#IMMA UPDATE MY STUFF SOON

[rattoenailclippings]

im slowly going back into my muriel era I’ve been thinking about the arcana and now 😈😈😈😈 I JUST RAAAAAA I LOVE MURIEL SO MUCH

[toxooz]

big stinky 🌿💚

[seajestic]

Recently read hell take us, heaven can wait by KivaEmber. Am now obsessed with the idea of Demi-Fiend Akechi Goro. Sometimes all you gotta do to solve your daddy issues is to just nearly die and then get turned into a half demon in the most traumatizing way possible.

If you wanna read it, link is below the read more

[flovverworks]

for a lil bit before i go back to the og icon...prob...me thinks...we shall see...

[iced-souls]

SO

I struggle with focusing on one thing, aka i keep forgoring/not being in the mood to draw me comics

How do i solve this issue you may ask? SCHEDULES!!

How do I enforce schedules you may ask? GIVING IT MORE INTERESTING PURPOSE!!

In other words, in order to be focused on comic/left behind work, imma do some weekly comic drawing streams, probably starting next week or the week after i dunno which day yet

Not that important but I figured that might be interesting to hear/ for me to announce

So here is me announcing that

Ok buh bye!!!

[bambisnc]

operation : true love - how likely riize is to NOT confess!

pairing : ot7 x reader! genre : crack + fluffff cw/tw : food mention + littol bit rushed n uneditted D: wc : im guessing maybe 400ish? -> update its 495!

shotaro : 2/10 - cutie would plan out eveyrhting the moment he sees you and has that italicised oh moment - i'm talking your favorite flowers delivered by hand followed by your ideal date + lots of fairy lights/candles. trust me.) and woo you exactly how you deserve to be wooed <3 would get a little anxious about making everything perfect for you tho

eunseok : 7/10 - he'd lowkey be such a tsundere ... thanks to my talk w mai i'm fully convinced he's the Only academic rival to lover to exist. would for sure pine after you silently and end up confessing in the middle of an argument. you know like "why do YOU care who i'm going out?" "BECAUSE. i like you. okay bye."

sungchan : 192830429283/10 - im biased sorry. but you can't tell me you don't see best friend!him being so obsessed with you - like all your friends know it, hell even you know it but the guy himself refuses to admit. is so "we're besties!! it's natural for us to hug and hold hands and make out between classes in the janitors closet :D i mean what. i didnt say anything" coded like c'mon

wonbin : a solid 13/10 - i feel like he'd be really conflicted. like on one hand he'd rather you be the one to confess but on the other he wants to do like a huge romantic gesture and be the one to confess to you. i can imagine there being this one phase of time where he'd kinda start ignoring you to get you to reach out to him or wtv tactics the insta/tiktok girlies (gn) teach him too

seunghan : 5/10 - okay but i see him either just randomly blurting it out of nowhere over a voice call or while ur ft-ing ("hey this cat reminded me of u" "aww haha im in love with you" "WHAT") OR doing it via a more traditional, thought out kinda way ... maybe like making you a gift or writing you a love letter/song :(( <3

sohee : 4/10 - bbg is confessing to you so fast. he'd only do it once he confirms (multiple times) that you both like each other though. is immediately planning the best way he could confess to you. does all his necessary research, books everything in advance - goes all out to ensure there's no hitches, basically. him and taro probably share notes

anton : 11/10 - bro is Not confessing. you can feel free to tho he'll say yes obvi! as soon as he gains back enough conherence after he (half) faints that is. for sure the type to get you soso many gifts and he'd try to be so casual about it too "hey i got u a customized acessroies set with the fav flower/colour you like" "anton wtf" "uh no dw i had an extra hahaha". def gets u guys matching stuff a lot too

notes : imma not be online for at least a day (shocker) so queueing this!!!! -> well that was a lie <3 + [m.list] song rec : LOVE ME BACK BY FROMIS 9 WEEWOO WEEWOO

[therantsofawriterrr]

Alright so before i start writing my tua fix-it fic to keep my own sanity, i kinda wanna rant a bit coz this show is genuinely one of those which are very close to my heart. Emo talk/rant and spoilers underneath the cut

Alright so, the first season was released on 2019, right? I watched it on december 2020. There was a thing here where netflix kinda made the services free for two days, and i only got one day cause the first day, the seats were full or smn like that. my original plan for it had been to watch stranger things, but i ended up watching tua. it was the show that kind of introduced me to gore and dark humor and stuff, plus, its one of those shows which has perfect balance between all the genres.

