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#I'm still a bit sad about it tho
world-of-stone · 6 months
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No Eisei in Planica :(
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b4kuch1n · 1 year
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hahaha wheee haha
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nguyenfinity · 1 year
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Every time I draw Mamagi it does AoE damage (I am also in the area of effect)
Lighthearted bonus:
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#enstars#hiiro amagi#rinne amagi#i don't know if this is a bad time to be amagi-posting given that hiiro's fs2 just dropped but. oh well#also this might be the last thing i draw for a bit because i am in the final stretch of this semester#if you sent in a request. i will get to it and thank you for your patience#anyways i know i'm kinda being like 'haha rinne mama's boy' which like. yeah but also sometimes--#--sometimes you're an adult in their 20s and like. yeah sure you're technically an adult or whatever but you still feel like a kid yeah?#and sometimes you just maybe want your mom to help you when you're lost or confused or when you need someone to tell you it'll be okay#but you won't get that for whatever reason#sincerely: an adult in their 20s#....can you tell why rinne is like. a vibe to me now#anyways i'm not saying mamagi dying was a necessary evil but if hiiro and rinne had an adult who actually loved them at home they probably-#-wouldn't have left and we wouldn't have the main story#if she was alive today tho she'd be going to their lives sorry i don't make the rules (yes i do)#if she ends up being exactly like the rest of their village in some future lore i'm gonna be so sad.#she'd throw hands with niki's parents#imagine leaving your sons behind because you straight up died (couldn't really do anything about that)#meanwhile your son's boyfriend's parents just. up and left him because they could#also posts with her will be tagged mamagi#if you read all that <3#mamagi#she'd adopt all the bees and alkaloid too#imagine if they got their singing skills from her#also mamagi 1 rinniki shipper (also does not care it's not legal)#rinniki
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sysig · 8 months
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How is skeleton shaped (Patreon)
#Doodles#UT#Papyrus#Sans#Some redraws! I just don't feel like scanning the originals so they'll stay contextless for now lol#I apparently used to draw Papyrus' scarf/cape with a little squiggly bit down the middle of his chest as well :0 I think it looks silly now#The donk-pecks I was talking about! :D Give your sibling a family kiss ♪ As much as skeletons can anyhow lol#Papyrus was being silly and then leaned down fully expecting it lol - another thing smol and I do a lot haha#Sometimes doing the cat thing of headbutting for attention lol#Sad skele doodles! Oh no! D: Best boy is the saddest around </3#I used to draw Papyrus' mouth as having teeth behind his teeth so I gave it another go - I think I'm good on it now lol I like his weird jaw#I don't know if I based the original eye-glows off anything specific :0 I wasn't as particular about my notes back then haha#He is still very fun to draw crying tho poor lad :')#Originally the second one of Papyrus with his eyes glowing had Sans comforting him with a forehead donk - even in this redraw!#But I got the angle wrong so I removed him and then had brainworms about it lol#Something something the player (the artist) controlling the appearance/experience and moving the pieces (the characters) around as they like#I already know all that! I've been metaphorically playing with dolls for years years years! It just never stops being weird#It's like being aware of my own breathing and blinking - it's ''natural'' and normal and there's obviously nothing wrong with it lol#There's just a level of awkward....Feeling surrounding awareness lol - intentionality! It's not like I can stop just because I'm aware of it#It's just so whimsical /neutral - if Sans had turned out how I wanted him to he'd be there comforting his brother! But because I...#As stated I have brainworms please excuse me lol#The level of weird feels between the various mediums is really interesting to me tho :) Being a player or reader or watcher or artist!#They all feel different - more or less in control of what happens to them and yet never fully without culpability hehe#Obviously as an artist it feels the most in control - even to my own empathetic detriment! (It's not that serious lol)#The difference between being a player and a reader is a lot closer than being a watcher tho imo it's like a spectrum of responsibility#Though that's kinda also just how I feel about media consumption in general lol - I guess one of those is technically media production#Anyway! Lol#I don't know where I got the idea that his hoodie is two-tone other than the separation of his pockets?#It is a cute design! Dunno if I'll keep it going forward just for convenience but I'm not mad about it lol
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soppsop · 1 year
