was gonna upload my 2023 ql wrapped tag today but i ended up having a hard time deciding on what to gif and so i decided to just make a little compilation but that ended up taking way longer than expected and i didn't manage to finish before having to leave to spend new year's eve with my best friend sooooo i guess i'll be uploading it only next year djfjfjf
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Why were all my dream segments so vivid?
I'm just going to talk about the one that took me out the most and is the least personal.
I was at a convention, and they were showing new upcoming shows and movies. To everyone's surprise there was a movie for Supernatural.
There was a trailer where it starts as Jensen and Misha talking, seemingly an old video, and out of nowhere Jensen pushes Misha who falls and within that fall, it cuts to Sam and Castiel falling together and Sam asking Cas, "Are you okay?" and panning to a shot of the big bad.
It clicked then that it was a trailer so huge gasps throughout, and the rest of the trailer plays. We thought that was the biggest surprise until Jensen, Jared, Misha, and Alex all in unison said, "We're back." And they were on stage ready to answer questions.
They answer some as a group but then people start getting divided into different groups, some go watch and talk with Jensen, others Jared, same with Misha and Alex.
I was put in Jared's group and he decided to ask the audience some questions, and his main one was, "What's a moment, a day, or a week, month, year, where you've had to just take a deep breath because it was all too much." A lot of people answered and quite honestly, it felt like a therapy group or something, but this fucker turned to me and asked me, I tried giving a simple answer but he wasn't having it. So I gave a real answer making everyone cry. And that's when Jared quit asking the audience questions. Can't imagine why...
That's when the dream segment basically came to an end mostly because it seemed like the convention was over but later inside another dream segment I was retelling what happened but as if this was something that actually happened. So when I woke up I didn't immediately register it as a dream.
I'm very surprised about it all because I never dream about supernatural, not really, let alone about the actors, hell, I've hardly had a dreams lately. So, an interesting segment indeed for me.
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OOC// What are some things that make Roman feel sad?
Few things make Roman Sionis feel sad. Years ago, it might have been a different story; he was a very lonely child for the most part whose parents made it crystal clear to him how unwanted he was, how much harder he made their lives and berated him constantly for how he couldn’t even begin to live up to their lofty expectations. It wasn’t much better elsewhere; Roman had few friends even amongst the other children of Gotham’s upper class families, a little too ‘odd’ and cursed with no filter to be able to truly fit in.
Fortunately there were a few positive influences during this time. A few employees hired to take care of the family household and chores treated Roman well enough, caring more about the child than his own parents did. It was the chauffeur who realized he’d gone missing during one particular party and ventured out into the forest to bring him back when he’d been bitten by a rabid raccoon, though had been threatened by Mr. and Mrs. Sionis to not speak about the incident or else lose her job.
Receiving so little genuine consideration throughout his life has long since burnt out Roman’s ability to feel sadness, because if nobody ever felt sorry for him then why the fuck should he feel the same about anything (or anyone) else? He’s older now, capable of looking after himself and everything he’s got is entirely his own doing. He doesn’t need empathy, to give or receive and frankly, such feelings are only weaknesses to exploit in Gotham’s crime-ridden underbelly where everybody’s out to get you.
On rare occasions, Roman will notice a child who is not happy, clearly not loved or cared for by their parent/s at all. It’s a stark reminder as to how he once was, a haunting memory of how he’d once been and had nobody in his corner. For the briefest of moments he’ll feel the sharp, painful sting of sadness, memories of times he’d thought he’d long since gotten over... until familiar rage overcomes him, wanting nothing more than to -lash out- at the closest thing.
To Roman, anger is much more familiar and preferrable to grief.
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