulse in circles.
"Don't cry, lil penguin. Why're ye' cryin'?" He asks in his most gentle voice feathering her cheek with the back of his hand, "'m . . . 'm scared." She tries to recoup her cries holding her breath causing her cheeks to puff like a fish.
"Let's get you cleaned warm and nice. Then we'll talk yeah lovie?" He slides her elbows behind his neck holding her strongly to walk them to his bedroom. Gives her a bath full of vanilla bubbles, essential oils, scrubbed her back and would trail kisses up her belly from under water making her giggle and weave her fingers into his own wet curls.
Him loving all three of them's the most adorable thing.
Got her ready for mid-nap with his sweater and boxers putting fur pads atop her ears, aloe fused socks on her feet and turning the heat a bit to sleepy temperature. Tucks a quilt under their chins and snuggles her closer to himself letting herself calm to his heartbeats before she speaks her heart out to him, "wanna talk? What you're scared of babe tell me all of it. Knows that I'll handle." He slips further into bed bringing her thigh around his torso and her head atop his buff chest.
She exhales loudly trying to subside the emotional feeling of crying along with each word that comes out of her mouth. Her bad habbit of grounding everything to the pit of her stomach until it blasts into a massive destruction always gets her into worst scenarios.
"'M worried about alot of things –- actually." She peeks up at him and he's already looking down at her genuinely with relaxed self to let her know that nothing has changes and he's still her bestfriend who'd wait for her till she manages to speak, "about what?" He encourages her petting down her hair.
"Everything like 'like future . . 'n — me being a good mum after all of that 'm uni too. . . the semester would start right after the month of my delivery." She furls her toes to keep her anxiety at bay level cocooning her womb cause she feels the safest with the assurement of her babies being with her, "about my career and what about me dreams? What if I'll never get to chase 'em?" He listens to her diligently boring his gaze to the way her lips mold with each word. Sighs gently rubbing her arms up and down salutating his palm around the side of her neck to tip her face towards him. His lips lingers at her temple murmuring against it, "Together we're gonna do this."
"You're gonna be the kindest and bestest mommy ever Y/N. I belive in ye' and about your dreams. I'll take care that nothing comes in the way to stop ya . . You'll attend UNI same as before 'cause 'm takin' a break to be with our babies till your done with your degree." He declares to her seriously and honestly running his hand all over her spine to assure her in every way possible, locking his ankles with her under the sheets.
"'M a big boy now! A daddy to two babies don't underestimate me miss gremlin!" He grins impishly smushing his cheeks into her side wide spreading his palm atop her tummy warmly with bare fingers, "'kay gotcha!" She giggles cuddling into him with droopy eyes inhaling the same scent she's lathered in from the sweet spot of his neck.
//
She wakes up in the evening satisfied and happy with the nap marks, sweaty baby hairs, a bit of drool at the corner of her mouth and Harry already awake but still spooning her. He's her pregnancy pillow.
Covers her mouth with his pinky and ring finger when she yawns cutely stretching beneath him slowly blinking. Proper stops with his intense loving gaze still on her and blushes hard when he pecks her dry lips after sleep. Her chest heaves with his kisses and snogs trailing down between the valley of her breasts making her card her fingers through his chocolate curls. Whimpers ever hoarsely raising her hips in air for some friction and to levitate the throb in between her legs asking for him to release the ache away.
He takes the hint scooching closer to her side nudging her knees wide stroking the flesh of her thighs with tickling pinches. She whines fisting sheets with yearning arch of her back, "insatiable lil thing aren't ya?" He gives a toothy grin wetting his lips making her pause in her heave of getting his fingers instead flickering her vision over his candy plush lips.
"Kiss me?" She whispers and how couldn't he when she's looking this soft, warm and full of blush from the nap. He was litreally nutters for not ever pondering over the thought how alluring and attractiveness her satiny features hold, "'course darlin'." He tips her chin towards himself letting her sweet cushiony lips fuse against his's into an ardent kiss shooting her libidos 100 times higher than before making her moan pathetically into his mouth.
Her forearms winding around his shoulders instinctively and exhales through her nose not pulling away from the kiss and squeaks lowly when he bites her lower lip pulling away, "'ve got asthma y'mad mad woman." He gapes down at her dramatically fiddling with the bow of her panties. They skim down to her mound feeling the slickness that has spread all around and the rough trim of hair, "and I've got an extravagant sex drive!" It whisks into a breathy gasp of dense air when he slid his digits in between her slick folds flickering her swollen clitoris and repeating till she's panting for more.
"Sad innit? 'S me fault. I should be the one to help my girl out." He mutters trailing sweet kisses down her swollen belly to her pelvis snapping the elastic with his teeth causing her to jolt under his firm hold. She's too floaty else the statement of him claiming her would have swiped her away into a paradise of never ending imaginations.
"Mhmp. What did ya had fo' lunch lovie'?" He licks her juices off from the inside of her thighs sending intense quivers to her core. His palms smoothes under her thighs to hike them up and over his shoulders nipping at her skin when all she did was responded with a gasp, "d- dunno forgot . ." He perks his brows to his forehead commenting playfully while dipping down to tickle her with his curls.
"Pregnancy made ye' loose your braincells, moppet?" She raises her hand to smack him at head instead tugs his hair when for finally he flattens his tongue thickly against her wet cunt to give a good mind boggling lick sucking her clitoris in the way, "asshole. . ." She moans squirming like leaf under him but he quites her by taking her sensitive nub between his teeth to give a little graze and pull. It makes her pussy lips flutter and her hole leak with so much wetness it sticks to Harry's chin.