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i just rememberd adhd meds exist and now im upset because i could have that if it wasn't for that freakin neurologyst we went to see that told us it was impossible that i could have adhd because i have good grades in school. literally the ONLY question he asked me and immediately said it was impossible. we spent like 5 minutes there. he could've at least... explained something???? anything?????? and now i'd feel bad about asking my parents to see another neurologist because that costs a lot of money :((
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perilegs · 4 months
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being homesick and changing as a person so much the place you grew up in isn't your home anymore is such a core part of ati and upon further inspection i think i was projecting a little
#like yea that is a very common basic thing that happens to a lot if not most adults#but also i think i get homesick a bit too easy#when i moved away from home i moved to the closest big city that's only an hour away and i was already deeply familiar with it#but i was so sad despite knowing i personally could never thrive in my hometown#i wanted to experience the big city but it was so scary and it still is and i miss the comforts of my hometown but it's not just me that#has changed#dont get me wrong i wouldnt move back bc i have hobbies and friends and a job and most likely a career in the city i live in#and this truly is a place i don't think i could ever move away from. unless it is to a neighboring city#it's so hard for me to imagine there are people who move not just across the country but a completely different country and they just. adap#i could never. i was visiting my hometown every week for like the first year i lived here#i eventually want to move to a bigger apartment and ive been looking at places already even tho i need to graduate before doing that#and i'm. getting homesick just thinking about moving to a different part of the city.#i like the area i live in. i like the cornerstore and the distance to the closest grocery stores and parks#i like how my grandma used to live in this area when she was around my age#i'm not good with change and i know it but there are several things about moving that make me miserable#like yeah obviously i will move out from my single bedroom apartment when i can and i'll be so happy and it'll be good for me#but despite having lived here for only a bit more than 4 years i'll miss this apartment. i have so many good memories from here and i'll#never be able to visit it again and have it feel the same#but that's the least sad thing imo. i dread being in a different area more lmao#but it's fine i know i'll adapt as long as i don't have to move to a different city ever again gfsahgak#idk ive had a long day and im feeling a bit melancholic#i'll sleep in tomorrow >:3c#leevi talks
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ghostlover4life · 3 months
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me when the thoughts about my ex turned from me being sad about losing him to wanting him back to being angry because he doesn't even talk about me and it feels like all of the time i spent crying and caring for him went down the drain
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airenyah · 9 months
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was gonna upload my 2023 ql wrapped tag today but i ended up having a hard time deciding on what to gif and so i decided to just make a little compilation but that ended up taking way longer than expected and i didn't manage to finish before having to leave to spend new year's eve with my best friend sooooo i guess i'll be uploading it only next year djfjfjf
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sastielsfandom · 1 year
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Why were all my dream segments so vivid?
I'm just going to talk about the one that took me out the most and is the least personal.
I was at a convention, and they were showing new upcoming shows and movies. To everyone's surprise there was a movie for Supernatural.
There was a trailer where it starts as Jensen and Misha talking, seemingly an old video, and out of nowhere Jensen pushes Misha who falls and within that fall, it cuts to Sam and Castiel falling together and Sam asking Cas, "Are you okay?" and panning to a shot of the big bad.
It clicked then that it was a trailer so huge gasps throughout, and the rest of the trailer plays. We thought that was the biggest surprise until Jensen, Jared, Misha, and Alex all in unison said, "We're back." And they were on stage ready to answer questions.
They answer some as a group but then people start getting divided into different groups, some go watch and talk with Jensen, others Jared, same with Misha and Alex.
I was put in Jared's group and he decided to ask the audience some questions, and his main one was, "What's a moment, a day, or a week, month, year, where you've had to just take a deep breath because it was all too much." A lot of people answered and quite honestly, it felt like a therapy group or something, but this fucker turned to me and asked me, I tried giving a simple answer but he wasn't having it. So I gave a real answer making everyone cry. And that's when Jared quit asking the audience questions. Can't imagine why...
That's when the dream segment basically came to an end mostly because it seemed like the convention was over but later inside another dream segment I was retelling what happened but as if this was something that actually happened. So when I woke up I didn't immediately register it as a dream.