Immediately in the first season, it was established that even if it has love stories for its characters, it's ultimately also a story of love between siblings. a love story of a son having love for his mother just because she was there. a love story of sisters. a love story of a brother keeping his dead one alive just cause he was needed and also cause he didn't deserve to die that soon. a love story of a bunch of people hating their situations and places in their world, but loving it enough to know that they have to save it. a love that made someone come back to his family even though he knew they were chaotic and shitty and idiotic, but his family nonetheless.

It kept being re-established in the next two seasons (yes, I'm counting s3 because it was just as fun as the other two) in various moments that I'm sure all of us can remember.

Five was the dearest character to me for just one reason. He was the kid who had that burden of growing up fast and the maturity that comes with it. He was always the one trying to save his family and there were many moments when he was just overwhelmed and struggling while his siblings were having their own struggles. But, ultimately he was lonely, because he had gone through too much all by himself, and its not really something that he can put into words. I related to that. I was and probably still am in a similar situation.

Then, the writers had to ahead and fuck it all to oblivion. They had to, first of all, ruin the sibling-coded besties dynamic between Five and Lila. Was it just me who got the ick watching that montage of them on the train? And the greenhouse scene? wtf. Neither Five nor Diego deserved that. Also, Five would never do that. Not to mention Lila wouldn't do that. They could've just left it with the fact that they were having a rough patch and were trying to work through it. Like i get it, you wanna make the timelines look messy and all but that was unwarranted and idc what anyone says.

Also, all the characters were just butchered this season and almost none of the plot points established in s3 were literally just forgotten??? Thats not vv nice. they just left us with more questions for this being a final season.

Anyway, imma start working on the fix it fic. I'm gonna try to be frequent with it, but just expect me to post drabbles for other stuff cause writers block takes a hold of me fast. but i'll still try to update.

[muff1nqwq]

TW SH

NO. NO NO

MY MOM NOTICED MY NEWER SH SCARS ( THE ONES I DID TODAY AND A FEW DAYS AGO ) AND SHE TOLD ME I WAS GONNA SWITCH SCHOOLS. I DONT WANT TO SWITCH SCHOOLS AGAIN. I LIKE THIS ONE. I HAVE FRIENDS. THERES A DRAMA CLASS. MOST PPL R VERY KIND AND ACCEPTING HERE. ILL NEVER FIND A SCHOOL AS GOOD AS THIS ONE.

I DONT WANNA START AT ZERO AGAIN. ILL MISS OUT ON ALL THE TRADITIONS THE SCHOOL BAND DOES. ALL THE TRADITIONS THE THEATRE DOES. I DONT WANT TO MISS OUT ON THINGS IVE WANTED TO DO FOR SO LONG. ID EVEN QUIT CVTTING.

AND I WILL. IF ITS TO STAY AT THE ONLY SCHOOL IVE EVER ACTUALLY WANTED TO ATTEND, I WILL. FROM NOW ON, NO SESSIONS. NO FEELING THE URGE TO CVT. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MONTHS, I WANT TO RECOVER. I WANT TO QUIT SH. I DONT WANT TO START AT ZERO AGAIN. NOT AFTER ONLY TWO YEARS. ILL FIND OTHER STUFF TO COPE. LIKE ST4RVATION. OR SMTH ELSE. IDK AS LONG AS I DONT CVT ILL STAY AT MY SCHOOL.

