#It's barely mentioned

[vesper-leroy]

IDEALIZATION

Golden eyes, sublime with warm sunshine

Like stars she glows through the lonely nights

Hope so bright it shines as endless as time

Love so alive, soft as petals of flower

Leaving scars like meteor shower

Breathing life that ripples with power

Music sheets, words of heartfelt confessions

Stolen pencils sing somber self-deceptions

A soul to follow without doubtful accusations

The union between two, unmoving and true

Dancing together with eyes only for each other

Eyes watching afar, forever a spectator.

[giggly-squiggily]

Hi babe, hope you doing super...

I 've a question, you can do so.eting with sae(bllk) and tickles :3?

Thanks, take care 🌹

*kicks door in with my ryusae BS* My time has come.

Hey friend! I'm doing better than expected as of late akjrkjearjkejk Of course I'm writing this on April 16- we'll see if that stands today. Sae beloved- it's time to wreck this stoic man! I've gotcha covered!

CW: Swearing, Minor Blood mention, Nose Bleeds, Suggestive flirting (It's Shidou afterall)

Cloud 9 (Taglist peeps)

@cupcake-spice13

Sae Itoshi was a man of absolute stoicism.

Compliments, insults, random declarations of love and war- none of them mattered to him. He faced every situation, every interview, every new encounter with fellow soccer players on and off the field with the same carefully crafted expression and tone.

“You have pretty feet.”

Insert Shidou Ryusei and all that careful guarding went out the window.

“What?” Sae blinked, not prepared for his boyfriend’s commentary. They were in a hotel room after their most recent practice, sprawled out across the bed as a random movie played in the background. Sae had originally opted to nap, but that proved near impossible with the demon constantly readjusting his positioning. Instead he chose to get invested in a round of Temple Run- his little character flying off the edge of the path upon hearing Shidou’s remark.

“Your feet. They're pretty.” Shidou grinned from his spot on the bed. Somehow he’d turned himself over without Sae realizing it- propped up in a hand and feet kicking giddily behind him. “I thought they’d be all gross, but they're nice.”

“....Thank you?” Sae shook his head, resisting the urge to tuck his legs beneath a blanket. This was Shidou, so he wasn’t surprised by this observation. Still, it was strange, the things he pointed out as “Pretty” on Sae- from his eyes and their lower lashes to the curve of his back to now…his feet. “Of course they’re not gross. I showered.”

Shidou rolled his eyes with a grin, still staring. The blanket grew more and more tempting; but that would be admitting weakness.

And Sae Itoshi hated showing weakness.

“You should paint them.” Shidou remarked, daring to reach out and poke a toe. “Paint them to match your eyes.”

“Why?” Sae fought down a twitch. “No one’s going to see them.”

“I will!” Shidou grinned, poking again. “I’ll be the only one who gets to know about Sae-Sae’s pretty painted toesies!”

“What did I say about the nickname?” Fed up, he shoved his feet beneath the blankets, feeling smug when Shidou pouted. “And leave my feet alone. I’m not painting my toes.”

“How about your fingernails?” Shidou turned his attention to his legs, walking two fingers up his calf. “Paint them Pink! They’ll match my eyes!”

“Paint your own nails.” Sae tried to fight down another squirm, but Shidou seemed adamant about touching him. He shifted when those two fingers got close to his knee, regretting his choice to wear shorts instead of sweatpants. “Stop that.”

“Why?” That damn voice. He knew what he was doing.

“Because.”

“Because~?”

Sae glared, turning his attention back to his phone. Ignore, ignore, ignore-

Shidou smirked again as he retracted his hand, fingers backwalking down his calf before tapping against his ankle. Without breaking his gaze on Sae, he shot his hand beneath the blankets covering his feet.

“No-Don’t!” Sae barely got out before an honest to god squeal ripped out of his throat, his whole body spasming upon the feeling of Shidou’s fingers attacking his foot. “Shidohoohohohu, stahhahahhaap!”