I'm very surprised about it all because I never dream about supernatural, not really, let alone about the actors, hell, I've hardly had a dreams lately. So, an interesting segment indeed for me.
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hatake · 11 months
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masquenoire · 2 years
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OOC// What are some things that make Roman feel sad?
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Few things make Roman Sionis feel sad. Years ago, it might have been a different story; he was a very lonely child for the most part whose parents made it crystal clear to him how unwanted he was, how much harder he made their lives and berated him constantly for how he couldn’t even begin to live up to their lofty expectations. It wasn’t much better elsewhere; Roman had few friends even amongst the other children of Gotham’s upper class families, a little too ‘odd’ and cursed with no filter to be able to truly fit in. Fortunately there were a few positive influences during this time. A few employees hired to take care of the family household and chores treated Roman well enough, caring more about the child than his own parents did. It was the chauffeur who realized he’d gone missing during one particular party and ventured out into the forest to bring him back when he’d been bitten by a rabid raccoon, though had been threatened by Mr. and Mrs. Sionis to not speak about the incident or else lose her job. Receiving so little genuine consideration throughout his life has long since burnt out Roman’s ability to feel sadness, because if nobody ever felt sorry for him then why the fuck should he feel the same about anything (or anyone) else? He’s older now, capable of looking after himself and everything he’s got is entirely his own doing. He doesn’t need empathy, to give or receive and frankly, such feelings are only weaknesses to exploit in Gotham’s crime-ridden underbelly where everybody’s out to get you. On rare occasions, Roman will notice a child who is not happy, clearly not loved or cared for by their parent/s at all. It’s a stark reminder as to how he once was, a haunting memory of how he’d once been and had nobody in his corner. For the briefest of moments he’ll feel the sharp, painful sting of sadness, memories of times he’d thought he’d long since gotten over... until familiar rage overcomes him, wanting nothing more than to -lash out- at the closest thing. To Roman, anger is much more familiar and preferrable to grief.
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noxtivagus · 2 years
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AAAA im so excited for the ebenholz event yes 🥺
#🌙.rambles#[ arknights. ]#i've been playing arknights daily now#not yet quite cqtched up on the main story n wtvr though bcs i haven't rlly had time but hehe i love the game vv much#I CRIED A BIT WHEN UH#watching the pv T_T#'maybe it's because it's the first time i've ever felt life was worth living' bb boy i'll kiss you#i rlly will get more into arknights 2023 you see it will definitely be one of my top interests i'm sure of it#thinking abt the pv still n the music was so lovely.. the graphics too#help i was left looking at smth n i think i accidentally spoiled myself UH#no no it's okay i'm sure i'll enjoy the story itself anyways despite wtvr the fuck happens#i rmber the stuff some friends commented abt ebenholz n the#leithanian place iirc hehe n oh my god i'm really excited it's so cool#my previous post is so sad i'm sorry about that i'm planning to priv it later#moving on tho uwahh i'm so excited for lingering echoes ><#i know for sure that ebenholz will become one of my favs but#i have this feeling he might also become my most fav chara in arknights???? maybe tied with a few others but he's definitely one of#the ones at the top of my list or smth#IM SO EXCITED#oh my god i know his va that's also like. percical akaashi n ibara iirc#random thought me n my family r going to the mall for smth tmrrw n#i wonder if we can. buy ccr#ITS STILL ON MY MIND WAHH i rlly like zack he means so much to me n cc as a whole :<<#'why do you look up at the lonely sky?' 🥹🫶🏼#GODDAMN IT I HAD A LOOK AT EBENHOLZ AGAIN N MY LOVE YOU R SO LOVELY#he gives meaning to the emptiness in my morning n#FUCK IT IM STILL SO TIRED but i'm starting to feel a but better at least but my social battery is so dead#i'm so tired but little steps at the very least even if they're all i can manage rn r enough
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enderina · 2 years
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I didn't get any gift this year :[
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sysig · 2 months
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I invite you to imagine (Patreon)
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farawayfromthemoon · 3 months
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cmon Berlin you can do better 🥲
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actual-corpse · 5 months
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I played Skyrim today.
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