"H – ha . . rry. Harry." She tries to grind her hips against his mouth but he tuts brushing his pads around her dripping hole to tease her, "yes baby?" Groans of annoyance fills the room and she shoves her face into the pillow bitting down the snarky insults thrown at the curly head.
"Not gonna give ye' me fingers till you ask fo' it." He smooches wet filthy kisses letting her stickiness coat his lips stirring a ball of fire in her pit, "shut up." She whines nudging him with her knee telling him to do something to relax her.
"Make me." He smirks tilting his head to suck her petal fold creating dirty seductive noises on purpose. She huffs taking the matters into her hands pulling him up towards her by a hard grip onto his hair, "ouch ouch!!" He quips shutting his eyes tight.
"Harry Styles you make me cum or I'm never letting you fuck me ever." She glares him and he gives out a defeated sigh naughtiness still lurking in his moss of irises, "bossy – kay! Sorry! Was kiddin' babe. 'M all here to please ye'." She nods her head curtly shoving him back down and he giggles at her when in an instant from an angry lil penguin she melted into a mush of gooe when Harry thrusted two fingers at once inside her curving them once they were buried snug deep.
"Yes. Yes. Yes." She gasps moving her hips along him that he stayed in his place eating her out while his fingers pushed in and out of her tight pussy with squelching noises, "fuckin' tight urghh." He grits rubbing her clit into harsh circles with his other hand, mouth on her cunt and fingers fucking her continuously.
"Want more?" He asks and she bobs her head not even processing what he said almost loosing the idea of her presence feeling too much ecastasy and over the clouds, "here take as much as ye' want baby." He slips another third finger admiring the way her pussy stretches swallowing his fingers, "'m gonna lick your little wet cunt off then clean it with me filthy tongue to make a mess of ye' all over again filling you full with me cock. Sounds good baby?" He knows she's the shy lil bean and his sweet enthusiastic words of vulgarism heats her up enough.
"Gonna come. Harry --" She tips her head down and back in air eyes rolling into her sockets. Harry rubs her outer thighs soothing her thrashing body, "shhh baby relax. You can cum on me fingers." She obliges him softening in his arms and her pussy makes soppy noises gushing with each wave of pleasure throbbing around his digits while he works her out to make her feel as giddy as he could, "That's it baby girl. That's it cum fo' me again?" He prods at the sponge of bump inside her seething through her twitching walls making it impossible for him to pull out and tent his cock against the bed leaving a spot of how turned on he's at the moment.
But, his first-most priority is her. It always was her maybe more than Chessie
"Happy my lil lioness?" He comes back on top of her arms digged on either side of her temple and she tries to squint from one eye pulling him to herself planting a rewarding kiss at his cheek, "how 'bout a pizza from Tommy's place?" He lays ontop of her (like half ontop of her and half on his side; just to share her warmth).
"Can I have an extra topping of olives, pretttyy pleaseee?" She makes a weird funny face to convince him, "but you're allergic to 'em." He frowns sitting up thumb hovering over the contacts popping on the screen. He has everything memorized she's allergic to; it's not much peanuts, olives and clay dough ( she claims that she ate it once when she was possibly 5 and it swelled her flesh up ) not that she's gonna nip at it now but Harry couldn't trust her cravings at all.
"But 'm craving them sooo baddd." She clutches the hem of his tattered shirt pouting but he retorts with the shake of his head intervining their fingers together to kiss her knuckles, "Nope moppet. We don't need another hospital visit at fou' in the morning like last time, do we?" She remembers it. A very angry Chessie at his doorsteps while he helped her walk inside this home post hospital visit.
"I hate this." She huffs folding her arms against her chest, "I know. How about we delay getting y'sick once babies are out?"
"You kidding?" Her mouth slacks turning into a widespread grin at last, "absolutely not. Pizza without olives yeah?" He smacks a kiss against her open mouth loudly before his phones rings at the pizza place.
//
Harry's the busy bee. From grocery shopping to making the list of all the organic food he needs to line up his pantry with, he took everything's responsibility on himself. Cause mama has a huge duty for wrapping two babies in her womb safe and heated. Even when she tries to bend down to put a plate in dishwasher he skates near her supporting her back and scolding her, "all you've t'do is eat and nap. Dunno fucks count 'cause we fuck alot — chill sweet baby. 'switch onto telly 'm bringing banana milk and cookies." She pouts because she doesn't want to be a burden on him. She wants to suspect any tiredness from his features — the way he's been on his trippy toes for her from eight and half months but how much she tries she couldn't instead he looks way more giggly and joyful than before with never ending dad jokes and teasing bum pats.
They indeed fuck alot. Harry loves that she's always sleepy and clingy — he thinks he's truly, deeply and madly in love with his lil penguin but they're in the middle of train's track whose destination is atlast confession of love but he wants to wait. He can't wait though. He's always been impatient and light from stomach can't sleep at night without sharing a word of his swimming thought with anyone. He shared it with Nialler, it was at three in the morning after Y/N sucked his cock dry with so much admiration for his prick he was bout to cry and blurt out but he didn't. Cuddled with her and oreo practically on his face then ringed his lad startling him up, "why did ya wake me up fo' something we all already know Harold? Do I've to teach ya lessons cause now that would be a shame to your kiddos." He grunted dropping the call leaving Harry baffled and alone to his thoughts again.
