#ITS ONE OF HIS BEST AND I WONT HEAR OTHERWISE

[traffytaffy]

OP Men and proposing💍

Ft. Law, Kid, Sanji, Zoro.

Sorry i haven’t posted in a bit. I had like no ideas, but this was actually requested by my best friend who was going through “marriage fever” lmao.

Requests are open!

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Law;

-Marriage isn’t something he’s concerned with but if it is something that you’ve shown interest too, then he’ll consider it. But expect a proposal after several years of being together.

-He would prefer something quiet.

-Somewhere that only you can hear the way he speaks to you in his gentle voice as he tells you everything he loves about you. 

-He wont get on one knee but he would be right next to you, thigh-to-thigh, hand-in hand… as the close contact of his warmth radiates off of him and onto you.

-He would probably pick the night time so it would be more peaceful as the moon and stars are out (also so you don’t see his deep blush)

-He looks embarrassed at first but decides to just be upfront and honest.

-He would pull out a diamond ring. It wouldn’t be too extravagant,something minimal but filled with love.

“Would you…accept this? And make me the happiest man…once more?”

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Kid;

-Marriage doesnt really pass his mind. If youre with him. You’re his, not a paper or a ring can tell him otherwise.

-I dont think he would care about the logistics of it, but he decides to take matters in his own hands once he sees someone flirting with you…

“Married?”

You nod to get the person flirting with you away…

“I don’t see a ring on ya finger”

-After…beating their ass. Kid would make you a custom ring with an engraving of you and his initials.

-Instead of getting on one knee. He just hands you the ring, his flustered face not able to meet your eyes and all he says is:

“Keep it on, you hear me?”

-And thats all you needed to hear to know you’re a married partner now…without even saying yes.

(You can not convince me he’s not a big softie)

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Sanji;

Do i even have to say it?

He has every…little..thing… planned..

-Its Sanji, you should know he would make a proposal the most romantic gesture he has ever done.

-He’d probably buy you bushes of flowers. Petals running up and down the beach where you find a candlelit dinner waiting for you. And of course… he cooked it all.

-French wine. The best of the best.

-His suit was fresh and crisp, not one single wrinkle in its fabric. You actually felt a bit under-dressed but he assured you that you were the most beautiful thing to him no matter what you wore.

-You felt like an idiot cause out of all the extravagant dates and romantic gestures hes done for you, it took him getting down on one knee for you to finally understand what was happening.

-He has a long speech. You probably have to shut him up by giving him a kiss midway through and saying “please shut up. Of course its a yes” in a sweet and playful way obviously.

-Cause he didnt need to say every great detail about you for you to know your answer was always going to be a yes.

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Zoro;

Probably accidentally got lost and made it to an office where he can file for marriage.

(Kidding…well maybe..?)

-He probably would propose if its something you want. As for him, its not really a big deal.

-He actually does try to plan it out to the best of his ability, asking his crew members for help.

-He loves you so much and wants this to go as planned that he even asks Sanji of all people for help. Sanji takes care of cooking a special dinner for you two.

“Im only helping you cause its for y/n”

But secretly, he wants Zoro to be happy as well.

-When it happens, you two are alone on the deck of the ship, sharing a drink after the two of you ate the dinner Sanji had made for the two of you.

-When the time of the night came that he thought was right, he is sweating profusely.

“Can i talk to you?”

-You nod and listen as your beautiful eyes stare into his, causing him to stutter.

-He doesnt have a speech or anything, he believes the words should just come to him.

But they dont.

-He pulls out the ring and looks at everything else but you.

-He holds the ring out to you while rubbing the back of his head nervously.

“Marry me?”

[bedoballoons]

Genshin Mens with an S/o that always so happy and bubbly from the outside/public but at home they are actually tired and secretly crying in the bathroom while the shower is on so hoping that They wont hear the reader crying

I have been waiting to write this oh my gosh!! Love this idea, but just in case you're feeling like the reader, know it's okay to cry and if you ever need to talk to someone you're welcome to talk to me and I'll do the best I can to comfort you <3

─⊰⁠⊹ฺ🎃𝔾𝕖𝕟𝕤𝕙𝕚𝕟 ℍ𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕔𝕒𝕟𝕠𝕟𝕤⊰⁠⊹ฺ🎃

{༻~All alone~༺}

CW: Angsty: Hidden emotions, crying, depression, some slight yelling in Xiaos and worried characters! Modern AU! (Pet names: Lyney: My love, Zhongli: Darling, Xiao: Flower, Kazuha: Honey, Neuvillette: Mon amour)

(Includes: Lyney, Zhongli, Xiao, and Kazuha!)

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𑁍༄Lyney:

Lyneys knuckles gently tapped against the wooden door of the bathroom, his voice sweet and filled with love "Mon amour, you alright? You've been in the shower awhile" ...although if you listened closely, you could hear the undertone of worries in his words. No matter how well you hid it in public, he could always sense you were off, he knew when smiles were genuine and yours rarely was anymore and no amount hiding in the bathroom could make your pain less noticeable to him.

Meanwhile you were on the other side of the door, knees pulled close to your chest and tears rolling down your cheeks as you tried to breath in the mist filled room, the sound of the shower drowning out your soft sobs to the best of its abilities. You sniffled, trying to make your voice sound normal despite the emotions that were tugging at your throat, "Yeah honey! I'm fine! Just wanted to pamper myself a little!"

The magician sighed, slowly sinking to the floor... he wished so desperately you'd just let him in, let him lighten the burdens you were carrying, " Mon amour...I know that's not true. Please, let's talk.." You could barely hear him over your own mind screaming at you...worries and images of your issues dragging him down with you, drowning any ideas of actually accepting his offer to the bottom of your heart.

"I'm fine."

𑁍༄Zhongli:

You laughed out loud, others laughing along with you like everything was absolutely perfect...while Zhonglis yellow eyes saw otherwise, his gaze never leaving your sweet face. He could see it in your eyes, the way your laughter no longer sounded the same....the way you held yourself differently when others were around compare to when you were home alone with him. He just didn't understand why you weren't talking with him...why you were hiding your feelings.

Of course he wouldn't pressure you, he'd do his best to encourage you to lean on him...rest when you looked tired, do his best to show you how much he loved you, but it didn't seem to stop. You'd still disappear into the bathroom, shower running while he paced back and forth outside the door, wishing he knew more about human emotions, wishing he could just do...something.

"Darling, I'm here if you need me...I love you."

"Just taking a shower!....love you too!"

𑁍༄Xiao:

Xiao was panicking, all his life he'd never found love till he met you and now you were hurting in a way he didn't know how to solve. He thought you were happy, smiling and laughing like usual...but overtime he would notice that something had changed. You no longer laughed till you cried anymore and even when you seemed at your highest...you still had dark bags under your eyes, sadness clinging to your words.

Now he'd caught you crying behind a closed door, sobs barely audible over the sound of the shower running and breathing messy...uneven, you sounded like your heart was shattering. He couldn't stand hearing you sound so broken, standing there doing nothing to help you when one of the things he loved most was protecting you, so he teleported into the room..hoping you'd forgive the intrusion.

He was shocked at first, to see you curled up by the door crying, barely able to breath as you rocked back and fourth...he wanted to run to you, pull you into a tight hug, tell you he'd make it all okay if you asked, but he didn't want to startle you and make the situation worse, "Flower...I'm here...can I help?"

"Xiao?!? What a-are you doing in here!? G-get out!"

"I'm worried about you, you're hiding your emotions and pretending like your okay when you aren't...I just want to help you."

"You're not one t-to talk! You hide what you're f-feeling all the time! Just leave me alone!!"

"No, I'm not leaving here until I figure out what's going on. I haven't waited thousands of years to find love and let it slip away because I didn't offer comfort when I should have!"

You covered your ears and opened the door, "THEN MAYBE YOU SHOULD HAVE WAITED L-LONGER!"

𑁍༄Kazuha:

Kazuha sighed, humming against the doorframe while he thought of your wonderful smile that always made his heart race...and your bubbly personality that contrasted so well with his calm collected one, but lately things hadn't had the same magical loving feeling they used to, even his poems barely made a glint in your eyes, you just seemed so put out. Even after sleeping, when he'd try to hold you close and make sure you rested comfortably in the morning, you'd almost instantly pull away...leave to take a shower.

"Hey honey, you doing okay in there? I don't want to bother you...I've just noticed you seemed to be feeling down more often. I guess I just...worry about you. I love you and I want to make sure you're happy..." The shower flicked off as he finished his sentence and for a split second he had hope you would talk with him, but when the door opened, you stood in front of him wrapped in a towel...eyes red and puffy, and that same fake daunting smile on your lips.

"Kazuha honey, what're you doing outside of the door? Were you talking to me? I didn't hear anything..."

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◥(•̀￦•́)◤☪︎ ִ ࣪𖤐 ☾𖤓~Have a nice day~*⁠.⁠✧

[valsdelulucorner]

Lucifer headcannons? You don't have him...

thx!

Lucifer head cannons

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I feel like his ideal date idea is having a quite night in with you, candle lit dinner, soft music playing on his record, sharing a glass of demonous with you while you both unwind from the long day you both had. Its best when the brothers are out of the house so you both wont be interrupted, these nights he treasures with you.

Because Lucifer has feathered wings, he needs to preen them. This is a very taxing task though, it takes him ages to do it because its difficult to reach the base of his wings, hes wasting this time preening when he could be working. He used to see this as bothersome but once you offered to do it for him, it became a very relaxing time. He puts the record on while you both sit on his bed, softly talking about the task at hand while you help him with his back feathers while he does the ones he can reach. You help him get some work done while he preens his wings, though when he is up to his shoulders in paperwork, he will let you do his whole wings while he gets to work. you don't mind though, playing with his feathers is defiantly an experiance.

I like to think he has smile lines, you cant convince me otherwise.

not the biggest on cuddling i fear, though that doesn't stop him from holding your hand or having a body part on you while you both sleep. When you first started sleeping together, he liked to keep to himself, finding it difficult to sleep after years of getting used to sleeping alone. It wasnt until one morning he woke up to you cuddling into his chest, his arm around your shoulder while you cuddled to his side. He had slept in because of this, it was the best sleep he had in a while, maybe having you with him wasn't to bad.

Is ambidextrous (he can write with both of his hands). It helps him whenever he needs to do two things at once or if asmo wants to paint his nails.