“Oh my GOD, what was that?” Shidou cackled in glee, throwing himself against Sae’s legs to continue his playful assault. “Did you just squeal? You squealed! Holy shit- do it again!”

Sae, much to his mortification, did. He tried to sit up, reaching in vain for Shidou’s- what, shirt? Hair? Face? Anything to yank him off his legs and break himself free from his relentless tickling. Bubbly, childlike giggles mixed with angry swears and threats to kill as he grabbed the nearest thing- Shidou’s pillow- and yeeted it at him with all his might. “Shihihihihihidou, yooohohohohhu ahahahhhass, Sthahahhap ihihiiihihit! Ahehahha- ghehehhhet oohohohohff my fehehehhehehet-NAhhahhahaha, not thehehehehhere!”

“Oo, does someone got tickly toes?!” Shidou giggled as he scratched his fingers beneath said spot, nearly getting kicked in the face with the flailing opposite leg. “Aww, does the great Sae-Sae want me to move somewhere else? Does he?” He cooed, dropping his feet and twisting, tackling the other into the bed as his fingers dug into his sides. “How about here, huh? Does it tickle?”

Sae let out a strangled curse, reaching for anything to smack Shidou off him. The closest thing was his pillow- he wore it like a shield, shoving it into the other’s face in hope’s to suffocate him. “GEhehhehehhet oohoohohohoff, you dihiihihihck!”

“Glady, you can help me with that later.” Shidou tossed the pillow aside with his teeth, one hand dancing along Sae’s ribs while the other clawed beneath his thin t-shirt, making Sae squeak. He leaned in to get a better look at his radiant smile-

SMACK!

“Ow, shit- fuck…” Sae groaned, holding his forehead. Shidou blinked, slightly dazed. When he leaned in, Sae spasmed forward, causing their heads to collide. Something warm was on his face.

“You moron- Shit, you’re bleeding.” Sae’s irritated look faded to a look of shock, his hands taking Shidou’s face gently. Blinking, Shidou wiped at his nose, pulling back to find his finger red. Ah. So he was. “Oh no- is it broken?”

Shidou twitched it. “Nah, it’s fine. Though I’m gonna have quite the shiner in the morning- hehehe.”

Sae shook his head, reaching over and grabbing a few tissues out the drawer. Gingerly, he pressed them against Shidou’s nose, instructing him to pinch and look down.

“Can you turn over so I have something to look at?” Shidou grinned, the comment earning him a sharp swat to the shoulder. “Hehe, okay, okay.”

“Idiot…” Sae shook his head, his usual glare returning as he sat them up. Despite his expression, all his movements were gentle, everything from checking Shidou’s face a second time to placing the ice pack he ordered  for his nose. “...Sorry.”

“Don’t be. It was worth it.” Shidou grinned around the small pouch. “If I get to see that pretty smile of yours for the rest of my life, I’ll gladly take a thousand headbutts to the nose.”

“Now you’re just being dumb.” Sae huffed as he turned away, but not before Shidou saw him blush. Smiling, he crawled up- wrapping his arms around his shoulders.

“I mean it though. I love your smile. And your laugh. Hell, I love everything about you.” Shidou said against his neck, watching in amusement as it flushed as pink as his boyfriend’s hair. “I’m so lucky to have you.”

“Gross.” Sae deadpanned, though there was a smile in his voice.

“You love me.” Shidou kissed his cheek- loud and obnoxious.

He really did.

Thanks for reading!

[oobbbear]

Alone Together au! Where both Ford and Fiddleford fall through the portal

30 years after + first fall through

They fell through the portal after Fidd left Ford and before Stan arrives, that middle period where Ford is haunted by bill and going crazy.

Fiddleford went back after the incident trying one last time to warn Ford but instead they got into a fight actives the portal get sucked in and you know the rest.

[violent138]

Damian: "Red Hood has a pretty severe concussion. What do I do?"