"Sweet angel . . " He cooes jarring the door to his room with his foot. She has moved in to his house, from guest room to his room and his heart. Told him she didn't like sleeping alone and gets the most amazing slumber squished up against his chest in his arms. He was ardent that she completes him. He's right. She does. Always had but this time it's till they're getting old and wrinkly.
Lilac walls glow from the telly's illumination and the flicker of light from their open wardrobe. His ears perks at a repulsive groan and his brows dips to tune into the situation, "what are ye' doin', pet?" He asks confused at the sight of Y/N in a funny position with a razor in her hand standing in the middle of their wardrobe trying to duck and see through her huge bump.
"'M tryin' to shave me legs — seems impossible though." She throws her head back to convey her annoyance and Harry chuckles placing the banana milk and the plate of dark chocolate cookies atop the drawer island taking her wrist which's holding onto the razor, "you don't 'ave to it's just a maternity shoot –- no biggie, moppet." She huffs. Their faces at level and intimately close to have a good stare in eachother's eyes.
"No biggie!? it's the first time I'll get to have someone take me pictures, all, personally fo' me." Her smile pouty as she tries not to break her disgruntled facade down.
"How 'bout the times, I was a victim of ye'r endless pictures taking sessions?" He squints down at her. Hands out of instinct fumbling by her sides to feel her warmth on his skin, "you were sooo shittt at that job."
"Kay, kay then, lemme just –- hand this razor, I'll shave ye'r legs pretty girl." Happily she shoves it in his grip while he knees down hiking her leg ontop of his knee. His pink tongue popping out in concentration. She trusts him in this because last time he was the one to shave herdown there. Taking a sip of her banana milk she taps the straw against his lips speaking, "a bestie in need is a bestie indeed." With his eyes on her ankle and his pretty hands which could make her come infinite times right now working so diligently, He gives her a high five taking a sip himself.
She breaks a cookie forwarding it to Harry and he looks up — so being all dramatic she acts shy and blushy turning her gaze away in a swift, "what baby?" He laughs putting her other foot on his knee his grip tight around her ankle.
"Don't stare at me calves like that you creep." He wipes away the crumbs from his lips giggling and making her giggle, "I've literally shaved your cooch days before." She jabs her big-toe against his nipple getting a high pitched squeak from a grown ass man in return.
"I hate you!" She says through the spurt of chuckles and his response in return turned both of them silent, "I know ye' love me." Their cheeks blazed. Eyes twinkling. Hearts doing lil dance dance but nobody from them tries to break the comforting silence knowing they'd word vomit the instant they'd.
They say "I love you." And "love you." in their normal routines without making it a mess of shyness. But the butterflies at that specific moment when the epiphany dawns on the pair that they really are in love with eachother makes their tummies float in void with butterflies.
"All done!" He announces enthusiastically kissing her knee like she's a princess in distress and the words burns at the plush of her lips, "love you."
"You too, lil penguin." He smiles boyishly.
"Oh fuck, I forgot we're gonna have shoot in our pyjamas." She yells in a low hum and he rolls his eyes slapping her ass, "rotten you're."
"Oopsies."
//
A maternity shoot in their back garden along oreo never seemed this fun when they were gushing about it days prior. Nialler gifted them cute baby pink coloured matching pyjamas with yellow peaches pattern, mommy and daddy embroidered on them. They even matched some fluffy kitten hats too!! A pair of yellow and pink with kitten ears with goggly eyes, big cheshire that of Oreo.
Their close friend Onna was all up for the shoot and nothing's more adorable than Harry's soft hands around Y/N's belly in a protective way, while they sat on the fluffy growing grass and cotton flowers. Her back resting against his taught chest, his legs wrapped on either side of her and oreo almost stretching atop her bump quenching loud belly ache laughs from them.
"Two pictures 'n 'm already tiredd, pff." She gasps shuffling a little to activate her sore bum and Harry pecks her shoulder cutely, "some more 'cause you'll grump later." Onna captures each every second of their tooth rotting interaction.
"Oi. I'll not!!" To avoid a banter Harry taps her chin pointing towards the camera speaking, "last one doll, one to show that we really are pregnant." Onna's laughing at their techniques. Shaking her head with each shot of overloaded sweetness she traps in her camera.
"I. Am. Indeed. Pregnant. Pet." She looks down with wide eyes rubbing her prodding tummy in circles, the top button litreally about to pop and Harry's face adorns with a naughty grin showing his bunny teeth, "Me too!!" He squeals rubbing his moth covered belly the same way she's doing and it sent both girls into fits of laughters.
"Sillllyyyyy." She sing-songs throwing an arm around the nape of his neck to bring him closer and smooch a loving kiss to his cheek, "you're gonna be the best dad." She whispers eyes closing into the diameter of his scent and he rests his lips against her forehead. Onna having a smile of adoration for her friends while she did her job, laying down to capture this one beautifully.
"Yeah?" His voice just audible to them. "Uhmm." She nods fiddling with the collar of his pyjamas and their bubbles pops when oreo tugs at Y/N's top revealing her graceful babies bump.
"You batty creature!!" She tries to grab oreo to smoosh her in her arms but oreo gallops miles away before it could happen.
//
The whole last night Y/N couldn't sleep. Tossing and turning with whines of complaints to a snoring Harry on her side. When Harry woke up she was already staring him like an owl scaring the poor thing, cause it wasn't a loving one. It was a proper creeping stare with baggy eyes and pouty lips, "can we have 'em out already?" She snuggles into his throat and he massages her head.