THIS IS ALL *insert her name*'S FAULT. SHE JUST HAD TO MAKE EVERYONE HATE ME. SHE JUST HAD TO MAKE EVERYONE RUN AWAY FROM ME. SHE JUST HAD TO MAKE ME LOOK LIKE A MONSTER. JUST BECAUSE SHE COULD. BECAUSE I WAS WEAK.

ILL NO LONGER STAY WEAK. ILL TRY TO RECOVER. BUT DW IM NOT QUITTING TUMBLR, IMMA ALWAYS KEEP Y'ALL UPDATED! <3 ILL VENT HERE, ILL EXPLAIN WHAT HAPPENED DURING THE DAY, ILL DO ANYTHING I CAN TO PREVENT MYSELF FROM CVTTING, MAYBE EVEN GIVE U SOME MOTIVATION TO STAY AT LEAST A FEW DAYS CLEAN. ILY ALL SM!! TYSM FOR ALL THE SUPPORT DURING THIS WHOLE JOURNEY ^^

IVE MADE MY DECISION, AND I HOPE Y'ALL WILL GET BETTER SOON! ILY ALL SM <3

[lapetitebabydoll]

Dear diary₊˚⊹♡

I'm back heheh, it's been awhile but I'm back now, I'm not onaj be online as much as I used to be but imma try to be online. I've missed u guys so much hehe, also imma try to respond to all the ask and mentions I've gotten when I was gone thanks for including me even when I was gone lol.

Little update on my life I tried out for the cheer team and I made it yaya, so next year in the winter I'll be doing basketball cheer I was gonna do football also but I wanna stay in golf because I love it so much and I would miss it, also imma do speech and debate and French club next year they both offer great scholarships plus my friends are gonna be in it too, not to mention we get a lot of field trips. Speaking of field trips I went on one recently with my friends and my crush it was amazing I had the best time I spent most of the day with him tbh. Hmmm what else... My French has improved a lot lately and I made alot more friends hehe I love freshman year tbh everyone said it was horrible and stuff and whe I entered highschool I was scared but Im having an amazing time, making new friends, expanding my horizons, trying new things, and overall maturing and becoming my best self! and omg have u guys heard the new ari album it's amazing I'm obsessed, I've been a huge fan since like victorious lol and this is by far her best album. My fav used to be positions but now eternal sunshine is on top for me!!

Also as u guys probably remember I really wanted to be a labour a delivery nurse when I'm older but I just finished re reading it ends with us and I wanna be a florist again or a fashion designer I still might wanna be a labour and delivery nurse but idk we'll see. Imma get a job soon I'm looking for a job at a flower shop!!

Your truly azaiyah

[arklayraven]

Imma make a public post version for this because some people need to hear/understand this. (Might not be perfect because won't lie, I am tired while writing this. lol But need to get this out.)

Speaking as a fan to other fans here, who are fans of indie VN games, especially the nsfw/mature ones.

To the people who keep demanding the devs make their games accessible more by putting them on the app store.

Please understand, that isn't as easy or even often possible, especially when it comes to the mature/nsfw content.

The app stores are VERY STRICT about a lot of things there. Especially when it comes to nsfw/mature content, even if it's fiction.

I understand you want to play the game. I understand you might only own a phone to do anything now. So that means you can't play the game that is only available on PC.

But you need to understand, sometimes there's some games or content in general. You won't have access to, and make peace with it.

If you only want the dev to make the game available on the app store for the nsfw content. Then sadly you might be unhappy to hear or learn, it will very likely never see the light of day there.

You're gonna make countless indie developers, who most likely are single people working ALONE on one single game. Which isn't easy to do alone I'm sure. (Y'all have my respect single indie game devs). Put more stress on their shoulders and life, to make a game available on mobile just for you.

To then most likely complain later on, you're not happy about it because you want the nsfw version. Which isn't possible to have on the app store, unless you want the dev to deal with lots of trouble.