He keeps all the little gifts you give him that he hides from his brothers. That small matching bead bracelet you gave him? He wears it under his sleeves. That one time you took him to build a bear and made him a small stuffed bear with a little heart with a voice message? He keeps it safe in his closet, getting upset whenever the heart runs out of battery. The small notes and letters you leave on his coffee and lunch? He keeps them all in a small box for a keepsake (he has done this with all of his brothers). The little lego rose you made for him? Keeps it on his desk in his penholder.

This man will be like "I am one of the 7 lords of hell and one of the top three strongest demons of all time, you think a mere human will be able to effect me?" Then will literally start keeping hairbands on his wrist if you have long hair, keeping small plasters in his inner coat pockets if you are clumsy, and will sometimes show up to meetings with small clips you put in his hair that he has forgotten to take out.

Girl dad, need I say more

100% think the program your watching is "stupid, mindless nonsense" but then will stand besides you, behind the couch, or in the doorway watching your show intently. Will actually start getting invested and will start coming down if he hears you starting to watch it. "I cant believe that human would go for that spineless man, she could do so much better then a man with a cardboard spine" "I know! she should just stick with mason" "Please, hes also a moron"

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Luci isnt my fav but he deserves some more love lol. What should I do next?

[kasssscali]

New follower! I wanted to ask you, how do you think the Monkey King from Netflix would react if Reader got pregnant and that after the birth of the baby, the little one is physically identical to him but with Reader's eyes? (sorry bad english)

Thank you new follower :)

Also have this funny screenshot

In the movie, it has previously been said multiple times that Monkey King has no family whatsoever

deep down he’s disappointed by that, sure he says he’s one of a kind but he knows that he’s alone with no one in the world

finding out your pregnant made him go crazy

“Wait your joking right? Your actually pregnant?”

”Ha! This is amazing!”

Monkey is beyond excited to hear these news, he knows he never came from a family, and this was a chance to start his own

upon the baby being born it was identical to him, same fur color and small size

but the baby had your eyes, and that was Monkey’s favorite thing about you

Monkey really liked your eyes

He’s going to be the best dad he can be, that doesn’t mean he wont be perfect

You both are new parents, this is a learning process for both of you

Monkey will pick up the baby, his hands underneath the little one’s arms “Hey there little guy! How’s my buddy doing?”

the baby being the kid of the Monkey King, of course the kid is going to be wild, stubborn, and above all very loud

Monkey doesn’t see this as a big problem but the lack of sleep your getting says otherwise

“Don’t be like that babe! He’s just being a kid, and doing what kids all kids do!”

while he says that the baby is smashing every piece of dish you have to the ground

everything has its ups and downs, at the end of the day Monkey adores his child and bows to be the best father figure he can

he never had a family, never had a role model

he was all alone throughout his life until he met you

so he’s scared of messing up, and he needs you to support him through this

[itsbansheebitch]

OH MY GOD

yall... i just stood up to my dad.

I wont get into all the shit he has going on & what hes done, but hes what the public call "a crazy mfer" or perhaps "a jackass."

I just tested positive for Covid. My sister has Covid for the second time. She got it from going to a cousin's wedding.

That side of my family is known for BELIEVING in Covid, but calling the China virus (the crazy mfer side of the family, really :/)

Dad then invited himself and his sister (my aunt) to my GRANDMA'S (mom's mom) FUNERAL X_X

Theyre also homophobic (obvi) and my queer ass is like 0_0

Not to mention bro is misogynistic as hell. Bro literally believes that women can not be as strong as men. Disregards all papers that prove otherwise. This man is a SCIENCE PROFESSOR.

I decided to unblock him and rip him apart. I will repeat the text so that we can all clown on him together (written exactly as the text with names & locations redacted):

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[Sister] brought covid home from the wedding. i tested positive. we are both immunocompromised. the asthma was diagnosed last year or so. thanks for insulting my weight and putting both me and [sister's] lives at risk (sarcasm:D). me and [sister] will not be coming to any more family functions until you care about our health. you know, the bare minimum for a parent?

you will also not come to [town next to us where i went to high school], [city near us where we do shopping & such], or [city where our college campus is] until you get your shit together. if you do, we will have problems :). if i hear you EVER disrespecting my future step sisters, you are going to see what its like for me to take a big sister role :). im tired of yalls excuses. NO ONE deserves the treatment you have given me. i wish you well. as long as you stay far away from me.

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This is the most push back he's ever received in his life for his behavior. I'm sick and can't think straight. I'm going to make the best of it lmaoooooo

If yall think this is soft on him, consider that if he decides to not respect my boundaries, i will be getting a restraining order, a gun, and if he shows up irl (espec without warning) i will take more extreme measures.

I don't live in the same state as him anymore.

You learn you deserve/deserved better when you look at kids around you and realize that if the same thing happen to them, you'd beat the living shit out of the parents.

NO ONE deserves abuse. NO ONE deserves neglect.

I wish everyone healing in this trying time.

And my covid is already getting better. I think I just got past Day 3. College starts soon and after I recover I'm going to wear a mask just in case X_X

For anyone who has faced abuse or neglect I would recommend (for feeling seen):

OPAL (Animation on YouTube by Jack Stauber)

Not Like Us by Kendrick Lamar

[delusional-mishaps]

well guys. since i missed epic's birthday (devastating) have some headcanons :)

he is one of those weaboos who learned japanese so he can watch anime "the authentic way" (his words)

so he's fluent in japanese 💀 he literally only learned it for anime but dude was DEDACTED

he's so cringe guys 😭 i can say that. he's my boyfriend i love him

he would adore those cute anime girl v-tubers. like not in a weird way but he'd watch a lot of them

HE PLAYS GENSHIN 💀 he'd probably main beidou or raiden shogun/ei.. maybe run a full electro team with miko and fischl too 😭 (fischl is his fave character he loves her backstory and her bird thing idk i dont use fischl 💀) he loves the electro characters for some reason idk

HE HAS THE WORST LUCK ON THIS GAME THO. bro has c6 diluc (me too ☹️) and all his artifacts SUCK ASS even tho he'll grind every day

he has to spend money on every banner because he always loses his 50/50 and only gets high pity

ok enough genshin headcanons he's cringe we know this

im here ranting about a game i hate because my dumb boyfriend plays it so much

he hangs out with cross a lot ofc BUT

whenever he hears the word cross used in any context he turns to cross like "CROSS????? BRUH THATS YOU!!" (i always make these jokes. im projecting)

cant believe jesus died on his best friend fr... LMAOOO

he speedruns minecraft. he's NOT GOOD AT IT. but he can do it

he's had his speedruns ruined by creepers like 7 times

one time he somehow got into the deep dark and got killed by the warden??? idk what bro was doing down there in a speedrun dawg 😭

sorry he's a gamer in my head but hes really bad at every game he plays (just like me fr)

he sleeps under like 6 different weighted blankets in the hopes that he wont thrash around when he sleeps but he's too strong and ends up tossing them all off his bed 😭

bro needs to be CRUSHED to fall asleep!! he literally cant fall asleep without the weight

not that he likes to sleep anyway because of the nightmares but whatever. hes gotta do it. unfortunately.

he fights in his dreams ofc thats like canon but bro is throwing punches in his sleep fr

if he gets a partner (me fr!!) they gotta sleep in a different ROOM 😭 he is taking NO CHANCES and tbh thats so fair i wouldnt wanna wake up being beaten up by my bf

he is so ipad baby-core <3 he'll just watch youtube on his ipad all day if u let him but he's an old man and needs his spectacles otherwise he's holding it at arm's length 💀

don't forget bro is literally a doctor?? he's SO smart but he uses his goofy persona as a cover up

im convinced like most of the people that know him actually dont know this. they all think hes dumb as bricks 💀

them he'll casually say smth super smart and everyone is like ???????? HELLO??? SINCE WHEN DID UR BRAIN WORK??

i love drawing epic with glasses guys he looks so cute. but he has old man reading glasses

this the typa shit he wears

AND HE FUCKING. anime glasses 😭

like yk how ppl in anime push glasses up

him fr

AUUGH WHY IS HE SO CRINGE I NEED TO CRUSH HIM

he actually needs his glasses all the time but he doesnt like to look like a NERDD so he doesnt wear them

he makes cross read everything for him

they go out to eat and gotta make him read the whole menu otherwise hes holding it 2cm from his face 💔

"whatd that sign say i cant read it"

"dude the letters are huge how cant you read it"

"oh lol i need my glasses my bad bruh"

"YOU ARE DRIVING A CAR RIGHT NOW????"

actually he cant legally drive. because thats funnier than if he could

id still be his passenger princess <3 i refuse to get my license

anyway guys isnt my boyfriend so silly

im so tiredni needto seelp goodnight smooork mimimumumu

its 3am i neednto get up in 5 hours naioiiooooooo

goodbye guys enhjoy my boyfrien mdgrf

[bubbles-lounge]

Self Aware Yandere Simulator

The head cannons I promised<3

You can tell I've had thoughts about this for awhile...

This doesn't include the 1980's version. If you lot would like that just send a request in!

Now onto the head cannons!

Ayano would probably be the first to noticed as she is the person you control so she's the first to start to pay attention to you and notice your existence. This would also mean YanSim did start to worship you in some way(not really like genshin though tbh) Ayano would be first.

About the worship, I don't really think very many who are aware of you will worship you as rivals like Megami would find you mental ill for even doing this and allowing it to continue, especially if you don't do pacific routes often. Though If we think about other ones like Genshin Self-Aware Worship you even though you technically kill others, so we could twist it like that but otherwise I think Ayano might look up to you quite abit as you in the way make sure she ends up with her senpai in the end. Again if we twist it like we do with some Self-Aware Things we could go with Ayano obsessing over you as she may see it as you being accepting of her and she could place large trust in you, which if I'm right is a reason way she fell for taro as she thinks he is trust worthy.

After Ayano might be Osana, maybe Taro, you might even consider Info if we knew about her routine and more about her. It wouldn't be the other rivals(just say they are in the game for this) unless you had a extreme amount of resets and they started to feel large deja vu at realise they have seen Ayano at school even after been arrested, caught murdering and etc..

Out of Osana and Taro I think Osana would notice first with the fact she keeps getting a feeling every time she sees Ayano, also if you do the same elimination method she would get deja vu from the fact she felt this happen to many times. She Would then probably start to remember the times its happened before but slowly.