"In a week." He grogs out stroking his cheek against her's, "Have ya taken out all the required papers?" He asks her and she nods with a yawn. Today's the enrollment day for Y/N's next semester -- Harry will go to her UNI to talk to the administration instead of her.
"I'll be back in no time, till then try havin' a good rest, want some donughts from that one shop near ye'r UNI?" He thumbs at her baby locks. She shakes her head murmuring into his flimsy sweat shirt, "not feeling like it." Dunno what happened. She was alright after for finally her sickness went away but today she feels like shit because of her Braxton hicks climbing to painful peak.
Kissing her head last time he untangles himself to get ready and she watches him buttoning up his cuffs with his curl dangling over his eyes, he's looking handsome and a bit too out of her league with the crisp white shirt and chequered trousers.
He squats down pecking her lips. Her nostrils filling with cinnamon ocean-y smell soothing the tick of her nerves. Her body reacting to even the air pricking at her skin, "don't miss me too much, lil penguin." He gives her an eskimo kiss knowing she's feeling down and tired today the way she has her face squished into pillow and isn't trying even to cup his cheeks like she does everytime he leaves for something.
He puts her phone on the nightstand tugging her under the sheets, switching off the lamp and slowly exists the room not to disturb her. She doesn't know when he leaves but the pin-drop silence tells it all and she's half conscious half awake with fluttering eyelids.
She turns on her back with a groan to get rid of the dull ache in her pelvis and outer thighs — but then she feels something . . . . something wet between down there and it makes her snap open her eyes blinking blankly at the ceiling. Tries not to think of bad scenarios but it's otherwise.
"Holy cow of jesus." She fists the pillow under her sitting up with much difficulty and to her worst horrors the sheets are sploched badly. She stands up with her spine almost bending in two — staying calm and positive even when a heavy gush of water trickles down her legs soaking the rug. It has nothing attractive in it as they show in movies but rather feels like a dam leaking and a litreal adult peeing in their gowns.
She snatches the phone from nightstand putting a firm arm beneath her belly walking out of room, her maternity floral white gown clinging to her skin. A tinge of shock weaved through her bones but that didn't made her loose her balance. She wants to throw the phone against the wall when the line always beeps busy, "already missin — " his honey of voice bringing tears in her eyes.
"Get your ass back home!! Right fuckin' now!" She yells into speaker trudging forward with carefull steps. He pushes onto breaks hard, panicking into his seat, "What happened!?" He's quick in turning gears speeding back home. Her lips wobbles blue from pain and the unbearable throb between her thighs. Words struck in her throat as she tries to speak gripping the globe of stair railing leaning against it when a hard contraction striked against her spine.
"'M going into labour — " Harry's heart falls into his arse. His vision blurring from the intensity of the moment and he's thanking Gods for being five minute drive away from home. How many times they prepared for this time it all went in vain and now Harry's beating himself for leaving her side at all, "'m comin' home, it's okay baby, it's okay breath." His lips stammers from an invisible fear and fingers twitches around the wheel.
Wanted to shout at him "breath, my ass." Instead She gasps loudly in fright when she feels her cervix dilating to the maximum point and it did the last fireworks for her tears, "no, no, noo!!"
"'M giving birth!!" She shouts kissing her teeth together to keep the pain at the bay hooking a thumb into her panties, scrunching her dress up to press them under her armpits and squatting down with the heels of her palms pressed with so much strength over the last stair case, "what? oh my — 'm calling our midwife." She can feel a head trying to force it's way out from her vagina and it rakes out a sob from her chest.
"Please be gentle with mommy, 'm coming." Harry says and it comes out as a weak whisper while he drives sitting on the edge of the seat and Y/N's ears are ringing with white noise to even pay attention to what he's saying. Her gown drenching with sweat and she screamed at the top of her lungs pushing with her all might scaring a sleepy oreo in her bassinet, "Shit." He mutters tugging his curls back immediately calling their midwife. He wishes his babies could atleast wait for him to be there with their momma.
"Miss. Dori !! Y/N has gone into labour, 'm out, dunno —---" There's loud urgent shuffling on her side that of picking stuff and closing metal boxes as she assures Harry with firmness, "I'll be there in just 10 minutes, till then reach there as quick as possible. She needs you Mr. Styles." It collects sweat at the dip of his spine sky rocketing his anxiety. His breath elevating at the sight of his society's gate and if it was possible he'd have flown to her.
Parking hastily on the side of road and leaving his car's door open — dishelved he steps outside almost falling square on his face while the old couple that use to sit at their porch in mornings watch him with concern, "Is everythin' alright son?"
They ask and Harry nods yelling to them, "Y/N is in labour!!" His face blowing out of any color when his ears fills with painful screams of his lil penguin and his fingers jumbles with keys unlocking the door.
It's surreal. The realization not completely setting in that all of this's happening right at this moment, that he's going to be a daddy in some hours, Y/N hunched over the bottom stair squatting down with thighs wide apart and her gown soaked against her back. His breath knocks out of his lungs and eyes bursts into shock when he sees his baby's head pushing it's way out in between her legs.
"I can see it's head! I can see it's head oh m'godness." He announces rushing towards her and Miss. Dori guides him, "Harry help her pull it out, cup the baby's head and if it's shoulders are grab-able, have it out." He places the phone atop the stair sitting down beside Y/N kissing the side of her head quickly wiping her tears away.