Which will most likely make the devs feel more stressed or upset, because it might feel like wasted time spent there. Than focusing on the single port of their game they're already busy/stressing enough over as is.

I get you want to see the steamy good stuff from the game. But again, you sometimes gotta make peace with the fact, might not ever see it any time soon or if ever.

And before you ask or wonder:

No, the single indie dev can't magically bend the rules of whole app store. To just make their single nsfw game available on the store just for you.

For example to help you understand how serious this is:

A very well known popular game called What In Hell Is Bad? which is known for its mature themes and content in it. Especially nsfw stuff. Has dealt with and often still deals with issues trying to keep the game up on the app stores, because of the strict rules there.

Even when they censor stuff, or do updates to try to patch things up from the game to not get taken down anymore. (Which obviously makes some fans upset because they want that nsfw/mature stuff)

They still deal with issues in times, and you can only imagine the stress/hell the devs have to deal with over that. Along with running the game, making sure bugs are dealt with if/when any occur, keeping track of things here and there, etc.

And this is a multi dev run game company mind you, with plenty of money I'm sure now. But yet still can't get a pass to keep things up without issues.

If they are dealing with all of those issues like that...Can you even imagine how much hell a single indie game dev will deal with too, over their own mature game?

It'll be massive stress and hell. Which they don't deserve to deal with ever I feel.

So please, understand this all. As well don't demand for stuff from a single indie game dev, that isn't possible.

[novelcain]

Please read 🙏

So. I mentioned in the tags of one of my first posts back that I had to announce a few things that'd probably lose me some followers, but like I don't blame anyone if you do skedaddle because I know most of you are here for the monkie (totally understandable tho)

That being said I am no longer hyperfixated on jttw/Sun Wukong and that likely won't happen again for a while cause main the thing that caused me to clock out for so long kinda left a bad taste in my brain. However I will eventually come back to it. I can guarantee that. It just won't be for a hot minute (maybe who knows I can't control my brain lol)

As for the 10 billion asks I have in my inbox rn I'll be taking screen shots of the ones that have to do with monkie and such and putting them in a folder so that when I DO get back into jttw I'll just immediately start with those. So yeah if you sent me a really long ask FEAR NOT!😃 for I refuse to get rid of any of them 🥰

With that information tho, I never really intended for this to be just a monkie blog that's just what my hyperfixation had been on since I started. But I also tried to force that hyperfixation to stay way longer than I should have so that I could keep making content that my followers would like which is a part of the reason why I needed a break for so long. I wore myself out, and I needed to convince myself that it was okay for me to make content that makes me happy too. 😌

Tho unfortunately that does mean all my current projects will be on hold and I'll be updating the titles on ao3 soon to On Hiatus. 😔

I ofc will still gladly interact with/absorb any art or writings inspired by or dedicated to my works even if they aren't something I'm currently fixated on because effort deserves recognition and I love seeing ya'lls stuff more than anything. 🥰 Same goes for any submissions with art or edits/videos.

Also I did finish my Triad AU Sun Wukong character sheet like... forever go and just forgot to post it. 😬 (I KNOW I'M SORRY! 😭) SO I'll be posting that soon once I'm done moving everything around and making things more manageable and ✨️aesthetic✨️ on the blog.

Tho that kinda brings me to the next announcement I'll be merging my art blog and my spam blog onto this blog (so many blogs😫) cause honestly 4 blogs is just too much and I just wanna vibe 😅🤚 lol

The last announcement is that once I'm done rearranging everything I'll be going through all my mentions that I've missed and checking out what you guys made while I was gone cause I heard from a few people that there's quite a bit 😊 *much excitement* (on god I need an emoji that looks like it's vibrating because I need visual representation of how I feel like imma explode sometimes)

[pochacosicon]

Been doin pretty good this week expect for Thursday cuz I ate a bunch of salted almonds :///// but still it’s fine , better binge on healthy stuff haha am I right 😬

Anyway, today I ate some tuna and cottage cheese bowl for bf and for lunch I’ll eat some pesto pasta cuz that what my aunt wants to eat, I kinda feel bad since I skipped my fast and I feel huge but I’m gonna do a 20h one today again.