Tim: "Extraction's still ten minutes out, just keep him talking."

Damian, urgently pressing the comm: "I don't want to talk to him, he's even more insufferable than usual."

Jason, lying on the ground, eyes closed: "That's funny Junior, because head trauma's the only thing that makes you bearable."

Damian, to Tim: "I'm leaving. It won't be the first time we've had a closed casket."

Tim, groaning disgustedly: "Robin--ugh, seriously, just stay there and keep him awake."

Damian, seething even more when he sees Jason's smirk: "Fine."

Jason, cracking open one eye: "Aww, are you concerned about me?"

Damian: "Shut up. The only thing I'm concerned about is our family's reputation after your public wipeout on that stupid motorcycle."

Jason:

Damian: "Are you still awake?" *kicks him* "Todd?"

Jason, grinning: "You said our family."

Damian, furious: "I didn't. You've lost more brain cells than you could afford."

Jason: "Wait 'till Tim hears, I think he'll want a group hug. Bruce is probably going to get emotionally constipated. Dickie would probably cry--"

Damian, panicking as he hears the Batmobile get closer: "Stop. Do not tell him--"

Jason: "You better erase every single fucking video of me crashing then."

Damian: "You have a deal."

[aromanticduck]

Sorry if you're already over 50, I ran out of room (you're welcome to leave your thoughts in the tags or replies!)

If you're younger than 10, get the fuck off Tumblr. People are saying swears on here!

[EDIT: It's OK to vent a bit about negative feelings in the comments/tags, but if you're gonna talk about killing yourself, do me a favour and fucking don't]

[rriverrunning]

love house tully. super cool castle surrounded by water aptly named riverrun. produced the truly insane cat/lysa/edmure sibling dynamic. the original petyr baelish haters since 270-something AC. "oh yeah that's gay uncle brynden". had several generations named for the muppets. lords of the trident in a three sided castle with three house words. fish sigil and they make it work. made catelyn tully stark like that.

[kindnessoverperfection]

Please, if you can, take a moment to read and share this because I feel like I'm screaming underwater.

NPD (Narcissistic Personality Disorder) stigma is rampant right now, and seems to be getting progressively worse. Everyone is using it as a buzzword in the worst ways possible, spreading misinformation and hatred against a real disorder.

I could go on a long time about how this happened, why it's factually incorrect (and what the disorder actually IS), why it's harmful, and the changes I'd like to see. But to keep this concise, I'll simply link to a few posts under the cut for further reading.

The point of this post is a plea. Please help stop the spread of stigma. Even in mental health communities, even around others with personality disorders, in neurodivergent "safe" spaces, other communities I thought people would be supportive in (e.g. trans support groups, progressive spaces in general), it keeps coming up. So I'm willing to bet that a lot of people on this site need to see this.

Because it's so hard to exist in this world.

My disorder already makes me feel as if I'm worthless and unlovable, like there's something inherently wrong and damaged about me. And it's so much harder to fight that and heal when my daily life consists of:

Laughing and spending time with my friends, doing my utmost best to connect and stay present and focused on them, trying to let my guards down and be real and believe I'm lovable- when suddenly they throw out the word "narcissist" to describe horrible people or someone they hate, or the conversation turns to how evil "people with narcissistic personality disorder" are. (Seriously, you don't know which of your friends might have NPD and feels like shit when you say those things & now knows that you'd hate them if you knew.)

Trying to look up "mental health positivity for people with npd", "mental health positivity cluster bs", only to find a) none of that, and b) more of the same old vile shit that makes me feel terrible about myself.

Having a hard time (which is constant at this point) and trying to look up resources for myself, only to again, find the same stigma. And no resources.

Not having any clue how to help myself, because even the mental health field is spitting so much vitriol at people with DISORDERS (who they're supposed to be helping!) that there's no solid research or therapy programs for people like me.