"Hi baby, it'll be alright, 'm here now let's pull our bubba out mighty quick." He presses his chest to floor to look down there and if Y/N would have been in her good state of mind she'd have butt him in not to. His brows kinks tightly together as he tries to concentrate and not to pass out from the sight of blood and his blood covered infant half hanging in it's mother's v.
Gently he wraps his shivering palm around it's head and shoulder moreso figuring out if it could itself comes out, "push a bit more, moppet." She shakes her head furiously crying and trying with all her will, "It's hurts!!" He wishes the process wasn't that painful.
"I know, I know baby —- oh okay okay! We got him." He cackles through his worry taking him all out and in his arms having a good grip around it's tiny waist fearing it would slip. Y/N takes a huge sigh of relief muscles loosening and shoulders slumping. She could hear him sniffing close to her with little noises despite of how much she wants to hug him, she still has another one to bring out in the world.
"It's Elios." He grins with ablazed glossy eyes stroking his tweeny baby hair back. Though his excitement shatters into pieces as he cries to Miss. Dori, "He's not breathin, n'--not breathin' what do I do??" He has switched into his fight and flight mode. Fat tears spilling down his cheeks. Y/N wants to have him in her arms and make sure her baby's healthy but a hard contraction makes her bones jello with her another baby trying to pop out.
"Calm down Mr. Styles, Is his cord wrapped 'round his neck?" When Harry couldn't mutter a single word just shaking his head ear to ear staring down his little one with fear and sadness, Y/N screams for him, "No!!"
"It's nothin', clean his nose, it's probably some clotting blocking his breathing passage." Harry acts on her instruction without wasting a time and the threshold's walls bounced with prattle of his low coarse cries, "Oh my god!!" Harry gasps holding his baby boy closer to his chest not giving two fucks if his shirt and skin stains with thick blood.
In the meantime Miss. Dori and her assistant nurse tramps through their door. Cutting the cord Nurse takes Elios from Harry's arms and takes him for a cleanup as Harry leads her to their nursery. When he comes back Miss. Dori has their other bubba already out and it's worth watching him flying into clouds of paradise, full of glee, happiness, so much happiness has never experienced before.
"Hi. Victoria." He keeps his voice soft if she's a chinese porcelain doll and would break in his arms. He loves his son to core but the way his heart just swirled with fondness and love for his daughter the second she was layed into his embrace was something else. He's tender with her and from just gazing her it spurt out a sob from the deepest of his tummy, "she was so stubborn to come out rather than his brother." Miss. Dori tells him and his head perks up with proud adoration. Handing her to nurse he turns his gaze back to his exhausted lil penguin leaning against the wall now. And scoots closer to his bestfriend, the love of his life and the mother of his babies.
Hugging her warmly and affectionately, winding his arm around the nape of her neck to smoosh her into his chest while she cries against his throat. Being tender and the softest yet sweetest he could be with her, pressing his lips against her ear to whisper words that made her cry even more loudly into his bicep, "I love you, I love you more than anythin' in the world, 'm s' soo proud of ye' baby, me soulmate and the love of me life. I promise to love you forever and infinity." The world blurs around them and their heartbeats latches to sync in with eachother. The morning light cocoons them with softness and they don't care if they're sitting in a pool of blood, mess of the beautiful birth of their gorgeous twins.
"I love you too, so much." She hiccups pacifying down not wanting to never be able say them again as Harry runs a hand at her back, limbs still tangled with eachother, whispering sweet things to her while Miss. Dori pulled her placenta out, "Y/N?" He panics when she dulls in his arms head lulling at his shoulder and heartbeat slowing down to feeble a line. Gently pulling his face out from the cave of her neck he pats her cheek worriedly, again, at her unconscious state, her head dangling back over his wrist, "Y/N!?" His heart squeezing tight miserably into his ribcages when she doesn't respond to his calls.
"'M listenin', pet." She whispers smiling weakly and Harry's lungs nourishes with air, "Scared me baby love." He hugs her again with a wobbling pout and this time she tries to console him.
"Y'okay baby? Should we go to hospital? It's better if —--"
"'M okay!!" She simpers kissing the dip of his collarbone. Carefully he smoothes an arm down her back and knees picking her up bridal style to take her to their bathroom for a hot nice bath full of essential oils. He caress her face, trailing his knuckles down her cheeks, gazing her fondly while sitting down on the floor beside her with his one hand inside the warm water to lull around her calves.
"I love you, you've given me such beautiful babies. 'Ave ye seen Tori ? She's a proper you, that lil bunny mouth of yours, aish." He giggles and she squeezes his fingers in a silent gesture to tell him how happy she's. Drying her clean with a towel and moisturizing her body, making her wear her comfortable gown.
When he tucks her under sheets she babbles with droopy eyelids and tired body, "can I see my babies?" He smauches a kiss against her forehead, "After a teeny rest, yeah angel?" But, she was already out like a bulb making him chuckle softly.
//
Miss. Dori left the kind nurse behind with them till Y/N wakes up and with her help Harry lays down the twins on either side of their mommy. Deeply pondering how lucky he's to have his family completed and healthy, tucked into their mother's armpits.
He giggles and holds his breath in awe when Elio wriggles in his blanket, scootes his bum closer when Y/N yawns and stretches, "how ye' feelin'?" He brushes her loose tresses back and she nods attempting to sit up.
"Good." Thanking him when he gets comfy amount of pillows behind her, "wanna hold them?" He asks as she ducks down to kiss both of their soft skins.
"'M arms are still shakin' . ." She chuckles, "no biggie, I'll help ya out, a bestie in need is a bestie indeed." She giggles loudly startling Tori and Harry hushes her comically scooching behind her embracing her in a heated wrap from behind chin resting over her shoulder, "shh, gotta be quite with this one — such a light sleeper bub."
"This's Victoria Anne Styles and Elios Vincent Styles." He supports her one forearm with his's under: giving Elio to her and having Tori in his other, "are you presenting them to me as some kind of award for my bravery, pet?" She nudges him playfully and he shrugs his shoulders nonchalantly.
"Such nice awards, innit?" He gives her an eskimo kiss and she puckers her lips asking for a loving smooch of his candy lips, "absolutely."
//
They took their first nap together with Harry and Y/N on either side of bed with their babies in the middle of their warmth just like a nest of sparrows, safe, comfy and utterly snuggly with the couple protecting their dainty creatures of soft flesh from the storms of outside.
"C'mere baby . . " Harry usheres Oreo with the snap of his thumb as she tries to canoodle into the soles of his feet tickling him and she obliges his tone, "Good girl . ." His own voice tired petting her crown when she turns into a lil ball of fur beside Tori who's sleeping at her daddy's side, being ever hesitant and carefull with them making Harry smile at her thinking of giving her treats in dinner.
He almost slips from under the sheets when a shriek of cry jolts him awake and it's Tori crying loudly thrashing under the blanket while her brother kept on sleeping stretched over his mommy's chest, head tucked under her chin.
Ah! Here comes the real deal. Daddy Harry's about to face real challenges 'cause we all know he once promised that he's a big boy now, innit?
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All I Need // part i
description: you know Jisung needs you and he shows you that he does, until he doesn’t.
warnings: angst, smut, explicit language, problematic Jisung:/
word count: 2.2k
pov: Jisung’s
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She was back, I could feel it, the sheer euphoria coursing through my veins at the thought of her mere presence, I was starting to forget I was even mad at her-I couldn't even remember why she had felt but I did the remember the day she did-the memory was a blur, my mind had repressed it, the thought of being away from her made me feel like I was being cut off from my lifeline. I should've understood why she would want to leave but I didn't want to, without her I felt lost and I absolutely hated the pathetic feeling in the pit of my stomach when I was away from her for too long.
She had called it "needing space" and "wanting to be her own person", the irrational part of me called bullshit thinking she was just trying to leave me while the rational part could see clearly why she would  want to and I hated myself for pushing her so much, that was in August-it was October now but she was back, here-sitting on my bed in a baby blue sundress that had ridden up her thigh from how she was crossing one leg over the other.
She had yet to notice my presence in the doorway of my bedroom, consumed by whatever it is she was looking at on her phone "You're back" I finally speak making her snap her head in my direction immediately standing up, it was then I noticed how tan her skin had gotten all from soaking up the Mediterranean sun. I tried to keep my eyes on hers as she walked towards me but it turned into a daunting task with the way her breasts were almost spilling out of her sundress, I didn't want her to know I hadn't been with anyone since she had left, just the company of my hand and the numerous pictures and videos I had on my phone of her post climax state, she would think I was touched starved so I stared at the window behind her feigning anger.
"You're late" I noticed her visibly flinch at that, she watched my face intently searching for signs of anger but I knew she'd find none. "I know, I-I'm so-rry" she said slowly, about 15 seconds passed without any of us saying anything, that was when she reached for my arm-caressing it with her thumb. "I missed you, Ji" she looks into my eyes, "Why do you sound so weird?" the words were out of my mouth before I could stop them, "I haven't spoken any English since I left" she informs me. "You didn't miss me?" she asks and I almost start stuttering but she's not used to me being this vulnerable and I have to remind myself that I'm the one in control here-that's what she's used to-being acquiescent.
"I never wanted you to leave" I grumble and that's when the dynamics of our relationship begin to show, "I-I told you I needed space, Jisung" she whispers but I catch on to it.
"Fuck that, you were just trying to leave me and you're only back because you feel some sort of resentment masked with pity towards me"
"Why do you always think that? I'm here, aren't I?" she bites back skillfully avoiding the second part of what I said.
"That's not enough, you said you'd be gone for a month and I waited for you, just when I started to get use to not having you around you want to waltz back into my life like it's nothing".
"It's not like that and you know it" she chokes out, about to cry.
"Enlighten me then? No Spanish cock could fill you up like I can? Is that it?" I taunt, knowing the words were just spilling out of my mouth at this point, what was the use in stopping. "No! Is that what you really think of me?" she shrieks. "You know damn well what I think of you, y/n”.  “You knew what I thought when you left but it didn't stop you". She looks at me through her teary eyes like she's about to burst any second, "Wow" she laughs even with the tears spilling down her face, "Coming back, I honestly didn't know what to expect but it definitely wasn't this, I'm gon-" she makes a move to walk past me and out of the room but she's soon pressed against the wall by my body weight.
"Where the fuck are you going again? Why are you always trying to leave me?!" I bark, “Let go of me, Ji” she spat but I refused "Get off of me you asshole, you clearly don't want me here" she fights back-her small frame writhing under my bigger one, with time she starts to calm down with her hands pinned over her head with my right hand, I bring my other hand to meet her cheek. "I always want you around, I missed you so much, my search history will show me booking and cancelling flights" I whisper, "I needed you here with me" I say before pressing my lips to hers.
She responds immediately and I drop her hands down-grabbing her by her waist, slightly pushing my tongue in her mouth just wanting to get a taste of her, I tried to hard to stop myself from ravaging her like a starved man but all my efforts are in vein when she whimpers into my mouth making pull away from her, "We don't have to-" I start cut my morality speech is cut of by her dropping to her knees and attempting to tug my sweatpants down. I watch her in awe, completely mesmerized by her beauty, almost missing that she has completely freed my cock from it's confines and is now swirling her tongue around the angry red tip.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck!" I start chanting as she takes me deeper into her mouth, my mind starts to wonder where she learnt to do this but the thought is shoved down when I feel the head of my cock hit the back of her throat making her gag. "Yes" I drawl out "Good girl, you're a good girl, my good girl, you just like acting up" I say pulling her hair up into a makeshift ponytail, my lack of a proper fuck starts to show when she takes on of my balls and sucks on it, "Shit, no, stop! stop!" I say as I feel my abs tightening not wanting to feel the embarrassment of cumming from a mere blowjob. Immediately she's on her feet, "Did I do something wrong?" she asks looking up at me as I tuck my dick back into my pants.
"No angel, you were perfect, I just want to show you how much I missed you" I tell her, trailing my fingers up her inner thigh but when I'm met with only the feeling of her soaked core, I lose it. "Where are your fucking panties" I growl in her ear ghosting a finger over her clit. "The-I-" "What explanation could you possibly have for not wearing panties" I pull back and watch her face intently as I push my middle finger into her opening, "Fuck, you're still so tight" I whisper.
"Tell me, didn't you find anyone in Madrid to fuck your needy little cunt open?" I taunt, earning a whimper from her, "No! I-I haven't be-been with anyone since our last time!" the last part of her sentence is squealed due to me adding another finger, "So what do you want me to do now?" I ask basking in the way she's writhing and whimpering beneath me, she looks at me with her big doe eyes, knowing I know what she wants. "Don't look at me like that, I should be punishing you for breaking your promise right now" I say pushing my fingers deeper causing my palm to rub on her bud, "P-please don't punish me! I'll be good, I promise!" she nearly weeps, "But didn't you also promise you'd be back in September?" I egg her on, "I know! I'm sorry! I'll be so good". "Yes you fucking will" I grit.
"Get on the bed. On all fours" I commanded and watched as she did as I said, the baby blue sundress bunching at her waist, she was so bare and all for me, I made my way to her slowly before kneeling right at where I knew she was in need, "Angel, you're soaked, do you need me that bad?" I cooed at her to which she nodded but all that did was get her spanked, "Fuck! Yes I need you! Jisung please!" she squeaked, arching her back further, it was obvious she didn't know the impact she had on me, I could never deny her when she sounded so euphonious-so her put my mouth where she wanted, kissing her there as I would her lips. At first contact she jolted forward with a small scream, almost as if it was too much for her but I knew her, I knew my angel-she would take whatever I gave her, I closed my eyes and indulged in the way she tasted, I could have consumed her whole if I didn't have self control but that was beginning to wear thin, as I went on her hips started to shake so I held them down while I lapped up all of her essence she could offer before plunging my tongue into her entrance and fucking her with it.
When I felt her walls pulsate around my tongue I pulled back but I didn't give her time to breathe-pushing my middle and ring finger into her, "Oh shit! Right there! Please faster" I obliged, fucking her with my fingers, "Like this?" I teased but she could only answer in incoherent babbles, soon her moans turned into screams and her velvety walls pulsed around my digits, before I knew it she was releasing all of my fingers but that didn't stop me—I kept going and her hips jolted away from but I held her down. "Wh-hat are you doing?!" she screamed, burying her face into the pillows and screaming right before her second orgasm washed over her and she was writhing and quivering as her juices spilled all over my fingers again but this time it shot out of her so fast it was all over my sheets before I could put my mouth on her. "Jisung stop".
"Fuck, I forgot you could do that" I groaned.
As fast as I could I flipped her unto her back, "You're not going to leave me again" it must have sounded like a question to her because she nodded, I almost wanted to correct her and let her know that I was telling her she couldn't leave me again but she looked so beautiful spread out for me—her legs twitching as I rubbed my cock over her slit, "You love me" I tell her as I pushed my length into her, maybe it was the way she felt full of me that led her to agree but I willed myself to actually believe that she did love me "Yes, yes I do, so much". I moved my hips at a different pace with each thrust, short and fast slow and deep, the way my cock dragged along her walls and the sound of her moans had me on the edge, I felt like I would lose myself in her. As her pussy continued to clenched around me—I brought her left leg up to my chest and kissed her calf before bringing her right foot to my mouth and sucking on her toes, "Shit! I'm gonna c-" "No you're not" I commanded, enjoying the way she thrashed under me with my thumb on her clit rubbing in tight circles, "Please! I'll never leave you again!" she declared, it made me want to tell her she didn't have a choice but the words couldn't come out, I was so close to cumming too, I just needed to hear one thing "You belong to me" I told her, watching her face to see her reaction, her eyes rolled to the back of her head as she concurred "Yes! you! It's always been you, Jisung" she screamed and I let go "Good girl, now cum for me, cum all over my cock" and she did so like she was on voice command, chanting thank yous as I spilled myself into her.
I rolled off her but I couldn't move my eyes away from her, she looked so beautiful with the thin layer of sweat that had covered her sin, her chest rising and falling as she tried to catch her breath. My thought train was interrupted as I heard my security code getting put in, "Who's that?" she mumbled rolling over to look me in the eye but I quickly looked away-getting off the bed to throw her dress at her.