Osana Might try and stop it but soon realises she can't as the game codes would enable her but she wont understand why she can't do what she wants. I think for her to become aware of your existence would be after a bit of being killed and/or being helped by Ayano she would start hearing this voice after getting close to Ayano that seems to be from somewhere around Ayano.

Now after She Figures Out your controlling Ayano and that Ayano doesn't really care about what she's doing and is infact wanting to do it, Osana could have a few reactions, if we go with what it think would be the most realistic reaction would be absolutely horrified by the fact the person who she guesses is in control is this, insane. Another reaction might be Horrified at first like the first reaction but instead of keeping that opinion like the first reaction but at a point comes to accepts this and starts to see you as this god or higher being that gets to chose their fate and they have no control, this leads Osana to have a small type of worship towards you, not heavily but still worships you as a god above them all.

Taro(I actually like his character but he is overdramatic compared to others) would be the same as Osana but obviously he isn't being saved and/or killed but its with having his reactions to Ayano being near one to many times, catching her murdering and fails like that. So like Osana He starts to realise its resting at times and remembers catching Ayano but like Osana he cant do anything about it, also due to the fact Ayano, A.K.A the player, is avoiding him he wont really hear your voice except from when Ayano accidently gets too close then Taro might hear your voice but its still not as much as Osana would. When Taro Figures It Out he will have the similar reactions as Osana but with the second reaction he will be quicker to like you as you never kill him, this applies for the first reaction he wont hate you as much as Osana but still hate you for constantly killing his best friend. You might say they would end up bring it up to each other subtly but like how they cant avoid Ayano or do any thing about it as the game code stops them, the same applies here as they wont have the ability to talk about it, unless they break the game code or they might be able to text about it but I'm not going to into these two things for this post.

There you guys go!

I hope you all enjoyed this!

Remember to drink water

Remember to sleep well

And

Remember your stunning, wonderful and amazing<333

Have a great day/night<3

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[deadghosy]

HANGING OUT WITH NARUTO

KUSHINA!ENBY READER

AGE:10

"[Y/N]-CHANNN!!!! WAKE UP PLEASEEEEE!!!"

Naruto had yelled in your ear as he had try to gently shake you awake but you wouldn't budge so he came to the last resort.

Yelling like an mad-man.

"EHH WHO THE FUCK IS IN MY HOUSE??!" You had gotten up to Naruto's yelling and immediately in self defense, you had grabbed the 'intruder' by the shirt and thrown them out of your room.

Naruto immediately was knocked out but was some what okay. He shook his head to stay awake. He soon  looked up to see your hair flying and you about to punch the lights out of him.

"EHEEHH ITS ME ITS ME NARUTO!!" He said quickly as he shielded himself with his arms. He waited for his death but soon meet with you talking

"Oh! Hey Naruto what you doin here?" You said.

Your entire mood changed made which made Naruto sweatdropped 'man [Y/n]-chan sure is scary sometimes...' he thought

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"So you broke into MY HOME, so you could hang out with me?" You questioned, as you sat on your couch with your legs crossed with Naruto, bowing down in apology.

(Like this)

"Y-y-yes [n/n]...I was just bored and I wanted to see you!" Naruto said as he stuttered a bit since he was pretty still shaking from you almost knocking him out.

He was soon met with silence

"...............

zzzzz"

"EEEH [Y/N]-CHAN WAKE UP!"

Naruto shook your shoulder, hoping that you would wake up again.

But your body said otherwise.

Your body reacted in a way that was crazy. Your leg jolted up and kicked Naruto making him getting knocked into a wall.

"O...ouch."

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You were dressed in your favorite outfit to go out as Naruto was forced to wear something else than orange like.

As his best friend you made sure this boy had drip going out as since you got paid with some money working at Ichiraku Ramen, you were happy at what Naruto was wearing.

Naruto was basically wearing a white shirt with a orange fox in the middle of the shirt, and  light blue shorts. While you had an outfit that matched his. (You could imagine how the outfit looks)

"....isn't this like what couples do" naruto mumbled

"mh? What you say naru?"

"N-NOTHIN!" Naruto exclaimed as he blushed at the thought.

"Ight!" You said as you giggled

You and Naruto were hanging out in the village, talking and asking about where to go for a while. "HEY LETS GET SOME ICHIRAKU RAMEN, MY TREAT!" Naruto suggested as he pointed to himself with his thumb.

You were thinking about it.

"Ya know...Yeah that doesn't sound too bad."

"YIPPEE!! You wont regret this!" Naruto exclaimed and grabbed your hand with your soft/rough hand. He blushed at the feeling of your hand, as you both are smiling and laughing.

Soon after you made it to the ramen shop, still holding hands. The old man, Teuchi Ichiraku saw you and Naruto and smiled softly. "Ah Naruto my boy, I see you brought your girlfriend again." 

You blushed at the statement as you let go of Naruto's hand and started to sway side to side while cupping the sides of your cheeks. "Heyyy I can't be that cute heheh." 

Naruto pinched your cheek as in a way to get your attention. "Stop lying [n/n], you are adorable." He said looking serious.

"Also old man, they don't have a specific gender. SO THATS WHY THEY ARE GOING TO BE MY LOVER IN THE FUTURE!"

Before he could get one more word in you bonked him in the head.

"EHH NARU PLEASE DONT YELL SOMETHING LIKE THAT, YA HEAR!!" your face felt warmer as you looked away from the boy "but it's true though.." Naruto mumbled

Teuchi laughed at the duo, or should I say couple in his mind.  "Cmon kids let's get your feast on!"

“HAI” both you and Naruto yelled in excitement

~few hours later~

After Naruto had 15 bowls, you had 20 to show off your dominance. Naruto promised as he did and paid teuchi.

"How about dessert Naruto!" You wanted to end this day with some type of sweet food in your stomach. "Sure [Y/N]-chan, what do you wanna have?" As he was finna pull out his wallet, but you held down his hand. Naruto looked up at you confused.

"I wouldn't want my future 'husband' to go broke huh." You teased Naruto as payback at what happened at Ichiraku Ramen.

Naruto face immediately went red as his legs started to wobble. "Ehhhh..hehhehehe, OF COURSE! Cause when I become hokage I'll be able to get you anything you want [y/n]-chan!" He said. And he meant it all.

"Now now, naru. You need me to be a independent person one day. So don't waste you money on me, ya hear?"

"Yeah yeah. NOW LETS GET DESSERT!!!"

"NOW YOU'RE TALKIN! HEHEEH"

you and Naruto started talking about how you were soon going to be ninjas and how you were gonna make people remember y'all's names.

[kufflesdiamond]

Incorrect Quotes [Ft Me and Friends!]

Black Yuu/Mc/Reader implied (Because I'm black!!!! and we need more.) Interpretation is up to you on some of these! Same au or different??

[ICQ: ITS TRUE BUT YOU SHOULDN'T SAY IT..]

Ortho reading Yuu's text to Idia: "Are you really sure or are you just saying that so you don't have to be in this conversation anymore like an introverted freak?"...

Yuu, struggling to not laugh: He had it coming.

[ICQ: WHAT A SWITCH UP.]

Ace talking of everyones height: Besides Riddle.

Riddle: Are you talking shit about me.

Ace: No Housewarden! 💗🦅

Ace whispering to Deuce: someone get their dog—

[ICQ: ITS FLOYDS FAULT]

Azul: Yuu, come close I have something REALLY important to tell you.

Yuu, backing away: No.. goodnight...

Azul, sweating: Please it's really important—

Yuu: I'm not talking to someone who says "squirt" in almost every sentence.

Azul, sweating more: THERE'S CONTEXT FOR THA—

[ICQ: PUNK ERA DEUCE COMMIT CRIME???]

Deuce clenching his fists: I want you to shut the fuck up.

Ace, as smug as ever: How about you get some bitches first?

Deuce: How about you get your GRADES up??

Ace: Jokes on you they are up!

Ace glancing at deuce: Higher up than your body count

Deuce: YOU...!? I have a high one!!!

Ace, jokingly: Murder is not what I meant.

Yuu & Grim looking over in silent shock:

Deuce, embarrassed: I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT MURDE—

[ICQ: YOU WON'T MEET ORTHO THAT WAY.]

Idia: I wonder how death feels like—

Yuu, tired of hearing this again: SHUT THE FUCK UP‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🦅🦅🦅🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯💯💯💯‼️‼️‼️

[ICQ: ITS NOT LIKE THE TIKTOK MEME]

Yuu typing: how to.. find out if... you like... your childhood... best friend....

Idia sliding in: Number one!

Ortho, teasingly: You like boysss!!!

Yuu: LEAVE ME ALONE YOU FUCKING DEMONS—

[ICQ: THIS IS EVERYDAY??]

Yuu falling flat on their face: oomph-

Kalim, laughing his ass off: THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT YOU GET!!!

Yuu: DON'T BULLY ME YOU GAY

Jamil: Average Ramshackle prefect L.

Yuu side eyeing them both: I hate you people.....

Kalim with a smug look: "you people".. That sounds...

Jamil: ...kinda racist, don't it?

Yuu: You are. so lucky there are people in this dorm otherwise I would've called you a SLUR.

Jamil, shrugging: L

Yuu: SHOVE THAT L UP YOUR ASS.

[ICQ: DONT EAT THA—]

Lilla: ...I want to eat a wall

Malleus: What??????

Lilla with a piece of wall in his hand: mmmm tasty

[ICQ: REAL????]

Jamil: Why are you so stupid... why didn't you just....

Kalim, crossing his arms: Says the stupid one!!

Yuu, placing their hands on their hips: Couldn't even do your own job right.. tsk tsk!!

Jamil: I look at you two and remember why I did what I did when I overbolted.

I lied most of these were hardly me and my FRIENDS and it was instead me and my alters but they were funny to me nonetheless ((no i wont give any context for any of these))

ICQ means 'Incorrect Quote' by the way!!

[avorbl]

Avor's Watchlist for weeks 36 + 37

Fall has begun and I am watching 16 currently airing shows 14 of which are Qls. My rewatches have been on hold for a few weeks now.

Currently Airing

Battle of the Writers 7/12 Beautiful Boys kissing, tropes and even a bit of a story if you look hard enough

Sugar Dog Life 6/10 Lonely people, food and not enough communication the Japanese recipe for a good watch

First Note of Love 6/12 Compared to all the loud stuff thats currently airing this one is very quiet

Seoul Blues 7/8 Messy people messing around Jeonha finally reacted to something but it feels very much like they stitched two scripts they had and made it 8 episodes with the same character names

The On1y One 8/12 Best thing currently airing beautiful cinemaphotography and wonderful acting

Love Next Door 10/16 The first 8 episodes showed us why Seokryu did not feel that she could be open about her problems with anyone at home and now I am supposed to find her at fault because she kept her illness a secret?

Live in Love 3/5 The colours keep colouring and with all the talk about tone this week the tonal dissonance between what his happening to Cake and how they react to it is a bit distracting

Room 2/5 Fun and chaotic not sure what it wants to tell

Happy of the End 2/8 I am waiting for the sub of the fourth episode to continue because I dont think I can get myself to watch each episode on its own its heavy and beautiful

Kidnap 2/12 I get to see Ohm again

The Hidden Moon 2/10 A propos Ohm a ghost romance. They rank right after robot romances for plots to avoid for me. I am cautiously optimistic about this one though as long as they are not introducing time layers.

Jack & Joker: U Steal My Heart! 1/12 War is a good actor and I liked Yin whom I havent seen outside of En of love. But I was promised a heist.

Love is Like a Poison 1/10 The colour intensity was to mismatched between the poison transitions and the rest of the episode hopefully that changes

Unlock Your Love 1/8 I am not sure about this one the character interactions and the main characters action compared to her flashback experiences feel a bit too contrived

Bad Guy My Boss 1/10 20 year olds in charge of a company are always so in control. A fantasy office setting to forget work on Sunday evenings

Love Sick 2024 1/15 Real children bringing me a highschool story. With a big cast I am bit scared that I am supposed to remember and differentiate all these boys in their highschool uniforms

What I am catching up on

My Best Boyfriend 4/17

Unstoppable High Kick 25/167

Gym Affairs 15/24 Loneliness and desire (for love)

The Princess Royal 21/40 A typical mid show slump with this one, its promising

Word of Honor 17/36 I think of all the gay characters Gong Jun could have played while watching this

Like Love 8/15 2014 BL

Fight for My Way 4/16 I really need to watch everything Park Seojoon has been in

Finished in the last two weeks

Takara’s Treasure 02.09.24 9,5/10 Loved how they got gradually closer. Taishin getting a better understanding of Takara and Takara's reason for being so withdrawn getting revealed. The depiction of the "creepy uncle" really is the only blemish on this otherwise well thought out series.

Mr Mitsuyas Planned Feeding 06.09.24 9/10 A lovely story about finding support and yourself.

Takara’s Treasure Spin off 09.09.24 8,5/10 A nice end cap to this wonderful story

I Hear the Sunspot 12.09.24 6/10 This is the series I ve written the most notes for this year and it all boils down to: Great visuals but a dissappointing second half. We got the introduction of a secondary character instead of the growth and adaptation the couple needed

4 Minutes 13.09.24 9,5/10 The finale was truly unnerving, limbo made palpable. Those first minutes of surreal softness really got to me. A perfect ending to a good show. Regrets, Consequences, Redemption, LIMBO This series makes a strong case for how choices influence our lives and if we dont make choices life wont be better. Simplistic solutions only work in fantasy

Boytoy 14.09.24 7,5/10 Deeper than I intially thought. But a classic gay people at the edge of society BL with a happy ending though.

With You I Bloom 15.09.24 8/10 About social bonds and priorities. Would have been better if the credits werent as lighthearted/ the opening credits did not have such a sports drama vibe. Probably would have worked better as several movies .

Love Enemy 15.09.24 7,5/10 Fourty minutes of fluff to pass the time

Dropped in the last two weeks

The Founder of Diabolism Season 1 5/15 03.09.24 -/10

Addicted Heroin 4/10 03.09.24 -/10

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chapter opener i finished recently, featuring a tazmily town hall meeting where lucas n' his neighbors debate the fate of chimeras in a postgame world :')

When Porky took Leder, there'd been no place left for him anyways. His bell tower soon to be razed, and paved right over. His memory, ironically enough, soon to be unceremoniously dissolved. Surely his height marked him as an untenable outlier. His sealed lips, insubordination of the highest degree. Silence was heresy back in those days. It branded little Lucas a black sheep, too. Sob your guts out, or concede there was nothin' left to say. Either way, you're outta line. Y'couldn't win, with neighbors turned swine.

Kid had proven his heart the biggest outta all of 'em. Did it long before layin' hands on any o' those Needles. Stop short at the crossroads, to take an upward gander. The tall, vast, heavenward gap between six years old n' twenty feet tall. He'd shield his sun-dazzled eyes, lifting a freckled forearm. Wave his spare hand. Sway its precious cargo.

"Hiya, Mister Leder. How're you today?"

A smile flittered down, carried by the mornin' shine.

"Eheh. M'glad to hear it. Psst. Hey. I gotcha summ'n…"

A hesitant hand descended. All taffy-stretched bones, and veins, and worn crinkles. Lucas raised the loaf as high as his tiny hands n' tippy-toes'd go. Nuts n' bread were a dime a dozen, o' course. But couldn't no one else bake a batch so scrumptious. Good ol' Missus Hinawa Westwood was in a league all her own.

Maybe this'd never been any place for either of 'em. Or her. Or the lot of 'em.

Or. Maybe his apocalyptic pessimism was just gettin' the better of him. As it's wont to do, every now n' again.

The honorable judge presided now over his four hundred and seventy-second hearing. He remembers 'em all, if you were curious. In excruciating detail. From Eaglelandian war crimes to White Ship spats. Humble as he may be, there's a good reason Tazmily chose him for his noble task, besides sheer verticality. Madman's got a Betamax for a brain. Be it a blessing or a curse.

"… management, maintenance, n' rehabilitation. As Nowhere's Ranger Service, really, our goal is gettin' back to where we were, erm. Before." Isaac nudged his glasses up the bridge of his nose. Voice like ashes crumpled underfoot. He'd put up a noble speech, to be sure. Albeit punctuated by his pensive pause.

Lucas, all anxious nerves, reputation rubbed raw, nonetheless held his place beside him. Stalwart pillar of sticks n' stones. The hero who wore no cape nor shining armor. Just a scrappy flannel, over lanky arms. And a half-chiseled, acne-addled countenance.

When he spoke - in that low, steady, novel rumble - the paternal resemblance gave even Flint himself goosebumps.

"People n' wildlife can coexist. Like we used to. If we're willin' to put in the work."

Turn your stovetop knob, and heat the town hall's bustle to a low boil. There were Betsy n' Jackie, murmuring amongst themselves. Biff n' Butch, doin' the same. To the tune of Jill's silencing snap. Most folks had filed into these creaky old seats with intent to vote "present." But one could hardly ignore the Ostrelephant in the room. Jonel would be its bullhorn.

"That's precisely the issue. Chimeras aren't wildlife." And the sky isn't pink. He stood, proudly, for such things. Atop creaky knees and shins. (Though Dona did have to help him clamber to his feet.) "You expect us to coexist with monsters? Forever? It's childish at best. Lucas, I can forgive your naivete. But Isaac? You ought to know better."

"'Scuse me?"

"Order," Leder croaked. A singular raised index finger, a sip from his water canteen, and a hush over the hall. No gavel strike necessary. "Order. Jonel?"

"Pardon," Jonel said. (Though he wouldn't beg.) "There's only one solution for the menace infesting our woods. Anyone who says otherwise? I believe they're kidding themselves. That's all."

Their elder's dissent, and subsequent descent, were met with no protest. Just Isaac's steely frown. And Lucas' deep, focused, evenly-paced breaths.

Let it.

A psychic, had any others attended, would've felt the aura's feverous simmer. But Tazmilian politics're no place for his sister. She'd proclaimed so herself. Andonuts had installed a calendar program in his brother's left brain, years prior. Claus marked the date. Highlighted it - a bright, cautionary red.

And took a shift at the wind farm.

Can't blame him.

Magenta, magenta, yellow.

"Have we any further thoughts?" coaxed Leder.

"Well."

Even standing, Andonuts was far too squat for most to see, across a field of perked heads. The Doctor's accent would have to suffice. Paired with his quaint, crinkly, nonagenarian timbre.

"I'm afraid I must concur with the former point. Chimeras were not designed to integrate into natural ecosystems. Ha! Quite the contrary! Many were reconstructed with the explicit intent to cause as much disruption as possible!"

Jonel glanced about, eyebrows perked. Ed's faint murmur, "Right outta the horse's mouth, huh…" caught his nodding attention.

"… That said, with regards to chimera research, my student and I have been making great strides. They can be pacified. And relocated, to environments that better suit them. I daresay, there may indeed be sustainable solutions. If Tazmily were to establish this Ranger operation, the two of us would be more than happy to collaborate."

"And, if not? Or, if these Rangers fail to keep the chimeras in check?" Ed inquired, with a raised hand. Jonel would push the bill a step further.

"Would you also be happy to assist in their extermination, if it came to that? Doctor?"

"Mm… If we do find ourselves in an otherwise untenable scenario? Perhaps, yes."

Andonuts spent his golden years an eccentric recovering centrist. Claus forgave him ages ago. Lucas makes his best efforts. This recollection, in particular, still demands he strain his mercy through clenched teeth.

Like their father, he said nothing. You can call it patience.

"That just don't seem right, is all…"

A couple dozen turned to size up the latest opinion. 'Course, Abbott's no easier to spot beneath a crowd. Those nearest would see Abbey risin' to his side. N' the smiley-faced bairn - an absolute tater tot - strapped snug to his chest. 'Course, no sooner than Abbott opened his mouth to stake a humble point, little Abelle piped right up. Drawing him instead to gently shush her bubbly baby babbles. "Oh, sorry, sorry. Gosh, what'samatter, lil' bits? Shh. Shhh…"

(Unbeknownst to anybody at all - the invisible strands she was pawin' and hawin' at were, in fact, magenta-yellow wavelengths.)

"What Abbott means, I reckon," Abbey volunteered, "Is that it'd be awful cruel to.. well. To do away with 'em. Don't get us wrong - we've dealt with chimera attacks as much as the rest o' ya. N' we want Nowhere to be a safe place for our daughter to grow up, o' course. But… ah.."

Her eyelids slipped faintly shut. Only a moment. As if recalling some long-bygone horror. With no hummingbird egg nor ringing bell to keep the smog at bay, it had all come seeping back. Couldda taken the shape of a TV news report. Rigor mortis. Perhaps a mushroom cloud. Whichever. Every scathing scrap, beheld by the big, teary doe eyes of a mere fawn.

".. This world's seen far too much killin' already. I think."

"Agreed," said Flint. His sole verbal contribution. Upon his neighbors' silent judgments and sympathies, he pulled the brim of his hat lower. And cleared his throat.

Brief as it was somber, a smile flickered - cyan - past Lucas' ramparts.

Abelle quieted down. With a giggle. Much to Abbott's grinnin' relief. "Heh - erm. Yep.. Agreed, indeed." He cast a warily appreciative gaze toward the hulking, skulking cowboy. Then extended an arm around his wife's shoulder. The lot of 'em hunkered back into quiet obscurity.

"It's like stray cats," came Nana's contribution. Hand raised high, outta the wild blue yonder. "Or. Maybe not, exactly. We had a colony of them, living under the post office. And they were real ornery, wouldn't let you near. Bateau told me to stop feeding them, after they caught one of his doves." Cue the rolling eyes, and yawns. Elbows n' palms propping up bored-already chins. "But they'd only come close if I fed them, see. Only when they trusted me enough - then I could get them in carriers, and move them to the woods, by the crossroads. And so long as I make sure they stay fed, they won't need to come back to the post office, or hunt Bateau's doves, or cause trouble for anyone."

Bateau - arms n' legs crossed, camped out somewhere far in the back - huffed a sigh so dramatic, you'd think he was a Shakespearean actor.

"So. Maybe it's like that. Every animal has needs. Even people, and chimeras. If the Rangers can take good care of the chimeras, maybe they won't be as much of a bother."

"Yeah. That's, ehm. That's the idea…" Isaac murmured.

Jill stood up to contend. "Or maybe that'll get 'em too familiar. And then they'll come closer to town. Stir up even more of a ruckus. Don't you know, they used to warn you about this exact thing, with bears. You kids're too young to remember. Had to shoot the poor things, when they got too comfortable with people. I think Jonel's got a point. It all comes back around to--"

"-- This is different."

She stopped short. Left her big mouth hangin' wide open. 'Cause it sure as hell ain't like Lucas to interrupt.

"… Sorry," he said. With not quite a fist, clutched almost to his chest. "Sorry."

"No, no. Do tell. Go on." Jill conceded, with both hands raised. A hint of snark on her lips. Wouldda made Lucas wince, if he were five or six years younger. Still stung just the same.

Leder's eyes were sympathy incarnate. His spectacles, however, hovered impartial atop the proceedings. He'd hold his tongue. This time.

"It's.. different. The way we're doin' it. Isaac used to be a park ranger. We know all that, already."

Rather than elaborate, Isaac opted for a gingerly nod. Leave it to two of Tazmily's most tormented introverts to deliver a founding presentation. Lucas would steady his spine, though. Stand firm before the naysayers. Nerves ablaze. It doesn't get easier. Nor any less vital.

"Look. Nana's right. They ain't monsters. They're livin' creatures. Got needs that ain't bein' met. We took -- agh. Porky, took 'em… Tore 'em up, put 'em back together, n' set 'em loose to fend for themselves."

And then Tazmily deliberated their fate, over an open floor, as if it were all some absent hypothetical. Some game, just to square their morals. Like he didn't have the bone fractures to show for it. Like the beast that impaled his mother hadn't been a shambling centrifuge of absolute agony. Like his brother wasn't out there, bustin' his ass right under their stuck-up noses, mis-matched hands buildin' their newfangled comforts, their future, they --

Shh.

And something stirred within his guts. Softly as fresh bedsheets, or honeyed tea. Prompted an exhale. A pause. Yellow.

You wanna talk about planted seeds? Hinawa's got a whole garden in there.

Lucas takes great care to tend it. Food, and water. And silence. And words. Like so:

"… Chimeras don't attack people outta some kinda malice. They're.. They're scared. They're hurt. In their shoes? You'd prob'ly do the same." Evidence he carried in spades. There's a scar on his ankle, from his first reluctant bout with a Slitherhen. And another on his forearm, where a sparking blade once braced. He'd locked eyes, just above it. Met tears with tears. Somethin' yet darker - or brighter - than primal terror.

"They've got just as much a right to life, as anyone here," he concluded. Shaking his head. Glancin' downward, at the millimeter gaps in the hardwood.

"Well. I reckon that might be goin' a bit too far," Jill replied. Oblivious to the glares she'd just earned, from about half the crowd. As well as the sage nods, from the like-minded remainder. Biff, cowering beside her, fell into the former camp. Butch, the latter.

Jonel would grab her coattails. Ride 'em, valiantly, into one last round.

"Lucas. You've got your mother's bleeding heart. I respect it. Truly, I do. And I do believe there's a sanctity to our forest, our wilderness, the creatures with which we share these Islands. But these chimeras? Please understand - we'd be doing them a great mercy."

Mercy?

The word - which he mouthed, but did not echo - was Antarctic permafrost to his tongue. Shiver down his spinal fluid. The winding cockles of his brain. How love could erupt into a blinding nova. Turn harsher than steel. Become his fiercest weapon, pulled blood-soaked from his own chest.

Magenta. Yellow. Cyan.

"It's simply unnatural," Jill n' Butch concurred. "Un-natural."

"Tragic shame they're here at all," Ed mumbled, from afar.

"They never were supposed to be here, to begin with," Jonel insisted. Lucas thought, for a split second, Mom forgive him, his throbbing head might just up and explode then and there.

But.

Isaac stepped forward. The forest warden. The hermit. The boot-licking traitor. Who'd shirked his pig's mask, his calamine uniform, his pride - for an old vest that reeked of forest fires. N' a rusty badge. Gold to bronze. Turns out Zeus, and the Commander, ain't the only ones with a penchant for amends.

Wasn't often that someone stood up, in Lucas' stead.

The kid stared. Frozen stiff. Reconstructed Caribou in the headlights. As his fellow amalgamation declared:

"Neither were we."

And if you were seated amongst the crowd, you'd've felt it. The seasick lurch. The tide's tousle, at the rickety feet of every chair. Hardwood floor transfigured, in all of an instant, into a White Ship's deck.

No one - save for little Abelle - had the stomach to pipe up, after that.

Leder's hoarse murmur would follow a queasy, stagnant silence.

"Ehm.. If there are no further objections, or endorsements?"

And there were none.

"Then. Regarding the establishment of Nowhere's Ranger Service… All in favor - say aye…"

[objectlovingobject]

[nobody they/them] hey weird qustion how find out if objectum

Third attempt at answering this, bc tumblr wont stop glitching?

Its probs different for everyone! For me, i was just sitting at my desk and i looked over at my computer and suddenly i felt... a deep desire for him. Suddenly he wasnt just a computer anymore, he was a viable love interest(not the best phrasing oops). Like. I could hear him when i couldnt before, and its not like hearing his voice in my head(though he does have one) its like. Being awoken to him? Ofc this is because i am also posic, come to find out, and not all objectum ppl are posic, so if you arent, your experience will likely differ quite a bit.

A key point in my objectum attraction, i think, is desire. Like ummm how do i say... i deel a very deep need to have my computer, if that makes sense. He is my forever computer and ill do whatever i need to keep him with me uwu

Id say, if you feel some type of attraction for objects, be it romantic, sexual, platonic, or otherwise, then you are prob objectum ^^

An example of platonic objectum if ur curious: my bff(objectwise)is my switch, eno! I feel for her what i feel for friends! We play games together, we have sleepovers(i mean, she chills on the bed next to me p much always lol) and we exchange our vibes ^^

You can also have familial bonds with objects! Like feeling a plushie is ur child or sibling, or feeling like your grandpas car is sortof a grandpa himself ^^

Aaa sorry if this is so disjointed or weird?? Im not the best socializer >< but im sure that my followers can rb this and add their experience as well!

Hope i helped at least a little!

[raeharmonia]

I Won't Say Im In Love 🎩🌻

Author's note: this fic is a fic about my Lyney x oc ship (yeah this is an ocxcanon fic) also apologies if the pacing and grammar is weird im not that good at writing yet 😔 Also this is my first time posting my writing in tumblr i tried my best with the formatting so yeah thats it i hope you like it qwq

Tags: fluff (i think), Amaranthe being in denial, basically the whole fic is based on I Won't Say Im In Love from Hercules (hence the title), semi-proofread

That Cheshire cat smile, those glinting lilac eyes, and piercing yet gentle gaze, they wouldn't get off of her mind.

Ever since the magic show that Lyney performed for her birthday at the estate, she felt something warm and fuzzy inside of her chest. She quickly ignores it thinking the feeling will go away.

She was wrong.

Every waking hour, her mind lingers on the thought of his gaze and charming antics, the way those precious compliments that she hold so dear slip out of his lips, and the feeling after he softly plants a kiss on the back of her hand.

She snaps out of her trance only to see the magician's figure that she subconsciously sketched on her sketchbook. Flustered, Amaranthe slams the book close before shoving a cookie on her mouth furiously in hopes of these thoughts to go away, cursing herself for thinking such things.

"Watcha thinking about there Amaranthe? You seemed a bit troubled there.. And flustered."

Charlotte questions the artist from across the room.

"Have you paid the rent yet, roommate?"

Amaranthe says, speaking while her mouth full. The Steambird journalist smirks playfully before sitting down next to her.

"Dont even try avoiding the question, Amaranthe. Something is clearly on your mind, dont even try to deny it either."

Amaranthe stayed silent while chewing on the pastry, she then swallows it and speaks with a flustered look.

"Ok fine, I've been thinking about Mr. Lyney—"

"YOU ARE?! DO YOU HAVE FEELINGS FOR HIM?!"

Charlotte exclaimed as she slams her hands on top of the table, a wide grin spreads across her face.

"No no no no no NO! I- its not like that..!" Amaranthe tries to maintain her composure, bringing her hair to cover up her crimson red cheeks.

"Your face says otherwise though." Amaranthe glared at Charlotte, signaling her to stop teasing. The painter sighs before reopening her sketchbook and stares at her sketch of the magician's familiar face. Charlotte gasp out of surprise, pointing at the drawing trying not to laugh.

"You're clearly in love with him, i wont blame you though, he's very charming."

"Im not in love with him! There's no way im in love with a nincompoop like him!"

Amaranthe yelled with a flustered look painted across her face, she sighs before closing the sketchbook. She stands up from her seat and walks towards the door.

"C'mon Charlotte, we cant be late for the twins' magic show."