Losing close friends when they find out, despite us having had a good relationship before, and them KNOWING me and knowing that I'm not like the trending image of pwNPD. Because now they only see me through the lens of stigma and misinformation.

Hearing the same stigma come up literally wherever I go. Clubs. Meetings. Any online space. At the bus stop. At the mall. At a restaurant. At work. Buzzword of the year that everyone loooves loudly throwing around with their friends or over the phone. Feels awesome for me, makes my day so much better/s

I could go on for a long time, but I'm scared no one will read/rb this if it gets too much longer.

So please. Stop using the word "narcissist" as a synonym for "abusive".

Stop bringing up people you hate who you believe to have NPD because of a stigmatizing article full of misinformation whenever someone with actual NPD opens their mouth. (Imagine if people did that with any other disorder! "Hey, I'm autistic." "Oh... my old roommate screamed at me whenever I made noise around him, and didn't understand my needs, which seems like sensory overload and difficulty with social cues. He was definitely autistic. But as long as you're self-aware and always restraining your innate desire to be an abusive asshole, you're okay I guess, maybe." ...See how offensive and ignorant that is?)

Stop preventing healthcare for people with a disorder just because it's trendy to use us as a scapegoat.

If you got this far, thank you for reading, and please share this if you can. Further reading is under the cut.

NPD Criteria, re-written by someone who actually has NPD

Stigma in the DSM

Common perception of the DSM criteria vs how someone may actually experience them (Keep in mind that this is the way I personally experience these symptoms, and that presentation can vary a lot between individuals)

"Idk, the stigma is right though, because I've known a lot of people with NPD who are jerks, so I'm going to continue to support the blockage of treatment for this condition."

(All of these were written by me, because I didn't want to link to other folks' posts without permission, but if you want to add your own links in reblogs or replies please feel free <3)

[throesofincreasingwonder]

You know what? I want a whole post for this:

Sex Repulsion is not the same thing as, or an excuse for, Sex Negativity

non-negotiable!

I am a sex-repulsed asexual. This means that I am uncomfortable and repulsed by the idea of engaging in sexual acts. This does not mean that I have an excuse to be repulsed by other people's sexual attraction or the right to police how other people engage in or express sexual acts or attraction.

Young queer people need to learn the difference between sex repulsion and sex negativity, and actively work to unlearn sex-negative attitudes. Asexuality, even sex-repulsed asexuality, is and should be fully compatible with sex positivity.

If you are uncomfortable with the idea of other people feeling sexual attraction or engaging in sexual acts that do not involve you in any way, that is not sex repulsion it is the cultural Christianity and you need to seriously work on that.

[kyurochurro]

troubles that come with tribbles...

(aka a good excuse to draw one of my fav episodes and fav crew members while coming back from a heavy week at uni ;D)

[cloudabserk]

look i understand if you like marius because this is the evil morally bankrupt vampire story. however when people argue that marius was actually really cool and chill and normal about armand i want to fight them

[worldsewage]

Splatoon Ocs with bizarrely styled instruments usually have their instrument built by Them.

[steveharrirngton]

i know i know but look how ethereal he is

[mildarka]

For the art request I'd like to ask for reverted AU Night in Killer's big jacket missing the boys and Dream trying to comfort him?

Dream's trying his best

[eyefoes]

villains time YEAHH !! i loved this part's villains tbh. dio who. his goons are where it's at

[peachphernalia]

click for higher quality

a mother’s love

hey so this fight took me almost six hours to do because i apparently didn’t get the defensive item i was Supposed to meaning i was taking 6ish damage when i was Supposed To Be Taking 3ish . im really Terrible at video game

[hoshizoralone]

Just saw your Halo fanart (they are adorable as hell btw) and honestly I’m curious to see how you would draw Arby from Halo 2. Again, you do some cute ass hell artwork.

thank you so glad you like ! i have not drawn the arbiter too much/only in scribbles:

(and someone on twitter asked about arbiter in the xbox outfit so)