"My girlfriend. Get dressed" I said and then I held my breath and waited, for something- a scream, the sound of her crying but she only repeated my statement whilst putting her dress back on, "Your girlfriend?" I forced myself to look anywhere but her face and my eyes found the trail of my cum dripping down her inner thigh and I knew that I'd never forgive myself.
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youngsamberg · 3 years
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so now that you finished 9-1-1 tell us your thoughts on buddie!
oh boy okay turns out i actually have a lot of buddie thoughts and i accidentally ranted about it so i'm putting them under the cut:
so i went into this show with my eyes wide open about it and purposefully tried not to get sucked into whatever insane buddie vortex is happening in that fandom bc it seemed to be very scary from the outside looking in. so as i watched i was actively trying to be like "they're besties they're bffs it's a cute friendship etc" but........................................
they are in love. who am i to say whether it's platonic or romantic love, all i know is that buck and eddie love each other so much it's actually heart wrenching to watch sometimes?????
now, due to the fact that f*x is filled with cowards, they don't have the guts to ever make it canon. it's not going to happen. i know this in my brain, in my heart, and in my soul. so i'm really just looking forward to seeing what else they do with their friendship in the future (esp after breaking up eddie and ana which was.... a decision. i'll get to that later) because after eddie legally bound buck to him and christopher, idk where else they could go to deepend their relationship without crossing the line.
what i would really like to talk about though is... what is the writers' plan? they obviously know that this is what a large majority of the fans want. they know they could easily justify it if they were to go there. but they're not going to, and i'm just curious why they keep giving the fans all these moments??? please forgive this comparison, but all i keep thinking about is l*rry and how when the conspiracies started, they were kept as far away from each other as possible so people would stop speculating. but these writers continue to make eddie and buck even closer and more emotionally attached than ever before??? and why????? if they wanted the speculation to stop then they would change the dynamic in the writing and make people move on. but they seem to be doing the opposite?? (this could just be f*x's lawful evil raring it's head and just queerbaiting for the ratings, which i wouldn't put past them, but that's just something to think about)
now let's talk about the girlfriends, the perfect way to distract from the buddie of it all. we're in season 5. odds are, we've passed the halfway point of the series. now is the time when the characters should start settling down and preparing for their post-show future. and they decide to... break up eddie and ana??? why????? i mean clearly the relationship was doomed from the beginning bc eddie was never really fully in it, but why write it that way???? on paper ana would be the perfect ending for eddie, but the way that they made him literally have a panic attack at the thought of her being part of their family???? i just truly don't get it. and now i'm wondering what they do have planned for eddie's future bc it wouldn't make sense for him to end the series in the same place he started it in. a similar thing is happening with buck and taylor now where it has already felt off from the beginning and going from her friendzoning him HARD to like two days later getting together???? idk man it's all just super weird and i can't figure out the game plan.
tldr; basically what i'm saying is that i'm 100% certain they're not gonna do it. but like... what is the point of all of this if they don't?? there are so many insane, deliberate choices being made by the writers to stoke the flames instead of putting them out (pun intended) and i can totally see why the fandom is as... passionate as it is. buddie warriors i salute you 🤝
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jolivia-things · 3 years
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It's always better to have a balanced discussion I find, though I delete asks sometimes too now 🤫 mainly people calling me a L@rry or if they stray too far from the actual topic of the blog lol.
Well but isn't the same. Of course you are gonna delete asks of people who are being rude to you or calling you things you aren't.
The thing here is that she changed her mind from pr to real and since then she barely posts the anons who thinks it's fake. At the first I was like "Okay. Everyone changed their minds so I'm the one who's wrong." And started to believe it could be real when I actually don't feel that way. Then I realized some changed their minds yeah but also probably %50 (or more) of them still believe it's fake but don't have a voice to expressing themselves.
They forgot everything is based on speculation, they don't know the truth just because we got 5 "sneaky" pics. All they have are theories exactly like us.
I understand some things are way too crazy but there are theories that make a lot of sense if you think about it.
I think they just bought what HO was selling (specifically O) without knowing it. I mean, thinking she's with him when she's silent on SM. Absolutely debunked and a game from her. She was on her phone that day at Soho Farmhouse and she was off SM when we have proof they weren't together.
O play games because they are aware of everything we talk online. Then they use it and fix the mistakes next time. (One of the reasons I think we are gonna get content with a caring/cute harry soon after all the things that were said about the store video and the lack of chemistry between them).
Also and to end my XL ask 😂 I'm so tired of people saying you are a larrie if you believe H does pr. It's stu*id at this point.
I talk for me at least. I wasn't, I'm not and I'll never be. You can come to me and say me "H is into men" and that's not gonna change my mind about them only being friends and colleagues years ago. So please people who disagree with the pr thing, stop trying to invalidate our opinion by calling us things we aren't. We are just people with eyes and a brain that can see things doesn't add up.
The thing for me is, it doesn't ever bother me if people think it's real. That's what Harry and Olivia want people to think anyway, it's literally the point of it.
The weird thing for me is that I've been fans of other celebrities in the past and it's been glaringly obvious if they're in PR relationships or real. Because the second you look deeper into it the cracks show.
It's just baffling to me that people can analyse it and still conclude it's real. Not going to let it bother me though and I suggest you don't let it bother you.
As I keep saying this isn't that deep and the second it becomes something you actually care about it stops being fun I think.
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