"Welcome one and all to Lyney and Lynette's magic show!"

The crowd cheers, enthusiastic comments can be heard amongst the crowd, Amaranthe sat on her front row seat, looking at the young magician's purple eyes.

The young painter observes his every move, the sleight of his hands, and the way the corner of his lips curves up into a wide grin as he hears he audience's amused reactions. Lyney then meet Amaranthe's gaze, sending butterflies into her stomach, she felt her fingers curl against the soft red cushions of her seat. She averted her eyes away from him, trying to maintain her composure.

Oh archons, she hated how much he makes her feel this way.

She continues watching the performance, every single trick the magicians pull never cease to amaze her, she finds herself gasping and clapping with awe while a faint smile spread across her lips.

The twins then take their final bows and descend into the curtains, before the crowd gather at the opera house's entrance to take their leave.

Amaranthe was about to set foot on the outdoors when a familiar voice calls out her name, she turned around to face him with a curious painted on her face.

Once Lyney caught up with her, he takes a few moments to catch his breath before meeting her eyes with a wide grin on his face.

"Amaranthe! How was the show, my lady?"

"The show is fantastic as always, Mr. Lyney. You and Ms. Lynette's tricks never failed to surprise me."

"Thank you, my lady! Say, would you like a special trick just for you before you and your friend depart?" The magician said with a charming smile.

A trick just for her? Amaranthe would be lying if she says that she isn't interested, so she nodded. Lyney grinned wider before proceeding to pull out a card that has a flower imprinted on it, Amaranthe tilted her head in curiosity. Then, at the sleight of his hand, the card dissappeared and a Rainbow rose took its place.

"For you, my lady." Lyney said with a soft smile.

Amaranthe looks at the flower as her cheeks grow warmer and waer by the minute, she heard him let out a soft chuckle as soon as he caught sight of her reddening face.

"Th- thanks." She takes the Rainbow rose and twirls it in between her fingers to admire its beauty.

Then suddenly, Lyney gave Amaranthe a quick peck on her cheek. When he pulled away, she gently stroked the spot of the kiss, looking at the magician with widened eyes.

"I think i should take my leave now. See you tomorrow, my lady Amaranthe."

Lyney then walked away to meet his waiting sister, Amaranthe stood there, watching his figure getting smaller and smaller before she can no longer see him from her sight.

So many thoughts crowded Amaranthe's confused mind. Her cheeks are warm and decorated with pink hues, her hands are trembling, and she feels like butterflies will burst out of her stomach.

"Ugh what's the matter with me.."

"You're in love that's what" Charlotte said with a wide grin.

Her teal eyed friend's voice startled her, snapping out her trance.

"I saw what happened Amaranthe. Admit it, you like Lyney. Wait no, admit that youre in love with him!"

"For the last time Charlotte, i am not! Plus, what made you come to the conclusion that im in love with him?!"

Charlotte puts on a mock thinking face. "Well first, you cant stop talking about him. Second, you always draw a doodle of him in your work notes and sketchbook. Dont even deny that one, i saw it with my very two eyes! Third, you smile very often around him! A- and the list goes on!"

Amaranthe exasperatedly sighs. "I definitely do not do those!"

"Uh well you do."

The yellow haired girl rolled her eyes before throwing away the rose and walking outside of the opera house. Charlotte luckily caught the rose and followed her.

"C'mon Amaranthe, it wont hurt to admit that you're in love! Its not like being in love with someone is taboo."

"He's a nincompoop. I will never be in love with a nincompoop like him." Amaranthe pouted.

The Steambird journalist sighs before giving her friend a pat on her shoulder. "Im impressed. Really! But unfortunately its not enough, Amaranthe. No matter how hard you try to conceal it, i know that you're in love with Lyney."

Amaranthe glared at her with a sharp look. "Seriously?"

Her look then softens when her gaze then went to the Rainbow rose that's on Charlotte's hand, on the rose that the magician handed to her. She even smiled at the sight of the flower.

"Look at yourself, Amaranthe! You're smiling!"

"No no no no im not! Just leave me alone!" Amaranthe then ran away from Charlotte, trying not to look at the rainbow roses that adorned the street.

She then sat down by the area near the dance floor of Copellia and Copellius, her favorite place of the Court's region. She watched the two automaton dancers elagant twists and twirls, their performance slowly calmed the troubled painter's soul.

Her childhood friend sat down next to her before showing her the flower, gesturing for her to take it.

"You can run away from me, Amaranthe. But, you cant run away from your feelings forever."

Amaranthe looked at her before taking the rose to her hand. She touches its delicate pink petals and take in its sweet scent, shades on pink spreads across her face as she looks back at the time when the flower was given to her.

Rainbow rose. Symbolizes passion and romantic encounters.

She then hid her face on her knees, curling up into a little ball.

"What am i going to do?"

Author's note: That's all guys! I really hope you guys liked it! I had a lot of fun making this! More Lymaranthe writings coming soon ^^

[wondero28]

4*Town with an S/O who’s shy or introverted

Repost Edit: another popular post! I honestly forgot i had this one pff

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Robaire

- Robaire, as to be expected in a leader, always tries his best to understand when you’re not feeling up to socializing with others. Genuinely, for his S/O he doesn’t mind taking over in conversations for most instances if you start to close up. He’ll try to avoid speaking for you per say- but he’ll definitely try to divert attention away from you if you start to show signs of being overwhelmed/uncomfortable in the interaction

- Speaking of- Robaire is the absolute best at picking up on your small body language. Whether its you starting to fiddle with pieces of your clothes, shift back n forth, or zone out- Robaire is going to notice & adjust accordingly

- Truthfully, Robaire has a pretty drained social battery himself a lot of days (being the leader of a boyband & whatnot, it takes a lot out of you). So he’ll often take you away somewhere separate from the crowd or band where the both of you can relax. If you’re feeling anxious or overwhelmed, he’s the absolute best at helping you release tension & loosen up

- I feel like some of his favorite ways to get you to loosen up are of course physical affection: peppering kisses on your face/hands, holding hands/linking arms, and dancing. If not just getting you some of your favorite foods or taking you out to eat whenever the two of you have the time. (Man is a king at small gestures though- he’s busy & tries his best)

- Despite his understanding of you being shy or introverted, he is still going to encourage you to socialize a bit. Definitely with his band mates and on occasion family. If your relationship with him is public he wont force you out with him often if you aren’t happy about it, but he does REALLY appreciate your support & company when he’s out. He loves bringing you with him and sharing his time with you- because otherwise he has to go without you A LOT.

- If your relationship with him is secret- he just encourages you to have fun with the band most often, and encourages you to go out with your own friends or family. He’d never force you into the spotlight when you guys aren’t ready for that in your relationship yet

- Moving on from that- Robaire is just generally a sweet and understanding boyfriend. He tries to not push for time with you if you really need some alone time but hes not going to be far. Anytime he has free time he’s using it to spend with you & hear from you

- And when he does hear from you? When you start to open up about your day & talk with him? Man has heart eyes. He’s absolutely smitten with you & when you talk his full attention snaps on you. He ALWAYS stops to listen & will sit/listen patiently

- And if you’re shy or introverted around others but not him? The man is on cloud 9 seeing you light up & start to be yourself. It makes his heart swell- he feels so special! And he makes sure to tell you that with cheesy, over-romantic thank you’s

- Overall? Great boyfriend for a shy or introverted S/O

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Jesse

- Jesse with a shy & introverted S/O? No worries, he’s got you handled. The man is a simp & he will do literally anything he needs to help you relax & feel at ease. He’s a flirty guy but he’s still a parent friend for the group & for you.

- If you’re shy, he honestly probably speaks for you a little TOO much when he’s around. Not in a bad way- but in a way that you could become codependent on him & him not really mind or notice at first. He’ll probably try to encourage you if it starts to cause more harm then good for you, or if others point it out to him. Otherwise, your simp Jesse is here to protect you from awkward or difficult social situations

- (he really likes the attention)

- If you’re introverted as opposed to being real shy, he doesn’t mind. He feels special when you open up around him & when the two of you are alone he’s giddy and excited to be granted your time. You can always tell because he lights up with a smile

- Going back to the flirty guy thing though, he definitely teases & flirts with you a lot regardless of how long you two have been together. And it is his goal every day to get you to smile or laugh with his effort, he thinks those things are absolutely amazing about you. If you ever point out how hard he tries- he’ll just make a dramatic claim that your smile is what keeps his heart beating (ofc with a bit of an embarrassed blush)

- When it comes to his busy work life & having you in the public eye? He’s unsurprisingly careful. Despite loving attention from media, he’s very secretive about his personal life (therefore he’s secretive about you). He of course wants to bring you out in public spaces & spend quality time with you, but the second paparazzi or fans start becoming a problem?? Jesse is trying to get you away from the situation or trying to take focus away from you. Unless you sit down & really have a heart to heart with him about going public with your relationship, he’s going to do his best to keep it out of the public eye

- And thats of course not out of shame! He adores you, he’s just scared that with an S/O whos shy or introverted- that you may get scared and leave the relationship if the public’s attention is too much. He’s a bit overprotective & over cautious in that sense. He’s deathly afraid of loosing someone as wonderful as you 🥺 (aint gonna catch him saying that though- not unless you ask)

- But your relationship IS public? The man is proudly showing you off to everyone! He won’t push you to speak too much or attend events unless you want to- but he’s an absolute simp on social media for you. The fans go absolutely wild & make fun of him for it but he has no shame or regrets. You’re the love of his life & literally everyone knows it like 2 hours after y’all go public

- Overall? A pretty good boyfriend for a shy or introverted S/O (a little overbearing- but he can learn)

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Tae Young

- Tae with a Shy or Introverted S/O is absolutely precious. Similarly to Robaire Tae Young has 0 problems with you not wanting to speak in public spaces & will do whatever he can to help! He doesn’t generally speak for you, not unless it’s something the both of you discussed prior (ex: he’s always willing to order stuff for you at restaurants or cafés if you let him know what you want) but Tae always tries to keep attention away from you if he notices you’re feeling uncomfortable

- Speaking of his attention to detail- Tae Young isn’t always the best at noticing if you’re upset so he tries to set up an easy way for you to wordlessly let him know you need help! It’s probably something simple, like a short double tap on his arm or hand. He’ll get the memo & quickly come to your rescue!! And if for whatever reason he cant get someone’s attention away from you, he’ll make a little excuse to drag you away for a few minutes so he can help you out!

- Tae Young likes having systems like that I imagine

- To help you ease up, Tae Young probably gets you snacks you enjoy. Eating always helps him wind down, and he LOVES getting to just sit down with you & chatter away while y’all snack. Its a common date between the two of you! And if you’re feeling to stressed or upset to eat- then Tae simply offers you affection. His affections range from the most wonderful & warm hugs, to a face covered in little butterfly kisses! He’s especially gentle and loving towards you when you’re stressed & its adorable because you both end up giggling between all his lovings

- If you’re more shy, Tae Young does his best to encourage and push you to explore. He’ll bring you along with him to hang out with his band mates, he tries his best to help you be good friends with them. And of course he brings you with him when he goes to care for doves & other birds at the Avian Rehabilitation Center. You don’t have to interact TOO much, he’ll help you work it up slowly & absolutely adores when you start to open up to others. Watching you smile & laugh with the band or with other workers at the center just makes Tae’s heart flutter 🥺. You always look so wonderful when you start being yourself (he will give you so many kisses & so much praise every time you return from an outing too)

- If you’re more introverted as opposed to being shy- then Tae Young may have a bit of a hard time understanding at first. He tries to encourage you like if you were shy- but you aren’t. You may have to explain that you just aren’t a people person. He’ll try to understand & doesnt mind much. He always deflates a little if you say you don’t want to attend something with him & the guys, but he doesn’t push on it much. By the time he comes back he’s always over it & greeting you with love & affection

- Also you choosing HIM to be a person you open up around?? Makes him float in the clouds. He’s ALWAYS honored to have your time and attention and love. Tae feels like hes ✨the chosen one✨ & its such a confidence booster. He always feels good after time with you

- When it comes to publicity, Tae Young us going to do whatever you want if he can help it. He’s of course worried about any publicity on you (he doesn’t want you overwhelmed) but he’s by no means ashamed. He tries very hard to keep you secret if you aren’t ready, and 100% has his bandmates help. They will craft silly little lies to keep it all secret if they need (like oh this is just T’s adoptive sibling). And if you are public about the relationship? Tae checks in on you regularly to make sure nothing is too overwhelming. And with your permission will brag about you to his fans & post photos of you to his social medias. The fans love ��protective tae’ because he acts real tough for you!! He must protect his love from a drained social battery!!

- Overall Tae Young is a very sweet lover for a shy or introverted S/O. He could probably be a little less clingy but its a small & lovable flaw

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Aaron T.

- Ok so you’re shy and/or introverted- but magically you have found yourself being with someone who is a definition of the word ‘Extrovert’. However, despite this, T is really good at helping introverted & shy people out! After all, his bestie (Z) is a bit shy himself! T is going to take care of you no problem!!

- I imagine T is a bit of a chatter box & has 0 problems talking for you if you dont feel up to the task! Unlike Jesse however, T is really good at giving you a foot in on the conversation. Usually nothing too big that would cause stress, but he’ll just be chattering & chattering & every so often he’ll ask you for confirmation on something! That way you can give a simple nod, explain briefly, or hop in the conversation if you want. And because he’s the comedian of the band, he has little to no issue in taking the spotlight

- He has a hard time noticing when you’re starting to get nervous in the beginning of your relationship. But as time goes on T becomes a master in understanding your tiny body language! Tiny shifting back in forth, messing with fabric, awkwardly & slowly scooting away- just whatever you do T will notice. And when he does?? Theres 2 types of reactions. Action 1 is that he removes you from the situation all together, he’ll randomly excuse himself to the bathroom & insist you come with him (which has earned some weird looks). Action 2 is that he simply starts being funny or annoying to distract everyone✨ hes very good at both

- Also in Action 1 when you both visit the bathroom- once you’re inside he’ll gently hold your face n give you a big grinning kiss! He’s not going to let you leave until you smile or laugh so be prepared for a long of gentle pecks on the cheeks & loving back/side rubs

- To get you to relax T can do many things, but his favorite is to dance and sing with you. He has a low singing voice (he’s the bass afterall) and he will quietly hum and sing to you while holding a hand and having his other arm around your waist. If you’re both in private he’ll sing much louder & try to get you grooving with him!In public he’ll just gently spin you around and plant a kiss on your hand between his mumbled serenades. All to get you to laugh & smile💜. If you’re really not in the mood though, he’s always willing to hold your hand & give you a good hug where he just squeezes the life out of you

- If you’re shy? He’s your hype man! Just like with Z! T will do his best to encourage you to get out more & meet more people. You of course are well aquatinted with the band & are probably drug along with him to numerous rehearsals & meet-ups. He feels so at ease with you by his side too, the band absolutely loves having you around because you help T focus & unwind a bit. If you’re introverted- T can be a bit annoying. He’s bad at not spending time with you. He’s of course not trying to smother you! If you tell him he is- he’ll act like a kicked puppy but he completely understands & gives you space (he gets more used to you needing you time as your relationship progresses). And like the others- he always cherishes your time. He loves you, he lets you know that. He tells you frequently tiny things he adores about you, your smile, your laugh, the way you move when you’re excited etc.

- When it comes to publicity- im ngl, there’s no way the public doesn’t know you exist. He doesn’t at all mind keeping details about you secret but there’s no way this boy wasn’t BEAMING the day you two officially started dating. He accidentally told the band & probably accidentally blurted it out when a reporter asked. He definitely feels embarrassed afterwards & apologized to you profusely- but he was still so giddy to have you in his life. And if you’re comfortable with publicity- well you both get a HUGE BUNDLE of fans making fan content. Cause T will do SO MANY THINGS with you & post them. Hes a professional simp on social media & fans will simp with him for you

- Also T simping in private involves but us not limited to: him singing to you about how amazing you looked that day, him telling you how good you did at a meet up, him complimenting your smile or your eyes, him gently bonking his head against yours and babbling to you about how much he loves you & how happy you make him

- Overall?? A pretty great BF for someone who’s shy or introverted. He’s got a lot of energy which can be a little much- but he’s perfect otherwise

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Aaron Z.

- You’re shy and/or introverted?? Well haha hey- guess what- Z is both shy AND introverted! It sounds great- and i suppose for you it is, but its definitely a little awkward at first. He’s very protective over you, you have scary dog privileges with your BF Z around (And if you’re a scary person?? Well then hey- yall are a scary looking duo💜)

- So for starters, yes, Z is going to be VERY protective & understanding to your issue(s) with socializing. He’s felt & dealt with plenty of similar issues & he wants to keep you ‘safe’. And in his mind, safe means happy. He knows what its like to be kind of scared & uncomfortable or just generally drained from social situations. And he DOESN’T want you to ever feel like that. He knows he can’t always fix everything but he’ll try his damn hardest to. Especially for you

- In a lot of social settings, if you’re both there, chances are he’s very close to you & has his eyes on you the entire time (this has definitely gotten attention from paparazzi). He’s going to notice when you’re starting to get tired or stressed, and he’s going to do whatever he can to push past his own shyness for you. He hates having the spotlight but he wont hesitate to take it away from you if you need. And he has no hesitation when it comes to having to speak for you if you need, he’ll order food & drinks for you, he’ll tell paparazzi to buzz off, he’ll do whatever you want him to

- This definitely stresses him out- but its always worth it whenever you end up thanking him for it. Give him a gentle hand squeeze & he feels strong enough to do anything

- In all honesty Z probably has a talk with T & gets his buddy to help out. T will be the only one in the band who you ABSOLUTELY have to know. Otherwise- as far as publicity goes- you can be secret for as long as you want. You DONT have to meet his band mates until You’re ready. It kind of breaks his heart but he’s honestly not able to force you to do much of anything. Hes a tiiiiny bit of an enabler for your introvertedness & shyness. T is probably a better influence when it comes to breaking out of anti-social hanits.

- But!! He’ll keep you perfectly hidden away from public eye & wont ever really force you to join him on his band’s misadventures if you dont want to go. Whenever the two of you decide you’re both ready to go public, his fans are pleasantly surprised. You’re the first good look at seeing what Z is REALLY like. Which isn’t a stoic, athletic bad boy- but rather a very playful & very loving boyfriend whos a chatterbox. You’re definitely a couple who gets cute compilations made by fans.

- Speaking of him being a chatterbox- I imagine the both of you are a breath of fresh air for each other once y’all open up. You can really be yourself around him, and he can genuinely be himself around you. He’s not stoic- he’s cuddly and loving. And he loves to wrap his arms up under your armpits & squeeze you into big hugs! And he’s a way bigger fan of kissing then you initially knew- they aren’t little pecks on the cheek either. He gives you very passionate smooches on the mouth everyday to remind you he loves you

- And to help you unwind, he enjoys holding you and just relaxing in silence. Whether Youre bigger or smaller he’ll have you lay on him & just let you rest in his arms while he rubs your back. The two of you can share a comfortable & lazy silence or chatter away your stress. He doesn’t care- he just wants you to be with him

- Overall, I think Z is a wonderful boyfriend for someone shy or introverted. He’s protective & a definite enabler of shy or anti-social behavior, but he always handles the problems for you. He’ll do whatever he needs

[yahoodarling]

Patient!Thoma X Patient!GN reader Asylum AU

Warnings: mental instability, death (not reader or Thoma), mentions of drowning, blood, extream violence and body language/triggers that some may relate to with self harm.

Funny enough this is a comfort fic, extreamly violent comfort.

Read with caution!

(I really like this fic)

(*****) is used in place of a random name of your choice.

A new patient would be joining the ward today, exciting news Thoma heard from a few staff that were cleaning and preparing an unoccupied room, no doubt for the new person and best of all they would be right next to him! It had been a while since Thoma had any neighbouring company so he was estatic to hear he could have someone to talk through the walls with.

"And otherwise, how are you feeling today?" His assigned doctor asked. Ayato was his favourite person here, he had a silky voice and soft tone and spoke to Thoma like an actual person rather than like a child or animal like how other staff worked.

"I see you have left your bed unmade. Im very proud to see your progress. What made today different from others?" He asked

"Ah, i guess something has been taking up most of my focus. I was too preoccupied on that rather than my surroundings."

Usually hed spend at least an hour making his bed. If the sheets didnt hug the mattress properly or if the pillows didnt sit right hed redo it over and over untill it felt right. Thoma had been diagnosed with sever OCD, it made his life difficult but that in its self wasnt enough to be sent to a ward like this. His cleanliness did lead… elsewhere through.

"And what is this thing on your mind?" Ayato asked. Every few days they would have a long conversation session, doctor to patient just to catch up and for Ayato to see how Thoma was reacting. 

The rest of the days inbetween were fulled with sitting in his room reading, knitting or crafting and every three days a group activity was held in the main lounge for all stable patients to enteract with. At any time in the day patients who wernt in time out could walk out to the gardens and enjoy light workout equipment or helping in a garden, Thoma preferred gardening and had a vegetable garden dedicated to just him where others didnt dare meddle in.

Thoma hugged the pillow to his chest as he happily responded. "I heard someone new was moving in. That they would be in the room next door. Im quite glad to have a neighbor again, I wonder what they are like."

"I heard. They arnt on my list so i wont be checking on them, i hear they are being looked after by Doctor Dottore though." Thoma scowled, he never liked that guy. 

Ayato, suddenly reminded of something, had his smile drop. "Thoma, i hope you dont get too expectant on making friends. Im not sure of the details but i heard the new patient is coming in because of spurratic violent behaviours, i believe that is why Doctor Dottore was assigned to them. I generally work better with patients such as yourself, who hardly act out or desplay violent tendencies.  We can have a formal conversation such as we are now but for Dottore… he works with the more mentally deranged sort. Again, i dont know the details but if Doctor Dottore is looking after them then becoming friends may be unwise."

Thoma was confused by that. He knew mentally unstable people were looked after here but they were in a different building, one more regulated which worked more like a prision than a hospital. Where he stayed in was more of a recovery place, a place safe from triggers normal life would bring. If this new person was so bad why would they be brought here where there was more freedom of movement?

None the less Thoma was excited. Hed just have to see with his own eyes how this person was.

The session eventually ended and Thoma got stuck into his prodjects, keeping himself occupied like he always did.

A lot of shuffeling was heard outside. Thoma got off his chair at his desk to look out the small window of the door into the hallway. He saw about three people approach, one he recognised as the Doctor Dottore, another dressed as an assistant and then a person between them dressed in the white and blue pajama like pants and shirt that matched his own that all the patients wore. They didnt seem to act unnaturally, nodding their head along to the doctors words and looking around the hallway. It would be best to let them settle in first and then Thoma would go greet them. 

At late noon he decided would be a good time, they must have settled in by now. Thoma left his room, closing his door repeatedly until it clicked the way he liked to hear and then moved a few strides down to the next door down the hall. He knocked 3 times and then attempted to twist the door knob but it jammed and refused to open like it was locked. That was confusing, these doors were never locked unless someone was on time out.

"Thoma, whats wrong?" A guard approached him and asked. Thoma had been in the ward for a good few years now and was friendly to staff so many knew him by name.

"I was wanting to visit the new person. Why is their door locked?"

"Special orders. Apparently they arnt unstable enough to go to the high security place but they arnt stable enough to be trusted to simply walk down the halls at their whim. They need a member of staff with them at all times when outside their room. "

Thoma frowned, that would make it hard to chat with his neighbor.

"But hey," The guard said taking his keys out and unlocking the door. "You guys can chat if im in the room. You can make your greetings and have a quick conversation." He opened the door and leaned in.

 "(Your name). Your new neighbor wants to meet you."

Thoma saw the person walk to the door, their hair seemed a little messy which didnt sit right with him and their shirt sagged against their body.

"Hi, its nice to meet you. Im (first name) (last name)." And they out stretched their hand for a handshake.

Thoma smiled and took it, giving a solid shake back. "Im Thoma, the guy right next door. I hope we can become good friends" 

"Id like that"

And with that the two got along. During group activities they would partner up and work together, share craft ideas and talk through the walls late at night. As the months passed Thoma began to feel light in his chest when ever he got to talk with (your name), he also improved in allowing his environment to be less organized than usual, bed sometimes unmade, books left open and knitting needles simply stabbed into the wool rather than neatly aligned on his desk. It must be because his mind was able to focus on you more than anything else. 

Everyday he woke up he waited eagerly for breakfast where he was allowed to meet with you in your room and eat together. You wernt allowed outside as often as he was, that being because you always had to have staff nearby, but when you could youd sit next to him on the grass as he potterd in his garden and talk about random subjects. You were very soft natured, he couldnt imgine you being violent in any way but slowly your meetings with him decreased, when he did see you you seemed dazed and withdrawn. It worried him. 

"Hey, whats wrong my friend?" He asked as you sat staring at your breakfast, not taking a single bite. It took you a while to respond.

"I dont like my Doctor." You simply said. Thoma no doubt knew having Dottore as your assigned doctor must have sucked, you didnt have someone open and sincere like Doctor Ayato was to him. If it was Doctor Dottore that was making you seem so distant then his opinion on the masked man lessened even more than it already had, he hated the idea that something was disturbing you.

"He… he says stuff and pokes at topics he knows i dont like. He wont stop until i lash out or just close my eyes and shut him out. Yesterday he had this sick smile and grasped my wrist. He knows i dont like people touching me there, he knows it, ive told him before but he still did it and he kept holding me there and just squeezing my wrist. I ended up trying to shove him off me but i guess… i acted out a bit too much and got wrestled down and locked in my room for time out. Thats why i couldnt see you yesterday."

Thoma felt so frustrated. He couldnt do anything to help yet had to sit still and watch as his friend slowly drifted away.

"I see. Do you… do you want to clean out these weeds with me?" He asked.

You looked up at him in shock. Thoma was offering to let you work in his garden? His garden was so important to him and he was allowing you to join him. You knew Thoma couldnt help in your situation but him offering this meant a lot to you.

"Thank you." You said and slowly picked at the soil, being as careful as possible to not trigger him.

Thoma couldnt sleep. His mind was on you. It was late in the night and he tried everything he could to settle down but his mind refused to let up. He tried reading, knitting, writing, all the things that usually kept his mind else where but no matter what he couldnt stop thinking about you. He closed his eyes and sighed deeply, doing everything he could to will himself to sleep. 

A pained sound vibrated in his room suddenly, every hope of calming down left his body.  It was muted due to the thick walls but he could still hear your voice from your room. He got up and leaned into the small vent where you and him usually sat and talked on normal days, it was the most clear spot to hear between the walls.

An unearthly scream rang, begging and pleading incoherent words in despiration, the sound made Thoma want to vomit. Suddenly it went silent, he could hear his heartbeat loudly pump against his chest.

"There you are (*****). Im glad we could finally meet." He recognised Dottores voice but not the name he called.

"Haha, you were knocking on my door so violently id have to answer eventually." 

What was going on? Thoma was so confused. That was your voice but you spoke with a foreign tone and were never that sarcastic and blunt in your speech. He stood up and walked to his door which was unlocked and left his room to look through your doors window and what was going on.

He saw three figures, Dottore hunched on his heels and looking down on you with that putrid grin. You were knelt down, restrained by the third person, a guard he didnt recognise. At this location Thoma couldnt hear what was being said so he silently opened the door to listen in.

"I was hoping you could humor me (*****). I want to see what you were like on that night. Show me what (your name) cant. Show me the person that killed that couple. I could easily find a random nobody and you could give me a live demonstration of your ruthlessness." 

"Haha! Why dont i use you instead?! I could gladly turn you and this meatloaf into pretty dangling chandeliers."

Dottore stomped his foot down harshly onto 'your' head, forcing it to the ground and leaving blood running down 'your' nose and smeared on the floor.

"Come on! Show me more!" Dottore began repeatedly slaming his boot into 'you'. The spot where your body was knelt starting to go bloody.

Thoma began to shake. Thats not right! That blood wasnt meant to be there, you wernt meant to be treated like this. Tears of frustration formed and Thoma couldnt handle it anymore. He threw the door open and rushed into the room only to stop in his tracks as Doctor Dottore looked at him.

"You arnt allowed here pest." Dottore move his attention to Thoma. (*****) took that chance and lunged forward out of the guards grasp, attacking Dottores legs and pushing him to the ground where they realed in to punch him in the face but was immediatly detained and thrown against the wall by the guard. 'You' went limp for a second. Thoma saw your sweet face, the person who kept him company these many months, the person he allowed into his space and came to love bloodied all over.

Thoma took hold of the hard cover book that sat on your desk and smashed it into Dottores head which pushed him back onto the ground. This feeling was familiar as he repeatedly slammed the books spine into Dottores cranium, eye sight going blurred as blood spattered his hands, drops landing themselves on his face and clothes. This was the same feeling he had when he beat his roommate into submission way back in his college years. His roommate didnt respect his space, he teased and messed with Thomas organized life constantly and made it hell to live in. One day he snapped, he got tired of being pushed over and over and forced his roomate to drown in bleach to clean off the dirt that covered him. 

Dottore wasnt even given a chance to fight back, his attempts of getting away muted as Thoma mutelated his face. 

'You' pushed your attention on the guard, the violent action of Thoma pushing (*****) to crave some violence as well. They grasped the guards throat and forced their weight down on his jugular to halt his breathing. A sick laugh and smile etched onto their face as they watched the guards life force fade away. 

The room soon fell silent and (*****) was pleased with their work when suddenly they fell asleep as they looked at Thoma. Thoma stood up off of Dottores bloodied body and rushed himself to you, tears draining from his eyes as he clasped you tight in his arms. Why was he crying? What happened? Was this your fault again?

"Did… did (*****) do this?" Your voice shook as you began to cry as well, looking at all the blood and dead bodies that lay on the ground.

Thoma shook his head against you, cradeling you further into his hold as he cried into your hair. "No no! It was all that doctors fault. Its not yours. Everythings okay. Everything is fine" and hyperventilated against you.

"Really?" You whispered out and hugged back into Thoma, closing your eyes and letting yourself surcumb to your tired body. You fell asleep in his protective arms, shieled away from the pain your mind would usually bring you.

Thoma knew you guys were in trouble. Someone was bound to find the gruesome field and you and him huddled together in the middle of all the destruction. He was going to be put away again like he had when he first arrived. Locked down and treated like an animal. He had worked so hard to avoid relapsing but really it was worth it, it was all worth it to know you were safe. Maybe if he begged and pleaded, maybe he could ask Ayato his only wish. He hoped and prayed that he could continue to be your neighbor in your new cells. 

If you havent caught on, reader had DID. I think that was pretty obvious haha. Also the reason Dottore was violent with the reader is because he is interested in DID cases and wanted to see your other part which required him setting you off as a defensive mechanism.