Worst part of this week is that I’m on my period so my weight is inaccurate and super high so weighing myself everyday just bring me to tears but as soon as I’ll be off my period imma update my weight

Also I might be starting gym again finally pretty soon, maybe next month maybe earlier, so I’m super hyped abt that

I hope y’all are doing good, love ya to the moon 🤍🤍🤍

[project-doomsday]

DD Progress/Updates 10

Hello, my fellow Invaders! It’s me, EMatooney, back at it again with another update! Sadly, there won’t be a lot of info this time again, so please bear with me 🙏

The comic is still in its rough draft phase, but!!! I was able to complete 5 pages of drafts! Very soon, I’ll finally be able to go to the lineart phase!

I apologize for the wait, my full time job is killing me. I have been thinking of going to 1st shift just so I could have some time to actually do stuff, but since I just transferred to full time I’m gonna have to wait a while.

I have been thinking of many different ways to speed up the process, perhaps getting someone to do backgrounds and coloring but I’m still trying to figure that out. I’m completely new to webcomics after all and I’d hate to have to pay somebody since this is just a fan comic, you know? But I’m gonna do my best! I want this to be the best fan comic ever!! I just hope all of you will be patient with me! I really appreciate your asks and support!

Anyways, that’s all I have for now! Stay tuned for more!

- EMatooney

**Also, since you guys have been so patient, imma show you just a quick sneak peek since I’m so nice 😌😌

[ask-dcf]

Working on new page today on other blog!

Sadly won’t do asks cuz still waiting for more asks. Today imma do some irl stuff clean up and keep an eye on blueberry. And if we lucky I may be able to get the page done today. If not then it may still be a bit. I feeling highly motivated and imma be getting some stuff for myself to help heal my heart more.

ALSO ALSO. Startales update! Imma start working on designs and will see what I can come up with soon. I think will start with Frisk. And will get the design made soon. To satiate any ideas. I think imma get a Commission from someone to give one of my characters a bit of limelight. ^^

Anyways. Much love and forever bless to all! See you all soon!

[tellars]

since there are like 2 people actually following my works imma keep you updated with everything going on

first and foremost i fell ill and my works slowed down drastically: ( but im getting better which means more art soon!

about my projects:

as you already know, bugs from up there is coming September 20th! it’s not postponed, we generally just need to make some last preparations and it will be ready to go.

about my other stuff. i need to come clean about why im so secretive and slow in showing lore stuff… most of my projects are gonna be very difficult and time consuming to execute ;; I can’t tell you more since I don’t want to jinx it but still i think i owe you some kind of explanation. but! when i start my work you will be the first ones to hear about my progress. it might be in a form of… devlogs (wink wink wink)

these past several years it’s been hard to post on social media since it’s almost impossible to find an audience interested in my ocs and projects, but i think im getting there. thank you for your support, it means the world to me <3

[m4yasnotthatcool]

New fandoms🎀

sowwy guys(with a cherry on top)

skins------------------------------------

•Sid

•Freddie

death note-------------------------------

•L

•Mello

•Matt

•Misa

•Near

orange is the new black------------------

•Alex Vause

•Nicky Nichols

creepypasta------------------------------

•Eyeless Jack

•Ticci Toby

boyfriend to death-----------------------

the 100----------------------------------

•Ren Hana;

•bellamy blake;

•jasper;

•monty;

blue eye samurai----------------------------------

•mizu;

supernatural-----------------------------

•sammy;

•dean; (I'm on s2 rn tough so uh... yk; imma uptake this when u get on another season)

ahs--------------------------------------

(I'm on s2 so.... asylum is the farthest I can go rn, sowwy)

•tate langdon;

•kit walker;

•grace;(from asylum)

•violet;(from murder house)

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girl imma update this if i extend my horisons anytime soon, okay? cool

rules btw: